I saw a dead body splattered on the street from a car wreck today driving back from work
How was your today anon?
>>27162121
I wish I was the body
I am currently coming down with the flu that will more than likely prevent me from voting in the primaries.
>>27162121
Did you take a picture?
>>27162121
>jogging back from beach.
>on my way back, see gopher lying in middle of paved trail
>find stick and touch it
>gopher opens its mouth in agony or anger or maybe both
>seems to be paralyzed, but no visible injuries
>just roll it near a bush into some shade
>feel bad for it, think about how some other animal might come and eat it before it dies
>think about grabbing a stone to smash it and put it out of its misery
>another jogger comes around the corner and greets me with a "howdy"
>worried he saw me and thought I was torturing the gopher or something
>just say "hey"
>he jogs on
>I jog home
>the end
that's more interesting than the last 1000+ days of my life combined
>called into work again today because I wanted another day of doing nothing
>did absolutely nothing
>have been in my bed for the last 48 hours
It's coming back strong
>>27162121
Idk.
I haven't had any intimate encounters in my life. It's starting to get to me. I just want to hold a girl closely or at the most primitive level cum inside a girl as I look into her eyes. I went to a sex club in sf in hopes of satisfying that primal urge but everyone was weirded out by me, couldn't even get hard. This cute black girl made an offer for her to take me in as her cuckold because I guess she has a thing for humiliating guys. Her black boyfriend was standing right in front of me when she made that offer and I couldn't stop looking at his veiny shiny cock. Now I'm sitting here alone at the library seriously contemplating taking her offer. Even if she makes me eat cum out of her pussy that would be the closest to a girl I ever been.
Someone please reply to me. I just want to talk to someone.
>>27162342
>I went to a sex club in sf in hopes of satisfying that primal urge but everyone was weirded out by me, couldn't even get hard.
Degenerate as hell. What happened? Did you do anything?
>>27162342
go work out every day
>>27162422
not that guy but have the same feels sort of.
What will working out everyday do?Im currently doing that, but dont feel much better
I hope you plan to jerk off to that image in your head of it
>>27162342
Sounds like it's about that time to kill yourself, if being serious.
>>27162367
I walked around with my boxers around my ankles trying to find some slut who would take any guy but they were all private and told me no watching allowed. Found a group that let me watch but I just started jacking off to that black girl while her bbc boyfriend pile drived her into ecstasy. I took mental screenshots of everything I saw then went home and jerker off like I never have before.
>>27162422
For what reasons?
>>27162466
Not there yet. There's still more room for feels.
>>27162121
I went to my great grandpa's funeral, got back, and found out some brony fag I used to know in hs picked up a qt chinese cosplayer gf.
I honestly wake up a lot of days and wonder what keeps me alive. Each day killing myself with nitrous sound more and more like the sweet release I seek.