Committing suicide when this thread 404s.
Talk me off a ledge, or don't. Do whatever ITT.
>>26916441
What method are you using?
Sage
>>26916469
Hanging. Tried and true. No one is around to cut me down and leave me paralyzed.
Please no. You have so much to live for. LOL.
Atleast anhero, have a death worthy of a robot
>>26916441
Ok then faggot. You could have saved us all the emotional trouble you selfish fuck.
Just Bee Movie yourself
See you in paradise anon, good luck I guess.
>>26916441
What's up? Anything you want to discuss?
>>26916441
Livestream it for educational purposes. We need to see the pain and evaluate it.
>>26916441
Live and make yourself a life worth living for. Or die like the miserable piece of shit you are.
If you have any ability to even imagine strength or dignity, live and make them real because to die is to surrender and lose, so choose. Because no one can care enough about you too keep you from ending your pathetic existence.
>>26916441
But you have such good taste in Modaka girls, OP. Please reconsider!
>>26916441
If you're gonna die, at least do something cool while you're at it.
>>26916441
Stay alive for Mumi, OP!
>>26916441
If God is real, can you ask him to be nicer to my friend? He'll know the one, he is God and all.
>>26916985
your post is cringeworthy as fuck anon, maybe you should kill yourself too?
>>26916441
I WISH YOU WOULD STEP BACK FROM THAT LEDGE MY FRIEND
YOU COULD
CUT TIES WITH ALL THE LIES THAT YOU'VE BEEN LIVING IN
>>26916997
I'm not depressed, just emotionally detached. Just don't see the point either way. It would only make the people around me sad. Wouldn't really do much for me.
Sage, but also +1 for bump limit
>>26916441
Daily reminder that those who commit suicide will suffer for eternity at the hands of Satan
>>26916441
What's your story den, OP?
I'm guessing failure, loneliness and shame.
>>26916441
oh god another ledgelord
>>26917268
I second this. What is your age/relationship history /location/purpose?
>>26917117
>Saging with an image
Of course it's not original, blox.
>>26917268
Seconding this. Whats the problem?
idk about this op
>>26917268
>>26917313
>>26917334
26 years old kissless hugless handholdless virgin, NEET, on disability, living with my divorced mother. Failed out of university two years in because I was too afraid to go to class. I never knew what I was going there for anyways, I've never had a passion or interest that I wanted to study. Can't hold a job, even a crappy part-time one. Seen every therapist and psychiatrist and nothing helped me. I'm not strong enough to make a change. I'm weak-willed and I can't live life like this. This isn't a rash impulse decision, I've been considering it for a while. I've left a note for my mother. I can't be a burden on her anymore. I'm sure she'll be crushed but also relieved that she no longer has to support my manchild ass.
>>26916441
I'm posting in this thread to prolong your misery.
Fuck you OP.
>>26916441
pick at least one person to take out. you know you want to.
Don't do it. At least have some fun first.
Have a good journey, fellow robot.
>>26916441
mami is best girl
don't do it family
An eternity is a long time to be wrong
hey man, i don't know how i would be able to do it. i think about it all the time but when it comes down to that moment the amount of emotions that i would feel would be just too much. unless you're disabled or have something seriously wrong with you, you can always find a better life. drop everything you are doing and be run away. you can't see the future man
just do it already lol
>>26919116
shutup socko
>>26919116
Eternity isn't the enemy. What as sad thought...
>>26919109
She is the best girl. That's why I have to go where she is.
>>26917702
if there was ever a time to call it quits it's now
>>26919162
I'm in a similar situation as you. Let me tell you something OP. I know it sounds very stupid, childish and normie but if you can find one thing to look forward to in life it might be enough to you to want to survive. For me it's Pokemon Sun and Moon. It might not get better right away and I know how you feel about therapy and meds but keep working at it. My case worker said "It gets better :^)" which is normie tier advice but if you have something to look forward to it helps a ton. Suicide isn't the answer and it's just going to make a lot of people upset for a long time.
>>26919158
>>26919137
Eternity is s long, long time to be wrong.
>>26919246
Shut the fuck up you christcuck
>>26919238
>if you can find one thing to look forward to in life
but what if it ends up being bad
that would piss him off enough to just kill himself on the spot
>>26919320
you gonna cry? you gonna make a poo poo in your diapie wiapie?
Why wait? Death is coming for every single one of us. Just get it over with.
>>26919320
eternity is a long, long time to be wrong IN HELL
>>26916482
>not blending 177 cherris
op, do you have a place pictured out to go to after death?
>>26917702
Why can't you hold a part time job? Also, friends?
What's your poison?
Barbital? Rope? Inert gas?
>>26919059
I second this, lose your virginity to a hooker or something so some drugs you know just fuck shit up before you kick the bucket
>>26917111
Chek'd maybe you shouldn't kys
Anyone else listening to the new Kendrick Lamar EP? It's pretty amazing.
>>26919486
I don't know. I'm just an idiot. I do things wrong and get frustrated and quit because I'm mad at myself for fucking up such simple tasks. I call off a lot because I can't go outside without freaking out. I've gotten fired a few times and quit a few times. It's honestly pathetic.
As for friends, I don't have any. I was a loner in high school with a small group of acquaintances that I would sit with at lunch and talk about videogames and not much else. We were poor growing up and our house sucks so we could never invite people over, and they didn't want to really do anything with me beyond school, so the friendships never flourished. I tried to strengthen the friendships but I know I'm not worth it. There's better friends out there. After high school they went to school and that's when we stopped talking completely.
I can't make friends online. I don't know if I'm shy or retarded, it's probably both. I'm extremely boring and depressing, and I just get so worked up about what the person on the other end is thinking that I completely psych myself out and convince myself that the other person hates me. My thought processes about everything are so screwed up, and I'm conscious of it, but I cannot fix it. 4chan is the only place where I really talk with people because of its anonymity and you can just sneak away and leave when you want to.
>>26919617
Thanks for the blog update.
Anon you selfish narcissistic fag you're just fucking scared
>>26919622
No problem. We can chat, or we can just kinda hang out and let the thread slide off. It's all gravy. I'm saging all my posts.
>>26919617
Sounds like a lot of self doubt and social anxiety. Honestly man, I feel like you can make it. But at the same time, I don't know you so do what you must but you sound cool to me
>>26919648
>We can chat, or we can just kinda hang out and let the thread slide off.
can I get a kiss?
>>26917322
you've been able to sage with an image for like 10 years, nigger
>>26919617
Are you feeling any better at least after venting?
I still really don't want you to do it.
>>26919625
>you're just fucking scared
r9k ina nutshell
>>26919238 lol your going to die then, but prehaps if your living for a pokemon game maybe that will work out haha XDD.
>>26916441 desu family senpai if you dont /gethighscore/ or stream haha you will just be another dead peple. Could you at least put a sharpie in your but or shave your legs (and balls and """penis"") and post the pic??? ;^)
>>26917702 >>26919617
/b/esides L;E EPIC memes you sound like were my future is heading... haha maybe i should end it too ;^( i just want to know the ending of L'e berserk so bad. srsly i just want to know so i can die without worying about it. :((( ******"""""""you are doing a good job though, r9k is a great subreddit if you want to kill you'reself, i want to normally but after frequenting this place all i could think of was suicide for 2 weeks straight so good job if you really want to end it all this is the best possible place****""""""""
At least live three days care free. Just do whatever you want and say whatever you want. Have fun before you pull the trigger.
Brother
You have the strength to turn this around
Regret and misery come from taking the easy path
You can turn this whole thing around, start with the decision to keep going
Better yourself
Eat well, exercise, sleep, leave this shithole of a website
Socally inept? Fuck that, there's so much great stuff in this world that doesnt take people. Ignore the digital world though, read shit, travel solo, there's great stuff out there.
I for one, am hoping that you stay alive tonight
have that strength, keep moving forward, you'll get there if you be strong. I believe in you anon, and Im fucking drunkf.
>>26919827
hehe yes i agree for sure
this
t b h
also desu with you, you should watch this video b4 you end it all. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMVfnIhtWD0
>>26919866 he didnt say a gun lol xd
>>26916441 also family senpai do you have any cool things you will do? get a pizza watch you're favorite anime? high score? fap to the video i linked>?
>>26919895
do you like to go poo poo?
>>26916758
>>26916788
>>26916686
>>26916628
>>26916621
waaaaaa
the most important things go unanswered
>>26919827
Just fuck off and kill yourself.
I'm dead serious.
he're some generic list of helpful facts to stop you from killing you're self :((
>>26919895
fFUCKKKKKKKKKK YUO
I've caused 3 men to commit suicide. The last man was a gorgeous neuro surgeon. I'm not proud of it, I feel like a piece of shit.
>>26919944
is this a bingo card, can I play along at home
>>26919961
>I've caused
narcissistic sack of shit. you just want to take credit so
you can go "woe is me, my life is so tragic Dx"
Actually off yourself.
L I V E S T R E A M
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>>26919972 yes this is
>>26919895
>change who you are and everything will be better
Advice like this riles me up. If anon had the fortitude to change they would have already. Some people are better off not existing anymore.
And to OP, think a little more on what you plan to do. At least right now you suffer, which is a feeling. But the second you step off the chair, you'll experience fear as never before. As the rope tightens you'll frantically try to save yourself, and the immediate feeling of regret will hit you like a truck, that you chose this.
>>26919944
>checked
I got a bingo.
>>26919992
Uh, no? The last thing I want is to take credit. But when they leave notes telling me it's my fault? That kinda fucks with you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxGRhd_iWuE
You can do it op! What is "it?" Hell if i know!
>>26920076
>they leave notes telling me it's my fault
If anyone kills themselves because of others then they deserve to die.
Unless you actively sought to be a sack of shit to them then it's not
because of you. You'll know if it's really your fault, and if it really is
then you're too far gone to start caring now.
The suggestion still stands.
>>26920135
You want to be #4 baby? :-)
>>26920165
When you say it like that, kind of.
>>26920202
Stop teasing me :-p
pics or it didnt happen
i know i'm just feeding you attention here but please just fuck off
See you later, op
yo where do you live im off after 11 pm wed-sun and im free mondays and tuesdays and im in serious need of friends outside of work.
You could also kill yourself, but if you're not up for it this week and you live in the nyc/nj area maybe we could hang? I have clinical depression, it's an on and off thing and it's caused me to quit school and i used to weigh a lot and stay in bed all day and things were just not pretty. I definitely contemplated suicide multiple times, but I have a little sister who looks up to me and loves me more than life itself so i was never able to do it.
It kind of took a turn for the worst when i then lost all the weight really rapidly due to an eating disorder, but then I realized this gave me a chance to cook, considering i wasn't in school and i really loved cooking, since it was the only thing i did that made people happy. I never really ate a lot of it, but it almost always got finished by my family, who urged me to consider a culinary field, so I went in that direction and currently I'm a chef de partie at a pretty high end fine dining place and I've honestly never been so happy in my entire life
On the plus side I ended up getting a job in my dream career and im doing pretty awesome. I also have my own place and even though I still have episodes, I don't have to take any medication for it so that's a plus
Maybe we can chat about our weird mental shit over food or coffee or alcohol or something? A lot of my coworkers also grew up with shitty lives or mental issues, which is why we all feel comfortable in this less than conventional career. Maybe we can discuss that as a career option? No degree required, your coworkers are all basically like family, and we're all pretty fucked up, so you won't be the only weirdo in the group. The connections in the industry are pretty dope too, free shit at michelin star places, VIP treatment at places connected with your chef, and you get these really cool burn/cut scars on your arms
lemme know
>>26916441
Before you put a rope around your neck, make sure that you really want to die.
I've been numbed by depression for as long as I can remember, and I was sure I wanted to die.
Then a few weeks ago, I had a panic attack. I mistook the symptoms for a heart attack. I thought I was going to die. It was the first time I experienced true mortal terror in my life.
I learned something from that experience. I really, really don't want to die. I don't know what I want to do in life yet, but I don't want to die.
When you kick the chair out from underneath you, you might feel the same as I did. But there will be no one there to save you.
>>26919617
You are literally me anon and I'm headed to exactly the same place, the endless void. See you there robot. Make sure you save me a seat.
>>26916441
We'll meet on the other side
I'm killing myself if no one (you)ses me.
>>26916441
pls give me money or send me things you own
>>26921511
dubs confirm OP and anon will meet in the abyss
>>26921555
Trips confirm my confirmation.
I'll see you there OP
>>26916441
Hey anon want to add me on steam? I'm not online a lot but I would like to be your friend, please don't off yourself just yet, and believe me, you are not a burden to your mom. Not at all, you will be when you're gone. I'll be waiting for a friend request, I'll be on in a few hours.
http://steamcommunity.com/id/weirdflower15
>>26921555
Checking dubs with trips.
>tfw checking trips with quads
>>26916441
May your journey be painless anon
See you on other side
>>26920889
This is a good post. Look at it, OP, and save yourself.
>>26921670
Not letting you 404 anon.
remember to sage in all fields guys
>>26921760
The afterlife can back the fuck up for now anon~kun
>People actually think he will do it
>Implying he didn't make this thread to attention whore
>Implying he won't just go to bed after this thread is over
>>26921840
Who gives a Shit about that, not taking any chances
>>26921840
Well Op has abandoned thread, bye OP
Live just a little bit longer, op.
>>26921840
He's not going to do it. He's here forever.
Maybe you have some cash to give other robots?
>>26916441
Zog commands that you live
Don't do it famalam
Oc
>>26916441
prolonging your life just a little bit
>Siman tov u'mazel tov, mazel tov u'siman tov
>Siman tov u'mazel tov, mazel tov u'siman tov
>Siman tov u'mazel tov, mazel tov u'siman tov
>Ye'hay lanu
>Siman tov u'mazel tov, mazel tov u'siman tov
>Siman tov u'mazel tov, mazel tov u'siman tov
>Siman tov u'mazel tov, mazel tov u'siman tov
>Ye'hay lanu
>Yehay lanu, yehay lanu
>Hu l'kol yisarel
>Yehay lanu, yehay lanu
>Hu l'kol yisarel
>David melech yisrael
>Chai v'kiyam
>David melech yisrael
>Chai v'kiyam
https://youtu.be/O3AHownn3dQ
Bump to prevent OP from killing himself.
Hello again op, you will not die yet. you will live there for this theard, so its the machine for your own body in this moment. How you feel it? It needs just a browser to keep you alive.
>>26919238
>>26919895
>>26920824
>>26921670
These. Find somebody to talk to and to keep you company when you feel suicidal. It will allow you to survive these episodes, because that's what they are, temporary episodes.
After they pass and you're back to just normal emptiness and despair seek qualified help. Change will likely come through meds and slowly changing the habits that led you into this mess.
Good luck and godspeed anon
What music are you going to put on when you do it?
If I were a mod I'd make this thread a permanent sticky. Just for you anon
>>26925348
he could get himself perma-banned which deletes all your active posts automatically
op dont do it, you still need to live for the new madoka movie, even if you dont like it you still get to see best girl. you dont have permission to die until then
>>26926082
There's a new one confirmed?
>>26917702
Honestly, my impression of you isn't such a bad one. You're worth your time.
>>26916441
>Talk me off a ledge, or don't.You are THE worst kind of person
>>26916441
Don't do it, op. please.
>>26926129
there's been a lot of rumors, plus there's no way they'd end it withhomura making her own fake universe and forcing madoka to stay
I won't let this thread die T_T
Please don't do this OP,
think about your family and friends, they love you
>>26926594
There's clips of the advertisement around, I think it was at that shaft monogatari-madoka event
Damn. Hang in there.
What happens when this thread is archived? Will OP really kill himself after all these messages?
>>26921513
(you)sing your bitch ass because if I'm stuck here in this boring life then so are you.
>>26916441
I feel good knowing that by simply making this post I've contributed to prolonging your life. Hopefully someone convinces you to change your mind. Godspeed anon.
One post closer to death
Be safe op
You're not going down yet, OP.
Stream where?
http://readbookonline.net/readOnLine/23344/
It's pretty long, and i'm not sure if it can help, and it sometimes uses the religion angle. But pretty interesting nonetheless.
OP's bluffing, he's not really gonna do it.See you on the other side OP
I really want to, can you for me?
Its all good man, dont worry.
Please don't. A suicide completely wrecks a family, I would know.
>>26929983
Oh shit.
Are you a ghost?
page7
don't be branded a loser for life OP you can still turn it around
>>26917702
just end it OP ur mom will get over it. you are a burden and I am too ):
I have a few more doctors i want to try before i go though
No dying yet, you glorious bastard.
fuck mutes
pls live
DUDE I LIVE IN THE HOOD AND AM IN THE SAME SITUATION MINUS THE SINGLE PARENT TRUST ME YOU WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH SHITHEADS ALL YOUR LIFE BUT ISOLATION IS A MAJOR ISSUE HAVING A GF IS THE LEAST OF YOUR WORRIES PRIORITIES
MAKE A LIST OF THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF WORK TO CHANGE THEM
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS AN AFTER LIFE IT JUST ENDS IN AN ABYSS OF DARKNESS AND ISOLATION
>>26920889
Shit, never knew 4chang peeps could be nice. OP please read this, and do the right thing.
>>26933339
>Auto
Also holy shit almost quintas... OP not dying on my watch
![[DeadFish] Yuyushiki - 01 [BD][720p][AAC].mp4_snapshot_07.28_[2016.02.01_23.05.27].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/XpEmApp.jpg "[DeadFish] Yuyushiki - 01 [BD][720p][AAC].mp4_snapshot_07.28_[2016.02.01_23.05.27].jpg")
>>26919437
>>not blending 177 cherris
Is there enough amygdalin for synthesis to cyanide in cherries? I heard apple seeds and peach pits were the surefire bet.
OP please don't do this
I'm not letting this thread die.
Original post by me
mods pls sticky so my man doesn't have to kill himself
at least delay your suicide so you could play your favorite video games
>>26916441
I've been contemplating suicide, so fuck it, I'll kill myself too when this 404s.
See you guys in the afterlife.
Just do it already you attention whore.
Hi OP, please don't do it. Just get out and get fucked in life.
I might do the same.
You know in a manga version. Mami killed herself.
I don't blame you for an hero.
Moral fags will turn into villians.
God speed Anon!
OP, you should just drink plenty of carrot juice each day till you die from too much vitamin A
>>26916655
>paradise
there's only torment and regret for perturbed hearts, once everything blurs.
>>26935560
This way if you still manage to fail, no one will think it was a suicide attempt, failing would just be a coma or giving up
>>26916441
pic of the ledge?
>>26919944
>A child will complete your life
>>26935560
to be on the safe side, make it a litre a day
>>26916441
At least sacrifice yourself for a cause anon
bumpan for OP, you can't leave us yet
Kill as many womyn as you can before doing so
page 7 don't go to heaven
don't stop believing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1k8craCGpgs
christ just let this guy die
he's probably done it already
All you fags telling op not to do it as if living will grantee a better life, why should he continue living if he will only feel worse as time progresses?
op i love you
>>26937096
if you've already hit rock bottom all you can do is go up you just need to put in the effort and have the right mindset
26 is too young to die earlier this morning a guy i knew was shot in the back and died and he was the same age as me
Did you ever think you'd die alone?
Did you laugh the loudest cause, well, who would have known?
I guess you just traced the cord back to the wall, no wonder it was never plugged in at all.
You took your time, you hurried up, but in the end the choice was yours: you didn't think enough (did you boi?)
So, you're too depressed to go on. Not really sure we all will be sorry when you're gone.
so what did you guys think of the new ghostbuster trailer?
stil here for you OP
You're gonna make it, OP. I know it
Not letting thibse 404. OP not dying on my watch.
>>26938468
every post you make is one closer to the bump limit
>>26938495
or someone can post cp RIP OP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MajfZIyHP8U&list=PLFAFD994B866E80F1&index=24
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKbV8NcyCrk&list=PLFAFD994B866E80F1&index=25
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-IgKgTcHkU&list=PLFAFD994B866E80F1&index=26
>>26916441
dont do it op
almost killed myself 5 years ago now i have my own place, a nice job, and a qt 3.14 azn gf.
you never know what lies ahead.
breathe in, breathe out. it's all any of us can do.
1, 2 ,3
CLEARSee you, space cowboy.
If you can't see any light at the end of the tunnel then do it I guess, but look hard before you jump because, hey, its only permanent right? If you don't want to live its no one's right to stop you, and if there is no one who wants to then all the more reason to end it, but still, death is so permanent and small sounding. I'd much rather live and see the possibilities, but I'm not you. Hope its painless if you do it, but I still hope you have reasons not to as a person, because if you didn't then that's just a sad possibility that I've always hoped could never truly happen.
Goodbye OP
See you on the other side
>>26916441
looks like the thread is going down so I'll say some final sounding shit. Good luck. Commit to whichever side you choose. Probably see you soon in the r9k of the afterlife, save me a spot robot
>>26938989
Whats the post limit?
>>26917702
dude come on... things can change! I know that sounds corny af but trust me life is worth living
ITT: OP literally has barely any excuses to kill himself
If you kill yourself now, you end your chance of your life getting better which is nearly 100% considering how shitty you feel now. Literally go back to uni, find something you like most and fucking go for it, then just get a job and be a wageslave for a while. Stop fucking complaining like your life is shit if you're unwilling to do anything about it, you're keeping yourself down for literally no reason other than because you want attention.
>>26939362
Forgot pic.oreganoooo
Be yourself and follow your dreams OP
>>26916441
bump bump bumparooni
scooby doo
Infinite thread?
always wanna be with you
OP if i was in a room with you i would watch all night to make sure you don't take your own life but i have work
mods, sticky this thread pls
>>26940757
I second this, sticky the thread
What the fuck who?
Who's been CPRing this thread?
Alive after a whole day and not even 200 replies.
>>26917702
Shit man I've been in the same situation. I got rid of the life-destroying/crippling anxiety and depression eventually.
What helped me most is that I wanted to prove everyone wrong, including myself. Normies would just tell us to give up and kill ourselves at this point. Hell even 4chan tells us this over and over. So I did the opposite and just kept living, because I wanted to show everyone that they didn't know what they were talking about. And of course turned out that it was true: no one fucking knows what they're talking about.
I made it to wizard, and then lost my virginity and got my first gf in my 30's. Once again it's something normies, non-normies, and robots cannot even comprehend happening. So if you decide to live, you can change aspects of your life for the better, but I recommended being fueled by pure anger and rage. Then channel the anger in a healthy manner.
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>>26916441
In this universe, he doesn't exist. He's just a comic book character.
But somewhere out there there's a universe where he does, and anon, you know he wouldn't want you to go through with this. He believes in you, man, even if you don't.
Besides, you need to stay alive long enough to catch the Deadpool sequel and Episode VIII. Shit will be wicked sick.
maybe you'll feel better after a good night's sleep OP
Goodnight
Do not kill yourself, OP.
Do not kill yourself Anon.
You get one chance at life.
>>26916441
what was in your last meal?
if you haven't had one, should go out and get a good burger, senpai. treat yourself nice one last dinner at least
>>26917702
Don't let your mom be a factor in this. She's the one who decided to create you, so she has no one to blame but herself if she dislikes your presence.
its 1:34 am here
>>26916655
love this picture
Bump
Dont die anonnnnnnnnnnnnnn
page72
Bumperino
>>26941879
Also what did you eat anon?
Metric, is that you shitposting anonymously for attention?
>>26919827
>>>/s4s/
faggot
Whatever you do OP, I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
>>26920889
That's because your survival instinct kicked in.
If i get dubs u must live op
Bucker up champ life aint that bad
Remember that if you kill yourself you have commited murder which is a sin. The punishment for sin is the second death so you shouldn't do it. Please don't do it and join your local church preferably orthodox or catholic.
>>26944317
gre8t ba8t m8te
>tfw this thread won't 404
>>26916441
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_i1vMK4XaPk
This is the only life you get anon.
well its your decision, if you ask me i wouldnt do it. But then again for some people living is torture.
see you on the other side
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_i1vMK4XaPk
Bumping in case OP is still out there
Stay alive, there lots of things you can do be4 dying. Just think what would those be?
Hope you're safe OP
Man I've thought about offing myself a few times, when shit was really bad and it seemed that there wasn't anything left in life, even took a revolver and put it to my head, couldn't bring myself to pull the trigger. Call me a pussy. Turns out, shit gets better and I'm pretty happy where I'm at now. Good luck OP, hang in there.
Good morning anon i hope you feel better
>>26916441
Thanks for the pic anon. I saved it as 'anonslastpostedpicture04-03-2016'
You will forever live on through this image. I'm sorry you had to go through all the things that led you to this moment. Peace be upon you on whatever you decide.
not on my watch
also fuck mutes seriously
>Go on r9k last night
>see this thread
>post
>go to sleep
>forget about thread
>come back next evening
>Thread still here
Mfw
>>26948831
thread will never die lol
see you space cowboy
*wink*
thread will continue forever OP cucked for eternity
>>26926594
>there's no way they'd end it withhomura making her own fake universe and forcing madoka to stay
You do know who writes Madoka right?
>>26917702
It was around that age I started trying to get my shit together. Went back to school and got a degree, figured I'd just pick one of the "hardest" things I kinda liked. Fuck it, I'll kill myself if I fail anyway, right? It takes a lot of effort, especially to get better at socializing (total hermit, high school drop out with a GED, here). Just pick an autist-friendly major with job prospects.As a last ditch Hail-Mary use Vyvanse/Adderall. False confidence that eventually turns into real confidence. Turns out, relaxing and feeling confident is an important part of speaking and generally being articulate. But I had some other issues that I was trying to address with it.Assuming you haven't started to decompose, of course.
>>26944083
Jesus Christ, Satsuki's little coat is adorable.
Wish I was a really cute girl so I could wear this autistic shit irl.
>>26916441
This comment is very original, it is actually the most original comment in this thread.
>>26949601
roll rolled rolling rollin
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZGORPUzLxtU
Thread theme for OP's depression
>>26949601
rolll rool rrol
>>26949601
I, too, will roll
>>26949601
rollan for the lord
bumping to prolong op's suffering
>>26949601
ROLLING FOR OP, DONT DO IT NIGGA
>>26949601
>>26950193
every post is another post closer to the bump limit and OP's demise
>>26950463
And if we dont post we're closing in on OP's demise aswell, sounds like he's going whatever we do
>>26950839
>>26950463
but if we space them out he can have one final weekened
>>26950952
Yea, lets do it.
Next post just when THIS one gets 10th
>>26916441
>>26949506
i can't tell you that things are going to get better, and i can't tell you how to make things better, but please don't kill yourself. once you die, you're dead, and totally unable to change your situation.
at least wait until you're 35 op. then you can kill yourself. but as of now, you're way too young.
please don't do it.
i hope you're not already dead.
No dying yet OP.
Bump for everybody here potentially keeping a suicidal Neet alive.
>>26951517
not op, but im 36. the time drws nigh for me, it seems.
It's not too late to call it quits, you know.
The way I see it, there is no reason to not kill yourself, we all will die anyway. In the grand scheme of things it really doesn't matter if you die 50 years earlier. Do it if you can!
I would too if I didn't have this irrational fear that prevents me from killing myself. I was where you were too, just slightly younger. Everything seemed pointless, I had to take a break from university because of depression. But then my parents dragged me to all the doctors and therapists, got diagnosed with aspergers, put on a bunch of meds, and now I'm pretty close to finishing my degree.
BUT, life is still shit, there is not a day that I wouldn't be okay with getting hit by a truck. I hate living with my family in a cramped place and getting annoyed at all the noises they make, it's hell, I'm constantly biting myself and drawing blood so I don't attack them. Maybe some day it will be better, maybe not. Anything can happen, but the end is all the same. Life is unfair, there are no guarantees for anything, you can try to make it better, maybe you succeed, maybe not. Death is not good or bad, it's just nothing. Live can be both good and bad.
Ok i realize this is an uncoherent mess, but those are my thoughts.
things will get better op, please don't do it.
Still here OP. I'm not giving up.
Not going anyway.
page 8 life extending bump
This thread will live on for eternity
If duubles you don't kill yourself
>>26938552
This is extremly usefull for suicidal people. It gives you a lot of different perspectives you may not have
Just doing my part. OP will live.
I was disappointing that is not a picture of yang
>>26919617
don't do it
what would tomoe think
