Rejoice! The best part of the week has arrived. Take a seat and we will begin your hikikomori counseling immediately.
Don't forget: Withholding information about your personal troubles results in a one million Yen penalty!
Hey, look who's there.
To be honest today was a pretty good day. Nothing good happened, but nothing bad happened neither and that's enough for me. The depression isn't noticeable, that's already the third day in the row. What about you?
>tfw on episode 20
>already had numerous brekdowns
I can only imagine the final 4 episodes are going to kill me
>>25083308
I'm in the same boat. This week was unusually positive.
I mean I failed meeting up with a group to work on a mandatory assignment and got kicked out which means I will probably fail the course but I don't really care.
Holidays are here and for one week I won't have to make contact with anyone.
How will you lot spend your christmas / new years?
>>25083345
Stay strong.
This reminds me that I finished the novel. I felt like it has a bad flow. The chapters felt really disconnected and the characters didn't seem as fleshed out as in the anime. However, it has a way darker and more serious tone to it. The insanity of the various characters is way better than in the anime.
>yet again no stream
I am becoming used to this disappointment
>>25083428
I agree but the manga was the worst in my opinion.
>>25083563
I was kinda disappointed with the ending compared to the anime. Also the anime had a great soundtrack too. Still worth the read.
>>25083563
Yes, manga was definitely the worst.
It scores points with a lot of Misaki pictures, though.
>>25083516
;_;
I was going to buy some adderal today, but my dealer bailed on me. I'm only getting it since I'm failing my A-levels and need that shit to improve my grades in the hopes I can get into a decent uni, or at least apprenticeship. Otherwise a pretty boring day now the holidays have begun.
>>25083719
Oh yeah the ending was even more of a cliffhanger than the anime. I like it, though. Instead of shoving something like a forced romance in there it is just left as is.
The soundtrack is amazing, of course and really compliments the scenes.
>>25083783
Personally I think drugs aren't going to be a solution but I also do not strive for anything. I hope you achieve your goals. I probably never scored an A anywhere.
>>25083783
Oh man, that reminds me how I dropped/flunked out of four schools. Turned 20 three days ago and NEET since six months. Feels bad man.
>>25084010
FOUR schools. Do you mind sharing how?
After secondary school I was a NEET for a year or so. Started an apprenticeship but threw that into the trash to NEET it up for another year.
Now I'm a college student.
>>25084114
Sure. I flunked out of seventh grade because my grades were very bad. My mom didn't knew and I acted like I still went to school for several months. I would leave the apartment and wander around aimlessly in the city for several hours ( I still do it today sometimes ). Of course my mom found out and after a lecture I visited another school. I was even able to make two friends there, but I'm an emotional trainwreck and it didn't worked out, so after a single year I already flunked out the second time. I didn't even care after the first time, but my dad completely lost it, how I could care so little, how I flunked out two times already in two years and all. He even broke my nose, but I can't blame him. After that I kinda got my shit together and visited and finished Highschool. I didn't care enough to attend to the graduation ceremony though. I just came 30 minutes late in my regular clothes and picked up my diploma. After that I tried college, but quickly flunked out of two different ones, because of my antisocial behavior and lacking appearance.I was and still am pretty depressed. So in total I flunked out of four schools, before becoming a NEET. Not really the most exciting story. And that's that
>>25084437
Harsh. Especially the part with your father. Did you ever make up?
I like to remember my graduation ceremony. I went there, picked up my diploma and left, same as you.
Do you have any plans for the future? I sustained myself stocking shelves after a while until I got the offer for an apprenticeship out of mercy from a friends father.
>>25084566
Sure we did. Of course it's not the best relationship but we're cool. I have an appointment at the job agency, concerning my situation. That's going to be a long speech. I really want to get an apprenticeship, get my life in the right direction. But as they say it's easier said than done. I missed application dues and now I have to wait about 8 months until I can apply myself and at that point I can't guarentee that I would live that long.But until then I can at least try. I would like to get a job like stocking shelves late at night or arrange bottles, with as less human interaction as possible.
spiraling down with depression and alcoholism.
Just found out that there is a 90 percent chance I will inherent schizophrenia from my great grandparent when i turn 23
Just fucking end it
>>25084766
This reminds me that my father used to beat me when I was little. We get along well, though. Kind of like good friends that share some interests.
What's an apprenticeship like at your place? I had to work 3 weeks and attend school for one week. Repeat ad infinum.
School was the worst and I was contemplating throwing myself off the nearby bridge every day until I just dropped out of the whole thing.
>>25084838
Don't go too hard on the liquor. It will probably only make the possible schizophrenia worse. But there's been people that have been told they had a month left to live and they kept on trucking for years. Don't worry about it too much. Try to enjoy your days to the fullest, even if that seems difficult.
>>25084923
Apprenticeship lasts for 3 years total, that's all I really know. But I agree, school was worst. I had more than 100 absent days. One time I said that "I'm gonna ice you all!" after some people rummaged through my bag and jacket just for the heck of it. I don't know what was wrong at that day, but at least they left me alone since that day. I really scared them, that was almost funny. But on the positive site, I guess I'm really over it now. Until a month ago I still thought about it a lot "I should've said this, I should've done that!" Gladly,that's over now. Maybe that's why I'm in a "good" mood in the last couple days.
>>25085075
Oops, I meant more than 100 absent hours, not days. Sorry about that.
>>25084838
Schizophrenia generally isn't too bad. I have it. The secret to a full recovery is to get treated early and stick with the medication for the full course.
>>25085075
Ah, yes. The comical times of being accused as a potential school shooter.
One day our school had a school shooting alarm and my mother told me to stay home. Next day someone told me everyone in class was worried I was going to kick down the door and spray lead everywhere.
Meanwhile I was at home sleeping.
Glad to hear your thoughts are over. It's a good mindset, I think. What happens, happens. No sense in crying over spilt milk, eh? For that reason I have given up working hard or trying to plan ahead. Has helped me with anxiety a bit.
>>25085119
I have to admit I find shizophrenia very intriguing. Can it be fun? You always have somebody to talk to, right?
>>25085208
Missed the past couple. How are you all doing?
>>25085385
Good to see you back. Calmly heading for my doom. It ain't so bad.
How about you?
Currently starving and it's 40c outside, can't walk to the supermarket, just makes me feel more depressed. Dreading having to see my family for christmas as well. At least I get to see my dog.
>>25085425
Same.
Thats a damn good way to put it.
>>25084838
I also will most likely inherit schizophrenia from a grandparent. But I think I have always had signs of it, off and on going on rants and arguing in my head, generally being super paranoid. Then again I dont know what Im talking about.
>>25085543
If I am really depressed I don't even feel hunger. You should go and get something to eat. I recommend a hot soup. Get yourself some instant ramen. The supermarket can't be that far and if it is cold outside you can cover your face with a hood and a scarf.
I miss my cat ;_; Maybe I should have gone home for christmas as well.
>>25085617
I love ranting to myself. I usually get worked up and really angry. It drowns out the deppression.
I've been in an unusually good mood lately. I think its cause I finally got used to the idea that i'm probably going to off myself at some point. Probably soonish, too. Nothing really noteworthy happened. Nothing good or bad either. Just perpetual boredom.
>>25085736
We're all in a relatively good mood tonight? Something must be drawing near.
>>25085681
Does yours include lots of self-depreciation? ie; calling yourself names constantly, insults. It's kind of like having an aggressive shitposter in your head.
>>25085785
Probably mass suicide.
>>25085818
Don't need schizophrenia for that. My depression does that all on it's on.
>>25085818
Hmm, no. It's more about insulting my immediate surroundings and the world in general. The little guy in my head probably knows that I am a loser and doesn't feel the need to reinforce that further.
>>25085866
>mass suicide
On christmas no less. Beautiful.
btw where is MCF?
>people saying this anime is depressing
Literally why?
I watched it. It's about a NEET who gets to live in NEETdom, on his own, on his parents' bill for half the anime. A qt falls from the sky and lands in his lap and is instantly devoted to making him happy and demands they see each other every day. She cooks his meals and cleans his room for him. He lives next door to an old highschool friend who he hangs out with often. Oh, and he's not a virgin.
NHK being depressing is a fucking meme.
visited my grandmother today
I always leave in a bad mood sine she asks what schools I'm applying for and this is shit I don't want to think about, as based on experience I know no matter what school I go to I'll end up quitting it anyway
I just want my own apartment already but it's impossible to get, especially since they're handing out public apartments to refugees now
>>25085927
I think a mass suicide would help a lot of people here.
>>25086086
He finally visited gensokyo
>>25086216
Yeah my life is a lot more depressing than NHK and there's zero chance of a cute girl falling in my lap and trying to fix me up
>>25086216
I don't like the anime for the reasons you mentioned. Though people say it's depressing because they want Misaki to fall in their lap and know it will never happen.
>>25086086
Too tired. Wageslaving is slowly killing him.
>>25086216
I guess if you haven't been a NEET you can't really sympathise with the anime. Misaki is purerly a nice delusion even though she isn't all that nice...
Satou not being a virgin hit me rather hard, though.
>>25086269
My grandpa always talks about how great the company he worked at is. I can practically feel how disappointed he is in me.
>>25086564
>>25086688
>tfw no Misaki T_T
>>25087081
>satou isn't a virgin
>rich kid cousin set to inherit grandfather's company
>just got told he crashed his car and is now in a coma
>I'm the only male heir left
today has been a very good day
>tfw no qt upperclassmen to kill time with
>>25087315
Enjoy your NEET life.
>>25087321
>no qt mentally ill senpai that gives you a pityfuck
It shouldn't bother me, but it does. Damn. I had to put the novel down for a bit at that part.
who /lostallhopeofgettingagf/ here?
I just want a qt to snuggle with while watching anime and exchanging bants
>>25087081
I have been, and am currently, a depressed NEET. I sympathize with many features of the anime. If anything, the anime made me feel worse purely because it's an anime about someone who is supposed to be a complete loser, however he is still better off than me, with a qt, free solitary living spaces, and a friend.
>>25087607
I'd like to say I've come to terms with it. I mean, I've learnt that it maybe just won't ever happen. I mean having a gf would be nice, but it's too late for me now, there's not really much point trying and I can focus my efforts on other things (ie videogames and shitposting)
I wish there were more anime like NHK to sympathize with desu
>>25087753
Read the novel. It paints everything in a more grim light.
>>25087607
I long abandoned the realms of 3D.
>>25088259
The scarcity might be a good thing.
>>25083115
My time is running out man.
There are only two months until my series of exams and I am pretty much frozen in fear.
I just do not know what I will do if I fail out of university. Killing myself seems like overreacting and would be way too easy, but my life is not worth a dime at this point.
Damn shame too, considering how much effort some people put into keeping me afloat at some point.
>>25088425
Here's a situation I can relate to very well. I have my first exams coming too and have no doubts that I will be falling right through them.
I don't care a bit. I'll be a NEET as long as possible and then join the army. With a bit of luck I'll get shot and won't have to do it myself.
>>25088425
>>25088467
I just finished my finals and failed 3/5 of my classes
desu I have no motivation and am considering to be a NEET now...
Should I do it?
>>25088509
Absolutely. Don't force it, though.
Let it happen naturally.
>>25088467
>join the army
I've always thought about this, but I'm way too much of an autist. I'd just end up being the fat guy in fmj.
>>25088629
They'll get you in shape.
At least, I think so. What I'm more afraid of is sharing a barracks with other dudes and only coming home on weekends, if even.
Blank horror.
>>25088654
i heard you do get things like summer leave and holidays off. at least here in England
>>25088559
that pic gives me feels anon. I think I was born to be a NEET
;_; Time to a degenerate
>>25083345
I stopped at like 8 or something because I knew I couldn't handle it. I'm never going to watch it. It will destroy me knowing that nothing like that will ever happen to me and my life will always be terrible.
>>25088673
>born to be a NEET
Why can't the world see that the only talent I have is being useless.
>>25088670
That's something.
>>25088685
>life will always be terrible
Save us, Misaki.
>>25088467
Army is actually not half bad imo. ,if you can handle it that is. It just seems so simple, do what you are told to do and the rest is up to you, no additional baggage of personal responsibillity, your conciousness is not killing you because you are not doing shit, of you are still suicidal after that, you will get killed and also have no moral responsibillity.
Actually sounds like a really good idea, maybe I will think about it myself. Everything is better than this shitty life I lead right now.
>>25088509
Do not about you, but becomming a NEET now would pretty much kill me inside. If you are already at an all-time low considering self-esteem and motivation, shit will get really freaky once you are cut loose from every obligation you might have had.
But the decision is upon you of course, you may be not such a biased moralfag like me.
>>25088559
Fuck I thought Satou was older. I am months away from reaching Satou age and Satou mode. I am not ready for this suffering.
>>25088842
> I am not ready for this suffering.
>tfw already passed Satou-age
>>25088842
Army won't accept if you have taken antideps or anything
>>25083115
>tfw you will never have a misaki gf
>tfw girls now are just materialistic and bitchy
>tfw you will never be loved
>tfw you will never have someone who never gives up on you. all the girls leave you if you are poor or show any weakness or if you need reassurance and you need someone to lean on
>>25088670
Oh yeah, being in the ta and only coming in on weekends sounds quite fun, kind of like how scouts used to be in primary school, fucking around camping in fields pretending to be soldiers.
>>25088842
idk I feel like becoming a NEET will be less stressful than having to deal with the real world. At least I plan to stay like this for a while until I can get my head straight.
>>25088950
>tfw you will never have a qt waifu that care for you
>why life
>>25088939
I never went to the doctor with my psychological problems and I am relatively healthy. And I think that any psychological fuck-up I have just stems from a lack of direction, so joining should not be that much of trouble.
>>25088950
RIP
>>25088958
>>25089021
Soon to be formed Squadron of college dropouts, autists, hikikomoris and NEETs.
I imagine all of us operating a tank and everyone having pictures of their waifu glued next to their seat.
What do you guys think of a trap joining your group?
>>25088993
Its a slippery road to say the least. It is just way too easy to give in to complete NEETdom. Readjusting is certainly necessary sometimes, but one has to be very careful. If you go a step too far, you wont be able to escape the gravitational pull of this insanity.
>>25089130
Are you a 23 year old college dropout hikikomori NEET with no future?
Welcome aboard.
>>25089142
>insanity
I call it "paradise".
Tells a story if you call complete social isolation and the lack of will to do anything meaningful "paradise"
>>25088950
hate feels like this
>>25089085
Just a bunch of autists screaming memes at their enemies and writting shitpost on their tank shells. Discussing mangas on long deployments and share feels around a campfire.
Sounds like heaven desu.
>>25089221
t-thanks ;_;
I'm not 23 though 18. and been pretty ... shitty life tbqh. It feels nicer to have people like you to relate too.
>>25089130
Pretty degenerate/10
Do not know how you being a trap changes anything in terms of discussion related to the topics of hikkikomori life.
>>25089130
If you enjoy circlejerks and have a large misaki folder, go right ahead
>>25089405
>you being a trap changes anything in terms of discussion related
>>25089411
idk maybe because you might think im weird... I'd love to make some friends from the /r9k/ community. Although Im still unsure of it.
>>25089085
That sounds like a lot of fun, I wonder if it's possible to make sure you join with people you know
>>25089375
>and been pretty ... shitty life
It might fan over.
If not feel free to watch NHK ni youkoso and look at pictures of our only hope in life.
>>25089405
> being a trap changes anything
Good point.
>>25089489
>thinking that something is weird
I have my doubts that this is even possible. At least for me.
>>25089307
>picture of Misaki taped on the wall of the tank driver seat
>>25089520
idk I doubt.
I watched that anime before and related a lot to it. I might watch it again just because it was nice
>tfw i wish i had a qt bf/gf to love me
>>25087315
>>rich kid cousin set to inherit grandfather's company
>>just got told he crashed his car and is now in a coma
>>I'm the only male heir left
Are you a character in KDrama, by any chance?
>>25089528
>Tank gets blown to bits and survivors collectively call out to Misaki as their saviour
>>25089507
I don't like Madoka too much but that picture is great.
>tfw no weaboo bros to be all tactical with
>>25089606
There is also a manga and a Light Novel if you haven't read those yet.
>tfw i wish i had a qt bf/gf to love me
Abandon all hope ye who strife for 3D.
>>25089654
"tfw no Misaki" scribbled on shells.
>>25089640
I wish, I'm in the greater shithole known as northern ireland
>>25089720
>at war with the NHK!
>>25089720
>that pic
The feels awaken again.
>>25089796
>turns out that the hidden talent of a bunch of hiki NEETs lies in being cold blooded killing machines since they have no empathy and disregard their own life
Woah.
>>25089745
Down a pint of Guinness for me.
>>25089720
>tfw will never have 3D husbando/waifu
feels bad Im going to be lonely rest of my life
what sucks more is that people usually dont want long term relationships with trans people or even marrying for that matter
ill just live with my daki...
>>25089855
>War on the NHK!
Spinoff when
>satou discusses war tactics with his kitchen appliances
>>25089865
Oh damn that reminds me that I recently got a daki but have no cover for it yet since I don't have a waifu either.
>semester is finally finished
>no more tasks or labs, paper is handed in
>just get to enjoy comfy home for the next two weeks while studying my courses for January finals
It's a good feel today, Misaki.
>>25089606
>qt bf/gf
>>25089936
oh lol I'm still kinda deciding on my waifu/husbando atm
>>25089937
feels good to be comfy m8
>studying courses for january finals'
rip
Do you guys recommend any anime/visualnovels/manga?anything just something you enjoyed
>>25089957
>gets married in the end
He's a traitor
>all these people studying
at least you can leave your house
>>25089957
that kinda makes sense... I've been thinking that way and feel having one would be too much stress on me. Especially if something goes wrong.
>/whotomakemy2D/ waifu/husbando
Who else is 24 here and realizes that Masaki was only trying to help out for selfish reasons. There is no hope.
>>25090064
better than nothing
also successful Misaki Friday, I am proud
>>25089937
>should use the holidays to study
>probably won't do it
>>25090014
His spirit was weak.
>>25090019
It's a new fight every morning
>>25090033
>tfw friend who I thought was a loser got a gf but is now single again
Serves him right.
>>25090009
>Do you guys recommend any anime/visualnovels/manga?
Manga: Homunculus
VN: Little Busters
Anime: Hellsing Ultimate
>>25089926
This sounds bettter and better with each post. Satou trying to defeat the NHK for real.
>>25090064
Indeed. But it is still nice to delude yourself into thinking that Misaki is a real saviour.
>>25090009
>Do you guys recommend any anime/visualnovels/manga?
My annual Christmas anime is Amagami SS. Amazing qts and the show is very comfy to watch.
>>25090199
>>25090113
these sound nice thanks <3
>>25083115
>tfw no misaki irl
Why even eat
>>25090293
It is a tough question.
>>25090293
who here underweight af here
BMI says 18.3
>>25090463
No clue what my BMI is. I'm a hungry skeleton, though.
>>25090463
Tfw fatty manlet
(It's totally 100% all muscle low bf% I swear)
>>25090554
http://www.nhlbi.nih.gov/health/educational/lose_wt/BMI/bmicalc.htm
>>25090463
BMI 15.8
And healthy, believe it or not.
>>25090672
I don't know my exakt measurements but it's 23.5.
BMI is a bad meme, though.
>>25090463
>tfw BMI of 32
s-save me misaki
>>25090915
Just starve yourself.
>>25090755
You must have gone with a dexterity based build.
>>25090951
>Just starve yourself.
Food is one of my few pleasures, hungry skeletons will never understand.
>>25090979
im a skeleton cause I'm not hungy.
should i rewatch welcome to nhk?
i dont know if i can handle the feels again, i watched 6 months ago and i'm still a neet
>>25090463
BMI 17
>>25090994
Ive started skipping one or two episodes in the pyramid scheme arc, just cause.
>>25090994
Why not read the manga or the novel? Explore it in another medium.
>>25091036
>read a manga or novel
whoa whoa whoa thats too much effort
>>25083115
fuck you for making me remember this anime.
>>25090979
Tasty food is important. I have to agree.
>>25091045
You can do it. One chapter a day.
>>25091045
The novel's tiny as fuck though. It's technically about 250 pages long, but take a look at how much text is on each page:
https://7chan.org/lit/src/Tatsuhiko_Takimoto_-_Welcome_to_the_NHK_novel.pdf
>>25091034
I do the same, it's definitely my least favourite arc, it feels dragged out and unnecessary.
Well it's half 3, I'm going to bed. See you autists next Friday. Shame mcf wasn't here this week. Hope he hasn't an heroed.
>>25091099
Should have replaces the part when Yamazaki and Satou raid the church while high
>>25091123
Let's try summoning him next week. Good night, Anon.
>>25091123
g-goodnight fellow britbong
>>25083345
Episode 21 is very sad
>>25083345
chill brah, you'll be alright
spooky bump
Alright it's 5am and I think I am at my limit for tonight. Let's see what freakish dreams my brain can come up with this time.
Thanks for participating and see you next friday.
Keep the thread alive ;_;
>>25091658
Goodnight BlackOutAnon
>>25091658
Night Night Night
>>25083115
i'm not a hikkikomori, i just lead a simplistic lifestyle in order to reach true enlightenment
>>25083115
Watched this show recently. I loved how it blew certain things out of proportion to stress their importance - dangers of pyramid schemes, getting caught of with dangerously depressive people, falling in love...
>>25083115
>3 hours exam this night
>last exam of trimester
>tfw I dont know what's a "signpost" in design
>yet always used them at work
It's still friday.
PAGE 8 FAGGOTS.
.gngh
What's the point of this thread? To fuel an attentionwhore's ego?
>>25093445
>attentionwhore's ego
what are you talking about? explain yourself senpai
>>25093537
I'm talking about the name, of course.
>>25093559
the name of the thread or the name of the usual namefags?they are okay m8
>>25093604
So these threads are had a lot? You feel better after reading them or whatever?
>>25093745
they are better than 95% of the threads in neo r9k
>>25093789
That's not the question though. Do they make you feel better?
>>25093873
yes it's comfy as fuck
>>25093913
What a shame. Your leader has left so the thread dies. How unfortunate!
>>25094314
>Your leader
remember that misakifags are +25yo kv shut-in neets with mental ilnesses
just posting a wallpaper
>>25094369
Don't forget the part where they feed off of your attention to remain self-sufficient.
Obvious NHK agent is obvious
>thread survives the night
Missed it yesterday (as i was tired as fuck), glad to see it's still up.
>>25087392
IKTF
Hitomi senpai is best girl of all time, she gave me so many feels.
Not sure if anyone's here, oh well. I passed my courses this term thanks to the bell curve.
>>25083428
>>25083563
The manga was my favourite but I haven't read or watched NHK in years. The Misaki pictures were definitely the highlight for me. Reading it again may be a nice way to spend the holiday.
>>25090113
I really enjoyed Homunculus.
>>25091045
Reading the manga and LN helped me get more attached to the story, it's worth it.
>>25095069
>>25089720
My inner autist have have been bothering me about this for a while. The NHK book is actually a novel not a light novel.
>>25095128
Is the only difference that a LN has pictures? Maybe it's closer to a short story.
>>25095150
Light novels also use easier kanji as it's geared towards a younger audience.
>>25095185
I see. Thank you, I appreciate the information.
I think I remember you from a week or two ago, saying the same thing. A bunch of people insulted you for it, which wasn't nice.
PAGE 8 MISAKIFAGS
>>25087217
Did I miss anything? Or is it implied he had sexy time with misaki in the ending?
Misaki! I'm so glad you're back again!
There's a chad I know who won't fucking leave me alone. He's one of those guys who acts like a friend but takes every opportunity to cut you down to make himself feel bigger.
I don't want to tell him off for fear of getting my ass kicked into oblivion, so I've just stopped talking to him as much as possible.
>>25091099
the anime feels like government propaganda to me.
>don't kill yourself
>don't fall for pyramid schemes
>become a wageslave
>maybe then you'll be happy.... someday
don't think that was the moral of the novel or manga
>>25094314
>your leader
That would probably be mcf if anyone, not blackout.
>Misaki Friday
>it's actually Saturday afternoon
nice logic there misakifags
My mother wants me to go to some group talk thing after i expressed to her how pathetic i was and i would never get a job or amount to anything. I know this place is filled with angsty teenagers and i will never accept being associated with that crowd. Should i just go to the group talk?
>>25098782
Why not? Do you have anything better to do?
>>25098899
Not really, but i tend to get aggressive to those sorts of people.
>>25098918
maybe you are not so different to these angsty teens no?
>>25099025
I slightly agree, but it would anger me to listen to their stories. I think what angers me the most is that there isn't anything wrong with me such as Asperger or autism, its just my innate ability to not be able to do anything that i love leading me to be a talent-less idiot with no self worth.
I have trouble holding relationships, if I am ever interacting with people I tend to dominate conversations because I'm anxious all the time and I'm a coward that can't leave my comfort zone. I'm trying hard to change, with some positive results, but it's just that I can't seem to break out of my social awkwardness.
I still hate myself though.
>>25099174
I feel the same in certain conversational situations. I feel like people are talking behind my back of how annoying i am.
>>25099269
Same here. I just decided to withdraw into seclusion for a while because of it. Not to mention depression doesn't help, although goal setting has worked wonders for me to do tasks around the house and keep myself occupied. I'm getting prepared to go back to school, I think I know how to succeed academically but not socially.
It's not making friends that's the problem, it's keeping them. I'm afraid that I eventually would hurt them emotionally because of my stupid decisions.
>>25099314
Good to see your going back friend. Are you in your final year?
>>25099384
Nope. Was about to go into First Year but was very depressed so I didn't go.
>>25099408
Good luck on that, i am yet to find anything im interested or capable in.
what is this thread about
do I get useful skills from this
>>25083115
>last week before christmas vacations
>working like a slave
>finally the ultimate Friday Misaki
>take pills to finally sleep 16 hours
>wake up
>thread is alive
;_; thanks f-senpai
>>25086086
sleeping but next week i won't work, but have to visit family on friday, feels very bad guys, i feel like a normie now ;_; i just want don't want to see anyone and sleep and eat
>>25086535
>tfw no gensokyo with Misaki
>>25098063
there's no leader, we are just gathering fellow Misakifags for our uprising anon :^)
>>25098734
>December 19, 2015
time flies anon ;_;
>>25099804
i heard you make money from RMT
>>25100337
Good morning!
You shouldn't sleep for more that long though, it's bad for your heart...
>>25100797
the pills do the trick anon, no worries I've done it before a ton of times
>>25100915
Cat Misaki is good.
>>25100955
Yes.
>>25099804
You will lose skills.
