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/sad/ thread anyone? It's been a long few days.

>be me few days ago, highschooler
(inb4 b&)
>pretty popular kid
>not bad looking, lots of friends
>meet girl in Chem class
>we start being friends
>both of us are agnostic, love Star Wars, similar interests, etc.
>she seems pretty cool
>isn't very popular, gets bullied super hard, as 5 brothers with all differant dads, family is awful to her, has heart problems/pacemaker
>still a fun person to be around

Now a few days ago

>I go to local restaurant w/ dad, going to see a neighbor play a gig, having a good time
>get text from girl
>she's on pot, start talking with her and it's pretty funny
>keep talking for a awhile, she gets a little serious and begins telling me some stuff I didn't know about her
>tell her she may say something she'll regret, she should stop texting
>she says shes fine
>mentions that she cuts
>ohfuckme.png
>this doesn't sit well with me
>tell her I'll discuss with her when she's sober
>go to bed

Next day she reads through texts, and I start talking to her about her problems. Tell her I want to help her, she's hesitent.

Last night

>calls me in middle of night
>crying hard, scared and angry, feeling suicidal
>tells me about her fucked up family
>mom is abusive, won't let her get antidepressents, beats her, told her to just kill herself after she attempted suicide once
>brother isn't much better
>other brothers/family avoids her because of her mom
>dad ran away a month before she had a major surgery
>we talk for hours, still talking at like 3 AM
>she falls asleep, I hang up and go to be

tonight

>she texts me
>she's feeling angry, sad, confused again
>she's hiding in her closet, doesn't know why
>just wants to hurt herself, wants to just give up and end it all

(Small cont. below)