things people said to you that hurt
>Why are you even here?
>we don't serve breakfast after noon
>>24887971
> This is my friend, we will call him Joe
>mfw
>I want to break up.
>Do this for me and I'll try to fix your face for you.
Fuck. You.
>are you the kid that nobody likes?
>walking beach alone
>see a bonfire with a decent amount of people standing around chatting
>walk up closer
>say some simple greeting like "hey how's everyone doin"
>people just looking at me stopped talking
>girl speaks up and says
>"were not friends with you"
Idk why that hurt me, strangers are rude
>You look just like (unattractive celebrity). No offense, bro haha
>>24887971
>Sex isn't supposed to hurt
>you're not funny
>why are you following us? ('friends' I'd been hanging out with every lunch break for months)
>>24887971
>why an I even here?
I said it, and it cuts me to the core.
>>24888241
>>why are you following us?
>>24887971
>George's voice became deeper. He repeated his words rhythmically as though he had said them many times before. 'Guys like us, that work on ranches, are the loneliest guys in the world. They got no family. They don't belong no place. They come to a ranch an' work up a stake, and the first thing you know they're poundin' their tail on some other ranch. They ain't got nothing to look ahead to.
>>24888436
>"Tell me about the rabbits, George."
>Nobody cares anon
something something original
>are you growing that peach fuzz to hide your double chin
Thanks mom
>>24888186
people tell me i look like theon (alfie allen) and I don't know how upset i should be, if at all
>>24887971
Sorry we only have Pepsi is that fine?
>mandatory debate that counts in the participation grade
>everybody is just pulling shit out of their asses
>try to just find the good arguments
>actually counter everyone pretty well, they don't really have comebacks
>stacey cuts me while I was talking and says "who are you ? "
>they all laugh
>*says something offence about me*
>haha only joking anon
>stacey
>you don't know how to cook?
>you never had a girlfriend and a virgin
kind of good since she didn't believe me
>>24888614
That one cuts really deep, then you have to go "h-haha yeah" so you don't look weird
>you used to be so happy
>>24888618
Should've said something back, probably like "Someone who's smarter than you. Oh wait, everyone is."
When I was in 10th grade I had to write a paper on what friendship meant to me. Wish I still had it.
>four well written pages on how relying on others for success and happiness will lead to disappointment
>teacher gives me a c,refers me to school shrink
>get a friend
> 8 years later he quits his job on a whim,gets mad when I don't pay his part of the rent
>He gets busted trying to pawn all my shit
>that level of betrayal still stings today, never making that mistake again nor should I have made it to begin with
Fuck you Mrs craig you dumb cunt
>>24888618
"I'd be worried about how toasty you are right now, roastie."
>>24888888
FUCK I SHOULD HAVE CHECKED THE SEXTS
>>24887971
my gf of 4 years who had just broken up with me
> why have i been saying i love you?
>oh, i would have been saying that to anything that was lying around
she had only been saying it when we fucked
i will never get over this
>>24888888
Fukken nice digits
>>24888888
Nice sexts, anon-kun
>>24888888
THOSE GETS
H
O
S
E
G
E
T
S
>>24888888
Noice senpai
>>24888888
Nice get man
>>24888241
This is the reason I can't trust people that are "friendly" to me.
>>24888916
Pls,
PLS
>>24888803
this so much baka senpai
I know how it works senpai, but i just want a stranger on the internet to relate with me because i'm in pain. it was quite recent.
>>24888944
>>24888888
>>24888422
>>24889000
this is a magical thread with sexts, trips and dubs
>15 years old
>lived across the street from the cutest girl in the world
>we were friends for years and would always hang out
>I wanted to take it to another level as young men often do
>I'd literally have zero chance with her if we weren't friends
>finally get the sack to ask her out
>she says yes
>happiest I've ever been in my life
>got my first kiss that night
>I'm a pretty nerdy kid so naturally I tell my friends
>"ahaha dude NICE!" and all that shit
>it starts getting around
>these popular girls come up to me later
>
"is it true you're going out with _____?"
>hell yeah its true I feel like a sick baller
"oh... she says it's not true..."
>what
>go and talk with her about it
"anon... this embarrassing... I wish you didn't actually tell people..."
>>24887971
>Why do you keep talking to us?
>I used to think you were really nice, but now I know you're really... not.
>I know I'm a lot cooler than you. You hang out with [name].
I'm sure there's more. I'm just not thinking about it all, but I'm trying.
>talking to a girl at work yesterday
>usual "haha i get to leave before you" type cliche shit soemthing that we both do to each other
>tell her i'd rather work more
>"you have no life anon"
that fucking hurt and i couldn't enjoy the rest of the day.
>>24889507
Fucking roasties, man. Always take it too far like its nothing.
>>24888888
ROASTIES
IN
A
TOASTIE
CONFIRMED
>>24889380
Lmaooooooo
That hurts bad tbqh. But calm down, very few girls will actually do that.
When your existence is just dismissed or ignored.
"Who are you again?"
"Oh, this is [calls you by the wrong name despite knowing you for a long while]"
"I didn't even notice you were here"
"You're pretty boring"
It's worse than being told something mean. You're being told that you're just worthless, you're a non-person, and every relationship you thought you had with that person is null.
>anon, when are you going to shoot up the school?
they say it as a joke, but they fear that it might be real, that's why some of them are nice to me sometimes
>"i'm glad you're finally moving away from me"
Said the girl next door who I had a big crush on.
>"I hang out with you in case you snap and shoot up the place, I wanna be safe haha"
THE HAHA DOESN'T MAKE IT NOT RUDE
>>24888874
Brewster....
>>24889576
what's worse is that she's my oneitis, but i definitely know that nothing will ever work out
>few years older than me
>already looking for long term shit, ie. marriage, kids, etc...
>has bf for well over a year now
i just want to learn how to stop feeling these feels.
>maybe
JUST FUCKING SAY NO
>>24887971
>Your never gonna get any
4 years later and I still haven't
>"why are you always so quiet?"
>"yeah haha speak up!"
I'M QUIET BECAUSE I WANT TO BE
I once made the, admittedly, stupid decision to accept an invitation to a club from my oneitus.
We bar hopped around for a while and watched as she danced and flirted with other guys, pain and sadness building as the night went on.
The crescendo hit when, while waiting to get into a club, she said to her girlfriends, "I hope there's hot guys inside!"
Stupidly, I asked, "what about me?"
She looked at me and her words still echo in my mind
>You don't count.
I don't even think she said it with malice, but the naive, reckless brutality of her honesty still makes me flinch when I think of it.
>>24887971
>younger cousin's a cool dude, enjoy spending time with him
>sleepover at his house all the time, building pillow forts n shit, SO fucking cash
>they're rich and have a whole bunch of rich friends, but personally don't care about it
>one time, family goes over to their house, aunt asks me if i want to spend the night
>say sure
>after family leaves, aunt and uncle take us out to a small pool party that their friends are hosting
>go, don't really expect much other than seeing a few acquaintances
>get ready for the pool thing and jump in
>having fun, it's all good
>one fucking swims up to me and asks "who invited you here? i've never seen you before, my parents don't know you."
>start crying, wanted to punch the fucking shit out of him
>realize that richfags are literally the scum of the earth because the majority of them can't raise their kids with any manners
>You're not funny
Nothing fucking stings me more.
I don't mind hearing it on 4chan but in the rare times I hear it irl, even if the person is just being a dick and doesn't mean it, I seriously get crazy self-conscious about every joke I make.
>>24888785
I just get Dr Pepper instead
>>24889878
Forget my answer
This is the most hurtful thing that anyone has ever said to me
>its even worse when you were just talking naturally, not even trying to joke.
>>24888888
You took my fucking ates u piece of shit
>The feelings just kinda faded away.
>I'm sorry
Well
time to kill myself, friends.
>>24889857
All kids don't really watch what they say at young ages, if you are still offended by this as an adult you're a fucking autist poser
>had a bad body odor problem in high school
>"OH MY GOD! PHEEWWW! WHAT STINKS?!"
can you please
just
please
>>24889925
nigga, we was like 10.
i'm not phased by it anymore, but it stung like hell at the time.
>>24887971
>Hey anon, I just got a new boyfriend
>I love him so much, he's the perfect guy
>He's exactly like you, except he's attractive
>>24890051
dont worry bro ur bf wasn't worth a shit.
be glad that ur rid of him
>>24888157
Man that is proper rude.
Sorry fampai, not your fault.
>>24889878
>even if the person is just being a dick and doesn't mean it
My friends do this all the time, they can get pretty rude sometimes as well.
Maybe it's just me, but should there be some lines not to cross when being playful-mean to friends or am I just too sensitive of a person?
>tfw take their jokes as personal offenses sometimes & get sad, feel rejected & isolated
>>24890074
She wasn't my gf m8. I was her orbiter during highschool.
>>24888186
People tell me i look like steve buscemiat least he's funny.....
>Sorry I don't want to spend the rest of my life with a drunk, uneducated loser
That one stung for awhile.
>>24890042
well that's fair anyways, things kids say to you as a kid can scar people sometimes now that i think of it.
I was having fun in a simulation exercise for a class, taking it seriously unlike Chad. Chad:
>Do you even know this isn't real?
>Do you even have any friends?
>>24890119
what a fucking dick
>They aren't your friends why are you standing here?
>>24890097
Need to learn to handle the bantz m8. Seriously if you're good friends with someone you should know each other well enough to know when something is just meant in jest.
>have gyno
>not even all that fat, just tits
>go swimming with friends because it was middle school and i had friends for some reason
>"nice tits"
>never go swimming again
>HS
>had developed a slouch trying to hide gyno tits
>"lol look at the hunch back"
>can't win
>Why is anon following us?
>I wish I could find a boyfriend just like you!
BUT I'M LIKE ME
>>24890107
>orbiting
>ever
Dude, you were asking for it. You've gotta be like a comet, you can't ever orbit someone. You've gotta admire them from a distance and only ever come close to them once in a while.That's how I manage to keep myself out of heartbreak. It works too well.
>>24890137
Yeah, I agree wholeheartedly with what you said; however, I personally find it hard to do it.
I don't want to sound conceited at all, but I genuinely think I have a hard time with it because I'm not even in the slightest a mean person ;_;
>>24888874
Find a way to contact your former teacher. Tell her you were right. Then rape her ass.
>When I sat down at a table in class, the people sitting there would get up and go to another table instantly.
Still hurts to this day. I dont know what I did to make everyone hate me.
>>24890167
at least you had her as a friend, literally every girl pretends I don't exist. If I try to start a friendly conversation they go out of the way to pretend I don't exist.
>If you'd tried a little harder you could have had me
>>24890162
I can relate to this.
Since then I never socialized with people again.
>>24890186
I graduated HS 4 years ago m8. I already learned to not trust women the hard way,
>>24889811
Damn, the only upside to that I think was she never said you weren't not hot.
>"You are now blind, Mildred"
>>24890222
Why is that, anon? I'd it's better than people treating you like a retard because of speech impediments.
Also it's inevitable that people realize I'm not retarded and slowly stop caring about being nice to me.
>"this is going to hurt a bit"
>hurts
>>24888618
You seem like you were that kid that never talked to anyone in that class then suddenly went on a huge debate one day
>>24889380
Christ, this one is brutal. Why would she even say yes if she's embarrassed by you?
>>24890351
>tfw doctor says it wont hurt at a
>sticks the needle in
>you can feel it touch bone
>never trust doctors again
>>24890351
"the ball will never hurt you"
>was told as a kid that baseballs dont hurt me and i shouldnt fear it
>see my brother get knocked out by a baseball and sent to the hospital
>mfw I realized the lies and quit sports forever that day
>>24889684Why not just go for it?
>>24889754
>i just want to learn how to stop feeling these feels.
You mean that ice-cream-scoop-in-the-heart feel?
>You're such a fucking dick, you're the most annoying person in the entire class, and everybody talks behind your back. We only hang out with you because we feel bad for you, you don't even leave your house unless you're forced to...
>We gave you a fair shot but it doesn't look like you fit into our group. We let you in on good faith but I think we might have been mistaken. Pack your stuff up and leave. I don't care how you make your way back, or if you stay here the night in a different room, I just don't want you to still be here in the next 20 minutes. Hang on, I'll help you grab your things actually.
It was said in many more words, but that was the endgame of the whole conversation. I still have nightmares about the entire situation to this day. Mentally fucked by it for life.
>did something really clumsy in middleschool
>whole classroom laughs at me
>I start to laugh assuming it wasn't intentional
>Some stacy says "no anon we're not laughing with you, we're laughing AT you"
>class laughs even harder
>never said a word for the rest of the whole day
>>24890375
i don't know dude. she was someone i really trusted and it basically destroyed all my trust with her. the worst fucking part was that i still had to see her every morning because she was directly across the street.
eventually she started dating some 20 year old college guy in high school and i stopped seeing her. she had a butt that wouldn't quit.
>>24890021
Lol, I knew someone like this in high school and middle school. His locker was right next to mine so several times a day I had to suffer that stench. One year my friends and I got him a bar of soap for Christmas. If only he had fucking showered we wouldn't have made fun of him.
>>24887971
>You're never going to get a girlfriend.
I remember that moment clearly to this day, almost 10 years later. Granted, I was still very young and acting annoying, but that statement stayed with me because of the very convincing delivery.
The more I think about it, the more it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.
The more I think about it, the more I'm OK with the fact that they might have been right, and I should be grateful to them for letting me know my future and saving me the trouble of trying.
Maybe they were right.
>>24890456Because that would mean more media attention on 4chan, and right now that's about the last thing we need.
>>24890510
What context was this in, anon?
I'm sorry you had to experience this, it sounds harsh.
>>24890555
People with poor hygiene are the absolute worst. I knew a guy in year 11 who was great, one of my mates, but he didnt shower in the mornings, only in the evenings, and he stank.
After being betrayed by an extremely close friend and cutting ties, getting a text from them on my birthday saying "happy birthday" was devastating to me for some reason.
I don't want to forget what happened, why are you trying to.
I can't forgive, but I don't want to be rude.
I just replied with a thanks and the person never tried talking to me again.
i fucking hate when other people ignore or even forget about me being there in the same room with them.happens alot,last time a few days ago at my new job (im the youngest person in there btw so i dont have much in common with the other coleagues) i finish my project and go to inform my manager (who asked me specifiaclly to work at the office despite the fact that i can work from home sometimes) that im calling it a day,and he tells me ''oh anon i copletely forgot about you being here'' in front of everyone.sad part is the office is only two rooms.therest of my day was pathetic
>why do you never change your clothes, anon?
>ask girl out
>she says no
>ask girl out
>she says no
>ask girl out
>she says no
>ask girl out
>she says yes
>constantly flakes or stops responding altogether
>later hear from a mutual friend she was "trying to be nice" or "doesn't like confrontation"
>repeat until it's impossible to trust anyone
>>24890726
>saying yes to be nice
Literally one of the most awful and destructive things you can do.
Don't fucking do this.
>>24890615
An altruist of the highest order, I see.
>>24890776
JUST FUCKING SAY NO
I DONT WANT YES
I DONT WANT MAYBE LATER
HOLY FUCKING SHIT I WANT TO BE REJECTED
NO ONE EVER REJECTS ME THEY JUST TRY TO BE NICE
FUCK PEOPLE
FUCK
I JUST WANT TO BE REJECTED
>it turns me on
>>24890807
Not even him, I just don't want more newfags after the fappening bullshit.
>>24890776
I never understood that, why can't they just say I'm simply not interested in you or some shit like, don't they see how devastating it is when they lie and then cop out like that fuckin stacys
>>24888874
It's weird how people like us always tend to find shameless degenerates as friends and never each other.
>>24890623
Staying in a hotel with a few guys and a couple of girls for an event in the area.
We were all drinking and having a laugh and making jokes and banter. Me and two of the guys go to shops to get some food and more drink, and when we get back after a couple of minutes two of the guys leave the room.
Next thing I know, they come back in, and one of the guys invites me outside and starts telling me he had a chat with everyone while I was out, and the one guy he invited outside, and the general consensus was that I didn't fit in the group, said some people were offended by things I'd said, and that I was going overboard.
And then it ended up with my original post.
All felt really surreal, didn't help that I was drunk at that point. I thought everything was going smoothly and I hadn't intended to upset anyone, so it hit me pretty fucking hard. Still does.
Last nightmare about it was last night. Woke up just in a panic and scared that I'd upset the people in my nightmare again.
Wouldn't wish this on anyone.
/blog
>>24890509
>You're such a fucking dick
What could have possibly warranted that?
That's not a run-of-the-mill lonely loser insult. You must have set that off somehow.
>>24890510
>>24890867
did you pay any money for the hotel?
>>24890509
Does anyone leave their house if they weren't doing anything/going anywhere? fucking roastie
>>24890867
How old were the people present?
>>24890983
No, I was roomsharing with two other guys. One of which had paid for the room.
>>24891011
All early to late twenties.
>>24891014
what stuff were you saying that they got so butthurt?
certain jokes are off normie limits if you're not EXTREMELY close friends with them
>>24889715
Is that Bob ross
>>24891059
I made racist jokes, I thought it'd be fine since they were black, wouldnt be as offensive.
boy was I wrong
>dude, you smell like SHIT.
>haha, bro did you hear her? she said u stink haha
My parents were poor and we couldn't do laundry for a couple of weeks. Thankfully both of those shits ended up dead. One got raped and murdered by her chad babydaddy, the other one got killed in a drunken car crash.
>>24891127
rekt and justified
>>24891111
I felt sorry for you at first but now I think you may have deserved what happened to you.
>>24890913
>>24890985
In highschool, all the guys used to "roast" each other. We'd just get into these fairly long insult matches.
Me and this other guy were saying stuff like "Fight me one on one in X game" and stuff like that, so sort of like, "Fight me one on one in not being poor" and stuff like that.
After a while, it got to the point where I said "fight me one on one in not having Chrohns disease" which apparently stepped over the line (which is weird because those guys used to rag on me all the time for having OCD) and he started to cry and came at me with that.
I'm not saying I didn't deserve it, but it cut real deep for some reason.
>>24891111
I'll allow this impressive quads imposter
But it wasn't racist jokes. Everyone was white though.
>>24891164
Brutal.
>>24888186
I've been told I look like Tobey Maguire
>>24891111
I'm gonna check your quads and assume you made a typo by meaning they weren't black.
Either way, NO you fucking retard.
In this ridiculous world of SJWs you have to assume EVERYONE is one until you hear them make the jokes first.
No black jokes, no fat jokes if girls are around, no jokes about islam, no rape jokes.
You can joke about video games/movies/music/shows, whites, poor people, christians, asians and maybe hispanics depending on your demographic. That's literally it.
And for fucks sake fampai if you start saying any time of jokes you have to wait for a majority of the group to laugh before you continue. Once one person starts feeling uncomfortable it's a plague that spreads through the group.
Trust me I'm an undercover normie.
>>24891174
If he joked about your OCD I'd say his Crohn's disease isn't off-limits. Sounds like he couldn't stomach the taste of his own medicine.
>>24888528
Nah dude he can be attractive. Not all the time, but he definitely can be.
when i was 16 i was on vacation in a friend's house.i met some of his other friends,one of them was a Chad,me a short,shy guy.we didnt get along very well.the last day i was there,my childhood crush visits my friend's sister and i was desperate to talk to her,but NO,first thing she does is ask me about Chad.i fucking hate my life
>>24891239
>>24891174
>"I have to put all these pencils in order I have OCD xD"
>"I have to shit in a bag every 10 minutes and I'm likely going to die early."
Yeah sure they're on equal levels
>>24891174
man your friends have no humor, joking about diseases means you accepted it as a part of your friend, apparently he hasnt accepted it yet
>just a regular white kid in your average school
>have a fat ass
>"Yo whiteboy, nice ass!"
>slaps my ass
>his youth friends and him laugh
>nobody does anything even though the school was doing a big "anti-bullying" effort
>eventually gets to the point I've got a black cock in my ass at least once every week and my asshole has been ripped out twice because of roughness
These people should NOT be allowed in schools.
>>24891279
It wasn't like that, it got to the point where I couldn't go to school because I would have panic attacks outside of the house, the joke was, he couldn't come to school because of his crohns, so everybody would compare us.
OCD isn't just compulsive behaviors, it's a real illness that effects a lot of people. It'd do well to educate yourself more on this particular issue.
>>24891279
I don't know how bad anon's OCD is, but it can be absolutely disabling.
>2-3 months in at new job
>want to try break out my shell and be a bit less shut in
>one day overhear a conversation between three colleagues (1 guy, two girls)
>try and slip in casually, ask what they're talking about
>they tell me they're on about going to get something to eat then go for a drink on the weekend
>say it sounds like fun times and ask if I can join
>they look at each other as if to figure out who's going to speak
>one of the female colleagues sighs and speaks up
>"listen, its nothing against you but you're way too awkward and quiet, you've had opportunities to talk to us but you haven't"
>think thats bullshit because when I tried to be nice, they gave me the cold shoulder for being new until they eased down
>"besides, we prefer to only know you at a work level, god knows what you're like outside of work"
>hey if you were even slightly attractive, I would have been the first to let you know
My childhood friend for 20 years. I'm not attracted to her but still hurt.
>>24891427
I personally can't stand interacting with normies in any normal fashion at all tbqh. If I'm going to talk with them, its to fuck with them. Anything else is a waste of time or just results in your post.
>>24891380
>muh panic attacks
Literally a woman tier affliction.
Crohns is a real disease.
>>24890532
What did you do then?
>That one friend you used to play with as a kid who went in a different direction to you
>That feel when they stop hanging out with you less and less the more you get older, integrating into the popular crowd
>tfw they act like you don't exist or that you never knew each other despite all the memories
>tfw they had so much potential and they became a generic Chad/Stacy
>>24891427
Damn dude, your coworkers are straight-up cunts.
I'm sorry you have to work with them, man.
>>24891427
I'm very sorry anon, this sounds terrible. They seem like shallow and shitty people.
>>24891526
Why are you even here? You're not funny.
>>24889857
rich kids are dicks. My parent are very rich but they didn't spoil me and I'm glad.
i hate being associated with rich kids because I hate them.
One story comes to mind:
>Be me 8th grade at a high school hockey game with black friend
>game is at rich private rink/tennis/pool club
>hanging out with black friend and a kid who was member there
>oshittheygotfreepretzels.png
>go to get pretzels as the rich kid member was too
>as I grab one he says "I'm a member, he's not"
>got told to leave
Fuck rich kids theyre all spoiled dicks
>>24891526
Whether it's "woman tier" or not, it's a real illness, and I suffered from it pretty bad.
>>24891592
Literally who are you? No one likes you anon.
>>24891607
>high school game
>get told to leave
What kind of shit is this? Doesn't matter if it's a private area, if it's being used for a public event, any one is fair fucking game.
>>24891579
Yeah, I know this feel. One of my friends just basically stopped talking to me senior year of high school. He was kind of a loser but happened to make friends with some cooler kids on the cross country team, and once he was "in" with that group he would pretend like had never been friends with his old group.
>>24891622
anon, we talked to guys and I think its best for you to leave. No offense
>>24891727
I was trying to be nice saying yes to you. I don't like confrontation.
"oh, you were there that night? i don't even remember you being there!"
said by one of my friends about a night we shared together with another friend. it was one of my fondest memories but i guess it was like i wasn't even there
>>24891791
youre weird lol
>>24891725
It's usually the first year of Junior High, High School or College when all the new friends making happens.
>introduce myself to person at social thing
>see them a few weeks later at another social thing
>they say it's nice to meet me
>get used to this
>start pre-empting their "nice to meet you" with a fake look of "whats your name again?" even though I know their full name, where they work, every detail they told me cause it's hard to forget people
>do this one day to a guy I met and thought was pretty cool
>he gets a sad look on his face and says "...we met before remember?"
John I'm sorry. I was just trying to stop myself from getting hurt bro. I remembered you the second I saw your face.
>>24891925
Did you befriend him?
>>24891966
Yes. Its just for a split second I could tell by the look on his face that he is also a guy no one ever seems to remember. I wish I gave him that little victory.
>>24890097
I have the same problem, usually I end up saying something back that, in hindsight I would admit, is too far
>>24888436
Lennie, I
>>24888888
Jeez Luiz
>>24891925
>even though I know their full name, where they work, every detail they told me cause it's hard to forget people
>talk to a person, exchange information about ourselves
>talk for an hour or two, part ways
>see them the next week
>say "hey, how's it going?"
>they don't respond or say "sorry, i don't think we've met"
YOU NIGGERS, HUMANS ARE A SOCIAL SPECIES, YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO REMEMBER INFORMATION ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE, FAGGOTS
>>24888157
>randomly attempt to talk to people you don't know
>get mad when a girl states the obviously
Just sounds like borderline autism desu.
>>24892327
most strangers are friendly desu
especially in social situations like a bonfire out in the open
>>24891579
>8th grade
>best friend for 4 years doesn't invite me to his birthday party
>"I don't want you to weird out my new friends"
I have never been invited to a friend's house since. All throughout highschool and now college too.
>>24892395
Her statement didn't sound negative or positive, simply a statement of fact.
If your not friends don't attempt to be an autist and converse with them unless you're a chad.
>>24887971
>Why do you keep posting these threads? No one cares, anon, just shut the fuck up.
>tfw I know it's true, but I can't stop.
>>24888888
dayuummm
>>24892409
damn, that sounds horrible
i'd be down for hanging with you dudes if i could find anyone near me.
>>24887971
>Classmate: Get out of here anon!
>Friend's Mother: Isn't he that weird kid?
>Mother: I'm sick of this fucking kid.
>>24892509
What the fuck.
I'm gonna need a little context here, anon
>who invited you?
>>24889790
>at a party
>get told to ''go back to masturbate'' for no reason and couldn't say shit 'cause im a skinny manlet
>still a virgin, don't want to go to a party ever again
My old man told me he loved me once. Fucking prick.
>>24892540
In 8th grade, after school, I walked into a room to to say hi to a couple of my classmates, but before I could even open my mouth one of them straight up told me to get out. I had never said or done anything bad to them, but I guess they just didn't want to be associated with me.
I was playing Xbox with a friend of mine and his mother came in his room and asked who he was playing with. He told her who I was and she asked him if I was "that weird kid" (she had seen me with him on multiple prior occasions).
When I was probably about 7-8 years old I did something that pissed my mother off. I have no remembrance of what it was, but I distinctly remember her whispering " I'm sick of this fucking kid" to herself. I'll never forget that.
"Stop sucking in"
Didn't know it was obvious
>>24887971
>"You look like the kind of person that would shoot up the school."
>reading this thread
>realizing that other people say the most brutal fucking things
>have to put up with this shit cause muh free market, muh capitalist system
Matrix version 1.0 could not come sooner, lads.
>>24892409
That's what you get for acting autistic.
not a get
>>24887971
>kids like him end up becoming serial killers
That's what a teacher back from school told everyone from my class.
>>24892760
>>have to put up with this shit cause muh free market, muh capitalist system
Is this a joke? People would say mean things no matter the economic system.
>>24892832
Yeah, but imagine if you lived in a system that wasn't capitalist. Your basic needs would be provided for you and you wouldn't have to interact with other humans to the extent that capitalism forces you to.
>you're just like your father
didn't think this would hurt so much especially coming from my mom
>>24888888
THANK YOU DANK DIGIT MAN
>>24892870
>you're just like your father
How could she say that you're JUST like your father if she hasn't fucked you to give birth to you yet?
>Made any friends yet?
>Maybe you should go out.
>Doing anything fun this weekend?
>>24891127
Shit, dude. At least you got karma on the fuckers.
>>24887971
>"Tell me about the feels again, Wojak."
"You were a mistake. You'll never amount to anything good."
>>24888888
nice get.
blox
Why are people so mean to each other?
>shut already up anon
i'm going to kill that stupid bitch, swear
>>24894090
A lot of people project their own insecurities and low self-esteem onto other people. The next time someone says something awful to you, ask yourself if they're criticizing you, or if they might be criticizing themselves.
>>24888241
>why are you following us?
>friends
brotist pls
>you hurt me
I didn't mean to hurt her, I was just being who I am. I hurt everybody. It's just who I am.
>Father: You're worthless and will never amount to anything. You'll only be able to survive by selling your body.
>"Don't be a failure like this boy."
>I hate you,I should've aborted you, you ruined my life
>>24887971
>Your father left me because you were born.
Youre gonna be a dissapointment your whole life.
>>24887971
> I hate you
> Literally die
> I don't love you anymore
It really hurts, Robots
>>24888888
Witnessed'd & czech'd
>>24894220
This is true in some cases. I notice it only when I take the time to think about someone who puts me down regularly and that's when I realize they do it to distract themselves from their shitty lives.
>>24890137
>Friends insult me jokingly
>They always say the same shit so I've stopped giving fake laughs
>"bro, I'm just joking"
I know you're fucking joking, it's just not funny.
> Broke up with a girlfriend because of crippling depression
> She doesn't know why
> Still friends, a year later
> Really god friends
> Finally talk to her about my depression
> I vent to her about my depression for a long ass time
> Eventually, she tells me never to speak to her ever again because she didn't care about my depression
> mfw
> mfw we haven't spoken a single word to one another in over 2 years
> That feel when the only person you ever opened up to basically told you to kill yourself
>We need to end this
>You're BLIND to my reasons
>I used to be happy, but now I just feel guilt and unhappiness
>>24895192
Serves you right for having a GF in the first place you fucking normie.
>hanging out with some dudes I recently started talking to for the past couple weeks
>just hanging out, talking about whatever comes to mind, a really nice night so far
>all of a sudden
>"god this is such a fucking shitty night, we're just sitting here doing nothing!"
>everyone else agrees
And I was having a really nice time too
>>24887971
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Z2SHl-m5wQ
>>24887971
You play Magic? You're such a nerd! You're such a loser, get a life and real friends!
>>24895192
Look at it this way, anon: you broke up and then broke your friendship with someone who clearly didn't care about you and probably generally lacks empathy for others
Go forth and find connections with people who are actually good people.
>>24895418
Damn, magic is fucking sick to.
>>24892625
go back to masturbate loser
>"friends" in middle school using a name in an online game with a similar suffix and talking about it
>use it too
>anon could you not use it? We don't want you in our group
I was best friends with one of those fuckers from preschool until I thought that moment, but he didn't even try to stand up for me. I still hung on to him as a friend, because I was still alone, for a couple more months. And then:
>grade has a group project, people from all different classes teaming up
>no friends in class but this kid, ask if I can be in his group
>he says sure, I tried really hard and ended up doing most of the work
>we got one of the best grades in class
>similar project later in the year
>ask if I can be in their group again
>"sorry anon we're not grouping together this time"
>get kinda confused, I know they haven't stopped being friends but whatever
>1 day later, going solo on the project, people staring at me because I'm the only one doing it solo
>get home from school
>"anon, friend's mom called and wanted to know why you said you didn't want to be in his group for the project"
>found out that they had made a group together and when his mom asked why I wasn't there he lied
>forgave him for it, thought maybe I said something wrong
>went through middle school and high school as a chad, popular with a hot gf and Captain of the soccer team
Fuck you, Matt. You're lucky I didn't tell everyone about the gay experience we had in 3rd grade, see how popular you'd be then.
>>24892625
Honestly I would rather get my ass kicked and maybe land a few punches than back off like a little bitch. At least then people would think twice before talking shit for no reason.
>"let's be honest anon, you've never had a girlfriend"
Was a good reality check desu
>>24891103
No it's pepe
>Be me, age 9
>Hanging out with my best friend on the last day of 4th grade
>He meets up with some of his (popular) friends
>We're all hanging around
>Suddenly it is decided that we should go walk across to the other side of the playground
>I go with them
>Best friend turns to me and says "Why are you following me?"
I was 9 but it fucked me up and I still think about that day. It was the first time I realized that no one wanted to be my friend.
>Be loveable fat kid in high school
>Had to run around track for PE every time we "pass go" we collect popsicle stick
>didn't get many sticks (only 3)
>a cool Chad gives me 2 of his
>thanks chad
>PE coach is colleceting sticks to give us a grade
>scoffs as I hand mine in
>"you expect me to believe this anon?"
>heart_sank.wav
>coach picked up his mega phone "who gave anon extra popsicle sticks"
>"I know this chubbster didn't run 5 miles"
>everyone giggling as I have my head down trying not to cry
>Chad comes running over and confesses
>"both of you get F's for the day"
>>24895763
You should be happy someone stuck up for you and was nice to you
>>24895697
God I know this feel all too well.
>only reason I had friends in elementary school was because my mom had friends and they made their kids hang out with me
>friend gets phone call whilehanging out with a couple 'friends'
>"Oh, I'm just with A, B, and C." (Doesn't say my name)
:c
>>24895788
I am. The Chad told the teacher off infront of everybody and walked me to the locker room. We actually became pretty good friends
>>24889507
You're stupid for not liking money more than what co-workers say to you.
>>24892683
>" I'm sick of this fucking kid"
Aww...
>>24889380
Alternatively, she just didn't want people to think, "Oh, wow, she's only a sophomore but she's already putting out?" Or just wanted a quieter relationship. That's a thing, too
>>24890051
that hits close to home senpai
>>24890839
I don't understand either. Just politely tell them you're not interested. Leading them on is worse in the long run .
>>24890226
>"and who says im interested in have you?"
>>24888888
b e a u t i f u l d i g i t s
>>24888888
Roasties confirmed toasty by them repeating digits f.am.
>>24888888
feccin cceccked
>>24887971
>Wait, you meant that as a date?
>Y-yes
>Oh.
the last words i ever exchanged with my oneitis
>>24895959
>quieter relationship
In other words, she didn't want anyone to know that they were together? Fuck you and fuck that noise. I'm not that guy, but a similar thing happened to me. That shit destroyed me so hard I still haven't gotten over it 13 years later.
>be me, 13 maybe
>sitting in my dads car with him
>absentmindedly tapping comb on roof of car
>realize that it was making big cuts in the fabric
>dad sees
>"god damn it Anon, you're always doing stupid shit like this
It's true, dad. I am always doing stupid shit like that. :c
>>24896536
Damn, that brings back painful memories. I should probably leave this thread now.
>be me, about 6 years old
>complain to a teacher my big brother keeps calling me mentally retarded
>"well maybe you are"
>mfw
>>24888241
reminds me of highschool
>tfw the weird quiet kid just sort of adds themselves to your group of friends
>try to be nice, let them in on the fun
>quiet most of the time, never adds anything to the conversation
>when they do comment it is usually completely out of place and confusing
>acts overly polite and proper when you talk to them
>you realize that they are going to keep hanging around
>don't want to be mean and ask them to leave so you just kind of let them follow you around at school
>use subtle joking around to hint that they aren't welcome anymore
>they can not take a hint
>laugh about them when they aren't around
>time passes
>still quiet
>still awkward around us
>still contributes nothing
>starts to get annoying
>laugh about them when they aren't around
>inside jokes develop
>one day someone snaps and finally says what we've all been thinking, asks them why they are following us uses jokes on them
>their face turns red and they try to sputter out a response but can't
>they run away
>they are alone for the rest of highschool, grows long hair to cover their eyes, sits in the back writing in a notebook, muttering to themselves and giving you dirty looks
>>24895565
well, you cant just not tell us about said gay experience anon
>>24888803
the only person that said this to me was my father
I think he was just hoping that I could avoid his fate
I couldn't
>>24889754
You don't want to stop feeling. This shit sucks. I have a set of recorded sayings and facial expressions that I use to convey genuine emotion.
> This guy is never in a bad mood.
That shit hurts, because I know it's true.
>>24896916
>they are alone for the rest of highschool, grows long hair to cover their eyes, sits in the back writing in a notebook, muttering to themselves and giving you dirty looks
beware anon
>be me
>be that nerdy guy who doesn't really care about being nerdy (yet)
>go on a school trip
>be playing truth or dare with some of my few normie friends and their normie friends (including my oneitis, but I don't talk to her) while we go have dinner with the others
>I enter on the line and they stay behind playing truth or dare
>suddenly, my oneitis comes to me and says
>"I love you anon! Nah, just kidding ahahah!"
>mfw
It still hurts.
>>24889684
>It's not as easy as it looks, brother. There'd be a ton of work in it - for all of us, I'm afraid.
never caught
>>24888157
I would have taken it in good stride, cracked a smile, been like "yeah, but you could be. My name's X, you guys from here?"
>Hanging out with friends
>Everytime we hangout, I'm always the subject of roasts
>Literally everytime
>In Highschool, used to get called weird, even when I'm minding my own business
>Everyone seems to wonder why I never talk to them
>Everyone asks why I never smile or make joke
>One of the most memorable lines from highschool was "I bet anon will be the first black school shooter." followed by laughter from classmates
>>24889507
Some of you guys sound really thin-skinned to me and get offended by common expressions. I would have just smiled, kicked back and said "money is life, baby".
>>24892870
The life of divorced parents, they each tell you how you're exactly the worst parts of the other parent. Fucking wonderful.
>>24888618
>"who are you ? "
>not replying with "It doesn't matter who we are, what matters is our plan"
>>24892870
Did she say this while you were ramming your dick against her vaginal walls?
"People like you aren't even born to live. It's sad, really."
He's not wrong, I guess.
>tfw you're lennie small without the severe mental handicap
I'm only somewhat retarded..... I would get yelled at for going overboard with rough housing, so kids stopped inviting me to play.
>"Can I change lab partners. he's weird."
>>24897707
I actually did the opposite of this
>"I'm sorry, I know I'm not someone anyone would want to partner with"
>the look of confusion on her face
my soul was already dead
>be me, high school
>overhear some kids talking about final fantasy
>join in, mention that I was in the middle of playing VIII
>"Shut up. Aren't you too poor for videogames?"
Im really surprised i didnt shoot that school. Even the nerds and robots didnt talk to me because I was poor
>>24888436
God, That was a great book.
>middle school
>everyone making a scene on bus, exception being me, trying to read until I get home.
>overhear bus driver talking "If you all dont be quiet youll have to sit next to anon!"
>unanimous "ewwwwwwwww" from everyone
>even the tard kid
>>24889684
>when I'm done making my list
>fuck you, pussy
then they threatened to beat me up
we're cool now though
>>24890112
>Marsha, Marsha, Marsha
>>24891127
I only do laundry once a month and rewear a lot of stuff. If I notice a strong smell then I toss it in the freezer with baking soda. Nobody ever commented about it at work so I thought I didn't smell bad
>playing trivia game at thanksgiving dinner
>question that everyone in the room knows the answer
>say I don't know it
>incoming hints instead of moving on
>treated like a kid after a couple of hints, they won't let the hell end until I get it
>finally get it
>still get full points
>spoon feeding jokes from uncle afterwards
4chan made this insult hurt twice as much.
>I always thought you were like the retarded twin haha (I have a twin sister)
her name was Stacie too.
dumb as a rock though
>>24888888
I hope I can use that one sometime in the future, also check out those digits
>>24888436
>God damnit Lenny
>>24887971
>It's always the others fault with you
>"wait, so we'd go there together? just the two of us?"
>"yeah"
>"well, John, I don't go on dates! But thanks for the invite! :)"
WELL FUCK WHY DO YOU KEEP STARING ME ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"I only came twice, don't get cocky!"
Girlfriend, about a week or two before we broke up. In hindsight she was probably joking/making a goofy pun, but it still sucked.
>>24898442
The last time we had sex*, probably an important detail to include, derp
>>24890861
Like we're not all shameless degenerates.
We hate ourselves, so why would we want to hang with ourselves?
>>24890626
Wow, maybe this is my problem. I always shower in the evening, go to sleep, wake up, go about my day with the odd feeling that I smell bad even though I'm wearing my deodorant. I'm going to try to start showering in the mornings now
>tfw /r9k/ may of actually slightly improved your life
>make snide, sarcastically self-deprecating remark
>female friend says "Awwh, that's so saaad, Anon!"
>brush it off
>every time I say anything at all about how I don't feel like I'm attractive or have any skills or talents, she says the exact same thing
>eventually tell her to cut it out, and that I don't want her to treat me like someone that should be pitied
>"Anon, if you don't want to be treated with pity, why do you say and do things that are so pitiful all the time?"
>don't have any response for that
>that was six hours ago, I've been staring at the ceiling thinking about it all night, it's been killing me
>>24895565
makes you gay too, faggot, see how popular you'd be aswell
>>24891579
I know that feel bro, I haven't talked to my best friend in nearly two years now. In this story we'll just call him jewfriend
>be me in 10th grade
>get into the whole goth and metal stuff
>make friends with other goth kids
>normie friends make fun of me so I don't hangout with them as much
>start becoming better friends with the goths to the point where I don't even really talk to normies anymore except for after school when we walk home together
>jewfriend stays with me all that time
nearing the end of 10th grade
>become an anti-feminazi edge lord
>memespout, rant about tumblr and how much I hate feminists
Summer starts
>basically become NEET and all I do is play videogames and jack off
>all the weight training and muscle building that I did that year become a waste because I end up losing the toned muscle from being a sloth
>never really leave the house but one day jewfriend comes over
>he's able to drive now so he decides to drive himself to my house
>he gets out his car and I let out a wicked witch laugh through the gap in blinds of my window
>spook him but he laughs it off
then he comes into my room
>it's a fucking mess
>closest thing to a neckbeard nest minus the piss bottles
>we talk and have fun but I stopped seeing him after that
11th grade
>he does running start (college in high school) so I don't see him at school anymore
>we still talk over Facebook but that's it
>whenever i ask if he can hangout he tells me that he's always busy with college
>I accept it and wait for another time
cont.
>>24895565
Matt?
Grade 3?
Gay Experience?
What the fuck, where do you live
>>24898746
>months go by
>I go to his house one day and we talk, have fun and it seems like nothing ever changed
>winter break 2014
>start regularly browsing 4chan
>become consumed by this place
when you imagine the most autistic meme-spouting edge lord in existence it should have probably looked like me during my Junior year of high school
>become edgier, racist and bitter because of more isolation
>also I had my heart broken earlier in the year so that didn't help
>go back to school
>tell everyone about 4chan and how great it is and how /b/ is love and life
>I even made a shirt with the 4chan logo on the back of it (pic related)
>I am a living joke and I don't even know it
>continually get edgier
>see Jewfriend one last time, he shows up at school one day and I greet him with
"there you are motherfucker, where have you been?"
>my edgy goth friends and I talk to each other like that all the time but looking back I have a feeling that he may of been offended
>stop seeing him after that
>more tie goes by
>summer starts and I haven't seen him since sometime in march that year
>get a job and work all summer
>the place that I work at is neat his house but he never comes to visit me
>summer goes by
>he now ignores me on facebook
>senior year begins
>I look on his profile and see how he has grown without me
>he is hanging out with his other jew friends, having fun, going places, smoking, talking to girls.
>he has basically become chad and here I am the burnt out turbo autist posting on /r9k/
I can see that this thread is on page 3 and no on is going to see this but I don't even care, I just need to get it off my chest
>when we were younger, I was always the happiest one, the one making jokes, having fun while he was the bookworm sperg and now the tables have flipped except I am exponentially worse than he ever was
>I was always an an asshole to him as well
>I treated a lot of people like shit
cont.
>>24898511
I shower in the evenings twice a week at most
I hate showering
>>24898893
Kill yourself, matt.
>>24887971
>so, have you ever had a girlfriend before?
had my only two friends who would as me this constantly, especially when there were other people who i wasnt friends with around.
this and the constant insults, calling me gay for not having a gf, and trying to convince strangers im gay for not having a gf destroyed my self confidence. cant trust people at all anymore now, i feel extremely uncomfortable if there's even 1 other person in the room with me.
>>24888157
Reading his pissed me off so badly, I'm sorry man those people are pure trash.
>>24897347
that's really fucking cringe anon
>>24899006
>all my normie friends were now going to the college by this point and I was left with my goth friends
Also I'm not bashing on them, I'm still friends with them today and I love them to death, but I still miss the people that I grew up with
>it's nearly been a year since I last saw him in person, it's been 4 months since I talked to him over facebook
>and here I am writhing all of this down on a Chinese cartoon porn forum
>if he saw what I am now, he would be disgusted and I don't really blame him for not wanting to associate with me
Fuck, at the height of my edgyness I became a /pol/ Nazi and I had completely forgotten about the fact that the two people that I had grown up with, who had stuck by me for all of those years was a Jew and an Indian (I haven't seen the Indian friend in a long time either but at least he still talks to me once under a blue moon).
I am honestly baffled by how fucking stupid I've been, I've completely warped and poisoned my mind with racism and pornography. I used to come to this place for edgy /b/ memes and to call people niggers but now this place is my prison. Here I am now on /r9k/ spewing all of my bile out over this board realizing what I've done.
Don't ever take your friends for granted /r9k/ and don't even treat badly like I did. In someways I wonder if this is what I really deserve, and if it is, then so be it. My only hope is that they can continue to grow and become good people. I myself will be trying to get my shit together and my life figured out.
All in all, I'm so fucking sorry
>>24888241
I remember a kid like you.
Literally inferior too his twin brother in every conceivable way, andwas universally ridiculed but barring physical violence he simply wouldn't leave.
He thought he was funny. He wasn't.
"i dont want to try anal"
It's heartbraking
>>24888888
I'VE SEEN DIGITS YOU PEOPLE WOULDN'T BELIEVE
DUBS ON FIRE OFF THE COAST OF /R9K/
TRIPS GLITTERING IN THE DARK OF /V/
TIME..... TO ROLL
>>24889769
this tBh FaM lmao
>>24899006
you seem like the guy that gets way too into things
letting them change you and not in a positive way
chill out and focus that energy on something more productive than 4chan you got potential anno i believe you can turn your life around man
>Why are you so boring
Cried a lot that night
>>24899258
>better luck next roll
>>24899217
haha fucking get owned faggot
>>24899217
>>24899299
You're right about getting way too into things and I'm trying to get better.
Here's that shirt by the way, my friend had a birthday party and we drew on shirts and worse them around that day. It's pretty fucking cringeworthy and wore it to school and everything. 11th grade was a complete and utter mess on my part, I'm so glad it's behind me now.
>>24891380
>It'd do well to educate yourself more on this particular issue
why?
>>24891365
what the fuck?
internet exploreer
>>24889798
>try to join family conversation
>"Shut up anon, I'm watching TV"
>family member says this after they been chatting for quite awhile
>for some unfathomable reason, it's always when I start talking
>my friends say "you're so quiet anon" when I'm with them
>>24887971
>everyone knows your easy to fuck with
If everyone is fucking with me how am i supposed to have a normal interaction fuckface thats like breaking someones legs and saying "haha you can't walk now"
oh boy here we go
10 years old (but in a class with 12-13 year olds by some fuckup of the school system)
>Haha hey [guy's name], tell us what you were saying last night at truth or dare
>[my name] is hot
>cue raucous laughter from everyone
>I was present. They didn't even try to hide this shit from me.
12 years old, in class with people my own age
>You know, you don't really have any friends because you're so fucking weird.
15 years old, a friend of mine is describing some girl he knows
>She's sort of like [my name], but attractive.
18 years old, in college and out with my best friend (we were going to dinner to celebrate finals being over, dressed up fancy, etc.)
>(I mean, it wasn't really what people said but rather the fact that everyone fawned over my best friend and how beautiful she looked and completely ignored me. Not even just not complimenting me, (which is not a problem b/c I don't think I'm anything special), straight-up ignoring me when I went to order or made a comment about something.)
18 years old, in college and waiting in line to get into some bar with the same friend -- a guy comes up and starts hitting on her pretty aggressively, she is visibly uncomfortable
>he leaves momentarily to talk to his friends or something and she lets me know that she wants him to go away
>he comes back, speaking over me at my friend "Hey look I'm friends with the bouncer, I can get you to the front of the line and you can hang out with me and my friends"
>she says no thanks
>he asks again in a more aggressive way
>so I tell him "listen dude, I'm sorry but she's not interested"
>and then he laughs at me and says "You're just jealous because she's pretty and you're ugly"
>laugh it off with my friend because I didn't want her to feel bad
>haha christ I thought that guy was after your kidneys or something, so creepy
>later, go home and stay up all night crying.
>You are going to be ugly when you grow up
Said by teacher, i guess she was right
>>24899218
I think I knew this kid too. He acted like he was autistic, always asking questions and annoying people. He would always sneak up on you, when you didn't want him around. Also he thought he was the superior one, I guess his parents never told him the truth.
And there was that one time, where he infiltrated Shadow Moses Island to subdue the terrorist organization Foxhound.
>>24887971
>Stop trying to be funny
This is what happens when I be myself.
>>24899420
be my gf please, I'll never be mean to you
>>24899420
18 years old, having some sort of mental breakdown and talking to my (ex) boyfriend about it
>I thought you had your shit together, but you clearly don't
18 years old, home for winter vacation and talking about how my major was stressing me out (biochem, I had a lifelong dream of getting into med school)
>my mom says "I don't think you're good enough at handling stress to be a doctor"
>in retrospect this was a reasonable thing for her to say, but having severe depression and nonexistent self-worth ever since I can remember turned this into something soul-crushing
>cry in the car for the entire one-hour ride back home from the airport
18 years old, talking to one of my ex's friends who has been going through a rough breakup -- I've been checking up on him every day for the past several weeks, trying to cheer him up etc
>Haha oh by the way I tried to get [my ex] to hit on these girls at the mall
>for context, the ex and I were long-distance at this point in time
>I say something like "this was incredibly disrespectful to me, I wish you hadn't done that"
>he says "you're being a crazy bitch right now"
19 years old, in some argument with the same ex (I forget what it was about)
>background: he hates his mom. Legitimately hates her, it's beyond "mommy issues". She wasn't call-CPS-level abusive, but she was a shitty parent. He's told me that there is nobody else he feels that level of hatred for. He's a pretty docile guy too, so this is a big deal
>(to be fair, I was being a bitch)
>"You're just like my mom"
>>24899365
Holy shit dude
Why would you even tell anyone that isn't your closest friend that you loooove to visit /b/? Imagine them going on there and the first thing they see is furry porn
>>24899413
that person clearly doesn't like you
do you know why? if not confront him about
it. maybe it's something that can be fixed
if not tell him to go suck a dick next time he disrespects you like that.
>stop letting shit like that cripple you socially
>>24899547
Like I said I was an edge lord underaged turbo autist. Today I just tell people that I've never heard of this site and I try to pretend that it never happened.
its what she didnt say that hurt.
>have girl (not girlfriend) in highschool that would make out with me in front of everyone, she was pretty hot too, but we would never talk or have conversations, nor even hang out at all.
>she eventually just stops for no reason.
>many years later with a friend partying at SXSW (in a different city than my HS), we see her, she sees us, runs on over, gives my friend a hug and says how she has missed him.
>they talk for a minute and she leaves.
>she didnt even so much as look in my direction, i was not even 1 foot away from the side of my friend.
>Always talkative in family situations, with friends and in classes
>Family tells me to be quiet
>Don't talk around family
>Teachers always give me shit, get bullied
>Don't talk in classes
>End up becoming mute
>People ask why I'm so quiet
go fuck yourselves.
>tell dad what career I want
>"Thats nice, but you should just clean toilets or something, any job like that is good for you"
>tell him im depressed and want to kill myself
>"Stop thinking about yourself, think about me, my family keeps bothering me to be a better father because of you"
I should of really killed myself just to make him look like the terrible human being he is, along with a suicide email to my grandmother or something so he gets ostracized from the family, much like his father was.
>>24899531
19 years old, same guy, another argument
>I don't know if you know this, but our relationship has been the biggest test of my patience in my entire life.
>(he later broke up with me over a text message after a 2 year long relationship and then ignored me for months afterward)
20 years old (actually this happened today), my one friend is talking to my other friend about me and I get a screencap of the convo because I guess he thought it was funny
>So [my name] knows the reason that nobody will date her right?
>the friend who said this was super nice to me, we talked a while ago and he mentioned how nice it was to have a female friend he could just talk to, because his guy friends aren't super supportive emotionally (so I told him no problem and that I'm always available to talk to if he's going through a rough time)
I'm sure there are more, but I can't be bothered to think of them and I've already worked myself almost to the point of tears and I don't have time to cry tonight.
The funny thing is that now people I don't know (just acquaintances from class or something) will come up to me and say "wow you're really pretty!" (even though I dress plainly and never wear makeup). I've slimmed down and grown into my face/body, so I know I'm reasonably attractive. But in my head I'm still the same ugly pathetic loser I've always been -- and besides that, I've been asked out as a joke enough times that I plan never to get into another relationship for the rest of my life.
Anyway OP thanks for posting this thread, I needed to vent about some things I guess because this was super cathartic. To everyone else in the thread, I hope that nothing worse happens to you.
>>24899588
That fucking sucks man, did you try to say "hi" or did you just kind of stand there and stare?
>>24899547
i'm constantly on fourchannel in public and around friends if someone sees something weird i show them and give them context about it
also most everyone under the age of 40 knows about /b/ in some way this isn't 2007
>>24899621
pls pls pls be my gf
>>24899531
be my gf be my gf be my gf
>>24899628
i tried saying hi once but didnt do anything. gave up after that 1 try.
>>24899531
why would you try to cheer up a boyfriends friend? That isn't your job, it's just weird. If I found out my girlfriend was buddy buddy with one of my friends while I wasnt around I'd immediately be suspicious. That shit is fucked up.
>>24899621
I know that feel about being asked out as a joke. Thats literally 14 to 18 for me, every other week at lunch I'd have all the popular girls walk up to me while laughing their asses off as they told me that "(girl they were messing with)" liked me.
I'd be your low self esteem bf anon, we can be unhappy and paranoid together.
>be 15
>friend tells that my sister got way much better genes then me and how come you are so ugly anon
>i laugh
>he was being serious
> felt bad for weeks
>i've watched you drive your friends away one by one
multiple people said this
>>24899712
It wasn't like that, my boyfriend actually asked me to help his friend out a bit because he felt weird about comforting a guy friend and didn't really know how to handle it anyway. We were all in the same friend group. I asked him a bunch of times if it was OK with him and he said yes.
>>24899756
you shouldn't date anyone with low self-esteem and you shouldn't be dating anyone if you have low self-esteem either. People are shitty. I actually like visibly shitty people more because you already know, it's not like when you have a friend you like and trust suddenly say something shitty to you or behind your back or something
>>24899619
maybe if he was a better father to you
you wouldn't be trying to anhero
but that's beside the point if you really want to fuck with him better yourself surpass him in every way possible discontinue your relationship with him as well. You don't need that kind of negative influence in your life man what kind of prick resents his child for forcing him to be a better father fuck him
>One of the only friends I've ever had gets gf (stacey af)
>Walk up to them to talk to friend
>"Just leave us alone"
I hate them both. I hope that bitch has a slow painful death.
>>24899819
you're right senpai, I guess I should of killed myself years ago. because I've never NOT had a low self esteem, and I'm so lonely I've resorted to chatting with anonymous strangers on omegle.
>skimming over this thread
>half of it is just robots being thin-skinned and autistic and missing social cues or taking jokes/expressions seriously
>>24899876
I don't think you should kill yourself at all, being lonely sometimes is OK. But looking for a romantic relationship when you have really low self-esteem is just treating a symptom, it's not treating the cause of your issues -- and eventually you drag someone else into it with you and have to deal with their emotional problems as well, which is incredibly overwhelming if you're already in a negative headspace. It's a bad idea for all parties involved
What I do is throw myself into being productive, that makes me feel a lot better because I feel useful
>>24899915
I prefer to deal with other people's emotional problems because it makes me forget about my own generally. I like to help people, because I can't help myself
I know it isnt healthy, but my only other alternative is literally suicide, because therapists cant fix me, and drugs make me feel like I don't exist.
>>24891607
Parents were earning a decent amount of money
I'm glad they made me work to get money, I remember in High School people were talking about how much money they got a month from their parents, said I got 5(English Pounds) from washing the car and cleaning the house
They all laughed, but the jokes on them, I learned that you have to work to get things at a young age, thanks Dad
>>24896586
thank you for saying this.
bullshit on a quieter relationship. if you want a quieter relationship, how about fucking tell the other person that instead of just embarrassing them in front of everybody.
if you don't like me enough as a person to be proud to admit that I'm your boyfriend, how about don't fucking say yes in the first place?
>>24888157
Obviously but WTF. It sounds like something a 13 year old girl would say.
>>24899962
Maybe you're not on the right drugs? Have you tried looking into cognitive behavioural therapy?
I have also been suicidal for basically as long as I can remember, even now when I'm on the right drugs, but the difference is that I can control the bad feelings a bit better and schedule around them. (on bupropion/wellbutrin, in case you were wondering)
I also go into full-on mom mode when my friends are dealing with something stressful or difficult, and even if I'm in the middle of some crisis I'll pull out of it automatically and take care of them -- so I suppose it's pretty effective for me too, but I don't want to become addicted to solving others' problems because sometimes I can't and sometimes I should be taking care of myself instead.
Again please try looking into CBT, I personally have not tried it but several doctors/counselors/psychologists recommended it and it's been shown to be incredibly effective. It's not drugs or therapy, it can be completely self-administered at your schedule and on your terms. Just getting your mind used to more productive/positive patterns of thinking :)
>>24891607
I hate rich kids because they are oblivious to their advantages in life, even ones that were raised by great parents that didn't spoil them.
You still had your own room, you probably had a computer, you probably always had a nice phone, you probably had help paying for college
I envy those kids born into easy mode in life. They don't know what christmas is like when your family is on food stamps and your dad gets drunk every friday saturday and sunday, while bouncing between shitty part time and contracted work.
>>24888528
Yeah we know. I remember you from that ugly thread. It's not a bad thing really.
I look like Jeffrey Combs and I am proud of it.
>>24888528
at least you have a penis
>>24900043
My dad grew up like that. Every year he would go to his cousins house on Christmas eve and watch them open their presents while him and his brothers got nothing. He grew up and became the most successful out of all of them, I can only hope that will be the same.
>>24888874
I know how you fell. Even if my "friends" would rot in hell that wouldn't be enough the repair myself.
>>24900042
after I failed my last therapist over the course of a year I don't think I want to try again. My insurance doesn't cover all of it and I can barely afford rent/gas/food.
I just cant afford good treatment, and I'm generally NOT suicidal. I hate myself, and I'm stuck in a mindset of that I will always feel this way.
I'm content as long as I'm not thinking about it. i.e., Playing video games, talking to people about things that aren't directly related to feelings, getting wasted.
Being poor and mentally ill is a very shitty combination. I wish I was so fucked up I could get welfare, but I've already proven to the government I can hold a job, so they wont give me shit. My bi-polar and BPD, mixed with a healthy dose of depression aren't crippling enough to deserve it.
>>24899914
nah man, they hate us
>>24888614
no fuck you i asked for root beer
>>24900143
Really, I want you to at least read a little about CBT. You don't need to see anyone, you just read a book. That's basically it. And don't use alcohol to cope, this is hypocritical of me to say because I do it too, but it can turn into an addiction. Addictions are expensive both financially and emotionally/physically.
I really hope you take good care of yourself and find some sort of peace soon. People always tell those suffering from depression "I hope you can be happy one day" but honestly it's enough to just be "okay". the first day I woke up and didn't feel exhausted/ill/suicidal I cried because it was like I won the lottery. Just by having a normal day. So even if happiness is too far out of your reach right now, I hope you try your best to get to that point where you're "okay".
Sorry if my sentences don't make sense I'm tired and I've been drinking
>>24889811
Dude, I understand you. If I could, I would choke you sweetly into oblivion.
>>24900285
Its fine anon, thanks for the advice, I'll look into it. Honestly I want to drink, but I work tomorrow night and don't want a hang over. Glad you feel betterw..want to keep in contact
>>24890221
Sometimes people are just assholes to the loners or weirds because that helps them feel better. Remember, for the normies the world turns around social interaction and what others thinks about their social value.
>Jokingly say that I'm going to kill myself over something stupid
>"Just do it. Nobody cares."
>>24900357
Good plan! Again I hope you feel better soon.sorry, but I have a rule against keeping in contact with people I meet on the internet
>>24899621
Actually what you depicted is pretty tame at most points. I mean you had relationships and a reasonable amout of friends. At some point you will also have to admitt that you are probably just a mental fuckup at best and people do not like losers who are open about it.
I used to be terribly ugly myself and at this point I only can think "if being ugly was the only problem I had".
Fact is, you crying everyday about this shit wont help at all, most people here remember those occasions as a slight pang of pain, but you seem to be living in this stuff.
>>24900437
I just watched someone get rejected by a stacy on r9k.
Feels sad man.
>>24899548
The thing is it's not one person, sometimes it's my dad, aunt, cousin, etc.
It's fucking perplexing. They're chatting it up and i try to join them, only for the conversation to suddenly end because of a tv show.
I am convinced, at least in my father's case, that he's annoyed by me As he's annoyed by things that I do.
>be in a place like waiting in line
>don't really like staying stiff for so long
>I sway a little.
>my mom is the same way
>if my dad is behind me 9/10 he would tell me to stop
I remember talking to my mother about all this and she just says it's all a coincedence. I don't buy that.
Seeing as I'm a NEET I understand that my dad is dissapointed greatly in me but that still doesn't explain the rest of the family.
>>24895163
>fake laughs
this is why I've stopped socializing with ppl
>how did you get in to my house? Keep away from me, i'll call the cops
Fuck you Maria, i just wanted to make you a breakfast
>>24900467
He's probably mad that your cock is bigger. Dads hate that.
>>24900446
I know I'm a mental fuckup as well. I realize that my experiences don't come close to what some other people have experienced, but in the scope of my own life and the things that I can feel, they were devastating. I'm incredibly neurotic so I fixate on these things every single day.
I am fully aware also that being upset about it won't solve anything.
>one time i found an ipod someone dropped
>quietly put it in my pocket
>"maybe if she comes back i could give it to her if not awesome new ipod "
>one of my "friends noticed it on my pants don't ask me how
>he starts this rant about how i should give it to him bc i found it in his neighborhood and technically it's his.
>nope.jpg
>dude jumps me we start fighting
>were not that though
>eventually we both get tiered
>tell him i wasn't planning on keeping it but now i am
>leave with my other friend
>two weeks passed and he calls me apologizing
>me being the easy going dipshit i am forgave him
>we go hang im keeping an eye on my shit tho
>until i bumped into another friend got distracted
>motherfucker actually managed to steal it
>comes at me with this shitty excuse that he has t go
>check my shit before he leaves
>missing shit pod
>asked for it back bc i had some school work on it
>gets super defencive says hes hurt that i would even accuse him of doing something so petty
>later that day my fb mysteriously gets hacked
>starts sending the i want to have senx with you convos with other friedns
>most people know its not me
>actually havin a giggle about it bc some girls got buthurt
>mostly the special snowflake lesbos but i digress
>and that's why i don't trust dominicans
>told I have sad eyes
hit me hard in the feels, and I dont have many feels
>>24900540
Sad eyes can be fixed. They indicate some thought going on behind them. At least they didn't say you have vacant/empty eyes.
>>24888157
Sounds like something from a tv show. Thanks for the kek, senpai.
>>24888874
>grading you on a what it means to you essay in a personal way
What a scumbag teacher. If it was well written, then it shouldn't matter what you wrote.
>>24890021
There was kid in middle school
Couldn't help the way he smelled
But damn he smelled bad
I...I mentioned it to my friend.
On his birthday.
He heard.
I still feel bad.
>>24900600
Maybe it wasn't well-written.
I read this entire thread and am surprised
Almost all of you guys are pathetic and weak. You have no willpower, no drive. You took the abuse others made for you and accepted it. You need to turn that self pity into anger, and use that anger. You need to either get revenge or spite them by being successful.
>start going out with girl
>when together, she acts head over heels for me
>go to one of her friends house
>"hey guys, this is my friend anon"
>friend
>don't know why to do, just stand in doorway while they talk
>we go to leave
>get in and she tries to kiss me
>pull my head away while she starts tearing up asking what's wrong
>just take her home and drive back to my apartment wondering what I'm doing with my life
At least I didn't take her shit right?
>Why can't you just be normal
>>24900682
Just talk to her you fucking retard
Youre ruining your relationship to impress an image board
>>24887971
>>Why are you even here?
That shit seriously hurt.
>>24890021
could you have just worn deoderant you smelly nigger? Its not about being rude, you fucking stink and it makes other people uncomfortable.
>>24900712
Why did they say it?
>>24900649
Possibly. But I can't really imagine a class where a topic like that would be graded very hard. Just reeks of bullshit to me because even if it was graded purely on quality, it runs the risk of being taken too personally, and teachers just can't afford to do that these days.
>me: I feel like I'm giving up on life if I don't text you when I'm not sober
>her: I'm not responsible for your fucking happiness
Guess I deserved it. Still hit me like a motherfucker.
>>24900703
This was 7 years ago lad. I actually did talk to her, she got all weepy and shit, and then she did it again, so we broke up. Still hurts trying to invest in a relationship with someone who is too afraid to admit who you are to their friends.
>>24900766
What was her excuse in hiding you?
>>24900730
Honestly multiple times, and I don't really want to share some of those moments. One of the times was in High School by my teacher.
Still sticks to me this day.
>>24897448
niggerer detected
>College starts, finally get with qt from high school
>after 1 month, maybe less, she stops contacts with me, she's not attending her classes
>I was mad in love with her, try to reach her, no luck
>2 weeks later, she's back, tells me some excuse about being sick
>Ok. Everything back to normal
>2 months later
>she wants me to leave, saying I deserve better
>wtf
>We have a long talk in her room at college
>Turns out she was using drugs since 15, and tells me she had to "pay" for it.
>Souls and heart crushed, time pass slowly
>requiem_for_a_dream.webm
>She describe how she pay for the drugs to push me away
>I stay, crying and denying everything
>the two weeks she was gone was because she tryed to kill herself and she was at the psy hospital
>I still love her, but can't close my eyes and see her getting abused.
>times pass, I helped her get out of her mess
>souls still crushed, but I don't want her to kill herself if I leave
>4 years later, she's now pretty much ok and I don't fear she would killherself
>But the damage are still permanent in my heart, she knows. (she also had a few mental illness, but they got way better)
>We broke up 2 weeks ago, I'm no use for her anymore.
>5 days later, she got a gf. (She told me few months ago she was bi)
And I'm now single for the first time in ever (I assumed I was in relationship with her in high school even if we didn't even talked that much or were togheter.) I feel like she deserve to be happy and it just not gonna happen with me, we had to move on. But I also feel it's a shame we broke up after everything I've done for her.
I still just hide in my room, call sick at work, don't sleep at night for the pass 2 weeks.
>>24900803
>oh I'm sorry, I didn't realize saying that would hurt you
She even put emphasis on the word friend.
>>24900825
So why not just order or demand her to proudly introduce you as her boyfriend?
>>24900806
It happened to me too man, it was a stupid cunt in drama. But don't let it hamper you, spite that teacher and everyone who said it to you
>>24888186
Is Bruno Mars supposed to be attractive. I have been told by a couple of people that I look like him
>>24900850
>why not just order her
Where do you think you are?
Also if you have to order a just starting relationship to be taken seriously, especially when you two are high school/college age, it probably won't turn out very well.
>>24900865
He is an ultra manlet.
>>24889380
I didn't deserve those feels, had the exact same thing happen minus the kissing and other normalfag bull shit, asked gril out, she sais yes, happy and then end up telling my few friends at the time, somehow literal rugbyfags and other chadfollowers, the actual chads of my school were liked because they were nice peopleand it ended up she cancelled because of the bombardment of questions
>omg are you going out with ANON? I mean comeon its anon!
>omg hes so ugly though
This wasn't something that was said, but one day at lunch I went to the usual spot where I ate lunch with my friends and found it deserted.
They all decided on eating somewhere else and nobody told me. One day they were there, the next they weren't.
>>24900895
Oh, well context is key isn't it. I had this image of a 20 something couple in my head, sorry man.
And you can order people regardless of a country, I order my wife to do things.
>>24887971
>You look like spock
right after he died
>>24887971
>we can still be friends, right?
When I was in high school I joined drama because I wanted to make friends and do a cool activity with some friends I already had.
Everything went great, even got closer to new friends. But there was this one cunt Carly, she spoke to me two times and decided she hated me. She would insult me, talk shit, say I stink, say I'm ugly, say I'm stupid, mock anything I said, and basically terrorize me. I tried several times to get her to stop, never helped. She kept doing it even thought it never even got laughs, eventually they started to take my side and she was gradually phased out. But that was only because the leader of the group was a great friend of mine.
I hope Carly likes being a dumb alcholic bitch while life goes great for me.
>>24887971
>buy first gun (shotgun) to go to new gun range opening up in a few months and have funs with trap and skeet
>friend tells me that i better not have bought it to blow my head off
cant even have funs
>>24900933
This makes me think back to my middle school lunch. We were allowed I think 6 to a table. My friends and I made 6, but there was this one dude that always got in line behind me and would sit with me, leaving no room so my friends would sit elsewhere. The thing is though, I never confirmed if it was because of him or me.
>"why are you such a creep, anon?"
>>24895192
literally almost this exact same thing happened to me. except i have a temper and i couldnt control myself and ended up saying some mean shit to her. then she said it. and i can never move past it.
>if you killed yourself, no one would even notice.
that day i became a robot. never been close to any girls since.
> We paid all your friends to hang out with you
My parents said this multiple times.
They thought it was funny even when I told them it wasn't. I have this nagging doubt in the back of my mind that no one likes me, and what they said made that so much worse.
I STILL get angry when they say shit like that.
>>24901040
Why did they say that? >>24901040
>>24887971
what was that book's name, I forgot and i wanted to eat it
>>24888888
nociem8ty
>Just get out of my house.
>>24892785
did you selectively kill him and everyone in the class?
>>24901073
google is your senpai
>>24897347
don't forget to tip that fedora while you are at it :^)
>>24895944
see
>>24889754
i fucking love working. problem is that it has gotten to a point where i hardly have free time and i actually missed out and forgot a friends 21st cause of it.whats worse was nobody called asking where was i
>>24897457
normally i would do that too. just this time it kinda got to me for once.
>>24888888
Sweet jibbidy jeebus
>>24890496
just to get over this unhealthy obsession about her. its not like im stalking or anything. she's just constantly on my mind and i know that there is no way i can ever be with her.
a while ago I posted a video of a live show where you were slightly able to see me, from the back, and we were able to see A LITTLE BIT of skin face
he told me I had a fat amerindian face (which is not even true, im skinny and theres no way my face is fat, i have a round head but no fat face thats god damn ridiculous). he did it out of pure spite. he criticized my music also, shitting on ambient music and making a very very broad generalization of ambient music, and the album i was playing had a little bit of noise in it and thats what starttled him, saying noise music is shit (while i agree, i didnt play the album for the couple shitty songs it contained)
im still wondering how he got to say i had a fat amerindian face. im mixed
i look at myself in the mirror and i dont see a fat face, im at aleast a 7/10
im debating in my head whether my nonwhite half makes me whatever or not, as if the fact that im nonwhite now removed all of my sensitivities and those other things i consider myself lucky to have, some abstract intangible kind of mess but thats god damn nonsense, i dont know what he saw, i dont usually get hurt easily but that shit pissed me off so much, hes just as inconsciable as those kikes he despises so much, stupid fucking faggot
i better not see him online again ill shit down his throat
and it still haunts me. even if i know who i am and what im capable of, it still haunts me. i had to write a pretty long txt file to debunk this garbage and prove him wrong.
>>24891579
This. Literally this is what is happening to me, to my only friend. It hurts so bad to know that the past 18 years just disappeared for him
>>24892870
Damn, I wish I could be like my father even a little more, he's super sweet, loving, supportive, and all this despite the fact that he's lived such a hard life growing up without a father in his teenage years and doing "nasty stuff" with a lot of the special forces related experimental units during the cold war. Fuck, I can't wait to go home for winter break and give him the biggest hug. 20/10 father and human being.
>be me 7y old
>"you shouln't play hide and seek, no one would come look for u"
>i fking hate hide n seek now
>I feel guilty for bringing you into this world, you aren't doing anything with your life
T-thanks mom
>>24895316
I can't even count the amount of times that's happened to me
>>24889715
I am no longer work with the girl I have crush on, she probably think the same.
> he's just an acquaintance.
I really thought that he was one of my close friends.
>>24901065
Was at a best friends birthday party where i didn't know anyone, but the best friend.
Friend was was circled by friends and family while i kind of hovered in the back awkwardly because i didn't know anyone and was too autistic to make friends. So, my friends sister noticed me and said" why are you just standing back there like that?, why are you such a creep?" or "you're such a creep" something like that.
I just left right after that holding back tears. I know she was being such a cunt, but it hurt because i've been trying so hard to be normal socially and not be weird and aspie.
>>24901317
Because no one would come look for u?
>you look like seth rogan
>are you jewish?
im not jewish i just have curly hair
>>24897448
>black
You deserve it, nigger trash.
>>24901392
I can relate, i was in a party once back in teen days. Some girl said to: "you look so pathetic when you stand there in the corner so quietly"
>>24888186
>you look like benedict cumberbatch
been told this on 3 separate occasions
they say its a compliment but the bloke's a fucking mutant
>>24901469
I don't know why people say shit like this. It just makes me want to give up on social interaction. It took me so many years to finally overcome my social autism, but it still comes out every once and a while.
Shit like this just puts me down so much especially when i think i finally overcame my awkwardness.
>>24892939
This
>why don't you have any friends
>you should go out more
>>24901532
>people discourage your autistic behavior
>do it more
This is why you're alone
>>24890509
>You're such a fucking dick,
Maybe if you weren't such a fucking dick, they wouldn't be rude to you.
>>24888618
>I'm the guy who just roasted all your asses
>>24888888
Wowwww checked
>>24888241
being 15 i shouldve been able to pick up on the social queues better....i really thought they liked me.. its fucked with me since and will til i an hero
>>24901572
They attacked him, never explained what he did wrong and why not to do it faggot
>Why don't you have a girlfriend?
Oh I don't know, I guess I'll drop by the Girlfriend store tomorrow and pick one up.
Hopefully they'll have some cute ones in stock.
>>24899194
So what would you have done? I maintain that it depends on how you play it. Not like a fedora faggot but like someone full of joy and laughter.
>>24901572
What's he supposed to do, turn in the alpha switch in his brain when someone says that?
>Why don't you have a girlfriend?
If a girl tells you this it means she's interested you.
One time a girl I was chasing told me to get a girlfriend though, because she wanted to get rid of me. I didn't tell her at the time how difficult it is to get one because I didn't want to imply I was a loser.
The worst is when you get rejected by a 5/10 and months later she has a "boyfriend".
"Your version of trying your best is our version of a complete failure,"
>>24901803
damn, that's fucking brutal
>>24901803
O B L I T E R A T E D
>don't you care about anyone else
>>24901797
>If a girl tells you this it means she's interested you.
Well, maybe I can use this knowledge in my next life, the one in which girls talk to me.
>>24901803
Ahahahahahaha
Gold
>>24899365
>dew, doritos and 4chan on the same shirt
just how fat are you?
>>24898893
kill yourself, matt
ORGINALLLs
>>24888157
>At a teen dance
>Think I see my friends
>Can't really tell because of how dark it was
>Walk up and say "Hi guys"
>Immediately realize I know none of these people
>Stand there unsure what to do
>quickly just walk away as they laugh at me
I avoided them the rest of the dance
>>24888888
Checked and mired.
>>24888186
I used to be compared to Jack Osbourne.
>17 years old.
>15 year old girls shout "Ha ha that guy looks like Kelly Osbourne's brother lol"
>18 years old, join the army.
>Grown adults still call me "Jack" until I lost weight.
If you wear glasses you automatically look exactly like every other person on the planet with glasses.
>used to hang out with this dude colton and his sister jasmine when we were kids
>was pretty much my best friend at the time
>he lived next door to this Mexican woman named Jane
>hated my fucking guts for some unknown reason
>treated me with distrust and disdain when I had done nothing to her
>would tell Colton's mom I did shit like put rocks in her exhaust
>I didn't even know what an exhaust was or what putting rocks in there was supposed to accomplish
>didn't think much of it, haters gonna hate basically
>Alex hadn't inherited her mom's racism yet so we would all hang out together and do kid stuff
>one time hanging out at Colton's house playing Smash Bros
>Alex comes over and they all go play in his mom's van
>I try to join but his sister Jasmine says, "Sorry, three's a crowd" and closed the door in my face
>tfw standing outside looking stupid while two people I consider my best friends and someone who I was at least cool with completely exclude me for no good reason
I guess being excluded happens to everyone but it was the first time where I was forced to face the fact that I was black in a life where it hadn't mattered up to that point.
>>24888157
why the fuck would you do this? why would you walk up alone to a gang of friends who don't know you? are you genuinely autistic?
>"Oh, are you leaving now? Bye!"
Shit I know it doesn't sound bad but It was really rushed and I didn't get a chance to reply. So I just left without saying a word, even though I wanted to hang out more.
>>24902208
>first day of history class in CC
>get there early, choose a seat
>just sit and let my mind wander as I tend to do
>white guy sits a couple chairs down from me
>says something to me
>don't quite hear him over the chatter and I wasn't focusing
>ask him to repeat himself
>he says "Nevermind, I'll get my social interaction later," with a tone that suggested I wasn't worth the trouble to talk to
>Feel hurt and condescended to
>Fuck it
World is a cruel place
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>tfw used to always enjoy these threads
>tfw used to always empathise with robots
>tfw stopped and realised what type of people you are in real life
Holy shit.. you guys are mostly "that guy". The guy who:
>doesn't really have a good friend but is mildly friendly-ish to everyone.
>always tags along with a group but doesn't always interact with people from the group and most people wonder why he's even there.
>thinks we are friends after just being friendly to him once.
>barely ever puts effort into carrying a conversation.
>is always in the background but never ever the focal point of a discussion.
>is unbearable to be alone with cause he's beyond vanilla
Basically, the guy who can't take a fucking hint.
>>24888157
>we're not friends with you
Are you in kindergarten?
Fuck, you guys are pussies...
>be 12-13
>have a crush on girl named Brittany
>we hang out together outside of school
>think she likes me back
>tell her I have a crush on her
>she tells me she doesn't like me but would date me if I was the last guy on earth
That whole period of my life fucking #rekt my already weak confidence
>>24902488
Yes, this is a board for pussies. Please leave.
>I knew you were going to ask that. I just want to be friends. I don't want to ruin our friendship.
she made out with me drunk a week later then cut communication with me
real friendship
>>24891579
fucking this.
>this one guy is my good friend all throughout elementary school and 6th grade
>used to play runescape and 40k together all the time
>7th grade he starts hanging out with lacrosse kids
>sells his warhammer shit and runescape account
>we go to different high schools and lose contact
>years later in college I get my first job at a restaurant and this motherfucker saunters in and chats me up acting like nothing happened
fuck you sasha
>be venting to mom about lack of success with women (never do this - women can't understand what it's like to be a man so any advice they give you will be bullshit)
>she turns to me and unironically says, "You'll just have to find a woman in her 30s"
>>24892327
>decide to be friendly to make new friends
>"you have borderline autism dude!!"
what?
>>24889914
>The feelings just kinda faded away.
>I'm sorry
This.
Its because we're boring
>>24899464
I chuckled sensibly family
>you look like Tina Turner
I'm a guy
![Franck+Ribery+France+vs+Costa+Rica+Friendly+7ssCjjnjXuvl[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/6azgswV.jpg "Franck+Ribery+France+vs+Costa+Rica+Friendly+7ssCjjnjXuvl[1]")
>>24888186
People told me I look like Ribery.
>>24902442
How about instead of condemning him, you show a little compassion and help him. Sometimes all a socially anxious or shy person needs is to be shown some acceptance for them to open up. You'd rather just shun them and then whine that they do things that you don't like. When I think of "that guy" I think of shitty people that only care about themselves and don't think about how their actions affect others. YOU are that guy.
>you will die alone
from one of my best "friends"
Fuck it's so depressing to read these threads. I always end up feeling the anger/rage/sadness as if these things happen to me and it's very draining.
>>24887971
You're hurting your mother
Don't implode when I tell you I fucked him.
>>24902913
if you are a pathetic introverted loser, no one can change that but yourself, no one in life will pick up your slack
>>24892327
Fuck off slut. That was uncalled for
>>24902271
I imagine he was just walking past them and acknowledged their presence, like a normal person would
>>24888157
Now that they showed their true colors why would you want to be around them anymore. Most of them probably didn't agree to what she said, and thought she was rude. But she is a slut so all she has to do is suck a dick to get 'friends'.
Hang in there anon
Fresh off the press, happened 10 minutes ago.
>unwanted by all family, raised by grandmother, bullied by everyone, gran literally my only friend in the world till age of 18/19
>suffer from ptsd due to work issues that happened a few years ago
>see therapist paid for by work, adivses me to quit job and travel.
>been travelling for 18 months, home next sunday, ring grandmother for weekly chat, excited to see her next week.
>anon I have bone cancer, had it since february, didnt want you to be in shock when you see me next week.
wish I'd known, feel so guilty, feels like travelling sorted a lot of my issues out, now it feels like everythings undone.
>>24888157
Fuck those ppl anon, where are you from ? People like that dont deserve your time. I nearly finished my travelling, everyone ive met on my travels have been such good people, really helped me, now im nearly back in tje UK im dreading it. What happened to you is common occurence where im from and I hate it. Fuck those people anon.
>>24887971
Damn i remember all that feels movie gave me
>>24903446
What happened to you to make you so bitter ?
If somebody is socialy anxious you can help them loads with a smile and just listening to what they have to say.
>i used to have a huge crush on you back then haha
so everyone here is a creep/loner?
guess i'm lucky
>>24903718
that's the thing tho, im so bitter cause i used to be a loser, till i realised people aren't just gonna spoon feed me by smiling and listening to what i have to say. that is a really silly and incredibly naive way to think. the only person who can change you is you, not others
>>24888186
I've been told I look like "Chumlee" from Pawn Stars by three random people. feels bad man.
>>24888888
Are you god?
Original content
>>24890317
Explain.
original content
>>24897347
you sound like my autistic friend jon, you dont want to sound like that
>>24901055
She needs to die
>>24888186
>You look like Michael Cera
Feels beta man...
>LOOK AT ANON'S RETARDED MATH RESULTS. YOU TRY TOO HARD BUT GET SHIT MARKS
I shall have my revenge on the normies, what should I do /r9k/?
>>24888241
does anybody know what that kids name is?
>>24900926
>>24889380
>>24896586
>>24899986
Some people just don't want their relationshit all out in the open like that. Personal privacy concerns are a thing.
Next time ask before you go spouting it.
>>24889675
im giving you a (you) because this post went largely ignored and I feel bad for ya
>>24891174
>fight me one on one in not having Chrohns disease
>>24887971
what an image holy shit
>"You are so ugly"
my mom
>"yea... you're not funny"
Said after everyone including myself was laughing at some pointless shit said around a table and I decided to say something in the same vein...
>>24889380
Yeah, you fucked up. Next time don't be such an overeager blabbermouth.
>family gathering
>brother comments on how I look like my dad when he was younger
Dad: "No wonder I couldn't pull"
That wasn't hurtful, it was just banter. But then my I hear my mother under her breath just go "awww"
Killer.
>tfw had tourettes back in school
OMG ANON THAT IS VERY DISTRACTING
WILL U PLS STAHP???
Mfw so many of this shit comes from moms
Jesus Christ, women should not be allowed to raise kids. They should gtfo once they're no longer needed for breast-feeding
>at uni, walking to class
>group of 4 women walk past me
>"lots of hot guys around here"
>"except that one"
>they laugh
just trying to walk to class, brehs
"If that's how you feel then why don't you just go fucking kill yourself" - My oneitus and the only person I have ever considered a friend
Her reaction when I told her I was depressed
I wish someone would say that to me so I can ask something disproportionately worse.
>>24905452
Son, you just got blown the fuck out
>>24902942
Well we do die alone, i dont see the problem here
>>24898717
I wasn't popular, and I'm totally gay.
>>24898893
New Jersey, you're probably not him I doubt he'd be here
>>24896924
We, if you insist:
>third grade, I think was 9
>playing melee with Matt, it's getting pretty late at night
>I crawl under a blanket and get comfy while playing
>he beats me, I'm pretty bad at smash
>we turn the game off and he looks around for a blanket
>there's only one
>gosh anon you don't have any blankets?
>I can feel my heart pounding
>N-no sorry, you're gonna have to come under here with me
>he says sure rather easily, surpised at how accepting he is
>turn around and face the couch so he doesn't see that I've begun to get an erection, I'm really embarrassed but really excited
>around 10 minutes later he puts his arm around me
>m-matt what are you doing
>just getting comfy
>heart starts racing, I get really nervous
>turn around to tell him to move off
>as soon as I turn around he kisses me
>his hard dick is touching mine
>break away from the kiss
>hide my face under the covers
>he pulls them up
>anon what's wrong
>I don't know I'm really scared please stop
>O-oh ok, sorry anon.
If I had done it differently maybe we'd still be friends.
>>24904735
Nah, it's definitely embarrassment. I know what it's like. You may find a person cool though you know deep down everyone would give you shit for it. Like attractive guys liking chubby girls but wanting no one to know.
>class joker, popular rich guy with lots of friends, lead singer of some local amateur rock group
>"haha we all know who would shoot up the school here"
>people look at me and laugh
Why do people even make that joke?
>>24888186
>tfw people say I look like jack black
>>24905815
because you put your head down like a bitch and take it
>>24892759this tho so many times
I constantly hear about friend's birthday parties after they've happened, usually from friends talking about how awesome they are. I'm never invited, and it's always because there "wasn't enough room" or they "invited too many people already". I'm thankful I have a group of friends, but I always feel like I'm the least important one in the group. The one no one really cares about or would miss.
Oh, and whenever I invite any of them to MY party they're always "busy". Except for my 18th, because I was spending a few thousand on a day of fun and a night of partying for 10+ people. Had to work two jobs just to get the money in time, because none of my friends were gonna pay and my parents hate me so they wouldn't give me a cent.
At various moments throughout the day I noticed my friends would have conversations without me. Only a few of them brought presents/money, and a couple of them didn't even say happy birthday.
Needless to say I don't bother trying to be friends with them now that I'm out of school.
>have pectus carinatum
>with a 2 of my friends outside after school
>place is crowded outside because class just ended
>a girl comes up to me with a grin
>"Stacy over there says you have 3 tits"
>I look at the direction she pointed and I see Stacy scrambling to hide from my view
>I look at my friends and they all have a worried look about them
The only friends I had were a grade lower than me because of my childhood friend who's a year younger
I wouldn't have had any friends if it wasn't for him
/blog
>leave me alone
>fuck you, get out of my life
>why are you here? nobody likes you
>(overheard) that guy's got problems
>>24905342
Adam?
Is that you?
>Have you've been drinking Mr. Anon?
>no officer I haven't (actually I was quite heavily)
>Please step out of the car Mr. Anon
I found out when I was 15 that the only reason I existed is that my moms ex-boyfriend raped her repeatedly, and she was too scared to get an abortion when she found out she was pregnant.
Explains why she kicked me out as soon as she could.
>please leave tomorrow, we're getting sick of you
My mother, after I'd been staying for a week. First time seeing her after she kicked me out at the start of the year.
>>24904616accept it, move on.
just a moment ago
>comment "god that's hot"
>several replies saying "the fuck is wrong with you?"
s-sorry for having fetishes g-guys
not gonna lie
been in several meaningless relationships
always get told the same thing
>"maybe we should take a break"
i'm sick of getting in these pointless relationships
at first it was nice, but now i'd rather never date again than be in another failure of a relationship
i used to be desperate to find my soulmate, but now i've accepted the bullshit and given up
>>24906782
I was desperate to find my soulmate. I found her. It didn't work out. Desperation is a bad foundation for anything.
>spent my entire high school life hiding my depression and anxiety
>really good at hiding it too
>friend comes to me with emotional problems
>i struggle to help, if i knew how to help i wouldn't be in the same boat
>he looks like he's about to cry
>"fuck you anon, you're the one person i tell and you're a useless shit"
>"n o w o n d e r n o o n e e l s e l i k e s y o u"
>>24906782
>>>>>Maybe we should take a break
>>24901803
Sorry, but I've found this hilarious
>why do WE have to have anon on our team?
Never EVER get a crush on a friend
>15 years old, 7/10 roughly
>not ugly or unpopular, but I felt more comfortable in small groups of friends/one-on-one
>have this really cool friend, lets call him Kyle
>known him since I was around 8
>we get along super well, can tell each other anything
>we stay up late one night talking about all sorts of stuff and somehow we get on the topic of sex
>he mentions being a virgin and how he's super desperate for a girlfriend
>"why find a girlfriend when you can have me?" followed by a blow kiss emoticon
>we laugh
>he replies with "yeah but I cant fuck you though"
>i'm a needy virgin at this point, in hindsight it was a bad idea but in my dumb teen brain it sounded fun
>"says who? no reason two friends cant mess around"
>we end up becoming friends with benefits
>lose our virginity to each other, which I somewhat regret
>we have sex on a regular basis
>as in several times a week
>parents dont suspect a thing, we'd done this sorta thing for years and they assumed we just played video games and shit
>a year later
>we slowed down a bit but we still fucked and cuddled a lot
>found ourselves becoming less like friends who bang and more like a couple
>I realise I was starting to have feelings for him
>go weeks without telling him, too scared I'll lose him
>day before I decide to tell him he tells me he met this amazing girl
>I hide the fact my heart just shattered and help him out
>they end up dating
>"she's the best thing to ever happen to me, blah blah blah"
>at this point I want to die
>the feelings for him wont go away
>18 now
>they're still dating
>it's still killing me
>we're still close, but she's basically replaced me in both best friend as well as fuckbuddy
>he calls me over to hang out one day, and I'll never forget what he told me
>"I'm so glad we never ended up dating. I was starting to develop a crush on you, but I could never tell you, haha."
>I laugh and say I'm happy for him
Cont.
>>24888186
Well, I've been called Gollum before.
>>24908098
>make some excuse to leave early
>spend most of the night crying
>slowly talk to him less and less
>thinking about him makes me emotional
>fast forward a year
>he proposes and they get married
>gets a marriage invitation in the mail
>stares at it for a legit 20 minutes, before throwing it out
>never talk to him again
I still think about him whenever I masturbate, which is rarely nowadays. The time we spent as friends, especially the intimate moments, were some of the best times in my life.
Please. Never have sex with your friends. It doesn't end well.
