https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yXh1ShK3IE
you breath and then you stop
i breath then dry you off
>>24702401
Yeah, I am pretty down too, OP. You gotta listen to more upbeat shit, man. Don't do this to yourself.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDAt01CuqoM
>>24702478
>>24702401
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvAuAc01sI8
I dressed you in her clothes
So drive me far away, away, away
>>24702514
Senpai, this isn't the time. I am down, you're down. You gotta relax https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wGxDsaTHjrQ
>>24702478
op here
fuck off with that shit, their eyes look absolutely barren. this is the most morbid thing i have ever seen
>>24702586
Anon, they're old. We're all going to get old and die. Let it happen, anon.
>>24702639
>>24702569
>>24702478
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Th0HT2i-T4
how is this for upbeat?
oh god. im so sad guys. im in so much pain and its selfish to expect others to help. im trapped, i cant run from this.
>>24702714
Anon, I am the only person in your thread. I know it sucks to be /trapped/, but there's nothing you can do about it but wait it out. What happened?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hwTA2ekGZCE
>And I thought at fifteen that I'd
>Have it down by sixteen
>And 24 keeps breathing at my face
>Like a mad whore
>And 24 keeps pounding at my door
Are we all trapped? Is there no way out for us? I personally don't think I'll ever feel good about my life so I might just end it
>>24702756
im engaged, but i haven't felt strong love to anybody in a long LONG time. it has gotten to the point where I dont even talk to my parents or family anymore and it really hurts them. my brain has just stopped making that feeling and nothing helps. the last person i felt true "love" for was a married woman who let me beat her and choke her. im considering having an affair with her so that i can try and start feeling love again, like a jumpstart so i can start feeling connected to other people again. i cant feel complete without physically or mentally abusing somebody. nothing helps. im trapped being this person, I have to hurt people but i dont want to.
unlike most whining assholes on this board, i'm legitimately plagued with schizoaffective disorder (bipolar type). i go through phases of intense mania followed by depersonalization and delusion -- with no way to control it. i tried the meds, but i was convinced they were poison so i stopped taking them and started to self-medicate with alcohol, which helps tremendously by disarming my paranoia and diminishing my need to inflict pain onto others.
im so ashamed to be this person, and its so hard to hide my pain. im such a fucking faggot that i can only confide in anonymous people on some stupid fucking website where everyone just posts pictures of god damn frogs.
>>24703033
the best part is that i know nobody will even fucking read this. this thread is just going to go cold and limp as it flaps to the last page and is eventually archived. zero people care, nobody is here for me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmkRHo4Vca4
how much longer do i have to live with the blind? have i paid my dues yet, God? what more must I do
>>24703157
I read your post, anon.
>>24703559
thank you. it means a lot to me that somebody actually at least cares enough to lie about reading it.
my suffering will be forever
>>24703690
Dude don't say that. You're going to die one day, I promise.
