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Atypical autism and social isolation
2015-10-13 16:09:37 Post No. 23286931
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Atypical autism and social isolation
Anonymous
2015-10-13 16:09:37
Post No. 23286931
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Lately I've been wondering if being on chans is good for my mental health. You see I'm just an autistic sadcunt who's completely isolated(except for my family) and it's been like that for a while now and I'm starting to see that there is no return from this.
I abuse drugs and binge drink to escape reality for a while. I'm 25 and I've probably fucked myself beyond repair. Sometimes I feel like I'm developing "cabin fever" from all this isolation.
Lately I've been wondering if being on chans is such a good idea. I just think it's making me more autistic, weird and politically fringe from societies point of view. Maybe I should just find an autistic forum and hang around wholesome autists, instead of bitter betas(like myself and you guys).
I'm fucked, my life is over, I will probably just end up committing suicide or go crazy from being socially isolated for so long, living in a single room flat, living under the poverty line, living in my own world, completely oblivious to how live really is.
I just think that if I stay here channing my heart will grow cold and I'll become more hateful person.