how to cope with pervasive thoughts of past cringey/embarassing moments?
>>24985356
Lots of alcohol and/or other drugs is how I deal with it
>>24985405
for me it makes it worse in the long run. i'm looking for permanent and more healthy solutions
>be me
>go to doctor
>qt in waiting room
>go back to get checked up
>come back
>walking out
>She's staring at me the whole time
>walking while trying not to stare too much at her
>doctor says something
>a-all right
>shuffle out door awkwardly
Fuck I can't stop cringing
pls help guys
>>24985356
Say things like "I wish I was dead" out loud, and then get paranoid that someone heard you. That's always a lot of fun.
>>24985356
Stop being a Fucking retard caring about what people think of you. You are going to keep trying and keep failing just think hownkuch you can achieve by not giving a fuck what anyone thinks. Trust me bro.
>>24985528
>be me! divorcee at age 25 that some sort of rash is going on at my rectum
>go to doctor embarrassing visit! doesn't know what it is so he refers me to specialist
>go to specialist who is training a hot nurse that day
>in exam room specialist asks me what the problem is
>tell him it's private and glance at the nurse
>he says she's fine! just training
>I tell him there's a rash
>he asks where
>tell him it's private and glance at the girl
>agitated, he says "where is it already"
>I say "ANUS"
>he finally asks girl to leave room but embarrassment has set in
>he looks and tells me I have psoriasis
>trying to lift my feelings of shame, I autistically joke "at least it's not a mystery anymore"
>he tells me it's incurable
That's the moment that set the tone for the rest of my life
>>24986041
>me!
>visit!
>fine!
Do you have some kind of tic?
>>24985528
>>24986041
you guys did nothing embarassing
>>24985983
i feel you man, i do that too
>>24986000
Yeah you can achieve being a turboautist. Only people who can get away with not giving a fuck are people who do it in socially acceptable way. So basically just normies.
I once made a self-deprecating joke to my oneitis that I had a small dick, then told her I liked her later on. Obviously she rejected me, then a few years later I told her I love her again. I cope with my faggotry by reminding myself that everyone fucks up and it's a normal part of life.
