>Rejected girl at 16
>Changed my mind before leaving town
>We kissed/played for 3 days
>Nothing for 7 years due to isolation and avoidance
>Depression kicked in very recently but far too late
>Just some weeks later some 7/10 19yo girl at my lifting place shows interest in me
>I'm confident as fuck there and with her
>We kiss/play
>She loved it
>Thinking she's my 2nd chance
>She backs up because of some bullshit 1 month old relationship she's in
This life doesn't make any sense at all.
>>24962446
Women and their line of 'thinking', aren't supposed to make sense. Ta-da.
Tis better to have loved and lost then blah blah blah, mirite?
>>24962446
>She backs up because of some bullshit 1 month old relationship she's in
Are you saying she should cheat on her 1 month relationship? She shouldn't be kissing you in the first place.
Also, what do you mean by play?
>>24962544
Yeah the bitch doesn't make sense like why does she want to save some bullshit relationship that isn't even one with some half beta half douche kid when I make her wet (she doesn't know I'm a beta robot piece of shit depressive loser obviously)?
I feel like it was my last chance at doing something with a qt teenage girl. I know it's bullshit to think I'd become chad mcnormie after that but at least feel moderately happy and confident even if she goes away after some months if I got experience out of that.
>>24962597
Gropped and touched. Didn't finger the girl in both cases. I'm saying she should have left him and stay with me. She initiated almost all the steps I just had to not be a faggot about it and just follow my natural instinct to get there.
>>24962653
I feel it my nukka
I feel like I'm getting epically tricked like in some sort of truman show bullshit except the producers are giggly cruel asians. I cried like a desperate bitch for 1h feeling like some supernatural force was acting against me and now I feel like I stopped giving a fuck about everything. I hope I can keep that attitude. I mean I can squat 4 plates but can't get my dick wet.
>>24962766
Thanks bro you're a bro.
>>24962653
>I'm saying she should have left him and stay with me
You'd seriously want a slut like that?
Nah, m8. She'd do the same on you when some other guy turned up that she was liked the look of.
I feel sorry for her bf.
>>24962890
Man I never fucked it's not like I plan to marry with her just keep hoping following my natural instinct would be enough to be considered a real man and have sex/fun for as long as possible until she drops me or I drop her. She's just some emotional young girl who's sorta lost because she found some attractive older guy.
Her bf doesn't even want her lazy ass and I actually think that's why she's trying to save it, for ego reasons.
But thinking about it I feel like a piece of shit right now who deserves what happened.
>>24962890
But I also really thought she just had more or less given up on the other dude (who gave up on her) and just needed me to prove I could be a man like she thought I was from our talks to go out with me.
>>24962956
My advice is go to a club, get drunk enough to tolerate the shitty music and just pick a girl, it's simple.
I did it to lose my virginity, ended up fucking a fat ugly 4/10 slut semi-hard in the bathroom
Now i feel relieved, i am not interested in having social contact with girls anymore
>>24963105
It's not fucking once it's getting good at it.
Also maybe you don't to do that again because you fucked some ugly ass landwhale in a vomit filled club bathroom. She's some PTP qt with solid thighs. And we have the same interests. She's obviously emotional and I would not tolerate her shit for years but it makes me so fucking mad to miss something like that. I did that once at 16 and it may have ruined my fucking life.
