>tfw 25 and still too anxious to leave my room to go take a piss in my house
>too scared to look at my parents or have them hear my piss hit the toilet
>either piss in bottles, my pants, the rug, or wait for them to fall asleep to go
Am I the only one? Should I just kill myself?
bumpang
>>24672005
How does one get so anxious?
Been there, however, I moved out when I was 18 and I haven't moved back yet and I haven't been 25 yet. I get that with roommates all the time, tho. Been living with my boyfriend for a while now so haven't had the opportunity to /pissjug/. However, in this room I was living in at my last place I used to hop out my window (ground level) and piss in the bushes until my roommate who lived directly above me caught me a few times while I was midstream cause he heard me or whatever and thought it was "gross" or whatever
"We TALKED about this, anon. I thought we talked about this..."
>>24673112
not OP but some people are clinically anxious and like shame compounds it and the shame comes from thinking everyone hates you a lot of the time so for them to see you is shameful
>used to wonder how someone like OP could be so fucked up
>now find myself sympathizing with posts like OP
HELP
You should go to a psychiatrist.
>can't leave house because I'm scared of having a panic attack
>psychiatrist won't give me any medication
>she tells me to just "go outside"
>>24674372
>therapist doesn't give me any advice
>just makes weird faces when I tell her that going outside or answering the door or answering the phone feels like slamming my hand down on a knife
>have to see therapist several times before I can get a psyche appointment
>therapy appointments are about a month apart
>stop going after the third therapy appointment having accomplished literally nothing in several months
Thanks for the rec, mom. Now I have a $300 debt to this shitty clinic.
