Sup you autists greentext your history with girls.
I was thinking about this on the train and realized you could learn from thinking it through
>be in kindergarten
>bullied by chad
>pushes me to ground
>cry into stuffed bear I always have with me
>qt nurse or whatever they're called consoles me
>at some point I get mad at girls because they're two faced conniving bitchesand also snitch on me when I attempt to do rad shit like climbing trees that was forbidden for some retarded reason
>decide I hate girls now
>fuckingroastiesreeeeeeee.exe
>feelsempoweringman
>I'm pretty much qt nurses favorite for some reason but I start being a little shit to her because gotta be consistent with hating girls
>have weird relationship with a girl where I make fun of her for being fat but she likes me
>have older cousin who really likes me cause I'm a kid
>vaguely remember french kissing her, guess neither of us knew wtf it was
>all of a sudden stop being nice to her because gotta be consistent
>she's upset, even cried at one point
>tried to befriend me again, bought me a watch as a gift if I became friends with her again
>really want to accept and just forget about this autism but can't because gotta be consistent
>go to school
>bullied cause I still brought muh bear with me every day
>girl whom I made fun of in kindergarten goes to same school
>super nice to me
>still an asshole to her
>befriend another girl but stop talking to her for some reason
>go to school for smug teacher's pet fuckersbasically you'll have the same class at the same institution from years 5 to 12because am smart
>after two years of not talking to a single girl befriend girl
>she's excited to be my friend cause she knows I'm kind of shut in
>make fun of her for being semi fat behind her back
>gradually less secretive about this
>gets upset stops talking to me
>befriend her 5/10 friend who's the coolest girl ever
cont
>>29903003
>for some reason I ridicule her in front of people, call him a slut oftenshe never even had a boyfriend so not sure how this worked
>stops talking to me for obvious raisins
>semi befriend semi fat and slut girl's weird friend
>don't remember what I did but she gets mad at me
>about a year passes, I don't talk to roasties for a while
>befriend 3/10 weird girl
>act beta around her for a bit for some reason
>start the same shit I always do and never know why
>start treating her like shit telling her how ugly she is etc.
>she's cool with it
>increase intensity of trying to humiliate her in front of everyone
>doesn't stop talking to me
>the fuck is this
>I even stop saying hi to her when she does
>doesn't stop trying to talk to me
>eventually I get sick of this and tell her not to talk to me over facebook
>she's pretty weird, borderline begging me to talk to her telling me "she knows how pathetic she is"
>drop out of high school because I realize I'll just become a wagecuck if I go to university like all the other normies
>for some reason I get really scared of doing anything even remotely normie
>spend all my time on 4chinz
>never talk to a single girl again
>two years later I'm feeling down because no gf and virgin as fuck
>start thinking about old times on train for some reason
>realize I was an asshole to every single girl who has been nice to me
>realize girls aren't these evil creatures I see them as
>realize there were girls who genuinely liked me and wanted to be my friend
>realize I could have probably had a gf if I wasn't an asshole
>still don't want to be a normie though
>no way to meet girls because am NEET
>act beta around girls if I accidentally do
>get called cute by two girls
>don't know how to handle it
Feels fucking weird man
If you're a roastie and reading this I'm sorry for being an asshole to your fellow roasties. I guess sorry is a strong word but I feel bad
>>29903003
come on niggers I want to see how other robots became beta wizards
the road to robotdom is really important if you want to truly know yourself
>Hate girls
>wait let me befriend this girl
>be an asshole to girl
>wait lemme befriend another girl
>be an asshole to that girl
>wait wait lemme befriend another one
I'm not gonna ask "are you retarded". You are retarded. Point.
>1-13
>believe the "women are kind delicate creatures" meme
>treated like shit by 90% of the girls I went to school with, the rest either ignored me or were tomboys who liked to play with the boys
>13-20
>still think women are like men even though they humiliate me for sport and sick their chad boyfriends on me
>my own mother tells me she is ashamed to be seen with me in public because of my acne
>20-23
>go full redpill and despise everything about women, I could probably do a ted talk on it
>ignore their existence and do whatever I can to avoid interacting with them
>23-present
>start exercising for fun, turns out I have pretty good genetics
>face finally starts maturing out of the baby stage
>arms are now almost as big around as the typical woman's head
>suddenly they treat me with kindness and respect, girls from preteen age all the way to seniors
>girls approach me to talk in public
>now hate them more than ever because they wanted me dead until I changed my appearance even though they don't have to put any effort at all into their lives
>probably going to die a virgin because merely seeing a woman or hearing her laugh makes me want to bash her skull in
>>29903802
that was kind of my conclusion
>Lied to and treat like shit by the girls in Infants and Primary school
>Never spoke to girls in any meaningful way in Secondary school since I believed they'd throw me under the bus at every opportunity
>Treat me like shit any chance they could anyway
>Go to college where nobody knows me
>girls are visibly confused by how awkward and quiet I am
>probably comes to the conclusion that I'm gay
>a rumour about me being gay goes about the college
>situation with the girls improves significantly
Didn't find out about that rumour until a few years after I left.
>Go to uni on a course that is 10% girls
>second year in, yet to speak to any of them
So, I suppose not enough positive encounters with women made me like this.
I'm absolutely okay with all of this.
>>29903847
>probably going to die a virgin because merely seeing a woman or hearing her laugh makes me want to bash her skull in
Hey man I can relate to this, but I think the problem is with millenials more than girls. Sure women always had it easy and were in charge of distributing the pussy supply, but it was more common to see women who were actual decent human beans before the daycare generation grew up.
It isn't as bad in garbage ass third world countrieslike the one I'm fromwhere they weren't spoiled from birth
>>29903714
I never tried.
All throughout high school I kept thinking 'next year, next year', and it never happened.
It just happened for everyone else, for all my peers, with very little to no effort on their parts, but not me.
Then when I was about 19, I'd actually asked out a girl, she'd been by my work a few times and hung out with me on break.
I ended up blowing her off to get high.
Haven't really given a shit about women or sex since. I'm alot happier just masturbating.
>>29903003
>have a qtpi girlfriend who lets me come inside her mouth or vag whenever I want
is this what you were looking for
I'm easily manipulated and girls love to manipulate me for attention and resources.
No girl has ever shown interest in me because girls have only one interest and that's in skinny guys with styled hair.
>be me
>back in high school
>find out that a qt girl likes me
>she only doesn't talk to me because she's shy as fuck
>but I'm also shy as fuck so I don't talk to her as well
>tfw that was probably the best chance I've ever had in my life
>tfw we ended up never talking to each other
>tfw I would probably be a normie if I had initiative
>tfw I'm also slowly losing all my friends
kill me desu
There was some qt girls at my school, but literally every popular girl did drugs with the chads at like 15
>>29904301
what about skinny guys with hair that's semi long and is all over the place?
>>29904382
fuck off
>scroll through thread
>walls of text
>"cont."
Fucking dropped. Not even going to bother reading a letter of your faggot blogpost.
>>29904406
They don't like long-hair, just a lot of gel and whatever is in their favorite fashion magazine.
I kind of miss when what women cared about didn't matter and wasn't advertised and a man was valued for his contributions rather than his looks.
>Ignored by all stacies all life long, eventually here and there struck friendship with average to ugly girls, constantly had some 1/10 hambeast crushing on me all over school years to high school
>bitches always expressed disgust with the concept of even touching me
>fast forward a little more than a decade, two years post HS graduation
>self-employed, making shit tons of money
>playful 8/10 stacy at a friend's gathering discussing with me the logistics of gold-digging me because I'm "the kind of young guy who will be a millionaire in no time"
>"You're not old, fat and I bet you can get your dick up. When you make your first million call me, let's get married. [giggles]"
>tfw by the end of the last year I will have amounted six million or so in the bank
She was just joking and playing but have you ever heard the kind of shit that makes you get dizzy? Like you just tipped your finger in angel dust and put it in your mouth, your soul tries to get out of your body, and you get dizzy at how surreal it just was?
But speaking the truth I will eventually end up buying myself a fat ass white stacy like herself when I get bored.If I weren't such a fucking socio I'd be thugged out pissed off right now
>>29903714
> how other robots became beta wizards
if you were not born like this, and you weren't a socialy reclusive sperg since day 1 you aren't a robot, just a failed normie
>be me
>be primary school
>be only white kid in school full of muslims (rule britannia amirite)
>get beat up for practically just not being muslim or being white/different
>cry my way through school with no friends especially girls
>secondary school, forced parents to send me far away to a school where no kids from mine went too
>I knew nobody, everybody knew everybody, soon realised i had no social skills
>1 girl seemed to pay me attention
>she asks me to tell her a racist joke
>tell her one
>somebody overhears
>tells teacher
>everybody in school hears that im racist and nobody likes me
>original girls family moved away
>halfway through first year my teacher makes these 5 guys befriend me coz i just sit there all day alone
>they dont want too, but soon realise im not that bad
>become best friends with one of them
>years later best friend and me are the only 2 virgins left in our group
>he developed a superiority complex over me due to my past being a loser
>i am better looking than him, but no girl would go out with the racist guy
>he starts being a cunt to me
>stop being friends
>meet this new friend by smoking weed
>he doesnt know my reputation
>meet his friends
>all the girls instantly liked me
>had my pick
>now i have a gf and friends who werent forced to know me ;D took almost 20 years.
>never was interested in girls till I was 20
>only had "relationships" to fit in and get laid
>found a qt gf at 24, loved her some much, had amazing fucked up sex.
>too much fighting and mental problems, dumped her ass
>don't want her back but feel miserable everyday because I lost her and I'm never getting her back
Wish I never loved her, it's been 4 months now but I'm still depressed as fuck
>>29904430
aight
>>29904482
fuck off robot elitist how is doing that shit in kindergarten not sperg material? I never wanted to be a normie how the fuck could I be a failed one?
>>29904499
>1 girl seemed to pay me attention
>she asks me to tell her a racist joke
>tell her one
>somebody overhears
>tells teacher
holy shit I raged so hard
glad it worked out for you anon
