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2016-07-12 02:04:49
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>tfw 19 years old
>Feel like I've wasted my entire adolescence
>Feel like there's nothing good in the world
>If anything happens to my mother I might kill myself
>Could only connect with 2 people in highschool, and they stopped talking to me after we graduated
>That's 2 in 4000
>Have a strong lurking feeling that everyone is devoid of free will
>Wonder what the rest of my life will be like
>Keep taking aspie test and getting told I'm a sperg
>Today I tried to dig 5 20 inch fence post holes for my dad, and I spent 4 hours doing it
>All I had to do was loosen the soil as I dug
>Think I might be stupid
>Did great in school, but I'm struggling in every single aspect of the real world
>Have IQ of 124, but it really doesn't feel like it means anything at all
I'm starting to believe I'm destined to become a door installer like my father. I dislike the total isolation from people, but I know I'd have a hard time in a social work place since I sometimes can't understand people when they speak to me.
Is anybody else the same?