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I have snapped and can no longer tolerate the neet lifestyle.
As I'm an idiot with nothing to lose I am going to try and change the way I approach life.
Of course as a person with no life I intend on first practicing this method on dark souls 3. It is currently my only hobby even though a significant part of me holds a grudge against it for being a mediocre game.
Hopefully by trying to remember the process of getting good again I can start applying the same mindset to real life.
I'm not gonna wait for misaki to save me wish me luck.
so what are you gonna do
Misaki is a lie
So instead of getting out and doing things, you became a hermit then you wonder why you hate the NEET life? Well no shit. Hardly anyone is made to be a hermit and continously indulge in pleasurable activities. It gets verying boring. It's why you get out and do things. Take walks. Go hiking. Ride a bike. Go to the gym and start lifting. Join some clubs. That is how you make NEET life good without being a slave to the system.
Just recently, I joined a public yoga gathering that occurs twice a week in the park. Despite how shit I am at it, but im getting better and my bslance is getting a lot better.
>>29828784
I'm an idiot so I am just gonna start writing down how to optimally do everything I do in real life so that I actually start thinking about doing shit properly instead of being an inefficient bastard that also doesn't spend a second of his life actually improving at anything.
Basically I am going to try and systemize my life as I have done pretty much nothing for the last few weeks.
So far I have gotten some good ideas on how to look good in job interviews so that might be something good. I'm literally autistic so I am always rather nervous about interviews but I hope that if prepare good lines that I can stand a chance.
Shit such as "Is there any way I can automatically emailed if there is a job opening in the future?"
Hopefully that will convince them that I genuinely want to work there.
I'm going to try and apply to ds3 first as its where I always go to when I procrastinate so maybe that way I can make it less of a complete time waste. An idiot like me with no willpower would fail to apply a new way of approaching things in an uncomfortable setting.
That's why my only hope is a game that I want to trivialize just because I want to have a laugh at how bad the balancing is.
I am pretty confident that it should be relatively easy to devise a method to render quite a few playstyle (ultra great weapons) options completely unviable, by abusing the games mechanics to ensure that its quite feasible to consistently not take a single hit no matter how skilled the opponent is (in a duel setting).
>>29828916
I'm not saying I am surprised by my failures I am just a complete and utter coward with no willpower that finds being comfortably numb far easier then getting out and doing things unless its strictly required.
Not sure if I can lift due to health related reasons. I'm not terribly out of shape so I am not sure if I should make it a major priority other then as an excuse to get outside.
I do plan on trying to do something soon but I cannot for the next two days as I have to stay at home.
Its rather awful to become suddenly motivated to be less of a piece of shit on a day where my options are limited.
So for today I am simply going to do all the little things that I have left stacking up for the last few days and make some plans for the next days.
Yes I realize the incredible odds of me succeeding but for the time being I would rather be delusional in my hopes then not try at all.
