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2016-07-04 07:56:02 Post No. 29715167
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2016-07-04 07:56:02
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>tfw you feel existential dread setting in. You realize that life is subjective and we all must die. You would say that you aren't scared of death, but you are. Not logically. You aren't foolish enough to believe you'd actually kill yourself if you got your ass up and wedged your belt into a doorframe. You know you wouldn't be capable, so why even try? You're aware that all you do is put it off, thinking, "I'll do it one day". When will that day come? You don't want to be afraid anymore and you just want to let yourself drift away but when it comes down to it, you can't do the deed. You don't have the guts. All you will ever amount to is a loser sitting on his computer, festering in his own sadness, which isn't even much compared to the trials of others. Complaining, without any right to do so. You feel something closing in on you, something bad, and you want to run.
>tfw you're actually a piece of trash, and you secretly desire something so that you can get attention, negative or positive, but attention is all you desire. Attention you will never get from social interaction because you downright refuse to improve yourself. Though, social ties seem like a large burden at the moment, anyway.
>tfw you know you would probably be referred to a therapist if you told anyone all of this, but you don't really think it's worth it. I mean, after all, what if they think you don't have problems? What if these are normal emotions everyone feels and it's only you being a faggot about it? And what is a therapist going to do, anyway, tell you "just bee yourself"? Tell you to be yourself, when, because of your lack of social interaction, you're not even sure who that "self" is?
>tfw you're typing a tfw thread on r9k with really long shit nobody is going to bother reading and you'll look like a huge faggot but you don't care at all because you don't have to
