who here has mommy and dadda issues? (rhetorical)
>son stop drawing like a faggot artist and play football with Chad
>anon why dont you ever bring friends to the house?
>anon i dont have time to spend time with you
>ANON GET OFF THE COMPUTER
>jeez anon why dont you ever spend time with us
I never had a strong male father figure if that counts.
>>29634049
>tfw I latch on to women who give me mother transference feelings and try to get them to admire me
Trying to relive and repair early life experienes I suppose. She was emotionally distant and prone to being harsh .. was molested and she knew but she just brushed it under the carpet and got angry at me for being depressed and weird as she saw it as my own fault
My fucking mom was such a demanding controlling psychotic fucked up bitch but she really loved me when I was young. My dad was a drunk and just sat around and shit. he was really beta. my mom wore the pants. my dad alwasy treated my little brother better and gave him more attention because he was more into sports and shit and i just sat around with legos and hot wheels and books and drawings and got lost in my imagination all day (tfw dont havbe any creativity or imagination anymore). so i always felt kinda neglected like they didnt understand me. always tried to force me into sports and shit and i got made to feel guilty for not liking sports. id take out my anger on my brother and fucked with him a lot and would beat his ass all the time. my mom used to support me kinda and put me in art classes a little bit and shit but she got more and more fucked up and her rules got completely ridiculous after my parents divorce when i was in grade 3. i lived with her but she started to treat me like shit more and more when she realized i wasnt going to be her perfect prodigal son. i was never good enough for her. so i ran away to my dads place and ruined my relationship with her. my dad was happy since this was years later, but he didnt really put any effort into me while i was growing up as a teenager and i was basically neglected in a friendly way, he let me do pretty much whatever i wanted with absolutely no consequences cause he was a bitch so basically i just sat around and did nothing because there were no expectations on me anymore. i started smoking a ton of pot, went into uni, dropped out of uni, became a plumber, moved out, quit my plumbing job, and now im here just sitting around with no job severely depressed.
>>29634161
do you like mommy incest porn?
>>29634198
i bet if you told your parents this they would deny any wrong doing, my parents did, ive givin up on them
>>29634211
I make up my own fantasies when I masturbate but I dont read other peoples stories.
I kind of have the oedipus complex for sure but not for my actual mum, just a "fantasy mum" who isnt my own one.
>just want her to love me desu
>>29634049
>father is working from 8 till 7 b running his own company, doesn't ever have time for me because he's either supporting my sister or dealing with my mother
>mother works in his company, complains about it even though he makes enough money so she can stay home (she refuses to quit)
>got bitched on regularly because house wasn't spotless when he came home even though I arrived home only hour before my mom did
>mom constantly makes plans and schedules only to cancel at last minute and then just watches tv/calls her 'friends' she bitches about constantly while getting drunk, she's too tired to care about me or school performance because she had to work so hard during the day etc.
>parents only step in and do some half-measure when school calls home that my grades are awful or I'm not attending etc.
>basically have no drive and no friends because we moved early into an isolated neighborhood
>father wonders why I'm a loner fuckup and mother just keeps expecting that I suddenly man up, enroll in uni, find a girlfriend and find a good job or something
>>29634273
they honestly dont make enough porn catering to this fetishtfw not good enough mommy porn
>>29634334
its their fault not yours anon
My mom didn't want to be a mother (she was maybe 24 while my dad was maybe 44) and delegated all her responsibility to a nanny who unironically believed I was her child in a past life and that it was her sacred responsibility to be my mother.
My father is probably a bit autistic. Your sort of self-made all-American businessman type who never understood my interest in things like music but was always happy to support me when I did it. That said, he discouraged me from other things. He told me I shouldn't learn to Program because that's something you hire people to do. He only let me learn film if I went to sports camp ten times more often and I was discouraged from Soccer, the one sport I was best at, because "that's just a bunch of Europeans falling on the grass in their underwear." (a memer before his time) He took me to every Nicolas Cage movie in theatres when it came out no matter what and hated the Japanese and Germans until he started watching Kurosawa movies at which point he started using phrases like 'save face' and 'shameful display' unironically, trying to imbue me with a sense of 'samurai honour.'
I don't hate either of them, I just wish I could have been allowed to be myself and maybe had some siblings. My mother went missing on her own accord before she could ever produce more children.
