>2 years ago today
>16 year old faggot
>No friends, no love, virgin, fucked school up
>Summer, knowledge I'm missing out while the 16 year old Chads are living paradise
>Existential crisis
>Basically your average robot
>Tried to commit suicide a month earlier
>Lolnpo, failure
>Spend days browsing 4chan
>On /b/ when I see a Dark Souls giveaway thread promising a copy for the best written life story
>Think it's datamining
>Not like I had anything to lose
>Wrote a heart wrenching story and got the copy
>Meet Anon
>Gay German student with a shit ton of cash
>Parties, fucks (guys but oh well), does drugs
>A Chad Anon
>Chadnon
>He used to be just another robot but he escaped
>I'm sorry
>Throughout the next few months get to know him, play vidya etc
>This was around the time the supreme gentleman entered the scene
>Anon also talks about drugs
>Never really considered them but get super interested
>He got his drugs off Silk Road
>Ask him for some for 17th birthday
>He says yes under one condition
>I have to create an audiobook about Elliot Rodger for him
>I made an audiobook for ketamine
>Get the drugs weeks later
Give us the book or it never happened
>Ketamine's a dissociative
>Used as horse tranquilizer
>Some guy off 4chan gave me it for an Elliot Rodger copy
>Naturally I snorted some
>Felt like I wasn't me
>Saw my life objectively
>Also feel like flying through space
>One day took 3 times the dose
>Trying to get into a K-hole
>Where one would be stuck in their world of hallucinations, floating blissfully through space
>Reach it
>Time slows down, where one hour felt like a week
>Played an album in the background
>Enjoying the beauty and infinity of the universe around me
>Start falling
>Fall into darkness
>Out of it comes the albino sloth
>It hugs me
>We fly for a week, discovering the wonders of the universe
>Wake up, not suicidal anymore
>Realize I can't kill myself in a world so orchestrated, vast and depressingly beautiful
>Poetic shit
>Old friend of mine calls me up 2 days later
>Literally 2 days later
>Says some friend of her needs to make her boyfriend jelaous
>Wants me to whore out and kiss her in front of him in some club
>Sidenote, I'm not fat and the fact I'm ugly's concealed in the darkness of the club
>So why not
>Do the job
>Next day wake up to a message from her asking me if I wanted to meet again
>So why not
>>29576534
Book was sent through a shit ton of vocaroo links over the span of 3 weeks, I don't think they stay up that long
>>29576665
>Go out with the girl for make out session
>She becomes an actual human being I can talk to
>I lied in the initial post though
>I had one friend
>The only person in school I talked to
>Who never wanted to go out with me but still
>Like 2 weeks later out of the blue he finally says yes
>We go to a local alt-rock club
>Try to find weed to make it a memorable night since it's not difficult here
>First person we come up to is a bulky skinhead
>That's how I met Tiny
>We smoked some weed with him when he realized my friend knew him from primary school
>I was still up for drug experimentation
>Just so happened that I could have a dealer now
>Because Tiny trusted my friend
>Tiny was 2 years older than me
>Back then I thought he was a narco-boss
>He's not
>Whenever I wanted something new we'd meet
>Occasionally he didn't have money for weed so I'd chip in and we'd smoke together
>Suddenly I had two friends
>Realized his girlfriend goes to the same school as me
>He started inviting me out
>Met a few people at the alt-rock club, his hood etc
>Finally when he deemed me ready he invited me to a park
>A park that was the center of the alternative scene in this city
>Meet other people
>Put in a group chat where they communicate where to go
>Things finally start happening
>This was around a year ago, genuine picture from that time
too long
didn't read
>roboblox
>>29576922
Supposed to be pic related from that time
>Cut to now
>Know shit ton of people
>Have a circle of people I trust
>Got better at school
>Love life in tact
Didn't write this to boast or to make anyone feel bad, I wrote it so that at least a single person here finds hope. I got lucky. Like extremely lucky. This can happen to you, it's difficult right now, as in insanely fucking hard, something a social being like a human (which you still are if you've forgotten) wasn't evolutionary equipped to handle, but there is a way out.
However this doesn't mean that moping around or whatever is going to solve your problems. Look people in the eyes, dress nice, lose weight if you have to, change your haircut, have an open mind and don't talk about weird shit with new people until you've realized they're into weird shit. There are countless guides online, some even from here you can equip yourself with.
Just stay strong you magnificent faggots, and hoping that this at least made someone feel better. Just know there's someone out there who cares for you, whoever you might be, since we're all equally twisted minded and have gone through some of the same shit. I love you Anon.
>>29576487
all i took from this is that i should do ketamine
>>29577669
Other drugs too
>>29577669
Ketamine is a m a z i n g
First time I did I fell into the world in my mind and it was like this giant 3D chessboard
I had to make all of the right moves or something but it was very euphoric and neon, so much motion
I ended up kissing this huge disembodied goddess and it was like kissing the world itself
Reality isn't as great desu
>>29576487
>>29576665
>>29576922
>>29577065
HOLY FUCK THERE HASN'T BEEN A MOMENT IN MY FUCKING LIFE WHERE I DIDN'T WANT TO REEEEEEE SHITPOST AS MUCH AS I WANT RIGHT NOW
>16 y/o faggot (and perhaps an underage right now as well)
>Numerous people
>"Your average robot" from a shitty existential crisis
>Female(s) are fine with using you for fucking MAKE OUT SESSIONS
>Listens to alt-rock
>A /b/tard that "used to be a robot but now a chad"
>"so at least a single person here finds hope"
>"this can happen to you"
>self-improvement bullshit in the end
>this is also supposed to somehow make anyone here feel better
You were never supposed to be here. You're just an angsty teen that thought that this board shares issues on even nearly same level as shit that you do. Not only are you a definition of a normalfag, but you also pretended to be part of this fucking board. You didn't even bother with coming up with something original or meaningful in the end there.
There are many reasons to why this board is turning into a shithole lately; and you're one of them.
>>29578091
Thank you.
Being cordial to the failed normies obviously isn't working. Whats worse is that REEposting doesn't even phase them.
I'm tired anon
