How do other robots deal with being avoidant?
I've been doing drugs basically nonstop for the past 5 years and it's killing me inside.
>>29512037
I want to dieorg
>>29512037
Yes. I drink alone every weekend and vomit everyday. I hope I choke on my puke one day
>>29512254
Same. I don't drink much because I become even more depressed when I'm drunk, but I'm considering just drinking so much one night that I pass out and drown in my own vomit sometime.
I want to be included in things but I'm too afraid to take the chance. I want to trust people but I'm too afraid of people hurting me and leaving me behind again. I'm so lonely and wish I just had someone to talk to, and the older I get the worse it gets.
I want to have friends and I'd like a girlfriend but I'm too afraid to involve myself with anyone. Honestly suicide is looking better every day and night. I'm afraid I've almost gotten over the fear of it and soon I might actually try.
>>29512254
>>29512143
Do you have any friends offline?
>>29512317
One.
I've known him my whole life, friends frim birth, and he's an dickhead and a literal cuck.
>>29512451
At least you have a friend. Fuck...
>>29512037
Been off the Bandwagon since 1992
Bump tbqh my comrade
chears on the whisky, hope you feel better when ya wake up in the morning. love you anon
