Old robots(25+) get in here, I wanna know what my future's gonna be like.
Do you still have hope? What keeps you going?
27. Not a neet. Waiting for the next depression to take over my life.
>>29501479
25 here, I've grown to know that I don't care what my future is, or what kind of outcome would result out of my actions.
I know that if I kept a diet, worked out and hung around people at all, I'd be "better" but, frankly, I just don't care. I weigh 140kg, not sure about my height and my dick was around 4.7 when hard, last time I checked. I just see no point in bothering for anything. I see no endgame that would make me happy or the least bit satisfied. Even if I'd try, in the end I'll just be left with nothing but a thinner body.
>>29501479
I'll be 24 in December, can I stay?
>>29501498
What lead you to being like this? Are you a wageslave?
>>29501556
Not caring might actually be the best choice, I'm still unsure. I'm 20 and I'm going to keep trying at least a few more years. What keeps you going if you legitimately have no hope for the future?
>>29501572
Sure anon, 23 is still above the average r9k age, I'm pretty sure.
>>29501711
Tried ending it a couple of times, ended up giving up after a few minutes. Maybe I'll manage to get the mindset to go through with it some day. I still have some instinct to survive, I guess, but I see no reason in doing it either, so I dunno. Should also mention that vidya and movies/shows keep my mind busy enough to not think about ending it 24/7.I sometimes cry to sleep because of my mind turning my daydreams sad/dark/painful...