>it's another "anon's mind is a heavy and torturous personal hell meticulously designed to maximize the emotional pain and self esteem damage of every thought that should pass" episode
This episode never seems to end.
I know this won't bump the thread but I need the thoughts out.
It hurts everything hurts in my brain. Fatigue, exhaustion, no sleep in days, I cannot rest, everything hurts, emotionally, mentally, every post I read is made to make me feel even worse about myself, every thing I ever see was put there to remind me of how pathetic I am. My mind hurts so badly that I cannot cry, but the pressure of my skull pressing down hard on my brain comes from all directions constantly. I can't think of even a good fantasy to escape to because the fact the fantasy is not real but I can still imagine it is just another factor that confirms to me this world and everything in it was designed with my suffering in mind.
Nothing is wrong with my physically but I can't think of a body part that doesn't hurt chronically because of the mental anguish
I know edgy whatever I just need help but there is none for a problem like this as it would have required I just be a different human being
you got alot of weeds in your head mate. imps of your own making. sometimes we gotta bring ourselves out of that space with some good old fashioned exercise. bring awareness back to what is in front of us. redirect psychic energy. quit feeding the imps. unravel their existence. shift the perspective.
you need to create something too. that helps for alot of people
>>29457442
I create every day, I write and I journal but nothing makes the thoughts go away, ever. Closing my eyes hurts more than keeping them open, but neither is good. I know in reality not everything is out to get me but it may as well be.
>>29457312
>>29457442
Create a cum tribute to your fav pornstar or woman, let your cum be the paint that creates a masterpiece.
>>29457475
I own no printer and I don't want to go out in public and pay for a printed photo of my favorite celebrity just to cum on, although it's always been something I wanted to do, I want to save up a month of cum, and do a tribute to her. Not a single millimeter of the paper would not be drenched. Then I will have created something that's not completely worthless
>>29457463
so basically whats your saying is
*shuffles feet*
you're telling me
*grabs genitals*
at least I think you're telling me
*licks lips audibly*
what it boils down to is
*rummages through butt crack*
you're just a whiny little cunt who can't face the reality of living in a vast, cold, and indifferent universe.
>>29457504
Yep that is exactly it glad you picked up on that
every time i try to challenge these notions about looks etc when it comes to attracting women, the r9k bot or whatever in my head always shuts me down and calls me scum
>>29457522
human beings have been dealing with that fact for ages mate.
>>29457525
:-/ noo. don't be like that. freedom begins in the mind anon-kun. unless you want to be denied freedom because the utter truth of being responsible for your own self is a crushing, shattering burden that only the strong or wise can shoulder.
>>29457605
>human beings have been dealing with that fact for ages mate.
define "dealing with"
what I consider properly "dealing with", no, most people through the ages haven't been doing that
>>29457698
>dealing with
surviving.
>>29457416
I would have read it if it was green text
