>>29451154
I was like you (social anxiety, bored or butthurt) and have the same MB test score.

I have advice, but it might not be beneficial to you. What do you want out of life? Think about this before you respond. What kind of person do you want to see yourself as? Do you just want to live alone, ridden of your anxieties or do you want to be a socialite that fucks bitches? Do you have any hobbies or personal aspirations?

Don't bullshit in any way. If you have taboo desires talk about them. If you want to be something your not say that too.

Well to be honest, I was privileged quite a bit growing up. I always had my way with food and shelter and stupid materialistic things. So money is not really what I want the most out of life. I still want to make decent so I can be functionally independent and not poor as shit. I guess I just want to work on being as self improved as I can get. I want to get healthy, get in shape and work on depression, social anxiety anger issues etc. I don't think Id do well in a relationship. Tried that once but I didn't enjoy it and she was taking all of the directions. I'm passive af in general. I would like to sleep with women though. Hobbies for me are writing music and playing piano and stuff. My social anxiety has prevented me from enjoying performanc though. Thought about writing synthwave music or doing music tech or maybe teaching. I'm not good at many things but I am trained in some music stuff.

>>29451644

First off, watch this: >https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q7a5TIzOmeQ

tl;dw: Run your life to be performance oriented.

I spent a lot of time reading about existential philosophy, and while it was eye-opening there's only one tried and true method of getting good at a skill and avoiding the angst of our existence: practicing said skill daily for decent stretches of time. Learning to love a schedule of daily practice is the most rewarding thing a person can have. This is where you should start.

Since you want to bang women, I suggest you learn how become a dominant human being: that means saying what's on your mind, that means being the leader even when you don't want to lead. When you're passing people on the street say hi to them. If you're waiting with strangers, that means trying to start a conversation, even if doesn't go anywhere. When you're by a girl you want to fuck, try flirting. You will flop, get embarrassed, and feel like shit for awhile, but when you get over the hump your routine will reward you for talking to strangers and getting numbers. This is the mindset you need for women and when you can feel it in your bones... you will want to apply it to the rest of your life, with the piano and whatnot.

You should start with people first. Being good at flirting with people will boost your self-confidence in ways regular talents cannot.

>>29451154
>>29452010

Thank you for this. (Not OP) but in a similar situation. To OP let's make a brighter future for ourselves.

>>29452010
Yes! Of course. I've been trying to talk to some people at work just to engage in small talk. Its a little hard to do but I'm trying. I feel like working in retail will help me get more comfortable around strangers. I learn best through trial and error and crashing and burning at first and then getting good at it is how it udually goes.

>>29452134
Good luck to you.

>>29452134
And good luck to you!