So I fapped a few times yesterday. I have now confirmed with absolute certainty that I have permanently destroyed my dick from several years of fapping several times or even several hours edging a day. My dick doesn't get as big and long as it used to, and it always hurts in the perenium when I orgasm. However, all the heat therapy and self massage I did on that area, in addition to just not fapping has relieved much of the chronic discomfort- before it hurt just to sit down. It also confirms that once an addict- always an addict. I came twice before bed, twice when I woke up, spent 8 hours outside only to come home and fap twice more.
So it is good I chose this strategic time to go back and fap, day before summer starts, since I plan on abstaining from masturbation again, and this time for the duration of the summer season in the northern hemisphere. I hope this time around I better internalize that I will never have sex because I broke my dick from self-abuse, would never risk it anyway because I never want to have kids, and it is extremely unlikely any women will want to be with me behind closed doors and even just cuddle in our underwear. I knew at least 3 years ago from watching MGTOW content that women don't feel love and physical lust for male bodies the same way we do for theirs- unless he is a Chad, but it seems only now am I finally accepting the harsh reality that just lying together enjoying the warmth of my body is not something women get any pleasure of, whereas for me it feels like the end all be all of sensual pleasure.
Revisiting pipe dreams I've had about going full monk mode, at least with regard to women. I wonder what its like to life in [first world and peaceful] Muslim countries where all porn is banned and all women are made to cover themselves in public. I often refute robots who complain about women wearing little clothing in the summer by saying I can just enjoy looking at it, but now I just see it as another form of mental masturbation, indulging in eye candy. I wish to become asexual, and if I had a choice int he matter I wish I was born as a lesbian woman and I could just cuddle with girls and have all my sensual desires fulfilled.
/nofapallsummer/ bump
I once stopped fapping because I forgot about it. Then all of a sudden some time ago I remembered.
Fucking stupid
fapoholic **April 14, 2016-June 19, 2016**
additional bumpage
>>29409577
0nce again
one Iast time
How do you it?
I can't last for three days and just realise I've been self medicating myself by jacking off for my depression and anxiety. Nothing makes me happy anymore.
>>29410794
I just stop masturbating.
PLEASE GIVE ME SOME TIPS. I have been trying so hard for last three years. I couldnt pass more than 2 weeks.
It generally happens accidently or slight curiosity to visit gif.
>>29410942
Top 10 tips I guess. But these may be specific for me and too irrelevant or extreme for general audiences. I also had much worse problem with it than all but like 3 people on /r9k/
1. Delete all saved porn and links everywhere, delete fucking anything remotely pornographic. Yes you could just go to xvideos and see porn, but you are less likely to obsess over it and collect it and fap to it if you purge it all completely
2. Never sit in a chair when using computer. That alone makes you spend lots more time doing idle internet browsing with your hand right my your dick. When standing, kneeling or sitting on the floor you just spend less time on the computer and its easy to peel away compared with sitting
3. Go outside long and often. Try to leave home as soon as you can and come home late.
4. Make it a goal to break addiction to sexual release altogether, no quitting fapping because you want to be more motivated and attractive to get sex and relationships
5. Realize that you never actually want to have sex because its the only way to avoid having children, and you never want to have children
6. Stop fantasizing about sex, this is a big one
7. Internalize the fact that you are an addict, and cannot control yourself to fap in moderation. Therefore be consciously aware that the only way to break/manage the addiction is to completely stop for long periods of time
8. Remember how shitty it feels after you cum, and don't
9. Remember that all edging eventually leads to cumming, sooner or later and you lose the moment you start rubbing your dick with lubricant or humping the bed face down
10. Don't end up like me and stop before its too late and you done irreparable physical damage to yourself.
>>29410942
buy into the nofap meme, thats what I did. I'm on day 26,and I've had many times where I told myself "just one last fap."
Whenever that happens though, I just force it down and think of my time away as something to be proud of. Fapping just sets me back to zero and i'd have to start all over again. But fuck, dude, I get borderline blue balls sometimes. Especially when my coworkers start getting extra flirty or suggestive. Just stay strong, and think of the NoFap benefits, even if it is just placebo effect
>>29408533
Your dick isn't as hard or as long as it used to be because our diets are full of artery clogging shit that causes erectile dysfunction. Furthermore it hurts to fap because you just blew a 66 day load you fucking idiot
>>29411336
It was that way before I quit in April, and as early as december 2013 I felt occasional pains in the perenium when orgasming. I asked the doctor to feel the area and he said nothing wrong, just sore from overuse. I did not feel it when i awoke during the one wet dream I had, but when fapping
I fapped 6 times and same shit every time.
I also eat healthier than 99% of 4chan I am sure, mostly just fruits, vegetables, whole grains, organic dairy and fish
So when you bust, is it like, a normal amount? Or is it fucking loads? Perhaps a small spurt?
>>29411477
When I first came yesterday it when sploosh sploosh sploosh, and then after a normal amount. In past times when I fapped like 10 times in a day or 5 times in a row it got to the point where only a tiny trickle came out and balls were in pain during ejaculation.
>>29408533
>falling for the no fap jew meme
LmaoI mean alright OP clearly fucked his dick up because he's stupid
Why do people do this nofap bullshit. You are SUPPOSED to fap. Not only for the sake of recreation ie relieving the stress you're meant to have accumulated from being busy all day, but for the sake of your nuts not getting so clogged up with cum and getting ball cancer.
It's the people who do nothing but fap to hardcore pron with 52 xhamster tabs open all day until their glans are red raw who have problems. This kills the sex drive and desire to seek out real women and form meaningful relationships because those online hot barely legal teens don't need to be chased after.
Abstaining from porn is all you need to do. That, and change your masturbation habits. Do you recline in a computer chair with one hand on the mouse and the other clenched "deathgripping" your cock? Try lying down in bed with a tube of KY and some tissues and go at it slowly and gently. Also do it like once every 2 days to give yourself time to build up some load for fuck sake.
Nofap is supposed to "hard reset" your brain but all it does is make you extremely uncomfortable all the time and completely kill your sex drive. Also serious addicts usually relapse. There's a reason why going cold turkey on addictions can do more harm than good, everything in moderation after all is the key. However porn is just harmful and should always be avoided. Take it from someone who's been a porn addict since 14 and only now at 27 has managed to over come it.
>>29411647
You can be totally fine not masturbating. Can you imagine how shitty our species would be if not cumming killed you
