Who /depressedNEET/ here?
>all the time in the world to do anything I want
>just browse 4chan all day
>feel pretty happy playing games all day
>parents berate me for not having a job
Should I try streaming bros?
>>24388606
what games do you like to play? :)
I thought being a NEET would make me able to reach the sky.
>all the time in the world to do anything I want
>realize there's nothing I really wanna do
>ponder about the meaning of life every day
>realize there's no point
>lose motivation
It's kinda cyclic because then comes the "if there's no point, I might as well not care" which comes with the "if I don't care, I might as well try" and then failure gets me back to square one.
>>24388621
no preference
Reporting
5 years of NEETdom, the days crawl but the months fly by like it's nothing. I contemplate suicide a lot. I almost envy wagekeks, at least they have something to wake up for. Been toying with the idea of getting a part time job as a social outlet but I know I will regret it if I do.
>>24388579
That all I did when I was NEET for 14 months.
>sleep in til 2pm
>eat junk food and pound back an energy drink
>browse 4chan 'til 4 in the morning
>repeat
>>24388606
if you'll talk about /r9k/ and /pol/ stuff I'll watch but don't expect any donations
>>24388579
you are a true robot neet and you are welcome here and accepted unlike smug normie NEETS
>>24388579
How the fuck do I change
>>24388642
>the meaning of life
I reckon it's to live, i.e. the exact opposite of what people who spend all their time wondering about it are doing.
>keep buying video games
>would genuinely have fun playing them
>never do
>>24389053
>start a game
>have fun for a few hours
>never again touch it because it feels like a job, like I "have to" play them
>>24388579
This is tricky. If you are clinically depressed, you need professional help. If you are experiencing anomie, I hope you can do some self-help. It's important to experience some agency in your life, and have some projects, even if they are personal, private ones. I don't know anything about you, so it's hard to offer any suggestions.
>>24389053
I do this a lot, I spend all my money on vidya and a little bit of food, barely play games mostly just shitpost and listen to depressing music.
>>24389053
its mainly because gaming has been shit for a while
I have a hard time enjoying myself because I'm neurotically paranoid of people judging my interests, terrified that my parents will order the phone company print out my entire history, even though my father doesn't even know how to use Google.
My whole situation is still unstable as fuck
Fuck i also need to find that list of xmas presents from last year and the year before because it's almost december again
I still can't believe how fast this year whizzed past me, there's stuf from april which i thought had occured years ago but only just now got reminded of again
At this rate i have a bit less than 2 years of studies left which is still plenty but i still need some more contingency options
Also need to fix up my fucking room but right now i have more pressing concerns, there's so much at stake and all i can do is keep lurking, watch and hope for the best
It doesn't help that my dreams keep getting weirder all the time too as it gets colder outside
Fuck i need some breakfast now
>>24389015
This times a million.
I always think of life like an amusement park. You're stuck in the park for 80+ years.
Yeah you can get out but they're terribly hazardous ways.
But why would you spend all that time sitting on the bench? Go ride a fucking roller coaster or something. Go see that hall of mirrors. It may be dumb but it's better twiddling your thumbs and going "oh waah why am I even here" and all that crap. Some rides may not work some days and some rides may just close. That's okay. New ones will come in.
Stupid comparison but it's made the most sense to me.
neetlife is fucking terrible
seriously so glad im a wage slave and i never thought id say that
its way too easy to get caught in a cycle of waking up at 1pm every day then shitposting, watching porn, and doing something else inside all day
it was getting me so depressed but i wasn't even realizing it
>>24392940
NEET life isn't for everyone.
After dealing with abysmal jobs and being fired from awesome jobs for idiotic reasons, I just want to stay a lazy leech forever. But some people just can't do it.
