>You don't even want a gf because you realize you're a mentally ill subhuman who should not be allowed to pass on their genes anyway
iktf senpai
> 10/10 THICC indigenous Mexican grill at work smiles at me and tries to work with me every opportunity she gets
> ignores all the cute, charming guys at work
> tfw Pavlovian conditioning is telling me that when an attractive girl smiles at me it's some sort of plot to humiliate and hurt me
> tfw Chad roommate hounded her for a month and managed to get her number
> shes coming over this weekend so he can plow that fat booty of hers
> even if she did start up conversation I'd be too retarded to talk to her and she'd find out how mentally ill I am
End me now
>>29321039
But if I managed to survive all that mentally ill stuff without suicide, ain't I tough? Chad has it all easy, he doesn't have the mental torture that I had.
#Rationalizing your difficulties in life
>girl shows interest in you
>don't know how to avoid it without being wrongfully accused of being gay and making your status quo life even worse since you're a 25+ yo khv and being gay is the logical explanation what others would think of you and you can't tell them the truth because it's even worse
>>29321039
More of the peepee poopoo please
>>29321449
Only the poopiest
>>29321418
in normie society people would rather percieve you be gay than a loser that can't get a girl or something
>be me
>always think i'm never ever getting a confession
>get one from a girl in sophomore year
>hate her guts, so decide i'll play with her for a while
>get her the most hurtful rejection i can make a couple weeks later after a bland 'lemme think about it'
>welp, i'm still not destined to be in a relationship with someone i like cause karma
>senior year: get in a long distance relationship w/ qt flirty girl
>feel suffocated before the first month cause she needs constant attention and love
>shit~
>okay, if there's something i'm totally not giving is my first kiss cause assburger who's at most 5/10 when acne calms down
>meet girl on monday in cram school, kiss on wednesday cause why not
>hollywood kiss
>what the fuck desu
>don't get noticed again
>welp, i'm kinda waiting if i'll get laid before i end up killing myself
I just realized that feel today and my whole life is now upside down. Ive wanted a relationship for so long and now I realize why I don't persue one: because I would contribute nothing to it
