How long since you weren't depressed?
Happiest memory?
Where'd it all go wrong?
>How long since you weren't depressed?
2009
>Happiest memory?
summer before highschool when everyone would meet up and bike everywhere
>Where'd it all go wrong?
end of 2009/early 2010
>how long since you weren't depress?
Idk when the last time I was truly happy was, probably like 4 years ago. I have brief periods when I'm with people where I laugh and smile but I don't know how much of it is real and how much is me trying to wear a normie disguise.
>happiest memory
Holding hands with my oneitis
>where did it all go wrong?
Oneitis said she really liked me then started dating a Chad literally the next day. Also this was made worse when I basically just used another girl to get over her 2 years later and that girl agreed to go out with me and after our first date she said she just liked me as a friend
Just karate chop my life relative
ITT: 16-20 year old losers who think they're depressed because their life is shit because they never go outside or talk to anyone.
Oh wait that's a solid 70% of this board isn't it.
>should have been depressed in my teenage years but always maintained happiness by thinking about how everything will change in the future
>went to a good uni, pursued a chad career, things didn't change
>got depressed
>life is a mess now
Like late 2010. It's gone up and down sine then, but The happiest I ever was was circa 2009 early high school.
>>24366627
His happiest memory, god damn, I remember skipping along the beach side with her playfully :(
All went wrong when...jeezus I don't know. Self confidence and the way I perceived how others perceived me just dropped.
>>24366517
>How long since you weren't depressed?
1991
>Happiest memory?
None. Does playing video games count? I like video games.
>Where'd it all go wrong?
Early childhood abuse.
How long since you weren't depressed?
2009
Happiest memory?
Not one in particular but playing in my backyard, treehouse, dogs, gamecube, going on bike rides with a gang of neighborhood kids when I was really young
Where'd it all go wrong?
High school, self-esteem got wiped out, grandfather died, parents started fighting, dad became an depressive/violent alcoholic, moved from a really nice neighborhood to a shitty apartment in a methhead city
>>24366887
It has been quite a while since you were happy, anon. Ever seek help?
>>24366517
How long since you weren't depressed?
cant remember
Happiest memory?
cant remember
Where'd it all go wrong?
Probably when I stopped remembering
>>24366517
26 years old. Been depressed for over a decade. Every year is worse than the one before it. Has been and will continue to be so. 4 more years until suicide.