>haven't progressed as a person the last 10 years
>i will have to find a job some day
>i will have to work one day
>i hope the world ends soon
>>29236644
>why is my computer broken
>why am i so unlucky with technology, i'm supposed to be an engineer
>i have only been regressing since 2014
>so many deaths this year, who will go next and when
>my brother will completely surpass me soon
>it's too hot
>i have to get a job or go back to school one day
>when will i be happy again
>my life is ruined
>i wish i wasn't alive
>my music sucks
> I wouldn't like me if I somehow met myself
>I am inauthentic in every facet of my personality and have no grasp of who the "real me" is
>why am I so cool with being alone
>why don't I feel pain
>why don't I feel regret
>why can't I finish my internship report?
>why can't I just take that fucking exam?
>why can't I graduate and stop leeching my parents?
>why can't I stop procrastinating?
>why can't I stop comming to 4ch?
>>29236644
>i shouldn't have said that to my coworkers today
>what if god is real?
>fuck why did i let myself fail enlish
>at least i'm passing math
>i should really see a dentist about that brown spot on my tooth
>i should really take better care of my car
>one day i'll be really old
>will i have to be the one to watch my parents when they can't work anymore?
>i wanna die, but don't wanna kill myself
>i wanna live forever
>i wish i hadn't existed in the first place
>Why are we all here?
>Is anyone/anything in charge of this chaos?
>Does life have inherent meaning or is it the result of randomness?
>Am I my body or am I inside my body?
>Am I making people's lives better or worse?
>Will I ever be able to accept this strange existence I find myself within?
>What if humanity destroys itself?
>how will I have a relationship with myfirst cousinwhen everyone is against it
I'm fucked up, I know
>>29238057
if you truly love each other and are old enough, just move somewhere else. not like everyone knows your cousins nigga. people that date look similar all the time.
>What do I want?
>I want to jump from a very high place
>The most defining moment of my life was failing out of university
>All things considered I don't have a bad life right now, so why do I want to end it?
>I don't really see a point in working for 25 years if I'll never have a family to spend that money on
>Maybe traveling will fill that hole for a while
>Fuck, I hope that body dissolves by tomorrow morning
>>29236644
>the fact i don't have a gf
>occasional philosophical and religious arguments with myself
