First off forgive the grammar. I'm typing this through a lapto with a covere dscreen.
That's how hardcore I am. In fact, I don't even look at computer screens anymore as it induces "third reality" syndrome. Something I made up, basically it sucsk you into third reality/cybperspace.
This has been the best week and a half I've had in a long long long time. It's been hard but I have to tell you the benfits are coming in slowly.
I am 30 years old and I have quit internet, media, television and radio for 9 days now. I am more productive, alert, and my anxiety has diminished.
In fact, I have decided, and have linked my anxiety issues to internet use. I have bene using the intneret since I was 15 year.. no.. 11 years old. Since 1996. So roughly, I have been online or about 20 years. I have also had lifelong anxiety and deression. It hit hardest late 20's. I have linked this all to internet use.
You might ask yourself.... well "What if I check my email?" - NOPE. What if I go on for 10 minutes. NOPE. I'm fucking serious dude.. if ou're going to do this you hvae to jump all in. Now, don't get me wrong, I listen to music when I workout off youtube.. and I have checked my email maybe like 5 times in the past 7 days.. no doubt. But I make it quick and Get the fuck off. TRUST ME. THATS HOW BAD THIS SHIT IS.
Internet is like poison for ou rin mind.. I am serious.
SO get the fuck off of it after ou you read this and make an oathe. to quit all stimulation.. video games, internet.. TV, EVERYTHING. How bad do you want to have a AWESOME life??
There is no fucking doubt about it in my mind that my depresison anxiety and other issues were from using the internet. I don't have a theory or scientific facts, I just know this is the truth.
I have 36 replies to my other posts in my inbox as we speak, but I haven't even read them, th emain reason is because, it will illicit emotional respones and trigger dopamine that will send me on a chain of prolognged use for the night.
In other words, I know that everyone on here are human beings, but I have taken an o internet policy, and have said god bye to cyber space. I suppose I am typing this because I want the messaage to get out there.
QUIT THE INTERNET NOW.
The benefits are numerous..
I wgo to bed at night, .. dead tired, unexplainably, no reason. I quit all forms of media, internet, television, radio, this means quit everything. IF you can't do it, than you will not receive the benefits. When you quiet the mind and silence all forms of distraction you begin to see a new life. In other words, your spirit is open for the first time, befcause it is not clouded with all the bullshit.. that is being shoved down our throats from day 1.
If you grew up on TV like most american kids, than you are born addicted. When you grow up on internet, even worse. I find myself talking oenly a out of nowhere, and strangely, I spent so much time with family went to a BBQ, was completely extrovert, hung out with friends and family and had zero anxiety.. My libido has jumped back... Also some days I just have edtra thougth energy etc.
I know that this shit is for real because I ha d a few nights, where I had some type of strange withdrawl syndrome, symptoms.. My head was pounding and I was suffering. But I knew it was because my mind was fineding for stimulation. I quit e TV, radio, and internet. I don't play video games. I am done poisoning my mind with bullshit clutter.
Most of you will say, "That's too te extreme" - to which I reply.. how bad do you want to enjoy every moment of your life? and be present all the time? ..?
Yeah lad, the net is cancer for ye mind. I could've done other stuff today.
My anxiety is diminishing finally and it feels great. I am not a social dynamo but I am slowly rinsing the fera out of my soul.
My theory si we tax our dopamine system with internet, television, radio so much, that it just get sout o hand.. I also think that..
it was the reason I stayed up so late. I've been going to bed at night every night like clockwork and getting up early in the morning.. as soon I get u in the morning..
I already have ap lan for the day, like instantly in my head I know what to do.. it's weird. can't explain it. Like the.. intuitively or somthing.I don't know.
So you may be wondering.. Dude are you serious? What do I do when it's the afternoon and I am hoe at night?
STARE AT THE FUCKING WALL. YEP. THATS RIGHT I SAID IT.
STARE AT THE FUCKING WALL. OR TALK TO a friend.
I noticed that at night I get the urge to watch TV or Go on the internet or some other bullshit and instead I would just stare at the fucking wall. or read a book. sometimes od nothing. YOU HAVE TO DO IT. The void is waiting fo rou.
Once you go into the void.. that's when th ebrain heals. The silence is what cure syou.
It's feels like suffering at firs,t but another trippy thing is you start to have flashbacks and memoreis of being younger
and you stasart to appreciating small thigns in life.
I usually just think of a good book to read or look fo for magazines or something. I allosw myself non-internet non tv non video game things. Do it.
Just pretend like you lived in the 1800s. END OF GAME. what would you do?
DO IT NOW.
do it forever. I go to sleep early at night and get up early in the morning automatically.. then I Realied thi sis how we were designed because..
in the old days, we didn't have Tv, radio, internet.. and even ilghts to keep ups up and distracteda all night.. unless you went to a saloon or something, so it makes sense.
I think that's about it for now. I know this is the step in the right direction it's opening my mind and spirit to appreciating whta truly matters in life. I also have bene more cereative.. I cook a lot and I also started doing artwork again.. I havn't done art in like 8 years.. Never had the motivation..
>>29233489
there's no doctype declaration on that xml, faggot
how the fuck are you going to transcend when you're this shit in this reality
go back and fix it
i completely agree with you. Also i'm going to call you a faggot because you won't be able to read this and that amuses me
My theory si that.. when you finally allow your brain to be bored and suffer.. Yes you will suffer.. you will be bored.. but if you tought through the boredom of the intern.. of not having any stimulation.. you will begin to heal finally.
Also. I allowed orgasm in my life again. I fell for the whole nofap bullshit and thoght that's what I needed.
The truth in my opinion is that.. the benefits of nofap are all pl.. BULLSHIT.. it was all internet and distraction... The benefits people talk about on nofap. I am getting from being free of all internet stimulation and Tv..
..And I get it all because my mind is clear etc. So basically what I am trying ot sya is that.. Nofap is fucking bullshit.
I have ejaulated.. Like 6 time sthis week. Through natural ways of course. I purposely masturbated 3 times in a row .. BOOM I had energy, ran 2 miles. In fact the days that I ejeaculate I have the most energy.
So the NOFAP movement is fucking bullshit, full of lies, nd psuedo scienec.
They may be onto something when they talk about dopamine.. but that's about it. Clear your mind. Free your spirit. Don't be pkugged into the matrix like 90% of Americans with their assholes on their smart phones. That littl ebit of distraction, checking your email, facebook, reading the news.. it's al bullshit. It kills your spirit, ; don't believe me, then suffer the consequences and never reap the benefits. Or try it yourself.
>>29233511
>>29233577
Will you discover your own soul? It's up to you to find out.
So I finally said Fuck no fap, and told myself.. I will use masturbation to ween myself off of all of my other addictions. My theory has worked. So far, I allow myself to masturbate, every so often.. I've been masut masturbating t .. her.. masturbating about every 3 dyas.
NO SIDE EFFECTS AT ALL. OF COURSE I DONT DO IT TO ORN. - GEE.. So I allowed myself to masturbate like every 5 days.. and or every 3 days, and told myself..
NO ALCOHOL, TV, INTERNET, or ANYT OTHER STIMULATION.
If I get bored.. I can read a book. And if things get really bad, I'll jack off. So far I've jacked off.. 7 times and ejaculated 7 times in the past 11 days. But I have absolutely NOT used any internet, tv, radio, porn, video games, or any of that shit.
THAT IS WHAT REALLY DRAINS US. also
reading bad things like BAD news papers etc.
Guess what? I feel better than I have in a long fucking time.. I'ms tarting to feel normal again. But don't believe me? try it yourself.
QUIT THE INTERNET
QUIT VIDEO GAMES
QUIT TV
QUIT WATCHING MOVIES
DO IT NOW
YES I FUCKING SAID IT
What? You can't watch a movie with your GF?
NO YOU CANT and if someone is watcing TV go in the other troom
How bad do you want a great life?
How bad do you want a clear mind and spirit? How bad do you want to be happy most of the time?
Dont believe me?
Than try it.
Let your brain heal you will find out.
There's nothing wrong with the internet. What's wrong is the internet of today.
When you were younger the internet was mostly used by enthusiastic intelligent nerds just having fun so the content was smart and wholesome. Now the internet is mostly populated by normies spewing their shitty opinion and their products on everyone.
I have this very viable theory that being exposed so much to the least common denominator of humanity is dragging society down. In the past someone would not be normally exposed to degenerates unless their lifestyle involved it. Now you have a subreddit on it and kids being influenced by something like nigger twitter.
So you will never know that I replied to your post. You are silly.
