Anyone else here got an obsession with hookers/escorts?
My mood fluctuates between rabid obsession and absolute disgust. I can spend hours a day looking at escort websites, but I know as soon as I cum, I will be nauseous with disgust. And god forbid I actually fuck one, the following weeks will be consumed with the HIV, HPV, Hepatitis, Syphilis paranoia.
Fuck, my sex drive is hell. Let me off this ride.
>>29172037
I feel ya. Every time I go out of town for a week or so, I get the urge to get on CL/Backpage and see what kind of sexy disgusting whores are just a phone call and a payment away. Even though I'm married. So far I've been strong enough not to go through with it. A couple times I've texted one and asked them to come to my hotel, but I always pussy out and tell them the wrong room number.
Try strip clubs. Good ones. You can be disgusting and not get the HIV.
>>29172236
>but I always pussy out and tell them the wrong room number
Lmao, do you take a vantage point and watch them arrive?
>You can be disgusting and not get the HIV
I know condoms are pretty effective, but I also know that I would still get the paranoia that I was one of the very unlucky. I am in the UK where escorts are pretty much legal. I would honestly rather be one of these guys who are like "I don't get anything out of it if I have to pay", but for me the control aspect of it is the hottest thing.
>>29172236
>even though I'm married
>married
>MARRIED
What the fuck are you doing on r9k?
REEEEE NORMIE REEEEE!!
>>29173419
He's probably still a virgin tho
>>29172439
>but for me the control aspect of it is the hottest thing.
i know that feel my man
