How/when did you awaken your Sharingan, /r9k/? In other words, what has happened in your life to make you the cold, cynical shell you are now? And how do you deal with it?
>betrayed by literally every female in my life to include my own mother
>friends all get gfs and lose contact
>1 friend in my life, hes just a old normie who cant stand to be alone and lately he hangs with his other normie friends more
>no desire to make anymore friends
>ex gf forced her way into my feels and made me fall in love with her after i spent several long years finally eliminating the desire for intimacy, only to have her breakup with me but try to keep me around as an orbiter
How I deal with it:
>spend months at a time without human contact outside of grocery store trips
>drink heavily
>death stare at every female that happens to look in my direction whenever I do go out
>put about 90% of my idle time(which is all day) into calculating my suicide
>>29134719
Man, im sorry to hear that. Im a failed normie, so i cant wholeheartedly say i have gone through the same as you.
But same as you, all my friends basically has gf now. 0 invites for any graduationparty when i graduated, not even from my own class. Girls look disgusted when they see my face after grinding on me.
i want to not be a cliche faggot and say something edgy, but things are cliche because its the only right thing to say. next time try to smile instead of deathstare, try to open a window to get fresh air, instead of plotting suicide. Try to find a hobby instead of browsing dank memes.
>>29134719
>girls girls girls girls girls
Yawn.
Im a survivor of a male on male sexual assualt. Does that count?
>>29135169
Yes that counts. How do you deal with it?
>>29134719
Got yelled at a few times by certain relatives and employers, those occasions when I've felt unfairly treated or gotten lectured by massive hypocrites.
>>29134719
You're obviously 15 years old or younger, why don't you go turn your life around before HS is over and it's too late?
>>29135387
cutting myself and drinking. You?
A rock fell on me.
>>29135679
>Got yelled at a few times
Boo
Fucking
Hoo
Grow a spine, faggot.
5 years in isolation on 4chan
Lead to by friends rejecting me due to depression then a lot of drama and rumour
>>29135925
why this reaction i am curious to know
