Who else /JustDontGiveAFuckAnymore/ here? What are you guys doing tonight / this weekend?
>be me, Engineering student at a university
>apply to 23 internships for summer because I really want one
>only 4 contact me for interviews
>interview at all of them
>stop smoking weed a month before in case I get one and they drug test me
>dad pressuring me to stop applying to internships, he wants me to live at home, very little support from him
>I applied during school so trying to interview and apply while studying for finals
>have to drive up to 2 hours to the interview locations
>a month after my last interview I get my final rejection. They all rejected me after all the stress I went through
>now have to get another shitty minimum wage job at home
So, looks like tonight I will be lighting up my first blunt in two months. I got a bunch of sick ass food too.
Tell me your plans and what kind of bullshit has happened to you this summer. I'll reply to every post
>>28848994
What's your GPA? Hard to believe you could be rejected by so many
I learned that if a girl is attracted to you, she will make it very obvious. She will allow you to escalate things and will use body language to send you signals. Looking back with this info in mind, I am fairly certain that not even 1 (ONE) woman has ever been even the least bit attracted to me. I'm finally giving up on women and hope I can leave this place. I realize now that I was born to be incel, it will never change. Enjoy your food OP.
as a said in another thread i will be going off into the woods to live for a bit. gonna buy some oats and brown sugar from the store and take a winter jacket, long underwear, an axe,hammer, bear spray, some nails, some lighter etc. and make myself a little house made out of sticks and mud like https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nCKkHqlx9dE&list=PLGnWLXjIDnpClM4NUJ_5bEv34f3ePjLiu
I'm hoping it will help with my anxiety/depression to be out in the woods and away from the electronics and people who want me to do things for them.
Also i am going to do a water fast for a month or more.
It was either this or kill myself. may as well give this a go first
>>28848994
I never had an internship or job in college and still managed to get one when I graduated, even in the shitty 2008 economy.
though, it's a catch 22 because I've had the job almost 8 years, I hate it, and I want to kill myself every morning when I wake up.
any possibility for you to get on neetbux?
>>28848994
I'm a CS student. I didn't apply to any internships because I'm a self-sabotaging procrastinating fuck. Taking a summer class so I can at least be somewhat productive. I really do intend on getting a job but I just haven't done anything about it yet, the parents are really starting to get on my case about it. I'm a NEET-in-training.
I've taken not giving a fuck pretty hard
>abuse benzo's
>get severe withdrawal symptoms
>background suicidality kicks into overdrive
>end up in the psych ward
>still feel fairly shitty, no desire to be sober
>do a bunch of heroin
>OD
>back to the psych ward, it makes me twice as suicidal as I already was
>back home
>see that I have $165 on my drug ordering site and $30 on my Bitcoin buying site
I've got a shitload of drugs on the way. The most work I'll do this summer might be some temporary work at a farm and garden store.
>>28849087
Your first sentence filled me with hope, then your second sentence brought it crashing down. Sorry man, I'll be right there with you in a couple years.
Just posting cause you'll reply to every post. I don't give a fuck about your bullshit and neither do you.
I just wanna get drunk. Women like me. I finally got women to like me. And I feel so hopeless. It doesn't make me happy.
Who cares about jobs. Who cares about girls. Who cares about anything. The only thing that makes me happy are drugs. I don't see any other purpose in living.
>>28849179
If that's how you feel about life, you're doing drugs wrong.
I just put a pizza in the oven at 3:17am in the morning /britfag/ because I have nothing else going for me, I just wagecucked for 3 days and don't know what else to do...
I really want to learn a trade and work for myself... I just want to make it you know?
I'm sick of this hellish existence, I hate wagecucking for minimum wage.
>>28849212
I'm inclined to think that I'm doing everything wrong except drugs.
>>28848994
I'm procrastinating my own engineering course. Just need the final essay and to get a mandatory internship, which i can get for sure with the help of professors.
But i don't do it. I'm just being a useless shit.
What country and what engineering are you struggling with?
>yfw OP trolled all of us and won't deliver the (You)s we all need
>>28848994
Do you think my waifu is cute?
>>28849538
Who are (You)?
I'm lonely and I want to talk. I'm not OP but I can provide some (You)s.
>>28848994
I'm not in engineering but I am in CS, and I just got accepted to an internship with a good company on Tuesday after interviewing Monday. Perseverance is key, senpai
>>28849563
I'm just another anon.
>>28849558
I'm not OP and her face is kind of long but she's cute enough to be your waifu I guess
>>28848994
Snotty situation OP. Just keep trying man. Be persistent!
Me? It's summer time now and I'd like to go home and help my mom but I'd love to go on vacation. It's a hard choice but Gma just died and moms all alone now so I figured I'd visit her and I suppose I'll wait on my vacation. I also to fix my EBT/snap stuff and that was kinda stressful. Other than that I guess things are going ok.
>>28849049
This feel
I'm trying so hard to accept living life when nobody will ever be attracted to me but it's so difficult. I have absolutely zero experiences where a girl showed some interest in me even though I used to be quite physically fit.
The other week I cut my face and got stitches. I just can't give a fuck any more about how I look. I've completely given up on ever finding someone to be attracted to me
>>28849035
3.79 but I just finished my freshmen year. They don't like freshmen I guess.
>>28849049
That's usually true, but not always. Some girls will In fact give the opposite signs if they like you. It can be very difficult but as I get older I realize getting with girls is actually very simple, as long as you can play their game.
>>28849086
I bet it will help with anxiety/depression. I went hiking for 14 days in the mountains of New Mexico and I was more focused on getting down the trail and finding food than "wah I don't have gf".
>>28849087
I don't want neetBUX. Maybe I'll just start my own company. I don't need Jon experience as a prerequisite for that.
>>28849099
It's very good you're taking summer classes. At least you will get something done. Fucking applying to internships will suck the life out. I think it's more
Trouble than it's worth. I'm an electrical
and computer engineering major.
>>28849123
At least you'll be getting some work in! try to moderate your drug use a bit more, though.
>>28849126
We probably all will. The country is going to shit anyways, probably.
>>28849179
A dangerous mindset to be in, although I can't say I blame you. It's very tempting and comforting, yet still painful. It's odd how that works.
>>28849212
Moderation is key, methinks.
>>28849236
we all want to make it. With enough job experience I'm sure you can get higher paying jobs. Maybe become a tech monkey or start a construction company?
>>28849323
United States, as I said before ECE major. How are you still in class this late into summer?
>>28849538
Sorry I was smoking
>>28849558
Yes.
>>28849563
More (You)s the closer the community
>>28849568
What year?
>>28849603
I concur
>>28849694
Ha, that's weird. My parents are rich so we go on vacation all the time and I HATE it. I just want to sit at home, hang out with my friends, lift, and program in my room all day. Only vacations I really enjoyed were Hilton Head Island and Hawai'i
Why do you need a job? Can you /neet/ master-race until you head back to school?
>>28849086
On another note, don't do a water fast for a month. You can't live without water for more than about 3 days. Food on the other hand, you can live for a month without dying, but that's really pushing it.
>>28849835
>How are you still in class this late into summer?
Southern hemisphere, winter time. Socialist hellhole, "free" education. I can procrastinate my degree as hard as i want up to a 50% overtime in graduation time, then they can start considering expulsion.
>>28849798
You're probably just looking in the wrong places. Chances are you just need to get out of your comfort zone. It's very hard, but worth it.
>>28849875
I technically could, but I'mChadso I like to stockpile money to buy expensive booze, weed, and Molly for myself, my friends, and my harem of slutson a related note, after an STD scare, I am now planning on abstinence until until I am in a long term relationship.
I'm lying pants less in bed listening to the mice run around in my walls
I hope they don't start shit, I don't want my parents or exterminators going through my bedroom
>>28849835
>They don't like freshmen I guess.
This is probably the case. Try again next year because it's worth it if you don't want to be a NEET. Even if you think you want to start your own company, knowing how industry works (or at least a part of it) is valuable. You may also want to consider applying for co-ops. They're more open to lower classmen because you need to have enough semesters to work several semesters for them. I'm also ECE and have worked several co-op semesters.
>>28849887
I'm lucky enough that my parents pay for my overpriced education. In fact, my dad pays me each semester as a reward for getting into a good college they I can spend however I please. Your university sounds very lenient, so you'll be fine I'm certain
>>28849938
What's in your room? Or do you just not like people touching your stuff
>>28849972
Yeah but I'm doing research during the school year, so co-ops would be difficult time wise. I also have bad discipline so I like to be lazy. What year are you? Grad school?
I've gotta work this weekend, but I'm going to try and write a bit in between rounds of being a healslut on overwatch.
I finished my novel about a month ago and I'm trying to write some.short stories to get my name out there so that publishing agents will take more than a passing glance at me
>>28849835
>I realize getting with girls is simple
Yeah if you're good looking. Come on OP be serious.
>>28850179
Research is good. I actually had to leave a research group due to my co-op, though.
I have about a year of undergrad left. I would have been done last month if I wasn't a co-op, but I'll graduate with about 70 weeks of work experience, so it's not bad. I'm planning on going to grad school (PhD in a field of CS), but I need to figure out where to apply and take the GRE soon.
>>28850267
Trying to make it to the big times eh? Very nice!
>>28850317
I don't know, I've seen some ugly ass motherfuckers with some hot ass girls
>>28850355
I'm considering PhD as well. Do you think co-op was better than research?
>>28850780
In my case I would say yes because my co-op has involved research in the field I want to get a PhD in. It really depends on what the research is and what type of co-op you find.
If you want a PhD, then research in that field (plus internship(s)) would be better than an unrelated co-op.
>>28848994
You did 4 interviews that didn't work out so you are already giving up and are resorting to eating a bunch of shit and smoking weed.
ONE OF US, ONE OF US, ONE OF US
