am I actually depressed if I only want to kill myself around my mom? I was feeling pretty normal at school despite having some days where i couldn't get out of bed but as soon as I came home I actually attempted to OD on sleeping pills last night, but it didn't work :/ gg
>>28818742
what's your mom like?
original af mayn
>>28818742
pills dont usually work
I know I tried three times twice with pills
third time I tried to OD on fentanyl
>>28818927
overall shes fine, but when she is in a mood she will lie out her ass and say whatever it takes to drive u to the point of crying in fetal position
last night it was something along the lines of making fun of me for threatening to kill myself and that my only goals are to fuck and get high
this morning, she says I apparently only took pills to "hurt" her but simultaneously she claims she didn't say anything that would've made me do that and im just crazy
>>28818958
I thought about fentanyl. seems like a good way to go. I only had ambien tho. it was a halfhearted attempt anyway. I guess I kind of just wanted to prove to her that I was serious about going through with it. not that she really gives a shit.
>>28819174
you should go to a mental hospital
>>28818958
How the fuck did you manage to fuck up a fent OD?
>>28819427
it was extended release or some shit
>>28819476
So it was a patch? What did you do, just wear it?
What you should've done was get a fentanyl analogue online, along with one of the superpowered RC benzo's, downed the benzo's, and shot the fent.
>>28819174
>she says I apparently only took pills to "hurt" her
> it was a halfhearted attempt anyway. I guess I kind of just wanted to prove to her that I was serious
