Do you actually enjoy masturbating? I realized i keep doing that but I rarely actually enjoy it.
It's like it's just... I don't know, something I'm so used, I can't avoid doing it. I don't know.
It's not a good feeling.
its like everything else
you do it too much it loses its power
Watching porn and edging feels better than the actual release.
>>28818664
I hate cumming these days. I've gotten to the point like >>28818695 says where it's actually more enjoyable to edge for 1-2 hours then stop. It feels good being in a sexual mood.
Not orgasming every day makes me hornier and I end up getting hard whenever I cross my legs, just from the thought of feeling slightly feminine (got a bit of dysphoria). Also makes it feel good to just lay in bed and play with my nipples or stroke my thighs.
I still bring myself to orgasm but only after 2-3 days because then it builds up and is much more intense than the daily quickie before bed.
>>28818664
the only reason we masturbate is to stop ourselves from thinking about pussy, you just want to get it over with, which is efficient and time saving.
would you like to have a nagging bitch who'd drain your pockets or have your money, time and self interest ? im all about myself.
About as much as I enjoy eating, pissing, and shitting.
There are things you need to do to survive.
>edging for multiple hours
That's just porn addiction desu.
>>28818664
who is this seed incubus?
>>28818664
2-3 day loads always feel pretty good, like >>28818890 mentioned. Is there anything you really do enjoy? Maybe get right on that when the blood starts hitting your dick. The physical fact of the erection is difficult to deal with, but concentrated activity elsewhere should stop you from doing something you know you won't enjoy.
>>28818664
God she is so fuckable.
You feel bad after masturbating because it reinforces your subconscious negative emotions re: not having an actual pussy to fuck
TLDR: masturbating reminds you all you have is your hand
Not really. Its just become kind of a habit. I mostly do it because I'm bored. I've cut down alot recently. I only fap a couple times a week instead of every day, and I have been feeling a bit better because of it.
>>28820271
Same here. The older I get the more depressing it feels.
I'm almost 29 and I enjoy it. It's really nice when you find a new manga or something that hits all your fetishes and you blow at like page 3.
>>28818664
I used to jerk off with my dick cause it felt good,
Google image searchin "boobs" easy got me hell wood,
Nowadays watching two hours scat porn aint even get me close to that horn, true degenerate.
Looking at my life i aint never been a celibate,
Id put my dick into jelly ma nugga and for the hell of it
>>28818664
The actual act I no longer enjoy and am often a bit stop and start but I enjoy cumming more than ever. I feel like I get high for a minute or so and am totally at piece with myself. There's no shame or embaressment like my youth.
>>28818664
You know whats excruciating?
No matter how much I drink or smoke or distract myself with other things, women are always attractive.
Which rlly sucks because I cant score shit.
