What's up tonight, anons?
>>28806002
Juat browsing 4chan.
Made the decision to not go back to college next semester. Gonna get a job and move into an apartment with a fellow basement-dweller.
I'm happy, I guess.
>>28806002
What do you think?
>come home from 15 month deployment to Iraq.
>fought in Sadr City. real shit.
>finish my contract, leave the military, move back home and hook up with my HS crush
>she is super psyched that we finally got together after all these years, wants to introduce me to her friends
>takes me to her friends house, which is in a new subdivision that didnt exist when i left town years ago
>crush is my ride, as i havent bought a car in this state yet
this is where shit gets a little... odd
>her friends are cool, the visit goes great. we all smoke some weed and start watching a movie. some shit tier comedy they all loved i couldnt get into it.
>the whole time we are at this place, i cant shake this feeling of something standing right over my shoulder.
>like fucking will not go away from the moment i walked through the door.
>an hour or so goes by into the movie, im sitting on the floor and for no reason at all im fuckin angry.
>like ready to flip the fuck out on people angry
>then this thought, completely and wholly NOT in my internal voice says to me "you know you could kill them all, right now."
wtf? I have absolutely no problems whatsoever with these people or circumstances
>kinda come-to, realize that this is not me. i dont want to hurt anyone
>anger subsides, still cant shake the feeling of being followed.
>look up at crush, she smiles at me and the next thing i know im asleep
>Have dreams about gutting all the people in the house, leaving the bodies in the back yard and just leaving
>hear voice in my dream "you can do it. and no one will catch you"
>wake up, visibly shaken and freaking the fuck out. i demand, fuckin DEMAND that she get the me the hell home. like time: now
>everyone is super bummed, thinking they did something wrong to upset me
>crush is worried af, we get in the car and she takes me home, almost in tears.
from the moment i left the doorframe of the house i could no longer feel the presence.
Drinking beer, trying to mooch friends off my one friend I have. Adding his 3DS friend code right now. I feel like this is one of the few chances I get to make friends.
I found out today definitively that I'm a moody bitch with a ego as fragile as a porcelain egg. And now I'm mad.
>>28806282
That's a little fucked anon, go see a doctor.
You might have PTSD
>>28806282
You should ask her friends if they've ever had any spooky experiences in that house.
If so, get a priest. If not, get one anyway.
>>28806282
Do you believe in ghosts, Anon?
>>28806316
I feel fine now though, has not happened since then and this was a few days ago
>>28806340
>>28806345
>ghosts
No
>>28806002
so, there's this grill, that may have liked me. But I finished school. Never really talked to her much but she was giving signs of interest. Should I add her on facebook?
>>28806367
Oh. I guess that white hand on your shoulder is just my imagination!
>>28806374
But yeah why the fuck not anon, what's the worst that could happen?
>>28806396
>that white hand on your shoulder
I never said this, you fucking idiot go back to /x/
>>28806431
Someone doesn't get the reference I was making...
>>28806002
I'm punishing myself for failing a class. So just piss in a cup and send it my way, Sam.
And by that I mean I'll have a Coors Light.
>>28806425
that's a fair point but how do I explain myself for finding her?
Having a nice cold Fat Tire right now, could use talking to someone. How you doing you?
Broke my diet again. I just get stressed out about going outside and college assignments that I need something to calm me down. I tried masterbaiting a lot but that doesnt work. So i just eat shitty food
>>28806582
>Broke my diet again
Try heroin, fatty
>>28806457
don't worry anon, someone gets it
>>28806282
why do you think you deserve happiness? you took peoples' sons, fathers, and brothers from them just so oil companies and a jewish colony could have increased profits
>>28806536
Lonely and tired. Supposed to be studying math but instead looking up how much it costs to build an aviary.
>>28806615
>you took peoples' sons, fathers, and brothers from them just so oil companies and a jewish colony could have increased profits
I bet you genuinely believe i knew about any of that even if it was true
>>28806637
After failing out of real college in 2 years, went to community college and now 2 years after that I finally got a GPA above 2.0. Feel like I can turn this franchise around.
You gotta do what makes you happy my man.
Can't stop jerkin it to porn, fail every time I try to quit. Any tips?
>>28806002
A girl I know broke up with her boyfriend, she sounds like she thought he was the one.
Sent her a sympathy message, since she comforted me after my friend died (RIP Joey). Yeah I'd want to get in her pants, but the most important thing for her right now is to heal.
Religeon exam in two and a half hours
not sure if im ready, not sure if i could have done more, not sure if my papers good enough, not sure what il buy for dinner tonight. not sure how il do, not sure how i want to present/defend my paper
so many questions, cant tell if im stressed or happy or if i just want it to be over
who /exam anxiety/ here
Hung out with some friends.
Talked about dumb shit.
Played cards.
It was nice, I don't do it often. I actually feel kinda good.
