I'm going to tell you the tale of the wildest ride another human being has taken me on.
I was in a crazy part of my life as well. Also this turns into a feels story just give it a min.
>Be 19
>in a weird and gutterscum-y phase of my life
>work brings me no fulfillment so no job, depressed
>shoplift and couchsurf to survive
>can't figure out who I really am
>sort of a junkie
>smoke pot most days and do any other drugs I can find whenever
>one day walking down a street in a pretty bad part of town
>older looking black guy strolls out from a driveway I was walking next to
>starts walking with me, making conversation
>talk about life a little
>eventually he just stops in the middle of the sidewalk
>"Yeah, I'm really broke so I'm going to have to rob you".
>wat.jpg
>I get really flustered and anxious
>Explain to him that I'm broke as hell too, a junkie, and I shoplift to survive
>He's not buying it
>I look pretty well to do, I shoplift a lot of nice things
>All of the sudden he yells "yo such and such getcha ass up here!"
>turn and look way back down the street, there's like 4 people running up towards us
>I think to myself "great I'm getting jumped"
>fight or flight takes over, I fucking bolt
>>28757333
I can already tell this story is going to be fucking retarded.
>they start chasing me, I'm crying and shitting my pants
>I run down the street screaming help
>eventually make it to an alley next to this weird red house with a blue garage door
>the people inside run out of their yard and into the alley, willing to help me
>don't really trust fully because
>niggers
>bad part of town
>but it's the only help I've got
>turn around and see they are not even chasing me anymore
>explain the situation to the negroes frantically
>the niggers actually call the cops
>but we know it will be a fat minute before they show up
>turn around and see all 5 of them in a red car
>the speed into the alley going way to fast
>they fucking crash into the small grassy ditch next to the alley
>windshield all fucked up, airbags popped, wasn't too too bad though
>all of them climbing out in a daze
>the older nigger that was strolling with me earlier recognizes the two I'm with
>they get out of the car and chat it up with the two niggas that were gonna help me
>explain to them that I really have no cash and no phone (the latter was a lie)
>show them my empty wallet
>they are just like "yeah aight" and the two niggas we can go inside and drink liquor
>the nigga that strolled with me was like "yeah I got some liqua' too"
>whatisfuckinghappening.jpg
Side note, the cops literally never showed up. Not to reliable in the hood. Maybe for a murder
or something but not cause someone is getting mugged.
>we all walk inside together and sit, I finally get to inspect these other 4 that tried to rob me
>one of them is T H E qtst girl I've ever seen
>she had blue hair with black roots where the dye was starting to fade
>two qt pigtails
>Instantly start having feelings for her
>which was strange because at that point I thought I was 100% gay
>I sit down next to her on the couch and we all start drinking for a while
>the whole time flirting with this girl comes very naturally
>she seems just as into me as I do her
>we are laughing and touching hands a lot, staring in eachothers eyes
>eventually all the others clear out of the room
>probably because they notice how intimate we are getting
>when they are gone we start making out almost instantly
>we fall off the couch and onto the floor
>she wraps her legs around me and sits on my lap, facing one another
>we start talking and giggling, more kissing
>suddenly she stands up
>"you know they still want me to get your wallet right?"
>sad-no.jpg
>I say "I'll give it to you if I can see you again"
>she laughs and gives me a big grin and accepts
>she lets me empty out all my cards and stuff
>Didn't mind giving it away too much, 115$ wallet but I stole it anyway I guess
>she kisses me and thanks me
>I reveal that I do actually have a phone and we swap numbers
>in a few days we meet at a store in a nicer part of town
>didn't show up high or fucked up somehow today didn't feel like I needed it
>everything is STILL going perfect with her, I couldn't believe it
A lot of the time I feel like I need drugs to be "me" to clarify.
>we walk out of the store after just talking for a while
>up the street to this steep hill that goes up into the trees a short way
>leads to a nice little smoke spot that oversees a little bit of the city
>she smokes a joint she brought with me and we talk and laugh about our lives
>learn a lot more about eachother
>eventually we walk back to her house
>she actually lives in a semi nice place with 5 or 6 other people that I hadn't seen before
>we walk to her bedroom in the far back
>we lay on her comfy ass bed with the fuzzy purple blanket under the candle light
>talk more for a while before the most passionate sex of my entire life
>after that I explain that before her I considered myself fully gay
I always had a confused sexuality, I could never tell if I wanted to fuck a girl
or get fucked like a girl but I always went with the latter because it made my dick
harder.
>she doesn't care at all, thinks its cute
>we continue dating for months
>start getting closer and closer, rely on eachother to survive
>steal food and other stuff to sell for money together
>spending practically all of our time together
She made me laugh so much ;_;
>bumming off my friend and living in his 1 bedroom apartment with him at the time
>we have beds next to eachother its pretty cool
>I wake up really late one day, friend already left for work
>Start getting ready to go see her, seems like a normal day
>get a phonecall
>its her
>she starts telling me that she slept with another guy last night
>saying that she's sorry but she was really drunk and couldn't keep the secret from me
>I just stammer that I need to think
>hang up the phone and cry in my bed all day
>this girl has meant more than any other person or thing in my whole life
>first girl I've been able to love
>don't know what to think about this broken trust
>stay in the apartment crying under the blankets for the next few days
>don't really talk to anyone except my roomate at night and he comforts me a lil
>3 or 4 days later I meet up with her at the store we first met for a date on
>tell her I forgive her, she cries and we hug
>go up to the smoke spot and chill, walk around town and steal food together
>but something seems off
>later that night I call her, wanted to have a real conversation about wondering why we weren't clicking like usual
>I felt like the cheating really threw us off but it could change again
>explain this to her on the phone
>She says "No, it can't change"
>I'm stunned
>In a very smug sounding voice she says "how could it change if I'm already fucking (names of two other guys)
>I have no idea what to say, just start crying
>she hangs up the phone and I never speak to her or see her again
>call her back after a while
>she ignores
>leave her a message crying and saying how she was the only girl I'd ever loved
>and it was the most special thing that had ever happened to me
>eventually blocks my number when I call more
After that I layed in my friends apartment for close to the next two months crying and self hating. It honestly still fucks me up but I'm moving on.
That was a year ago or so. And that's the story of how my life got ruined by the only girl I'd ever loved.
>>28757426
well at least you got to bang her.
>criminal with dyed hair turns out to be a cheater
weird
>>28757426
Im still wrapping my head around the fact she seemed into you after you shit your pants
>tfw this kind of reminds me of my ex but we were less precarious
We spent all day and night high on robitussin and would walk around until we could find bikes to steal, then go on shoplifting sprees into the wee hours of the morning, then come back home and sleep all day and watch anime
It was the most amazing experience of my life but also kind of shitty, lots of distrust and instability. Never felt so free. But those sorts of things don't seem to be built to last.
>>28757795
In retrospect, yea I was naive. I probably shouldn't have trusted a blue haired criminal like that other guy said. and a
>womeme
But exactly like you said it felt free. It felt like how it feels to fall for someone when you are in like middle to early high school, you have that childlike wonder in you, feels like anything could happen as romance flowers in your life for the first ever time.
But up until the very end it wasn't unstable. or maybe I just didn't know it was. I thought the love was real.
how did yours end if you dont mind me asking?
So what happened to the group of niggers who tried to mug you?
>>28757917
He cheated on me, then broke up with me. It wasn't nearly as one-sided as it sounds, in some respects I drove him to it.
>>28757972
I don't even fucking know. IIRC it was two niggers, my gf, and a ginger (kek). When I left the car was still crashed in the ditch (also kek). I left alone to go home that night and I think they all stayed and drank in their nigger friends backyard. never seen them again though, not really in my part of town where I met them
>>28757987
>he
>gay or roastie
Get off my board you fucking roastie
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>28757333
Moral of the story;
Don't
Trust
Niggers.
>>28757426
sorry mate you disproved that you are a robot thats why you need to leave
>>28758163
R9k stopped being for wizards years ago, this is a normie board now faggot, and my story got deleted instantly on /b/ anyway.
>>28757987
Sorry to hear. Getting cheated on feels real bad.
>>28758085
No I will stay
The only thing that is roasting is your soul as it torments itself over my continued presence in your treasured community
>>28757333
>>28757363
>>28757388
>>28757405
>>28757426
>posts a pic using the words severe/crippling depression
don't even need to read your story to know its going to be absolute shit.
kill yourself
>>28758226
o-o-okay i-f-f you s-say so.
>tfw I feel like your ex and I feel the need to get away from you
>>28758374
>tfw most people feel that way about me
>>28758350
>uses a trip code
>posts an anime picture with those most epic funniest twitter memes on it
kick the chair already
>>28758484
>twitter maymays
literally what?
>>28757426
>>In a very smug sounding voice she says "how could it change if I'm already fucking (names of two other guys)
Hot fucking damn, anon, that's fucked.
What race are you?original comment
>Blue hair
>Criminal
>Hangs out with niggers
You were asking for it dude.
>>28758193
>/b/ is more /r9k/ than /r9k/
shit dude i guess i should start going to /b/
>>28758635
I'm a white boy, blonde hair blue eyes masterrace.
>>28758643
I know
>>28757363
This is fake. They did not walk out of their car after popping the airbags and cracking the windshield and invite you to have a drink, an if they did you would not have accepted. Go FUCK yourself Op
>>28758618
I know. I don't know why it turned from the most pure love I ever had with another human being into her wanting to hurt me like that. So I guess I also don't know how long our relationship was just an act on her part.
>>28758635
She was white too btw.
>>28758780
You would be surprised at A.) the crazy ass shit people in the hood will do and the pain they will endure and B.) the decisions you will make when you spend your life high on a mixture of heroin/weed/alcohol the majority of the time.
Also the crash wasn't that bad. Believe what you will however.
>>28758832
See, the last time I was in a real relationship was when I was 16 (19 now, still virgin unfortunately).
She was the only girl I'd dated at that point that I'd genuinely thought "I think I might actually be in love with this girl". It's been some time, but I remember why we broke up: She was guilty because I was a rebound (which I personally gave zero fucks about, but it's her choice).
After that I just kept turning that over in my mind. Rebound? Why the fuck should that matter? Was there something else to it? Did she not actually like me?
This sort of came out through me talking to her through the internet and through tumblr (fucking sue me) posts and she fucking hated me for obsessing over something I said wasn't gonna be a big deal. Eventually she told me if I messaged again she'd fucking kill me, so I fucked off. I've never quite forgotten that.
Point being, sometimes, bitches do things unexpectedly. It'll fuck you up, sure, and in ways you can't imagine, but sometimes you gotta just accept that girls are fickle for the most part.
It's why the concept of love/marriage bothers me.
Anyway, that turned into a blog post, sorry.
>>28759018
It's okay, this entire thread is a blog post. I wanted to vent and hear other people's misery to make me feel better. so thank you
the concept of marriage bothers me too. I don't think anyone should lock themselves into something like that. the concept of "love" doesn't really bother me, because I realize the very nature of love is getting destroyed by it in the end. I have been in two relationships and this hapened both times
>>28759117
but getting destroyed in the end is worth the good times. sort of. I don't know. Nb for unnecessary extra post
>>28757405
KEK
U
C
K
You got cucked pal.
