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Hello. I have posted a number of threads about a girl named Marina
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Hello. I have posted a number of threads about a girl named Marina who I have recently spent a great deal of time with. I'm not sure if anybody still wants to hear about what is going on between us but I will post in this thread if anybody does.
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Yes friend, you give us all hope.
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>be me
>when we first met Marina mentions about her mother and young brother
>she says they are visiting later in the month
>the last time we were together she asked me (or looked at me as if asking, which made me ask to see if this was the case) if I would have the chance to meet them when they visit this weekend
>since Wednesday we have only messaged
>Friday I know her family would arrive late
>she would take them for a small meal near their hotel
>that night she messaged me to make sure I still wanted to meet them tomorrow
>I say sure and she says they are going to spend time by the shore in the morning then go for a meal in the early evening
>I say shall I just join you for the meal
>she says ok, but if you want to come earlier that I am welcome
>It's a sunny day and, since I hate spending too much time in the sun and since they have not had much time to "catch up" with things I approve of meeting in the evening
>yesterday (Saturday) in the morning I receive a message
>Marina has sent me the address of where her mother and brother are staying
>it's not extremely far from where she lives, halfway between the water and her address
>she asks is 5pm ok to meet?
>in the afternoon she messages me to say she is back in her flat changing into different clothes
>I say sure and that yes I know how to get there
>quickly I shower and begin making sure my appearance is as best as it could be

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>I don't know whether to dress "mature" with formal wear and keep my slight stubble
>or if I should shave clean and try and look younger than my years
>I have a rather young look anyway, and as a child people sometimes asked if I am a girl
>sometimes people accused me of wearing lipstick since my lips were so red and sometimes looked big I guess
>without meaning to boast about myself I would say I was "cute" more than anything
>what I mean is that most men seem to fit into a certain look, either "rugged" (beard and wrinkles etc) or "cool" (with modern haircuts and fashionable clothing) or "athletic" (with big muscles and so on)
>perhaps not all men do but I feel each has their own "look" they are best suited to, and which are able to attract girls who prefer whatever look
>perhaps because of my relative short height (5'9) and my quiet and polite character people judge me to be young, or at least innocent (or "too pure" as a girl once said)
>I decide to shave my beard but leave some short stubble
>my hair does not appear well so I place my head under the shower once more and begin to comb and dry it again
>I dress in black cotton trousers, black shoes and a loose light brown shirt
>lacking any cologne I sneak into my flatmate / landlord's bedroom and steal some of his
>I fear that he has a camera or something in his room so I make my movements when spraying the cologne obvious then rush out immediately
>it is a warm evening without much breeze and I already panic and begin to breathe very fast with a dry mouth

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>in the taxi I think how to greet her mother
>I realize I should offer her a gift
>remind myself to stop the driver when we are close so I can find a shop
>Marina has already said her parents were five years apart in age
>although she has told me this I know my social unease contributes to my overall strangeness
>the taxi driver begins a conversation with me about how he has just returned from holiday
>he has just been to Phuket in Thailand and begins telling me about the girls there
>I don't say anything but smile at his jokes
>soon realize that he is talking about prostitutes and that this is probably the reason he went
>sometimes he looks at me in the rear mirror as if seeing how I react
>I just smile and ask polite questions about things I am incurious about (whether Phuket is busy all year around and so on)
>eventually he starts asking me directions as if I know precisely where I'm going
>I direct him but then say can I get out here I need to go to a shop first
>he asks "forgot to get condoms eh?" and I say no (I purchased some from a pharmacy already but not that day)
>I pay him and go into the small shop
>don't know what to buy but get a box of chocolates that I used to buy my own mother on celebration days or as a random gift
>I leave the shop and walk to the hotel where I am to meet Marina and her family
>it is not properly a hotel, rather like a large house with a "wing" built on the side with more rooms for people to stay
>for example the entrance is not really a reception
>just a hallway with a small podium where nobody is standing when I enter
>Marina knows I am near however
>I look into a long side room filled with wicker chairs and small tables where I see her emerge from a door at the other end

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>she looks so beautiful
>she is wearing a short black dress and black simple shoes with a small heel
>when she approaches I notice her hair is curled even more than it was on the day we ate pizza together
>her eyes have eyeliner around them but not enough to make it obvious
>the black clothes and the black eye make up makes her pale skin look so appealing in contrast
>she approaches me and we hug but not tightly
>she smells so great and again I feel as if she is going to say "oh you wore that!?" or something
>instead she asks why I bought the chocolates and when I explain she says "are you sure they haven't melted by now!"
>a man appears in a black waistcoat with a white shirt
>he looks at me and then her
>I walk with her back through the long room and out the opposite door
>I ask her if they have had a nice day and she says yes but her brother was exhausted
>along two narrow hallways is the "wing" at the side of the building
>before she pulls open a heavy door with a round window in it that leads to a hallway where there are doors on each side Marina stops
>she turns around and we kiss for a moment
>I hold my hand underneath her jaw and she looks up at me
>in the hallway there are doors on either side
>my heart beats so fast as I walk with her holding each others hand
>feeling her small hand in my own I'm sure she can feel my fast pulse through my large vein
>the vein that goes close to your thumb across your palm

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>she knocks the door and smiles at me and then opens it
>inside her mother is sitting on one bed and looks to be inspecting the bottom of her foot
>she notices us enter and says "oh hello!" and gets up
>she is dressed smartly and her own perfume is stronger than her daughter's
>although I had planned to act confident and assertive, instead I smile with one side of my mouth and say "hello" in a polite way
>when she approaches I hand her the chocolates and she places her palms on her chest and looks at Marina
>"oh isn't that nice!"
>she places the chocolates on the bed and says she will eat those tonight
>she hugs me briefly and says it's nice to finally meet you
>the word 'finally' makes me feel pleased as I suspect Marina has told her about me, perhaps at length
>behind her on the opposite single bed her brother is sitting in the corner of the bed near the wall
>he has his knees up and is dressed smartly with his hair combed
>he doesn't look at me and is playing on a tablet which rests against his legs
>Marina says "Lucas" in a quiet and encouraging voice
>he doesn't look over so she goes over and gently sits on the side of the bed
>her mother looks at me and says "he's a little tired from this morning"
>I ask her if they had a nice day and she says yes, it was a nice day for it
>Marina says "Lucas this is Christophe" just loud enough so I hear
>I look over to see her leaning close to him looking over to me with her head beside his own

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>>28746708
something bad has to happen already, its getting boring
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>her brother looks up first to his sister and then to me
>I raise my hand a little and say hello and he looks back from me to his sister
>Marina's mother says "right, are we ready to go?"
>she picks up her purse and goes into the small adjoining bathroom to make sure no water is running
>there are wet towels hanging over the shower and some wet bathing suits
>we all leave the room and I find I am leading them back to the entrance
>outside her mother says how long until dinner Marina
>she says we have an hour and so she says why don't we walk?
>Lucas is walking slowly with his tablet in front of his face
>I find he looks somewhat Asiatic with his eyes a little narrow and black hair a little long
>his skin is however as pale as Marina's, and his ears are small but stick out a little like hers
>I see nothing "wrong" with him however (she has told me he has a mental disorder that makes him hard to be educated and so on)
>we walk slowly
>Marina and her mother recount their day
>while walking Marina holds my hand and I feel embarrassed since her mother surely notices
>her mother asks me questions about where I am from, how long I have been here
>I notice when she speaks that she is very eager to laugh
>she often interrupts me and begins talking about herself
>I don't talk a lot but still she does this, but I don't pretend to notice
>at one point Marina picks up her brother but makes a loud sound and complains that he has gotten so heavy
>he doesn't react and just plays on his tablet right up to his face
>he has on a baseball cap and the peak of it is pressed together

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>>28745482
yes please
your stories are neat af
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Lucas is probably shitposting on /r9k/ on his tablet
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>at the restaurant we have a table that is near the long window
>we order drinks and Marina sits beside me
>her brother is opposite me
>we talk for a while before the starting meal arrives
>at one point her mother asks where I am living
>I tell her and she looks at Marina as if for her to explain where this is
>she says "isn't rent so high here!" to me
>she then says "you know Marina one of these days I won't be able to help you when you say 'mother, can I borrow so and so amount please'"
>I smile but notice Marina is looking seriously at the tablecloth
>I pretend I didn't see her looking this way and pick up my drink
>her brother is looking at me over his tablet
>I think of pulling a face but I do not
>when I returned from work on Thursday I passed a mother and her son who lives in my building
>the boy was obviously upset but was not crying
>I felt so happy that when I passed them I looked back and pulled a face at him sure he would smile
>instead he began to howl loudly as if I had insulted him but I sprinted up the steps not to make it seem I did it
>soon we are finished and wait for the main meal to come

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music for additional comfy
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>I don't know what kind of impression I am making on her mother
>strangely I feel that she isn't really concerned about me however
>she asks me questions but it doesn't feel like she knows (or perhaps cares) that Marina and I are dating
>when we are eating the main course her mother interrupts Marina as she tells me about her brother's award in school in a way that tries to attract his involvement
>her mother says "Marina when was the last time you spoke to Helene, she phoned recently and mentioned she has not seen you since you moved out"
>I don't know who this is and don't intrude
>Marina says she keeps forgetting to call but doesn't look up at her mother
>I sense she is embarrassed and is trying to avoid this conversation
>her mother keeps eating but then goes on
>she says "I hope you have changed your address so the university knows where to send your mail, it isn't polite to expect Helene to look after it for you"
>I stop chewing when I hear this and blush and feel warm around my face
>I can't bear to turn to her though I see her look at me in the side of my vision
>Marina says "oh yes all that is already sorted" in a quick voice
>and then says "Lucas your food will get cold!" in a voice that sounds harsh
>her brother looks up at her and holds his fork awkwardly while trying to bring food to his mouth

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>>28746961
>she says "isn't rent so high here!" to me
not this rent meme shit again
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>the conversation from then on is dominated by her mother
>I try and smile and talk a lot but Marina is bent over her food and chewing
>at one point her brother stands up and begins walking back and forth behind his mother
>she turns around and whispers to him something then explains he needs the toilet
>when they leave I look at Marina with hesitance but she just stares down
>I dislike making this comparison but like a guilty dog
>I touch her arm but she shrugs and I pull it back
>I fear people might see me do that so I don't try again
>I eat quietly and pretend to be content doing that
>eventually she says "I can explain"
>she has a serious expression
>I smile and say "It's ok, there's nothing wrong!" to make sure she doesn't think I'm angry
>I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand while turning away
>I rinse my mouth with water
>I turn to her and say "Marina" quietly and kiss her lips softly and quickly and repeat "it's ok, alright?"
>she doesn't seem to agree and her mother returns with her brother

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>>28745482
does anyone have links to the old threads? I read the first 4, not sure if I anything after that
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>I begin to think a lot while eating
>last week we had something like a fight when I suspected of her continuing to see escorts
>again I start wondering about her
>I remind myself I don't know too much about her
>we have talked but many things I don't know
>why she moved here (although she said she wants to go to "university" without specifically saying the one here)
>I look at her and feel my "intimacy" with her, the sense of knowing her and revealing myself without hesitation, beginning to fade
>Marina's mother continues to talk about a television series she is watching
>she says she and her friends from work are taking a "lady's night" soon and explains why
>her brother interrupts her by tugging her arm then asking her
>"who is that?" and points at me
>I hear him obviously and feel stupid and pathetic for him not knowing me
>people have often forgotten my name soon after I told them
>at this point when they do (in work) I don't even become offended
>once or twice after a long time of being with people they will say "sorry, what was your name!" and all my good mood will deflate and I will realize my lowly position in the group

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>>28747390
>once or twice after a long time of being with people they will say "sorry, what was your name!" and all my good mood will deflate and I will realize my lowly position in the group
Ow, them feels
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>>28747390
*continuing to see clients

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>when we are done Lucas had not finished eating
>he has drunk three coca colas though and asks for another
>her mother orders a dessert but nobody else does
>she seems to enjoy the attention I give her when I praise the dessert
>she rubs her hands and says "oho I am going to enjoy this!"
>she asks the waiter "is this all for me!"
>he smiles and says "sure is" but seems to think she's a little annoying
>she eats and says "mmmm" and closes her eyes after I ask what it's like
>right now it feels like just me and her mother there
>Marina is sitting hunched like a little girl with her arms crossed across the bottom of her stomach
>she looks so beautiful in her dress that I can't help just look at her
>not in a sexual way but just the different parts of her body, like her collar bones, her ears, the way her hair is curled upwards, her facial features etc
>I realize then perhaps for the first time, or at least the strongest, that we have lived totally separate lives until then
>until this moment she has experienced countless things, minor experiences, made friends and perhaps some boyfriends (I know of one)
>I feel a distance between us that probably has only felt much smaller on my side
>I say before she seems mature or independent in a way that is not girlish and seems quite lonely
>I wonder if she is only seeing me to make me feel happy or something
>it seems strange to think this perhaps
>when the bill comes her mother insists to pay and I stop volunteering

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>in the end though Marina pays and her mother does not object
>she then says "Marina, I would have paid!"
>it does not seem genuine to me, but I don't know
>people here have said I am not good at interpreting these things so I am just pointing out how I see it
>afterwards it is not too late but her mother tells me that "Lucas needs to go home to sleep"
>I have said almost nothing to him and he knows my name but showed no signs of curiosity beyond that
>on the street Marina stands with her arms crossed waiting for us to exit the restaurant
>she looked so beautiful and "elegant" when I saw her earlier
>now she seems sort of angry and distant
>I don't try and work it out and feel a little "weird" after what her mother says
>as in who is Helene and what about the university
>a taxi stops nearby and we get in
>in the taxi her mother says "oh I'm going to go back and enjoy those chocolates now!"
>her brother is sleeping across her lap
>at the hotel we go into the reception area and her mother hugs me slightly again
>I say "nice to meet you Lucas" but he just stands behind his mother and turns away when I say that
>Marina follows her into the room with the wicker chairs and says something to her and moves her arms in the air while speaking
>she comes back and says "thanks for coming" and rubs my arm quickly before walking by
>I feel like this isn't good, it's so impersonal to just rub my arm this way
>as if she didn't want to but felt I needed to be consoled or thanked
>outside the taxi is still there and I follow her into the back door

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I'm driving on a road trip (homeless bro checking in), but I've been refreshing since yesterday for this! I'm pulling over for a few hours for you, escortbro. While I'm thinking about it, can you please post a pic of yourself? How about your living area? I need a setting and scenery to get the full effect. Pls.
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>>28748186
Don't post any personal information or pictures OP. If by some chance this is a real story you really don't want anything that could identify you or your location on here.
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>>28748327
Party pooper. I was the one who originally asked to see Marina. He said he wouldn't. The least he could do is post himself and/or the setting. Post em based OP.
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OP HERE TEST TEST TEST 123
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This is like watching a telenovela..write faster op pls
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>>28748847
He appears to be having technical issues
(>>28748725)
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Sorry my internet shut off and wouldn't restart.

>>28748186
Sorry I don't feel comfortable posting anything like this right now. I just feel if anybody out where I am they will easily find Marina and abuse her. Not you but I've seen it happen too much on here in browsing for so long. I hope you understand!

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>inside she sits across the other side of the back seat
>I wonder have I done anything wrong
>she looks so lost inside her thoughts staring through the window
>at this moment I am too concerned for her to worry about why she suddenly started acting this way
>often I admit I have been very cold with her
>I am generally I know considered a "cold" person by the few people in my life
>I tell myself not to humiliate myself or seem "clingy" etc by doing more than trying to get her to speak
>I want to try to talk again or even try and hold her hand or something
>but I remember her reaction to my touching her in the restaurant and do not
>when the taxi approaches a street where he can turn to her place for a shorter distance or continue I say "hey can you keep going this way please?"
>he says "you are going to.." and says her address "right?"
>"actually could we change it, don't worry we have enough money" (maybe he thinks we're trying to ditch a fare or something)
>Marina doesn't react to this
>as we are driving however she seems "you can't trust me now, can you?"
>I turn to her embarrassed
>the taxi driver obviously hears but doesn't show it
>she says in a nice voice, as though trying to be kind "hey, I've had a nice time getting to know you"
>my throat feels like it is bulging and I am so shocked and confused I feel close to crying
>I can't say anything to answer her
>her eyes look as if she is pleading with me not to say anything when she looks at me and speaks
>eventually we arrive at my address and I pay
>outside she begins walking away down the hill to the bus stop
>I say "Marina" but she doesn't stop

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>>28748985
jesusc hrist kill me. why is there nothing good in the world
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>>28748985
So the issue is that she is enrolled in college? And there's a mystery girl named Helen? Is that all?
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>>28745482
Well shit, I suppose I have the next 10 hours free. But please do continue.
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>>28748847
Sorry my internet shut down!! I kept restarting but nothing!

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>she walks with arms crossed and her head bowed
>I begin running but after two steps I stop and say again "Marina, come on"
>she walks a few more steps then stops and leans against the wall of a dentist that is closed
>I walk quickly towards her (I was worried people might think I have hit her or something)
>surprisingly she isn't crying, she just seems "cut off" and without expression
>I say "what's up? let's at least talk about it, ok?"
>I touch her again but my words or placing my arm around her does anything
>when I was around 12 or 13 years old I had a "girlfriend" of sorts
>we dated around 17 times in one school year because I kept asking my friend to dump her if I saw her talking to someone else
>one time at a school sports event our yeargroup were in four "houses" with different colours
>I was in blue and she was in green
>she fell over in the hurdles race (she was quite athletic) and limped to the finish line
>her friends quickly rushed to her and people crowded around her in her part of the seating area
>around this time I had become so quiet and she was beginning to be noticed by other guys
>these guys either didn't notice me or disliked me (or acted hostile to me anyway)
>her friends ran over and told me to come quickly
>I felt so nervous that when I went over and saw the people I just sat beside her but did nothing else
>I was worried she would push my arm away (we never really touched and didn't ever kiss etc)
>in the end I said "are you okay?" but she just cried
>I said her name and asked again but she didn't seem to notice me
>a popular guy was right behind her bending over to her seat to the side her face was turned
>he looked at me and other people did and I just left and told her friend hugging her would be as pointless as hugging a "streetlight"
>soon after we no longer were together and barely ever spoke until I finally left to attend another school

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>>28748985
>I wonder have I done anything wrong
>outside she begins walking away down the hill to the bus stop
>I say "Marina" but she doesn't stop
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This is cathartic as shit, OP
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>>28748985
What the heck. I read the previous post to understand why she became cold and still don't get it. Oh well, my still half-asleep brain isn't functioning yet I see
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>Marina says nothing but I don't want to just leave her there
>I hate dictating how people move, especially with girls
>I know girls maybe like to have someone "dominate" them and so on but I just don't like doing it
>but then I stood in front of her and held her shoulders and turned her around manually
>she turned as my hands demanded and then I placed my hand on her lower back and pushed her to my address
>again I feel creepy as hell doing this and feel sure people are watching and phoning the police
>when I get there I open the door and we go inside
>inside she sits on the step in the stairwell and for a moment I feel more annoyed than anything
>I walk past her and say "Marina, come on" in a more "stern" voice and make very small steps
>she gets up and walks after me
>I had prepared all morning to meet her mother and the day feels ruined
>I know it's not my fault but I still feel sure it is somehow
>inside I sort of direct her to the sofa and she sits down
>I draw the curtains by I feel like weird doing this, as if I am a client and she is an escort going against her will
>she is totally closed off from me, as if she has retreated inside herself is unwilling to communicate

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>>28749318

Not much of this makes sense.

The 50 word summary -

Marina's mom is peculiar to say the least, she knows some things about Marina that Marina would rather not have disclosed (for what reason, who's to say), and Marina's brother has severe mental issues that make OP look like a normie.

All said, Marina's family is very low class and not desirable and now she's regretting that OP met them, since her betabux are on the line if he's no longer interested.
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Thanks for posting, OP. Your threads are good quality. We are with you experiencing these things
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Is this Marina a prostitute?
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>>28749585
I see. Thanks for enlightening.


Those are 72 words, not 52.
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Previously on /r9k

Thread 1: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28427858/

Thread 2: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28473632/

Thread 3: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28563840/

Thread 4: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28588279/

Thread 5: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28634920/

Thread 6: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28681400
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>>28749693
I meant 50. Right, I should go back to sleeping. Will check on this later..
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>I try thinking of ways to get her to talk
>finally say "why do you think I can't trust you?"
>she makes a facial expression as if I made her uncomfortable by asking
>I say "Marina" in a soft voice
>it is perhaps cringey or not masculine of me to keep saying her name as if I'm being too emotional
>to make up for this I go to my room and take off my shoes and put a tshirt on instead of my shirt
>I expect to hear the front door close and try and distract myself enough so that it won't effect me
>instead I hear a light knock on my bedroom door and I say "yes?" in a rather rude voice
>it opens and Marina is standing there and I can tell she is struggling not to cry
>for a moment I feel too annoyed and tired and try to act as if crying isn't good enough
>but I give in and go to her and hold her head against me
>her body becomes heavy and I am soon supporting her
>it's rather awkward to support her like that so I gently lower myself and her to the ground in my bedroom
>I am kneeling with my knees wide and she is just like a sobbing corpse that I am struggling to keep up
>I have not seen her cry before, and so often she seems like someone who is above that, as though she pities people who do
>I try and think of what to say but it all seems like lines from a movie which when I am about to say it sounds so cheesy or sickly
>I know this is rather pathetic but I start to say "shhhh" like my mother did to me when I cried as a child
>I rock her body from side to side a little and say "shhh" and don't try and kiss her, just try and support as much of her body as I can
>she doesn't make much sound when she cries but when I twist her and see her face there is "boogers" coming out of her nose and gathering in the groove above her lips
>I begin to have an erection and so I turn her upper body so it faces me and allows a free space around my genitalia

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>>28749650
Of course she is. OP originally paid her 220 Euros to just talk for 2 hours.

She supposedly stopped after seeing OP, but who knows.

I doubt she has any income besides what her mom and her clients give her.
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>>28749717
>she doesn't make much sound when she cries but when I twist her and see her face there is "boogers" coming out of her nose and gathering in the groove above her lips
>I begin to have an erection
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>>28746253
ARTERY bruv ARTERY.

always post, I love your story.
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>>28749717
>see girl cry
>begin to have an erection

truly a degenerate
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>grill crying and snot and boogers come out
>gets erection
>kek

GOLD OP, I wasnt able to predict this one to happen
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>>28749717
>I know this is rather pathetic but I start to say "shhhh" like my mother did to me when I cried as a child
>I rock her body from side to side a little and say "shhh"
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>>28747270

Thread 1: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28427858/

Thread 2: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28473632/

Thread 3: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28563840/

Thread 4: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28588279/

Thread 5: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28634920/

Thread 6: >>28681400
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>>28749898

every so often op throws us a quality kekball
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>>28746949
lol my thought exactly


jgvjvjhvbk
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>I say "Marina, we have to communicate if I'm going to understand what's wrong"
>I say "Is is something I've done?" and I am not just saying this to pretend to be stupid or attract pity
>she says "No" but I can hear that she is "choking" on her tears or her flegme when she tries to say it
>she says "I lie so much, there must be something wrong with me"
>I must admit I feel quite ill when I hear this but think well I may as well hear it
>finally I say "Marina" and hold her away from me (not only because my penis is erect)
>I say "Marina, listen, we're going to sit down and you're going to just tell me what's up. Okay?"
>again I hate bossing her around like this as I hate when just order me to do things or plan my life
>but she nods and "snorts" and raises her hand to wipe the boogers
>I tell her I'm going to get a tissue and a glass of water
>I go to the door and open it and she is just on her knees with her back hunched and her head hanging
>it feels horrible to see her all dressed up, as though trying to represent her most beautiful form, to just collapse like this
>I get the water and tissues and return to find her sitting in the same way but with her palms against the ground
>I hand her some tissues and she pats her face and nose
>she says "i'm sorry" but in a quiet and sort of defeated way
>I still don't understand why she is sorry but it feels pointless to just say it's ok
>I say "can we get into bed and talk about it?" but then say "I promise I won't try and have sex with you"
>she looks up at me and her eyes like so wide and look filled with tears
>her black eyemake up is smudged underneath her eyes
>on one side a tear has left a black streak that goes sideways to her jaw and then down along her jaw to near her chin

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>>28749840
>Of course she is. OP originally paid her 220 Euros to just talk for 2 hours.
Oh, of course, that explains everything. I couldn't wrap my mind around what the fuck was happening here, this dude has the roundabout writing style of that one circular pasta where they weigh a dude and his sister in water or something bizarre like that.
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>>28749717
>there is "boogers" coming out of her nose and gathering in the groove above her lips
>I begin to have an erection
Wew lad
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>>28750009
>I say "can we get into bed and talk about it?" but then say "I promise I won't try and have sex with you"
Real smooth man
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>>28748985
NEVER POST YOUR OR HERS PICTURES

U SHOULDNT HAVE POSTED UR NAME EITHER.


GOOD LUCK.
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>I say "ok get into bed" and that I'll be right back
>even as I say this I remember our first night together and how she said almost the same thing
>I go to the bathroom and drink some mouthwash
>I allow some to go down my throat and cough it out
>the mouthwash goes all over the mirror and it looks like something a child would do
>it stings my throat and I begin drinking water from the faucet but it's warm and makes me feel ill
>I return to the bedroom and find her Marina in bed with the light off turned towards the wall
>I open the window since it is still rather sticky with warmth (to me at least, though I am sensitive to heat)
>her dress is neatly folded and her shoes are placed neatly by the bed
>the sight of this makes me rather sad, as I imagine her in that room alone removing her clothes silently and folding them carefully
>I get into bed behind her and for a moment I fear she is asleep
>I poke her back with my finger and whisper are you awake?
>she doesn't respond or turn around but reaches her arm back
>it's rather funny to see as it's just sort of flailing in the air as though she doesn't realize I'm actually quite far back from her
>I lean in my shoulder and she touches it and runs her hand down my arm
>I quickly shuffle up to her back and place one arm under her head and the other around her stomach
>it's so warm like this however that I fold back the blanket and I notice she is totally nude
>I don't have an erection any more and my reaction to seeing her like this is, despite noticing how beautiful she looks, not very erotic
>I do feel like kissing her entire body and making sure I kiss every area of her skin
>but first I realize this is perhaps creepy or sort of just a sign of OCD
>and secondly it isn't appropriate so I just hold her
>I say "are you willing to talk?"
>she nods and I guess she assumes I saw her nod
>she doesn't say anything and I say "don't be embarrassed about asking your mother for rent, your only young!"


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>>28750217
What else has she lied about? And would any of it really matter? You said you didn't really know much about each others lives anyhow... unless....she was never an escort to begin with, but only pretending to be?
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>>28745482
where are you from OP? helps trying to understand more of the story.
from the past threads I assume you're somewhere in europe (spain or italy from the girl's name).
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>>28750217
well perhaps she thinks you're wondering why someone would ask their mom for rent before making 220 euros for 2 hours work.
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>>28749717
I twist her and see her face there is "boogers" coming out of her nose and gathering in the groove above her lips
>I begin to have an erection

naturally.
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>>28749705
Thanks anon, I missed the last thread and was looking for someone to post this.
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>she says "I'm just lying to everybody, I'm sick of it"
>I say "would you like to tell me the truth?"
>she doesn't say anything and I think is what I just said sort of cliched or cringey
>I ask "who is Helene?"
>she doesn't say anything
>I say "I will try an understand, I promise. I really like you Marina."
>although I fear I am acting too emotional to her I think there's no point any more trying to act masculine or dominant to impress her
>she turns her face up and says quietly "I really like you too. Honest."
>she says this as if I have implied doubt whether she does
>I say "I care about you Marina. You have been very patient with me and if I need to be patient with you then that's fine."
>she looks at me and I don't know if she thinks god this guy is acting like a wimp! or something like that
>she says "What do you mean I've been patient?" and I explain about my being cold and acting irregular
>she laughs a little and says "Oh I don't mind that, do you really think I do?"
>she turns around as the topic of the conversation is now me and my insecurities or something
>I say "can you tell me who Helene is?"
>I try and say it gently so it's not like an interview or a police interrogating
>she makes a movement with her body and I react by moving further up the pillow so I am sitting with my back up against the back of the bed
>it's better this way as we aren't looking into each other's faces which makes talking quite hard I find
>she moves up and doesn't let go of me when I move this way

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Dont reveal any more information about the location and names, with even a little bit more information it makes it much more easier for when people cross reference things to ruin lives. beware, stay sharp, OP
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>>28750344
He said he's from France in an earlier thread
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im so comfy. these posts r best
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Does this have a happy ending?
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>>28750403

STOP TEASING!!!!!!!!!! TELL ME WHAT SHE'S HIDING I CAN'T STAND WAITING ANYMORE
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>>28750480
The names would suggest France, if they're the real names of these people
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>>28750544
I think she was a he and had the sex change, but OP never noticed....
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>lying this way sort of "clinging" to me (I think of that animal with the big claws which is very slow)
>she says Helene is her auntie who lives here
>I have other questions but sense she is just going to answer them anyway
>she says "not my mother's sister, my father's"
>she explains that Helene is the only member of her father's side she is close to, and that her mother is close to her too despite a divorce
>she says she lived with her until earlier this year
>I feel the weight of her body against my chest as it rises and falls and as she speaks
>I feel her heartbeat against my skin and for a few moments I confuse my heartbeat with hers since hers is resting on the same region
>Marina stops talking and I say "so are you a student? your mother seems to think you're in university?"
>she rolls her forehead against the side of my chest with the top of her head below my chin
>she says in a suddenly clear voice "she doesn't give a shit where I am"
>but then apologizes soon after and kisses my chest as though saying nasty words this way somehow injured the area where her mouth spoke
>I am surprised with home wrongly I have interpreted her personality
>until now I have got the feeling she "thrives" on being the one to care for me and is too mature or independent to need others for support
>but now it feels like she is relying on me to be with her and not leave her there
>I feel so protective of her that I feel like telling her how beautiful she is but I feel she might think I'm bored and that I now want to have sex with her
>what I mean is that I meant to say beauty as a person, not just the shape of her body and how pleasant her face is to me

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(I think of that animal with the big claws which is very slow)

sloth
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> tfw no snotty-nosed gf
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>I ask "did you and Helene have an argument or something?"
>she again rolls her forehead against me and says quietly she just couldn't live there any more
>and then she says "and no, I'm not a student" as if remembering my question
>I say "but you were?"
>she says "yes"
>I asked her but she is only eighteen, right?
>I have to admit that before now I feared she would tell me she was 17 or even 16 but now I think older perhaps?
>she says she just turned nineteen
>I say "really, when!?" since we have known each other for two weeks now and this is surely recent
>she says "on the night you came over"
>I say "really?" but she doesn't repeat herself
>I say "happy birthday" and she laughs a quiet laugh as I'm being silly
>since she is laughing I say "I can't imagine I was the birthday present you were hoping for!"
>I don't say this to move on but just to let her know she doesn't have to be serious and that even if she is we will still have our little jokes together no matter
>and I say "so why aren't you a student any more?" but fear I am forcing her to speak
>she sits upright beside me and leans against me with the side of her face on my shoulder
>it really is quite warm and I imagine she feels it too now
>her exposed breasts are so beautiful and appealing and I feel guilty for remembering how she looked earlier that night
>when we kissed in the hallway before walking to her mother's room I felt like ripping her dress open or something or harming her in some way
>I realize this perhaps sounds worrying but maybe I'm not explaining it well
>I am usually so detached from life and the external world that when I invest myself in it my emotions are often overwhelming and the world itself overwhelms me until I am forced to retreat once more

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>I am usually so detached from life and the external world that when I invest myself in it my emotions are often overwhelming and the world itself overwhelms me until I am forced to retreat once more

My daily dose of feels, thanks op :(
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>>28750933
>I felt like ripping her dress open or something or harming her in some way

That, my friend, is animal passion. It's your libido speaking.
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>>28750933
>when we kissed in the hallway before walking to her mother's room I felt like ripping her dress open or something or harming her in some way

W T F
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>she explains again that Helene is her father's sister
>all I know of her father is that he is "not a bad guy" but no longer there
>I understand this as it is similar how I feel about my own father
>she says she entered the university last year but no longer attends
>I ask "but why?" but she just shrugs
>for a moment I feel not forcing her
>however the way she has talked about her mother and her personality in general makes me think that she doesn't perhaps enjoy the independence I feel she protects
>I wonder if she just doesn't understand that people are actually interested in hearing her thoughts or problems
>but maybe I am just presenting my own mentality to her as I feel like this with people in my life
>once my boss asked me about a book I was reading "is that a good book?" in a friendly way and I just said "yes" in a neutral way and looked at him with surprise until he turned away
>another time he asked me did I watch a political debate on TV and I said "yes" again but no conversation developed
>I didn't do this because I didn't want a conversation, just my instincts basically tell me that people aren't interested and the more I talk the more they will regret asking me
>but still I say "were you expelled or did you choose to leave?"
>she shrugs again and moans as if she realizes she has ruined the mood and says "oh, it's kind of complex. I mean it's a little of both"
>when she joined university her father contacted her to go for a dinner
>they rarely spoke or saw each other since the divorce since she blamed her for "choosing her mother's side"
>but every time he contacts her she always agrees to meet even if they argue etc
>but since early last year they emailed in a pleasant way
>he offered to buy her a laptop and her mother said "say yes!" so she did
>he also said he had put money in her bank and when she checked it was 2,000

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>>28751145
Still not hearing why she is such a liar. Odd...
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I feel like I am perhaps writing too much detail? I don't mean to sorry, it's just I feel if I don't write it down I will forget or that my brain will be less eager to remember things in the future. Maybe I should revise more or writing things out as people have said. I apoligize!

>they emailed that way all summer and she was happy to see her father again, even if they only spoke about superficial things
>she didn't bring up her mother or her brother and neither did he
>sometimes he would say "you're mother" in a way that made her feel angry but she tried to try and understand her father
>when she did not get a place in the student accommodation her father contacted his sister and she offered to house her
>she felt desperate and helpless and said yes and moved there to begin her studies
>she struggled to make friends since she did not live with others her age but enjoyed her studies
>she joined a swimming club and a girl's soccer team
>before Christmas she agreed to visit her mother for Christmas day and then return here where her father would visit Helene for the night of the new year
>at home her mother had been organizing family photos and there were many of her father that her mother received as part of the divorce
>her mother was happy she was talking again with her father (she has said she thinks her mother still loves him)
>she has also taken a family videotape to a shop that turns them into a DVD
>Marina was given a copy and they watched it together with them as a family
>after Christmas her father is staying with Helene for a few days
>they eat a late Christmas dinner and Marina gets the feeling he is no longer dating the air hostess he cheated with

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>>28751385
KEEP YOUR WRITING STYLE DAMNIT
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>>28751329

Come back in 4 hours. Seriously.
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>>28751385
>>28751421
No, OP, you're alright. Don't go to /r9k/ tonight.
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>at Helene's house Marina asks her father if he wants to watch a movie on new years eve
>Helene helps to run a social club and must be there for the night
>he says ok and says what is it?
>she tells me he is obsessed with cowboy movies so she says it's one of those movies
>he keeps guessing which one and then jokingly says "come on, who is in it?"
>she makes up a name and he says "who? you sure that's his name?"
>all this time she feels happy that they are close again
>she tells me through her teenage years she felt responsible for making her mother and father fall in love once more
>she said their arguments and so on made her feel responsible and that she felt her brother had also been impacted
>when she puts the DVD in she thinks her father will act with pleasant surprise
>when the video begins to play and it shows her family when she was young her father doesn't say anything
>she thinks he must be said and looks at him but he looks annoyed
>she told him sorry it's not a cowboy but he just got up and went and got his sports bag
>she tried to apologize but he was angry and a little drunk and said to "get the fuck away from" and called her a "fucking bitch"
>she tries to get him not to drive since he is drunk and he says she is just like her mother and calls her a manipulator
>he left and a few days later he says there's obviously no getting through to her
>he says she should stop trying to get them back together because "it ain't going to work"
>he says if only she knew what a "cunt" her mother was she wouldn't have turned on him like her mother did
>Marina says all this calmly and slowly and all I can do is make sure my shoulder is a comfortable place for her to rest her head

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>>28751610
fucking divorce man. my parents divorced and me and sis took the brunt of it.


I wowed in my mind to never risk being with a woman if we dont love each other.

That caused my kv status. So here I am.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xG0BLHWECwM
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>she sent back the money he had given her and asks him how much the laptop cost so she can repay him
>but he doesn't respond
>her aunt Helene pretends not to notice anything but soon Marina says she has found a place in the student accommodation
>she was working a part-time job here since shortly after arriving and that is where her colleague told her about her current flatmate and they introduced
>soon after she stopped attending lectures after a teacher criticized her in front of the class for very poor work
>she moved in first with her work colleague and then with her now flatmate
>I interrupted her then to ask "and your mother doesn't know any of this?"
>she said no and that she loves her mother but she has never felt very close to her
>she repeats that she loves her and hope she doesn't think she is a "narcissist"
>this word strikes me as my own father in his last email to me accused me of being the same thing
>he attached an article written by a christian psychologist who explains that a narcissist doesn't allow people close and lives a secluded life of fantasy and suspicion
>she says that she feels stupid for keeping so much from me
>I feel it's weird she said me and not her mother but I don't say it
>although we have talked in previous times none of us have talked our selves for so long
>all I can think to say is "I still like you a lot Marina"
>she says "I'm sorry" as if I had actually said something mean to her
>I turned to her and kissed her mouth and her lips tastes salty
>I knew it was boogers but I didn't mind the taste

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>I turned to her and kissed her mouth and her lips tastes salty
>I knew it was boogers but I didn't mind the taste

This guy
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>>28751883
>>I turned to her and kissed her mouth and her lips tastes salty
>>I knew it was boogers but I didn't mind the taste

did you get another boner?
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>>28751883
>>I knew it was boogers but I didn't mind the taste
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>>28751944
>>28751948

I think its implied.
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>>28751883
>>I turned to her and kissed her mouth and her lips tastes salty
>>I knew it was boogers but I didn't mind the taste

Oh god please don't let this be OPs fetish.
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Based. Was waiting for you anon.
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>after that I get the feeling that I need to act "like a man" in traditional sense and "solve" the situation
>I say "let's rest tonight and tomorrow we will figure out how what we can do"
>she says "do you feel I'm not a person worthy to trust?"
>I smile and say no and that even if you aren't I'm too in love with you to realize
>she asks me "you love me?" and I think I am messed up saying that
>I feel bad saying no and it isn't true that I don't love her so I say "I probably don't know what it means to be honest"
>she just says "I love you too" and we just look at each other in the eye and I don't even pay attention to what expression I am wearing
>I know people have said I am easily tricked and so on but that moment I felt so close to Marina that if it was no love I felt for her I really can't imagine how great love must be
>perhaps truer love is said between people who have been together a very long time and say it despite learning all the faults of each other
>but right then I felt her look at me in a totally vulnerable way as if she had no defences raised around her, and in return I couldn't help but allow her to see how lonely I have been for so long and how I yearn for her and value her existence
>I don't mean to undermine the idea of love as it is one I value and don't want to cheapen but in bed with Marina after all that talk and what we had just both said I felt in my arms was a girl who saw in my eyes every fault in my character and every embarrassing private moment in my life but still did not look away
>anyway I hope that makes sense, I tried to describe it in a way that does

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>>28752131
>>she just says "I love you too" and we just look at each other in the eye and I don't even pay attention to what expression I am wearing

I'll never have this :(
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>>28752131
There are no words...OP you're really great at making me feel like shit. But by God, keep going.
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How do whores find literal autists like this to latch onto so easily?
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>Marina says "thank you" and I say "what for?"
>she says "for staying with me"
>I don't know if she means tonight or what so I just "it's ok" and smile as if I've said it a million times already
>I reach over for the glass of water and before I drink any I ask if she wants to
>she holds the glass with both her hands and drinks it until there's nothing left
>she says "sorry, did you want some?" and I say it's fine I'll go refill it
>when I return I kick my toe against the frame of the door and she says my name as if asking what's wrong
>I return to the bedroom and she is sitting up as if wondering what happened
>I say I kicked my toe and she says "are you ok?" as if I've been hit by a vehicle of something
>in bed we lay with our faces very close and the duvet over our heads
>the first time I messaged her to test if she actually wanted to go out with me on a date I lay like this alone
>we whispered very quietly and kissed every now and then
>always I have felt in life that I am someone who needs someone there to console me and reassure me
>perhaps it's because I lacked a father to tell me "toughen up" or something
>I always act as if this is not the case but secretly for years I have craved the pleasant words of someone who cares for my existence
>but with Marina there I try instead to speak the words I myself have wanted to hear
>eventually it becomes so warm I remove the duvet but when I try and do this I realize she has fallen asleep
>our arms are knotted but I slowly remove my hand and pull back the cover
>it was so warm I couldn't sleep touching her but when I woke up this morning her arm was across my stomach and her face resting in my armpit

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>>28752497
>her face resting in my armpit

op got that pheromone game on point.
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Anyone else here self-inserting as Marina?
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>>28752497
>I say I kicked my toe and she says "are you ok?" as if I've been hit by a vehicle of something
>tfw no overly concerned qt that asks you if you're ok
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>this morning we woke up early and she soon left for her place
>she had only the same black dress and shoes to wear and she joked about what people must think seeing her so early looking like that
>in the afternoon I travelled once more to meet her mother and brother in a park not far from the train station
>it is slightly raised and from there you can see the sea
>it was not too sunny though quite warm
>Marina spent most of the time with her brother trying to get him to join her in a game
>her mother went for a walk around the park alone then returned
>at one point Marina says "you're too heavy!" and says maybe I will do it
>I see what she is referring to and she explains her brothers wants her to spin him around
>I ask "do you want me to do that?" but he ignores me again
>Marina says "oh go on" and I get up offer my hands
>she takes them but doesn't look me in the face as if he is doing this just to please me
>I spin him around on the grass and Marina begins to clap when I let him down
>he immediately goes to join their mother
>soon after he stands by my side as I am sitting and just stares at me
>I say hey and then ask if he wants me to spin him around again
>he says nothing but I go on my knee anyway and reach out my hands
>he takes them and I spin him around and again he just goes back to his tablet by his mother
>on the way to the train station Marina and I are holding hands and he comes between us and breaks our hands apart
>I feel a little humiliated and he takes her hand
>Marina says nothing but looks at me and I look back as if to say I don't mind

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>>28752718
Kek. Based Lucas
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>>28752688
>tfw no overly concerned qt that asks you if you're ok


OPs luck is astronomical

>literal autist
>hires a prostitue
>turns out a total qt
>they fall in love with each other
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If this is in any way real and non-fiction. You might want to stop writing about her OP. I hope it's fiction and you do keep coming back. I like you OP!
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>>28752851
I also think it's fiction, she just seems so much like a girl he made up in his daydreams. I'm thinking this because my thought process resembles OPs a lot and I have dreamed up girl who is a lot like her
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>her brother turns behind as he walks and holds out his tablet to his mother and she takes it from him
>he then holds my fingers and I move my fingers to hold his better and on Marina's say she and I begin to "swing" him a little forward then let him land softly on his feet
>she makes noises like "wooAAH" each time
>afterwards he clings to her leg and sort of bumps his head against her
>at the station we say goodbye to them
>Marina asks her mother if she enjoyed the chocolates and she says "yes they were lovely"
>her brother comes to me and holds up his hand like a "high five" and I slowly make contact with his hand
>I think Marina asked him to do this but I don't mind
>after that I travelled back to her flat and we sat cross-legged on her bed holding hands and kissing
>I felt like bringing up what we had talked about to let her know my intention was not just to trick her into thinking I cared or that I had forgot
>but we ended up undressing and she asked if I had ever had a "blowjob"
>I said no and she kissed down my belly and then began to lick my penis
>I was scared she might notice the small bumps which are Fordyce Spots or Pearly Penis Papules but she didn't
>I ejaculated onto my stomach and she held my penis as I did, which throbbed in her hand for some time after
>afterwards I told her to lay back and she said why and seemed honestly not to understand
>I awkwardly said "well, I'll go down on you" and she seemed to get it and said "you don't have to"
>I'm not sure what she meant by this but I kissed her and shifted her body back from the edge of the bed
>I felt rather exposed at first since I was kneeling and bending over with my anus rather exposed behind me (the door was closed)
>but then I lay on my stomach and began to lick her vagina
>luckily the pornography I have watched and a very long video that was only partly intended for erotic purposes gave me tips on how to do this

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>>28752851
>If this is in any way real and non-fiction. You might want to stop writing about her OP.
Why? It's not doing anyone any harm. And it's not like he's posting this asking us to tell him what to do like a Tinder thread. OP likes writing and we like reading it.
If he ever wants to stop he'll just stop on his own.
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>I am usually so detached from life and the external world that when I invest myself in it my emotions are often overwhelming and the world itself overwhelms me until I am forced to retreat once more

Fuckin a
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>>28752936
>Fordyce Spots or Pearly Penis Papules
wut
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>I am not homosexual but sometimes, perhaps I was raised by a single mother and often feel rather "effeminate" or something despite not willing it so
>anyway I put my fingers just above her vagina and pushed up a little to make the skin around it "taught"
>I then licked the area where I think the "bump" of of her clitoris that I touched before
>I expected her clitoris to unsheath like a tiny penis but it just emerged like a small pink bubble
>I tried to apply pressure with my tongue
>the tongue wasn't bad but even if it was I was so anxious and trying to impress that it would not have mattered
>I did this for around five minutes, sometimes licking from side to side and sometimes kissing the insides of her thighs
>after around that amount of time she pushed her vagina upwards into my face and then sort of "wiped" it back and forth
>I don't know what this indicated but soon after she said "stop stop stop" but I don't know if she was just bored or happy for my effort
>in the early evening I said I better get home since I have work tomorrow and she followed me outside where we hugged
>I travelled home and posted this thread

Sorry that my internet shut down. I notice not many people are posting in my last two threads so this may be a time to stop posting my updates. I did feel after I first had sex with Marina that I had perhaps outlived the purpose of posting these threads, but I did not want to let down those who asked me continue. I don't know what you guys think? But anyway I hope this was an ok update.
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>>28753079
The last three threads have all had around this amount of posters, and every one here likes reading what you write.

But you're pretty much in a regular relationship now so maybe there isn't any need to continue with the updates.
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>>28753079
I enjoy reading your posts. Please do continue.
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>>28752497
>I always act as if this is not the case but secretly for years I have craved the pleasant words of someone who cares for my existence
>but with Marina there I try instead to speak the words I myself have wanted to hear


>>28753079
I really appreciate the updates OP, and I hope you will continue posting. I like your style of writing as well. If you don't want to keep posting I understand, but i'll be here to read it if you do.

either way, good luck OP
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>>28753079
post more if you want, I always like to read them, 32 people enjoyed it I think, and some might just lurk.
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>>28753079
it was nice and feely, a little too much on the sex stuff tho. I came here to feel and for comfiness
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are you INFJ on MBTI. I need to know, because if yes then this stupid shit is accurate
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>>28752936
Oh boy I've never kek'd so hard in my life especially on the last part
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>>28753079
Your threads are all i have to live for. Please continue!
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>too retarded to get a trip for these posts

kill yourself
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Continue posting OP. The way you describe how you feel and the things around you is so refreshing. It can be downright hilarious to a level I don't understand. Also, I'm genuinely happy for you OP. I hope for a good ending.
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While you seem to mostly be in a normal relationship now there are still some unanswered questions. Is she going to fully quit being an escort? Is she going to move in? Is she gonna go back to school or get a normal job? Was there anything else big she was lying about?

I can respect if you don't want to post anymore because you're tired of writing for hours each thread or because you want it to be private now though.
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>>28753079
OP you are the only reason I come to this website. Please continue, but be sure to keep personal and locational details hidden.
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>>28745482
Alright OP, I've been waiting a long time to post. Although I haven't read this thread I'd like to say I've been following since day 1.

I believe all of this. As people have mentioned, your attention to detail is meticulous. The social nuances you pick up on are insane. You probably aren't autistic (as people claim) because you often mention about feelings and register others emotions and shit. It's shocking some of the things you write as they hit so close to home for me. I wouldn't consider myself a robot by any means but I certainly would call myself an introvert, often stuck in my mind thinking about others the way you do. You pick up on objects a lot more than myself but we think very similar about people which is very interesting to me.
Going on the assumption everything you've said is true, I hope you and Marina find happiness. Be that through romance or friendship, it sounds like you could really have a future but I know you might get your heart broken which is shit, trust me. Just be prepared bro.

Assuming everything you've said is completely made up; well fucking done. I think I speak for a lot of anons here when I say I'm not even mad. This wild ride you've taken us all on is so damn emotional that it doesn't matter if it's made up. you've affected people and that's important. you could write some beautiful novels man, you really understand how a lot of people in the world think and that's a gift.

Didn't proof read so apologies if there was any mistakes.
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thanks op, and godspeed.
also keep doing this, we are living through you.
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op i most curious to know what eventually happens to Marina. I hope you make a thread at some point to let us know what happened to you guys and to update us on whether marina ever decides to go back to school, get a job, etc
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>>28753079
>not knowing that girls get super sensitive after they orgasm
You made her cum, OP

I've lurked these since the first thread. Keep posting updates please
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anyone have screenshots of previous threads? This is my first time hearing about any of this and im curious
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>>28753914
Thread 1: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28427858/

Thread 2: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28473632/

Thread 3: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28563840/

Thread 4: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28588279/

Thread 5: https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28634920/

Thread 6: >>28681400

Strap yourself in anon.

feelin' tunes:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qTBHE2_dJeI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LL998ajnjN4
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>>28753079
I love you OP, don't stop. I like to pretend I'm reading my own journal/diary or something. Very comfy and feel provoking.
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>>28753264
This. Trip or at least a name, like escortbro or something.
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Please don't stop OP, you make a difference in the lives of us losers and give us something to look forward to.

Godspeed
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