when it's 2 am and the depression hits
send albums for that feel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zyhwfPuaVMo
>>65774499
this just made me slit my wrist
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBfq6_VdYjM
>>65774522
S O T Y
>>65774491
>tfw the depression really hit hard this weekend
>tfw spent most of the day in bed
>tfw the depression medication isn't helping
>tfw things didn't get much better once you got out of the mental hospital
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhp7ArGqy0c
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwH6RuBIsFY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TKoTpE-mz48
just be comfy for a while anon
>tfw getting close to 28 and no gf ever
I'm going to kill myself if I get to 30 without ever being in a relationship
>>65774491
What do you mean when it hits.
If it hits at a certain time and it's not constantly "hitting" I think you are a fucking pussy and a liar. You aren't fucking depressed if it's not always there.
Red House Painters Discography
Codeine Discography
i got you covered
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BLXbTMyTDcU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdGrGd3MKII
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yUOU2cB4DNQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2BASLQBHbqM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_4N05coN2g
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cm9wYWuQDA4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_GPxe91hWE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hNVu55ZyC-Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UwBmozrDhUA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kPfBpZILtw
>>65774534
thanks for the rec I'm liking it so far
>>65774574
thanks for all suggestions I'll give it a listen in a little
>>65774609
specifically down colorful hill
medicine bottle and japanese to english
>>65774679
>it's not that simple, this dictionary
>never has a word for the way I'm feeling
>>65774603
I've been diagnosed since I was a kid I'm aware of what it is I always feel it, but Im hitting a low because yk there's good days and bad days
>>65774661
bless your heart and soul
>>65774609
>>65774679
thank u sm
>>65774795
Anything going on in your life atm?
Fiona Apple - The Idler Wheel (if you've had bad relationships in the past that you blame yourself for the issues)
Elliot Smith - Either / Or (same^ plus isolation and extreme self loathing. overarching sense of malaise)
Giles Corey (a lot like Elliott Smith but doesn't hide that he wants to kill himself)
Eels - Electroshock Blues (written in a really sad situation, not really relatable)
Carissa's Wierd (oh boy)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BSE2G3eqkrk
>>65774603
OP could be Bi-Polar/Manic-Depressive.
When I was younger, younger than before
I never saw the truth hanging from the door
And now I'm older see it face to face
And now I'm older gotta get up clean the place.
And I was green, greener than the hill
Where the flowers grew and the sun shone still
Now I'm darker than the deepest sea
Just hand me down, give me a place to be.
And I was strong, strong in the sun
I thought I'd see when day is done
Now I'm weaker than the palest blue
Oh, so weak in this need for you.
>>65774603
>being this retarded
>not understanding bipolar lows
>not understanding depression
>>65774603
My girlfriend has diagnosed depression and she's the same way
Fuck off faggot
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEZtII8rt_Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_GLSgJ39Dc
Hang in there, anons.
Promises abound, you rarely find it to begin
Maybe I'm afraid to let you all the way in
Lately I'm beside myself, pretending unconcerned
Standing at a corner where I threw you on a turn
I'll move on...
Flowers on a cross remain, marked an ending scene
Damn it all if blood you spill, turn the grass more green
Life is short..
>>65774916
Officially got diagnosed bipolar by a neuro doc at my therapist's office after doing the big screening for it. I have to wait a month or more to get into an outpatient program to get it taken care of because my current psychiatrist simply chooses not to treat me for it because I don't "seem" like I have it. Even told the bitch that lithium had helped a good deal in the past and she didn't even respond. The wait is bag of dicks to get through.
Anyone have any sad shit that doesn't have to do with relationships?
I can't relate to that shit.
Stuff like 24 by Red House Painters.
i am a monster
tell me what you see
its so easy and clear to
tell me everything
you always said you were fine
i should have known it would sour
turn off the water faucet
and come out to this scene
i know you're there and behind it
open up to me
you always said you were fine
and look how it turned out
said i am a monster
i wasnt there for long
and now i look back and regret
the day you took it all
you always said you were fine
look now im talking to your stone...
>>65775118
Try Low - I Could Live In Hope or if you like neofolk try Current 93 - All the Pretty Little Horsies
>>65775118
Most of Giles Corey is just about death. There is some though.
Eels too.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=gKmrQ-Jjuv8 this is good.
>>65775118
Yo I got you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qC-2SzGEk9Y
He cancelled a tour just so he could be with his mother-in-law as she was on her deathbed.
>>65775148
>>65775152
thanks I'll check it out
where old music goes to wither, but never die
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=TiITP-zP-98
anyone have more instrumentally melancholic songs
>>65775118
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=efDCERbYI_k
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0FGzSGiAkd8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSlWUwlyOp0
>>65775174
the music's already dead
that album is the recordings of the ghost of that music
>>65774491
https://youtu.be/QS34TZR3SNY
https://youtu.be/uL0UNJLU3K8
https://youtu.be/8TkEx7T6_g0
https://youtu.be/g4zAZuB6jBk
https://youtu.be/n30tMq_DAT0
https://youtu.be/n5HRRvZIEFI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LuYNidNgQic
My favorite
>>65774560
you get me homie lets be friends
>>65774828
you're too kind anon
also I want to thank everyone posting in this thread you you guys all are too sweet and rock
>>65774575
Trust me. It just makes your life worse. You shouldn't need attention from others to feel fulfillment.
>when it's only 12:30AM but an east coast anon scares you
>>65775386
No problem anonbro, if you want someone to talk to you could send me an email
[email protected]
I'M THE FUEL
THAT FIRES
THE ENGINES OF FAILURE
>>65774491
>implying that you're only depressed at certain times
god this board has become normie
>>65775425
>12:30 AM
must feel nice being a west coast anon
>>65775468
>
there must be more constructive ways to express your resentment of normal people
>>65775040
Any more of these kind of pics?
Too Bright by Perfume Genius
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxZS7uXSvEU
>>65775315
good job with these holy lets be friends
good thread keep it alive
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1y7G1Jig7Jk
>>65774491
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FGKoJVXG98g
This whole album
I thought they would be the only major slowcore band I wouldn't like but it changed my mind
>>65778318
beautiful
>>65774491
just go to bed you goddamn narcissist
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2F3XNwVUeE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8uUkP37y8RE
>>65778338
It was a dinosaur aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaact
>>65778547
I thought they were singing "dinosaur hand", lol
>>65778617
sorry about the image being turned to the right, i dont know why it is that way.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nm93kv9J7tw
>>65774845
fiona apple's the idler wheel seriously helped me more than anyone ever has, i can highly recommend it
>all that love must've been lacking something if i got bored trying to figure you out / you let me down / i don't even like you anymore
>and maybe i'd relax, let my breast just burst open / my heart's made of parts of all that surround me / and that's why the devil just can't get around me
>say i'm an airplane and the gashes i got from my heartbreak make the slots and the flaps upon my wing and i use them to give me lip
>i just want to feel everything (every single night) vs. i don't feel anything until I smash it up (daredevil)
>i don't want to talk about a-ny-thing
>how can I ask anyone to love me when all I do is beg to be left alone
>remember when i was so sick and you didn't believe me?
>>65775468
>what is bipolar
>>65774491
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AUQpHPPbdCI
>>65774950
National Express is awesome, thank you
