i just had the worst day of my life.
i worked 18 hours. got home. alone.
just got a text.
the one and only person i've ever truly loved.
telling me we aren't friends anymore.
because of the biggest fucking mistake i've ever made.
i thought about ending it for the first time in a very very long time.
i'm broken.
help me.
mftf.
Just do it. Crawl your head into that noose and kick yourself off of a chair.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pCtFJ4uUIdk
>>65243765
I scrolled right past this without even commenting
Godspeed
>>65243794
thank you.
>>65243872
my pleasure glad you like it
very solid discography with plenty of similarly themed songs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XipuDdNUxGU
>>65243803
obviously not
>>65243765
what did you do
Hey OP
I know it probably feels like this is the only place you can turn to, but there's only so much anonymous strangers can do for you.
I posted a note like this on /r9k/ once, but none of the sympathy i got made me feel any better, so I don't know if this thread is going to help you.
If you have any family you're comfortable with, you should be with them. If not, what got me out of the dark place i was in was help from professionals, not the comfort of mutual aloneness and neurosis with anon.
I'm sorry I can't be of more help, but my thoughts are with you.
>>65243941
jk OP ur a fagit my life is gr8 hahahahaha
>>65243941
i appreciate it. but really. i don't want any sympathy from any of you. all i need is music. and this is the best place i thought i could turn to for good music.
a wise person once told me
everything is temporary
go talk to some real people about it, not anonymous strangers
>>65243938
she's had a boyfriend for about 9 years.
we became really close friends again recently.
i realized i still loved her.
i knew she would never break up with her boyfriend for me. she tells me all the time how much she loves the kid.
so i pushed her away. completely.
and she told me just now that she never stopped loving me.
and she will always love me.
but i'm too far gone to relay her back.
ever.
>>65243979
again, >>65243973
>>65243941
Oh wow i posted something serious in a mftf thread
Sorry
Nick Drake - Pink Moon
Red House Painters - Down Colorful Hill
Low - I Could Live in Hope
Some popular recs, anyways
>>65243765
I've been listening to this a lot lately.
https://thecaretaker.bandcamp.com/album/patience-after-sebald
I'm pretty depressed myself, though the circumstances are probably pretty different. Things ended with the only person I ever loved almost ten years ago now. I was in denial for a long time and a combination of factors (not the least of which my ever-increasing avoidant disorder) have left the idea of being in a relationship completely beyond me. But that's only one piece of the puzzle in my case.
Also I don't know about you but for me there's not so much conscious thoughts about "ending it" so much as it is my brain as an independent entity telling me I should do it all the time. I wish I could tell you things will get better but I can't make that promise for myself much less another.
Still, listening to pretentious ambient music in the dark is as good a placebo as any while I wait for things to reach a tipping point one way or the other.
I hope something out there either makes you feel better or makes you feel understood, at least.
>MFTF
What is this
>>65244001
You should just go for it. Doors to love don't open very often. It'll probably be temporary and short lived but like you have better alternatives like posting here lmao.
>>65244075
moustache for this flower
>>65244075
Oooh nevermind
>>65244044
this post alone has made me feel less alone than any music ever could. thank you. from the bottom of my heart, from the depth of my soul, to the fiber of my being, thank you.
i hope the same for you my friend.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2E9x643_SCo
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0Su106CVuUe
Can't offer much help, just know you aren't alone in feeling the way you do
>>65244304
This is the best thing i've ever read
>>65244304
yeah. holy shit thank you.
op here.
>>65243765
what did u do boi
jason aldean you fucking /r9k/ faggot
>>65244144
>>65244582
You're welcome.
Kill yourself.
>>65244630
you are singlehandedly improving my life.
thanks for the good music guys. good thread.
>>65244630
Could you upload it at a higher bitrate here instead?
https://clyp.it
>>65243979
somebody once told me
the world is gonna roll me
>>65244630
>>65244993
pls
upload it man
https://clyp.it/fhlqbpz3
hey OP
i think about ending myself every day. it's a very romantic thought. but it's not worth it. it's hard now, but it won't always be.
people love you, people love you now and people love you forever
listen to music, sleep on it, and strive for better days.
>>65245257
Is it just me or is this link working?
https://clyp.it/boocebow
what is the difference between clyp & voocaroo? also, is >>65244304 whoever is posting these?
(these meaning>>65244044 >>65244630 and >>65245257)
>>65245301
i'm not even going to open this but
>datfilename
>>65245360
Vocaroo compresses the files like shit so the bitrate is awful.
The clyp.it ones are still at a shit rate but better than Vocaroo.
>>65245299
wow shit nice filename
gonna steal that for a song title
>>65243765
>>65243790
TIE THE CORD, KICK THE CHAIR AND YOU'RE DEAD
>>65245395
oops meant to quote >>65245301
for the second one
silly me
>>65245409
YUH
op here
>>65245301
oh fuck i thought this was gonna be filthy frank this is really good
>>65245418
hey OP
do you want break up music? or something similar? whats the feel?
"im sad, gimme sad music" or "i'm sad, make me happy"?
>>65245445
definitely sad.
>>65245257
holy fuuuuuuuuck ghost is the best possible name for this
>>65245463
>Bob Dylan - One of Us Must Know (Sooner or Later)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GgEf2KUJVV0
>>65245463
Joy Division - Closer
it's nice to put things in perspective sometimes, life might be hard for you now, but it will pass
I'm living with a fucking brain tumor, my senses are all fucked up, sometimes my ears are ringing so much I can't listen to music....
you'll be fine soon
best advice as some anons have also said is to get the fuck out of 4chan when you feel like this,
speak to a real person, go outside and shit
>>65244001
kys you nu male faggot
>>65245360
>is >>65244304 (You) whoever is posting these?
Yes, but I'm also trying to retain (relative) anonymity. And also maybe go to bed. Just wanted to respond to the requests.
filedropper (dotcomslash) archive_4
>>65245385
>>65245413
I know, right? Already trying to think of ways to incorporate that into something. Maybe that video game that I'll probably never make.
Night all.
>>65243765
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKSROrAdPxM
You could be respectable and keep it to yourself, cause I know she was the best that you've had
Codeine - Frigid Stars
also:
>>65244014
>Red House Painters - Down Colorful Hills
>>65244649
kek
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ImQ3eWdXEwk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QO8PkzCQ5Lo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fn-H4af9-uQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2sXhtaPnQ_o
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SvuoPAFQxzI
>>65243765
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mgQFrUKeSTM
I always end up hurting the ones I love most OP, I'm in the same boat as you.
>>65244001
fucking lol just get a tinder
>>65243765
how did they do it
I need to cut an annoying friend
>wahhh my life is shit
>tfw no gf
>/mu/ - Blogpost
>add mftf and suddenly it's "music related"
Why is this shit allowed again?
>>65248049
i dont know try something like "listen i dont think we should see each other anymore"
also johnny i swear to god dude if this is you
>>65243765
work, play videogames and do drugs instead
>>65248162
>"listen i dont think we should see each other anymore"
you realise you can't just 'break up' with your friends like this, right? it's autistic af
