I have plans to jump off a cliff this Monday morning. I have to decide what track I want to have on repeat before I exit. I am currently thinking of something from Nick Drake's discography or something from Deathconsciousness. Can you recommend some other tracks? Something meaningful and gloomy would be greatly appreciated. Stay comfy /mu/
Current tracks picked out:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mU1UPpeGZdI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ustTnrPxmLQ
sir mix-a-lot - baby got back
Jóga?
I mean, don't do it, of course.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LwVXkM_YxMg
>dying to nick drake
way to immortalize yourself as a meme
>>63264967
Dont do it.
>>63264967
https://youtu.be/_iwDpATvpCQ
>>63264967
Why do you need to play a track on repeat? For the street cred, so you have it in your biogrpahy "he listened to x song on repeat in the hours before his death"? But if had to pick something, I'd pick 260: lcm(2,3,5,7,11,13,17,19,23,29,31,37,41,43,47,53,59,61,67,71,73,79,83) by Bull of Heaven
>>63264967
Please don't do it.
>>63264967
Meshuggah - The last vigil
>>63265011
DRUMPF CONFIRMS THIS
and deathconsciousness, he's njust not good people. he's not bringing his best people. he's bringing his suicides, and his rapists. they're not all racists . . . .but just look at their tiny hands. . . . Look at your hands, OP...are they small hands
OR ARE THEY GREAT HANDS?
Take my hand
my VERY LARGE HANDS
and lets make america great again.
and where are you going to leave this track on repeat? That's management.
Women Love Management.
And you, OP, I think youre a manager.
Lets go get rich.
Filthy rich
Stinkin rich.
Im gonna make you worth billions.
Are you ready to be GREAT AGAIN?
OK, GOOD LETS ROLL
>>63265032
You're confusing Joga with Hyperballad. You can't even get the singles right.
>>63265123
Just to ensure my thoughts don't vary too much
>>63265011
Thanks for the laugh anon
Suicide solution
>>63265197
Fuck, you're right
turning in my badge...
>>63264967
Heath Ledger already took Nick Drake so you wont get points for originality there. Personally I'd pick Elliott Smith's King's Crossing, but I swear to god if you're just pulling a David Higgs I'll fucking summon you back to life.Or if you can just not do it.
>>63264967
Keep it classy and stick with Nick Drake
either >>63264988
or From The Morning
>>63265476
kek
do it David Higgs style, pills+Clammy
>>63264967
Townes Van Zandt or maybe Bob Dylan.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hrfjSaW8TQ
Though if I ever killed myself, I'd use this song.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LakPL9s-1iY
>>63264967
Please don't do it
>>63264967
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GewPUU6Ces4
>>63264967
Please don't jump.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWJXTdCVsKI
OP here.
Actually you know what, I'm going to let first dubs decide.
>>63265946
That fucking beautiful.
>>63264967
I know that life can be really shitty but since you're at a point where nothing matters why not just say fuck it and go travel or move or something exciting just to experience something new?
Seriously man, it might completely change your perspective
>>63265990
Imagine how many people you've interacted with on 4chan that have already killed themselves already without you noticing it.
Imagine what your last words to them could've been.
>>63266030
already decided >:)
>>63265011
>>63264967
OP, I very nearly killed myself a few years back. I had been feeling so much pain for so long, I though there was no way out but down.
I very very very nearly did it.
But I didn't. And I'm so glad for that. Just like you probably don't know how to express your pain to the 99% of people who never feel it as deep and as long as you do, I don't know how to express what it's like to get better. And you will.
Just, don't do it. I love Pink Moon, and it's not any more precious because of the story around it. Nick Drake had a special soul-- often, that manifests itself in feeling the weight of the world heavier than others. Maybe you do too. We can't stand to lose you. At least, I can't.
>>63266080
and confirmed: >>63265167
>>63264967
>not ending your life to Two Head Boy Pt. 2
>calling yourself patrician
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=21exnGWN-uI
>>63264967
I really hope you're lying because if you aren't then please don't do it. Don't throw away your life away like that. You may think that it's all hopeless but trust me: it's not. I have had health problems that have gone on for years and there have been times I've considered suicide. But I've never gone through with it and I'm glad I haven't. You may also think no one cares about you. But you're wrong. There is, at the very least, one person who cares about you and would be devastated if you died. So please, don't kill yourself. And if you need to, get help.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Bridge_(2006_documentary_film)
>>63264967
Schubert Winterreise
You'll look more intelligent than having some pop song playing.
Don't do this OP
>>63266353
forgot link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqmz4gE15cU
It's so easy to convince yourself you have any clue what is happening or what will happen. Are you planning on killing yourself because you think you know something as if it is a certainty? Nothing ever really goes as planned. Don't kid yourself, you don't know that your life is going to be shit if you keep on living it, you may have even forgot about how many people care about you. It takes serious levels of both ignorance and confidence to kill oneself. Please understand how little you know and realize that you do not have the knowledge to make such a brash decision. Everyone who tried to kill themselves and survived and are currently thankful that they failed were once in your position. They felt certain that suicide was the correct choice and by blind luck or some other mechanism they lived to see how wrong they were. Just keep in mind that you are probably wrong. Maybe you are right and your life is not worth living but chances are you have no clue what will happen if you decide to not end your life. So do you really think you are willing to make this decision that you will never be able to go back on if you commit, just because of this hunch you have that living isn't worth it? Please just remember how easy it is to convince yourself you're right. Remember how many people have convinced themselves of things that are utter bullshit and act as if they are correct. Don't be one of those people. There is your perception and there is reality, yet you're convinced that your perception is reality. It most likely isn't.
>>63266908
I think that people who say suicide is selfish are the selfish ones
Katrina and The Waves - Walking on Sunshine.
really though, don't do the self-harm, my best friend offed himself and it just does so much damage to everyone who knew him. all things pass and pain can often end up causing growth.
>>63266960
Who said it was selfish. I'm saying it's presumptuous. I would say it is selfish though, and just because the people saying that are selfish doesn't mean that suicide isn't selfish. Totally possible for both parties to be selfish.
>>63266030
listen to hot head
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtemrZ7-pj0
Bon Bon by Mr Worldwide
listening to a song that i really connect with always changes my mind at the last minute.
You can't win op. Give up, choose life.
(faggot)
i was writing something and then this tab closed on me...weird as fuck.
so fuck it, go out with a bang bro, good luck to ya!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kgZgCLeCdc
>>63265990
Please jump.
don't do it man it gets better
Have you tried anti-depressants?
>>63268803
Link for the lazy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJWlBfo5Oj0
>>63264967
>lediscouragingcostanzaface.jpg
If you're gonna off yourself at least use an exit bag man
>>63266234
>>63266908
My family will be pretty torn I am sure. They've been through a lot as well. I moved away from all my friends years ago anticipating something like this so they don't get hurt. I had a chance to fix all this but I continued to be on the deceptive and wrong path and it's come to a point where I can't face myself as a decent person any more. Thanks for caring everyone but I am pretty sure I want to go through with this.
>>63269212
No, never sought for help. I've been leading a double life essentially. Tricking those close to me to believe I am something that I'm not. I feel like shit for doing that to them and in the process of all that I've become a cunt. Better to go I think.
If You Want to Sing Out - Cat Stevens
https://youtu.be/NFQ4nuUuwNo
