Programming edition
▶consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1d9KKqP9IHa5ZxU84a_Jf0vIoAh7e8nj_lCW27KbYBh0/edit?usp=sharing
▶ MtF Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Cis women of all sizes to make you feel better about yourself: http://www.mybodygallery.com/
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
not sure if any of you have seen this yet but
http://www.ashp.org/menu/DrugShortages/CurrentShortages/bulletin.aspx?id=1186
theres a national shortage of estrogen injections
THREAD THEME
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ecvLRxb3MU&ab_channel=resmetal
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ecvLRxb3MU&ab_channel=resmetal
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ecvLRxb3MU&ab_channel=resmetal
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you could have linked to the previous thread and fixed ▶consent providers to ▶ Informed consent providers
do i pass mtfg
>>6571110
ur totally beautiful bby
I wanna hear oddish talk mushmouth
Goddamnit I'm crying again. I miss Kaylee so much
Idk if i ever showed you guys this but Lou at this cricket with tha leg
>>6571110
im biased because I like you so much but i think you do
>>6571103
AMERICANS BTFO
>>6571122
i didnt realize that anyone here lliked me desu >.>
>>6571116
its ok red
you'll be with her soon
*hugs*
>>6571120
And that's a wonderful thing. Embrace your stereotypical qualities and love yourself for them.
>>6571126
shakira pls
>>6571115
M-m-mushmouth?
Like fat Albert?
>>6571121
what about the trippy?
https://my.mixtape.moe/pomdub.webm
>Women shopping
Nature sure is scarily close to home.
>>6571133
>Unless of course your goal is to make it awkward in a non-cute way.
That would be funny for a bit but annoying long term. I guess majority of the employees would be fellow trannies with some cute guys strewn about like lambs to the slaughter.
>>6571134
idk i've never seen that
is he the hat-face?
>>6571116
Aw :<
You'll see her soon <3
Does she have a skype? If so you can talk to her at least soon
>>6571135
>black
You know, I really can't find black guys attractive myself. I don't know if that's racist or not. I don't really have an issue with black people or anything, but man, black is an instant turn off for me.
>inb4 torches & pitchforks
I had about a gram at first and then i haad another gram an hour later. They tasted like poopy. I saw some things when i closed my eyes but no open eye hallucinations. I would laugh so hard it would turn into crying OFTEN.
I'm gonna do shrooms like once a week now.
>>6571142
No he's the one with huge lips.
...fat albert was sorta racist wasnt it?
>>6571121
crickets make me feel uncomfortable
>>6571093
What does the code in the OP even do, though? And is that Basic?
>Family gathering
>"Anon why won't you take off your hoodie? It's so hot!"
What do I do? I was dripping with sweat the whole time, was real fucking awkward.
>>6571149
Has anything good ever been said about blacks on 4chan?
>>6571157
take off your hoodie
>>6571156
I don't fucking know, I just googled "fortran". It's just neckbeard language to me
>>6571157
I can def sympathize. Since my breasts started growing I've been wearing exclusively hoodies and oversized shirts and my mom (I sitll live with my parents because Europe and poor) never misses a chance to yell at me for wearing something "so stupid in this heat".
>ywn be fucked like this
>>6571164
>neckbeard language
Rude. I shave my neckbeard every day.
>>6571175
they're scary tho
So a definite hon started working at my workplace not too long ago and it makes me feel weird. I transitioned right after starting at the place I work at, so people know I'm trans there, so it's kindof awkward because she is always talking about trans hon stories to everyone and is really cringy. Kinda wondering if people are going to start associated the two. Just dear god. My bf visited me at work the other day and saw her and was like "That guy's voice is super fem" (her voice is actually a 9/10 surprisingly) and I'm just kindof like "er... don't misgender..." and he was just like "Oooohhhhhh.... er.. her..." and it was really awkward. Not really sure what I'm getting at here outside of working with a very unpassable tranny at work makes me feel weird. Pretty sure I'm fucked up. Maybe I just take passing for granted. Should be more considerate.
>>6571170
I want to be that girl! So I'll get srs! Easy access!
>>6571176
Good <3
You two are gonna have a great life together <3
>>6571175
Well you mos def will. Psychs can break you through the measurement of time and you can spend an eternity living through a single second so idk if you want that but that feels like hell to me
>>6571182
I want to be that girl too but I have no money for srs and I'm not pretty
im a good girl
Men are always the same!
>>6571195
Yes you are, you are a very good girl <3
>>6571199
Go to bed you underage little shit.
>>6571069 #
So what do you think now since Angie killed herself?
You two were arguing it seems
>>6571198
What a lewd, rude guy :0
>>6571204
Wait... Angie killed herself..?
>>6571195
Good girl!
>>6571204
she didn't kill herself
>>6571204
Whingie for fucks sake enough with the forced drama. People just don't care.
>>6571207
>best girl calling me a good girl
>>6571156
>>6571164
I think its something like
sum = 0
sumsq = 0 (sumsquared)
print "enter the nuber blah blah"
n = read in from prompt
for (i=1, i<=N, i++){
v = read in value from something thats not the prompt, like a file
sum +=v
sumsq += V*V
print current values for loop
}
avg = sum/N
std = standard deviation calculations
print all the statistics it calculated
pls no bully I had to learn assembly for one of my classes im not a neckbeard ;_;
>>6571215
>im not a neckbeard
Heh.
I passed away last night
>>6571219
RIP, anon-chan. <3
>>6571135
I am only attracted to white males (maybe a few asians as well). and I am not particularly interested in male genitals either. they just scare me unless attached to a a boy I love.
>>6571214
I love you
>tfw not a good girl
>>6571223
Asians are absolutely adorable <3
>>6571215
>pls no bully I had to learn assembly for one of my classes im not a neckbeard ;_;
Nonsense, code is beautiful and so are coders. And thanks for translating it, now I get it.
>>6571227
You are a bad man and you should be serving a life sentence in jail
>first chaser added me on skype
>he was creepy af
I remember in my beta male days I was mystified as to why girls never liked me but boy now I know thanks to him.
>Throwing hundreds of compliments at me just made him look real desperate
>Sent a grainy dark photo of himself not smiling
>He was out-of-shape
>Suggested he go to the gym, he whined he was too depressed
>Generally whined on about his depression from the get go
>Was over eager to send dick pics
>Talked about marrying me on the first day
So while he creeped me out I also saw myself five years ago.
>>6571227
Ofc you are Sheen, you are a very good girl <3
>>6571206
She hasn't been here since Monday
Left a depressing message on that day
>>6571181
>tfw I have a horrible unpassable man-face, but I'm not sure how much longer my boobs will be concealable for
>tfw after I graduate uni, whatever place I get a job at probably won't want me wearing baggy hoodies to work every day, so my tits + manface combo would make me look like an unpassable tranny no matter how I try to present
>tfw I'm gonna end up like the hon in your post, making everyone she works with feel weird
>>6571238
okay angie
>>6571238
Ah, I see. Well regardless of context, I hope she is doing well. She's always been hard on herself. Granted, who of us isn't? Such is the life of the damned.
>>6571228
You might as well get a puddle, about as non-threatening and adorable.
>>6571208
Have you heard from her since then?
>>6571226
yr my kinda crazy, oddish
I wanna do fucked up shit with you
FUCKED UP SHIT
cut my balls off plox
>>6571250
She's been posting here non-stop. She's posting right now.
So why does Ling look like a 50 year old Asian man :/
>>6571223
I'm attracted to all races but I'm most attracted to blue eyes blonde hair combination. I think it's because I grew up in southern Europe where that's very very rare unless it's tourists coming down here.
>>6571254
you just replied to her
>>6571257
Nope. I'm this chick
>>6571238
shes probably still shitposting here as we speak
shes an attentionseeking narcissist (yes, I know, pot kettle probably)
just ignore her shitposting
>>6571228
I dont like the adorable kind, only the manly kind. dont wanna date boys, just men
>>6571248
depends, pic related is kinda nice.
>>6571263
Yeah I know. I am about to start posting pics of Stephen King. You can't pop in here without that crazy redneck having a spergout.
>>6571257
>Ari
Oh and my trip is just a weeb joke on "Allison" which is my real name. Asians can't pronounce "L"s, yo.
>>6571240
Wear a sports bra. But in general don't bother asking this board for advice, everyone is deluded into thinking hormones are magic, yeah for giving you gyno. A couple young twinks her took it and passed and now "zomg it totally works!" The only thing that makes the face female (yes female not "faggy freak") is surgery which most of us can't afford so this whole general is a meme really.
>>6571252
I'll do shrooms with you if you want
But i aint doin surgery
>>6571268
Hilarious.
>>6571263
>her
>>6571267
please don't do that
you're just encouraging her
>reading new military code for trans people
>if you're still in 180 days of service, instant kick out if you want hrt
>if you're in the first four years it's up to your commander
>not identifying as trans upon enlistment, instant kick out
>no living as a woman until you get your birth certificate or passport changed and completely transition
>have to maintain male fitness until Doctor says you're transitioned
>legally forced to shower, use restroom, dorm, and wear female uniforms after transition
>tfw rachel is probably never going to come back
well done, guys. you chase all the good ones away
>>6571268
>Asians can't pronounce "L"s, yo.
Japanese can't pronounce l's. Chinese can pronounce l's but can't pronounce r's and Koreans can sort-of pronounce both.
>>6571266
>(yes, I know, pot kettle probably)
But you aren't narcissistic mummy :/
>just ignore her shitposting
How do we tell if its her :?
>>6571279
>legally forced to shower, use restroom, dorm, and wear female uniforms after transition
you say this like it's a bad thing? isn't that the point of transition? to live as a woman?
>>6571285
>good riddance
i think most of us would take rachel over you any day
>>6571286
Oh none of it was meant to be bad just the rules, in my opinion the bad part is maintaining male fitness levels and not being able to present female until a doctor says you're medically transitioned
And your commander being able to throw you out if it's in the first four years
>>6571289
I know but it's for superficial reasons so I'm not fussed.
Guys I think I might be falling in love with Nim. I always ask her for her Skype but she keeps playing hard to get. How do I get her to like me?
>>6571286
faye likes going into boys shower rooms and showing off her body in the hopes that one of them throws her against the wall and rapes her
>>6571280
I don't even know who Rachel is. I've been gone from here for a good year and a half as far as consistency goes though, so perhaps I've just missed something.
>>6571295
Rachel is Jennifer/Anteater
>>6571300
Ah. We are caught up now then. Thanks, anon!
>>6571279
>>no living as a woman until you get your birth certificate or passport changed and completely transition
>>legally forced to shower, use restroom, dorm, and wear female uniforms after transition
Good. It will prevent 34 year old assholes like you from pretending to be a girl just to hang around other transgirls.
>>6571293
show bp. nim luvs dat shit
>>6571305
>Is this about me changing my bra and washing up in the men's room at planet fitness while everyone stares?
you want a fit boy to take you, so you tease
>>6571308
I'm already fully medically transitioned And have my gender changed in the military system, so jokes on them
Today is very weird. I'm feeling zero dysphoria today, and I don't feel the need to transition anymore lies I usually do. Yesterday and the day before was the same.
Maybe I'm not trans?
>>6571247
I don't think she's hard on herself.
Have you seen what she looks like lately?
My god, she looks a lot more masculine now because of ffs.
>>6571317
It'll come back. It always does. It feels fine now, then you look in a mirror or shower or something and feel shitty again.
>>6571314
Given that half the thread (and most likely the board) wants nothing to do with Gaye I wonder how people interact with her in real life.
>>6571295
Rachel is this mentally ill trip, now most people are mentally ill but she's hardcore schizo or whatever. Also does heroin. Admittedly half the time she's alright but half the time she's a complete asshole probably due to an episode or whatever. It's not really this or even her which annoys me so much it's the constant "she din du nuffin" from /mtfg/ purely because she's one of the best looking trips. When other trips have meltdowns they just get attacked and never hear the end of it. But not Rachel, she has an army of whiteknights ready to defend her bullshit.
And then there's her new girlfriend Mercury. Also schizo and a junkie apparently. Thankfully never has meltdowns here but is generally an all round aloof arrogant POS.
The both of them are just so fucking odious I can't stand them.
I await the RIDF whiteknights.
>>6571316
>I'm going to be a girl on a paper through a loophole but still look like a dude with tits cause I'm too internally homophobic to actually transition
Disgusting.
>>6571283
>But you aren't narcissistic mummy :/
my psychs thought differently tho.
>How do we tell if its her :?
Idk, I usually have a pretty easy time to tell its her. ive known her since 2013 tho
>>6571273
dude I conjured satan out of my gf on mushrooms once. she literally vomited the most beautifully colored puke as I finished blessing her. I was blessing my house cuz ego boosts. Then I expressed sympathy for satan and we kept tormenting eachother. I sang taunting showtunes until 6 a.m. for satan. Now he's there everytime i trip on mush to try to fuck my shit up but sometimes I have holy experiences as well.
>>6571324
Most military females look like dudes with tits though!
>>6571316
Like that's going to fool anyone. Judging by those photos Derpface posted you still have a long way to go.
>ywn be in a tank unit with the rest of /mtfg/
>>6571326
hey phien, fuck off and die. how u gonna pass as a girl when you can't even pass as human??
>>6571326
>Idk, I usually have a pretty easy time to tell its her. ive known her since 2013 tho
Any tips on how to tell :?
>>6571330
The competition is pretty fierce anon.
>>6571330
Faye
>>6571331
Just because I'm ugly doesn't make me a man
>>6571330
elanna is always queen cunt
>>6571329
its like they don't even want to be kawaii
at least ww3 will happen soon
>>6571330
Faye, by far.
>>6571331
ikr
>over 2 years of hard work
>uses photoshop to pass but looks like a creep
:^) sure thing justin
>>6571317
I can say I've a day once or twice in which I kinda just looked at myself and was like "Is this really what I want?" for what that's worth. Thinking of how I felt before transitioning though is a quick way to get me back in the mind of "No, this is right."
I'm not sure I'll ever 100% feel like a normal woman and it troubles me often, but at least I'm not as depressed and troubled as I was before. I think that if it's right for you, it'll be very clear upon giving it some proper thought and focus. If you spend time meditating on it and determine it isn't then you very well may be right. I think it's just important to think of the context. Think of what made you feel this way to begin with. Do you think that will still be an issue? Would you look back later in life and regret backing out of this? These are all important questions for us all to ponder. At the end of the day, if you give it enough though, you'll come to your conclusion, I'm confident in it.
Then again, I'm just some drunk tranny on 4chan, so what do I know?
>>6571264
do i remember you
>>6571327
Thats pretty crazy. Satan is a cool image, but i dont believe in anything.
My friend who gave me the shrooms told me i should experience ego death. I dont really believe in any spiritual side, i dont think i can do that.
>>6571323
do you have autism?
>>6571334
I know that I am roughly on the level of talking furniture, but bf keeps insisting I am a woman and doesnt wanna throw me out, so I guess Ill have to pretend for a little longer
>and die
its not like I havent tried, angie, shit is hard, as you know by now (if youve ever actually tried, I dont know)
Calm yourself down angie, no need to shit the thread up this much.
>>6571353
who the fuck are you getting into my business. you aint shit. back off
>>6571349
Just because she hasn't been mean to you specifically yet and has only given you (yous) on a image board doesn't mean she's good because you think so.
>never seen her cause drama
Ok, so you don't actually read the threads. Good to know.
>>6571318
trip on Angie
>>6571356
*I* remember *you* for what that's worth. Perhaps an older picture will help.
>>6571361
if you were a piece of furniture, at best you'd be a bean bag chair. a do nothing lump. fuck that, a bean bag chair filled with shit instead of beans.
>>6571367
yea i know that face
boop
>>6571363
Who the fuck are you you little shit?
Now either back off or come here and speak your shit. Fucking pussy-ass Stephen King wannabe.
>>6571323
While Rachel is an annoying retard I don't understand how you of all people can say that anyone is "fucking odious"? Have you no shame? Or introspective?
>>6571351
That's because Gaye is a disturbing creep. I am sure that Dollface has an extensive collection of photos in which everyone looks like shit.
>>6571367
so like when do you start hrt?
>>6571323
She looks like she did a ton of drugs in person, like one of those meth warning posters
>>6571341
faye are you going to train us all how to be qt army girls?
>>6571311
What? I'm serious how do I get Nim's attention?
>>6571371
>underage b& kid acts tough and defends Faye like Adri 2.0
>>6571371
Stephen King? that doesn't even make any sense lmao. you do way too many drugs, hon. your brain is so wrecked even you'll never pass even in your deepest delusion.
>>6571373
She was like fully transitioned with a good voice before I took my first pill ._.;
>>6571323
What are you even talking about?
1. Rachel is bipolar, not schizo
2. she's been clean from heroin for a long time now
3. she actually is really sweet
and
4. mercury doesn't do drugs afaik
you literally have no clue
>>6571368
wow, that was creative, I chuckled a bit. I have no sense of selfworth tho, flames from anons on 4 chan dont do anything to me, nothing there you could destroy. I like your style tho, please carry on :3
>>6571371
Tone it down you little brat. This whole drama is annoying as it is. No need for your shitty input.
>>6571376
Give me your skype and I'll message her it
>>6571378
>adults go anon and bully trannies on the internet
>>6571355
>I can say I've a day once or twice in which I kinda just looked at myself and was like "Is this really what I want?" for what that's worth. Thinking of how I felt before transitioning though is a quick way to get me back in the mind of "No, this is right."
IKTF so much. Sometimes I just stop and think "what am I doing with my life? This is crazy" Then I remember why I started.
>>6571365
Well just because you don't like someone doesn't mean no-one does. A lot of people here say they don't like me yet I get a fair few people adding me on Skype asking to chat. Everybody has different tastes. I have no problem with Faye.
>>6571269
true, true.
Being able to afford ffs one day is basically my primary life goal atm. It's p much the only thing still motivating me to study hard, finish uni, and look for a high-paying job.
If my face is still fucked after ffs, then at least I can kill myself knowing that I gave transition an honest try, instead of just giving up before I started.
>>6571378
Are you reading the right post? I'm replying to some asshole (probably you) attacking Sophie.
>>6571376
are you as deaf as you are manly? hope not...
you've already been told. post your bp. nim loves that
>>6571374
I've known rachel for years and can confirm that she does not look like a drug addict.
all these bitter anons jfc
>>6571368
Seriously, just fuck off.
>>6571375
Alright ladies enough talk drop and give me ten, if you can't do them you may proceed to the alternate push-up position on your knees
>>6571358
I always said that I was spiritual not religious but my christian upraising is deep in my mind and spouts out when im trippin and nightmaring. Were you outside at all for the trip?
>>6571355
Thanks for your advice, tbqh I didn't expect such a thoughtful reply on here.
I have been meditating and thinking about whether I should transition for months now, but I'm still extremely conflicted. I've always had dysphoria, but it was only last year that I realised that I might actually be trans.
I'm not sure anymore, I'm also pretty tired so sorry if I sound stupid
>>6571389
all trannies deserve to be bullied. it's the only real motivation to stop them from becoming hons.
>>6571382
>drugs
Uhhh... you realize that I have never drunken, smoked or otherwise taken any recreational substances, right?
Again, stop being a fucking shitter.
>>6571398
fuck no, you don't have a safe space you entitled bitch.
hey beepbeep if you are here there's a thread about you on r9k
>>>/r9k/29996366
Faye I'm going to meet you again
>>6571384
Mercury has and currently does drugs
Rachel isn't just bipolar
Rachel has been clean exactly one year
Rachel is terrible and constantly attacks people half the time and is sweet the other half
>>6571391
But the thing is by the time you finish uni get the job and save up for FFS you will be 30 and wasted your whole youth on being a man. Therefore if you need FFS to pass you shoud just sudoku. That's what I'm gonna do.
>>6571388
But that sounds even more creepy. Can you just give me her Skype?
What does she like? How can I win her over?
>>6571406
wait so if you're already fully transitioned, why do you look like a boy. you're like elanna part 2. are you also a transbian?
>>6571400
No. Mostly i was in a nice bed. Took a bath too. It was nice.
>>6571412
Is life only worthwhile before you turn 30? I hope not...
>>6571406
About the time you were dating Eevee/Nora/forget her og irl name, you used to be on tiny chat
>>6571389
Yes... I thought that was obvious Sonic. I'm sorry that I'm not going to hugbox everyone here but this place has really gotten out of hand in the last year.
>>6571323
>>6571390
You literally have no idea what you are talking about.
>Well just because you don't like someone doesn't mean no-one does.
The reason people attack Faye is because she has treated her friends that have gotten close to her like shit. It's happened for years.
>I have no problem with Faye.
>defending people you don't even know on the internet
ishygddt
>>6571392
You regularly defend Faye. Also that is not me.
>>6571411
Fuck you Rachel is great!
>>6571399
*oof*
>>6571360
She looks like someone who has Down syndrome
>>6571411
>Mercury has and currently does drugs
what kind of drugs does mercury do? rachel told me mercury doesn't do drugs so maybe merc lied to her??
>Rachel isn't just bipolar
then what else is she?
>>6571420
Name a person I bullied
>>6571407
Is there even any particular reason why you're doing this? Or are you just bored? Starved of (you)s for too long?
>>6571413
I can't trust you
Do what I say or don't get her skype.
Or just wait for her to come on and keep asking her
>>6571411
Fuck, I'm never gonna get unbanned at this rate
It's not her fault she's bipolar or schizo, she has issues, and so does probably everybody else here, it's not an okay reason to attack her and talk shit about her because of her issues.
>>6571431
Consider suicide
>>6571418
It's not even that it's having to look at 20 year old women and see what you missed out on. I couldn't handle it that's why if I can't go girlmode by 27 I'm sudokuing. It's still late but at least I can say "yeah I was a girl in my 20s"
>>6571428
>please respond directly to my passive aggressiveness and watch me deny the fact that I've hurt people's feelings before
>>6571429
I don't hate you actually. You are underage though and shouldn't be here so I'll pick on you occasionally. I'm nice enough to admit it though and say I'm sorry. I just wish you would stop defending people like Faye but w\e
>>6571401
You don't sound stupid at all. You're simply asking questions, which is probably the most healthy thing you could be doing. If you weren't I think I'd be more concerned. I can't really tell you what is right for you sadly, but I can at least tell you that if you are unsure at the moment, that you have thinking to do, and that you must bear in mind that these choices will impact the rest of your life, but even if you keep at it, we're nothing without our past. Remember what made you this way and be a better person for it. If you come to a point in which you leave the past behind, you aren't really the same person anymore. This can be fine though if that's the choice you want to make. I think it's just important to be sure that regardless of the choice you make, it's the one YOU wanted. Without that, you will grow a self resentment that is nearly undoable. I hope the best for you though, anon. Truly.
>>6571414
I'm not a transbian to answer that part. As to looking like a boy, if that is indeed true, the world in which I live never seems to think so. Always get gendered female, even on the phone. You're more than welcome to have your own opinion. I drink enough, that it'll never really impact me anyways. Hell, doubt I'll even remember this conversation.
>>6571419
What..? I've never dated a trip. Closest that ever came to be was Melly, and even that didn't go very far. I need men, hence my boyfriend.
>>6571423
Hah, that doesn't really help anything xD
>>6571435
Everyone looks back at parts of their life and regrets what they missed out on. It's not worth killing yourself over.
>>6571428
>I can't do a single push up desu
This got me curious so I tried and managed 3. Kind of a weird feel when deltoids are super weak compared to how I remember them being :P
>>6571424
mercury does cocaine
>>6571293
That's adorable, but I don't feel right sharing people's Skype usernames without their permission. I don't know sempai, just keep talking to her here until she feels comfortable with you I guess?
>tfw eating like a fatass
>tfw ate too much and now feel bloated
>now i don't want to do anything
>>6571441
Don't you loose weight on cocaine? How come Mercury is fat?
>>6571445
pretend your food belly is a pregnancy belly
>>6571436
I mean the stuff That happened was sexual fallout 100% across the board, It spills into here, and people like you like to rehash it like any of it matters.
>>6571412
>you will be 30 and wasted your whole youth on being a man
Ha, jokes on you. I already wasted my youth on being a man when I chose to repress for as long as I did.
Also, I don't think it'll take me all that long to save up for ffs
I'm a math/CS dual-major, so finding a decent paying job shouldn't be hard, and my plan is to basically spend money on nothing but the bare essentials until I have enough saved for ffs.
>>6571437
What she looks like http://m.imgur.com/Nkjirw1
>>6571412
I WANT TO HUG SHEEN
>>6571446
I've seen her she's not fat at all. I've seen her snort lines she's a junkie for sure
>>6571451
She's pretty adorbz.
>>6571433
Fuck fine. willnj927.
>>6571447
Sounds kinda weird famygdala. I just want it to go away, but I won't go over 105 lbs if I don't start eating more. Not like I was gonna do anything tonight anyway. It's all rainy and dreary out.
>>6571456
Hm... I'm struggling to recall such a thing. Are you certain that this was me? Not saying it isn't true, but man, I really can't seem to find this memory.
>>6571412
why do niggers lack empathy?
>>6571431
Oh. I think I can do that.
>>6571460
Not fat, not Mtfg skinny
>>6571463
sent
>>6571456
>74
Wew I was never that fit, I could do maybe like 20 before with my skinny-ass arms. Now I've put on weight and lost muscle mass, good riddance upper body strength.
>>6571469
Can you do like 10 of them every time you come back into your room?
If you do that eventually you'll work yourself up
>>6571438
The young girls are out in skimpy clothing showing off their feminine figures and I'm some masculine fucker in a baggy hoodie with man jaw and cone tits. I'm running out of reasons not to overdose on my sleeping pills. Have you got any reasons?
I'm going to quit HRT, how stupid would it be to keep taking lupron but with no estrogen?
>>6571478
Why are you quitting?
>>6571448
>still denying that I have fucked up with some people from this board and try to make them out to look like bad people but its okay because it was all sexual fallout and that vindicates me even though I was the one hitting on them so here is a scientific description to cover up my bullshit
>and people like you rehash
>rehash
Don't even want to hear it, you are complete cancer.
>>6571478
you're not planning on doing that indefinitely are you?
>>6571414
This.. might be the biggest b8 I have ever seen... are you autistic anon?
Tfw your favorite hero becomes meta
>>6571473
Is there anything else I can do to win Nim's love? Anything!
>>6571486
Hm... I'll just take your word for it, I suppose.
>>6571481
I don't hit on Anyone I'm just a loving person who lets people touch her to make them more comfortable and feel happier and good about themselves.
>>6571478
very. just dont.
either quit completely or take E
>>6571480
Because I really have no hopes of passing and I think therapy will help me with my gender dysphoria better than pretending to be a girl ever will.
>>6571482
That's the plan.
>>6571492
I'm not ready to quit completely but I'm never taking estrogen again. I don't care about living so I don't mind if my lack of sex hormones results in an early death or whatever.
>>6571443
Do you know what she likes? What can I do to bring up my chances?
>>6571486
>I mean I worked out twice a day every day for an hour 8 years straight
All I did was some occasional push-ups to combat shoulder fatigue from spending too much time on the computer
>>6571497
what goin on?
i reckon u should b on estrogen
>>6571497
fuck me that is the most retarded thing I've heard all day
>>6571477
Because stop fucking comparing yourself to others and make the best of what you have.
>>6571502
I think you were probably the happier one of the two of us
>>6571499
I don't know much about Nim to be honest aside from her having a pretty low (in my opinion unjustified) opinion of herself, sorry. She seems pretty nice though. Not sure.
>>6571490
>I don't hit on Anyone I'm just a loving person who lets people touch her to make them more comfortable and feel happier and good about themselves.
Did that line work for you in the court case against your rapist?
>>6571490
Shit just went from creepy to downright disturbing.
hey so im a pre-hrt trans lady (starting this month tho, thank god) and ive gotten alright at shaving my arms and chest, but i have yet to try my legs. so i have 20-ish years of hair growth on my legs and its gonna be the WORST to shave.
i bought some nair which was recommended to me, but do i just read the bottle and use it or is there some preliminary stuff i should do first? i only have a kinda shitty men's face razor and blades that ive been using for the rest of my body hair but i read that leg hair is different and will just fuck up the blades.
(also, whats a good way any of you have found to remove hair from testicles and behind them? I'd guess waxing or something, but maybe I'm wrong?)
thanks for any help you can offer!
>>6571518
LMAO
FAYE BTFO AGAIN
>>6571514
I highly doubt that but even if that's the case I'm fairly sure you're the happier one out of the two of us right now so it evens out.
>>6571443
wtf are u talking about nim posts her skype freely here all the time
>>6571512
Being without a sex hormone is pretty bad for your bones and mood, from what I've heard. You could maybe take just a bit of anti-androgen and keep a minimal amount of testosterone and be okay, I think.
>>6571484
>tfw you drive someone to suicide
>>6571497
>Because I really have no hopes of passing and I think therapy will help me with my gender dysphoria better than pretending to be a girl ever will.
This was literally me yesterday. I'll parrot what Korra kept trying to tell me which is to keep trying because hormones may make a difference after a few years. There's always FFS as well. Anyway as I told Joan I'm gonna keep trying till 27 (I'm 24 now)then if I still don't pass I'll commit suicide.
>>6571509
>Make the best of nothing
The trans suicide rate is 40% for a reason.
>>6571477
"Because it's a permenant solution" that takes away your agency to change your mind later
Because you have Internet and something to post on, which is more then most the world
Because younprobablymdomtnwant to kill yourself, but your brain is kind of evolutionarily programmed to make you want to when you feel like you have no value
Because you can literally do anything if you're a dead woman, but if you took advantage of that you wouldn't want to die
>>6571522
My luck with Nair has not been positive. That stuff burns pretty bad. If you have a ton of hair, I just recommend getting a cheap electric razor and going at it.
>>6571518
my sides
>>6571526
Does she? Well, regardless, if she wants to post it again she can.
>>6571526
Then can you tell me her Skype?
>>6571518
Wait huh, I never pressed charges
