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the last one: >>6505597
>>6521310
yeah, I don't get invited to parties because I play the game instead of chatting
>>6521311
I'm saying that with my current face and light makeup, I could pass if my shoulders weren't significantly wider than my hips.
nim is ugly
>>6521312
So r u
dont be ridiculous blood magic isn't real
of course Hilary isnt draining him of his life
>>6521334
but you dont know that :(
>>6521270
I'm nice generally, I don't mind like telling someone why they're fucked up when they're having a little rage fit every now and again.
Oh and my trip is basically anon soooo, like I have speach therapy every Wednesday from 1-2, and its in a concrete soundproof room with no internet and we keep busy, but I was also shitposting?
>>6521315
my pronouns are he and shim.
>>6521319
have you been on HRT for long?
>>6521322
o. well what's the problem then? pharah is always needed tbqh
>>6521332
oh god, i get that. i'm so tired of talking every round in overwatch. i've been avoiding parties more often now lmao
>>6521323
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HekhW9STg58
this song is honestly awful, and that fruit has a point, a lot of bi girls just say they're bi for attention
hii /mtfg/
how are you?
things good?
>>6521349
hi smiles
im ok
how are you
>>6521346
bill is fine
Last time i posted pics here, i got banned.
Hi everyone how are you??
>>6521346
>>hrt
>too scared senpai
Are you sure you're trans, kiddo?
>>6521340
you choose to use that trip, you're responsible for whatever is said under that trip
don't like it? use a different one. ay caramba.
>>6521352
Were they or were they not of your butt
>tfw somehow have now graduated from being the drug addicted tranny fuckup in the family with no direction to the most stable one in the family with the most life direction
When the FUCK did this happen?
>>6521352
its because you are 12
>>6521323
Can almost get HRT! I can't wait, life is looking up
>>6521352
r e v o l u t i o n
>>6521350
not fantastic desu
t-thanks brain
>>6521341
How did you like season 4 of OITNB? I'm glad piper stopped being a cunt
>>6521354
no
but im too scared to see a gender counselor too lmao
>>6521357
it's cause you are good girl desu
>>6521355
>responsible
I kinda like the poetic symetry of it,
Trips go anon to shit post, anon goes me to shit post
>>6521357
How did you get your shit together so quick?
>>6521353
hi cute
been up to anything while you were away from the thread?
>>6521324
I own a fan fal, SKS, ak-47, Mossberg 550, Remington 700, cz85 combat, cz po6 duty, Sig p320, walther p38
What make is that nugget? Are you prepared for the day of the rope?
>>6521357
the wrong drugs can fuck you up
alcohol sucks
somehow I graduated from being a massive antisocial apathetic fuckup that somehow has decent grades to being a tranny with a sense of direction in her life, while the cousin that everyone tried to set up as my role model is now crashing and burning, working in a grocery store to pay for his booze and shitty apartment.
>>6521364
omfg i LOVED some of it, but it was kinda mixed? like all the dark shit got kinda hard to watch at points and almost torturous. plus the ending............i've had a crush on samira wiley forever and that happened...like tf............. i cried. what'd you think?
>>6521371
really? dang. i get that tho. are you gonna transition at any point do you think?
>>6521352
POST
L O L I B U D S
>>6521356
They were not.
>>6521358
I'm not fucking 12 fuck.
>>6521362
Viva the
>>6521376
oh sorry
do something to forget about it
>>6521376
thank you, I'm gonna get happy and (hopefully) be a girl soon :D
>>6521311
>Hips are nice, but I'm actually not sure how much they contribute to passing, people look at your face and use your voice to gender you typically.
tbqh I'd be ok with having narrow hips if I also had narrow shoulders, but when you have wide shoulders and no hips to balance it out then it just looks manly.
>>6521381
I'm a living loli
>>6521383
Shame
>>6521380
dunno
i wanna talk to do a gender counselor but if i do that my mom will find out
i might bring it up with my regular therapist but i dont know how exactly to do that
>>6521352
Post it pls. I'm curious how you look since you started at the same time I did.
>>6521341
I'm changing my name to Yulia now because of that gif. Lol
How do you think about macro/micro fantasies?
>>6521357
>sterile
>>6521380
poussey is the best i had the biggest crush
[spoiler];~;[/spoiler]
>>6521357
>one cousins been to jail for robbing houses for drug money. robbed grandmother once
>one posted theyre 2 weeks off heroin today on fb. and has a kid at 18 (good for them tho)
>my bf cousin and myself are the only ones that have ever even been to college in all my huge family
>>6521396
but pikachu looks cooler than raichu
>>6521380
Omg I was a fucking mess when a certain someone died. (no spoils) I legitimately cried for a good hour and a half, both in and out of the shower. I also ended up feeling really fucking bad for Loli too, she was such a sweet character and her backstory was adorable. Also fuck that one CO. Best season yet
>>6521395
wait how old are you nim lol
>>6521398
i know a few girls named yulia tbqfh lmao
>>6521399
i want to kinkshame them
>>6521401
;___; I KNOW I FUCKING LOVE HER, she's been my fav forever. then ruby rose got all that attention and she was neglected...the real OG... the real qtpie.... she was robbed. ROBBED
>>6521372
Napping!
>>6521399
Ehhh
it's not a big thing for me but sometimes they can be nice if done in a way i like?
i guess?
>look up your former friend who ditched you in high school on facebook
>he had a kid at 18 and now works as a dental assistant
>my mom tells me his mom told her that he started crying when he found out
great feel desu
im going to school to become the thing we both wanted to be and he's stuck cleaning teeth for the rest of his life
YOO QUIT TALKING ABOUT ORANGE THAT SHITS ONLY BEEN OUT LIKE A FEW WEEKS
Hey ladies, Im tired but I just want to remind everyone before I lie down that you're all beautiful and I love you all.
>>6521403
ur cousin is ur bf?
>>6521407
please no kinkshame
>>6521409
is that the type of way that you think it's okay, giganto women that are as big as mountains?
>>6521396
>Last time i posted pics here, i got banned.
>lol, do it anyway
>>6521406
ruby is hot but samira is the real bae i'm sry i'm just tellin it like it is ily tho abby
also yeah ik.......fucking loli made me cackle so many times. i almost wanna rewatch it now talking about it loool
>>6521411
CLOSE UR EYES BEEP
>>6521407
im 20
i-is that ok
>>6521418
IS IT TRUE YOU MURDERED A HOUSE AND BURNT DOWN THREE PEOPLE???????????????????????
>>6521418
cis trolls out
>>6521418
youre a chipmunk
>>6521370
>quick
6 years isn't exactly quick. On the other hand, the cousins that I was trailing literally years behind (jobs, marriages, friendships and degrees) have somehow made a bunch of stupid mistakes and had their lives completely fall apart. Idk when I turned from the fuckup to the responsible one, but here I am :/
>>6521367
I'm not a good girl, that's why this is so fucking weird.
>>6521377
It's so weird how that stuff happens, although it's great that you have a life now.
Really sad for your cousin though ;~;
>>6521400
?
>>6521418
SO FUCKING CUTE
>>6521409
ooh well uhh hope you slept well
>>6521418
I'm jealous of your face.
>>6521415
Usually but it's like, then I start thinking
"Well if she moves ANYWHERE she's gonna kill some people probably or destroy some property"
and it just kind of falls apart in my head
See like
With micro/macro people usually like being crushed
And with giantess people usually like the giant crushing and destroying things
and I don't like either of those?
just big girls I guess?
>>6521430
Thank you ~
How have you been?
>>6521403
>one cousin is at Oxford
>one cousin is dating a movie star, and getting her masters in mathematics
>one cousin is running a million dollar company that was handed to her
>one cousin is on a lacrosse scholarship
>my brother is in Italy in the navy
>I'm the one no one talks to because my uncle threw me into a bathroom wall by my dick and then held me down and sexually molested me for three hours on his wedding night while my sister in law watched pretending to be asleep while I cried, she then left my brother over it after a massive breakdown and months of therapy.
>>6521418
Please enjoy the early transition life on my behalf. ;_;
>>6521427
by quick tho I meant like weren't you like a depressed druggie girl like a month ago?
>>6521418
How are you so qt? ;~~;
>>6521411
NO. GO WATCH IT!! REEEEEE!!!!
>>6521417
I like her but she wasn't really a character I connected with much? I'm still really sad thinking about it though ;( Her backstory got me right in the fucking feels. Alex will forever be my one true bae. I'm a sucker for edgy + tattoos.
>>6521433
it's best when giantess is normal height and the other person shrinks
there doesn't have to be crushing. the shrinkee can just be her pet
>>6521436
pls no shame unless that shame involves stepping on me
>>6521418
Soooooooooooooooo
Cute
Like a little aria stark
>>6521431
Same
>>6521418
You look adorable
>>6521433
ive been good
nothing happened
generally gonna be the answer youll get from me, every day is exactly the same mostly
pbs is isn't bad, who would have thought, better than the history channel
>>6521437
Thats so awful that that happened to you
>>6521459
It has downton abbey on it, of course it's better
>>6521418
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>6521462
First person in my family that I came out to
>>6521418
reported for being underage
>>6521463
Why do Americans like that show so much? It just seems really dull desu
>>6521418
You're cute as fuck
>>6521449
>it's best when giantess is normal height and the other person shrinks
>there doesn't have to be crushing. the shrinkee can just be her pet
Maybe, idk I haven't given it much thought or really tried it out
maybe I should
Flist ahoyyyyyyy
>>6521458
Well that must be kinda nice!
>>6521407
Lol, I'm not joking, why would i want an anglo name when I can be yulia.....Yulia Alejandra Maria Gonzalez.
I fucking love it
>>6521468
because it's how simple-minded americans picture the british.
>>6521439
It's too bad im the 1 person, who can't enjoy it.
>>6521437
>ywn molest faye for three hours
bad feeling
>>6521470
it gets boring pretty fast
at least i get to hang out with friends on the weekend
>>6521418
Lol hey baby nerd
>>6521466
God, thats awful :/
How can people do stuff like that :/
Feeling good about myself and the features that tend to cause me the most dysphoria don't bother me atm
What is this?
>>6521470
personally
I just enjoy normal-size unbirth.
and like, stuff where the girl's boobs are multiple times bigger than her body.
>>6521443
Oh I'm still an unstable druggie, but a hopeful one that's preparing to start a new life. Based on what I've seen over the past few months, apart from my sister, I'm one of the ones with my shit most together.
>>6521468
It's not so bad! I just fast forward through all the parts with the help, because who cares what the help thinks....
All kidding aside, it started pretty good, and then every good character got roles in Hollywood and died off, and the plot was just horrible after, but like the will he won't he marry her and save the estate Even though no one liked him for being a brash American was a pretty good story line before everything went tits up.
>>6521459
pbs used to be cool. Frontline is still okay but nova went down hill.
It is still good, but what really irks me is how far npr fell. It used to be very good and now I remember listening to a segment about how some snow flake was saying that they are a third gender despite acting like a girl in everyway and having a boyfriend. They got so triggered by spanish's gender case they started adding X's to every spasnish word
EG latinx(latino), professox and Angelinx.
Oh, I love how they call all the illegals migrants and shill so hard for hillary. I was shocked because I thought they would at least like sanders a little bit but nope.
npr is trash.
At least everyone knows rush Limbaugh is fake and if you take it as a Colbert report that idiots think is real then it is a good show to listen to. Oh, colbert needs to stop sucking lol.
>>6521485
>unbirth
You lost me there
>that last one
I like stupidly big but that might be too much for me at that point
>>6521487
Good luck senpai
>>6521437
tell us more
>>6521483
I have seen the absolute limits of human depravity first hand, I think it boils down to that little thing that says you shouldn't being broken, and then the little thing that tells you what you want to do and drives your actions gets a little clouded, and bam, varying degrees of terribleness.
>>6521502
a vacation from dysphoria maybe?
>>6521511
lol
>>6521499
oh ok good i was about to be sad you had a bf and it wasnt me
tfw #34 is childhood friend that crushed on you at the wrong time
http://www0.sun.ac.za/ortho/webct-ortho/age/risser.html
it kinda looks like hip growth ends when puberty is completely done, so at 19, there's a good chance I won't get much if any, unless I hit puberty a year or two late.
>>6521511
*molests you for three hours*
>tfw other people in my life did their own thing and are in different spots in my life
>tfw I'm okay with where I'm at because I took my own path as well and I'm enjoying life and happy with myself
>>6521491
I just watch it for nature and history docs though. I'm a lowkey science and history lover.
>>6521503
There's not much more, I've brought it up before, I just, I was thinking about how I was the top cousin, with the best education and job, and now that doesn't matter.
I like to sometimes bring up that the DA wouldn't prosecute because "my gender confusion could lead a jury to believe you're confused about wanting it" just to hammer home the reality transwomen can face even in California.
>>6521497
Thank you, this next month promises to be interesting.
>>6521528
yay glad you're happy with yourself
I'm on the path to being happy with myself too
>>6521528
iktf.
someone please type out a detailed affectionate post about me i would really appreciate it
>>6521539
damn I guess dysphoria will be back
>>6521459
PBS puts on some quality stuff. There was stuff about the mechanics of animal flight and about dinosaurs and stuff on tonight, it was good.
But, PBS here just had on a show about what and when things normally happen and can go wrong in the womb, including stuff I don't really want to be reminded of.
> tfw fertilized with Y-chromosome sperm so already off to a bad start
> at 8 weeks you got the regular testosterone boost and didn't have a defective SRY protein so penis and testes
> at 16 weeks you probably got less in the second big testosterone boost, likely leading to a brain too feminized for your body
> but it was't so much that your brain caused behavior that was obviously girl-like pre-puberty unlike the girl they showcased that started socially transitioning when she was five fucking years old, so no puberty blockers for you
I take full responsibility for not being smart enough to do something once puberty kicked in and I worked out what was wrong with me, though. That one at least was my fuckup.
>>6521540
bunnie :3
>>6521518
I meant first hand accounts of kidnapping raping burning and killing of women, the bodies first hand, the people who did its interviews, and people who used white phosphorous on civilians as a false flag attack to drum up anti American support (white phosphorus sticks to you and burns to the bone and can not be washed off and will continue to burn you as long as air is present)
>>6521541
in what way? amd anything specific? because id be glad to do that for you, anon
>>6521474
Why?
>>6521541
literally who?
>>6521547
like cuddling and headpats and being called a good girl
>>6521535
That's why you turn to ERP, anon. More fun. fresh, and catered specifically to your depraved fetishes.
>>6521536
Idk I used to beat myself up because one of my exes is my same age and she's 2 years into transition and working as a nurse and trying to become a doctor
and I was like
wow what the heck am I doing?
Well
I've been having fun really
like
Today I got to go into Chicago for a couple hours for therapy
I spent the weekend doing whatever I wanted
like
I may not be working or in college but
I'm living life and have been doing a lot of stuff people never talk about by taking time for myself
>>6521543
i feel ya
>>6521546
Wrong person?
Cause i don't care at all.
>>6521549
I can't enjoy anything!
>>6521542
Maybe eventually, enjoy it while you can.
That or you've cured dysphoria somehow.
>>6521555
that's great
and I'm sure you'll be on the path to a successful life soon
>>6521555
Chicago is the fucking best. Wish I lived there :(
fuck this bitch
>>6521557
Why can't you enjoy anything? Are you physically unable to experience joy or pleasure, like CFH claims to be?
>>6521555
dwyane wade is signing with the bulls
someone randomly 'liked' this pic on the left that i took a year ago, and i compared it to what i look like now and it's weird af. like the extra year on HRT aside, angles and lighting with a better camera make such an insane difference. like the fuck?
>>6521543
my parents are particularly in love with the "you're not trans unless you transitioned when you were 5" meme.
I wish I had worked it out, I was too upset about being bullied for being a faggot to actually get my shit together and work it out. Instead of just saying fuck it and acting more girly, I decided to go straight into repression. I had a mental breakdown and started getting aggressive, then my life as a teen ended because my mom forced me to be her doll again via prescribed drugs.
>>6521564
>fucking bitches
mtfg in the post apocalypse
https://vimeo.com/61546186
>>6521570
I am very jealous of both Tbh .___.
>>6521570
i like ur boobs
The bar for my family isnt very high.
My sister is a long list of problems from basically stealing our parents money to being in and out of rehab multiple times and thats just a couple of examples.
My brother, the most stable offspring, is a huge stoner and has been working for a fast food restaurant for the better part of the decade.
And then theres me. A loser neet who still lives at home and has been severely depressed for as long as I can remember, no hope for the future, no talents and to top it all off I'm trans.
The bar isnt very high but I'm still leagues beneath it. I never asked for this life.
Blog over.
>>6521555
you actually know me decently well lol
I just stopped tripping because there's no reason for me to trip.
>>6521579
>noooo too many blacks!!!!!
Ummm is there something you want to tell me?
>>6521587
birdy?
>>6521570
kinda jelly here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6w9zv2Zno0M
This is groovy as heck btw
>>6521561
<3
Thanks gurl
I will be
I am already
It's hard to live a successful life if you're just a broken human being that's dead inside
Every day I spend growing up and learning to love myself and take care of my health and transition and stuff is a day spent setting myself up for a successful rest of my life
>>6521562
It's a pretty nice city but as a suburban gal I need to complain about something
WHY DO NO BUILDINGS HAVE WATER FOUNTAINS
WHAT THE HECK IS THIS
WHY IS CHICAGO A THIRD WORLD COLONY
WHEN I GO TO THE BATHROOM I EXPECT A WATER FOUNTAIN NEARBY SO I CAN FILL UP MY BOTTLE
WHAT THE HECK
I AM UPSET
IT NEARLY KILLED ME TODAY
Okay got that out of my system
>>6521569
That a good thing? I don't exactly follow sports
>>6521587
Wait which anon were you that I replied to?
>>6521588
I mean I can see how racism makes the city difficult
Walking around today I was alone and saw people who looked a bit shady and I got concerned
But it was probably fine and I'm just not used to the people of the city
>>6521588
No :3
>>6521579
>Too many blacks
<3
>>6521557
I mean me either really, but your responses are kinda cutely inappropriate lol I don't care edgeeeeeee
>>6521582
My brother is an award winning car driver and pro mechanic with a baby son, I can never impress my family like he has. I'm a washed up action sports athlete past my prime and who is a tranny.
>>6521592
guess again ;D
>>6521554
ok anon, i can do that
come here and cuddle with me, you can rest your head on my chest. ill put my arm around you and hold you close to me, and pat your head and stroke your hair with my other hand. with you secure in my arms, ill lean my head down and whisper int your ear, letting you know how much of a good girl you are, how safe you are now, and that everything is going to be alright. we can stay like this forever, nothing is going to bother us. everything outside of this doesnt matter, anon, now is all that matters. and now, youre with me.
>>6521559
>dysphoria
>cured
never, when you think it is, it hits back harder!
please kill me
>>6521598
I'm a Edge lord.
>>6521599
don't give up, you still have a motorcross spirit i believe in you
>>6521594
Good luck Grace <3
>>6521323
>A gay person supporting the bi trash It is like a jew supporting the nazi party.
He's right though.
>>6521607
i'm trying
thanks for the (you)
>>6521606
WHY NOT
>>6521605
no, you're just underage. you'll grow out of it in a few years
>>6521609
I look ultra ugly desu ;~;
>>6521614
fuck you faggot
>>6521605
how many edges do you watch over?
>>6521528
I'm lowkey jealous because I feel like I haven't really taken my own path, not like I should have, with almost all aspects of my life I've gone with the flow and just done whatever required the least courage or thinking for myself or risk taking. Transitioning is one of the few things I've done or am doing that feels satisfying, because I finally managed to break that pattern about something, even if I had been avoiding that too for so long. But there's a lot more to life than just transitioning or not, and the rest of my life still feels so constrained by circumstance, lack of imagination and fear of uncertainty.
>>6521617
watch ur mouth little girl
>>6521623
youre welcome anon
>>6521609
yeah I get that
I don't know why but I feel quite motivated atm to unfuck my life up and try and enjoy life
It's time to stop feeling depressed 24/7 and start being happy
Can someone explain this whole ombre fad to me? I think it looks cheap as hell and I am sick of seeing everywhere around LA.
I love how people look at my hair and see amazement when they see it is my natural hair color because seldom do they see dark brownish hair turn red in the sun. I don't think I will dye my hair until it goes gray to the point I can't pluck anymore. I don't have grays now so it will be awhile I hope.
>>6521632
>It's time to stop feeling depressed 24/7 and start being happy
so time to leave mtfg?
>>6521606
Yea I dunno
I guess I'm just a little too anxious
See a shady guy with his shorts sagging and its like
OH GOD HES GONNA START SOMETHIN
>>6521608
<3
Thanks anon!
>>6521611
Oh my, tell me who you are then !!!
>>6521626
Sounds like you gotta take a step back, re-evaluate things, and take control of your life Joan. Transition is a good first step, now think about the rest of your life beyond your gender.
Oh yeah so the thing last night... i went back to the hotel room and like 1-2hrs later my mum comes in saying about she almost had an angina attack or some shit. I asked how and apparently they went to reception and started shouting and shit and the company called security or something
Like WTF, we are literally leaving tomorrow anyway
>>6521637
Chara just stop responding lmao
>>6521637
>i know its you
i dont even know who i am
>>6521635
how about you don't fuck with your hair
>>6521567
I'm not exactly the one claiming to be. It was rather grimly stated to me it is a permanent, non-treatable state by a shrink. Before that, I thought I just hadn't found what could get me there and I still tried. Now I know I can't. It's definitely not easy to take in.
>>6521632
Right on, familam, right on!
Get some shit done and keep that inertia going. Trust me when I say that it's an amazing feeling when you start doing little things here and there to fix yourself up and you start to build up speed and inertia with it. Then, after a little bit, you won't be able to stop looking for things to fix up. It'll feel great.
And now, I'm going to try attention whoring for a bit.
Who wants to see a pic of my ass? With caning marks...
>>6521636
I hope so, though I'd probs come back if I feel depressed again ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>6521612
(you)
>>6521638
Yes, this (>>6521594) had good advice that I didn't read until after writing that:
> It's hard to live a successful life if you're just a broken human being that's dead inside
> Every day I spend growing up and learning to love myself and take care of my health and transition and stuff is a day spent setting myself up for a successful rest of my life
Good night, thank you! I have stuff I need to do early tomorrow so I'm going to bed early.
>>6521644
I'd like to see that ass
>>6521632
Take lsd.
Trust me whenever I am depressed I take it and think about all the shit that makes me unhappy and think of ways to fix it.
Although I am still working on a lot of the answers other times I get them really fast. While I do think of stuff while sober it feels like my mind is fully unlocked on lsd. Like those old amd cpus that you could unlock.
>rip that amd dual core I unlocked to a quad core and over locked all the cores to something stupid like 3.7ghz
Also
I still have that 8 core pile driver in my dad's computer that I over clocked to 4.7ghz once. The chip was so shitty that despite the over clock the i5s of its time would beat it on most bench marks.
>>6521642
The worst I did to my hair was put in temporary hair dye that didn't really change the hair color that much.
>>6521647
nah i'm pretty basic
>>6521650
S T O P
T
O
P
>>6521653
i thought it all fell out in clumps
>>6521411
Literally this
But I'm not gonna watch it anyway, so eh
>>6521653
>talking about computers
No one cares you egg
>>6521649
I'm glad to hear I could help a little Joan. Sleep well and good luck tomorrow!
>>6521650
I guess that's true
At a minimum you can never get complacent and stop observing your surroundings
Especially in such a big crowded place like Chicago
Tho sometimes it's nice to relax and not be on edge all the time so idk
>>6521655
C A N T
A
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>>6521644
Its defs time to start fixing up my life and I thank God I once again have energy to do it, depression is bitch
>>6521653
I ain't doing drugs
at least not for now ok
ıtfw u love ur gf
>>6521660
>not caring about computer
What kind of trannies doesn't car about computer
>>6521661
It's not as bad as moscow at least.
>>6521666
>tfw you're unloveable
>>6521644
Me :3
<3 you
>>6521647
I do
See?
U g l y
;~~;
>>6521668
http://heyjackass.com/
Is it?
>>6521643
I still hope that you'll somehow discover the as yet undiscovered treatment that will help you.
>>6521663
D O I T
>>6521671
idk why but i imagined your face much softer and blonde hair
>>6521667
could you show me how to do a budget build? I only need the tower components and an os, nothing else
>>6521656
I should make youtube episodes of all the crazy shit I do in my life.
What happened was I bought a shit load of tempory hair dye from the dollar store. I got drunk one night and put it in my hair and when I found my hair was too dark to change color I walked to the shower and tried to take it out. However some of the dye clumped up some how so it looked like blood. I was half drunk in the shower but since the dye was red it looked like period blood. I was like holy shit ...
>>6521664
drugs are just bad m'kay
I didn't drink until 22. I didn't smoke weed until I was 23. I didn't do acid until I was 24.
I hope I don't do any more crazy shit until I turn 26.
Nah who am I kidding. ayahuasca babe. I think I know some injins who can hook me up.
>>6521667
>doesnt car
>>6521675
I wish i looked like that ;~;
My face used to be cuter if you look back in the archives but puberty happened ;-;
>>6521673
Probably won't see it in my lifetime given the sota in neurosciences and genetic therapy...
>>6521679
kek saved
will doing acid make me okay
will doing acid make people like me
>>6521664
You know, weed is a pretty big help with shit.
I noticed that I've become a lot less inhibited and anxious about myself since I got 2 gfs and started smoking weed.
Like, when I'm high, I stop caring about people judging me or how people will react to the weird shit I do. I mean, the other day when I got high with Kaylee and Red, I let my best friend stay in the room while I got my brains fucked out. And I still don't care! It was okay. Nothing bad happened and now I'm wondering what I was afraid of this entire time.
If you can work through things without drugs and alcohol, that's fine and dandy. But keep it an option just in case, at least weed.
Alcohol will still fuck you up though... so be careful with that shit.
>>6521671
I'm never going to post my face here.
But, I got 2 peeps asking for pics now... That's not a lot.
i want this case btw
>>6521676
whats your max price range/limit?
are you looking to casually browse or game?
>>6521669
You're a lovely lovable person, stop letting your sadness bully you into saying otherwise.
>>6521679
I wish cars ended up going this way, they looks so aesthetically pleasing.
>>6521638
how many hints do you want?
>>6521676
Nerdy YouTube guy does build guides, I'm too lazy to pick out parts
https://youtu.be/uom9SsPocCE
>>6521679
Lel
>>6521686
post your butt already girl
>>6521666
tfw no gf/bf
jesus christ germany
jesus fucking christ
https://www.rt.com/news/349784-german-migrants-assault-lie/
>>6521693
>2015
why are you always behind
>>6521676
www.logicalincrements.com is a decent place to start usually
>>6521686
What about a heavily cropped pic :P
Nah, I'm not gonna push you to post butt if you don't wanna.
Is weed really that good?
>>6521689
but how do you know that :(
>>6521660
I want to move out of state and build a ar-15 out of a 80% lower and get a 300 black out barrle with a bump stock. Then I am going to get one of those stickers to make the thing look like something out of CS:Go
See I don't have to talk about computer shit.
How about we talk about about guys, hell girls too. Or how about I talk about that one time I dressed up like a whore and went high on acid to a Halloween party and thought all the costumes were real and had to remind myself I was only in a dream.
>>6521685
Acid might make you feel bad or good. It really depends.
Don't do it so people will think you are cool though. I like it because it is a very introspective drug. Unlike say weed or alcohol that make it easy to hide from your problems, lsd will make all your barried problems come to the surface.
>>6521686
I like and hate weed honestly. It makes me very single minded so it is cool when I am thinking about good shit, but when I start thinking about shit that give me anxiety I get fucked up and roll up in a ball.
>>6521687
just get an ultra book. You don't game so you don't need a desktop.
>>6521691
Do I have you on Skype?
>>6521704
no what?
>>6521706
but I want to get into games again plus yes I use my laptop as a desktop
>>6521698
That's the most recent budget build from linusnvidiatips
>>6521701
Building a system that's cheap and cheerful requires effort.
>don't have $500 to spend
Don't bother, save your money and get something that's not a potato. If you aren't gaming, you don't need a desktop anyways.
>>6521341
Dollface how many virginitys you took with your ass?
>>6521704
T-thanks Edie ;D
Tbh tho I'll need like a face transplant or something :p
>>6521687
I got this one. It's nice for expansion.
>>6521686
I live with my family though so I can't get drugs, maybe when I leave I'll start trying drugs
>get trachea shave
>still don't have a Cis neck
>>6521715
I have the same case, I got mine pre built
>>6521715
well of course the little miss perfect would have a $4000 dollar computer
fuck this shit for the night
>>6521702
Weed helps with a lot of things.
And they're a lot of different strains that give different effects.
I'm going to try getting a cannabis card in a couple weeks since I really want to get a steady, quality, supply.
>>6521706
I don't get that on weed. But I've only tried like 4 unidentified strains. I think it really depends on what you get.
>>6521716
It's not that difficult to hide. I had some pretty strong smelling weed and I kept it in a bottle in my desk and nobody was the wiser.
>>6521694
Hey! Calm Down! I've never actually attention whored before! I don't know how to handle people wanting to see my ass! I just needed to try it to see how I would react!
>>6521722
I love you Kayla pls never change
>>6521715
>>6521710
I hate having to sit in one room on one floor of my house, I can't stand desktops any more being tethered just feels so aweful.
