READ THE OP
old thread >>6487797
Don't forget to sage and wait to make new threads until we're at bump limit on page 9-10.
Ancient map: https://www.zeemaps.com/edit/U0Hw9yNtqrJd-qzTdbUFMw
Some info (excuse the tumblr, it's truscum): http://helpfultransinfo.tumblr.com/tags/
Phalloplasty info:
http://ftmphalloplasty.tumblr.com/post/127662387608/phalloplasty-blogs
Skype group: add duckduckfrog (be forewarned, he is a turd)
Xth for your all faggots
>>6506822
y-you too
i think the multitude of mods ive crammed into me3 has finally caught up with me and things are slowly breaking
how do i stop my gay feelings guys?
>>6506876
Fuck a dude in the ass
>>6506876
Sorry, gay is chronic, even terminal.
At least you're not straight.
Where do I get a cis bf that will adopt me as his naughty catboy?
>>6508229
Is that real? I thought they'd all die from old age or something by now.
>tfw while I'm stroking my penis pretending it's a clitoris I suddenly get a thought of what if I was a ftm stroking my clitoris pretending it was a penis and I get very thoughtful and then I'm not horny anymore and I stop masturbating and go take a leak
Life is suffering.
>>6508565
k den
what u listening /ftmg/
https://youtu.be/RrkzIN2eP0U
>>6509088
Im watching "i am cait".
Im realizing i would like her better if she didnt have scary botox face.
>>6508631
why do i feel like this was originally homestuck fanart
>tfw no cute bf to watch fireworks and cuddle with
Just kill me
>>6507826
>tfw no maki of my own
Does anyone else have issues getting T because of lack of insurance?
Can you get Obamacare for cheap?
Does it cover it, is the cost worth it, or better just saving money and paying directly?
>>6509436
There's to many trees here to see the fireworks despite theyre close and I'm too lazy to make the drunk bike ride so I'm content sitting on my porch pretending there's a war going on with all the noise.
>tfw doubting my gender bc i love girls and yuri so much
>mfw i know the fact liking girls and animu lesbians doesnt take away the fact i want a dick and no tits but still
i'm dumb and i don't want to bitch about this anywhere else because i don't want some tumblr fag telling me i'm an uwugendered fruitcake
>>6509528
>Getting insurance to cover hrt
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAhhahahaahahahaha happy fourth of july, my fellow ameritard
>>6509528
I dont know of any. But t is generally pretty cheap without it. I pay 75$ for a 6month vial. Someone else here said they pay like 50$ for a vial.
Now someone needs to help me find an insurance that will cover a double mastectomy.
>>6509595
>Xhe hasn't embraced Xis identity as a anchorgendered dolphinkin
Step it ^ senpaitchi.
>>6509728
Michigan. Im tripping because.
>>6509809
Hey cool, I'm from Michigan too!
>>6509528
My Florida Medicare covers t
>>6509821
Where at? Im in laingsburg.
>>6509946
I'm in Grand Rapids
>>6509809
Stop it, unless you give us a reason to care. Earn your distinction or trip off newfriend
Degenerates. You'll never be real men. You think you can ever be big and tough? Please. It's a little more than entertainment for me to see such a crude and galling affront to anything even close to a MAN.
Me and my REAL dick are laughing at you all desu
>>6510758
Nice timing, anon
>>6510758
>Please.
i chuckled
>>6510758
>practising oral using a hotdog
Was this a good idea or a great idea?
Oh, any tips/tricks/advice?
>tfw jaw hurts after an embarrassingly short time and mouth is very small
>tfw at least you get to eat a well felatiate frank after
Hey guys my sister is a fag
and she wanted to date this girl, but the girl turned ftm on her
the girl (now guy) is pretty happy and is dating a milf
idk it seems like its working out for him, probably stupid post but just thought i'd share
you guys seem nice
>>6511077
faggot
>>6511088
>>6511094
Prooblem?
Going into the military soon, but when should I tell them I'm trans? Should I tell my recruiter? Or wait until the end of boot camp? I just don't want to fuck anything up for myself
>>6511077
>not training himself to ignore his gag reflex
weak
>>6511526
It's not even gagging (though that is an issue, probably), my jaw locks up. When I go to the dentist they still use the kids' sized stuff.
How do train, pls sempai
Looks like I'm not made for sucking the D... Ah well, back to being forever alone asexual
>>6511627
sorry bud i dont think i can help you with that, with my hyper extensible jaw and all.
along with utilising hands and spit, remember balls exist and also big sloppy open mouthed kisses with a bunch of tongue.
go make me proud anon.
>>6511638
*extendable whoops
>>6509436
just go find one... finding people is easy enough
>>6509581
fireworks always make me think of ww2 movies... there weren't any actually in the town here, but people were setting them off on their own
my s/o and i went to a smoke spot by the river and the spot we smoked in was really secluded, but further down these people had a bunch of fireworks so we got to see a lot of them... i preferred it to really going anywhere though
it rained a bit though after we left, it had been a while since i've walked in the rain though so that was nice... ended up almost falling asleep on a bench in this public garden at one point, did the same thing as you there cuz i could hear them, but not really see them
>>6511638
>with my hyper extensible jaw and all.
It's like you were actually built for all the degeneracy you espouse.
>>6511812
You're completely from another world brooklyn, for normal people finding a bf isn't easy.
>>6510009
We should get sushi.
>>6511848
i can also get my knees up by my ears
>>6511849
guess i must, i hear it often enough... the "another world" bit
idk, most of what i encounter are people who want like serious exclusive relationships and shit + it seems like it's harder to make a relationship last than just finding one... i haven't been single since before i graduated hs though so i don't really know what that's like i suppose, just what it's like having people want really serious shit then not being able to handle sharing... i just tend to figure if it happens to me, and i'm shy as hell with that and never make the first move then it probably is just completely normal cuz i'm nothing special and all that...
>>6511866
so can i... that's not something you need to be hyper-extendable for... just saying
>>6511931
i know, but its still not that common. you do need a level of flexibility to do it that a surprising amount of people dont have.
>>6511936
suppose i never thought about it...
>tfw shot day
I switched to subq and it's a lot easier on my anxiety. What needle size do y'all use for injecting and do you do IM or subq?
>>6509595
I have the same problem actually. I just try to remember that liking girls and yuri and shit doesn't make me a girl, just a lover of girls
I'm not an FtM, but I did have a question about bottom surgery.
I've seen that both methods have certain problems:
>Meta: you can get hard normally and pee with it, plus minimal surgery risk, but micropenis
>Phallo: you can pee with it and have good size, but higher surgery risk and needs a pump or implant to get hard
I was wondering if anyone has ever considered getting meta to create the initial penis from the clitoris, then using phallo to increase the length to a more usable size (phallo is already used on cis-males to increase their length, with no effect on erectile ability and minimal impact on sensitivity). Surely this way, you would have a self-erecting, normal-sized penis.
>>6512531
That's the standard procedure with phallo, actually, but you still need a pump.
>Therapist calls me a good girl
ree
My AC is busted and its hot as balls in here.
>>6512531
it's not possible to move the clitoris up to where the head of the penis is, the current procedure will either bury the clitoris under the phallus or leave it where it is - if the patient wants. In this way, sensation is still retained (according to studies, 75% report good sensation).
>>6512896
My ass hair is getting so long that it actually tangles.
What the fuck? Do other dudes just deal with this?
>>6512964
Yes. You can shave or get laser. But laser will regrow eventually.
>>6512883
Mirin pants-meat, pham
>>6512883
Do you own boots?
>>6513084
Yeah.
>>6512140
1 1/4 in? (at least) x 18 gauge IM
I sink the needle very slowly to ease through it.
>>6513173
Whoops 21 or 23 gauge not 18
>>6513160
don't think anyone wants to fuck a dude who puts "man" in scare quotes
>>6513204
>le ebin trol XDDdd
>>6512140
23g 1 1/4 in, subq. I think an inch would be plenty for subq, but I haven't found that.
>>6513105
BOOT ON HEAD
>>6513392
i thought the same thing...
>>6509821
Oh hey I'm from Michigan too. Avoid Dr Mark Sikorski if you are still looking for doctors. He sexually assaults/harasses his patients and has a lawsuit against him for such. He's in East Michigan.
>>6512140
I do IM, 25G 1in or 5/8in
>>6512140
I use 23g with a 1" needle. I have a harder time jabbing in the longer needles.
Also i still have every needle ive used in a metal container. I kind of like the collection.
>>6513672
what an unsanitary collection...
>>6513685
Theyre all capped back up. I dont fondle them or anything. Just curious how big itll be years later.
>>6509183
because it was
>>6509595
Lol straight
>>6512883
Why is your hand black but your stomach pale
>>6513899
this
most yuri is marketed at straight guys anyway
>>6509595
maybe you are ftm and agp also ?
>>6513911
The logic behind straight guys liking yuri is that if one cute anime girl is good, two of them is EVEN BETTER
I like yaoi between beefy bara guys even though I'm tiny and effeminate and can't project myself into them well but I still like it since I wanna be the patty in a muscular man hamburger
>>6514060
No I mean POST BOOT ON HEAD
I know who you are, I wanna see that booty. Also get into the FtM Skype chat.
>>6514090
We have a Skype chat?
>>6514136
Did you ever read the OP?
>>6513707
i don't remember what we were talking about... i'm drunk, high, and got distracted playing in a river... but whatever it is, i feel like that probably doesn't make it better...
>>6514090
Just picture the last time I did it. I'm wearing flip flops now son.
Is the chat still incredibly boring, despite I never contributed anything worth a damn? I left like, more than a year ago because I really didn't have anything to contribute to a month long dragon age chat. My Skype is meatbicycles if I ever pop back on it but my internet connection is super shit but that's what you get in a glorified trailer park.
>>6511638
Expert anon, how do I take a face fucking? I really want to make my bf happy but my mouth is also small and gets tired, and I have a really sensitive gag reflex. Should I get one of those analgesic spray things for the back of my mouth?
>6504332
Went to hormone appointment today after only sleeping 4.5 hrs so I was like a walking daydream wearing mirror circle glasses because I looked like utter hell. The doctor was this cool pagan woman whose office was filled with shrines, bamboo and forest posters... it was surreal... they stole a lot of my blood. They filled like 16 vials.
Still can't believe it worked out despite the fact that my explanations were so terribly articulated, she kept making statements and I wasn't sure if they were questions or not so I just stared at her for most of it. Still can't believe it worked out. It ended up being informed consent and all of my shit is covered by medicaid. (I live in CT) Starting T in 2 weeks!?!!
>>6514296
>i'm drunk, high, and got distracted playing in a river
This sounds so fun.
>tfw mtf
>tfw no ftm bf
seriously you guys are the best
like 3 of my best friends are ftms and each one of them is far and away a decent human being which is more than i can say for most cis guys
i just wanna say you guys are great!! please don't give up!! also please remember to lift because hunky arms are perfect
you're all qts and you're all gonna make it ok?
>>6514844
>tfw ftm
>tfw no mtf gf
My neighbor feeds more than 50 feral cats at her farm. She keeps some of the kittens as pets or gives them away. She has one thats outside with a collar on thats not only starving to death but is covered in tumors, or some kind of lumps. Really sweet cat.
Every winter cats over there die. Theyre constantly breeding. Theres always dead and dying cats and kittens.
Can i get the cops on her for this? I dont really know what they could do. But its just fucked up. I just want to stop her. Let the ferals thin out and make her stop keeping the friendly ones that she collars up and neglects.
>>6514296
You think my needle collection is gross, but i like it
>>6514619
it was yeah, then my s/o's boss (the guy who's renting us the room) made a really good dinner i wasn't allergic to, and told us stories about him hitch hiking on freight trains and shit, i'm actually really glad i got kicked out desu... this has been better than the situation i was in, regardless of how it turns out i needed the break in monotony
he's away a lot too so that's nice... pic sorta related it's the spot we smoked
i've actually never been in a river before today, but i was drunk and figured rivers are clean enough cuz running water... it's the delaware actually, the other side is jersey
>>6514930
oh... ok, yeah that is pretty nasty, but my s/o kept a dead squirrel in a jar for years so eh...
pic unrelated, gypsy outside the cafe my s/o took me for lunch (technically she was taken out to lunch to i guess, she had apple slices from there) earlier
>>6514999
too* my bad...
>>6514999
Want to see the needles?
Gypsy is too pretty.
>>6514920
dude most definitely animal control
at the very least they'll spay/neuter and release which will help prevent them from repopulating
>>6515103
We've tried animal control, so have other neighbors i heard. She just tells them she is slowly getting them all fixed, which isnt true. She got some fixed (they get their eartip cut off), but she stopped. And more and more kittens are popping out.
>>6515224
Stop shilling, Shill
>>6514920
You just posted this in /an/.
Call shelters, cat rescues, spay and neuter places, etc even if they aren't in your town. If someone doesn't help, fucking trap and shoot them. Finding homes for kittens and 'pet' suitable adults is fine but I doubt you're going to spend any money whether or not you'd get a discount.
Feral cats ain't a pretty situation. Spay and neuter the ones you can find homes for, shoot the rest.
>>6515103
Hardly helps at all. My old neighbor was like that too. She did manage to get some of her cats on her property spayed and neutered, but more just kept coming. You have to be absolutely consistent with it. It's a never ending cycling because just one queen can pop out a large litter, cats will travel well off the property to fuck and you're back to square one.
Animals are a fucking joke here. Everyone is happy to see all the cute lil kittens and puppies but freak the fuck when they can't accept there is just too many. But we at least have some laws and protections for them, so I guess that's something.
This article bros...
>http://www.advocate.com/commentary/2015/07/23/op-ed-trans-men-experience-far-more-violence-most-people-assume
>>6515646
>tfw angry black man yells "transsexual" at you in manhattan on the 4th of july
I'm terrified of getting slashed.
>>6514864
I'll be your mtf gf!
>>6515646
>stupidly look at comments
>yup, mtfs shouting off because the spotlight isn't on them and attacking everyone in sight
You know, it must be exhausting carrying around that much radfem victim-complex that you HAVE to spout off oppression olympics and silence a whole group from even having a discussion about maybe having a discussion... Isn't that a form of abuse? Like what narcissistic personality disorder people do?
When did you start transitioning?
When did you start browsing 4chin?
>>6515774
>When did you start transitioning?
Starting T the 22ed
>When did you start browsing 4chin?
I was in the 6th grade, my best friend's older brother was a metalfag on /mu/ and would make us listen to Aeroplane over and over again. He told us never to go on /b/, so we went om /b/ and posted pictures of ourselves asking people what they wanted to do to us (my friends idea)
The funny thing is, we came across a meme for reverse traps and that was the moment I realized I was trans.
>tfw 4chan is effectively why you realized you're trans
>>6515890
>cuz you the forst pussy theyve seen in a loooooooong time
except for you know,
all the women in the military
you talk like a nigger also btw
>>6515774
Detransitioned at 8-9, retransitioned at 23-24
Found 4chan as a horny teenager
Currently 26
>>6514973
That's a beautiful guitar. Glad to see you're doing relatively okay bro.
>>6515774
Sixth grade, experimented with female presentation mid-20s, dismissed it couple years later, found peace with my sex vs gender, transitioned with hormones, changing name and getting surgery next year.
First time going on 4chan was probably six years ago.
>>6514565
practice ignoring your gag reflex by getting your toothbrush further and further to the back of your throat when you brush your teeth. this will take time to do, but it better in the long run than using sprays.
also have a no-word signal for when you need a break.
I'm thinking about just getting some testogel online, since it's harder to fuck up than injections and it's out of my system faster if it's not working out.
It will make it easier to get a prescription, too. Horrible idea?
>>6516510
i've heard that gel is very very expensive
>>6516524
This would be temporary anyway. But I just checked, and it seems that gel is so unpopular that the steroid vendors don't even have it.
Is this true? >>6516609
>>6516614
Not really
>If only your father had a son, anon
>He would have had someone to take over
>Someone who could continue the family name and the business
>Instead he has you
How the fuck do I respond to that
Leave, and tell them to never speak to you again.
>>6516261
thanks, i actually got it for free... some guy in the building my dad works asked him if he knew anyone who played and gave it to him cuz he was moving or some shit... i gotta get it new bridge pins though, the a string one is fucked to a point where i can't restring it without getting them first but that's unnecessary for a bit anyway
yeah getting kicked out has actually been pretty great honestly... this place is nice it's the outskirts of town by the river which is an amazing smoke spot, there's a ton of wild grapes and wineberries growing all over the place behind the house... and i can walk to places that resemble civilization so that's nice + the birds love it, and the guy is cool he's an old hippie the room we're renting was originally his weed room which i thought was kinda fitting...
and i've also managed to accept that i'm just always gonna feel sick, tired, and be in pain... cuz i mean, i'm healthy otherwise according to all those blood tests... like incurable illness and such aside i'm in pretty good shape, so i feel like that gives me the freedom to ignore things like pain and do shit anyway... i've gotten fairly used to being in constant pain at least, but hopefully talking to the doctor next week will help with that... the only thing that sucks is like sometimes things lock up or my balance is a bit fucked so whether or not i'm drunk i sometimes end up walking like it lol and the vision issues are a little scary... and well i gotta sit to brush my teeth and such sometimes etc... but it's whatever really, can't do shit about it other than ignore it so that's what i'm doing...
but yeah... getting kicked out has honestly been really nice, it just kinda created an opportunity to be in a better position so i'm pretty happy about that
>>6517149
well that last paragraph was completely unnecessary... my bad, i forget what i say after i've said it + i have a hangover...
>>6516614
i never did
my buddy 6 years on t never did
>>6516524
Really? Shit. I panic at needles, no matter how small they are or how little it hurts. Can't breathe, vomiting, shaking, blacking out... It's bad. I was really hoping the gel would be a viable option.
>>6515774
Starting browsing 4chan at 13 I think?
Came out to family at 13, went been into the closet due to shame and fear. Realized denial doesn't work and just now started T at 20.
>>6517354
There are patches, too.
>>6515774
>When did you start transitioning?
Came out first year of middle school (6th grade i think)
just turned 19 and plan to start t in the next year or sum
>When did you start browsing 4chin?
after i dropped out of high school a few years ago, maybe 3 years ago.
btw i'm amazed how much of my life its eaten away, it seems like i dropped out just yesterday, when really i've been sitting in the same chair for 3 whole years, just scrolling
i feel bad for some of you who have been here 5-10+ years
>>6516962
Who said that?
>>6516962
If my parents are anything to go by, any reasonable, measured response would make them chimp out and overreact, call you rude and ungrateful
fuck em
>>6514844
Thanks. I got "darling" twice today and "dear" another, and even "young lady". Needed to hear that.
>>6515774
I was "crossdressing" and passing as young as 12, worked on my voice meanwhile, didn't know what "trans" meant at the time. I don't know if that counts -- I only recently started questioning/bought a binder.
Any guys here been binding for a long time? Have you experienced any rib issues? Like pain or shifting?
I'm 21 and I've been binding since I was 17. I'm so sick of it. I'm looking into top surgery, hopefully I'll get it in the next year.
Is anyone else here sick of characters like Naoto or Pidge from Voltron
>>6518117
nah... on the rare occasion i do play a video game it's fps, survival horror or a puzzle game and i don't watch anime so i never see those characters to get sick of them...
>>6518117
It's funny because pidge is an og boy toy
>>6518117
>Naoto
This one?
>Weeaboos
>on my FtMg
>>6518089
I get more shortness of breath every few months.
>>6515774
3 years ago, been browsing for 7
>>6516962
Say "yeah thats too bad"
>>6518201
I'm a straight white male and I need anime "boys" to live.
>>6518165
Yes
>>6518504
>faggots
>geygen
Sounds like their in the right place desu
>>6516962
Fuck... Sorry that you have to deal with a cunt like that. Just hold your head high and ignore them. I don't know you personally but I'm sure your dad will accept you as his son, just stay positive.
Is there any need for estrogen management for FtMs? Or any other potential side effects of self-med?
https://www.reddit.com/r/steroids/wiki/thecycle/ai
>>6518554
Bro. Chill. These guys aren't doing anything wrong and you're making yourself look like some sort of autist coming over here ranting like this. Grow up.
>>6518554
>>6518554
>safe zone
go back to tumblr
>>6518583
Well I've never gone into gaygen before, but if you really want me to I can try it out :D
>>6515753
>I haven't heard of a transman being killed since that one they made a movie about, this proves that they're all still alive!
>Uh, what about this one killed quite recently?
>Yeah, but I didn't even HEAR about that so it's like it didn't happen! The media not even caring about transmen being killed just PROVES that transwomen have it harder!
>>6518539
don't take too much or the body will convert it back into estrogen
>>6518601
Don't feed it, m8
>>6518621
When is season 2?
>>6518611
Thanks. How much is enough for tranny level? All my sources are for bodybuilders :/
>>6518649
Will start mid July :)
>>6518666
Post colombian booty you slut
>>6518666
Psst... I'm in your thread right now :DDD
>>6518661
Amazing. That and preacher are the only reasons I still have prime
>>6518652
Well even that is better than nothing.
I've no experience in self-medding I'm afraid. All I could advise is that you try follow their instructions to whatever is best for you, and keep getting bloodwork done. keep an eye on e and t levels and then up dosage accordingly. But adjust it gradually don't go mad
>/ftmg/ is overrun with tripfags
>mtfs can't even let us have ONE place without having their drama and attention whoring
Guests with no manners...
>>6512140
Pic related is what I use for subQ
>>6518748
Q~Q sorry anon. If I helps I'm normally here trying to cheer people up
>>6518748
And I very rarely post. If I do it's never MtF related, just general chat.
>>6518724
Thanks :)
So my boyfriend wants to become a camboy because the two of us are broke, but says he only wants to do it with my grace. But I can't stomach the idea at all because it just cements my worries that I'm not enough for him. I know if I say yes to the idea I'm just going to get jealous. I don't know what to do, I'm hurt that he even suggested it.
>>6518652
You want to ease into it for a start. Puberty moves fast for cis boys, but not 0 to 100 in a day. We're largely latecomers so we want to be all the more careful, our main consideration being voice development.
I'm on mobile with 2% battery, but search: constansis (sic) voice ftm
art of manliness normal testosterone
Those links should get you started.
Just in case you'd think to, don't just copy some stranger's dosages, individual responses to r same amount of T vary enormously. Blood tests will sort you.
>>6518817
you'd best find a job.
>>6518819
To be clear, "get you started" in the sense of you'll know what to look for next. It's not enough to begin self-medding, I can't advocate that
>>6518825
We're both trying, have sent out upwards of 20 applications but haven't gotten any calls back
>>6518817
i don't see what him doing that for money would have to do with you... or what there is to be jealous of... i mean, they're clients it's not like he's doing it for free... and even then it's not like he's actually fucking them or anything, i can't even kinda see how that's an issue desu... let alone why you'd be hurt that he's considering doing something like that for money and asked you first cuz he values your opinions...
it sounds like you're way too insecure...
btw that "enough" shit is always ridiculous, if you weren't he wouldn't be there... and honestly sex with other people, or flirting (for free even not just as a job which is totally different in the first place) doesn't mean that the person you're with doesn't love or want you or that you aren't "enough" no one can be someone's everything if that's what you see being "enough" as...
but seriously... a job is a job and if you're broke to a point where he's considering it maybe it's necessary...
>>6518652
Bodybuilder doses are too high, at least that's what I remember from researching. Someone who is on T should be able to tell you what their dose is, though.
There's also a ftm guy on /r/PEDs who used to selfmed, might be worth seeking him out.
>>6518583
plz no bully '_>'
>>6518869
desu
>>6518886
i hate that filter...
>>6518869
I guess we'll make Brooklyn our king
>>6518893
>implying he hasn't always been the Merlin of /ftmg/
>>6518903
but then who is king???
>>6518998
r u the one secretly shitposting pictures of faye?
>>6519030
why?
are you scared that too much exposure will force you to transition?
>>6519046
Well, I thought that would be right up your street.
You love stirring up drama and pissing people off, I would have thought that mtfg would be prime hunting grounds for a shitposter of your calibre.
>tfw missed a rare moment of drama
Any of you guys wanna fill me in? And then you can tell me what happened here.
>>6518982
It's me
>>6519410
congratulations man
I was looking about but there really is no way to remove the vaginal canal completely and sew that area up completely.....
I did find this video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jPi3uA4-r_U
pretty cool ngl when they started shredding (morselization) the uterus it looks like cabbage
that is a hysterectomy video from start to finish but the part im talking about is 21:41.
I like surgery videos but I'm kind of upset over bottom surgery where they just stick a penis above the flaps and but even metoidioplasty doesn't get rid of the canal
>>6519574
why do you care so much about the damn vaginal canal
>>6519719
Who's army?
>>6519574
In my country get meto or phallo you have to first remove the vaginal canal, uterus and ovaries. They wont do any srs if you havent removed those first because they "dont want to give you 2 set of genitals"
>>6518893
that reminds me... i thought this shit was funny, every key in the house has this keychain... the guy is from brooklyn too, but yeah...
>>6518903
you know i've never read any king arthur shit except this one poem about lancelot and guinevere my ex gave me cuz when we first got together she was engaged and shit... and well i've seen monty python and the holy grail, but that doesn't count...
>>6518982
someone who wants what's probably a really awful to have title... idk... i bet being a king sucks...
>>6520347
wish i had weed right now, just have a clip and i'm drunk on a swing waiting to see if i can get... it's not far from where i was but i may as well be in another world kinda... not gated community to gated community type shit
>>6518817
How far along are you in transition?
My boyfriend is also a cam model and wants me to get into it, but I haven't started T yet. He makes a lot of money doing it and people tell him that they would tip him much more if he had any partner, even an ugly one. I'm fine with him finding someone else to fuck, but he doesn't trust anyone else.
Too bad, I have some really feminine bones, trying to gain muscle but gains are slow. I know watching the tapes would make me feel dysphoric, but I suppose I don't really have to watch em I suppose.
If you can do it and not trigger yourself too badly I would go for it. Ftm cammers are pretty rare, i'm going for it as soon as I possibly can. Even if it's just strap on shit.
>>6520560
Is there actually an audience for ftms who don't look pre-T/femboy?
>>6517149
That's great man, I'm glad shits working out for you.
When did you start going to the doctors? Sorry if you mentioned it in a previous thread, I only lurk here on and off.
Also it wasn't unnecessary, reading your post was comfy as fuck
>>6520729
i got insurance not that long ago, so... maybe a little over 2 weeks... i got kicked out a week ago, and i found out my test results a week before that...
the blood test was crazy... the woman drawing blood idk she moved the needle and my arm went numb and weird and then i almost passed out... took forever for my blood pressure to come back to something normal (it dropped really low) and then they tried the other arm twice before they got enough blood (19 tests) i had a huge bruise that just finished healing and couldn't bend my arm and shit on the side that got weird though...
but yeah i found out that the lyme is out of my system, but that having had it and treating (cuz of the harsh antibiotics and it fucking my immune system... this is what the doctor thinks anyway given the timeline) it left me with chronic epstein barr, chronic fatigue, neuropathy and i have to find out about fibro... it all feels about the same as having lyme did so i didn't notice entirely, but yeah... she told me that i'm doing everything right (diet and exercise) and that i just gotta keep doing it and hope for thr best... but that's it, this is just what i'm gonna feel like, all the shit the past few years is just permanent pretty much
+ well... the way it's all affecting me is... the likely worst case scenario given my symptoms and issues is that i'll develop ms, i already have most of the symptoms but not... quite like that... it can mimic it, but yeah... that's the strong worst case scenario possibility...
the doctor seemed pretty positive, but a friend of mine talks to me like i'm doomed cuz another friend if hers has everything i have, and it's manifested the same way for her and well... it's looking like ms at this point...
i have digestive issues too, but 90% of my pain is nerves malfunctioning and the meds for the digestive issues work well cuz that's how i realized it was barely an issue in comparison...
>>6521177
the* my bad... it's alright though, i was upset about the news for like a day, but i mean... there's nothing i can do other than live with it so it's a waste getting all worked up about it instead of living
>>6511510
Tell your recruiter, if you don't you're lying. The military absolutely hates dishonest people.
Be prepared to hated heavily: by women, men, your drill sergeant, everyone. And if you can't handle using the female bathroom, don't bother. You are also going to go through with all of your physical examinations.
When you transition, for the love of God, do it quietly. Do it out of your own pocket. Yes, it's covered by Tricare, but it's very difficult to do it that way. Otherwise, you'll attract attention toward yourself and worked unnecessarily harder.
Lastly, don't be stupid. Do as you're told. Don't fight anything, especially anything trivial. You are not an individual. You are not a person. They are not going to put up with "personality".
Good luck, dude. You are actually going to need need it.
>>6521899
You go girl
>>6522050
I did that on purpose
>>6522097
Ok princess
>>6522097
Or else what
>>6522120
> Im a prince look at my frog.
Me too Anon, me too :-/
>>6522120
Mighty big frog you got there, princeling
>>6522120
Bost those dainty princess arms.
>>6522193
>>6522224
k
>>6522268
I'll put my stick in you any time I want
>>6522301
You look like a cuddlebunny though
>>6522384
Lol fatty
>>6522455
Yes you are
>>6522512
Post rhino butt or be forever a bunnyslutt
>>6522542
Here you go. Three months on T.
>>6522193
Scrawny? Troll detected.
>>6522589
shouldn't you be in mtfg, chasing mtf's?
>>6522589
Are you mocking my size? I'll have you know I can be very dangerous.
>>6522589
>threads dead
It's a pity.
>>6522599
>size
don't worry,
maki isn't packing down there either
>>6522605
lel
>>6522621
>the completely honest man
I did post a pic though. Here, have another. Pre-T this time.
>>6522652
Thnx hunny
>>6522672
Sleep tight, bunny
>draw a dumb rocky horror based picture
>"anyone who draws rocky horror is a TRANSPHOBE because rocky horror is TRANSPHOBIC and they want all trans people to DIE and be MURDERED"
well buddy i have a surprise for you
>>6522694
Next time, spank them
>>6522694
rocky horror sucks... it's just over-rated, boring, campy garbage with shit music...
>>6522893
thats what makes it fun though
>>6522896
nah, it doesn't... i'm not one of those people who tends to enjoy something shitty cuz it's shitty; i also generally really hate musicals...
Any thoughts on >>6503925 ?
I couldn't think of any positives myself. And a lot of the so-called pros in that thread are either flat-out retarded, or just subjective crap such as not having a male upbringing = not "afraid" to show emotions, not like those other men etc.
>>6515646
>>6515753
>READER COMMENTS (0)
Hmmmm
>>6519574
what are you talking about? it's called a vaginectomy and it is a very common part of phalloplasty. phallo isn't just sticking a penis above the flaps... have you done any research at all bro
>>6520602
i mean there are ftm post-transition porn stars who i imagine would make money camming if they wanted to
google viktor belmont
>>6515646
>http://www.advocate.com/commentary/2015/07/23/op-ed-trans-men-experience-far-more-violence-most-people-assume
Lol, trans men experience far more violence than people assume? Who are these "people" that did the assuming? Christian and Muslim mens rights activists that are constantly pulling shit out of their ass? Every time I saw some article saying that trans men don't experience violence I knew they were full of shit, was I the only one that knew?
It's simple. When some twat says "discrimination is over!" stop listening. You know they're not telling the truth, right?
Thinkin about shit while havin a smoke earlier and was thinkin about how I consider myself pretty blessed to be asexual and have made peace with the fact romantic relationships aren't really for me.
like it's pretty shit being trans, but I don't have to deal with nearly the same amount of complications and anxieties as people who are trans and ontop of that having to deal with extra shit like sexual / romantic relationships while being trans ('cause that shit ain't easy from experiences).
it's kinda comforting knowing that.
>>6523345
*my own experiences
>>6523345
that's good for you i suppose... though sex and relationships aren't issues for me, and in my experience people have been really understanding and unphased by that sorta shit... i've even had gay guys and straight chicks who have been interested, respectful, and haven't given a shit about me being trans or anything just understanding and totally cool with it... like it's just not an issue in that area of my life
being trans sucks, but i've been lucky with that i guess, for whatever reason... idk, honestly... it's been so easy for me i find it hard to really grasp how it could be particularly hard for some people
I'm pretty small to begin with. Will growing pecs make my chest look more masculine (want) or just larger (do not want)?
>>6523553
Hi Duck!
>>6523589
Hey fuckface.
Were you going to contribute something useful?
>>6523594
I have great advice, Smithers. Come here and I'll share it with you.
>>6522967
If you don't see comments you must have a blocker sniping them.
>>6523860
Pls come back to us, we'll give you attention.
Pls no bully
I'm a gay cis guy, i was /femgen/ for a while and i took hormones for a long time (for aesthetic purposes). Now i have a boyfriend and he doesnt really seem to respect me. I dont mind that he's more cocky or dominant or even that he's obviously more masculine, but i dont get the mutual respect feeling that i should have with other men.
So i'm here literally just to ask how you guys go about getting respected as men instead of being pandered or mocked and people treating you like a lesser person. I figure some of you had experience with the struggle and might be able to give some advice.
>>6524441
Go be an annoying attention whore somewhere else you degenerate malefail
>>6524441
Try to remain collected and calm no matter what. If you let his behavior shake you or trigger you then you've already lost. Wittyness helps, but don't make jokes on your own expense.
....and don't be a flamer. No one respects a flaming faggot.
Random advice anon here
Something I noticed when I meet most ftm guys is they try to act macho. They do it way too much and it becomes annoying.
Even when a CIS guy acts macho it is cringeworthy. Remember nobody likes people from Jersey Shore for a reason.
Yo ftms what do you think of this? http://destroyyourbinder.tumblr.com/post/146983413095/transition-as-self-harm
>>6524441
idk... that's not an issue i have or can relate to and i don't do anything to actively avoid it, but if people treat you like shit, why would you just take it and continue to be around them? why not find people who respect you to be around instead of putting yourself in that position? cuz like... in all honesty, if you're just taking that kinda shit from people and letting them treat you like that you're earning it, and you're giving them more fuel to treat you like someone less than them to be mocked
cuz the thing is if someone allows themselves to be treated like shit and less than other people they might as well just say they are those things... and that's really got fuckall to do with you being masculine or feminine , cuz i mean... i'm really not the most masculine transguy ever, and well yeah... don't feel like i gotta prove myself to people to not be mocked and shit... that's all just you and how you carry yourself and shit probably
>>6524619
eh, you're just nitpicking... i say "yo" too... that's not even a masculine or feminine thing, at least not in brooklyn anyway...
I need to shave my body hair but the trimmer I have at the moment is not very good.
Anyone have recommendations for a good body hair trimmer? any to avoid?
>>6524655
>Shaving
Why? Literally why? I would kill for werewolf mode. All I get is downy fur. I look like a goodamn hamster.
>>6524677
personal preference
