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old >>6471719
> No bullying
> No hugboxing
> No * actions *
> No tumblr shit
> No drama
Let's do our best, girls!
SHOW BUTT!
>>6472717
oooo whats the plan?
In the past 5 out of 6 days I've eaten 3000 or more calories :33
2 out of 6 days 4000+
>>6472738
It's amazing. I'm right now on 1200 kcal and trying to lower that so I can loose some weight.
But I can't find food with good filledtummy/kcal ratio.
>>6472741
slut
How should I get my hair cut?
who /happy/ here?
>>6472712
i wanna say no to the dress desu
>>6472719
n o b u t t
>>6472728
pls update us on how it goooesssss. i'm excited for u!!! i'm just gonna be like ... hanging out wit da boy again..
>>6472753
if it's real short then don't cut it at all.
>>6472754
not me lol
>>6472753
does it really need a cut?
>>6472753
Buzz cut.
>>6472742
what if I'm already a cutie?
>>6472754
I'm happy I'm slowly stealing your girlfriend
>tfw this was days before she "broke up with me"
I'm sorry, it was 4chan, she likes to make up stories, and I had fun doing that with her.
>>6472760
Her mistake was not shaving the eyebrows too. That's why she'll always be inferior.
>>6472754
Clap along if you feel like a room without a roof.
>>6472760
Look at this big eyes
Small round skull
Weak chin
>>6472753
you should grow your hair imo !!
>>6472766
a-are you apollogizing to 4chan? for something ypu had fun doing?
that's extremelly pathetic in itself...
>>6472781
Get a slight trim and figure out what you'd like for a look?
>>6472781
Have you seen Kit pics? DESCRIBE
>>6472757
ok ty
i wanted a dress, but i think i'm just going to get some jeans
you think i can do this?
http://us.asos.com/ASOS-TALL-Midi-Column-Dress-in-Stripe/18gamt/?iid=5979925&cid=19597&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=204&sort=3&clr=Stripe&totalstyles=910&gridsize=3&mporgp=L0FTT1MtVGFsbC9BU09TLVRBTEwtTWlkaS1Db2x1bW4tRHJlc3MtaW4tU3RyaXBlL1Byb2Qv
btw
like
not to be nosy u know
but
then i am pretty nosy, so let me not pretend
wtf is this shit ???????
give me the cliff notes???????
>>6472754
Sorry Korra. Stuck on "sad" today.
What are you up to?
>>6472758
:(
>>6472762
bitch i will cut you ) :<
>>6472769
go to bed Pharrell
reposting the horror.
chemical transition is the way to go.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o2xM2ax5y10
>>6472681
I sorta try to hide when I go outside desu.. I dunno how I can have a job that way..
>>6472762
wtf u talking about headpatting you is because im nice
no more headpats for u missy
https://www.strawpoll.me/10613436
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>>6472770
You have issues my dear.
>>6472794
We are the same height, but i manage to some how weigh 23lb less fml
>>6472810
Okay ^^
>>6472811
thats not me ignore her
>>6472799
Edie thought dating someone from the thread whose gimmick was being crazy was a good idea, turned out it wasn't a gimmick. Proceeded to complain about how much attention she gave to 4chan while using 4chan to make her look bad. They saw face to face twice but somehow we're supposed to think this was a once in a lifetime love.
>>6472766
l m a o i don't even think you realize what you're doing. ty again for proving my point about how awful our relationship was tho.
>>6472754
me ^-^
>>6472781
what kind of styles were you thinking? any ideas yet?
>>6472799
i mean i think you could, but i don't think it would really be comfortable in this heat cause of the material and stripes can be hit or miss.
you would look really pretty in a dress tho. just idk about those two lol
uh the cliff notes are that she's insane and she just tried to prove that i'm wrong about her treating me badly and being emotionally abusive by saying she was cheating on me the whole time and that it was fake anyways. a real charmer. this kind of behavior and yet she's 34. again, i'm glad it's over and that i have someone else. the whole lashing out and manipulating situations thing and acting like an 18 year old shit is... not for me.
>>6472823
how is your butt
>>6472754
Not now, not ever.
>>6472735
Plan is to move in with a friend, find work, and leave behind a city with a lot of baggage. Time for a fresh start, shoulda done it years ago frankly .
>>6472810
That's great! Can't wait to see the new and improved Korra.
I'm just mopey because of stuff I can't change that I am being made poignantly aware of for a few hours every day this week. It'll be better next week.
>tfw nothing to live for
>>6472834
That is exactly what i did, its a big risk but if it pays off its so so sweet.
>>6472779
It's like AA, you do it for you, I joined in on it, I had fun making fun of people and being shadey with her, watching her laugh at korra/quids relationship and call it fake , say how she's above everyone here, call beep and grace gross little men, making sure jupiter was dead, "cut out", and no one would talk to her,
And then bringing that back in to the fold, it's extremely abusive, almost like negging, and it was weirdly fun from the outside.
I have hundreds of texts and voice clips of it happening if we want to go down that route,
But It just, it wasn't me, it was something that was fun to do at the time, but I realized how depressed it was making me.
>>6472842
i went on here when i was looking for one
artsartreviews.com
>>6472821
well
thanks.
>>6472823
ok, i mean i probably wouldn't wear it too much rn, but then that looks kind of drab for this fall, i dont remember what was going on last fashion month
so maybe i should just get these?
http://us.asos.com/New-Look-0-Pack-Push-Up-Bra/18idd5/?iid=6201057&cid=6576&Rf-300=2220,2217&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=204&sort=3&clr=Red&totalstyles=115&gridsize=3&mporgp=L05ldy1Mb29rL05ldy1Mb29rLTItUGFjay1QdXNoLVVwLUJyYS9Qcm9kLw..
i just want to spend enough for free shipping so i need like
two items, lmao
>other stuff
i doooooont even??
hmm
but
okay well
good that you chucked deuces and dipped *thumbs up emoji*
>>6472790
Yeah mb
>>6472823
I'm thinking something like this with a straight fringe. My shoulders and neck are thin but my brow is garbage lmao
>>6472793
That's not up to me to tell you anon
>>6472853
and you think it's okay to screw people you cared for to make yourself good? even worse, when there was no need and it's doing the opposite? what kind of comander where you?
>>6472843
Yeah, I won't lie I'm p nervous but the payoff really does seem worth it, and that's what I've heard from p much everyone who's done it. Exciting times.
>>6472841
How has living away from your mom gone so far?
>>6472828
looks like a depressed mongolian
>>6472865
it is indeed and i wish you the best of luck
>>6472856
Do me do me
>>6472839
aww *hugs* cheer up kaka there's still a long way to go!
>>6472879
Post a static hi-res image.
>>6472879
why are you so insecure you're so pretty
>>6472853
>call beep and grace gross little me
What
;_;
>>6472865
>How has living away from your mom gone so far?
okay, feels like a weight off my shoulders
>>6472879
time to kill myself
>>6472884
she's actually crazy
>>6472853
You're fucking insane. I can't believe it's only taken this many years for people to figure it out.
>>6472859
the bras are probably necessary, yaaaa
and girl.....my point stands. it's like watching a child throw a tantrum when it doesn't get it's way. it's my own fault tho so w/e.
>>6472862
that would be really pretty! so you want bangs then?
>>6472886
dw she's basically going off of the one time i was bothered by her hitting on you a lot and she told me not to worry cause of the way you look.
which is what she told me about rachel and how she sounds after they met. this whole thing is insane.
>>6472886
you're really believing faye? she was heart broken three days ago and now she's posting texts...
>>6472886
you're a cute little girl
>>6472853
Edie shits on everyone.
She really needs to get killed
>>6472856
do you take requests?
>pic related
>>6472899
Both of you are pieces of shit and should die
>>6472899
>which is what she told me about rachel and how she sounds after they met.
now it's you putting more info here than needed.
the only way to win is to not play.
>>6472899
edie edie edie I'm doing it today! I'm so scared though like for real ;; like were u ever nervous before a big change
>>6472900
I don't think you realize that she used to even laugh at Edie from her phone. Faye doesn't care about anyone here and it's all a big charade for her to toy with everyone.
>>6472899
Yeesssss so bad. I don't want anyone to ever see my brow till I get ffs lmao
>>6472886
Grace, you're cute. Don't listen to this hateful nonsense
>>6472909
my point is that you really can't take anything she says too seriously, and I think we agree in that.
>>6472921
No, the point is that you shouldn't trust her at all because you will get hurt eventually.
>>6472761
U wont die in ur sleep
>>6472882
I don't like frontal pictures...
chaser here...
Are there any sweet, wholesome mtfs? Been lurking and everyone seems so gosh darn toxic and awful. It's actually starting to scare me back to cis-girls.
>>6472799
Yeah I think it could work on you.
mtfg jsyk i love you
>>6472930
but you look female
>>6472930
The art-anon needs a close-up of your face I think.
>>6472931
that's because the only sweet and wholesome mtfs like me would never want anything to do with a chaser
>>6472930
>look like this
>everyone clocks me and hates me
What does that make the rest of these people then? Lmao
>>6472931
Elanna needs a cock to slobber on :^)
>>6472892
I'm not. I have official letter that I'm not crazy. You need it to change your legal gender.
Speaking of which in 2-3 months it should be granted!!!
>>6472931
that's good then.
>>6472899
yeahm im think about buying some pumps also but like....are black pumps an essential do you feel like?
i've never had pumps before; i usually have ankle boots
hmmm
oh yeah no i definitely feel you im just.......amused? or maybe midly surprised if the better word, idk
ohh im gonna see rachel next week it'll be cool
two men in the city
>>6472931
Yeah, we exist.
>>6472902
>>6472906
honestly like i'm not gonna lie i've said some shitty things about beep, but i said it TO beep. otherwise all of this is just crazy bullshit that's either a blatant lie or something twisted to make herself look better.
>>6472907
it's hard not to when she's going cray like this just because i told her i'm better off without her and felt like our relationship was abusive.
like idek how she came to the conclusion that all of this changes things or makes her look better. it just validates what i'm talking about.
i told everyone in my life about her quite a lot. it wasn't some fake thing to me.
>>6472908
THAT'S TODAY??? WHEN IS IT????? wait did you get the hair???? what kiiind of hair
>>6472917
i used to be the same way so i get it lol! are you doing like a side parting with short bangs or straight across?
>>6472909
oh no, i mean she flat out told me a few days ago that no one here is her friend and i'm the only person she considered one, and i told her that i didn't want that. she even admits that it's all fake and not real to her in these threads. idu how ppl don't get that.
>>6472954
um yes pumps are a staple! you need at least one pair. probably suede for every day.
i wish i was surprised lmao I MEAN I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN, BUT I WAS DUMB.
also i mean my only issue with rachel is that she kept bringing me up and making it seem like i left cause of her or that i didn't like her.
otherwise she seems cool outside of the whole 'transition doesn't workkk' thing. i hope ya'll have a good time!!
>>6472880
Thanks Korra. It's not going away for real AT LEAST until after I adopt, but I do appreciate the comforting. It'll get better, but for right now it's kinda bad.
>>6472951
> in 2-3 months it should be granted!!!
You were talking about this some time ago saying that you were worried it wouldn't get accepted.
Have you gone through the process successfully and you're just waiting for the bureaucracy stuff now?
If so I am happy for you.
why are you all so ugly why not put a little effort into your appearance?
>tfw you order LSD right before the postal service goes on strike
Pls get here safe
>>6472950
Pls, anon wants someone wholesome :^)
>>6472964
show me your panties
>>6472954
>meeting other /mtfg/ posters IRL
Does this ever turn out well? One asked me to but I declined because you all have a history of being backstabbing crazies.
>>6472964
I think probably straight across. Because I kind of part it on the side now and you still see way too much of my face lol
But I have literally no idea what would suit my face
i h8 life
>>6472964
>i'm the only person she considered one
She didn't care about you to begin with Edie, believe me.
>>6472939
This is female. I can post more examples but I hope you get the idea.
>>6472967
Because that's not the tranny way.
>>6472951
obviously you lied where you needed to get the official letter
>>6472966
Nope. It's date for last court meeting/session (? I don't know how to say it in English).
>>6472886
She said she couldn't believe the general would go crazy over your pictures, and you basically just look like a boy, and it showed how shit Mtfg was now.
I mean it was much worse then that, but that's the nice version
Remember the makeup pic? That's what set her off the first time, but it was anyone who got attention.
>>6472964
STOP WITH THE DAMAGE CONTROL
>>6472976
And you have bdd
>>6472976
I don't think it's how you look but how you act. I've seen a video of yours and your mannerism and to a lesser extent your voice are way off.
>>6472981
I even mentioned that some people think I have BDD. She said you have no idea what BDD actually is and that I'm just insecure.
>>6472984
>!pXoiV.8riY
>>6472967
Most people here are transbians that don't care to put effort into their appearance because they're young and inexperienced. Some will probably give up and others will probably embarrass themselves before they actually realize they need to try harder.
Also calling them "ugly" is not going to get a response aside from "fuck off chaser" because they're all smug and think they're the cream of the crop talking about yuri and posting boymode pics when they really don't pass at all.
>>6472976
you always post the same one, you're obviously not gona look like the daughter of some other family...
pic related is also a cis woman
>>6472983
Ah, are you confident that it'll get accepted?
>>6472984
>suddenly not waifus
>>6472988
People say my voice and mannerism is fine all the time. I have those naturally. My skeleton and size of my voice box is interfering with it though...
>>6472964
I could post one pic for shitty thing you've said about someone to me from this gen, that includes every major trip, even people like Maddie, their looks, their relationship, things that they're most vulnerable about
But it would fill 3 generals to image cap, and that was just a couple months.
But I mean, why go that route? It would getting boring after the first dozen, and it's just toxic
Just stop lying to people, and negging them so they're happy to be your friend later, it's abusive.
>>6472997
It's what he does. He doesn't care if it's positive or negative attention as long as it gives him attention like Trump.
>>6472997
>she legit has a bigger chin/jaw than alot of people here holy shit
it's technically a congenital decease I think, she got surgery and looks like your regular not ugly but not hot at all hollywood woman.
theres no bitcoin atm here
how am i supposed to get bitcoin :((
E is making me really emotional now. I feel like a massive failure in life and I think I'm about to burst into tears.
Why did I have to be cursed with being me
>>6472997
;~;
It's ok, I'm sure there's someone out there that will understand that wholesome girls don't know their way around a penis.
>>6472964
i didn't WANT to spend a hundred bucks, but
i guess i'm spending a hundred bucks, lolololol
i feel kinda bad desu but oh well, lol
lmao rachel is a ki, here she's being turbo sarcastic most of the time, but yeah, lol
>>6472967
(cause alot of them are men)
>>6472971
i've been friends with some people from here for years, so i mean idk
people are people,
>tfw things are actually looking up for me
>roomie said how I was last night I was cute enough to go out to a bar and get the cock
>>6473007
What do you need the Satoshis for?
>>6472970
i'm wearing like cotton american apparel boy shorts that look like little boy's underwear rn desu
>>6472971
um i mean i have met a good amount of trips and a lot of them are really sweet. i've had bad experiences too tho, so idk.
>>6472972
do you have a rounder face? if so, then straight across. otherwise the part or wispy bang look miight be better.
>>6472974
i'm starting to realize that. this is all just so insane. if she wants me to just post stuff to prove what i'm talking about then fine.
>>6473002
what did she say about me, pls give me the truth faye
>>6473002
>why go that route?
I swear no one knows why faye would do that. Also, leaked trip is meaningless.
>>6472994
T is like a mutilation to your face. You still have your internal image intact.
It's like burn victims. I just want to fix my face so it's in sync with my non-T image.
>>6473007
Online exchanges.
Shady friend of a friend types.
>>6473010
what does wholesome even mean
>>6473021
but those are risky
>>6472996
I don't know. our right-wing gov recently was saying something about gradually banning sex change. (we already can't do SRS here)
>>6473014
post nice trips you've met
>>6473012
Did you actually get that cock?
>>6473010
I agree, also no more lewd posting!
>>6473012
What are you waiting for????
>>6473014
I admitted we did this like first thing
>>6473025
Oh, didn't even know about SRS, don't they have to follow some EU standards though?
>>6473017
She said you had the cleannest butthole she had ever seen, I though it was way out of place because we were talking about going to eat something but wathever, that's what she said.
>>6473012
How are you affording rent if you don't have a job?
>>6473024
Yeah, but that's how you had to do it before bitcoin atms existed. I remember buying bitcoins felt a bit like drug deals back in the day.
>>6473031
Why no more lewd posting? :(
>>6473023
Idk what it means given there's multiple definitions, but the one constant is that wholesome people do not hang out on 4chan.
>>6473031
>What are you waiting for????
electrolysis mostly, i want at least the major clearing done and then no more worries about beard hair. I couldn't stand eventually waking up next to a guy in bed and having stubble.
>>6473038
obviously getting cock at the bar, duh. at least try reading her posts.
>>6472879
>>6473035
Our government (and most people) don't give a shit about EU law.
>>6473040
>wholesome people do not hang out on 4chan.
o-oh
>>6473037
lmao
if this is actually faye-ur nuts but funny dude
if this isn't faye-10/10 i screamed
>>6473044
Why are you showing me that?
>>6472766
>>6472823
> ty again for proving my point about how awful our relationship was tho.
this is like the 4th fucking time in the past month ive cracked open mtfg to both of your stupid whore asses being retarded
i mean seriously its "we're in love its so great" to "this was horrible" baaaaack and fucking forth
you both need to be shot and buried in unmarked graves, jfc
psychotic fucks
>>6473038
S A V I N G S
A
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>>6473052
b/c that's who you look like,
i'm gonna do it you guys
suck it
>>6473017
Yours was pretty low key, just about blocking you everywhere m, making sure no one talked to you, making you a nobody, generic mean girlsttuffs
She does that any time people piss her off, which is why I just came out first
>>6473053
t. yume
>>6472828
icant breathe
>>6473059
Purple dye and all?
>>6473053
It was made up, sorry if it pissed you off
>>6473002
this is great
i remember not one two weeks ago you made a post about what an AMAZING person and trans community leader clownface was and how she never talked shit about anyone and it was just rumors
and now youre accusing her of talking shit
youre both so fucking seethrough lmao
>>6473053
That's just how love is, you'll get it when you grow up a lot.
>>6473050
There's also this time she absentmindedly draw an exact portrait of your face with coffee and a spoon in a naptkin. We freaked out, I spilled milk out of my nose, a great moment but then we burned it because we thought it was cursed.
Got that rare anna
>>6473057
I really don't. In the gif camera was above my eyes. Have full body with camera below my head.
>>6473059
All 8 inches? i-i don't know if i can do that o.o
>>6472964
in an hour ;; i got milky way pure idk how this is gonna turn out ><
>>6473071
Who's the fat specy dyke?
>>6473069
If you believe someone with Faye's old trip then you are just dumb.
>>6472886
i fucking told you
i warned you so many times about trusting these evil pieces of shit
>>6473051
Lewdposting is love.
Lewdposting is life.
Lewdposting will lead to world peace.
>>6473071
dam anna sure is cute
>>6473073
Man, you look really strong.
>>6473073
you look better like that
7/10 I would date for a week and then go all crazy and dox you.
>>6473078
edies responding to her though
if you bother fucking defending anyone from here youre a newborn
>>6473080
post sticky buns
>>6473081
>man face
>cute
>>6473084
>why would you randomly draw black men????
Don't say that about yourself, at least in her rendering you looked pretty femme.
>>6473080
5 says stop lewdposting
>>6473078
he uses that trip to talk shit when there is ruckus so he can try to claim plausible deniability
>>6473092
do it, I wanna live vicariously through you
>>6473088
I bet you'd fuck these.
>>6473086
By doxing you could only learn where I work/worked. And in which city I live/lived. Oh and my first/last name.
>>6473092
I think you need to post a picture, you aren't getting enough (you)s
>>6473101
fuck you im trying to lose weight
Hey remember when several people predicted all this shit between Faye and Edie would happen a couple months ago when they both were in the honeymoon phase but they swore their love would be different and last forever?
I remember.
>>6473101
so hard, I'd give them a cream filling
>>6473108
Why would you care about those two dramacows?
>>6473105
Clearly my style is to motivate you to say more or less mean things about people from here and then post screen caps. It's my only joy in life, retirement is hard.
>>6473108
shut up oddish
this shit was happening long before edie x faye
>>6473110
I just lurk here a lot and have good memory.
>>6473106
nah
i look disgusting today tbqh
i want qt cuddles
>>6473108
>>6473084
is it true that cornrows help your hair grow?
>>6473103
Oh yeah. My friend is into body building and he is extremely jealous of my strong legs and broad shoulders.
>>6473080
Why not take up something more productive?
Like sports or something?
>>6473069
Ikr she was a friend but it's really fucked up, you're all her little high school clique simulator and it's a fun game
>>6473112
Oddish isnt the only person who post that gif you turd.
>>6473092
no
pls
actually
ok
you can do it
but sister to sister, i honestly think you might regret it
I am NOT going to say "i told you so" if that happens btw
ilu
if youre getting your hair cut....then i'm gonna dye my hair, i want a change too ;--;
>>6473094
huh, oh i see
why would anyone draw me randomly though
thats so weird dude
>>6473118
protective styles can help prevent breakage, yeah
why am i so tired all the time
>>6473114
:^)
>>6473059
I have unwarranted faith that you'll be able to pull it off; go for it!
>>6473111
I never said anything mean about anyone here. Do you have any proof?
>>6473113
No you come here to overcompensate for being a horrible excuse for a human being.
>>6473073
to be brutally honest, you still look like that girl in the face barring the slut mode makeup. your body in that pic actually looks a like a cis girl that could stand to loose a few pounds with wider hips and a fatter ass than the actress. You look more like an average cis girl in that pic than the actress.
>>6473102
>participating in drama
>calling other people sad
if youre a hypocrite you should blow your brains out, retard
im sick of faydie drama can we move on to something else
>>6473127
There could be a lot of causes. Most of them aren't trans related, but lets see... If you're dehydrated from spironolactone that might cause it... I think estrogen in general can have an effect on it... But basically we'd need to know a bit more about the symptoms before really being able to tell you.
>>6473098
Your gets are weak. Lewdposting shall continue!
>tfw he pulls you close as little spoon
>tfw you feel his cock throbbing against your butt
>>6473107
Me too. Gotta get my fill of crap food visually.
>>6473109
So hawt.
>>6473125
It ain't easy being thicc
>>6473121
Sports count as productive?
>>6473126
cool, thanks
>>6473136
But we're better then you
>>6473146
than*
>>6473135
My butt and hips are actually really big for a boy.
But yeah I'm overweight (165 lbs 5'11)
>>6472742
I wish
>>6473142
>Sports count as productive?
Of course. You don't want to end up all flabby like ufufu for example.
awoo~
ppl i have ever talked shit about ever
mockiavelli
birdy
tahm
shakira
potc
kira
muffs
that's all
>>6473148
>But yeah I'm overweight (165 lbs 5'11)
lol
this turned out cheaper than i thought
>>6473028
the only trips i've met irl that i didn't like were like.......yume.....and.......................
......................................................
................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. that's kinda it.
like the whole thing with sonic was weird, and there were other instances like when i bareellyy got to spend any time with gem where i prob couldn't even say anything, but ya. yume just grossed me out.
>>6473053
i''ve been very either not here at all or 'this was horrible' this entire month.
she left me like 3 voicemails while i had her blocked asking me to call her and apologizing, cried all about it and posted about it here nonstop and how she missed me, and...i've just kinda tried to be nice and distance myself. idk what else to say anymore. there was a time where i was happy, and it was real to me, but that's long gone.
>>6473076
POST RESULTS DESU
>>6473126
l m a o i literally just sent her the screenshot of what i said to you after i got all mad and then i told her i was confused cause i thought you hated me. then she told me you and rachel were talking about moving in together?? and that made no sense to me
>>6473142
Buy McDonalds, some of it is surprisingly low calorie. The hamburger for instance is 250 calories, that's less than a ham sandwich. I infact lost 22lb eating nothing but McDonalds.
>>6473154
Just hon things~
>>6473152
awoo~ :3
>>6473140
This looks so freaking weird and uncanny omg. thanks anon.
Oh and my chin/jaw is bigger.
>>6473161
awoo~!
>>6473142
>cock throbbing against your butt
oh..
How can you fucks hate on eachother when you're all just fake, anime/lewd posting attention whores whose lives revolve around an online identity that can't be described as anything but pathetic.
nature is really nice y'all should spend more time outside and away from the internet
it helps me a lot
>>6473153
don't forget yourself.
>>6473154
I've never got a human hair wig or anything because I always feel like it'd be a waste on me, it would probably look wrong and I'd end up not wearing it much and it would have been better if it had just gone to someone with cancer or something. I don't know.
>>6473165
I take it the general has been trolling /r9k again since you are here?
>>6473155
Tell yume story.
>>6473169
i don't have any good nature near me
How did anyone not see through faye's faux persona the moment they started coming here?
I swear most people on mtfg think they're the most clever liars ever. I guess its a side effect of convincing yourself that you're a girl.
>>6473155
im still kinda scared but ok. '-' ill post it on skype instead of here
super insecure today and im not really in the mood to be made fun of ;;
>>6473169
Even better with drugs
>>6473169
did you go do that camping airsoft thing you talked about? how did it go?
>>6473158
Sometimes I pig out on McDonald's after a good workout desu. It's easy to keep track of how much you're eating when eating fast food but it never makes me feel full ;~;
>>6473150
But I lewdpost when I work out, it kills two birds with one stone. I'm just 2 lbs from my goal weight now.
>>6473164
Is this a bad thing?
i want hugs and cuddles and headpats and kisses
>>6473165
Hey now, I'm a REAL anime/lewd posting attention whore whose life revolves around an online identity that can't be described as anything but pathetic!
>>6473174
Nope, I'm a regular here, I just wish I wasn't
>>6473153
What did you say about me?
>>6473160
>weave
>hon
u wot m8
>>6473169
Urban can be interesting too, just anywhere away from indoors really
>>6473155
yo lowkey edie but do you actually think korra is going to look good at all with hair extensions. I mean come on. seriously you and I both know. lowkey though
>>6473182
yeah lol that's another thing their obsession with being transparent about their nutritional values makes it really easy to count calories on McDonald's. It's funny that 99% of people who eat it don''t even give a shit.
>>6473183
would an awkward hover hand suffice? =3
t. chaser
>wigs
>trans
Pick one. You are a disgusting crossdressing negroid
>>6473188
I would have thought you got used to the "fake, anime/lewd posting attention whores".
>>6473176
you probably do, you just gotta find it
>>6473181
that's not until october, i'm on the fence about it
I'm not sure if I can do it without needing a medevac half way into it, but maybe if I get orchi before the event I'll survive
>>6473190
yeah, just as long as you can disconnect yourself from this crap and find peace for a while
>>6473197
only if you're a girl
>>6473182
not at all
>>6473201
>I'm not sure if I can do it without needing a medevac half way into it, but maybe if I get orchi
what? why?
>>6473193
Hmm, well, I have pretty long hair everywhere but in two bald spots at the corners of my forehead, so I've tried little clip-in things but they don't feel that natural to wear. Given how slow the rest of my transition is going I can afford to wait to see if what I lost grows back in as more than invisible short blonde hairs before worrying about it too much, or so I tell myself.
Should I make a portfolio?
>>6473182
>But I lewdpost when I work out
That's not a workout.
>>6473201
I should go outside too. Lying on the couch feeling miserable isn't doing me any good
>>6473210
yeah if its just two spots and your hair is already long i wouldn't worry too much ^^
I'm mostly getting it done bc my hair is gonna be hella short for a long time while it grows out D:
im just hoping it looks at least decent ><
>>6473207
>what? why?
Because
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EnCmIKh1AWY
This for 40 hours as a transgirl seems pretty intense
I'm gonna need a ton of water, not sure what to do about needing to use the bathroom frequently (Carry a piss bottle on me when there's no bushes to pee in?), and I dunno. It's a few states away so I might get really homesick too..
>>6473218
Lying on the couch is probably only adding to how miserable you feel desu.
mtfg cuddle party when
>>6473202
absolutely. 100% gurl.
>>6473193
Not yet, but I actually probably will right now while I have some downtime, this bitcoin transaction is taking -ages-
>>6473195
Yeah, I think the problem is that items that I like off most fast food places menus are super high calorie. Plus I always feel really bloated after eating that much salt ;~;
That said, I fucking love taco bell, it's my guilty pleasure.
>>6473203
If it's lewd and kinda hawt I'll save it, thanks for posting it <3~
>>6473204
How about tfw he pokes it out of his jeans and rubs his precum on the small of your back. That's the good stuff.
>>6473216
What isn't, the biking or lewdposting? I like to multitask when cardio.
>>6473142
>lewdposting
my main weakness!
>>6473214
This is shaping up to be a pretty good Baldur's Gate portrait mod.
>>6473155
ok
so
im here alone so i'm free to laugh as loud as i want but gag, like
i litterally scream laughed at the top of my lungs
and
i asked faye bc i was curious what she'd say i dont really care senpai
especially if you and I are gucci
we u+i need to talk some more about it thats cool, but other wise i mean
i just like being amused, lol
did you really draw me though OwO i've never had anyone draw me before (except for someone mocking me) but yeah that is cool, i'm really flattered i was just floating around in your head?
>then she told me you and rachel were talking about moving in together??
i mean we joked about that for like
1 second in a conversation we had but idek how faye would know that
have my lines of communication been tapped?
do i have a mole?
am i a mole?
am i not remembering things that happened?
>>6473179
i think curly hair, or at least maybe wavy brazilian or something would be better for you, but thats just my 2cents. gl
>>6473175
i mean.... she was just like high af the whole time and the whole experience was weird. i remember at one point she was like clutching to faye calling her mommy in a little girl voice and when we were leaving yume was so out of her mind on drugs that she wasn't even mentally there. there was like a drug deal happening behind me while i was washing their dishes at one point, and everything was all over the place. she hasn't been like shitty to me or whatever, but we just are not really similar people at all, and everything that happened rubbed me the wrong way.
>>6473179
kkkkkkk
and it'll be fineeeeeeeeeeee, plus it'll help your hair grow a lot!
>>6473192
yeah i do, i mean hair always helps with literally everyone. styling in general helps everyone. why wouldn't it help her or look good on her?
>>6473219
LMAAO NO I MEANT THAT THOSE WERE THE THINGS I SAID AND THE DRAWING STUFF ETC WAS MADE UP
i don't even think it was actually faye tbqh. she changed her trip to protect herself and to throw more tantrums and to turn the thread to shit. she's just...ya
rachel prob told her tho.
>>6473230
get a six pack and let me fill the creases in with boyjuice please
>>6473217
You just have to find the humor in the resident camwhores, middle-aged crossdressers, "genderfluid" girly boys, habitual drug abusers and general insanity of this place.
I use this place as a negative example. Whenever I don't feel like doing something, half an hour here convinces me otherwise. Haven't missed a training session in a while thanks to this place.
>>6473226
you'd prolly get inappropriately groped or worse
no offense but it'd be awkward af
>>6473237
He actually looks like Pepe.
>>6473241
>t. Susan's
>>6473230
i have a date on friday, you're really not helping @_@
>>6473239
you and I both know why edie.
>>6473239
>a whore
>judging a drug user
top kek
>>6472823
whatever edie, you're a hateful cunt and i hope you die a painful death
>>6473225
yeah you're right.
desu I was just waiting for my gf to wake up and comfort me, but the fact she wasn't up was making me feel worse.
>>6473230
prepare for good story and some good lewd :3
>>6473238
>did you really draw me though OwO
I was making that up, also the butthole thing. I'm sorry for lying to you.
>>6473239
>rachel prob told her tho.
mmmmmmmmmmmmyeah and i'm wondering why............................
>LMAAO NO I MEANT THAT THOSE WERE THE THINGS I SAID AND THE DRAWING STUFF ETC WAS MADE UP
ohh ok, thats what i thought, but i thought i would ask bc that was really funny, lol
yeah i figured it was someone else, but the posts were happening rapid fire so i thought some of them mite b faye
also whats up with angie posting pics from anna's fb again what is this shit
>>6473192
korra's problem is mainly styling, DESU
>>6473258
I know it's tempting to rely on your gf for that stuff but you need to make sure you can take care of yourself. You don't wanna put the burden of holding your emotions up on her.
>>6473230
>What isn't, the biking or lewdposting? I like to multitask when cardio.
You have a stationary bike or something similar? Horrible, just horrible.
i want to fall asleep in someone arms
>>6473239
Did you expect anything different from yume though? That kind of shit happening with her wouldnt surprise me in the slightest if you ever read even one of her posts
>>6473255
mtfg would be many many many times safer
even moreso if him and faye were both shot
>>6473265
korras problem is far more than styling but I wont bother trying to get into this hugbox. seriously it only hurts a person in the long term
>>6473239
>she was like clutching to faye calling her mommy in a little girl voice
>there was like a drug deal happening behind me
>while i was washing their dishes at one point
>and it was also messy
well... it was a nice adventure then!
>>6473258
gf? what? I went away like two days, what's this of a gf? I though you were chasing manlets like crazy!
>>6473241
That's pretty impressive honestly, I do love the over the top drama here, just not when it's people needlessly back and forthing with insults straight from highschool anti-bullying campaigns
>>6473264
like
the only person from here who may have possibly seen my asshole isn't even a regular poster, but i do generally obsessively clean my anus, so its not like i took offense to that
thanks for the apology, lol
>>6473275
there is a V E R Y stark difference between being attractive and passing, and alot of mtfg doesn't seem to understand that
>>6473276
>I went away like two days
You still have the trip on, fayke
>>6473281
I'm thinking about keeping it, watchugonna do sister?
>>6473280
neither do you though but I forget that you're autistic
>>6473251
I do what I can. :3
Good luck though, I'm sure it will go fine.
>>6473240
I will never get a six pack, I like my body fat to be higher than that.
>>6473269
Why exactly? I'm active and I get to do other shit, it's literally the best.
>>6473284
It's hard to keep something that's public domain
>>6473253
have you seen her before and afters from even just a year ago? she looks insanely diff and even that is just styling and a lil hrt.
>>6473254
i'm not judging her for being a drug user. the whole drug deal thing on top of the mommy stuff to faye when faye was just kinda laying there...
not to mention even faye told me that she was worried about what yume might have done after giving her way too many drugs.
since apparently yume has a fetish for drugging people and fucking them?
i'm just not a big fan. she's nice tho.
>>6473265
i mean...........idk. that whole thing is.............something. all of this is insane. again, i'm glad i've moved on.
and wait angie is posting pics of anna? tf
how lol
>>6473271
oh no, i mean i wasn't surprised, i was just kind of taken aback.
>>6473276
IT WAS DEFINITELY SOMETHING LMAO
i was just told so many things from faye and other ppl about yume after i met up with her and i was just ...idk. i haven't spoken to her really since.
>>6473288
What's that supposed to be? Some crossplay?
>>6473235
pls stop
>>6473293
im not saying korra doesnt look different after starting hrt
im saying that shes still very very far off from hair extensions doing any favors for her. I mean just a few days ago she was posting pics of herself with facial hair
>>6473294
its korra trying to cosplay some lol character
"the best pic of me presenting female" -korra
>>6473295
quid hold me pls
>>6473299
also
i dont want you to feel like you're a burden
i probably shouldnt have used that word
but still like
overly relying on a partner can drain them and leaves you in a weak spot as well because what would you do without them?
>>6473303
>"doll"face
>>6473302
Not to jump on the Korra hate train but I agree. Shes got a lot more things she needs to settle and take care of first (like getting laser) before she should worry about hair extensions.
>>6473299
Oh, I don't want thread deatils (but it's clearly kiwi tho). But just in this few days you became a couple? were you skipping before? I'm glad you're at least sharing a physical plane, right? Is she visiting you or from around there?
>>6473290
nono its the lust
>>6473293
i mean, like
someone is posting anna's pics out of nowhere, and lizzy is in them so they're recentish
THERE IS A MOLE
>>6473322
But first dates the lust generally isn't there.
I mean..unless you're reaaally thirsty and they're really hot
>>6473320
It's not kiwi
>>6473325
this is like the 3rd date, hes making me dinner
>>6473277
Given the median age here (and general tranny infantility) calling each other Sir Poopy-Pants is to be expected.
>>6473302
i mean she's progressing and making steps to where she wants to be tho. even if you think it won't make her cis it's still gonna help.
>>6473324
I CANT. all i've learned is that errybody is cray lmaaaaaao
idk. at least some of this has been amusing.
>>6473332
Oh, well in that case give him a good succ~ :^)
do i pass
>>6473338
Nigguh, you and I both know Korra is not making steps anywhere.
I love speech therapy, it's like the best part of my week, even if they made me say " hiiiiiii! can I get a Carmel macchiatooo!" Like 50 times.
I'd totall recommend doing it if you guys get the chance.
i can provide thee succ
>>6473348
Maybe.
>>6473348
>I love speech therapy, it's like the best part of my week, even if they made me say " hiiiiiii! can I get a Carmel macchiatooo!" Like 50 times.
I want to sound like a girl but not that kind of girl. ;_;
>>6473345
What the fuck?
>>6473342
you're absolutely right, how else can i repay him for feeding me :^)
>>6473352
succ := λn.λf.λx.f (n f x)
speaking of drama tho, has anybody heard from valq?
she basically posted her suicide note in mtfg almost 4 days ago and said someone from here would confirm her death and she hasn't been back. like is she ok?
she would attack me nonstop and everything but it's kinda concerning that she just vanished after that
>>6473366
I'm sure there would be a news article somewhere where she was from if she killed herself.... unless they haven't found her....
>>6473366
I know where she is.
Today was basically hammering home that you shouldn't slip into a higher frequency and sound like crap, they showed me every time my pitch gave out, or I had to use too much air to say something, like I'll naturally go 230hz, but I have to bring myself down to 205hz to have full resonance,
Also not half assing it, concentrating on how it feel every time you hit your goal pitch so you know how it feels, it's pretty amazing
>>6473366
I hope he's dead
>>6473359
Idk, but if the meal is good enough I'm sure he'd love to stick it in your butt :^)
>>6473366
if/when she comes back, it'd be great if she said "now what are you gonna say now that you've killed me"
but i know shes not that clever
>>6473356
It's just a like exercise, they make me say all sorts of weird stuff so I practice not letting my voice drop as I move between different sounds
You could say whatever you like, read stuff into a tuner, your voice just needs the exercise, and to not be pushed straight into girl range, and time
>>6473377
Well Edie did her "cross me and I'll say weird crazy lies, say horrible things, and then end your Mtfg social life" thing with her too, she's just score boarding her kills rn desu
>tfw ur a girl
: )
>"yeah I'm gonna go outside and walk and stuff"
>"just kidding it's gonna rain lol" -weather
welp
>>6473390
>tfw ur a boy
: (
so edie and faye are fighting again I thought they were okay
>>6473395
: (
>>6473390
>tfw ur a tranny
: /
>>6473384
It's positive and fun, I'm working with like 23 year old singer/ graduate and she's always so nice and goes
Woooooowwwww holy cow! every time I suddenly drop a line in the 230hz range by accident.
It's literally bae, be back later have to drive an hour to my endo and get my new new official army script for estrogen
>>6473390
>tfw alpha male
>>6473381
>mfw
>>6473390
>tfw im just a cute boy
>>6473402
: /
i need (you)s please...
>>6473409
nah, fuck off
theres lightening outside should I turn off my pc
im a good girl
>>6473409(You)
(You) <3 :3
>>6473366
>"I've never been considered remotely attractive"
>"My fiancee"
/r9k/ was right.
>>6473406
why would I have a grudge against you? you never did anything to me and the tier list didn't have me on it
it's just annoying that you intentionally make people dislike you and then complain about it lol
>>6473411
ty <3
>>6473413
ty <33
>>6473414
no you have to unplug it or a power surge will still mess it up :(
>>6473417
yes <3
>>6473418
ty <3
>>6473417
>girl
>>6473414
No, unless you don't have a surge protector then you should probably get one.
>tfw depressed and bored of everything
who else /type 2 bipolar/ here?
>>6473406
Idk you aren't missing out on much. Taco Bell is weird, it's terrible terrible food but for some reason I love it for how garbage it is.
>>6473375
ok well is she there and alive?
>>6473377
that's not very nice
>>6473396
idek that i would say that. she's just insane.
this is one of the many reasons i dumped her. i just want to moovee onnnnn already. adri was right.
>>6473427
lol what a fucking PUSSY
type 1 here LMFAO get GUD bitch
>>6473422
>intentionally
You should be glad that I don't hugbox. If you don't pass, you don't pass, getting mad at me won't change that.
>>6473428
I used to get a 12 pack of those crunchy tacos, and eat them all.
My boyfriend no longer lets me do that anymore though.
>>6473431
She's fine.
>>6473434
goddamn ur oblivious
neither do I, that has literally nothing to do with being a cock
>>6473434
hug box me cyka
>>6473435
describe your bf in 10 words or less
>>6473424
I got this shit so I guess I'm good
>>6473441
you actually look like your in your 20s
>>6473445
I'm unable to describe things.
>>6473448
lmao
>tfw qt gf
>>6473448
>>6473451
i hate you. LOL
>>6473448
I've been told that too. Actually, I've made people freak out over my remembering the 80s quite well...
uh hi thread. hows everyone?
>tfw this hurts
just fuck my shit up senpai
>>6473464
kiss me
>>6473464
dead inside
>>6473454
Where did you find her?
>>6473463
At least i can cosplay Chara.
THE ONLY POSITIVE THING
>>6473474
this general
>>6473478
as always it is
>>6473462
Hey, remember the 80's?
>>6473462
You look 62 at the very least
>>6473478
Lucky. ;_;
>>6473467
What hurts? the weave?
>>6473462
I don't remember anything before 1995 therefore I can only conclude that the 1980s didn't exist.
>>6473480
Yeah... Can you believe this was ever a hit?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Ptm3CQLz7-o#
>>6473377
Fuck off and die.
>>6473483
No she does actually look quite young. In the tier list I remember I thought she was a teenager.
>i want to die
what did she mean by this?
is it possible for me to love people who arent broken? is it possible that there are transgirls who arent broken?
>>6473496
not much to talk about. just horribly lonely and spend all of my time in my room.
>>6473493
Oh yes, they did.
http://youtu.be/DygHKfVg8hg
>>6473501
Trannies are by definition broken.
Starting HRT tomorrow
50mg Cypro per day should be fine?
Do I need to split it between two doses?
getting harder to reach my goals...
still have 1107 calories til 3000 today and i definitely won't make 4000 ;_;
>>6473496
Great, i took a big risk and everything seems to be going right in my life for once, now i say that i'll wake up in the middle of the night and my apartment will be on fire or some shit.
What about you???
>>6473508
are u thiccening
>>6473507
No Cypro has like a 40~hr half life. So just the full thing once is fine. I started on that and tried 25 later, turns out I need the 50. Try that and check your levels in a couple weeks
>>6473487
yea im getting my actual hair twisted rn and it hurts a whole lot
>Got ID'd for aspirin
I didn't even know aspirin was an age-restricted item. Apparently you have to be over 16 to purchase it. Is this them simply being overzealous or could the HRT be working?
>>6473511
ye :3
i've eaten 3000+ calories 5 out of the past 6 days and 4000 calories 2 out of those 5 :33
gonna be a qt
>>6473501
it seems like everyone is broken nowadays
we're all a bit off in our own special ways
>>6473515
>No Cypro has like a 40~hr half life. So just the full thing once is fine
confused
>>6473500
Yeah but you're a retarded chimp who's being gatekept because you're ugly
>got a blister from laser
ugh
>>6473521
can't wait desu <3 ur still gunna be a shortie tho :3
i want hugs
>>6473501
yeah but if they hang out here the worst ones will target them :^)
>>6473503
iktf...thinking about getting into painting again..
>>6473509
im okay!! despite everything bad thats happened..im still powering through and happy. im just stopping by..trying to stay out of mtfg.. glad ur doing well :)
>>6473523
it just seems im more drawn to the people who are most broken
i just want to help them
>>6473498
Kill yourself potato nigger
>>6473494
That is pretty bizarre.
>>6473526
no bullying
>tfw cuddling with your pillows all day
>>6473525
You don't have to split it up because it will keep blocking t until your next one.
>>6473530
*gives u hugs*
>>6473520
I buy my spiro and E just by going to the farmacy and buying them. Pros of the third world I guess. I assume I could even get xanax if I went to a smaller one, but I don't wanna be a Phien.
>>6473396
they go back and forth like this every two weeks from "madly in love" to shittalking ea
>>6473431
both of you are fucking nutzo
>>6473538
>tfw cuddling with your pillows all life
>>6473533
I know how that is, but wanting to help or fix someone doesn't make great groundwork for a successful relationship.
Do not mistake empathy for love, anon, it's gonna make a lot of trouble for you.
>>6473532
Thanks m8 i hope your happiness continues x)
>>6473548
iktf
>>6473540
oh, ok
>>6473549
hmmm ive never actually heard that
maybe i needed to
maybe i never actually have loved someone
just empathy or lust
>tfw the only person that noticed I am gone for half a week wishes I was dead
it coulve been worse. thanks anon!
>>6473533
You may be able to sometimes, and if you can that's good. But it wears on you. Do what you can, but remember to take care of yourself as you would someone you care about as well.
IT'S A BEACH EPISODE IN MTFG!
>what swimsuit do you wear?
>what makes you feel more uncomfortable?
>who do you hope gets a wardrove malfunction? what would you do to make this happen?
>what do you eat?
>who gets the sad drama at the end of the second arc that opens up the communal hug around of the fire?
>who plays the guitar? what does she play?
>what parental rating does the episode get?
>>6473501
in my honest experience, trans girls that pass enough to attain attractive cis girl privelage are typically sociopaths
broken in that they're selfish vain and seem to nearly always do tons of drugs but nowhere near emotionally vulnerable
>>6473559
I noticed, but I figured you were just busy or taking a break, how have you been?
>>6473559
>*acknowledges u*
us, btw
>>6473559
I was about to ask, I was away 2 or 3 days and assumed you were earlier.
Is your liver back to normal?
>>6473559
Well, I think you're one of the few here that are expected to have a life outside of 4chan...
>>6473526
You again. You're kinda making yourself look stupid, there's a couple black anons in this thread that everyone is having a civilized chat with and you're the only one screaming "reee niggers!" everytime you see one of us post like a 12 year old /pol/ edgelord.
>>6473557
Love is a complicated emotion I've not felt for many people. I've liked and crushed on a lot of people but love is more rare. Love is something you discover you have only through time. Wanting to repair someone to the point where you feel affection towards them usually fades after a while, but when you really love someone you know it for sure.
>>6473568
did you go visit sophie and had a mad nazu threesome??
yay once i eat all these wings and pasta and stuff i'm making for myself rn i'll be at 2531 calories
should i just say fuck it reee and be a rasta tranny
>>6473575
>Love is a complicated emotion I've not felt for many people.
>trip is LovEsyou
what other lies have you told us?!
>>6473559
phie!! I missed you!! <33333
>>6473575
Got to admit that this time, it took me a long time to fall in love and even longer to accept that I did...
>>6473574
>black
>civilised
Come on son
>>6473585
Don't you know that my new trip is going to be !hatesyou?
>>6473565
i don't go because my body is weird
but I will watch with binocoluars from my window
>>6473583
By rasta do you mean worshiping Emperor Haile Selassi, or just smoking a lot of ganja?
>>6473592
the trip I want is like 8 characters so I probably won't be getting one until next year.
tfw not a femboy
>>6473591
>nigger invasion
>tfw literally completely isolated until november
who else here /hasn't figured out why they haven't killed themselves yet/?
>>6473595
uhh i mean smoking ganja and wearing rasta colors
>>6473575
>tfw never been in love
>>6473598
Tfw too manly to be a femboy
>>6473596
If you know me outside the thread tell me the trip and I can run it for you, my computer is pretty decent
>>6473603
I haven't felt true love until this year.
>>6473565
I don't think anyone here has seen sun in quite a while.
>>6473602
I recently found out that weed is illegal in Jamaica. I was surprised by this.
so like, I have been sorting through all my images and I discovered I saved the lewdest image of all time.
its like, borderline smut ._.'
>>6473601
me
>>6473601
Rage-quitting is immature, keep playing the game and when it's over don't forget to tell the grim reaper 'gg', even if it wasn't a gg.
>>6473567
miserable tebeha v_v
was the reason I left in the first place
>>6473568
OMG <3 <3 <3
>>6473571
it was, Ill suffer the rest of the week though, at least I made it through like 8 days without.
>>6473573
I dont have friends and I avoid my family, and am too anxious to go out
>>6473586
bby <3 <3 <3
>>6473609
but i went outside today!!
>>6473615
Blue board you naughty pervert.
>>6473616
>after game post >1v5 I swear to god
>>6473618
>I made it through like 8 days without
did you relapse or you're not 100% sure you'll survive the next days?
You should really spend more time with your family, it's good for you.
>>6473609
Given that I'm staying in my homeland where we only have two seasons, winter and August, 15th that is, nope, not much sun. I miss it. But I can't go swimming until August because of SRS so I guess I won't be going much to the beach this year.
>>6473618
Is there something specific making you miserable or just the usual depression?
>>6473624
I'm ashamed of myself ,_,
OK I got a lacy off the shoulder top but I'm afraid it's gonna look weird af with my skirt
>>6473605
tfw
>>6473634
You should be.
>>6473618
Going out is easier for me than staying alone. Rumination is what brings me the worst anxiety.
>>6473635
You mean, the very simple white skirt you posted the other day? Yeah, lace might be a mismatch...
>>6473628
lets say I am not going to remember this conversation tomorrow
>>6473633
the reason I took pills today was that my (currently) oldest (internet) friend is distancing himself from me, and I am 99% sure he will attempt within the coming weeks. he doesnt want to talk to me about this though. it is more than I can handle, I am pretty crazy, I usually dont have friends for more than a few weeks/months. going back 3 years is a long time.
>>6473641
I dont function that way though, all those stares v:v
>>6473635
It's gonna look weird af on you to begin with
>>6473645
My fashion forward friend helped me pick it out and said it might look cool but I'm nervous. I'm about to try it on
>>6473652
good luck
>>6473647
Don't bully me
>>6473654
you can bully others but can't take it ok lmao
>>6473657
I never bully anyone
need a hug!
*hugs you *
>>6473646
Yeah, I've gathered so much by reading you. I hope you'll overcome that.
I guess I'm addicted to the stares, though. Realized that during the last winter holidays. Huge last minute shopping crowd that parted in front of me like the Red Sea as I walked. That was glorious.
>>6473658
that is a god damn lie
>>6472725
This book is stupid, Feminists are stupid. Ya'll be stupid for falling for it.
>>6473658
you bullied me
>>6473664
I'm sorry anon but it's not
>>6473646
>the reason I took pills today was that my (currently) oldest (internet) friend is distancing himself from me, and I am 99% sure he will attempt within the coming weeks
Situations like this are really sad, I am sorry.
>>6473607
You still havent felt true love.
>>6473677
Oh okay, thanks for correcting me about my emotions stranger.
>>6473674
we used to voice when one of us was sad, played videogames a lot, watched anime, I am a lot more lonely now
>>6473677
do you expect an insecure 19 year old tranny child to know anything about love?
>>6473681
Meet someone outside of a chatroom for once before you think you're in love with them.
>>6473659
*gives hugs and kisses* <3
>>6473658
yesterday you told moap to kill herself
>>6473690
I don't have to be in love to love someone. I'll be meeting her soon though, we're going to spend my birthday together.
>>6473695
>not knowing how to talk shade to other girls
>Just came out to my parents as "possibly having gender dysphoria"
>mom burst into tears
>dad told me that "im self diagnosing myself in with a bunch of fucking freaks"
Welp let's see where it goes from here I guess
>>6473697
when is your birthday :3
>>6473681
you tell every one of your internet boyfriends and girlfriends you're in love with them, you don't know shit about love.
>>6473697
So you admit you still dont know what true love is.
>>6473682
Hopefully he wont go through it, and you can do all those things again.
>>6473691
she's not going to hug you back
>tfw every time you read an anonymous post written like she writes talking about something horrible happening in the anon poster's life and you rationalize that it's probably not her but you know there's something bad she's been dealing with lately that she doesn't want to talk about and so your mind fills up with all the possible things that might be going on and it hurts to think about
>>6473700
merica
>>6473698
am I not trutrans if I have no idea what this means
>>6473703
Where the heck do you see that admission?
>>6473702
I've learned from my experiences this year.
>>6473701
August 9th~
>>6473700
Good luck, anon.
>>6473709
brexit
>>6473716
You clearly havent learned seeing as you keep doing it over and over again.
>>6473702
she told me she loved me and manipulated me to erp sucking her dick, then she blocked and deleted me.
>>6473705
shes busy alot and usually only responds to stuff that she can add to so i didnt expect one ~
>>6473707
She'll be okay, don't worry. I might visit her soon and keep her company.
i want someone to succ on my boobs
>>6473680
>>6473727
Thank you, it would mean a lot to me if you could.
>>6473704
not sure, I usually dont recover from that much pain being inflicted on me.
>>6473716
awww, sooon!!!
enjoy it bby :3
>>6473723
not surprising considering she's been using being trans and calling herself a trap to get attention and erp from manchildren.
>>6473723
I want to believe this is true because it's so funny, but I can't.
I want someone to suck my dick
>>6473730
same
>>6473732
Tell her to get off her butt and pick me up, we'd hang out a lot more if she'd just do that
>>6473734
Thank you, I hope so!!
>>6473723
Wanna do it again?
>>6473738
still 2 images to go retard
so now that the UK has left the EU, Merkel is fixing to Merge the member countries into one actual super state.
http://s.tvp.pl/repository/attachment/d/5/1/d51736df11c6ad23221e46543829f1df1467008961919.pdf
>>6473753
Check again.
>>6473712
its just girl culture, you will learn
>>6473734
I am sure the reason he's distancing himself from you is to try to protect you from as much pain as he can.
>>6473766
yes, I know, I did thesame to him in 2013. doesnt make it less painful
>>6473755
This is how it always goes:
>"My parents are trying to beat the trans out of me!"
>"Where do you live anon?"
>"USA"
>"Where in the USA?"
>"Midwest"
Every time without fail.
>>6473778
Unfortunately nothing you can do does, but I guess it's the intention that matters.
>>6473795
yes :c
>>6473785
North east, but close enough.
>>6473754
Good
>>6473646
can't you just cry on your bf's shoulder until the pain goes away?
>>6473707
I know you care about me, Joan. Thanks.
>>6473893
I cried a bunch when he was out earlier, but its not like I can tell him I am crying over another man
>>6473778
>I did thesame to him in 2013. doesnt make it less painful
so you learned not to take distance from friends?
>>6473923
I lost all of my rl friends. the thing I learned is that Ill not fail next time.
>>6473919
ehhhh... he should be okay with you having internet friends, it's not as if they're gonna replace him in any way. But I guess he's allowed to have his own persecution complexes.
I love you platonically and everything, but I really wouldn't want to try to take you away from him. I can't even fathom caring that much for someone.
>>6473919
> over another man
Does that matter? He's a friend. Your bf shouldn't be threatened by that. You should share your feelings, that's why you're together, emotional support is important.
>>6473940
no, no, you're supposed to see how much pain you put them through and recapacitate! everyone looses all their friends at some point or another, you make new ones. that's how it works.
>>6473986
I cut people out of my life all the time, theres like 2 people now that have known me this long, and I am not changing this. Ive no real interest in lasting relationships usually, cause Ill be left behind anyway, has always been this way. sometimes it takes a few weeks, sometimes months.
>>6474002
Well... yeah. That's how it works. If you don't look for them every once in a while they'll assume they are bothering you. You have to pull the interaction some times.
And people knowing you for a long time, while nice, it's not really a necessary element for a good relationship. Some people have HS friends and there is no real friendship between them, just time shared. That's pretty pointless.
>>6473989
>thank you <3
don't you irony me!
>>6474051
> I dont NEED friends, I need pills
That's a dangerous way to think, you need people more than you realize. Just a find a few and open up to them and let them open up to you.
>>6474074
irl? my bf can barely stand me and I provide wet holes for him, the thought that a person could like me without that service is pretty unlikely
>>6474051
>I am pretty dangerous.
like... motorcycle riding with a skintight biker suit? I didn't know that side of you!
No, you don't need pills. No one does. You need a supportive ecosystem to give you stuff to keep you happy without needing drugs. The problem is that you don't compensate the lack of drugs with anything, or you do it with stuff like hurting yourself or playing vidja that have a very short life span. So you obviously fall back on your dependency, because there were no reassons to stop it in the first place.
Come on, talk to your family. Let them drain you. It will make you feel good, I promise. Being drained feels pretty dope.
>>6474051
>how was that irony anon...
I said I wouldn't protect your smile, you can't thank that and not be ironic.
>>6474089
>I said I wouldn't protect your smile,
huh? I thought you just wanted to not steal me?
>like... motorcycle riding with a skintight biker suit?
lol, naaaa, my selfdestructiveness makes people hate me a lot if they care. I dont WANT to stop though
>you need a supportive ecosystem to give you stuff to keep you happy without needing drugs.
but I dont want to stop, it has no upside
>>>6474089
>Come on, talk to your family. Let them drain you. It will make you feel good, I promise. Being drained feels pretty dope.
they figured out lately that I am really unwell, I just hope they can contain their controlling until after ffs
>>6474084
I doubt your bf sees you as a couple of wet holes, no man stays with a woman for long just to have sex with her. I am sure your boyfriend likes you for what you are.
If you stopped hating yourself so much for a bit maybe you could see it.
>>6474084
I don't know. People seem to love you in 4chan. A lot of people turn into little mosters on-line and act civilized irl, I'm sure you could just imagine people around you as anons and your friends as trips.
If you had a P.O. box I'd send you some sort of "What Would Phienchen Do" bracelet to give you perspective.
>>6474123
>but I dont want to stop, it has no upside
the first theory about how drug adiction worked was a test where a lab rat had the option to drink water or water with some opiate. The rats always drank the drugs until they died. So the results were clearly that adicts had no control on their lives and wanted to die just for their fix.
something like 30 years later, when the US was dealing with soldiers comming from Vietnam, they saw that some of them reinserted themselves in their previous life completely fine while others became terrible adicts. The compensated laborary test consisted in not single rats but dozens of them, in bigger cages than needed, with things to do and left to do whatever they wanted. None of them went for the opiate water that was available.
You need escapism when you have something to escape. You need a support net to move away from it.
>>6474152
Please be nicer to yourself, you deserve a break from all the self hating.
>>6474158
>People seem to love you in 4chan
they actually dont, maybe 1-2, but most dont actually care. on 4chan, youre forgotten in a week.
thats a cute thought though :3
>>6474158
I know about this study, but my problem is that I dont actually dont want to get better, or off, I am just trying it for my bf
>>6474190
I am sorry anon, I dont have the strengt for that.
>>6474197
>maybe 1-2
There's a least two in this thread. I actually didn't forget you for however long you were gone.
I don't know why, but I just want you to be happy. It's so sad that you don't yourself though.
>>6474197
I'd say most people like you, which is like the basis for any basic friendship, and at least half a dozen really like you. Sirona left a message to let you know she'll contact you, Elanna always worries about you but she has a sane focus on her own life to show it too much; desu I was away for a while and skimmed the threads today, I'm spending more time now talking to you than at any other point. Even drugged you're a nice conversation partner and your weird moods make you interesting and hard to read some times. If I didn't know that I would spend all my time trying to get you better until you got sick of me I would totally want to add you to skype.
You don't want to get better because you don't have an alternative way to be happy. But that's something you slowly build. Even junkies can get friends. Burroughs made a career out of having friends and he was way worse than you.
>>6474228
>I actually didn't forget you
well I wasnt gone for a week so, Idk
youre both really sweet though
>>6474231
4chan like, though, the internet is a great filter, especially imageboards.
>Sirona left a message
shes worried now, but if I am gone for 2-3 weeks, nobody will care, at least nobody I havet met irl.
>Elanna always worries about you
even if thats true, she isnt someone I can handle getting close to. shes too similar to two people that were extremely important to me and dropped me really cruelly, ive been keeping a certain distance from her though. Id still do nearly everything to make her happy though.
>I'm spending more time now talking to you than at any other point.
so nice <3 <3 <3
>Even drugged you're a nice conversation partner and your weird moods make you interesting and hard to read some times.
oh gosh :3
my personality is really erratic I think, most people probably find this annoying. I am glad someone doesnt yell at me for it though.
>I would totally want to add you to skype.
Ill give you my skype if you want. I am extremely stubborn though, convincing me to do anything is near impossible.
the rest is accurate
>Even junkies can get friends.
yes, between highs I am okay, but in withdrawal I get extremely aggrssive and cruel and even more whiney than usual
>>6474286
>but in withdrawal I get extremely aggrssive and cruel and even more whiney than usual
that's sort of how it works. but you need other things to focus on. Burroughs found some pace with manual labor, you could try having a farm :^) oh, and getting into bar fights with mexicans :^)))
>>6474321
>but you need other things to focus on.
I probably could, If I really wanted to, but I dont. I want an irl dealer, and get high as much as possible v:v
by my calculations, prog will prob kill me in 3 weeks, if I get enough to use, so I need to get back on the real thing. Idk how though
>>6474371
how are you even getting this much P? it's like over the counter?
also, if you explain this watching animu with someone else through the internet I think I could try that.
>>6474450
couldn't one capture the screen of the other and watch the same thing? I thought skype could do that.
but voicing, yeah, no, I'm not going to share that with you I'm afraid.
>>6474371
>prog will prob kill me in 3 weeks
I can't stop you, but I hope it's the high speaking and you wont end up doing that.
my hair is totally changed lmfao
>>6474547
>6473729
Post it
>>6474558
>not ironically dying
why live then?
but no, don't you have aspirations in terms of work? don't you have some dream goal of being a respected historian living in seclution and youngsters having to traverse the mountains to ask for your guidance?
>>6474558
I can relate to that feeling some times, but it usually goes away, my depression isn't nearly as bad as yours.
You might think of suicidal thoughts as something psychological but a lot of times it's a physiological thing.
If you get the strength to help yourself, or let others help you you can get over it.
>>6474581
>but no, don't you have aspirations in terms of work?
no. I cant talk to people, I can barely go out, I am good at what I do, but I cant work more than 10-15 hours a week or the pressure crushes me. I am simply to paralyzed.
Ill probably go on disability after uni. pretty sure I am unfit for work
>don't you have some dream goal of being a respected historian
even if that was realistic, the only thing I care about is suffering less and making my bf happy. Idc about anything else
>>6474603
I am mostly borderline, I think Id be less depressed if I wouldnt spend most of my time thinking about hurting myself (and actually doing stuff like that)
>but a lot of times it's a physiological thing.
I wouldnt be suprised if it was like, a physical think in my brain, like a neurological disorder, but even if that gets fixed, I am still a disgusting tranny and an addict.
My problem is (and thats the other half of why I am currenty gone technically) is that I dont WANT to get better, I want to suffer, cause I deserve it, and people yell at me for this all the time, often really malicious, directly into my weakspots. having a friend call you a disgusting, unpassable anorexic tranny addict with a shit voice really hurts. thats too much even for me
>>6474633
>I am still a disgusting tranny and an addict.
You can get over being an addict as well. And why would being a tranny be disgusting?
> I want to suffer, cause I deserve it
I don't believe anyone deserves to suffer, surely not someone as nice as you. What you might have done in the past doesn't change that.
> having a friend call you a disgusting, unpassable anorexic tranny addict with a shit voice really hurts. thats too much even for me
I don't see how a friend could go that far, that's horrible, I am sorry.
You don't want to get better because you hate yourself, that's where you have to work first.
You say you want to make your bf happy, that's a good start, make him happy by being there for him and let him reciprocate. It'll be easier loving yourself when you're loved by others as well.
>>6474712
>And why would being a tranny be disgusting?
well, not being a tranny per se, but I am disgusting and a tranny, so it fits in my case
>I don't believe anyone deserves to suffer,
what if I want to? what if people irl being nice to me worsens my mental state?
>I don't see how a friend could go that far
she called it affectionate bullying. I deserve it anyway, Ive been a punching bag for years. the truth is, people dont care about your feelings unless you attack their conciousness because of it (which I dont)
>that's where you have to work first.
I want to do DBT after uni, maybe get isntitutionalized or a while, and get on strong meds, but I usually get yelled at here if I mention what I need v_v
>and let him reciprocate
pretty sure he is content with me not killing myself and functioning, dont think he thinks about my happiness a lot (or at all)
but thats what I want. I am furniture at best. as long as he doesnt reduce my efficiency, he can do whatever he wants to me. Ill never say no, or be mad at him for that
>>6474757
>what if I want to? what if people irl being nice to me worsens my mental state?
You mentioned a few posts up you want to suffer less, no one really wants to suffer.
>pretty sure he is content with me not killing myself and functioning, dont think he thinks about my happiness a lot (or at all)
With what you shared I'd say that's absolutely not the case. I am sure he cares about your happiness.
>>6474804
>You mentioned a few posts up you want to suffer less, no one really wants to suffer.
I want to suffer physically, and in relation to cravings, I am not good with emotional abuse
>I am sure he cares about your happiness.
maybe, he doesnt show it a lot, but I dont want him to worry about me at all, I hide 90% of my problems. he probably thinks I just have depression or something generic. I love him, I need to protect him from myself. everything else wouldnt be fair
>>6474833
You've said this before so I am sure you know, guys like taking care of you, they like fixing your problems, it's fulfilling. You should share more with him, probably not everything, you should see a professional for that.
>he doesnt show it a lot
Him trying to keep you cool during a heatwave was a pretty sweet gesture. A lot of guys seem cold because that's how they're brought up.
>>6474855
>guys like taking care of you
I am not just weak, I am a highly manipulative borderliner. my bf doesnt accept backtalk, and certain weaknesses. He breaks every resistance mercilessly.
he is always there for me when he himself believes I need help, but he doesnt deal with bullshit, most of the borderline stuff is bs to him I think. he just wouldnt accept it
>>6474869
>I am a highly manipulative borderliner
Not exactly sure what that entails
>most of the borderline stuff is bs to him I think
Then keep that stuff for therapy
I don't get your point entirely though, you shouldn't make demands or backtalk, just be more open on how you feel.
>>6474757
>she called it affectionate bullying. I deserve it anyway, Ive been a punching bag for years. the truth is, people dont care about your feelings unless you attack their conciousness because of it (which I dont)
I know Europe is fucked up with this but that's not a thing. It's easy to have people around you that hate you but pretend they are friends. You are vulnerable and don't stand up for yourself so that kind of people see you as an easy target. It's not different from Smile's situation. That's not how friendship works, it shouldn't be even worse than 4chan.
>>6474833
>I love him, I need to protect him from myself. everything else wouldnt be fair
the best way to do this is to improve your life, you know this, sophie. hiding doesn't help. you bottle up and then he has to worry double about you.
>>6474900
who is smile?
>You are vulnerable and don't stand up for yourself so that kind of people see you as an easy target.
but I want to be hurt. its a symbiotic relationship sort of
>>6474899
>Not exactly sure what that entails
Ill do anything to get drugs or affection, also, even things like selfharm are manipulative in a sense if youre in a relationship. I dont eat if he doesnt keep an eye on me, Id probably barely sleep (or sleep all the time) if he didnt wake me /take me to bed at appropriate times.
>Then keep that stuff for therapy
Id probably get locked up, if I was completely serious about everything
>>6474910
>you bottle up and then he has to worry double about you.
not if he doesnt know. I just cant break
>>6474899
>you shouldn't make demands or backtalk
Id say that denying anything he requests is backtalk, but idk, I am too scared to try anyway, and I dont want that. I dont want a normal relationship. I actually want him to hurt me (physically, but he doesnt sadly), so I feel less guilty for not being alone
>>6474942
>who is smile?
an australian trip that comes during their noon, maybe you had seen her in the mornings. she's being ostracized and she thinks the only friends she could have are people who bully her. It's not healthy and doesn't help you at all, with people like that it's better to be alone.
I'm sure you could get real friends.
>but I want to be hurt. its a symbiotic relationship sort of
but being loved is so much better. you already know this from your bf, non romantic friends can give you the same feelings.
>not if he doesnt know.
until he has to take care of you for days when the things you did instead of talking destroyed your body. in a lot of cases its debatable but in yours there's a direct correlation between the things you do instead of sharing and showing signs of it.
>>6475009
>in a lot of cases its debatable but in yours there's a direct correlation between the things you do instead of sharing and showing signs of it.
please explain this :0
my brain doesnt work properly
>but being loved is so much better.
but the guilt hurts :c
>It's not healthy and doesn't help you at all, with people like that it's better to be alone.
she was always nice to me, just started when I got back on drugs. shes just genguinely worried
>>6475040
>please explain this :0
>feel worthless
>consume drugs and drug products
>wreck your body
>bf has to take care of you
>repeat enough times
>he gets tired of your crap
you could get all the love without the part that makes him doubt you love him.
>>6475064
>bf has to take care of you
but that never happened?
pretty sure it wont either.
hes trying to get me off anorexia though, but that hurts me emotionally a lot, and worsens my mental state. didnt tell him though v_v
>he gets tired of your crap
if he leaves me Id be free to kms, I dont see the downside
>>6475098
well, you dying would be a pretty big bad thing for me at least, I don't want to think about that happening.
didn't he take care of you for a few days when you had flu like sympthoms?
consider getting off anna as something you exclusively do for him, a testament of how much he means to you.
>>6475144
I got off benzos in 2013 for him and I regret doing that. I wasnt even forced, I just thought it would impress him. Ive been ano for 10 years tho, more or less. thats not going to change
>didn't he take care of you for a few days when you had flu like sympthoms?
I suffered in silence, I passed out like 3 times because of the heat, but that had nothing to do with my liver being a jerk
