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Previous playlist: >>6340242
>>6341224
Tráthnóna maith.
Cuid é in a bhfuil tú?
tfw not Aryan
>>6341225
wrong picture senpai
first for JUST
>>6341232
>tfw your mom has a childhood picture of you in lederhosen and a blonde hitler youth haircut
>>6341229
I'm 5'10. Idk my weight. I'm fat af though.
>tfw get solo ulted by reaper every single game
tfw no poo sucking elanna
Mfw someone steals my pics to make an OK Cupid profile
https://www.okcupid.com/profile/LuluTheLinguist
>>6341223
I get that, that is the one thing that I really don't miss about uni, feeling like I was basically being forced into things that I didn't necessarily want to do. That said, I'm not all that free rn cus I don't have any money.
Also I was sort of under the impression that you weren't necessarily seeking out sex rn or didn't have much sex drive. Rn I have the problem of being horny as shit and having no way to blow off the steam ;~;
>>6341225
>music thread
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5EmdcSACCoU
i hate men so much
>>6341244
You don't look nearly fat enough to need to lose 70 pounds in the pics you share, take it easy on the weight loss.
>>6341250
10% match...
>>6341250
i'm gona message them, i hope they will be my gf
>>6341225
Did someone request music?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_3ux53bbVXs
>>6341258
Trust me I am. I think I'm probably around 220lbs
>>6341261
You should slug
Been feeling like this for the past few days
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=avKg452vmGA
>>6341249
I am going to have to get srs eventually aren't I?
fuck why did I have to be born trans good damn it.
I was also born a degenerate bisexual too.
I am going to go get drunk. If Jennifer pops up again tell her to text me or skype me. I also sent her my number via skype to her so tell her to look into her skype history.
>>6341263
Uh, I don't know, you should weigh yourself, because either you have no fat being distributed on your face or you're way off on your estimate.
>>6341263
did you actually weigh yourself or are you anorexic?
>>6341268
DAMN this is pretty good, post more of this quality pls
>>6341253
>Also I was sort of under the impression that you weren't necessarily seeking out sex rn or didn't have much sex drive.
oh I was just bullying you by referencing your vancouver trip ._., sorry!
I dont feel physical horniness, but I get anxious if I dont get action for a few days, causeI am scared that he doesnt like me anymore.
reality is though, I am pretty sure that he currently doesnt initiate cause I am miserable emotionally and depression nap like everyday and dont feel well physically because its so damn hot in our flat and hes just being thoughtful and doesnt wanna pressure me and stuff, cause he knows Id never say no anyway ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
he's defo 2 good for me
>>6341257
I just think theyre scary. Ive a lot of respect for them though.
>>6341287
>>6341223
m8, it'll go like this
>meet up at the station/parking lot
>hand over the weed
>u hand over the money
>we either hang out or go our separate ways
>provided we hang out, we go into the city
>buy clothing/get coffee/talk tranny shit
>u go back when you want to go
>u now have five grammes of weed on u, enough for at least 2 weeks of fun
its not like we're gonna bang or shoot up h cus I still live with my parents :^)
>>6341256
i like it
>>6341262
i also like it
>>6341268
i additionally like it
i'm on a MASSIVE Jaga Jazzist kick the past few days so have this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzfyyyKcghc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yhnderAV2I0
I can't stop crying. I need more T.
Men shouldent cry about everlasting True love being unobtainable.
>>6341257
what did we do this time
>>6341291
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9sRz6d11zHI
Help...i can't...stop...playing...dota...
>>6341291
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QIFn0wqZx7Y
have another Ashcorp.
>>6341301
are you 9k yet?
is anyone else /scum/ here
>>6341226
If I ever become dictator I'll make sure to strike canada while Trudeau is re-elected since if you kill your enemy they win meaning the war would be easy and move my mansion there.
But you look like an angel and considering god hasn't given me shit yet he's probably not giving up that either., a man can dream though.
>a trans woman is just like any other woman
whats up u shitpost-loving assholes
>>6341296
Weight yourself, you'll be pleasantly surprised you're not anywhere near 220 pounds.
>tfw love gf more than she loves you
>>6341311
>a trans woman is a woman
what do I do. Turns out in not trans but suffering an identity crisis (no gender dysphoria)
Should I just kill myself? Since I am existence dysphoric
>>6341290
>not shooting up
but Id think about it FOR WEEKS
even if we wouldnt do it
also, its not like my bf would accept me going to another country without supervision anyway :3
>>6341319
What's wrong with Donegal exactly?
Just because they don't speak dublin Irish is no reason to hate them...
>>6341316
>"I'm going to love you for the rest of my life"
>"just love me for the rest of mine"
>>6341225
This one came to mind for some reason. Don't think I've heard it once since high school...
http://youtu.be/sdlxSDL_Jik
>>6341327
That was a good film imo...
>>6341323
bring him with
threesome more fun
holding hands in public
s t o n e d
(ur p much making excuses right now in order to not meet up ;~:)
>>6341326
Pfffsssshhhhhh West is best
>>6341322
Same here. Except I'm just going for it because why not?
>>6341299
i like it again
>>6341303
i like this too
i think i'm just in a music liking mood
and now for something completely different
https://othejoy.bandcamp.com/track/zen-mode
>TFW Sass is back
What's up Girls? Any degeneracy going on that I should be enjoying, or just self loathing galore?
>>6341329
I can't stop crying
Them. Together. In. Heaven.
Just holy fuck. I'm a cis male and that kills me.
>>6341339
>Crying at movies
Sorry but you're legit gay.
>>6341257
Men are shit fucking cheap ass bastards.
>>6341322
get professional help
>>6341336
Posted my cunny in the other thread and that was the worst, so... That's pretty low key compared to the average degeneracy this place can generate...
cartman is a girl
>>6341333
No. It wouldn't solve any of my issues. If anything they could make it worse. Since I would get actually dysphoric on mones and don't want tits or to be feminine.
I just more or less hate being alive and actually looked for things and labels to figure why I hurt. So I pretended I had disorders I didn't have. To try and fit in. But I realised that all I do is jump from one thing to the next.
Luckily it was all in my mind and never acted on it.
I love when people tell me to gain weight cause it will help me transition better no, weight won't hide bone structure lmfao.
>>6341343
im gay
>>6341287
It's all good. I mean, I'm not in BC rn and havn't been for weeks, also havn't had sex in weeks. Plus all that said things only did go so far during those trips, suffice to say I left thirstier than I came ;~;
Idk, it sounds like you have a sex drive but don't necessarily see it as being horny, I get anxious when I'm horny too but not about that kinda stuff. Idk, it's healthy to have that kinda stuff in a relationship, and it's thoughtful that he doesn't pressure you.
>>6341310
>tfw cartman flirts with u
This is not helping my thirst tbqh ;~;
Thank you though. At least let trudeau legalize pot before you strike him down ok?
>>6341356
Oh, well yeah, see.
Anyways, carry on.
i'm fucking terrified of seeing the endocrinologist tomorrow. i haven't seen anyone over my intersex stuff in 10 years when it was left kinda open ended because i hate doctors and medical settings with such a passion that i cut things short.... the last time i was in hospital for something non-elective i was getting heart scans and i escaped the ward and ended up running around the hospital grounds in a smock with my ass showing until my parents picked me up.
i'm scared. my baseline estrogen is cis female. this endo is generic, has no experience with trans people, i don't know what they know about intersex people, only that they're some muslim name in a general nhs hospital which has a shitty reputation. my records there still say Mr. like i have to do, i have to see it through. but jesus christ. full medical history, urine sample, blood test results, list of medications. i'm having a fucking panic attack.
>>6341352
My 42" hips hide mine
>>6341358
cartman want to be gfs
>>6341360
Congrats on your success. I meant my face senpai.
>>6341348
Whaaaaaaa? Hahahaha I guess I'd post mine all the time if I had one.
>>6341343
No one ever sees me cry. I have severe emotional repression issues. I never ever tell anyone my problems.
I have to do all emotional stuff in the privacy of my own home.
I can go months before I have episodes like this. Movies are the only things that can make me cry since I've suppressed everything else.
>>6341362
Ohhhhh ok.
>tfw fat face won't hide brow bones
>>6341278
>>6341291
I enjoy this one when I'm on the upswing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KMutRaTTQA
>I can feel it being real, this dream I'm having.
>Can't stop smiling, thinking of you.
>Your music, magic love and emotion.
>Takes me to another galaxy.
I know I'm kind of a pleb for always linking the same artist but ehh, I like his stuff too much. Think I'll head to bed, have a good day/night yall.
I HATE MEN
>>6341371
This is true.
I'm legit fat, not like basic and still brow boned galore
>>6341377
We hate you too
>>6341359
I believe in you
>>6341377
We get it, you're retarded
>>6341377
U need a penis in ur life
>>6341249
I'd have to go back and reread lots, but I think you may be missing or have not enough of a neurotransmitter receptor or two. That may be able to be fixed in the future. I'm already boosting the number of ubiquinone molecules in my cells. It's helping with my CFS. Ubiquinone embeds it's self in the membranes of many organelles and is vital in energy production for cells. As they learn more about these types of molecules and how they operate, they may figure out how to add receptors to nerve cells where they are deficient.
>>6341357
>tfw cartman flirts with u
Id do it more but you're so goddamn fine I think too much about fucking up. I also dont trust my judgement when I post here with a hardon and you have a tendency to do that.
>>6341361
>GF's
No lol, go be a girl yourself.
Anyone else been completely fucked over by life?
Horrible genetics that probably could never be fixed by a chisel at best, terrible height, manly as fuck voice, non supportive family, living in a place where going to the bathroom can get you killed and the kicker only able to save 100.00 a month making ffs, srs or any type if surgery to make me feel like a normal woman impossible, anyone have this kind situation or am I utterly alone just like my love life?
>>6341383
Stop posting the autism frog
>>6341380
>I'm legit fat, not like basic
Wut
>>6341377
Tell me your story, friend.
>>6341391
but he's all i have
>>6341371
I doubt you're that bad off but my brow is the least of my worries lol.
>>6341225
>tfw your gf makes the OP
>tfw you know almost no music
It'll be nice to hear everyone else's though
>>6341377
Ditto I hate everything though.
Digging through old files and staying with the thread edition, a somewhat musical sample of my guy voice. Sounds so forced it's cringy listening to it now...
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0MZq9lPkVri
>>6341387
Yes, that's pretty much the current hypothesis, dysfunctional serotonin and dopamine receptors. Which doesn't leave any safe and reliable treatment options for my depression.
>>6341383
but Dr Muzzie bin MRSAtrap will be shit and mean. having to say 'look at my freaky body and freaky life' to some frowning richboy Saudi immigrant who drives a jaguar and only sometimes beats his wife isn't right, can't i have a sympathetic English woman please
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqoF8vFwEkY
confy
>>6341393
You're imaginary fat and I'm real fat.
>Tfw my tall handsome neighbor called my girlfriend and also me girls and we hit it off :D
>Tfw we just had the polyamarous talk last night
I hope I see him again gosh dang
Also,
>Tfw picked up a new awesome bicycle today for pocket change
I'm satisfied with my life today
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hVkx1UzFTWc
>>6341322
I was the same. I had the same thing. I thought I could be gay. Could be trans, could be whatever. But it was all trender bullshit and I never ever got aroused at anything.
But in a really weird way. I was repressing my heterosexuality. Because I was so in love with cis woman yet so afraid of them that I was trying to change my sexuality to escape.
Only reason I browse here is because I like the trips. Couldn't bring myself to chase any of you though.
Do you ladies like my outfit?
I really think holic should just kill itself world would be a much better place without that ugly fuck.
>>6341306
Yes.
>>6341410
._.
>>6341389
>I also dont trust my judgement when I post here with a hardon and you have a tendency to do that.
>implying that wasn't my goal from the get-go
It's fun to get you flustered
>>6341417
I'm not making sense right? Lol
I apologize
>>6341414
>that corset tho
looks like a ferret got stuck in a drainpipe desu
>>6341408
it's time to embrace diversity, lass. it's 2016 after all
>>6341414
Awesome pics. Great size. Look thick. Solid. Tight. Keep us all posted on your continued progress with any new progress pics or vid clips. Show us what you got man. Wanna see how freakin' huge, solid, thick and tight you can get. Thanks for the motivation.
>>6341393
>>6341410
Stfu both of you, I was nearly 300(295)lbs at my fattest, I win this contest.
>>6341414
Its cute I like the corset especially
>>6341427
What are you now?
>>6341426
Wow what the fuck.
>>6341431
is there a proplem?
>>6341427
And I feel obese at my current 167 lbs... I need to get back under 125...
>>6341427
I saw your pic, you're not even a chubster anymore.
>>6340508
*gets mad*
>>6341426
the last time i embraced diversity it was more like a fucking headlock
white pride worldwide, nignogs better run and hide desu
>>6341330
I AM SORRY ;_;
it REALLY has nothing to do with you.
>>6341357
Maybe youre right, I mean, I dont know how this feels for grills in the first place, so maybe this already counts?
youd probably know better than I do :P
It has gotten more the past few months tho, maybe its normalizing.
>tfw ur partner says nice things about your vagina out of no where
>tfw VERY fat (5'4" 220lb)
>>6341352
>weight won't hide bone structure
lol
that's exactly what it does
fat redistribution is basically the biggest visible change in transition
>>6341362
same applies
only things hrt rlly changes appearance-wise is fat
otherwise it's just fashion and makeup
>>6341369
that's not healthy, pls seek professional help
>>6341415
it's sad that ur so obsessed with them instead of focusing on ur own life and issues
>>6341441
bit bigoted t b h
reported to GCHQ
>>6341450
what did I do
>>6341440
OKAY WE AGP TRANSBIAN AS FUCK
nini :D
>>6341446
>tfw ur partner says nice things about your girlpenis out of no where
>>6341441
http://www.theguardian.com/global-development-professionals-network/2016/jan/11/population-growth-in-africa-grasping-the-scale-of-the-challenge
LOL at u
I hope you censor yrself in public for yr own sake.
>>6341441
>Not wanting the BBC
>MFW
>>6341450
i kicked it open because it was brown
>>6341451
>>6341428
Kill yourself lmao
>>6341455
#justchaserthings
>>6341454
good night!
>>6341461
What is dysphoria and how would I know I have it versus just wanting to be a trap?
>>6341455
>tfw no gf to compliment my gt
feelsbadman
>>6341455
>>6341446
>TFW no partner and anon makes fun of your face out of nowhere
>>6341470
it's negative feelings and distress over your gender
>>6341447
please insult me at least im so lonely
>>6341462
>Doxxing someone who isn't here
no kill your self. Do you have any idea the struggle this person goes through? for what their appearance grow the fuck up.
>>6341453
Your a superficial narcissistic twat just goes the fucking gentetic gods blessed you oh wait your Adams apple never mind I know why your being a bitch lmao.
>>6341421
All I need is 10 minutes alone in private with no crowd like here and lets see who'll be the flustered one. I'd play you like the worlds prettiest but easiest instrument. (Just kidding you maiden of chastity.)
>>6341430
I took my weight today and 93,2kg/205
BMI says I should be at like 84-86KG so getting there.
>>6341439
Oh theres chub but its well distributed cause height and maybe a blessing by lady luck.
>>6341448
>that's not healthy, pls seek professional help
I'm too hung up on acting like a real man. I've got the body. But what will people think if they know I have mental problems and have emotions Men shouldn't have.
I'm not trans. But I do have a sensitive side I'm ashamed of
>>6341444
I think it does, I mean, horny is definitely a different experience now than it was pretrans. My opinion is probably sorta skewed though because my sex drive is retarded high. Usually I get moody and anxious if I havn't had sex in a while, it doesn't progress to full on lewd feels 24/7 unless I've gone for more than a month or two. Once it gets to that point though, rip.
It does sound like it's normalizing at the very least though. It took me a long time to get to that point too so it's definitely p normal I think.
>>6341476
You're really fat, you need to lose weight, ya fatass.
>>6341482
thanks
Why have I been falling to sleep at the thought of cute boys flirting with me and doing lewd things to me lately?
>>6341475
I probably don't have dysphoria, although given the ability to change to be a girl, I would. It's sort of like non-sexual AGP I think.
>>6341470
Trap vs transgender
You know you have gender dysphoria if you'd rather be the opposite sex.
An exclusive trap will confine the need of expressing their womanhood to sexuality. They will only try to be feminine when they want to cum so they can avoid the social obstacles.
Just do what makes yrself happy and try to leave yr comfort zone a little more to achieve what you need.
No hips:-(
>>6341490
I had that. I browsed every gen to try and think I was some stupid snowflake.
Turns out I'm just idiot with ontological crisis
>>6341492
It's weird because by your definition I would have dysphoria.
>>6341493
bs
i want to fuck the fucking shit out of you this angle of your hips is so hot
>>6341493
Who wants hips with those legs?
>>6341479
Thank you for remembering that I'm chaste, I almost worried that I'd been giving the wrong impression :3
You do seem to know how to play me though, public or not. I mean, I'm not gonna spell it out but you definitely press buttons.
>>6341480
>have emotions Men shouldn't have.
U for real anon? Men have emotions. Men can be sensitive. Just because they're expected not to show it doesn't mean that they don't have feelings. You'd be a lot happier if you didn't feel the need to be a robot.
>>6341496
Well you said you're not distressed by your current gender, right?
Sounds like you just want to shift towards the middle of the spectrum a tad more.
Nothing wrong with that but it can be gnarly to see the histrionic degenerates who claim they're trans or non-binary sometimes.
>>6341488
what char/anime is this?
this Milo Yiannopoulos guy is hot af omg
>>6341488
did you take estrogen, it tends to cause that
>>6341480
wut
men have emotions, only severely mentally ill people don't have emotions
anyway what will WHAT people think? professionals are trained for this stuff
imho it's more shameful and weak to not seek help because you're afraid of facing your problems
>>6341478
>>6341508
I currently consider myself non-binary, but am considering light hormones and anti-andro since I would feel better about myself if I looked more feminine.
>>6341502
I think the camera distorted that
>>6341504
:-)
>>6341505
Sorry, I know aussie Internet is awful and overpriced
>>6341511
Indeed. He says some stupid shit on us trannies but w/e
>>6341496
their definition is incorrect, dysphoria implies distress, not simply wanting to be the other gender.
>>6341511
edie what the fuck
>>6341511
miloxallum otp desu
>tfw people bully trips u like
>>6341501
Yes
>>6341521
I figured as much. My feelings are more of a preference than dysphoria
>>6341524
>tfw no one bullies me
>>6341504
Beautiful hips cap off nice legs.
>>6341471
it's very pretty, miss cock
>>6341510
>>6341519
Some crossdressing trap from the show Gatchaman Crowds I think. Havent watched it yet.
>>6341225
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOEgFxZoon0
>>6341518
pls be my gf
>>6341524
>tfw u get bullied
>>6341535
you might need to get a bit more of a tan
Good night mtfg
>>6341536
Holy shit this is me af.
>>6341528
Uh... I could try?
>>6341528
kiwi do you ever go to that aquarium in Riverhead
>>6341519
Agreed. Kurisu is my fav animu character tbqh
>>6341322
you can be trans and not have body dysphoria. what about social dysphoria?
>>6341510
>>6341519
>>6341536
rui
>>6341481
yap, I actually like it a lot more the way it is now desu, compared to like 6-8 months ago.
>>6341540
night
when you see maddie next, tell her I said 'maddie'
>>6341543
p-pls don't it was only a joke
>>6341544
i went there once
it was ok i guess
>>6341536
>>6341542
Are you anime?
>>6341546
stop being a weeb
Hello m'ladies
>>6341553
i like the octopus
>>6341553
Your name would be good in a smoothie with strawberry and banana!
>>6341554
shame on you anon for not knowing
that
>trannies cant be anime
>>6341517
I recommend it. However, most doctors want you to be sure. See a therapist to get a note, that helps. I also recommend herbal supplements, especially Pueraria Mirifica and Black Cohosh. Avoid red meat and intense workouts.
>>6341488
You have too little vitamin D.
D stands for dick.
>>6341506
>You do seem to know how to play me though, public or not.
You're pushing my button too, its just one big button thats fairly easy to push nothing complicated im a simple man but you push it so good though.
>I'm not gonna spell it out
DAMNIT WHY DO GIRLS GOTTA MAKE EVERYTHING HARD.
>>6341539
lmao!!
honestly i just find this whole world so weirdly interesting. like i'd never be a self loathing right wing tranny, but hot damn is it hilarious
>>6341561
pls don't put me in a blender
>>6341503
I'm not holic,I have no clue who the fuck that shit stain is probably a worthless shit. I'm upset because this individual Noelle never chose for her genetics to work against her yet you all seem pretty fucking content to rip on her when she isn't here and didn't provoke this aggression.
>>6341566
>but hot damn is it hilarious
h-hey
contrary to popular opinion, we do have feelings ;~;
>>6341427
jesus christ dont post sheens pics like that
>>6341563
cool picture do you have anymore like it?
>>6341552
dude way too soon, they just broke up! what were you thinking? jeez louise flannel...
>>6341569
Not even if it's got foam blades and Grace is dressed in a banana costume and it wouldn't hurt you'd just be swirled around a lot?
>>6341539
>>6341504
>>6341502
[email protected]
>>6341552
We aren't together anymore
>>6341566
I become more right wing every day and I don't loathe myself.
>>6341580
wait did they actually or are you just taking the piss?
>>6341582
real strawberries though
>>6341547
When did this stupid narrative start? How can you be trans but be okay with having a lumber Jack build haha wtf?
>>6341582
>>6341586
i-idk i guess maybe i would be okay with that..
tfw you want to know how to take a look at the comments on the tracks odyssey and oracle pet sounds my favorite things to do in the middle of the street
>>6341584
oh sorry :s
>>6341585
both!
>>6341563
That's pretty much what I'm thinking of doing. I'm probably going to order some Pueraria and Palmetto and stop eating red meat. I do want to work my legs some, but I'm not sure how to get the fem look from them.
i can't be racist because i'm jewish
>>6341584
>would use tutanota ;)
>you will never be swirled around with grace and kiwi
>>6341600
no wonder you got a nosejob
>>6341555
No. I'm a tranny, it's a prerequisite
>>6341551
That's good! Idk it's probably a sign that whatever issues existed in the past are starting to fade. It's a good feel, means you can just start getting on with life :3
>>6341578
Word, preach!
>>6341565
Oh I can at least guess which button I'm pressing ;D
Also, would you rather I spell it out? I like to make certain things hard, but I wouldn't want you to stop doing the thing that gets me going.
>>6341556
call it friendo
>>6341602
Thank God.
*shudders*
>>6341596
>>6341602
this is lewd
>>6341609
Well, this is late night MtFG, where did you think it would go?
>>6341566
>tfw self loving right wing tranny
gas the gender binary hormone wars now
>>6341572
my comment was intended to be light hearted memeing like 99% of my posts
i posted the exact same thing to her a while ago
not trying to be mean or anything
please calm your shit
>>6341546
Kurisu as performed by Elanna.
>>6341547
I've never had an issue with being male I society. Hence why I quickly realised I had something else wrong with me and was using lgbt as escapism
No matter what body I was in. I would still want to die
>>6341595
Drink milk, squat, and sleep in a waist thinner. Careful to keep yr calves small while going for big thighs and a big booty.
>>6341576
lurk mor
>>6341591
i'm not sure i understand quite what that means anon, but those are very good albums :D especially pet sounds
>>6341623
Thanks sempai.
>>6341625
hey quid ily
>>6341588
I honestly have no idea but there are people that are like that and this is before the special snowflake trend.
>>6341598
Next week, silly
>>6341600
I can't be racist because I look Jewish. I can still be anti Israeli occupation of Palestine though
>>6341601
Blu :-)
>>6341623
Pretty pics
>>6341621
For your own sake plz stop repressing
>>6341616
Whatever I don't give a shit I'm done with this hell hole you called it right I'm holic I didn't realize you we're joking around but I'm just lashing out my life is complete shit I doubt anyone will care but my dad is going to rehab, my paycheck is gutted by student loans, my face is ureparably fucked, I have no friends, no life and I'm stuck in one of the worst places to be trans. I'm sorry I was a shit but it's not surprising considering I am a piece of shit anyways.
>>6341625
unless you have multiple personality disorder, its very likely your trans.
>>6341629
I require proof it sounds like bullshit
>>6341618
See now you're doing that thing again.
>>6341606
>Idk it's probably a sign that whatever issues existed in the past are starting to fade
mhhh, maybe partly? or they express themselves differently now? I certainly feel like that particular issue influences my behaviour in everyday life a lot more, but I guess its more
of a social thing now, its less bottled now for whatever reason? Idk
>>6341322
are you sure your not genderqueer?
>>6341630
>I can't be racist because I look Jewish. I can still be anti Israeli occupation of Palestine though
you should use that to your advantage
also have you had your genes tested to make sure you're not part jewish?
>>6341644
>>>/tumblr/
>>6341632
sorry to hear that, hope things improve for you
>>6341630
i'm not actually jewish, or racist, or anything. i'm just judgemental, antagonistic and lazy, and flit between various protected groups so no-one can say anything mean back without being a piece of shit :^)
>>6341322
You could always be genderfluid or non-binary.
>>6341648
like pretending you're a tranny?
>>6341630
>buying a hand grenade for a hand gun
>>6341630
It's totally not repression. The thought of being a girl gives me no positive thoughts, I would still want to die. It was a short escapism phase. Cheapened by all my other phases.
Im just mentally ill even worse
>>6341322
>I'm not trans
>I want to be a girl
>I am existence dysphoric
why do people over think and try to weasel their way out of being trans?
>>6341647
They won't but don't worry I'm going to really slit my wrist tonight yall won't have to worry about me I'll be burning in hell soon.
>>6341606
>Also, would you rather I spell it out? I like to make certain things hard, but I wouldn't want you to stop doing the thing that gets me going.
You doubt my charms? I'll have you know I'm a certified pickup artists graduating from Broman Sams fraternity class. No bitch I dont need any fucking fucking hints I got this.
>>6341638
Because you're an insatiable dickslut and you dont even deny it and its bugging me that I'm over here with all the Vitamin D you need and no way to get it to you.
>>6341644
Nah. It's escapism. I have moments where I do it with everything "I wish I was that guy. I wish I was that girl, I wish I was that robot"
I just hate being a human being.
>>6341650
>>6341653
You should probably speak with a professional about this, /mtfg/ is not a very good psychologist.
>tfw never going to find love
>>6341662
How are you going about looking for it?
I want to look like andreja. She is my crush/hero~ <3 :3
>thinks of lewd things
>>6341662
you should stop looking before you find and lose it. things can get worse
>>6341655
>I want to be a girl
But I dont. I never truly did. You see this happens with every stage. I fall in love with an idea. Any idea that means I could be someone, anything else than me. And then I inspect it and don't like the idea anymore. And i still can't bear being alive. So I latch Onto a new idea (your a sociopath, your a robot, reality isn't real, you aren't real)
I'm sad about things more mental than physical
>>6341662
i know that feel.
That is why i decided to become an m16a3.
This way a gun nut will love me since I will be so rare.
I am almost so drunk that I should drive to get more alcohol well almost
brb more kraken for the captain
Daily reminder
