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she doesn't even go here >>6196169 →
>>6197026
why do we even need threads. let us die
you know what? fuck you guys, i'm not even gonna try to make new threads anymore because clearly i'm just not welcome here
>>6197042
?????
>>6197046
every time i make a thread you guys make another one and say to use that one instead
where are the hons?
WHERE DO I POST?
>>6197026
>she doesn't even go here
MEAN GIRLS IS LIFE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUFT35S7Jb4
who ago here?
>>6197037
It's kinda cool to know stuff I wrote will be archived on some site long after I've blasted my brains out desu
>>6197042
Don't make fucking diaper editions, it's not that hard.
>>6197052
Here
>>6197042
stop making diaper ones
>>6197053
the other one was deleted
>>6197056
I'm ago
>>6197051
but ur threads were fine?
>unless u made diaper
ok i masturbated and now my gt hurts really badly like im ripping the skin is this normal
>>6197056
AGP*
>>6197043
>could someone pin point the elements that make it so violently male
The neanderthal brow and big nose are good place to start
so now that we are going to be split off /lgbt/
how long until /lgb/ gets deleted due to only having like three generals that move slowly and 6 threads a day?
>>6197042
No one cares desu
>>6197062
like did i break it
>>6197042
>>6197051
I refuse to have my image tarnished by someone who gets off to soiling themselves.
>>6197053
here.
>>6197055
>note to self: watch Mean Girls.
>>6196906
I want to marry my partner of like eight years but it's not financially viable for the foreseeable future
well tbqh I want her to leave me for someone better that she deserves
>tfw boy wants to buy you Overwatch so you can pocket heal and carry him
>>6197062
gt?
>bowl is clogged
>can't take anything above very tiny hits
>clean bowl
>first hit is so perfect and flawless
good shit
>>6197070
>proof that LGB are normies
>not being locked in your room 24/7 and posting on chan4
>>6197080
im smoking weed right now too
>>6197066
Yeah. I was just wondering whether you get them in person or online, because I'm considering trying the latter.
>>6197076
make him buy it for me too
>>6197080
are you talking about poop again?
>inform ex that can't cuddle anymore because I'm seeing someone
>he starts getting sad because he wants to be close but doesn't want a relationship
Shit the fuck??
Are all guys this fucking impossible to figure out?
>>6197083
thas some good shit anon.
>>6197086
WEED
I'm horny. Someone come cuddle me.
>>6197085
Find your own boy my man.
first time cross dressing, how do I look?
>>6197076
>friend got me overwatch but porbably wont be able to play on my toaster
>>6197080
oh jesus I legitimately thought you were talking about a toilet for a minute holy moly
>>6197093
Hairy arms.
>>6197069
thanks, I'll reflect on that
I tried covering it on ps and the chin too, it still looked very manly. So if I could get any more details that would be great.
>>6197088
you think because we used to be boys that we would understand men but I never understood them in the first place
THEY'RE SO DUMB
>>6197092
no come on, I gottanuff dick for the botha ya
don't be rude
>>6197095
>rereads the post with that context
>>6197070
wait is this actually happening
>>6197093
9/10
>>6197108
there's a poll saying that people want a board for shemale porn
http://www.strawpoll.me/10213770/r
we are NOT splitting off from lgb
>-not allowed: loli, furry, cartoons, futa and sfw
>not allowed: sfw
>>6197089
yeah weed is pretty good dude, i like it
>>6197088
>cuddle
I'm like 90% sure that guy is an asshole. Tell him he's going to have to start paying for it by the hour.
>>6197111
nobody cares.
>>6197094
>not having a dank pc to vidya on
Come on! Mercy looks like shit though so i'm not sure if I can deal with playing the brainless girl gamer hero.
>>6197097
>bootyblasted cis les gen
>cis
lol
>>6197088
no, i think that one has unresolved feelings, probably about you.
for some reason this type of interaction between men & transwomen is normal
>>6197080
>>6197083
>>6197089
who else /420/ rn?
>tfw brief moments of self-acceptance where I'm okay with the fact I'm still early into transition and not very fem yet but can see reason for hope for the future
I really need to figure out how to feel this stuff while sober, fuck
I really do look a lot better under artificial lighting than in daylight, is that normal? either way I should probably get a night shift job, do they also pay better? 'cause that'd be a plus too.
>>6197070
is that confirmed or speculation
>>6197116
bitch
>>6197114
it'll be a good place to find a chaser bf though
>>6197126
be nice
>>6197131
she started it
>>6197097
there are some nice people over in lesgen, the literal autists are just the loudest voice cus they kick and scream and shitpost over not getting their way
>>6197125
Do you like Bones, Korra?
>>6197093
your arms are hairy af
>>6197126
I can't help being jealous
>>6197118
just tell him to screw off and play widowmaker instead!
This is my edition!
It was made for me!
>>6197137
ughhhh are you already avataring miku?...
>>6197136
But I want to heal him but they made the support heroes so boring and shit.
>tfw was his pocket healer for so long and we're literally unstoppable in any game
>>6197118
ill probably build a desktop in june but I still have no idea what I should get desu
>tfw no idea how to do weed tricks
>tfw nipples are super sensitive now
>just touching them makes me react
Wow
Also I have to refill my prescription this week so I guess that means I've been on HRT for a month now. Still feels unreal
>>6197093
Shave arms
>>6197125
Speculation, there's some strawpoll about having a NSFW trans/trap/CD board. /mtfg/ isn't going anywhere since we're SFW
>>6197148
I can make it disappear
>>6197088
It's not hard to understand, go with the person who commits to you, no commitment almost always means they have someone else on the side but have felling for you
>>6197149
lol me too
>1 month HRT
>ridiculously sensitive nipples
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20B4Dvk_9cY
>>6197150
I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT I JUST SUDDENLY GOT VERY ANGRY THAT AND "NOW YOU SEE ME 2" ISN'T CALLED "NOW YOU DON'T"
>>6197105
God fucking dammit I know. Guys are so fucking dumb I'm actually pissed off right now. Insisting nonstop that he doesn't want a relationship and then getting sad when I start dating other guys. Ughh..
>>6197120
Honestly, I think he does, but tough shit for him :/
>>6197116
No, he's just not getting cuddles period.
>>6197084
I get mine online although I haven't ordered any in a while. It's a great way to get drugs and the quality is pretty consistent
>>6197155
>3 years hrt
>never think I got the boob pain everyone else here got
sugar pills
>>6197159
iktf
Someone asked if I was a 4chan addict and tbqh I have to say yes
>>6197135
like the TV show bones?
>>6197149
oh. doesn't effect me at all then I barely have a sex drive these days
l
>>6197157
How's your opsec? (I learned a cool new word) I wanna know how much security is realistically necessary. I'm planning on ordering personal use amounts from a domestic vendor. That alone should keep me pretty low risk, but I dunno if I should go whole-assed and get a burner laptop with TAILS and all that.
>>6197146
I thought support heroes were always boring?
I will admit though, overwatch's supports are more boring than most...
>>6197150
>mfw lmao
>>6197157
>$200/hour
Nonono, you would never actually cuddle, but putting a price on it is way colder than just saying "no", since he clearly doesn't get it.
Besides, from what you've said, he seems like the kinda guy who would just look for someone cheaper.
So for anybody that wanted to get to know me or know me a little better AMA I'll do about 20 or so questions before I head to bed for tonight. I meant to do it earlier but I got distracted playing video games lol.
>tfw feel okay with being transgender
I'm a real girl
I'm gonna go to sleep while I feel happy, it's a rare thing and something to be treasured for me these days
night mtfg
Guys
Guys
Hear me out
Diapers
Thong diapers
Thong diapers with lace
And garters
Fucking garters!
Who will join me in my venture?
>>6197157
honestly, it might be the case that he does have some romantic feelings for you, but is ashamed also ashamed of them.
& you're right, too bad for him.
he's got some shit to figure out about that,
also, he should stop being so selfish w/ you if this is the way he sees you
>>6197174
Have you posted more recent pics other than that one that anons keep reposting of you in boymode? I have no mental image of you other than that pic :B
>>6197171
I think support classes are the most fun if you have someone good to play with and the skill ceiling is high.
This brainless healing stream stuff is the worst thing ever.
>>6197178
>>6197178
those would be pretty cute actually, just a diaper tape print on a thong
>>6197174
what's your favorite flavor of welch's fruit snacks
guys I'm really sad for no reason
>>6197174
How are you?
>>6197189
Have you used substances in the past 48 hours? if yes then that's probably got something to do with it :<
>>6197178
>gross
dear, journal:
get out of here.
scram.
git
>>6197189
oh no i dont like it when you are sad red what can we do to help
>>6197154
He has noone on the side and is uninterested in dating, period. Now he's sad because I won't do touchy feely stuff with him.
>>6197170
Definitely overkill.
All I did was have a small encrypted volume that I kept my bitcoin wallet and tor browser on. Ordered my stuff to a PO box purchased with cash.
>>6197171
He's honestly not that kind of guy. Dumb, and horny: yes. Malicious and unfaithful: no.
>>6197179
Idk, why would he have shame about them? We were together for years, it just sounds like he has commitment issues but wants a gf.
>>6197189
I'm also really sad but I have reasons
>>6197193
being inebriated is the only time i escape sad
How does it feel to be part of a new world order agenda to decrease overpopulation and make at least a billion sex toys for perverted chasers?
TFW no one will see you as an actual woman if they found out you were trans aside from other trans women, and the chasers that say they do are lying to you.
Love, the light.
>>6197189
Are you ok?
>>6197181
well not of my girl mode since I very rarely actually do it (mostly at weeb cons) but I do have this one when I was a few weeks hrt
unsee cc/madigose/
>>6197182
Zenyata and Lucio are both pretty interesting, apparently.
but, yeah, mercy is boring af
>mfw widowmaker/pharah main
>>6197197
you can't be unfaithful when you refuse to have faith in someone to begin with.
i did it. i shaved. im done hiding. feels good to finally be able to say this is day 1 of my new life
now i just hope i dont become a hon
>>6197205
compared to some people you are little
and why are you scared you're really smart
>>6197206
But they're so ugly.
>>6197197
Yeah, I figured. It's looking like I'll be tripping with a friend of mine soon. :3
>>6197188
cherry for sure those things are delish
>>6197189
hi ilu red <3
>>6197191
p gud a bit tired from work this week @,@ u?
>>6197200
feels okay
>>6197208
congrats!
>mfw no one finds my thong diaper joke design funny, and instead think I'm an actual degenerate
I guess this is the result of no one literally knowing who the fuck sass is.
>>6197208
Congrats and best of luck to you ^^
>>6197144
only for like the past five years nbd
>>6197214
>cherry for sure those things are delish
frick yea I like your style
once I opened a pack and it was like all cherry ones I was like heck yea this is the best day ever
>>6197210
i do have long legs
I'm not that smart...
but I guess maybe I am
>>6197200
I want to be a good christian girl but my parents are degenerates.
>>6197189
>>6197205
I'm starting to pass out because weed or I'd stay up to comfort you more
but don't be scared of grad school
you graduated, that was an accomplishment not everyone gets to achieve
and you're a smart
you can do this <3
remind yourself it could be the comedown from drugs that is causing your feelings, it might not be rational thinking talking
you're a cute fem person, you are and lots of people think you are including your gf
don't let the crazy win, it's wrong
>>6197208
congrats anon, I sincerely wish you the best
time to sleep
>>6197200
I really worry more about being a hon actually...
>>6197214
Trollnon here, I don't typically care either. Just sick of being treated like human garbage by everyone around me because I don't pass too well.
Oh well, I can always just kill myself when the world starts making too little sense for me to bother with desu.
>>6197223
yeah you have long legs and you are smart
>>6197214
I feel good. Getting back to baseline after a depressive episode. I hung out with someone who's quickly becoming a good friend for 6-7 hours. He's such a sweetheart. :3
>>6197200
science gets uteri for us, problem solved
>>6197228
thank you.
>>6197223
>but I guess maybe I am
well, that was a quick come back from being sad
>>6197171
>>6197182
If I could play 3d games without motion sickness I feel like I woulda ended up playing as genji. How edgelord AGP would I be if I did that?
>>6197202
better than the other one, thanks ^^
Saving changes to the mental image.
>>6197223
If you dont mind me asking what's your shoe size? :v
You're the only other tall girl I know of
Ugh. Moving hurts. I hope that in three years, when I do this again, I can comfortably burn everything other than my clothes to the ground and have people deliver newer, better things.
>>6197229
Trollnon jesus here, accept your fate or join Hitler in the imaginary heaven afterlife I promised, since no matter how bad of shit you do it's apparently okay, since jeebus died for your sins.
Tbh, if you don't want to be among degenerates that do whatever the fuck they please with no consequences neither realm of existence is right for you.
Since the bible was retarded enough to hint that earth is kind of like heaven, aka total shit filled with fucking garbage.
Escapism is your best choice.
>>6197243
>11
I am so doomed
>>6197206
He used to have faith in me though. Ah well, a week ago he had a girl who was delivering on some of the best sex he's ever had, and who admitted to having feelings, and he turned her away. It's absolutely his loss if he's getting sad about it
>>6197213
Nice! Ordering acid?
>>6197240
>I woulda ended up playing as genji
*unsheaths katana*
I played him a lot but I'm bad at video games and he was hard to play
but it was fun to use his ult and then speak broken shonen anime japanese to my friends in mumble
I honestly can't stop looking at myself in the mirror now. 3 months in I am already crazy giddy about the changes that have occurred and to think I actually look like I do now, I thought was impossible a year ago.
Life is fucking amazing, I honeslty can't believe that I love looking at myself in the mirror. I just can't stop smiling at myself, when but months ago, I despised any picture I saw of me.
why haven't you robbed a bank yet /mtfg/?
it goes successfully, you get money for surgeries.
if you get caught you go to prison and get meals, medication and shelter
if you get caught and shot and die the nightmare will be over
>>6197240
9 in my case
>>6197249
>tfw no changes from hrt
check your privilege
>>6197235
You go get funding for that research program, while I develop at least 50new biological and chemical weapons, and find more toxic ways of water filtration.
Also, on my free time I bomb middle eastern countries that don't have enough natural resources to bother with.
You know how in the late 90's there was the stereotyoe of the funny gay couple formed by a macho big dude and the scrawny male wife (usually skinny, tall but with a bad back or balding). Was I always supposed to asume that 20 years earlier they were a hot bear dude and twink femboy failed tranny?
>>6197220
yeah cherries are one of my favorite fruits too
>>6197225
¿que pasol?
>>6197230
how long hrt,?
>>6197234
glad to hear it! feels are such a dang Rollercoaster. I think about u alot u know
>>6197240
idk why that anon is so obsessed lol well if he's having fun I guess
>>6197249
i wanna know that feel ;;
>>6197243
>I'm still dealing with dysphoria and anxiety.
true, it's jiust that in sitcoms it takes lake a full episode to get a sad person to admit a good thing about them.
>>6197212
I play mei too ;~;
I just like the "sit really far away and piss people off when they can't touch you" playstyle
>>6197247
this guy just sounds like... ugh... I'm so confused, what the hell?
>>6197251
because they don't give out mones in prison
>>6197247
Your ex is just going to have to get used to it. Hopefully he gets over his bout of pouting.
I take it the guy you started dating responded positively?
>>6197246
I'm sorry....
I'm kinda glad that I'm becoming more confidant around people....that's a good thing
>>6197257
ya cherries are life. too bad they're only in season for a couple months
>feel like everyone hates me
>hate myself too
>>6197159
>tfw you used to know that feel then you took the equivalent to 6mg a day in e injections
>started getting actual nipple pain and stronger sensitivity after like a week
ty amy ilu <3
>>6197260
they do if you have a prescription
>>6197275
hi gem!!!!
>>6197251
Not idealistic enough to get away with it
Getting a headache. I'm gonna go watch kiznaiver.
>>6197276
huh. The more you know. You still can't get it tweaked if it's not quite right though.
>>6197248
>hard to play
Looked like a ton of fun imo. I've always ended up liking high mobility characters that have a high skillcap, also I enjoy the weeaboo autist aesthetics. For some reason I just cant handle the motion in any vidya anymore :s
>>6197252
How tall are you?
I'm starting to consider some back-alley hackjob foot reduction surgery at this rate
>>6197265
>I'm sorry....
Just another thing to (hopefully)forever seal into the "i hate my genetics and i started hrt way too late" bottle.
>>6197247
Yup.
Oh! I just thought of something. Did you ever trip before HRT? The hormones' changes are mental as well as physical, so I was wondering how much it affects tripping. I've tripped a handful of times, and I'm not on HRT yet. So if I get my hands on the stuff soon (and my medical appointments aren't too gatekeeper-y), it'll end up being my last trip before HRT.
>>6197257
>Feels are such a rollercoaster
Ugh, tell me about it. I don't know how I'm even going to be able to handle my emotions once I start medically transitioning. Thank god for therapy.
>I think about u alot u know
What? Why?
>>6197275
That sounds pretty great, kind of makes me want to look into injections
First day with this makeshift gaff and it works too well. It feels like im going to rip my gt right off.
>>6197262
I haven't told him yet. I'm going to tell him tomorrow and I'm honestly starting to get really fucking nervous.. ;_;
>>6197260
Boys are retarded idgi
>>6197283
5'5" - 5'6"
it's fun to answer these kinds of questions
>>6197284
bc i wonder how you're doing and stuff and alot of the time I'm caught up doing other stuff :<
is it so bad to think about a friend?
>>6197284
>started tripping a month after hrt
oh god it's real
i still take it off sometimes to sadpost though
>>6197260
>because they don't give out mones in prison
Do they send you to male prison like in aussieland? If yes that's worse than just getting shot or having to drop mones
>>6197290
Well that's not too bad then. I'm a tiny bit shorter than red and got clunky feet and I'm feeling really bad about it because I can't find any shoes online.
>>6197293
fun fact: drugs are the reason i decided to transition, specifically lsd
>>6197288
Boys are fucking weird. That's all there has ever been to it.
Good luck tomorrow, senpai. I'll be cheering for you (from the depths of my pile of boxes).
>>6197293
Just to clarify, I'm talking about psychedelic trips, not tripcodes.
>>6197295
>send you to male prison like in aussieland
jesus ouch
you'd just get like 24/7 raped
>>6197275
injections are good, directly into blood, no liver processing, and technically cheaper in the long run.
>>6197300
oh shit lmao nvm i thought you were suggesting hormones make you an attention whore
i'm on very little sleep right now no judge pls
>>6197298
>be 20ish
>"o god am i trans or cis i jUST CAN'T DECIDE"
>take LSD
>have distinct periods where I feel like a woman
>I still think about those moments a lot
>>6197300
tripping is fun.
but i think i may have had enough for 1 lifetime.
i've always done it safely, w/ seeds.
owning seeds isn't a crime
>>6197301
Yeah, I read about some poor woman who had to endure 10 year sentence or something being raped daily for car theft I think it was. Human rights violation at its finest. That's the sort of shit you'd imagine to happen in africa or something, not in a first world country. Depressing stuff
>>6197307
also, my stomach can handle anything
>>6197292
I guess not. idk people tend to like me way more than I expect or understand. It just feels strange to me.
>>6197301
well the only time you would be with other prisoners would be at meal time
>>6197316
hwut? where does prison rape happen then?
>>6197307
What is this game you're posting, and is it good?
Post girly music :333
https://youtu.be/yMWW97sqW2Y
>>6197284
I honestly only properly tripped once pre-transition, on 2c-e. The trip that I had while closeted was weird. Gender never came up really, although it made me feel way more disjointed than any trip since has.
I don't know if hrt affected drugs a whole lot for me. I was still just as cuddly and effeminate on mdma pre-mones as I was after, and I didn't have enough experience with psys to compare. MDMA effectively removed dysphoria pretransition though.
>>6197322
sorcerland.
yes. it's good.
i'm a huge fan.
alines is my favorite character
>>6197305
lsd made me realize exactly how feminine i am and have been, and it made me think a lot about how i present myself as a person. mdma helped a lot too honestly, especially doing it with my friends and becoming comfortable with who I am. drugs are great if you use them correctly
I'm cute and fem
and people enjoy my company.
No more crying!!!
I can beat my sadness!
>>6197323
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZyzX4c1vIs
>>6197324
>took MDMA with 3 male friends, one of which apparently struggles with his sexuality ever since this one time he kissed boy me while drinking
>cuddling
In my dreams lmao. I wasn't even dysphoric at the time I took it (>tfw not trutrans), so I can't compare.
>>6197318
idk
this is a Queensland prison cell with shower, they all have showers
I am lit af
>>6197329
>cute
that's a bit of an understatement babe
>>6197331
aw yes, everyone's favorite scotch-pop
>>6197284
I did about a month ago...
it was rough, but I think that was 90% because of trust issues and someone messing with me a bit. Not cool.
Tripping on lsd before hrt was a little bit scary and disorienting, but talking about it after was really theraputic. I'm not sure how better to describe it. I kinda wanna do it again, now that I'm over everything.
Just avoid mirrors if you do trip. Like, seriously. Cover all the mirrors in whatever place you're in before you trip.
>>6197337
me too im also really high from weed right now
>>6197329
That's the spirit! Keep yourself occupied with something fun too if possible
>>6197328
The person I used to score psyches from was a hedonist, through and through. Since he was more experienced than I, he would always shape our trips, so I never got much introspection or greater clarity from them. Just a few false epiphanies.
>tfw trannyposting in multiple /pol/ threads
what a time to be alive
>>6197352
>you will never be as happy as a dog sticking his head out the window
mewsic
https://soundcloud.com/baraxador/kiznaiver-op
>100mg cypro
>morning wood
yep I'm fucked
>>6197355
reminds me of the time I took my brother skiing and he dj'd by finding anime music on soundcloud and we blasted it and every time we hit a traffic light the person next to us just stared at us like we were crazy
>>6197363
I'd say that whether you shoot blanks or not is a better indicator than random erections
Hay guys if you have a moment, Some weird shit happened today
I went on a date with a heterosexual Cis male. due to being in the American South my father suggested boymode-ing for safety sake (fucking weird but whatever).
He didn't say shit. He wasn't weirded out, He wasn't upset or off-put. We had a great date and ended up talking by the riverside for like four hours. WTF? Am I going crazy? Passing when im obviously not?
>>6197363
>tfw benis is ded
>>6197353
i had some surreal epiphanies, like that my existence is my love for humanity,
& that my future is an overture to another, more important existence, that is already establish, just not yet known, & my life is shared w/ others.
& i was doing it alone.
beautiful stuff
>>6197332
Yeah, in retrospect things may have gotten a bit gay the first few times I did MDMA, a guy friend played with my nipples on one occasion and cuddled with me on another. Completely closeted at the time too, and clueless about what being trans was to boot.
>>6197299
Good luck with the move!
How has it been going so far?
>>6197351
not really
I was raised biligually so I grew up with it, but I got tired of mexicans so I never used it and forgot most of the language
>>6197370
southern boys are nice <333
I hope to get ffs and srs to make straight boys happy!!!
>>6197363
>no balls
>morning wood
erections are not a great indicator of testosterone levels. get some blood tests.
>>6197370
>due to being in the American South my father suggested boymode-ing for safety sake
that seems like the opposite of safety
but that's good that you had a good date! he knew you were trans if I'm understanding this right and was okay with you being in boymode? or does your boymode just not pass as a boy
>>6197378
agp scum
>>6197367
well i mean it doesn't get fully hard and i can't reach orgasm but i just hate that it's happening
the dysphoria from it used to not be so bad when it didn't do anything but now it's awful
>>6197378
i know the testosterone should be low on that amount of cypro but i just want it to be limp and dead so i can ignore it again
>>6197382
aap ty
>>6197377
but how would you make straight boys happy if you are a boy?
>>6197364
d-don't judge my taste in weeb music.
>>6197340
im happy gem!
I cant wait to see you!!!!!
>>6197384
kill urselv
>>6197390
okay
>>6197388
I'm not!! you post good weeb music. it was just funny how it made me remember that
>>6197387
some straight boys don't mind having a faggy femme boy~
southern boy and my owner don't mind!!
>>6197374
I had some realizations about art while I was on MDMA but it was really just something I subconsciously knew bubbling to the surface.
>>6197374
>>6197375
Ever keep trip logs? I'm planning on keeping a journal when I trip. I've been writing down how I feel when I take drugs, I like to think it helps me understand... something. Usually I type them up but with LSD I feel it's more appropriate to go analog.
>>6197375
My friend made it possible. I'm getting up in 4 hours to clean up me, dismantle my bed, and pack away my toiletries, then it'll be a race to the conclusion. I could never have packed/tossed all this by myself, and I should have taken the week off.
My dad...helped move electronics and artwork, but aggressively misgendered me and used my old name the whole time. I am not very happy with him at this moment in time.
Good morning everyone! It's 6am in Ireland and I can't sleep because I got excessively drunk last night.
>>6197398
I spent like 10 hours today moving by myself because nobody was around to help me ;~;
>aggressively misgendered me and used my old name the whole time
that's awful :( sorry to hear that
anyway I gotta go2bed but plz reply to my previous posts I will read them in the morning
don't let ur dreams be memes /mtfg/
>>6197399
how was iron man 3?
>tfw hrt made your taste in music manlier
;A;
>>6197399
Good morning! I'm off to bed, so have a great day.
>>6197149
>so I guess that means I've been on HRT for a month now.
Huh. So it looks like I'm not the only one in this general who started hrt about a month ago.
>>6197389
Thats good!! Im excited to see you too :)
when btw?? I keep forgetting
feel like a piece of shit and hate being a tranny desu
>>6197347
spiritual rapists are the worst. ive done a lot of drugs with people who've never done drugs before and you absolutely have to let them have their own experience, otherwise it'll be weird and awkward, especially mdma lol. thank god ive been feminine enough to never make a cisgirl uncomfortable
>>6197412
sometime in July....
I still need to plan it out
>>6197381
boymode is definitively a safer thing to do for me, as I don't pass that well (unless i'm in full girly attire people assume tall + jawline = boy) and he knew I was trans from the start. Am I missing something though? also thanks ^_^
>>6197397
no.
i remember all of my trips anyway.
>carbs make me dizzy
>non-carb kcal is expensive as fug
carbs it is
>>6197413
Yup :/
>>6197392
o-oh. ok :3
>nightcore sucks
>except She - Atomic
>>6197397
YES. Keep trip logs if you want them to be productive. Besides, going analog is good if you have a really key visual that's going to fade out in about 30 seconds
I didn't even finish half my sentences.
>one of the biggest parts of my trip was seeing my soul pour over a cliff like a waterfall and be split in two directions by a rock.
>>6197417
There's no way you remember every second of it
>>6197403
Oof. That's exhausting and depressing. A helping hand is so good during a move.
The dad thing's annoying more than anything. I'm trying to refrain from just wearing cleavage-accentuating shit around him out of spite, since I'd rather not present myself that way often.
am I being agp rn?
>>6197416
ohhh I guess I just assumed in the south being on like a gay date would be more troublesome than being noticeably trans. hmm I don't think you're missing anything, he just likes you!!
>>6197397
Never cared much for trip logs, I'm much more partial to just living in the moment and letting things happen. The process of extracting meaning from a trip is something I did by talking about feelings after sobering up really.
>>6197398
Ugh, that sucks, I'm sorry about your dad being an ass..
Was your mom better?
>>6197405
I havn't the foggiest. I got to the start of The Hulk before getting too drunk on Polish beer and spiced rum to remember what I was about to do. And I really hope that I did do it, considering "it" was tell both of them how angry/sad/happy/in love/content I was to know both of them. And that I intended to go through with transition.
I think I sobered up somewhere around Iron man 2?
I fell asleep at some point soon after though.
>>6197407
Night!
>>6197417
>remembering trips
literally how
I have a horrible memory even when my entire sense of time ISN'T bent over the table like a Salvador Dali watch
>>6197375
getting your nipples played with on mdma is the greatest pleasure omfg
>>6197425
I was expecting exhentai tabs or something. No, you're not being even remotely AGP
>>6197341
So was this dude messing with you just a creep or something?
>>6197425
A spa day sounds so good...what's AGP about that? Or is this meme-AGP?
Post boy pics
>>6197422
yea I'm so beat and I still have a ton of things to unpack, but I'm just going to wait until tomorrow
as for your dad, he'll come around I'm sure. he has to get used to having a daughter. stick to your guns but don't antagonize him imo
>>6197421
I could never really get into nightcore except in osu and ddr but that's just because it's fun to play in rhythm games
>>6197420
>non-carb kcal is expensive as fug
eggs
>>6197432
I like lewd gem
came home at 1230pm, ate pizza and tendies, climbed into bed with warm sleeping girl. This is a comfy feel.
>>6197445
>eggs
Won't I clog my arteries in like a week if I eat mostly just eggs?
>>6197442
Nothing wrong with a little exhentai tbdesu
>>6197437
He was a friend, but he said that he likes messing with people that are tripping. He tried to fuck with me by showing me this, and it ended up triggering my trust issues because I realized how vulnerable I was, and how little I wanted to be "redpilled" at the time.
>>6197444
I don't even like nightcore on those. I prefer speedcore, j-rock and renaissance.
posting boypix
>>6197429
My mom didn't show. I wish she had, since she's given a lot more consideration to this. It doesn't seem like she's having much luck getting him to understand, either.
Denmark
YES
>>6197432
It really is, omg.
I think my favourite thing when on MDMA is to have my boobs and nips played with. it's mind blowing
>>6197438
going to a spa does not make you female, but old hons sometimes say things like that
that said it's nice and fun and nothing wrong with it
if I had girl friends locally I'd so go often, I just don't think I'd have fun going by myself
>>6197448
honestly a lot of the genre names go way over my head so maybe what I'm calling nightcore actually isn't. idk
>>6197447
>Won't I clog my arteries in like a week if I eat mostly just eggs?
noooo no no that's a myth. the cholesterol in eggs is the good kind, and isn't even super bioavailable so it doesn't raise your blood cholesterol by that much
