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Lewd edition

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Previous thread >>6182426
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it's beautiful
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poop I was gonna make one
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>>6183409
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>>6183342
>hey do any of you on long Island/nyc have a place i could stay for a while
>my dads been getting more and more abusive (just punched me and kicked me a bit before) and im scared of how they treat trans people in shelters
>i have a few hundred dollars worth of stuff to sell and id pay you rent back if i ever get money
>>6183354
>>>6183342 (You)
>also i have a 1.5 mg a day klonopin prescription, i could give you some of that if you want drugs
>>6183396
im working on getting disability right now
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>>6183414
looks yummy!
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>>6183418
check out my style from a year ago
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>>6183414
i want
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maybe I should just go fulltime as a massive crossdressing faggot like muff
is muff a good person to follow the example of? I don't really know that much about her except that she faked detransing, wears diapers and has weird views about passing, the latter two of which I don't really judge her on.

>>6183414
I do actually quite like spinach
normally I have it with edamame beans, never tried it on spinach before
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i had the sort of day that drives a girl to suicide. what mixes better with painkillers, beer or whisky?
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If I'm still here when this thread hits the image limit I'm making the new one, k?

>>6183428
eww sleeveless flannel
grosssssssss
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>>6183428
w-wow
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>>6183431
Muffs has entirely reasonable views on passing.
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>tfw your little Grace is gonna make it.
I'm so proud. ;~;
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Well now that I've returned my full attention to the thread, what did I miss. I've been distracted by... something else for a while now, so I wasn't giving it my full attention.

>>6183433
Eh... too decorative for my tastes. I prefer form and function as one. 3/10 too fancy.
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>>6183428
What's going on here?
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>>6183443

>what did I miss

The world began anew, for us to sin once more.
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>>6183414
It's gorgeous... I want it in my life.
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are break ups usually so easy? I dont feel sad at all. =o
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>>6183445
bad flannel
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>>6183417
I'm just too scared
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>>6183409
>tfw mommy makes an edition for you
>>6183441
I still have some of those posts you made for me so long ago, calling me a little you and everything like that
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>>6183425

anyone

>>6183425


>>6183425


or do you know any shelters tgat explicitly say for lgbt
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>>6183411
>>6183377

Bangin' flannel, miss. But Jesus you seem lithe.

>>6183382
>reads the Goon

A-anon... you cultivated fricker... the worst one who's even hears of the Goon. What's some other stuff you're into?
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>>6183440
that it doesn't matter and that going fulltime is basically just crossdressing and you can be happier if you think of it like that?

hmm
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>>6183435
straight vodka
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>>6183446
I see. Well, better get started. ORGY AT MME.'S PLACE!

>>6183450
>break ups
Wait wat?

>>6183454
Well, I'm actually quite afraid of intimacy... so I can't really help you there
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>>6183450
When they aren't real relationships they are
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>>6183377
>too easy
flannel is going to have to do something worth it for me to post
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>>6183459
>Bangin' flannel
lewd
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>>6183460
Passing is not important or expected when you start. Your initial goals should be observing what you're doing wrong compared to everyone else. Fulltime is a learning experience first, and a way of life second.
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>>6183459

I am very small, yes.

>>6183450

I felt pretty bad when I broke up with my ex but I did it in a really shitty way.
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>>6183450
lol you are an awful person but this isnt news
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I eat pizza with a knife and fork because it's better that way.
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>>6183450
Aww. Well you'd better still hang out and be cute together!

Did Asami just realize she was too straight for you today?
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>>6183462

>ORGY AT MME.'S PLACE!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1t3FG_B56P4
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>>6183465
uhhhh here's a picture of a sticky date pudding I made last week

is that worth it?
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>>6183450
how long were you together?
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>>6183455
>tfw Grace is turning you lesbian
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PHEIN:
>the problem is the massive amount of guilt I carry around with me for what I am
that's really not up to you, you have no responsability there. no reasson to listen to those thoughts.
>and what Ive done in the past,
You do have responsability there. And you should act to make ammends, not feel one way or another while doing nothing. Even if you don't agree with me, acting to correct your mistakes or at the very least letting others know that you regret it is healthy and moves everyone in a better direction.
I don't know about your life, some people may not be cool with an apology. It's not about being forgiven, it's about turning your guilt into action.
>and for what I am capable of doing.
Luckily pre-crime isn't really a thing. I really like nuclear energy even though its principle can be used to make big bombs or poison people. Not doing damage that you could do is just being an adult, Phien.

>painful guilt
things hurt you as much as you let them.
feeling pain from guilt is pretty much the same as a repressed people feeling pain when thinking about being a girl. you rationalize it into potential damage or bad things you did, but everyone lives with that, it hurts you for other reassons that you are trying not to bring up.

POTENTIALLY HOMELESSANON

that really sucks, anon. but you have to consider that to us you're a complete stranger who could be perfectly lying on-line. do you have any lgbt oriented shelters on your zone? can you go to a christian one in boymode?

I'd like to add that you should consider talking things with your family in a calm way. You can still take pills without telling them, it's better to lie to people you don't like than to fuck your life for them.
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>>6183450
depends if it was a real relationship or an online-only long distance one
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>>6183455
>So long ago
>Just a couple months ago
You're going to go far Grace. I TOLD YOU SO.
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>>6183450
you were with someone?
anyway ddepends on how attached you were really
some folks you just brush it off like
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http://avitale.com/developmentalreview.htm

>John, a 50 year-old genetic male, medical research scientist, married (23 years), father of three children aged 20, 17 and 7, phoned me after experiencing a panic attack severe enough to require emergency attention from paramedics at the airport on his way to give a presentation at a conference. John gave me only his first name and informed me that I was the first to be told what he was about to tell me. He said he was "gender dysphoric" and that he was "desperate." Feelings that were once "controllable through sheer force of will," had increased to where he now was having protracted periods where he would close his office door, lie on the floor and weep quietly while curled up in the fetal position

Well...that certainly made my confidence in my repression disappear...
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>>6183416
Mostly home cooking, but I have some neet knife skills, and I can make sauces and stuff, brown them meats, roast them chickens, whip them eggwhites, I can also make milk steak.

>>6183419
Oh yeah? We'll once you're betterm I'm going to go visit you and challenge you to a hon duel!
we'll call each other dear and wear blue eyeshadow and nightgowns and get fake nails with french manicures. you're going to have to give me time, because you being sick and all, you'd demolish me now!

>>6183404
all talk and no play, I ain't seeing no reaction images, little girl!
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>>6183457
beung trans isn't tge problen, he's been like this me forever and to my mom before i was born

i know some of you by the way im just afraid of saying who i am
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Neener yalll. Neener, that's all.
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>>6183450
i dont expect niggers to have empathy but maybe its because your an agp black dude who lives with his parents and not in an actual relationship?
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>>6183462
>Orgy
No
>>6183467
I hope this is hon roleplay, no one could be this deluded right?
>>6183431
>She wears diapers
>Is she a good person to follow the example of
senpai
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>>6183455
Grace you have to stop this, I can't handle not hugging you rn as it is
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>>6183487
>>6183395
Does it now?

I wonder what gave you that impression.
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>>6183491
you evil bitch lol
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>>6183428
I think you look much better now, you totally turned into a good looking girl.

>>6183450
It really depends. I've felt way worse for keeping the relationship up than breaking up, but I'm a black hole of human emotions so...

>>6183454
>I'm scared of being a virgin
>telling some kid to just leave home and go live in the streets for change to survive
why are you so horrible, Shak? Is it a character? Are you a heel?
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>>6183476
I'm guessing korra is talking about that asami person so it was a fake two day internet relationship. korras specialty.
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>>6183491
we /white power/ now??
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>>6183492
Not a hon roleplay, that's how this shit works. Cocoon mode never really works. But you're an autist so maybe it's different. You'll probably never fully integrate.
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>>6183478
>no reasson to listen to those thoughts.

If I could I would senpai.

>some people may not be cool with an apology.
dead people dont take apologies.
but I know what you mean.

>Even if you don't agree with me, acting to correct your mistakes

thats not going to happen though. I dont even think Ill be able to prevent future ones. cause thats how and what I am. I barely have the strength to live, I am not in a state of mind that allows huge (or any) changes in my personality

>things hurt you as much as you let them.
probably true, it might just be a form of selfharm.
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>>6183477
hey platypus
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please anyone

>>6183488

>>6183456

>>6183425
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>>6183492
>No
... Ah... not what I meant. I was Actually saying that I couldn't help you much as, whenever someone's gotten... intimate with me in the past, I've had a panic attack, and backed out.
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>put on bra because ab/side muscles hurting from boobs sagging
>bra band digs into back and compresses underbust muscles all around
reeeeeeeeee

on the plus side, holy shit I nearly fill out a b-cup bra now, cypro is great
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>>6183498
Boy*
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>>6183487
>because you being sick and all,
I am not sick, I am anorexic and crazy, both of which arent going to stop

but yeah, I wanna take that duel
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a year ago i was dressed in velvet and a blonde wig, slightly stubbly with a huge nose, drunk, screaming, knocking back sambucas and punching African men in London while pretending to be Viserys from GoT
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>>6183502
*hug*

I can't offer words here. Though I wish I could.
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>>6183462
im single again :p

>>6183464
yeah maybe i kept myself emotionally detached cuz i kinda had a feeling

>>6183469
ah sux to hear :x

>>6183473
yeah basically it's no biggie tho saw it coming a mile away so I kept myself guarded a bit

>>6183476
not long XP

>>6183479
the latter so that probs helps

>>6183481
ya I had a gf for a little while

>>6183487
OK ILL TAKE IT and if you can make good Mexican food that's a plus

>>6183498
hoo boy anon
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>>6183498
wtf she said she wanted to leave home but she was scared of the shelter I said give it a try. And stop calling me Shak, that's a man's name, you're triggering me lol.
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>>6183499
>implying it wasn't Korra talking to himself
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>>6183450
your mom throwing away your dakki pillow doesnt really count as a breakup
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>>6183477
R-really?
>>6183480
A couple months feels like forever ago with how this year has gone so far. It's been moving so fast.
>>6183493
I gave me a hug for you/you an imaginary hug from me
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>>6183516
it wouldnt surprise me.
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>>6183492
By and large, no one has everything right when she goes full time. There are no trans finishing schools to perfect every aspect of our presentation. There's just living it.

If you hope to be flawless from day one, and refuse to try until you're sure of that, you're setting yourself up for perpetual failure.
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>>6183475
I originally got the dress b/c I was trying to convince jormy (who likes flannel/plaid) that dresses are ok
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>>6183514
>im single again


Ah... I'll not ask what didn't work out. Are you still friends?
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>>6183459
I don't read comic anymore. Wasn't really a fan of shitty writing and bad art, but the decade long superhero shitshow really turned me away.
I actually browsed the Image, Vertigo and etc. catalog a few weeks ago and nothing really caught my eye. It's still the same old bad writing, bad art and mostly freaks in spandex. I stick to novels now.
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>>6183514
by not diving in you may have contributed to its failure
go balls deep or dont go is how i rock it
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>>6183518

Hey Grace, if you don't mind me asking...

What was it like to feel less suicidal? Did it start when you started HRT? Or did it gradually fade away? Do you think it was caused by improving your life in other ways as well?
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>>6183518
you are a beautiful angel
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>>6183456
home troubled anon
>>6183478

>>6183483
really? you needed some random case to believe what everyone is saying?

>>6183488
It really depends on how old you are.
If you are underage it would be pretty risky for someone to take you home, they could go to jail if your parent says you're her lover or she kidnapped you. I'd also assume that both you and your mom leaving isn't an option.
If you're older, you already got there you might as well get a job, wait for your first paycheck and leave to the cheapest most disgusting room you can rent.
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>>6183512
i wish i could have been there
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>>6183513
thanks.
life's tough for most of us. the only difference is how good we are at dealing with it. I am not very talented
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>>6183455
not to give you too much self esteem but for a split second i thought you were a cis friend of mine who modelled for a while
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>>6183523
yeah ita not like it was on bad terms and i saw it coming soon its like oh well lol

>>6183525
nah I can never do that again I got hurt REALLY badly I let myself do that. never again I'm really reserved with my feelings in that stuff
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>>6183512
Well, I'll try to avoid getting that bad.

I don't suppose there's a way to get a smaller chin?
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>>6183469
>I am very small

Maybe for you.

In other news, you never responded when I asked

>are you unresponsive when it comes to your family's past? Because I sure am[...]
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>>6183501
Have you got any proof that it doesn't work?
Let /mtfg/ decide, which method of transition is better?

http://www.strawpoll.me/10196890
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>>6183514
Aww. Sucks, but I'm glad neither of you got hurt from this.
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>>6183518
yes omfg Grace, you are so cute and have such a nice personality. And you look so much better with make up now too!
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>>6183528
It got worse before it got better after starting HRT. But as I've progressed and my life has gotten better it's gradually faded away and I no longer consider hanging myself or jumping off a building or god knows what anymore.
It wasn't HRT alone, I'll tell you that, it's just been how much things have been improving since I started my transition and worked on getting things together.
>>6183529
<3
Thank you red
>>6183535
Don't worry, I'm keeping myself in check. Thank though for mentioning that though, I really appreciate it.
>>6183542
Are you a new avatarfag? Have we met before? :o
But thank you <3
I guess I really should wear makeup often, this is amazing
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>>6183534

We all learn by doing Phien-chan. And we all learn at our own rates. It took me a long time myself, as you've probably seen.

>>6183536
Well, that's good at least.


>>6183540
Well... I intend to do neither. So I think I'll take a pass on voting.
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>>6183539

Oh, yeah, I missed that. I dunno, it was never a big deal to me.
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Nothing like having an suv full of drunk assholes stop in the middle of an intersection to yell at you for wearing leggings...
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>>6183540
You keep bringing up this strawman of going fulltime before a single pill when all everyone has been saying all day is you need to go fulltime before you are ready. Going fulltime is the only true preparation for living fulltime and you will always fail before you succeed.
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>>6183528
not who you asked, but definitely the last one,

Hrt only fixes one problem in your life, and that problem isnt a massive thing. Improving other areas, like how/where i live, where i work, who i hang around with, it all helped to change my outlook on life. and from there i could start on fixing the problems that i could fix, and getting help for the ones i couldn't.
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>>6183530
Yeah. I really did. I kinda cast off mtfg as meme advice
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>>6183540
voted girlmode first because that's what I did

am I alone?
I don't want to be alone ;_;
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>>6183506
I'm not so scared of girls but men are very scary added to the issue where my only way to meet them is online where they could be a serial killer. I wish I had a social life.
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>>6183541
it was kinda a sudden thing that took me by surprise really so no biggie

>>6183548
ah that sucks sorry to hear it
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>>6183540
Nice unbiased options there
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>>6183428
still would bang
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>>6183510
you don't pass as a boy, I'm sorry.

>>6183469
>but I did it in a really shitty way.
now you have to greentext, you know how this stuff works

>>6183525
sadly this.
it's like the ending of S1 Korra.

>>6183502
I really don't know your situation, don't want you to post it online and even less keep saying stuff that I can't know if it applies or not. The Phienchen I know on-line isn't really a monster and it doesn't feel nice to think about you hurting.
>it might just be a form of selfharm.
that's how it looks from my side, but of course I can't really tell. I hope you have time to grow and mutate in new directions as time comes, at least enough to like yourself a little bit.
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>>6183552

I've read some accounts that starting HRT caused a big mental change, in a good way. But I wouldn't be surprised if it were a combination of that and other positive life choices.
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>>6183518
you are pretty
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>>6183556
Can't help you much there either lass. I'm just not afraid anymore. If my 5 suicide attempts couldn't kill me, I doubt much else could. And I'm used to pain by now. I don't like it, but I'm not afraid of it.
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>>6183511
anorexy is really one of the most fixable mental issues.
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im not sure if im going to make it through the night, thank you for everything trips and anons
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>>6183409
>Lewd edition
I wish I had a boyfriend
I need to get thin
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>>6183544
Yeah, I was anon for a while but last night I watched a platypus documentary and decided to have fun pretending to be an animal themed chaser. I just think platypuses are so cute tho so I'm gonna keep doing it

and yes, the difference it makes is phenomenal! I really should get someone to help me do my own make up, maybe after some cis girl friends come back from college and I drunkenly open up to them
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>>6183540
a little girlmode wouldn't hurt, just to get a feel for if it's right or not
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it's so cold here omg

my nipples feel like the analogue sticks on a ps2 controller
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>>6183528
I know you didn't ask me but I'll answer too.
HRT made me not want to kill myself but then /mtfg/ made me want to kill myself because I realized how behind socially I am. Moral of the story is even if HRT gets rid of the main reason for killing yourself there will always be some other reason.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U16Xg_rQZkA

I find this oddly suitable.
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>>6183561
I C-c-c-can! I can wear a sports bra and only a little makeup...
I still wear girl clothes!
>>6183559
Nice
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everyones sitting being cute while I'm sitting here masturbating
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>>6183574
ah red is red I try not to think about it too much. if you say ur a boy then ur a boy to me
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>>6183515
She said her father regularly beat her and had just punched and kicked her, it's 4chan so it's sort of correct to not believe everyone but you should never tell people to just leave home and go to a place where people get regularly raped. If you don't care it's cool, just don't be a bitch.
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>>6183567
That made pulling a zipper down with your mouth look easy. Lies.. that shit is difficult. Buttons i can do like a pro though.
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yo.
i have a question:
how well does spearmint tea work?
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>>6183550
>>6183555
>>6183558
>ITT: people who either pass pre-hrt or live in some hugbox community
Just because you got away with it doesn't mean everyone else can.
>>6183564
Oh dear, sorry to hear that.
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>>6183575
came to /mtfg/ to see nude transitioners and jerk it off to them but ended up just reading and getting an insight into their lives and humanising them.
So thanks for irreparably damaging my boner you fucks.
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>>6183561

>Meet this guy on /b/
>Post alongside him in a serial like this for a few years
>He starts talking to me on Steam
>He's got a well-paying, steady job so he's got money to spare
>One day I joke to him "send me candy pls"
>He sends me a 2 lb. bag of sour patch kids
>blah blah blah buys me clothes and hits on me and is nice to me and junk
>ends up paying for me to fly out to Colorado 3 times within like 8 months
>gradually realize as I hang out with him he's kinda boring
>break off contact with him for 3 months because I'm too cowardly to break up with him. Don't log into Steam, drop my trip on the serial, don't answer his texts or emails
>break the silence on Thanksgiving by leaving a pastebin saying I want to break up in his Steam
>awkward period of a few months but now he's forgiven me and is back to hitting on me occasionally

That was like a year ago and I still feel bad about it.
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Have you ever been in the very middle of an argument and realized you're being ridiculous?
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>>6183582
At least I got some pretty neat scars!

But then... most people here are afraid of my scars... It makes me a little sad honestly.
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>>6183562
I found it's kinda similar to the experience of some ADD pills. in that it kinda levels you out enough to focus on other areas. Once you get used to the side affects at least.
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>>6183582
dont give a fuck about what you're trying to prove, your poll options were biased why would anyone take it seriously
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>>6183582
You've had people pointing out they did not pass or avoid hate/violence yet still think fulltime is a good idea.
Are you really just an autist or a full retard? It's hard to tell the difference when someone is as far away from functional as you.
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>>6183572

Haha, depression is such a ball
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>>6183591
hahah tha
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>>6183545
I am 26, I dont think Ill stop being a hypersensitive mess anytime soon senpai

>>6183565
I dont want that partto change though. I enjoy the weakness and the pain a lot.

>>6183561
Most people that know my situation wouldnt say i am a monster I think. Just really messed up
Id probably need extensive therapy and a bunch of meds, which arent an option atm cause I cant afford to fail uni. I am going to run out of ads next week as well. I am really interested in how that will affect me.
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>>6183577
I didn't know people got raped in shelters

I don't get this constant hostility, everytime I try to give helpful advice someone twists it as trying to be a bitch
>Gave passing advice
>Bitch
>Suggesting pre-HRT girlmode isn't always a good idea
>Bitch
>Suggested leaving an abusive household
>Bitch
>Donate a million pounds to starving African children
>Bitch???
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>>6183586
that's pretty funny
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>>6183494
You sick horrible woman, St, Patrick is weeping in purgatory because of you!

>>6183503
Ugh you just made Litten into the wort pokemon ever.

>>6183511
>anorexic
Ha I'm bulimic!
>Crazy
Ha, I'm Bi polar so that means I'm double crazy
I bet you don't even have a penis anymore.

I'm afraid you're going to lose, hun.

>>6183514
cochinita pibil is literally one of my signature dishes
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>>6183459
>>6183524
>comic book talk
C-can I join in? I'm more of a mango reader but I enjoy some western stuff.
Last thing I read was Image's reboot of Prophet. Great sci-fi, very little is told about the universe as it slowly reveals itself. Weird organic technology designs and three difference pencilers for different points of view that switch issue to issue. One of them is Brandon Graham and I really love his style.

>>6183554
mh... well, that might not be entirely wrong.
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how long should I thaw frozen beef before cooking it?
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>>6183566

But you got dubs! You can't give up now!
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I met my deadline! all 11 pages
Time to take a nap
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>>6183582
I don't think you understand how oblivious most people are
if I posted a picture of myself here everyone would tell me I don't pass at all, but irl no one notices
they just think I'm a bit ugly
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>>6183578
I will never know ,_,
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>>6183598
>anytime soon

It'll happen with time. Patience in all things. And I should be calling you Senpai! You're 6 years older than me, and far prettier! (though I intend to fix that last one)

>>6183601
What do I care! He got rid of all my pretty pretty snakes!
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ok Strawpoll bitches!

http://www.strawpoll.me/10196515

or is that something people our age don't do anymore?
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>>6183608
you're a programmer?
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>>6183593
Yeah and I'm saying that it is dangerous of them to encourage doing something that got themselves beaten up. I don't care that they did it, it's their life but telling others that this is the only way could either scare people into repression or they take the advice and get murdered.
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>>6183455
star transition of 2016 right here
2015's was Maddie
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>>6183548
angry yells or aroused yells?

>>6183582
>>ITT: people who either pass pre-hrt or live in some hugbox community
>Just because you got away with it doesn't mean everyone else can.
did you read the posts you linked? I really don't think you did.
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Moap was here
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>>6183608
>/g/ recommending spiro
ew

they should know better
hrt is technology
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>>6183608
congrats dude!

>>6183613
I mean I have one but I'm old lol

>>6183624
hi moap ilu <3
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>>6183590
I hope things get better for you.
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>>6183613
nay

very nay

facebook is awful
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>>6183616
Then don't transition. Don't advocate transition. There is no way to do this thing with 100% success and 0% danger. If you want to get on with the good parts of life you should go fulltime asap and learn the ropes. If you want to waste your life in the basement arguing on 4chan then go for it, but as long as you think that's the better option you'll never be happy and anyone who listens to you will share your misery.
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>>6183609
i'll give you a point for this post
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>>6183624
Hi moap
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>>6183605
Mtfg isn't Google you retard
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>>6183633
thanks anon
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>>6183629
They already have. After all, I'm here amn't I? And making friends somehow. Patience is what was required of me, and while I didn't have it when I needed it, I have it in spades now.
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>>6183605
Until its thawed. "Supposed" to let it thaw in fridge because of temperature abuse, but if im doing it very soon i let hot water run over it. Under an hour is okay.
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How do I transition if I am bald at 24
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>>6183605
until other people go "why the fuck is there beef out here?"
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>>6183636
hey, she rides the short bus, so it's allowed
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>>6183524
You're missing out or not looking right then.

Image comics has a multitude of awesome series atm. One of them being Saga, which is Romeo and Julie retold and expanded upon, in space. No latex, no bad writing. Witty conversation, sublime pacing and extremely obscure world building on top.

Lazarus is also recommendable.

Also if you haven't yet, pick up Big Man Plans by Powell. Probably his best work I've ever read from him.

And what kinda novels do you read atm?
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>>6183636
this
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>>6183605
until it starts mooing again
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>>6183605
Either microwave it, or 6 hours, approx, depending on the thickness of the meat. When you can put a fork through it without hitting ice, it's good to go.
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>>6183642
You don't, rawr. Kill yourself.
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>>6183606
Nah sorry. I just have no hope that I'll be able to make myself pass. I mean, I've wasted all my savings on selfmedding and it got me nowhere by itself unsurprisingly. I know it's stupid that I put so much value into passing and looking decent and should just be happy with myself but i can't delude myself to be happy with a non-passing ugly face/body. Wanting to succeed in this was like the last thing that kept me going in my shitty life and I can't even get this right
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>spamming the thread so hard I'm butting right up against the timer
am I a real trip now?
:D
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>>6183628
>>6183634
<3
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>>6183632
> If you want to get on with the good parts of life you should go fulltime asap and learn the ropes
what about me? even though I won't pass w/o FFS which could be years away?
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>tfw failed transition
what next
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>>6183659
>Not starting a new post immediately after your last one

Keep trying kiddo!
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>>6183656
Jesus, that's legitimately horrifying.
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>>6183662
With your disabilities I'm not convinced there will be a truly good part. Just go out doing what you want. Fuck the haters.
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>>6183666
You didn't fail, you haven't even been on HRT for a year yet have you?
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tfw i've spent half the day moping and crying
so whatsup?
also do this https://how-old.net
>>6183666
i always wake up when i'm having a bad day
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>>6183670
>potsy
look who is talking
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>>6183632
>"Because no method is 100% safe you may as well go for the most dangerous method possible!"
Please fuck off to Susans with your trutrans™ bullshit. People can transition however they want, you bullying them into doing something that they aren't comfortable doing yet just because you went through it is not helping. Why do you care if others are in girlmode or not? You're the one trying to share misery, "you got harassed and beaten up for looking like a hon therefore every other transitioner most also go through that or else they are some spineless AGP fantasist"?
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>>6183669
;_;

maybe I'll just post flannels

why is it so hard to get one of these black and red flannels? no one has them :(
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>>6183574
I'm sure that you look almost like a straight bro with your bra, makeup and skirts. I'm sorry of doubting your manliness.

>>6183588
I can't imagine accepting big gifts from people, I'm bad at even small things or birthday gifts.
Although I guess you should had known that if he compensated that much with money he had a reasson...

>>6183598
With the whole enjoying pain and guilt it sounds like standard depression, are you sure your ads are working? Or ads is something besides anti depressants? Like... adds promotin yourself or something.
Still, wouldn't a better diet and less hate actually help with uni?
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>>6183603
>More of a mango reader

Ayy bby, wats ur numbah

Forreal though, how much of a Manga reader are yoh? And I already mentioned it, but since you already read Image Comics, check out Saga! It's the best series they have out right now, imo. And (I think) I own physical copies of all their recent stuff.

And like, what's the best manga you've ever read? What'd you say?
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>>6183674
nearly 8 months and i look like garbage, i want to die
>>6183675
what do you mean by this
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>>6183675
STOP
T
O
P
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>>6183660
<3<3
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>>6183677
Still ugly with an obvious receding hairline. I pass better- at least I'm not bald.
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>>6183675
This thing is broken.
It gendered me female. Gave me 18 years.
I'm 21 and I have fucking stubble on my face.
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>tfw cuddling mado RIGHT FUCKING NOW
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>>6183691
is this actually potc?

adonbilivit
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Got a speeding ticket today. Officer didn't gender me until he saw my license. Small victories.
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>>6183677
Still fairly ugly. You'll never be as cute as Grace.
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>>6183684
Nawh, you're barely a third of the way to the projected passing point. You're being impatient, gender transition isn't an overnight process, you have a lot of things to relearn.
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>tfw the woman you are talking to at the bar genders you female multiple times but also off handedly mentions that the town is very liberal with "lots of hippies" for seemingly no reason so now you don't know if she clocked you or not
My Life is hell
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>>6183684
from the moment i wake up each day is a bad day.
every
single
day
its all because im a fucking idiot too.
I ruined everything for myself
>>6183689
sorry i jsut really hate myself for fucking everything up for myself.
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>>6183612
I am like 14 mentally tho ;~;

>>6183682
Ive severe BPD, self harm is my middle name
Ive to go to sleep now, goofnight anon <3
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>>6183675
K
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>>6183698
Grace looks like dirt
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Got a couple of polls here, not gonna argue with the results, just curious what people genuinely think is the best option in my particular case. Note the questions are different.

http://www.strawpoll.me/10197049
http://www.strawpoll.me/10197050
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>>6183691
>I pass better
ahahahaha
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>>6183702
We get it. You don't have to tell is in literally every post you fucking make.
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>>6183700
Or shes wanting in your pants cause girl/girl. Liberal right?
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>>6183703
goofnight<3
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>>6183705
you're one to talk rawr. Shut the fuck up and die.
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>>6183696
That isn't potsy
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>>6183711
She was a suburban mom having a beer after work lol
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>>6183672
nice

on the bright side my most recent ECG came back negative for irregularities so hopefully I won't drop dead of a hypotonia-induced heart attack at 30
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>>6183573
bowie is always right

>>6183599
>>Suggested leaving an abusive household
>>Bitch
You told them to straight up leave and go to a shelter. At no point did you ask for details about their home life, potential alternatives, age or problems; you jsut told them to go to a place where they would lose 90% of their chances of having a normal life. You don't get a job if you're homeless, you don't get hrt, you don't get clean clothes, and you don't get a new house. If you aren't gonna think something through you are free to not post.
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>>6183692
ik thats why i posted it
>>6183710
thats why i post here.
i feel shit, and i vent and shit.
i dont know what to do with my life.
my therapist doesn't offer any help either
>>6183704
its so weird
just like how it works
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>>6183700
who cares if you got clocked? Even if you did, I mean - you don't know that

gendered female is a win
small mercies
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I GOT GENDERED FEMALE
I GOT GENDERED FEMALE
I GOT GENDERED FEMALE
OH MY GOD
AAAAAAAAAAA
A friend of mine said I should go out and see if anyone thinks I'm a girl
So I went for a walk outside with my dog
I got a weird, confused looking stare from a guy
And then on my way back a guy comes up behind me on a bike and starts talking to me
Apparently, up until I said something, he thought I was a girl because as soon as I replied to him he said, "Oh, I'm sorry, I thought you were a girl"
So I said it's okay and then turned my head away because I could feel myself blushing super hard
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I guess I REALLY need to work on makeup and voice ASAP
>>6183563
Thank you <3
>>6183568
Good luck Plat, I hope it goes well!
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>>6183727
>voice ASAP

Get going lass!
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>>6183699
i'm never going to pass with this ugly man face
embossed brow, broad jaw, fat ugly nose, even if i get my eyebrows done i'm still gonna look like garbage
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>>6183710
She also has to attention whore with pics of her face after admitting she's a conceited bitch that love compliments. In. Every. Single. Post.

According to her it doesn't count because she hates herself so she should be given a free pass because the girl she likes is in a relationship. I'm so tired of this woe is me bullshit.
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>>6183727
your success has probably made at least four miserable people on here start blubbering
livin the high life
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>>6183724
>>6183727
>I GOT GENDERED FEMALE
>I GOT GENDERED FEMALE
>I GOT GENDERED FEMALE
>OH MY GOD
>AAAAAAAAAAA
see this is the right reaction lol
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>>6183727
I hope you kill yourself.
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>>6183723
Well I was makin a comparison of me and my little brother.
Yeah the algorithms for those sites are weird.
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>>6183738
Nah, it's the unpassing ones like us that should
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>>6183718
Everybody has a bit of thirst sometimes..
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>>6183736
Oooh one already
>>6183738

>>6183732
I'm gonna! I'm gonna skype with my friends a bunch to work on it
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>>6183738
Fuck off rawr. She passes better than you ever will. Dumb poofter.
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>>6183727

Congratulations. Feels good, huh?
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>>6183738
>unironically meanposting
rude
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>>6183742
>skype
I'll have to hear it someday. Maybe get tips off you. Until then, good luck!
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>>6183727
congrats ! glad to hear it ! ^^
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>>6183727
I'm so happy for you, you live a good life okay? Do it for us
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>>6183737
I don't want pity genders I want to pass ;_; like yeah OK I'm glad I didn't get called sit while sitting in a bar in a dress but still
>>6183727
Grats Gracie. Ur doing great
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Is going to a Brooklyn warehouse rave a bad i
>>6183675
I post on 4chan once I start having a bad day! If it gets worse I just post on /r9k/ all day.
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Holy fuck I have a fucking head ache.

>drive up to big bear
>take ca 38 home
>it peaks at 8,400 feet or something
>my eyes hurt
>light headed as fuck.
>it still isn't even remotely as green as the pnw.
>stop by an indian casino on the way home
>they give out 20 dollars of free slot play
>I end up getting a royal flush on video poker
>walk out with 100 bucks
>drive back home
>splitting head ache
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>>6183675
it got my age right for transitioning me. thank god years of injecting T, drinking and putting cigarettes out on immigrants' faces was at least partially reversible
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>>6183748
I'm mean posting because I'm mad that people are hiding things behind my back
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>>6183733
You look like you belong on L&O svu. Dont let people be dicks to you just because of image issue.
>>6183727
Heh neener.
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>>6183675
>100% accurate
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>>6183766
>smaller chin

TELL ME YOUR SECRETSSS!
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>>6183589
You're supposed to say you're sorry and patch things up, escalation won't help and you will feel guilty. but don't worry, I accept your apologies :^)

>>6183683
>Saga
It's one of those things everyone loves so much that I don't wanna even bother. Maybe some day

>how much of a manga reader?
basic for /a/, big for irl friends
http://myanimelist.net/profile/tomateunmate
inb4 complains about mal, it's a decent agregator.

>>6183613
I assumed you meant a second one for your female name, so I went with yes.
I'm afraid everyone is on facebook, many multiple times. I don't know why people "our age" wouldn't...

>>6183679
>you bullying them into doing something that they aren't comfortable doing yet
They just said that if you can you should, and if you can't you should look forward to it. The idea is that even after 6 years of HRT and FFS you still have to learn the ropes and you might not pass. As soon as you can start your life the better, because that's the point of transitioning, no one is setting a timer here.

>Why do you care if others are in girlmode or not?
Because you asked! and communities try to support each other and stuff.

>You're the one trying to share misery, "you got harassed and beaten up for looking like a hon therefore every other transitioner most also go through that or else they are some spineless AGP fantasist"?
You're the first to bring up the idea of being or not true trans. It would be better if that topic is kept away from this threads.
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>>6183409
Got my soccer bets for this weekend, wish me luck
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I want one of these so bad ;_;

I can't deal with pain at all though, and needles make me pass out
wat do?
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>>6183727
Wait, Did you put on makeup?
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>all these people in the poll telling me to come out right now
e-even though I might have to move back in with my parents for a month or so while house-searching?
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>>6183761
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>>6183766
dang Jamie you looked like a real dangerous bloke pre hrt like for real

>>6183775
yeah id I could do full time now i would but I wanna wait a while more till my face feminines and I learn makeup better
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>>6183778
i want one too
or a septum
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ITS DYSPHORIA TIME
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>tfw I made eggs, toast, and grits again for dinner.
Yum.

>>6183544
Hey thats my long emotional post. EMOTIONS.

>>6183727
>mfw Grace is a girl. A CUTE ONE.
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>>6183786
Septum piercings require specific kinds of nose. If you have any deviations in your septum or anything else it will fuck it up.
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>>6183782
I love God-Emperor Trump.

People think I am trolling, but I am really voting for him and I really think he should be elected president.

>>6183675
>>6183766
>tfw old unpassible hon.
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>>6183727
Way to girl, Grace! Best of luck in voice work.
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>>6183785
your tripcode reminds me of that time /b/ was being invaded by ponies
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I am such an alpha
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>>6183785
i was on HRT then tho Korra but man-HRT. my natural state is just an easily chemically influenced squishy ball of flesh with no skills beyond self destruction and baking pies
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>>6183791
doesn't pass manface hon / 10

>>6183786
septum piercings look kind of ew desu
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>>6183791
No dysphoria no!
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>>6183791
Her legs go on for days.
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>>6183804

Omg, you mean Cupcake? That guy was a legend.
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>>6183791
>no sound
>try to lip-read

WHAT DID YOU SAY ABOUT MY MOTHER?
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>>6183812
yea.
i wonder where he is now
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>>6183804
it still is.
though most of the people post on /oat/ on a different site.
>>6183812
Smokey or Dustyny were my favorite two posters.
>>
I'm really fucking horny
I wanna taste a boys cum
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