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yall are gay as fuck
>>6161012
I'm only gay on Tuesdays
>>6161012
so dead this afternoon
>>6161012
Noticed
>yall are gay as fuck
Well, some of us, yeah.
>>6161012
But i'm not gay :(
hi ~
>>6161024
(you)
>>6161024
Hola Korra!
I want an AGP transbian who is attractive to chokefuck me and cum inside of me.
>yall are gay as fuck
well I guess the cat is out of the bag
>>6160951
That sounds like a great thing to discover anon :>
All of my fem clothes are indoor wear, t-srhits, thigh highs or shorts. Most of everything in my wardrobe are white tshirts come to think of it.
>all this gay anime shitposting
>mfw
>>6161033
no
its too warm for cat outside of the bag
cat needs to be kept in a temperate climate
MTFG
Three questions
1. What am I putting in my lunchtime sandwich
2. How the fuck do you deal with shaving rash?
>>6161033
3.Who the fuck puts cats in bags?
>>6161039
>3.Who the fuck puts cats in bags?
cats go there by themselves cause bags are comfy
cat likes comfy
>>6161009
A fully stocked studio with every medium i enjoy, then i just create. A library, cozy and warm nooks to get lost in for eternity.
>>6161016
Shes awesome, her cousin is transitioning.
>>6161034
Some of my stuff is super library nerd, cute as hell (imo) summer and cocktail dresses that i still have to take pictures of to show friends, comfy jeans and my cotton tshirts, comfy flats, several easy to match heels, annnd no pjs :/ gonna have to fix that.
Who is the ugliest person on here and why is it me.
>>6161044
>Some of my stuff is super library nerd
lmao same. my friends have been bullying me for dressing like a librarian since even before transition
>>6161045
because you are me?
>>6161045
Sorry I hold that title you beautiful cunt
Some1 put hannah on suicide watch for real. Not having hormones sucks yeah but come on famalam get yourself together
>>6161045
it's probably me. but I probably have bdd? unless I'm being hugboxed. hard to say who's right
wth does dressing like a librarian look like and hi korra
>>6161016
>Ah Jesus. You have a better starting point than me
Just spotted this now.
I like my long hair.
It feels nice.
>>6161053
pullover sweaters that are slightly too large in an unflattering way, longer flowery skirts, really simple flats. glasses a must
>>6161045
I am the ugliest person though.
>you look like shit
>you look like chris-chan
>you look like a man
>tfw both parents are supportive
>tfw feel bad because most others aren't so lucky
>>6161044
Just get weeb clothes if you want lingerie, sleep naked.
>>6161044
>Some of my stuff is super library nerd,
I think my style would be best described as hipster or weeb. Picking shoes is fucking impossible, even with clunky looking feet I think that flipflops are still my best option and they only really work few months of the year here. Womens shoes are hard, especially if you want 0 extra height and don't know at all what kind of style you're going for. And they are usually more pretty than they're comfortable.
>>6161039
>2. How the fuck do you deal with shaving rash?
Only shave clean fresh skin, use a clean razor, make sure you don't touch it with anything afterwards for a while or apply some product that's made to protect it after shaving.
I wish I were a slav
>>6161063
>tfw you know that theyre only supportive cause of the current social climate
>tfw you know that theyre pretty happy that it hit you, and not your sibling.
>>6161051
Please don't if you are serious.
>>6161066
You can still do squats, that's almost as good!
>>6161063
>tfw supportive parents but you're a disgusting hon and will never pass
>>6161055
>beepy
>the ugliest
hue
did you get your mirrors from a funhouse or what
Ahhhh sunlight. It makes me less dysphoric
I think I'll not transition
>>6161063
>Parents are supportive
>Friends don't really mind
>Got informed consent and my hormones are covered by healthcare
>Still fucked because I've got an incurable manface
It's like life wants to taunt me. And no I don't have money for FFS and doubt I ever will, I live in a 3rd world country.
>>6161065
Balarina flats are a great go to.
>>6161081
>tfw you disappoint your mom by being a hon
fug ;_;
>>6161068
once you and adolf have science babies you will suddenly become their favorite
they won't treat you any better but they will love their grandchildren
Is it possible to move up to a bigger dilator successfully if you're only dilating once a week or should I go back to once a day for moving up?
>>6161065
And noooo weeb clothes, im a woman not a prepubesant animu. My lingerie goes into the black usually. Still not pjs.
>>6161083
Claire is kiwi?
>>6161077
I just grate my skin with a dirty electric razor and I get few minor red scrapes around my neck that usually fade away in a few minutes. The downside is that it won't cut as short as an actual razor so it grows back slightly faster. Worth the tradeoff imo as I don't have to look at my unkempt mug in a mirror to do it and can watch youtube instead.
Laser fucking when tho?
>>6161087
>My fiancee said my style is basic. Hence my name :/
Nothing wrong with basic, probably makes passing easier too.
>>6161082
Gotta czech them out next time I'm looking for clothes.
>>6161088
Didnt say i was cute ;)
well i am.. but thats beside the point.
>>6161082
>you will never be cute enough to wear ballerina flats
Every time I look down at my size 12 trainers I die inside
>>6161083
>your parents produce 2 wonderful children
They don't know how lucky they are.
>>6161087
Nope. Not yet. I'm gonna give it until my mental and physical health stabilise, I'm spending too much on meds anyway.
Anyone know if there's a treatment for false curvature? My knees touch, but I still look bow-legged. I heard Yoga can help?
How flexible are you MTFG? I can fold myself in half, and touch the back of my head with my toes
>>6161101
I Electric razor, then get a clean shave with a disposable.
>tfw Basic's engaged and Puru doesn't love you
Why live?
>>6161045
I'm the ugliest though
I'm a mixture between a caveman and crimson chin
>>6161102
>Yeah lots of new trips lately
all migrating from femgen
>>6161077
>Your parents are at least supportive.
yeah I guess I cant complain about that part. theyre good people.
>>6161088
>all they wanted was grandkids
pretty sure mine dont care about that. but if you dont have a fulltime job for whatever reason (no, being medically unfit for work doesnt count) youre worse than hitler
>>6161091
I wish. I do fear that even if we get uterus transplants on time for trannies, that Ill still not be able to get it cause Idk if my body would be able to deal with the stress from it. he has already said that he'd rather adopt instead of me taking that big of a risk.
>>6161093
how long ago was your surgery?
technically its possible, just hurts a little more.
>>6161103
yea well you didn't have to! see I knew it that proves my theory :)
although people say I'm cute too but also that I dress like a librarian. so in order for my theory to stay true I must just be getting hugboxed
>>6161105
>I can fold myself in half, and touch the back of my head with my toes
wow
if you transition guys will love you
How do you avoid chasers? They are all dick-loving beta creeps. I just want an alpha man who wants a woman.
I just remembered why I love being repressed.
t-rage. It feels so good to get angry
>>6161113
Pass, date some guy, don't tell him until at least the third date
Bonus points if you already had SRS
>>6161108
>but if you dont have a fulltime job for whatever reason (no, being medically unfit for work doesnt count) youre worse than hitler
but aren't you german? wouldn't being hitler be a good thing?
also >working full time while going to school
hello?
>>6161099
if you are implying that I am the trip known as kiwi, no
if you are implying that I am of kiwi heritage, also no. Like 98% whitey + 2% polynesian
>>6161105
Lucky isn't really the word to use, we both outwardly hate them because of shit they've done to us
>>6161096
My brother was my only friend for a while, he's 4 years younger than me so for a while it was a little weird. But I love the shit out of him regardless
Sup girls! What's going on today?
I guess hummus doesn't last more that 5 days...going to take a neg and turn it into a pos...so today is a day of fasting and meditation and stuff.
>>6161108
>how long ago was your surgery?
A year ago.
The one I'm using now is a pretty good size, but I want to go thicker.
>>6161011
I wish I had these dreams.
>>6161062
>disregarding me
Wow, rude.
>>6161063
>>6161075
Iktf. I would give my parents to someone who stood a chance if I could.
>>6161045
Hiiii
>>6161055
"No"
>>6161068
This might be why too.
>tfw manlet chad brother makes up for the drop out tranny who begs people to donate to nonprofits
>>6161106
That's me though.
>>6161113
I never got the reeeeee chaser meme. Maybe it's because most are out of my league.
>>6161108
no I mean science babies
http://www.pinknews.co.uk/2015/02/23/babies-with-two-biological-same-sex-parents-could-become-a-reality-in-just-two-years/
get a couple decanted and borrow a kind cis persons uterus
>>6161116
>don't tell him
Isn't that how you get killed?
>>6161117
na with school, part time would be enough.
>wouldn't being hitler be a good thing?american propaganda is stronk here.
hitler is worse than the devil here.
like, literally evil incarnate
>>6161122
I had to go up in diameter after I had a nasty uti and only used the smallest one for a while, It was pretty easy and went well when I did it every 2 days for about a month.
>>6161125
no I wouldnt do that.
>>6161098
I like weeby lingerie, ribbons and laces and such, can be black too as long as it's cute/pretty. Thigh highs are godtier and make even my lumpy, skinny legs look that much more smooth and nice, definitely the best weeb accessory to have. PJ's are a spawn of the devil though, just like wearing socks indoors. Fucking heresy I tell ya
>>6161105
>tfw Basic's engaged and Puru doesn't love you
reee chaser get out
>>6161109
Lesson ive learned. Youre either ugly, cute, or hot.
You can be ugly and become cute.
You can be cute and become hot.
BUT hot ages badly abd you become ugly.
Ugly will stay ugly if you insist on staying tgat way.
Cute can last forever. Ill take cute any day. :p
Also if a person gaining nothing by being nice to you says youre cute? You're cute.
>>6161107
fuck femgen i'm done with them. i introduced them to SERMs and in return they decided to dismiss me as a fetishist, merely for weighing up the pros and cons of not fully socially transitioning to save me some of the flak i would get from trying to convince complete strangers i don't give a fuck about that i'm a woman.
>>6161102
good to see i'm not alone in trying to reassure beep she's not ugly like she thinks she is.
>>6161114
you still get angry on hrt
but you can also get happy and feel feminine and cry when you're sad instead of feeling the need to cry but not a drop can be squeezed
>>6161124
don't apologise, my outward hate of my parents was the gateway for me meeting my best friend who I put into my will today so
picking up parcel for my mum from my way back home after gym
>sweaty
>hair basically men's health cover tier masculine
>tightest sportsbra possible
>tanktop and baggy jogging pants
>walk into post office
>show ID of my mum cause it's addressed to her
>"oh you are picking it up for your mum ?"
>"ye"
>sign here :
>look at the "package received by" line
>"daughter"
>AAP dreams crushed
life is cruel yo
>>6161129
Cute is the new hot though. At least to me.
HAHA
TIME FOR GYM
>>6161114
I still experience t-rage every time I get behind the wheel of a car
>>6161128
Thigh highs just arent weeb to me, i guess theres some stuff that can span both. Theres some goth lolita that i would really like to get my hands on. Im not that cutsey bitch. Just a bitch that happens to be cute.
>>6161131
It more socially acceptable to be angry as man.
>>6161127
>american propaganda
naw I was just being a memer lol. I studied german long enough in school to know how it actually is
>>6161129
cute life is best life :)
>Also if a person gaining nothing by being nice to you says youre cute? You're cute.
thanks for making my day, and it's not even 9am yet! :3
i had a super fun weekend for once mtfg. i went to a bonfire at a friend's house and we met up w/ a mutual friend at her job and invited her. we stayed until 4am telling stories and enjoying the fire. heck we even convinced her to come with us to a weeb con soon. (and she admitted to liking me .////.)
how was your weekend?
>>6161134
time to accept that you'll only ever be a woman
>>6161146
your weekend sounded fun!
mine was good. I made chili last night for dinner. it was a new recipe so I was kinda nervous but my dad and brother absolutely loved it. so I was happy
Do I pass? This pic is king of old but yeah.
>>6161147
I guess :/
>>6161146
I was wondering where you were
that's good to hear :3
Sometimes I wonder if my existence is just a joke.
tiny hands, tiny feet, big hips, female fat distro. But a man face and a huge rib cage.
>>6161101
I dunno. I just look really faggy. And just as I'm writing this a guy called me sir then corrected himself to miss, then back to sir when I talked lol
>>6161105
That might be a good idea. I gave myself a few months after deciding to transition before I got on meds.Also yeah engaged to the love of my life or 8 years. feelsgoodmayne.jpg
>>6161107
I migrated to femgen and back
>>6161119
Yo
>>6161130
It's really sad to see tbhon. But it';s so common here.
>>6161045
Me. I'm in boy mode, my hair is gross, my nose is masculine and my side profile looks awful.
>>6161126
Don't tell him too early
Let him like you as a person first
and then tell him you're trans
and the best thing is to do it in a public place and not directly before/after sex
>>6161127
>It was pretty easy and went well when I did it every 2 days for about a month.
Ah okay, cool. I'll do that then, should be a lot less annoying than going back to once a day at least.
So if you are an attractive man, at what point to you become ugly in the transition?
this workout...this workout will make my repression kickstart again...I know it...
>>6161157
One one hand i agree with this, on another id rather be alone from saying something early and finding out they arent okay with it.
I dont like conservative values much.
Just a liberal who still enjoys guns and is based
>>6161165
You only get more and more attractive
>>6161130
femgen isn't that bad
also what are SERMs
>>6161167
On* one, ugh whatever. I hate my phone's autofill
Right, I have to disappear for a while, I've been told to get a job. I'll try my best.
I'll monitor the thread by mobile.
>>6161165
idk
2 yrs in and still not ugly :/
>>6161172
Good luck darling, im doing the same.
>>6161167
I don't think that's a good idea
People have to know you first or the trans thing almost always destroys it
A girl i met said when her flatmate found out she's trans he was like "Holy Shit, you can't be this, that's not right" and later he fell in love with her
>>6161176
>Darling
Well then. I didn't think I was that cute!
Anyone have experience with hair removal cream? Getting tired of shaving all the time.. can i put this stuff on sensitive areas?
tfw still boy mode full time after 1 year hormones :) I am not even trans I don't think
>>6161180
I-I'm southern, I cant help my word choice.
>>6161183
>tfw man mode after 3 years hrt because disgusting man face and useless neet
s u i c i d e 2 0 1 6
>>6161184
hello fellow country bumpkin!
>>6161163
it is a great feel :) my brother is a huge eater too so it's always nice when he likes it.
and uhmm it was pretty long and complex. but the main difference was that I used dried whole chiles instead of the powdered stuff, and used chunks of beef instead of ground. it came out smooth and so much more flavorful
>>6161183
2 years here, get on my level
>>6161179
Thats why i was on both sides, i think its a case by case. The more passable you become the more stealth you can be so at some point I'd be fine with not saying anything until sex becomes an option. It is what we're all working on. Id know where they'd stand on the issue before sex anyway :p
>>6161189
Howdy water bender. Leave my pond alone.. i just stocked it.
>>6161169
selective estrogen receptor modulators.
most commonly used in treatment of breast cancer (and other cancers depending on which SERM you're talking about).
also can be used as treatment for early stage gyno, and osteoporosis.
tamoxifen and raloxifene are like the 2 main ones to consider.
basically, they're estrogen receptor agonists. they're weaker than estradiol so they don't feminize as effectively. being analogous to sex hormones, they help protect bone mineral density. they are antagonists in breast tissue..
essentially, femgen wants feminization without breasts, and a lot of them cycle on and off anti-androgens. a few of them basically go full blown hrt and develop breasts anyway and then get insecure about them.
taking both a SERM and an AA is an ideal situation for femboys who have already ruled out feminization to the extent of growing breasts. taking a SERM with their AA means they can stay on the AA full time, plus get the additional benefit of further feminization from the SERM that they wouldn't get on the AA alone, not develop breasts, and not cause osteoporosis.
>>6161192
;~;
i know how you feel about not feeling like you deserve it. i feel that way too still.
but you know, you started from a better starting point than me, are younger than me, and have been on HRT for like, twice as long as i have so on that basis alone you can't claim to be the ugliest lmao.
Morning gals
>>6161200
But I'm a man :^(
Welp who am I kidding? I don't have a job. Back to bed it is.
>>6161208
you could do my job for me and I could live the degenerate tranny neet life?
>>6161181
there are types that can go on sensitive areas but be careful. personally I don't use them, I have an electric razor and just bought an epilator to try. but I've heard the sensitive kinds are good for like butt hair removal
>>6161208
Come cuddle with me. I have a fan and down comforter.
>>6161208
iwiktf. Never fall for Mr. Noseberg's job scam. ;-;
>>6161183
Me too, that's nothing special
I start to fail boymode in almost every part of my life though
Even my Boss said "well, i can tell you're not the Person you pretend to be here"
>>6161216
i dream of a day where my boy mode isn't my only mode desu
the urge to quit hrt has been getting p strong lately
>>6161216
>I start to fail boymode in almost every part of my life though
that's good though! especially if you have confidence to go full time when your boymode literally can't pass anymore
my coworkers all call me by my last name because "it's less confusing that way" and "you don't look like a john"
but I'm still boymode for 2 years :^)
>>6161219
don't quit over not passing :( bit by bit you'll get better every day
>>6161219
why would you stop hrt then ?
Do you want to go full man mode ?
I mean you probably wouldn't be that bad if you stopped lifting for a while ?
>>6161219
Same desu.
>>6161214
Are you implying being raised in the south means I have a rudimentary use of the english language and grammatic structure? If that is the case then I am wounded to the core of my being. :p
>>6161216
>tfw never failed boymode
>tfw never been gendered female
I need to die.
>>6161232
I'm not very female looking though :(
I'm just lucky so many people are kinda blind 2bh
>>6161224
thats the hope i cling to anon
>>6161225
bc i can't really picture myself even reaching androgenous or slightly feminine boy status it seems like a waste of time and money
and I don't lift at all thats a meme I go to the gym to lose weight
>>6161230
suicide pact when?
>>6161231
no I'm implying that for me :^)
>>6161236
Im kidding, read it with a belle drawl and youll get what i was going for.
>>6161234
Liar.
>tfw manlier than the average man
>tfw never once been gendered female or failed boymode which everyone else does
>tfw hrt did nothing for me
>tfw most people can go fulltime and be fine at 1 year hrt and i'm still a hyper masculine man at 3 years
._.
>>6161236
Your Face isn't too bad and your body just needs time
Stay on HRT, you'll see it'll help
And no lifting at all, absolutely nothing, no free weights, nothing
>>6161210
I ain't choose the NEET life, the NEET life chose me.
Yes I'll do your job! How much does it pay.
>>6161213
This sounds like a great idea. You won't try anything lewd with me just because I can only sleep nude, right?
>>6161214
I want a job so I can feel good about myself again...pay my bills, have enough to eat, maybe even afford the mones. I actually feel like going to sleep and not waking up for a year.
>>6161215
Mr. Nosebergs' scam is predy gud if it allows me to be a girl, yo.
>>6161216
Actually, your boss is tacitly telling you that he is ok with you coming to work as a girl.
>>6161245
I wish i had titties tho
>>6161241
>your face isnt too bad
lol that's literally my worst feature im always shit on for being repulsive looking. if i don't kill myself before then im getting ffs as soon as i can afford it
and i.dont.lift. i go to the gym with a friend to do cardio
>>6161242
its an okay feel St best but the working part gets old quick wsp waking up early x.x
>>6161245
sweet imma be a male to corpse transitioner
>>6161240
Hmm, idk, sometimes i feel pretty good and the pics i take are good
And other times i feel so manly and bad and every pic i take looks like a caveman 2bh
Idk, i think i hate myself 2bh
Especially after seeing so many passing transgirls this weekend
>>6161242
But i'm not ok with coming out at work
>>6161246
Itputs you in """""" ma'am"""""""mode.
>>6161247
>tfw mthtc
>>6161249
mthtc?
>>6161252
Male to hon to corpse
>>6161242
Nah, i still need pjs but ill just go with shorts and T.
Others can join on cuddles if they can manage not to be lewd -.-'
>>6161256
ok I laughed a bit
>>6161256
>tfw male to even more male
T-thanks hrt
Ive been snapping this chaser (text only) and jeez they keep asking me the same stuff every day. Like can you make it anymorr obvious yourr thrashing your trash around.
>>6161263
This magic keeps me alive, but im going crazy.
>5 minures after you leave the house and it starts raining
It's ok though, it feels wonderful on my skin.
>>6161248
we all have bdd here. it comes with being trans. my friend tells me I look cis, I don't see it at all, I see a boy. it's the same for you I'm sure. people here think you pass pretty well and are cute but looking at yourself and judging yourself is an impossible task because your self perception is skewed. I mean remember you spent how many years looking at a mirror and seeing a boy? it takes a long time to break those habits and mental associations.
>>6161267
Well you are always your wirst critic. I always hate to be close to a mirror and see my makeup flaws, but I have to remind myself that people arent usually 3 inches from your face.
>>6161267
>bdd memes
>>6161267
I'm not sure if it comes with being trans
Meeting those other girls last week was strange
They all were so easy in their femininity
I mean ok, they all looked pretty cis, even really bestuful but still
Why can't i be like this
>>6161272
Im done, i hate my fucking phone. I enjoy talking to yall but christ almighty..
>>6161272
yea this too! other people aren't inspecting you, they're just looking at you. nobody notices your real flaws, let alone your fake mentally perceived ones
>>6161278
were they young transitioners? or at least many years full time?
I'm very insecure about how I act socially being perceived as masculine but I haven't been doing this long, and I don't have many friends to hang out with to learn. you can't be easy in femininity until you're been doing it a while
>>6161284
I'm the biggest hon in this general since potc left and I will never pass.
>>6161284
Iktf male for life
honestly transitioning had made me more depressed than ive ever been
>>6161277
Best memes ever
>>6161284
Hon master race
>>6161145
>B-but Puru-chan
Well the results are in, everything seemed normal though I was a bit dehydrated and some of the nutrients like kalium was a bit low, probs because I hadn't been eating properly for a few days. Sigh, back to the drawing board with this, guess I'm just bound to be tired for the rest of my life.
>>6161295
so you're not trans then?
>>6161304
I think theres a difference between being depressed due to repression or dysphoria and depression from being frustrated at your physicality.
>>6161304
im just a manly man on hrt wasting time dw tho im getting a gun soon
>>6161066
What does being a slav do tbqh. I happen to be full slavand dont know the benefits
>>6161311
bb i got a gun 4 u right here
>>6161311
Make sure you don't miss.
>>6161290
Yeah, they all transitioned younger
At least from what i know
I didn't really ask, but most already had SRS, even the FTMs
One girl said she had her Name change at 18, so she probably started transition at 17
Now she's 24
But she was so pretty, she looked 100% cis only her voice was kinda deep and a bit faggy sounding, but you couldn't tell if you wouldn't know she's trans
So yeah, probably i just fucked up with transitioning so late
I'm sick of being stared at when I go out :(
>>6161323
okay but you have to at least take me out to dinner first
laser cleared p much all of my mustache/upper lip but the cunty stuff always grows back and honestly i think its because the laser place is shit. trying out a new one with like a bazillion lasers who say on their website they got trans expertise, are cheaper and have free consultations.
fuck you shitty 8 session patchy goatee shadow you're going down
>>6161325
>tfw people only stare at you because you're hyper masculine and intimidating.
>>6161012
oh my god are you agp anon
>>6161334
>people look at me because i'm such a flaming Faggot
>>6161318
ok if someone started at 17 and is 24 then they've been on hrt for 7 years. her looking cis has as much to do with as out does how old she was when she started. yes transitioning late sucks for us but it's better than nothing and you'll catch up. you'll get to that 7 year hrt point and see yourself become the super pretty cis looking girl. plus you're getting ffs so you're even getting rid of a lot of the masculization from having started late anyway
and especially after 7 years your brain is finally going to have a chance to catch up to your body and relearn how you should see yourself. that'll be the biggest set of changes
>>6161335
yea im the agpest anon
>>6161328
>take out
im a cook as my profession i can just make something at home plus why would u wanna date an ugly man like me? its not a meme tahts literally what I look like
>>6161258
I don't mind pjs on others. Cuddles would be good for me now.
>>6161248
But boss doesn't know that, he thinks that because you're so femme, it's something you want to do, but maybe you're afraid of how management will react.
>>6161249
>being "maam"'d
Yes please.
>>6161311
>just a manly male on hrt wasting time
Time AND money, desu
>shave face mostly clean for the first time in years
>friends call me pretty
',:^)
>>6161339
are you that chick though
>>6161335
>had sex with >15 people
this is horrible
they probably weren't even in love
I am stronger than dysphoria.
When I run. I feel my true power. And dysphoria can't catch me when I run.
I realise that this body is powerful. It is male.
To feel every step. Breathe every breathe. To feel my manly body rise to the challenge. To feel my muscular quads push me faster, to feel my calves spring my step. To feel every muscle in my body swell and feel invincible. To run so fast that none of my feelings can catch me.
This body shall never be female. It is far too strong for that.
>>6161345
y-yeah...
i never got ur email so i presumed you got cold feet
>>6161347
Could you take this somewhere else please
>>6161350
i passed out and then remembered and came back later
email me here cutie [email protected]
>>6161336
I don't even look like a faggot even though I have long hair and stuff.
I just look like a 30 years old manly man and i'm only 23 ;_;
>>6161354
I don't take it up. I'm a man. Manly man that fucks women. With every thrust I feel my balls slapping on woman flesh, my dick hard like a solid steel beam.
This body shall never be female. Estrogen can't melt steel beams.
>>6161333
So there's two factors involved, growth cycles and laser power.
They have to turn that laser up to permanently remove hair, and the hair only does if it's hit during a small window of its growth.
My place didn't turn it up all the way, so I have to thread some of it, and they like didn't think I'd want total beard removal and skipped the sideburns a few times, while trying to convince me I'd want them
>>6161356
s-sent
>>6161344
It begins
>>6161358
I avoid eye contact with everyone because I have disgusting manly eyes on my disgusting manly face and I can't stand people looking at me.
: )
>>6161362
i didnt get
>>6161342
shit homie I dunno what you look like
all I know is I got no money and I want free food
>>6161370
ugh this is so weird
okok
just
uh
send ur steam to [email protected]
>>6161360
Sorry the better analogy is that estrogen, like femininity is a fluid substance, one that moves and flows through your veins. Your dick, yah it gets hard as a rock, but we all know what happens when water flows over rock.
>>6161371
>dunno what you look like
keep it that way. but yeah sure I do like cookin for ppl so i can make w/e you like
>>6161247
It' one of those things that you'll only miss when they're gone for good.
>>6161361
ugh yeah my old place basically said 'dude just draw on where you don't want hair' but the new place seem to have a better idea than that. they do crotch laser for srs and everything, they have some great trans experience they say.
my old place, i have 3 burn scars from it, fuck them. went in every 6 weeks, full of painkillers, they whack it up, roast my face, but they always turn it down for the upper lip because thats where my burn scars are
>>6161357
I have long hair with Ombre
No visible body hair
Long buffed nails
Not too muscular
Idk if i look faggy
>>6161379
which thing you're referring to?
>>6161380
I'd have quit at one burn scar, that's terrible. Also... I want laser there now...
>>6161369
27 isn't death
and maybe your personality is like that but early transition is a dark time like that. It'll get better
>>6161373
sent
>>6161377
>so i can make w/e you like
woa bb don't go cooking urself ;;)
i want fish
how bad is it to miss your AA dose by 2 hours?
arg sorry for being so emo. my estrogen still hasn't arrived and taking just spiro really makes my mood rollercoaster ill try to be happier and not linger on dark thoughts >.<
>>6161301
>Puru's not going to die of beeties
Well that's good news. You're still not healthy though...
Reminder that my alt Skype is
Cpl_Punishm3nt
>>6161386
Also it wasn't only that, it was starting early too
Her ribcage was tiny, her hips broad, her shoulders thin, her hands small, her nose small and straight, her lips full, no browridge, big eyes
Those things won't change that much anymore on me
>>6161382
Maybe it's the makeup?
>>6161354
There may be a weakling inside me who wants to be a girl. Who longs for it.
But when the blood starts pumping. When the adrenalin and test is flooded into my brain. I become a man. And that boy is pushed aside.
With fitness abilities unkempt greasy chasers could only dream of. And this strength. It will save me.
>>6161360
Not me but I like it
>>6161393
it depends on the half life but I'm gonna say ur fine it won't affect a thing.
>>6161392
ok that's kinda cute lol fish is a bit generic though there's so many
Tuna? Catfish? Tilapia?
>>6161383
>what things
Work and all the stuff it implies.
Will you hire a 30 yo dishwasher, ms. chef?
>>6161400
I'm not wearing makeup in boymode
I wear lots of androgynous girl clothes though
>>6161397
maybe they won't but what I'm trying to say is that they aren't as bad on you as you think they are. your self perception is very skewed, plain and simple. and with time and more hrt changes that perception will improve.
>>6161402
woah now ms chef I don't know all these fancy food industry terms like 'catfish' aight
I do love some tuna though so let's eat tuna, drink whiskey and watch seinfeld
>>6161401
i can sorta relate. when im doing my cardio and abs i feel 100000000xs happier and I'm generally in a good mood. not so much the manly part I'm too much of a turbo fgt
but on the bright side my tummy looks like this now
>>6161401
Oh no there he goes again.
Maybe you would be less annoying as a girl? Have you given that any thought?
>>6161397
At this point if you're loving socially as a woman, maybe concentrate on treating and managing the dysphoria. There's a lot of similarities with eating disorders based on dysmorphia, and you maybe picture a group of belemic girls talking about who is the skinniest, and how the girl who was actually the skinniest would never feel that way.
>>6161405
>still having a boy mode
So should I go to a therapist and ask them about this stuff? I had these feelings back when i was 14-17ish but I have super religious parents (believe trans stuff is demonic) and so i repressed it extremely hard. I thought it was gone but had to see this board on 4chan years later and now its shittily back.. i just want to keep fighting it because now im 20. I feel like im just too tall and square jawed. Im not unhealthy or ugly as a man , my face is just pretty masc. At least im skinny.
So what do?
>>6161409
What's up /fa/non?
>>6161385
the first two burn scars were on my second session back in September, i had a mexican teenage boy mustache of cracked oozy scabs for 3 weeks afterwards.
one scar twinges and hurts when transphobia is near. not even joking
>>6161405
It was a joke. You sound uncharacteristically down. Has anything happened?
>>6161418
who is this cutie
>>6161404
>chef
lol. that's an honored title that I'm not worthy of, u have to have a degree for that im just a shitty Mexican cook and i can't hire anything but OK if I ever start a business id hire u anon
>>6161407
lol im no chef and WAT how can you not know those are the 3 most common cooked fish! 0.0
uhh let's watch anime and drink beer instead
>>6161401
100 push ups 100 squats 100 sit ups and a 10 km run every day!
BECOME THE ONE PUNCH MAN!
>>6161418
for some reason that really hurts
>>6161411
Sorry is there something wrong with just being a guy in a tank top and jeans and not identifying as female because you literally just watched another video of a woman getting beaten on a NY subway for being trans last week
>>6161414
take estrogen and aa
>>6161418
That... I don't...
THE POWER OF ILLUSION.
What the fuck though. I feel like my eyes are lying to me.
>>6161418
My existence has happened ...
Idk, it was pretty nice being in girlmode and everything and now i'm back to boymode
And on the other side i know it wouldn't be this good just being in girlmode, because on the trans event i could be myself and noone is strange about it, but in normal life it isn't that easy
>>6161421
>have a degree to become a chef
Great comedy, Korra
>>6161415
Eyyy maddies long lost sister.
Nothing much. Had a trail race yesterday so I am just taking it easy today, resting and funposting.
>>6161420
Some crossdressing dude off /cgl.
>>6161425
desu telling myself that im a boy legit helps with dysphoria cuz idk all the expectations kinda go away and stuff
>>6161425
>implying you can do guy mode.
Faye, I live Bible Belt where I can die, but it doesn't happen
>>6161430
>not knowing about culinary school
its tru anon
>>6161426
You know how quickly id be found out and kicked out?
My parents despise trans people. They say its demonic.
>>6161364
>it begins
n O
>>6161411
>tfw don't actually have a girl mode
>being ugly af
