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yall are gay as fuck
>>6161012
I'm only gay on Tuesdays
>>6161012
so dead this afternoon
>>6161012
Noticed
>yall are gay as fuck
Well, some of us, yeah.
>>6161012
But i'm not gay :(
hi ~
>>6161024
(you)
>>6161024
Hola Korra!
I want an AGP transbian who is attractive to chokefuck me and cum inside of me.
>yall are gay as fuck
well I guess the cat is out of the bag
>>6160951
That sounds like a great thing to discover anon :>
All of my fem clothes are indoor wear, t-srhits, thigh highs or shorts. Most of everything in my wardrobe are white tshirts come to think of it.
>all this gay anime shitposting
>mfw
>>6161033
no
its too warm for cat outside of the bag
cat needs to be kept in a temperate climate
MTFG
Three questions
1. What am I putting in my lunchtime sandwich
2. How the fuck do you deal with shaving rash?
>>6161033
3.Who the fuck puts cats in bags?
>>6161039
>3.Who the fuck puts cats in bags?
cats go there by themselves cause bags are comfy
cat likes comfy
>>6161009
A fully stocked studio with every medium i enjoy, then i just create. A library, cozy and warm nooks to get lost in for eternity.
>>6161016
Shes awesome, her cousin is transitioning.
>>6161034
Some of my stuff is super library nerd, cute as hell (imo) summer and cocktail dresses that i still have to take pictures of to show friends, comfy jeans and my cotton tshirts, comfy flats, several easy to match heels, annnd no pjs :/ gonna have to fix that.
Who is the ugliest person on here and why is it me.
>>6161044
>Some of my stuff is super library nerd
lmao same. my friends have been bullying me for dressing like a librarian since even before transition
>>6161045
because you are me?
>>6161045
Sorry I hold that title you beautiful cunt
Some1 put hannah on suicide watch for real. Not having hormones sucks yeah but come on famalam get yourself together
>>6161045
it's probably me. but I probably have bdd? unless I'm being hugboxed. hard to say who's right
wth does dressing like a librarian look like and hi korra
>>6161016
>Ah Jesus. You have a better starting point than me
Just spotted this now.
I like my long hair.
It feels nice.
>>6161053
pullover sweaters that are slightly too large in an unflattering way, longer flowery skirts, really simple flats. glasses a must
>>6161045
I am the ugliest person though.
>you look like shit
>you look like chris-chan
>you look like a man
>tfw both parents are supportive
>tfw feel bad because most others aren't so lucky
>>6161044
Just get weeb clothes if you want lingerie, sleep naked.
>>6161044
>Some of my stuff is super library nerd,
I think my style would be best described as hipster or weeb. Picking shoes is fucking impossible, even with clunky looking feet I think that flipflops are still my best option and they only really work few months of the year here. Womens shoes are hard, especially if you want 0 extra height and don't know at all what kind of style you're going for. And they are usually more pretty than they're comfortable.
>>6161039
>2. How the fuck do you deal with shaving rash?
Only shave clean fresh skin, use a clean razor, make sure you don't touch it with anything afterwards for a while or apply some product that's made to protect it after shaving.
I wish I were a slav
>>6161063
>tfw you know that theyre only supportive cause of the current social climate
>tfw you know that theyre pretty happy that it hit you, and not your sibling.
>>6161051
Please don't if you are serious.
>>6161066
You can still do squats, that's almost as good!
>>6161063
>tfw supportive parents but you're a disgusting hon and will never pass
>>6161055
>beepy
>the ugliest
hue
did you get your mirrors from a funhouse or what
Ahhhh sunlight. It makes me less dysphoric
I think I'll not transition
>>6161063
>Parents are supportive
>Friends don't really mind
>Got informed consent and my hormones are covered by healthcare
>Still fucked because I've got an incurable manface
It's like life wants to taunt me. And no I don't have money for FFS and doubt I ever will, I live in a 3rd world country.
>>6161065
Balarina flats are a great go to.
>>6161081
>tfw you disappoint your mom by being a hon
fug ;_;
>>6161068
once you and adolf have science babies you will suddenly become their favorite
they won't treat you any better but they will love their grandchildren
Is it possible to move up to a bigger dilator successfully if you're only dilating once a week or should I go back to once a day for moving up?
>>6161065
And noooo weeb clothes, im a woman not a prepubesant animu. My lingerie goes into the black usually. Still not pjs.
>>6161083
Claire is kiwi?
>>6161077
I just grate my skin with a dirty electric razor and I get few minor red scrapes around my neck that usually fade away in a few minutes. The downside is that it won't cut as short as an actual razor so it grows back slightly faster. Worth the tradeoff imo as I don't have to look at my unkempt mug in a mirror to do it and can watch youtube instead.
Laser fucking when tho?
>>6161087
>My fiancee said my style is basic. Hence my name :/
Nothing wrong with basic, probably makes passing easier too.
>>6161082
Gotta czech them out next time I'm looking for clothes.
>>6161088
Didnt say i was cute ;)
well i am.. but thats beside the point.
>>6161082
>you will never be cute enough to wear ballerina flats
Every time I look down at my size 12 trainers I die inside
>>6161083
>your parents produce 2 wonderful children
They don't know how lucky they are.
>>6161087
Nope. Not yet. I'm gonna give it until my mental and physical health stabilise, I'm spending too much on meds anyway.
Anyone know if there's a treatment for false curvature? My knees touch, but I still look bow-legged. I heard Yoga can help?
How flexible are you MTFG? I can fold myself in half, and touch the back of my head with my toes
>>6161101
I Electric razor, then get a clean shave with a disposable.
>tfw Basic's engaged and Puru doesn't love you
Why live?
>>6161045
I'm the ugliest though
I'm a mixture between a caveman and crimson chin
>>6161102
>Yeah lots of new trips lately
all migrating from femgen
>>6161077
>Your parents are at least supportive.
yeah I guess I cant complain about that part. theyre good people.
>>6161088
>all they wanted was grandkids
pretty sure mine dont care about that. but if you dont have a fulltime job for whatever reason (no, being medically unfit for work doesnt count) youre worse than hitler
>>6161091
I wish. I do fear that even if we get uterus transplants on time for trannies, that Ill still not be able to get it cause Idk if my body would be able to deal with the stress from it. he has already said that he'd rather adopt instead of me taking that big of a risk.
>>6161093
how long ago was your surgery?
technically its possible, just hurts a little more.
>>6161103
yea well you didn't have to! see I knew it that proves my theory :)
although people say I'm cute too but also that I dress like a librarian. so in order for my theory to stay true I must just be getting hugboxed
>>6161105
>I can fold myself in half, and touch the back of my head with my toes
wow
if you transition guys will love you
How do you avoid chasers? They are all dick-loving beta creeps. I just want an alpha man who wants a woman.
I just remembered why I love being repressed.
t-rage. It feels so good to get angry
>>6161113
Pass, date some guy, don't tell him until at least the third date
Bonus points if you already had SRS
>>6161108
>but if you dont have a fulltime job for whatever reason (no, being medically unfit for work doesnt count) youre worse than hitler
but aren't you german? wouldn't being hitler be a good thing?
also >working full time while going to school
hello?
>>6161099
if you are implying that I am the trip known as kiwi, no
if you are implying that I am of kiwi heritage, also no. Like 98% whitey + 2% polynesian
>>6161105
Lucky isn't really the word to use, we both outwardly hate them because of shit they've done to us
>>6161096
My brother was my only friend for a while, he's 4 years younger than me so for a while it was a little weird. But I love the shit out of him regardless
Sup girls! What's going on today?
I guess hummus doesn't last more that 5 days...going to take a neg and turn it into a pos...so today is a day of fasting and meditation and stuff.
>>6161108
>how long ago was your surgery?
A year ago.
The one I'm using now is a pretty good size, but I want to go thicker.
>>6161011
I wish I had these dreams.
>>6161062
>disregarding me
Wow, rude.
>>6161063
>>6161075
Iktf. I would give my parents to someone who stood a chance if I could.
>>6161045
Hiiii
>>6161055
"No"
>>6161068
This might be why too.
>tfw manlet chad brother makes up for the drop out tranny who begs people to donate to nonprofits
>>6161106
That's me though.
>>6161113
I never got the reeeeee chaser meme. Maybe it's because most are out of my league.
>>6161108
no I mean science babies
http://www.pinknews.co.uk/2015/02/23/babies-with-two-biological-same-sex-parents-could-become-a-reality-in-just-two-years/
get a couple decanted and borrow a kind cis persons uterus
>>6161116
>don't tell him
Isn't that how you get killed?
>>6161117
na with school, part time would be enough.
>wouldn't being hitler be a good thing?american propaganda is stronk here.
hitler is worse than the devil here.
like, literally evil incarnate
>>6161122
I had to go up in diameter after I had a nasty uti and only used the smallest one for a while, It was pretty easy and went well when I did it every 2 days for about a month.
>>6161125
no I wouldnt do that.
>>6161098
I like weeby lingerie, ribbons and laces and such, can be black too as long as it's cute/pretty. Thigh highs are godtier and make even my lumpy, skinny legs look that much more smooth and nice, definitely the best weeb accessory to have. PJ's are a spawn of the devil though, just like wearing socks indoors. Fucking heresy I tell ya
>>6161105
>tfw Basic's engaged and Puru doesn't love you
reee chaser get out
>>6161109
Lesson ive learned. Youre either ugly, cute, or hot.
You can be ugly and become cute.
You can be cute and become hot.
BUT hot ages badly abd you become ugly.
Ugly will stay ugly if you insist on staying tgat way.
Cute can last forever. Ill take cute any day. :p
Also if a person gaining nothing by being nice to you says youre cute? You're cute.
>>6161107
fuck femgen i'm done with them. i introduced them to SERMs and in return they decided to dismiss me as a fetishist, merely for weighing up the pros and cons of not fully socially transitioning to save me some of the flak i would get from trying to convince complete strangers i don't give a fuck about that i'm a woman.
>>6161102
good to see i'm not alone in trying to reassure beep she's not ugly like she thinks she is.
>>6161114
you still get angry on hrt
but you can also get happy and feel feminine and cry when you're sad instead of feeling the need to cry but not a drop can be squeezed
>>6161124
don't apologise, my outward hate of my parents was the gateway for me meeting my best friend who I put into my will today so
picking up parcel for my mum from my way back home after gym
>sweaty
>hair basically men's health cover tier masculine
>tightest sportsbra possible
>tanktop and baggy jogging pants
>walk into post office
>show ID of my mum cause it's addressed to her
>"oh you are picking it up for your mum ?"
>"ye"
>sign here :
>look at the "package received by" line
>"daughter"
>AAP dreams crushed
life is cruel yo
>>6161129
Cute is the new hot though. At least to me.
HAHA
TIME FOR GYM
>>6161114
I still experience t-rage every time I get behind the wheel of a car
>>6161128
Thigh highs just arent weeb to me, i guess theres some stuff that can span both. Theres some goth lolita that i would really like to get my hands on. Im not that cutsey bitch. Just a bitch that happens to be cute.
>>6161131
It more socially acceptable to be angry as man.
>>6161127
>american propaganda
naw I was just being a memer lol. I studied german long enough in school to know how it actually is
>>6161129
cute life is best life :)
>Also if a person gaining nothing by being nice to you says youre cute? You're cute.
thanks for making my day, and it's not even 9am yet! :3
i had a super fun weekend for once mtfg. i went to a bonfire at a friend's house and we met up w/ a mutual friend at her job and invited her. we stayed until 4am telling stories and enjoying the fire. heck we even convinced her to come with us to a weeb con soon. (and she admitted to liking me .////.)
how was your weekend?
>>6161134
time to accept that you'll only ever be a woman
>>6161146
your weekend sounded fun!
mine was good. I made chili last night for dinner. it was a new recipe so I was kinda nervous but my dad and brother absolutely loved it. so I was happy
Do I pass? This pic is king of old but yeah.
>>6161147
I guess :/
>>6161146
I was wondering where you were
that's good to hear :3
Sometimes I wonder if my existence is just a joke.
tiny hands, tiny feet, big hips, female fat distro. But a man face and a huge rib cage.
>>6161101
I dunno. I just look really faggy. And just as I'm writing this a guy called me sir then corrected himself to miss, then back to sir when I talked lol
>>6161105
That might be a good idea. I gave myself a few months after deciding to transition before I got on meds.Also yeah engaged to the love of my life or 8 years. feelsgoodmayne.jpg
>>6161107
I migrated to femgen and back
>>6161119
Yo
>>6161130
It's really sad to see tbhon. But it';s so common here.
>>6161045
Me. I'm in boy mode, my hair is gross, my nose is masculine and my side profile looks awful.
>>6161126
Don't tell him too early
Let him like you as a person first
and then tell him you're trans
and the best thing is to do it in a public place and not directly before/after sex
>>6161127
>It was pretty easy and went well when I did it every 2 days for about a month.
Ah okay, cool. I'll do that then, should be a lot less annoying than going back to once a day at least.
So if you are an attractive man, at what point to you become ugly in the transition?
this workout...this workout will make my repression kickstart again...I know it...
>>6161157
One one hand i agree with this, on another id rather be alone from saying something early and finding out they arent okay with it.
I dont like conservative values much.
Just a liberal who still enjoys guns and is based
>>6161165
You only get more and more attractive
>>6161130
femgen isn't that bad
also what are SERMs
>>6161167
On* one, ugh whatever. I hate my phone's autofill
Right, I have to disappear for a while, I've been told to get a job. I'll try my best.
I'll monitor the thread by mobile.
>>6161165
idk
2 yrs in and still not ugly :/
>>6161172
Good luck darling, im doing the same.
>>6161167
I don't think that's a good idea
People have to know you first or the trans thing almost always destroys it
A girl i met said when her flatmate found out she's trans he was like "Holy Shit, you can't be this, that's not right" and later he fell in love with her
>>6161176
>Darling
Well then. I didn't think I was that cute!
Anyone have experience with hair removal cream? Getting tired of shaving all the time.. can i put this stuff on sensitive areas?
tfw still boy mode full time after 1 year hormones :) I am not even trans I don't think
>>6161180
I-I'm southern, I cant help my word choice.
>>6161183
>tfw man mode after 3 years hrt because disgusting man face and useless neet
s u i c i d e 2 0 1 6
>>6161184
hello fellow country bumpkin!
>>6161163
it is a great feel :) my brother is a huge eater too so it's always nice when he likes it.
and uhmm it was pretty long and complex. but the main difference was that I used dried whole chiles instead of the powdered stuff, and used chunks of beef instead of ground. it came out smooth and so much more flavorful
>>6161183
2 years here, get on my level
>>6161179
Thats why i was on both sides, i think its a case by case. The more passable you become the more stealth you can be so at some point I'd be fine with not saying anything until sex becomes an option. It is what we're all working on. Id know where they'd stand on the issue before sex anyway :p
>>6161189
Howdy water bender. Leave my pond alone.. i just stocked it.
>>6161169
selective estrogen receptor modulators.
most commonly used in treatment of breast cancer (and other cancers depending on which SERM you're talking about).
also can be used as treatment for early stage gyno, and osteoporosis.
tamoxifen and raloxifene are like the 2 main ones to consider.
basically, they're estrogen receptor agonists. they're weaker than estradiol so they don't feminize as effectively. being analogous to sex hormones, they help protect bone mineral density. they are antagonists in breast tissue..
essentially, femgen wants feminization without breasts, and a lot of them cycle on and off anti-androgens. a few of them basically go full blown hrt and develop breasts anyway and then get insecure about them.
taking both a SERM and an AA is an ideal situation for femboys who have already ruled out feminization to the extent of growing breasts. taking a SERM with their AA means they can stay on the AA full time, plus get the additional benefit of further feminization from the SERM that they wouldn't get on the AA alone, not develop breasts, and not cause osteoporosis.
>>6161192
;~;
i know how you feel about not feeling like you deserve it. i feel that way too still.
but you know, you started from a better starting point than me, are younger than me, and have been on HRT for like, twice as long as i have so on that basis alone you can't claim to be the ugliest lmao.
Morning gals
>>6161200
But I'm a man :^(
Welp who am I kidding? I don't have a job. Back to bed it is.
>>6161208
you could do my job for me and I could live the degenerate tranny neet life?
>>6161181
there are types that can go on sensitive areas but be careful. personally I don't use them, I have an electric razor and just bought an epilator to try. but I've heard the sensitive kinds are good for like butt hair removal
>>6161208
Come cuddle with me. I have a fan and down comforter.
>>6161208
iwiktf. Never fall for Mr. Noseberg's job scam. ;-;
>>6161183
Me too, that's nothing special
I start to fail boymode in almost every part of my life though
Even my Boss said "well, i can tell you're not the Person you pretend to be here"
>>6161216
i dream of a day where my boy mode isn't my only mode desu
the urge to quit hrt has been getting p strong lately
>>6161216
>I start to fail boymode in almost every part of my life though
that's good though! especially if you have confidence to go full time when your boymode literally can't pass anymore
my coworkers all call me by my last name because "it's less confusing that way" and "you don't look like a john"
but I'm still boymode for 2 years :^)
>>6161219
don't quit over not passing :( bit by bit you'll get better every day
>>6161219
why would you stop hrt then ?
Do you want to go full man mode ?
I mean you probably wouldn't be that bad if you stopped lifting for a while ?
>>6161219
Same desu.
>>6161214
Are you implying being raised in the south means I have a rudimentary use of the english language and grammatic structure? If that is the case then I am wounded to the core of my being. :p
>>6161216
>tfw never failed boymode
>tfw never been gendered female
I need to die.
>>6161232
I'm not very female looking though :(
I'm just lucky so many people are kinda blind 2bh
>>6161224
thats the hope i cling to anon
>>6161225
bc i can't really picture myself even reaching androgenous or slightly feminine boy status it seems like a waste of time and money
and I don't lift at all thats a meme I go to the gym to lose weight
>>6161230
suicide pact when?
>>6161231
no I'm implying that for me :^)
>>6161236
Im kidding, read it with a belle drawl and youll get what i was going for.
>>6161234
Liar.
>tfw manlier than the average man
>tfw never once been gendered female or failed boymode which everyone else does
>tfw hrt did nothing for me
>tfw most people can go fulltime and be fine at 1 year hrt and i'm still a hyper masculine man at 3 years
._.
>>6161236
Your Face isn't too bad and your body just needs time
Stay on HRT, you'll see it'll help
And no lifting at all, absolutely nothing, no free weights, nothing
>>6161210
I ain't choose the NEET life, the NEET life chose me.
Yes I'll do your job! How much does it pay.
>>6161213
This sounds like a great idea. You won't try anything lewd with me just because I can only sleep nude, right?
>>6161214
I want a job so I can feel good about myself again...pay my bills, have enough to eat, maybe even afford the mones. I actually feel like going to sleep and not waking up for a year.
>>6161215
Mr. Nosebergs' scam is predy gud if it allows me to be a girl, yo.
>>6161216
Actually, your boss is tacitly telling you that he is ok with you coming to work as a girl.
>>6161245
I wish i had titties tho
>>6161241
>your face isnt too bad
lol that's literally my worst feature im always shit on for being repulsive looking. if i don't kill myself before then im getting ffs as soon as i can afford it
and i.dont.lift. i go to the gym with a friend to do cardio
>>6161242
its an okay feel St best but the working part gets old quick wsp waking up early x.x
>>6161245
sweet imma be a male to corpse transitioner
>>6161240
Hmm, idk, sometimes i feel pretty good and the pics i take are good
And other times i feel so manly and bad and every pic i take looks like a caveman 2bh
Idk, i think i hate myself 2bh
Especially after seeing so many passing transgirls this weekend
>>6161242
But i'm not ok with coming out at work
>>6161246
Itputs you in """""" ma'am"""""""mode.
>>6161247
>tfw mthtc
>>6161249
mthtc?
>>6161252
Male to hon to corpse
>>6161242
Nah, i still need pjs but ill just go with shorts and T.
Others can join on cuddles if they can manage not to be lewd -.-'
>>6161256
ok I laughed a bit
>>6161256
>tfw male to even more male
T-thanks hrt
Ive been snapping this chaser (text only) and jeez they keep asking me the same stuff every day. Like can you make it anymorr obvious yourr thrashing your trash around.
>>6161263
This magic keeps me alive, but im going crazy.
>5 minures after you leave the house and it starts raining
It's ok though, it feels wonderful on my skin.
>>6161248
we all have bdd here. it comes with being trans. my friend tells me I look cis, I don't see it at all, I see a boy. it's the same for you I'm sure. people here think you pass pretty well and are cute but looking at yourself and judging yourself is an impossible task because your self perception is skewed. I mean remember you spent how many years looking at a mirror and seeing a boy? it takes a long time to break those habits and mental associations.
>>6161267
Well you are always your wirst critic. I always hate to be close to a mirror and see my makeup flaws, but I have to remind myself that people arent usually 3 inches from your face.
>>6161267
>bdd memes
>>6161267
I'm not sure if it comes with being trans
Meeting those other girls last week was strange
They all were so easy in their femininity
I mean ok, they all looked pretty cis, even really bestuful but still
Why can't i be like this
>>6161264
>>6161272
Im done, i hate my fucking phone. I enjoy talking to yall but christ almighty..
>>6161272
yea this too! other people aren't inspecting you, they're just looking at you. nobody notices your real flaws, let alone your fake mentally perceived ones
>>6161278
were they young transitioners? or at least many years full time?
I'm very insecure about how I act socially being perceived as masculine but I haven't been doing this long, and I don't have many friends to hang out with to learn. you can't be easy in femininity until you're been doing it a while
>>6161284
I'm the biggest hon in this general since potc left and I will never pass.
>>6161284
Iktf male for life
honestly transitioning had made me more depressed than ive ever been
>>6161277
Best memes ever
>>6161284
Hon master race
>>6161145
>B-but Puru-chan
Well the results are in, everything seemed normal though I was a bit dehydrated and some of the nutrients like kalium was a bit low, probs because I hadn't been eating properly for a few days. Sigh, back to the drawing board with this, guess I'm just bound to be tired for the rest of my life.
>>6161295
so you're not trans then?
>>6161304
I think theres a difference between being depressed due to repression or dysphoria and depression from being frustrated at your physicality.
>>6161304
im just a manly man on hrt wasting time dw tho im getting a gun soon
>>6161066
What does being a slav do tbqh. I happen to be full slavand dont know the benefits
>>6161311
bb i got a gun 4 u right here
>>6161311
Make sure you don't miss.
>>6161290
Yeah, they all transitioned younger
At least from what i know
I didn't really ask, but most already had SRS, even the FTMs
One girl said she had her Name change at 18, so she probably started transition at 17
Now she's 24
But she was so pretty, she looked 100% cis only her voice was kinda deep and a bit faggy sounding, but you couldn't tell if you wouldn't know she's trans
So yeah, probably i just fucked up with transitioning so late
I'm sick of being stared at when I go out :(
>>6161323
okay but you have to at least take me out to dinner first
laser cleared p much all of my mustache/upper lip but the cunty stuff always grows back and honestly i think its because the laser place is shit. trying out a new one with like a bazillion lasers who say on their website they got trans expertise, are cheaper and have free consultations.
fuck you shitty 8 session patchy goatee shadow you're going down
>>6161325
>tfw people only stare at you because you're hyper masculine and intimidating.
>>6161012
oh my god are you agp anon
>>6161334
>people look at me because i'm such a flaming Faggot
>>6161318
ok if someone started at 17 and is 24 then they've been on hrt for 7 years. her looking cis has as much to do with as out does how old she was when she started. yes transitioning late sucks for us but it's better than nothing and you'll catch up. you'll get to that 7 year hrt point and see yourself become the super pretty cis looking girl. plus you're getting ffs so you're even getting rid of a lot of the masculization from having started late anyway
and especially after 7 years your brain is finally going to have a chance to catch up to your body and relearn how you should see yourself. that'll be the biggest set of changes
>>6161335
yea im the agpest anon
>>6161328
>take out
im a cook as my profession i can just make something at home plus why would u wanna date an ugly man like me? its not a meme tahts literally what I look like
>>6161258
I don't mind pjs on others. Cuddles would be good for me now.
>>6161248
But boss doesn't know that, he thinks that because you're so femme, it's something you want to do, but maybe you're afraid of how management will react.
>>6161249
>being "maam"'d
Yes please.
>>6161311
>just a manly male on hrt wasting time
Time AND money, desu
>shave face mostly clean for the first time in years
>friends call me pretty
',:^)
>>6161339
are you that chick though
>>6161335
>had sex with >15 people
this is horrible
they probably weren't even in love
I am stronger than dysphoria.
When I run. I feel my true power. And dysphoria can't catch me when I run.
I realise that this body is powerful. It is male.
To feel every step. Breathe every breathe. To feel my manly body rise to the challenge. To feel my muscular quads push me faster, to feel my calves spring my step. To feel every muscle in my body swell and feel invincible. To run so fast that none of my feelings can catch me.
This body shall never be female. It is far too strong for that.
>>6161345
y-yeah...
i never got ur email so i presumed you got cold feet
>>6161347
Could you take this somewhere else please
>>6161350
i passed out and then remembered and came back later
email me here cutie [email protected]
>>6161336
I don't even look like a faggot even though I have long hair and stuff.
I just look like a 30 years old manly man and i'm only 23 ;_;
>>6161354
I don't take it up. I'm a man. Manly man that fucks women. With every thrust I feel my balls slapping on woman flesh, my dick hard like a solid steel beam.
This body shall never be female. Estrogen can't melt steel beams.
>>6161333
So there's two factors involved, growth cycles and laser power.
They have to turn that laser up to permanently remove hair, and the hair only does if it's hit during a small window of its growth.
My place didn't turn it up all the way, so I have to thread some of it, and they like didn't think I'd want total beard removal and skipped the sideburns a few times, while trying to convince me I'd want them
>>6161356
s-sent
>>6161344
It begins
>>6161358
I avoid eye contact with everyone because I have disgusting manly eyes on my disgusting manly face and I can't stand people looking at me.
: )
>>6161362
i didnt get
>>6161342
shit homie I dunno what you look like
all I know is I got no money and I want free food
>>6161370
ugh this is so weird
okok
just
uh
send ur steam to [email protected]
>>6161360
Sorry the better analogy is that estrogen, like femininity is a fluid substance, one that moves and flows through your veins. Your dick, yah it gets hard as a rock, but we all know what happens when water flows over rock.
>>6161371
>dunno what you look like
keep it that way. but yeah sure I do like cookin for ppl so i can make w/e you like
>>6161247
It' one of those things that you'll only miss when they're gone for good.
>>6161361
ugh yeah my old place basically said 'dude just draw on where you don't want hair' but the new place seem to have a better idea than that. they do crotch laser for srs and everything, they have some great trans experience they say.
my old place, i have 3 burn scars from it, fuck them. went in every 6 weeks, full of painkillers, they whack it up, roast my face, but they always turn it down for the upper lip because thats where my burn scars are
>>6161357
I have long hair with Ombre
No visible body hair
Long buffed nails
Not too muscular
Idk if i look faggy
>>6161379
which thing you're referring to?
>>6161380
I'd have quit at one burn scar, that's terrible. Also... I want laser there now...
>>6161369
27 isn't death
and maybe your personality is like that but early transition is a dark time like that. It'll get better
>>6161373
sent
>>6161377
>so i can make w/e you like
woa bb don't go cooking urself ;;)
i want fish
how bad is it to miss your AA dose by 2 hours?
arg sorry for being so emo. my estrogen still hasn't arrived and taking just spiro really makes my mood rollercoaster ill try to be happier and not linger on dark thoughts >.<
>>6161301
>Puru's not going to die of beeties
Well that's good news. You're still not healthy though...
Reminder that my alt Skype is
Cpl_Punishm3nt
>>6161386
Also it wasn't only that, it was starting early too
Her ribcage was tiny, her hips broad, her shoulders thin, her hands small, her nose small and straight, her lips full, no browridge, big eyes
Those things won't change that much anymore on me
>>6161382
Maybe it's the makeup?
>>6161354
There may be a weakling inside me who wants to be a girl. Who longs for it.
But when the blood starts pumping. When the adrenalin and test is flooded into my brain. I become a man. And that boy is pushed aside.
With fitness abilities unkempt greasy chasers could only dream of. And this strength. It will save me.
>>6161360
Not me but I like it
>>6161393
it depends on the half life but I'm gonna say ur fine it won't affect a thing.
>>6161392
ok that's kinda cute lol fish is a bit generic though there's so many
Tuna? Catfish? Tilapia?
>>6161383
>what things
Work and all the stuff it implies.
Will you hire a 30 yo dishwasher, ms. chef?
>>6161400
I'm not wearing makeup in boymode
I wear lots of androgynous girl clothes though
>>6161397
maybe they won't but what I'm trying to say is that they aren't as bad on you as you think they are. your self perception is very skewed, plain and simple. and with time and more hrt changes that perception will improve.
>>6161402
woah now ms chef I don't know all these fancy food industry terms like 'catfish' aight
I do love some tuna though so let's eat tuna, drink whiskey and watch seinfeld
>>6161401
i can sorta relate. when im doing my cardio and abs i feel 100000000xs happier and I'm generally in a good mood. not so much the manly part I'm too much of a turbo fgt
but on the bright side my tummy looks like this now
>>6161401
Oh no there he goes again.
Maybe you would be less annoying as a girl? Have you given that any thought?
>>6161397
At this point if you're loving socially as a woman, maybe concentrate on treating and managing the dysphoria. There's a lot of similarities with eating disorders based on dysmorphia, and you maybe picture a group of belemic girls talking about who is the skinniest, and how the girl who was actually the skinniest would never feel that way.
>>6161405
>still having a boy mode
So should I go to a therapist and ask them about this stuff? I had these feelings back when i was 14-17ish but I have super religious parents (believe trans stuff is demonic) and so i repressed it extremely hard. I thought it was gone but had to see this board on 4chan years later and now its shittily back.. i just want to keep fighting it because now im 20. I feel like im just too tall and square jawed. Im not unhealthy or ugly as a man , my face is just pretty masc. At least im skinny.
So what do?
>>6161409
What's up /fa/non?
>>6161385
the first two burn scars were on my second session back in September, i had a mexican teenage boy mustache of cracked oozy scabs for 3 weeks afterwards.
one scar twinges and hurts when transphobia is near. not even joking
>>6161405
It was a joke. You sound uncharacteristically down. Has anything happened?
>>6161418
who is this cutie
>>6161404
>chef
lol. that's an honored title that I'm not worthy of, u have to have a degree for that im just a shitty Mexican cook and i can't hire anything but OK if I ever start a business id hire u anon
>>6161407
lol im no chef and WAT how can you not know those are the 3 most common cooked fish! 0.0
uhh let's watch anime and drink beer instead
>>6161401
100 push ups 100 squats 100 sit ups and a 10 km run every day!
BECOME THE ONE PUNCH MAN!
>>6161418
for some reason that really hurts
>>6161411
Sorry is there something wrong with just being a guy in a tank top and jeans and not identifying as female because you literally just watched another video of a woman getting beaten on a NY subway for being trans last week
>>6161414
take estrogen and aa
>>6161418
That... I don't...
THE POWER OF ILLUSION.
What the fuck though. I feel like my eyes are lying to me.
>>6161418
My existence has happened ...
Idk, it was pretty nice being in girlmode and everything and now i'm back to boymode
And on the other side i know it wouldn't be this good just being in girlmode, because on the trans event i could be myself and noone is strange about it, but in normal life it isn't that easy
>>6161421
>have a degree to become a chef
Great comedy, Korra
>>6161415
Eyyy maddies long lost sister.
Nothing much. Had a trail race yesterday so I am just taking it easy today, resting and funposting.
>>6161420
Some crossdressing dude off /cgl.
>>6161425
desu telling myself that im a boy legit helps with dysphoria cuz idk all the expectations kinda go away and stuff
>>6161425
>implying you can do guy mode.
Faye, I live Bible Belt where I can die, but it doesn't happen
>>6161430
>not knowing about culinary school
its tru anon
>>6161426
You know how quickly id be found out and kicked out?
My parents despise trans people. They say its demonic.
>>6161364
>it begins
n O
>>6161411
>tfw don't actually have a girl mode
>being ugly af
>>6161409
It's a shame that my male resolve only lasts a few hours. And mtfg will most likely be able to further convince me the other 20 hours of the day. And I'll long to take estrogen and AAs even more.
If only I could be buzzed 24/7...
Still. One last fight.
>>6161408
I hate when it wears off and the feeling of dysphoria returns. Everyday I run another k further.
>>6161423
We did 12k today lel
>>6161436
Escape to LA, I certainly plan to.
>>6161436
you can take it in secret I did for months and my parents are the same. hell they even found them once and asked what they were and I told them weight loss pills and they bought it (since ur scrawny u can say it's acne meds or eight gsin)
never tell ur patetns the truth when they're like that always lie
>>6161421
>mexi-cook
¿¡Porque no me habias dicho que sos latina?!?
Or maybe you can't speak the language señor Trump fears....
Never mind! :)
I had a dream
>be me in dream
>long hair
>brushing my gorgeous hair and applying make up.
>look kawaii
> woke up, remembering I'm not on hrt and will never be a real girl
*cries*
>>6161421
it was a joke I know about catfish and tuna okay
what anime? this is important, I only watch high-class anime
>>6161440
Bro do what I do
I masturbate to NepNep and all my problems fade away. I only desire to be with her. Find a waifu
>>6161446
Other than using weeb words like "kawaii", I am literally the same as you
>>6161446
Nice dream, faggot.
>>6161436
>not worshipping satan and becoming a priestess who has be you tee sex everyday.
Why live?
>>6161452
you're kawaii af hannah
>>6161432
I do this, Even Edie does this, even her perfect passing friends do this, it's a ton of pressure.
I've watched a perfect blonde with amazingly nice (fake) boobs, well dressed, good job, srs, 100% pass... Think she can't attract men. Like watching her be excited that anyone payed attention to her was a summary of the trans experience.
>>6161434
It doesn't matter where you live, they lit a trans girl on fire on the train to San Fran I take.
>>6161440
same same. but I get suicidal when I'm depressed and dysphoric so i try to be with friends as much as I can.
i might not buy that gun since there's a 100% chance I'd use it when I'm feeling down
>>6161444
im not tho yo se espanol algo tambien lol and I look Mexican since my family is really heavily mixed with native american
>>6161440
"Old masculinity should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the male persona. Do not go gentle into that female night."
I can't lift my weights anymore. But I can still run as fast as I can.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J90fIhWONg4
It's wearing off again...no
>>6161425
Don't forget the strangers ignoring the assault. Talk about isolating.
It makes increased tolerance sound a lot less good. They still won't lift a finger to protect your existence.
>>6161424
>>6161427
Yeah he's good with shading.
>>6161428
Was it that trans even you mentioned a week or so back? You had any fun?
Honestly you make iot sound like this trans angle is some shameful kink that you have to hide from the world. While that might be true for many freaks that populate the Internet, you are not one of them. I keep repeating myself that you have disasters walking out there with absolutely no shame (some of them even in this thread) while you can't go out in a skirt.
>>6161441
Fuck LA its filled with Mexicans and niggers
>>6161442
They already know from finding my girl clothes years ago so I doubt theyd buy it.They legitimately believe transgender feelings are caused by demons forcing you to desire it if youve been traumatized or opened the door through trap porn or something.
>>6161444
>sos
>>6161435
No it isn't.
He don't need a degree from CIA or Johnson and Wales.
You just need to know your shit.
I've worked in many restaurants and held many different positions from sous chef, waiter, garde manger, line cook, etc.
>>6161458
You sure you don't mean this incident?
http://mobile.nytimes.com/2015/02/01/magazine/the-fire-on-the-57-bus-in-oakland.html?referer=
>>6161440
I was going to reply with something snarky but I can't do that. I hope you finally come to terms with your struggle whatever you decide.
>>6161448
Oh rofl u got me . cowboy bebop and kill la kill!
>>6161458
Yeah glad to know I'm not the only one but the problem is exacerbated when ur am ugly faggot like me that never gets attention I'm like starved for it and go nuts when I get even a little
>>6161461
Or that she chased her around the train hitting her until the next stop, and no one stepped up.
It's partially racism though, no one is going to let a black woman hit a little faggy white transgirl, but because she was an older Asian immigrant, it's suddenly glossed over
>>6161453
thanks!
I want to get fit and loose weight but its pretty much impossible to do any exercise without your junk getting uncomfortable as fuck. I want to get srs asap but thats probably going to be at least 3.5 to 4 years cause fuck money.
it also really really doesnt help that I pretty much refuse to even attempt dating since sexy times is a major part of that and I dont want to go through with that while being so uncomfortable with myself.
and then thats also a problem since that leave we with basically only food to comfort myself and I cant get out of that habit. why cant starving myself or exercising comfort me. I fucking hate it.
only plus side at the moment is boobs that are currently a full b and still growing.
>>6161462
The event was so nice, one of the first workshops i attended was for Trans youth and most people there were from the local youth group and afterwards i hung out with them and got to know even more people from that group
And afterwards we went to pther workshops together and had lots of fun, and we all talked a lot and afterwards there was a big party and it was so nice and i had so much fun
I think it was one of the best days of my life till now, because i could just be one of the girls, you know, just being fully accepted
>>6161468
Thank you.
>>6161475
tl;dr I hate myself
>>6161457
what's that :3 supposed to mean
I'm a fuckin man
a really pretty man apparently
>>6161468
>that image
>tfw no qtpie to watch dumb sci fi originals with
>>6161455
Anal sex is also demonic
>>6161467
Oh I originally read it happened on the Bart, not the muni bus, same transport system, but that's a little different (actually closer to me)
I am too weak for summer
why wont it end already
>>6161470
aight I'm into that
korra you should gimme your email or something
>>6161457
>You stalking me pham?
No not really. You posted your face on unsee like a week ago.
>>6161484
Maybe you should eat more.
at work now can't talk very much time to cook x.x
>>6161477
I am glad you had fun. Is there any reason why you can't be yourself and be accepted (or semi-accepted) nu your friends? Or co-workers/students?
>>6161446
I had a dream last night that I was getting fucked in the ass by a large dicked futa impersonating hillary clinton, who happened to be my mother in this dream
im a bernie supporter
what does this mean
Guess which hon just got the TruTrans(TM) stamp of approval from the NHS? :D
Only downside is they've referred me to Nottingham, and unlike some people here said, no you don't get a say in the choice, I asked, it's determined by who your local GP clinics etc. have exclusive PFI contracts with. Fucking Tories again. 2 years RLE here I come!
also, more bizarrely, we looked over my medical records, and what I had always been told was a simple exploratory operation when I had testicular torsion as a kid was actually a partial orchidectomy- they took out one of my balls and replaced it with a prosthetic. Explains why I find tucking impossible at least. Even my parents had no idea, which is kinda worrying.
>>6161497
Idk, i just feel like i can never be accepted the same until i'd cis pass 100%
>>6161457
only cus u old
>>6161483
>Have you ever had your booty played with before?
what does he mean
like, a trampoline?
>>6161346
is it weird that I'd kinda be more concerned if they were "in love" with >15 people?
>>6161401
>When the adrenaline and test is flooded into my brain. I become a man.
sorry but the observed brain differences in trannies includes non-plastic regions, no amount of adrenaline will change that, u just delude urself that it does as a convenient excuse
>>6161425
>>6161461
>>6161472
geez I hope my partner doesn't see this, she's already overprotective
>>6161464
>They legitimately believe transgender feelings are caused by demons forcing you to desire it if youve been traumatized or opened the door through trap porn or something
u could try using religious resources, like there are accepting churches and groups and it sounds like ur parents might have a tenuous grasp of their own religion.
>>6161498
Oh god no. But(t) it's still funny. Then again, I'm tired and kinda pissed off at life, so that might be schadenfreude talking.
day 2 of being bald
i feel streamlined
playing eurobeat while cycling down the motorway
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dv13gl0a-FA
>>6161503
Lol
>>6161509
You gonna be Ok anon?
Get a tattoo before it grows back, tell people that it's a secret map when they can't see it any more.
>>6161510
REEEEEEE
>>6161508
I thought of the same joke, chuckled when I saw you wrote the same thing, but then was like... Ugh maybe I should point out how that all sounds, like from an outside perspective
>>6161515
yeah, ive got too much coursework to dwell on it.
guess i wont be drinking for a while
>>6161518
Don't be mean :(
>>6161502
>cis pass 100%
How can you reach that lofty goal without practice? Do you think you are just going to emerge as a beautiful girl from your androgynous cocoon one day?
>>6161520
Bleh. No, you're right, it was mean.
I'm just being grumpy 'cause the antidepressants can only do so much.
>>6161490
yeah ;~;
>tfw walking around outside and barely managing to not fall over.
maybe ive overdone the weakness thing lately
>>6161513
I can barely stay on my feet now tho ;~;
>>6161519
I hate cold as well tho. I think I hate everything
how do i make beepbeep be my mommy and tuck me in before bedtime and give me tendies for dindin
>>6161519
darn, I already exfoliate, deep cleanse and moisturise all the time, what else should I do?
>>6161524
No, i know i have to do it earlier
I just know i won't feel accepted/good about it
>>6161522
who, me?
I don't have a mean bone in my body
>>6161510
Oh mah gawd!
Talk about a Shyamalan twist. No need to worry your secret is safe with me.
>>6161500
idk the idea of not knowing you had a bollock removed has me screaming and cackling like a harpy. desu people not knowing and it being hidden deep in your notes is a typical nhs fuckup. there there.
>>6161524
>passing without practicing
Impossible task #1 desu
>>6161529
>>6161528
Because of the heat Sophie?
Have you been eating/staying hydrated?
>>6161500
i REALLY dont approve of the poop fetish but hrt has given you quite a bit
you look almost passable at a distance/in thumbnails and your skin has improved immeasurably since your shitty facial hair days
>>6161528
>overdone the weakness thing
It's time to hit the gym. Eat big, get big. I recommend the German volume training.
>>6161528
https://clyp.it/qwzqh4ie
<3
Good morning MTFG
I'll finally go to a Hairdresser tomorrow and get a girl haircut
And i'll also get Balayage done, which is a dying technique, pic related
can anyone else me? i want to make a collection of sad posts, transviolence, discouraging things we face..i feel like it could be good for sharing.
>>6161537
i cant breathe
i love stock photos oh my god
>>6161543
>I recommend the German volume training.
you're a monster
>>6161499
it means you need to come out to your mom about your issues.
tfw still no bf/gf
T,T so sad, i just want someone to cuddle with and love unconditionally.
2 years hrt, suporn post op.
My skills include:
Cooking
Baking (attached is something i made)
Cleaning
Sex [I'm former professional, I hope that's okay ;(]
Cuddling.
Loving unconditionally.
I'm looking for:
Male or Female or Trans 22+
can love me
doesn't care that i'm an ugly hon
willing to put up with me being super shy
>>6161547
how are you getting it cut? I haven't been to a hairdresser in 2 years and I need inspiration
>>6161555
rip, guess i better not get srs
>>6161553
why's that?
>>6161555
omw
>>6161548
I can else you! Check out my story from Saturday!
Part 1
>>6161543
#transitiongoals
>>6161555
I'm not looking for a relationship but do you want to bake together? baking is my favorite hobby but I have no friends
>>6161548
>>6161563
Part 2
Should I start a dagger build in DS3 or play Fallout 4 while getting drunk?
I need to drown all these hon feels.
>>6161555
that is so adorable
>>6161540
>Because of the heat Sophie?
yes. my cardiovascular system was always pretty weak.
>Have you been eating/staying hydrated?
nope, 2 ano ;~;. I probably drink like a liter per day tho
>>6161543
n-no,
Id rather stay small and delicate and continue to pass out in public than be even more of a manbeast v_v
>>6161545
awww <3
>>6161569
desu that's one of the reasons I'm still gonna lift after ive transitioned ineanna be able to defend myself in situations like that
>>6161557
I just tell them i want it femmy, probably with layers, and i bit shorter in front because right now my hair's just all long down to my boobs
>look at body in mirror
Maybe a 32.5" underbust isn't that bad really
>>6161291
I'd still be top hon even if potc was here
>>6161295
I'm less depressed now. ;-;
>>6161300
>you can never achieve my hon level.
>>6161343
You can hear the backhandedness of it tho.
>>6161572
Dw I'll be there to protect my little sister Sophie from the bullies!
>>6161524
>that lofty goal
kek
a lot of cis girls don't really pass too well tbqh, at least by crazy tranny standards
>>6161528
aw that's sad, I love the cold cus it refreshes me and helps with my health and brain-fog
>>6161530
well I mean it looks like it may be helping
don't go overboard on exfoliating tho
do you get enough sleep? there are also just lightening treatments for eye-darkness
your hair looks a little stressed too
>>6161578
NO FUCKING SHIT.
>>6161570
Please respond
I'm indecisive ;_;
>>6161572
>i probably drink like a liter per day tho
I drink more like 3 liters a day
1 liter is nothing
>>6161572
>TFW Sophie will never visit you because 30°C median temperature
( ;_;)
Stay hydrated! That means drink water!
>>6161558
:_( I thought SRS would make things better. I guess chaser meme was right, once you don't have a dick you're just an inferior version of girl ;( at least i don't hate looking at myself naked anymore. I guess trade off personal happiness to be forever alone.
>>6161561
>omw
i'm dumb, and don't even know what this means T,T sorry.
>>6161566
>baking is my favorite hobby but I have no friends
We already have two things in common :) .... I'm down
>>6161571
.>,<
Also this thing says I look nice, idk if that could sway anyone to give me a chance? :(
>>6161577
hmm okay. I hope I can trust the hairdresser I find to do good with vague instructions
>>6161584
Posting because sadness.
Yes I do just want attention.
Shut up.
>>6161569
thank.have to ask did he grab you from the front?
>>6161584
How about you do something productive instead?
>>6161572
>small and delicate
When you start feeling like passing out you are better described as frail and sickly.
>>6161588
On My Way :^)
>>6161592
just think about PIIIs
>>6161590
No
>>6161595
Like what?
I'm super anxious and depressed over being a hon today.
>>6161581
so nice <3
:3
can you protect me from heat as well?
>>6161585
>>6161587
I could drink more if I had beer or something, but not with water or icetea. I guess when its really warm I drink more. but ive already been awake for 5 hours, did some exhausting things and havent even had a sip of anything.
>>6161595
but thats even better ;~;
my core identity is weird and selfdestructive
>>6161592
in sovietrussia, attention wants u
who /agp/ here?
>>6161596
>On My Way :^)
you would give me a chance? >,< and you're not a crazy axe wielding murderer?
I don't care what you look like or anything. I'm just an ugly trans girl looking for that special someone.
>>6161569
this is why i carry a gun and have no qualms with screaming 'sexual assault' in public
looking like a minor like i do would help with getting peoples attention.... then again i dont think some asshole would be as keen on grabbing a guys nuts if the guy looked like a 6th grade boy
turns out I am a transphobic, homophobic, racist nazi because I think everybody should have the right to protest unhindered
what's everyone else up to ?
>>6161582
I tried to put curls in this morning but dyspraxia happened
the dark eyes are mostly a genetic thing, my mum, aunt, grandma etc. all have them
>>6161596
>just think about PIIIs
That's the problem
I don't want to.
Or rather I do
But I'm spending so much on meds as it is
Fucking antidepressants.
I know I have said this before, but I mean it for real this time (I even left /femgen/) . I haven't even started my transition or made any progress to look fem, and I just really shouldn't be on /mtfg/ anymore. I'll come back in like 6-12 months if I've made any progress. If I don't come back then just assume that I've given up. Bye.
>>6161602
I'll buy an umbrella for us to share bb.
>>6161600
Reading, exercising, going out for a movie, going out for a walk, meeting with friends, the list is endless.
>>6161588
>We already have two things in common :) .... I'm down
yesssu! I have a new peanut butter cookie recipe I want to try :)
but we should try to find more friends first and find you a bf so we can feed them so we don't get fat...
>>6161590
I remember when that meme started. my roommate and I were dying for days making our own versions
>>6161606
i just shot myself in the chin
6161616 get please
>>6161609
Good lluck, hmu on kik if you need anything
Whats up /mtfg/?
>>6161609
I've been here since before I was on hrt and I'm not doing anything else to appear more feminine
>>6161615
Lol so close
>>6161615
>1 off
FUCKKKKK ok time to bleed out
>>6161589
I hope she's good
I saw a pic of a balayage done by her, that's why i choose her
>>6161609
be friends with me we can suffer together
>>6161594
It was from sort of the back/left side and he grabbed as he shifted to almost in front of me
Maybe an 8-9 o'clock to an 11 o clock position.
Are you like a scriptwriter looking for movie Ideas?
>>6161606
>turns out I am a transphobic, homophobic, racist nazi because I think everybody should have the right to protest unhindered
wait, arent you pretty leftist?
>>6161611
oh yes, I want this :3
>>6161614
its a good meme
>>6161616
dat get bby
>>6161616
Morning friend ^^
>>6161606
hi there sweet lily whats up. i achieved peak whiteness and don't need sunblock anymore. i'm a human disco ball
>>6161609
Just leave this autistic shitposting general while you still can and never look back.
>>6161612
I have nothing to read, I have no friends and going outside makes me feel horrible because i'm a manly mess and i'll never pass ;_;
I'll just play ds3, get drunk and enjoy not worrying about stuff today.
>>6161614
>find you a bf so we can feed them so we don't get fat...
:D, I like you, lets be friends. I wish I could be that funny. and @more friends, well gotta start somewhere i guess. I think you'll just run away once you see me, but hopefully not :P
>>6161604
I mean, anyone has a chance with me as long as they treat me right
>axe wielding murderer
jokes on you I don't even own any axes :^)
>>6161609
>I haven't even started my transition or made any progress to look fem
you know, you look like you're always wearing makeup cause you're so pretty.
>>6161608
I don't know this feel because I don't take medicine
>>6161633
>i literally don't even understand, hahahaha but hihi
>did what?
Cause your post was post # 6161616
Also how are you today?
>tfw you read posts about people making progress and start crying because you're stuck and will never get anywhere
I hate you all.
>>6161625
I'm gunna have to wear sunshade tho cuz bb ur my sunshine <3 smile 2bright5me
>>6161631
>as long as they treat me right
i'll treat you so so so so well. i'll cook your favorite foods, and i've been getting into confectionary art lately so i'm learning to make candy and like, i'll do whatever you want whenever you want, please just don't hurt me :( i'll work really hard to earn your approval though!!
>>6161622
I have really curly hair and I know that supposedly needs special treatment. but there's websites that have recommendations for curly girls so I'm sure I'll find a good one
>>6161630
aww no I'm sure you're just being hard on yourself. I think I'm a gross hon too. we all think that about ourselves but I think we're usually wrong
>>6161633
you got 6161616!
>>6161590
Hahahaha
>>6161605
I'm really anti-gun liberal idiot, but I honestly understand your point.
It happened and escalated so fast and it was so terrifying and humilliating when it happened to me that I don't think having A gun/knife/mace would have made a difference in my case.
I don't feel confidence/safe/in control any more, and I'm actually considering buying a weapon to help me deal, but on the downside being a depressed hon level tranny makes me think having a weapon would be a really stupid idea for me.
>>6161563
>>6161569
aw that sucks, I'm sorry
gotta get yourself some mace or something!
>>6161592
>want attention
why do u think the thread is filled with trips?
>>6161606
banning protests is just lazy when there're better ways to take the power away like that racist march that encountered all the messages of love and tolerance that had been put up and at the end realized a "walk" had been set up to raise money to fight for tolerance based on how many of them went how far
>>6161607
yeah hair can get damaged and need to heal just like any part of u
even with genetics it doesn't mean u can't do anything
>>6161561
Just give me a reason to hate you pham
>>6161640
>we all think that about ourselves but I think we're usually wrong
I guess so, :/ do you have some way we can stay in touch? >,< sorry if i'm being too forwards or like, i'm stupid and don't know how to read people like, i just thought maybe we could be friends and bake stuff.
here have a picture of an unfinished pie that i baked once :P
>>6161643
Yeah... I know.
I'm getting it though. I can make do with this for a while.
>>6161633
youre so 4chan-innocent, its adorable
<3
>>6161638
oh my gosh, so smooth <3
>>6161641
I love to make you laugh
>>6161647
>nah
I mean privately, I know that cause if you were a leftist drone youd just hate me probably :3
>get an automatic email from the university something about ineligibility
>get worried and open it up
>turns out, if you forget to sign up for classes you're ineligible for the student health care plan
>that I have opted out of every semester
>and they have tried to make me pay for it anyway
>and they thought I might want to know that I'm ineligible
On the other hand, I should go to campus and see if I can't find my advisor because I do need to register for classes
>>6161640
Hmm, my hair just looks bad, when i let it dry i get big curls first and after a while they're just strangely frizzy and bad
>>6161643
Thank you for your words, I'm glad nothing really bad happened, tbqh
I've been replaying the scene in my head and it happened so quickly... Maybe mace on my keychain, though.
>>6161633
your post number you frickin dongus
AND you got dubs
>>6161639
I mean, I don't think it would take all that to get my approval considering I've never had a gf/bf before :^)
email me your skype or something though
[email protected]
>>6161644
I got no reason to be hated, friend
>>6161647
>everybody should be allowed to do/say whatever they want as long as it doesn't infringe on other people's rights
I like that in principle but when u start to get to specifics shit can get REAL murky with the way actions can ripple and effect people in ways that aren't immediately obvious
>>6161650
uhmm if your want sure! I have a throwaway email that you can send your skype or similar to if you want, and I'll add you (not for video or voice chat, just text is fine). but I probably won't be able to respond until later because I'm actually not home right now :x
[email protected]
your pie looks delicious! I never bake pies, but maybe I'm inspired and I'll try to make one this weekend!
>>6161654
>4chan-innocent
shut uppp, i can be a bad ass degenerate too!!
I did marijuana once.
>>6161660
Just be straight with people was my fucking point x.x
I thought you were so interested in focusing on the person you had contact with? Or just gonna make her feel more insecure =\. This shit...
>>6161659
I'd go with something a little more robust than a key-chain one when we're talking about your safety, do u carry a purse or bag? there are also holster things for them
>>6161656
yea same here :\ I try taking good care of it but it still gets poofy and frizzy. hopefully a hairdresser will help me learn what to do
kinda wanna give up on the curls thing tho and just straighten it. they're a lot of work. but idk
anyone want a /fit/ bf? im not very pretty but I can cook and stuff
>>6161669
Chasers gonna chase. I think it's well established by now that birdy doesn't know how to people and is destined to hurt everyone who gets close to him because of it.
>>6161666
dat get bby
did i use the term appropriately? lol
gl with the pie though, hahaha sounds awesome, im totally down to bake with you guys if you have an open seat :P
>>6161669
why are you always trying to stir up shit when you don't know anything?
I challenge you to get to know me instead of going off jokes, misunderstandings and all the trash talking I know goes on behind my back.
>>6161682
I don't, it's just drama.
>>6161682
He's been trying to fool around with anyone on this board he can get basically. He was saying he was after some girl while flirting with Elanna.
http://deploy.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/6113244/#6113463 was kinda where it all started if you'd like to see.
>>6161678
Yeah but that's why I'll continue to call him on this to avoid a few more people getting hurt here. This place is full of vulnerable girls yes but most chasers have the problem of not having an identity that's been deemed 'friendly' to overcome.
>>6161667
be careful tho, if you inject too much marijuana youll end up like becky
>>6161690
>>6161669
yo you get off of the highschool drama or whats your deal?
<3 <3 <3
>>6161689
All I'm going off of is what YOU have said at this point. Nothing is behind your back trash talking, it's all here in the thread. I'm just trying to protect the naiive people around here. At least let them make their own opinion like I am?
I'm providing information and evidence. All you have is "But no it's not like that!"
>>6161691
whoops that formating. I guess thats what happens if the window is too small
Congratulations to birdy on accepting her gender identity
>>6161689
>I don't, it's just drama.
Sorry >,< I don't like being in the spotlight even if it is drama :( good luck finding someone though, I'll find someone people here don't hate so much. its not worth the risk :/ I'm sure you're super duper awesome, and like you're obviously not a chaser since i'm post op :)
>>6161682
hmm that's a good question... blueberry would be great but blueberries aren't really in season right now near me. same with strawberries which are my favorite. I guess apple pie is pretty standard, I could do that. what's your favorite kind?
ooh and my coworker is having people over his house for a potluck this weekend so it could be something I make for for that!
>>6161685
I'm a spooky demon grill!!
and yes sure! we need more friends! the more the merrier :)
>>6161696
That dress was adorable. Shame I would make it look disgusting
>>6161693
>At least let them make their own opinion like I am?
People have made their own opinion about me, and the fact of the matter is that only a small minority of this general think like you.
Like I said, get to know me instead of going off drama or leave me alone.
>>6161696
you wear the dress
>>6161697
I ain't no girl
>>6161700
It's just a small circle of children who crave drama, no big deal.
>you're obviously not a chaser since i'm post op :)
someone gets it
>>6161693
Mind if I add you on steam?
>>6161708
Birdy. Just say it.
You don't have to mean it. But it's just a test to see if you are comfortable saying it.
Just say "I'm a girl"
Real men aren't afraid of such things.
>>6161708
Only if you buy it for me.
FUCK IT. I KNOW WHY I'M DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW,
AND I CAN'T FUCKING DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
WHO WANTS TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES?
>>6161708
youre a pos
I like how making and trying my first gaff has turned into
>ok now I wear a thong every day of my life
>>6161709
Go for it.
>>6161708
I mean obviously the person didn't know and having the information I provided influenced their decision? I've been in the thread I even made the first reach out to communicate with you long before all this drama, I don't know if you recall, but I basically asked you, why are you around if you're not a chaser or repressed, your answer was something about company and I just kinda said sure, I'll keep an eye out. You proved yourself out not once but twice. =\ I gave you that benefit of the doubt
>>6161708
shit nigga I think I'm considered a 'chaser' and even I know I'd rather be a girl
you're embarrassing yourself
>>6161708
No one has said you're chasing the dick, but you do come off as a thirsty chaser going after everyone who gives you positive attention.
>>6161704
>guess apple pie is pretty standard
Strawberry rhubarb would be pretty good this time of year ^,^ Its a little early for strawberry so it might end up not asss sweeet our but if you embrace the sourness and add rhubarb to the pie you should be able to get some really great results :)
>>6161719
love homemade gaffs, i got one for each day all color coded. diying stuff instead of buying from a crossdresser site is the real trutrans
>>6161724
Real Men may do many thing to help cheer up a woman. But giving away their masculinity is not one of them. Birdy has been found out.
t. chairman of the Brotherhood of Testosterone
Also I expect the Sisterhood of Estrogen will be present for the annual Winter Ball?
>>6161719
Tucking is only made remotely tolerable by the fact that having a dick that bulges and you can feel is the worst fate imaginable
Srs /when/
>>6161719
My first gaff has pretty much turned out as a jock strap so idk
>>6161729
Well I've never heard of anyone who has ever liked the ones you can buy, and this is literally perfect, so why bother with the fetish sites
>>6161720
>their decision
>their
T,T full time, post op, hrt for years, still don't even get gendered female on interwebs without people seeing name or face. rip.
but yaa, you did kinda influence my decision, i wouldn't really care if he was a chaser, but like i don't think i'm confident enough to be someone's like secondary gf. :/
>>6161727
>>6161704
also apples aren't really in season right now :P
>>6161736
I had meant to speak in generalities as well as in this specific case ;-; You're a girl anon. Like seriously though, I did poly, I'm not opposed to being a flirt, I'm not opposed to these things, I just wish people would be upfront and honest about their full situation sometimes if they have other interests going on.
>>6161727
okay! it's decided then, I will make a strawberry rhubarb one. I hope I can find rhubarb...
>>6161729
being creative and craftsy is fun :) it's a wonder more cis girls aren't in stem fields when you see how resourceful so many of them are
>>6161736
hmm true they aren't.. but apples are at least decent all year round. tho they are definitely best in fall!
>>6161739
On the nature of this topic, I'm curious, what is this process? Is there an instructional?
(I'll be in and out, I'm erasing tanks on Wargaming NA)
>>6161713
desu cyba bullied me into considering the possibility for like a day
I ain't a girl
>>6161715
I'm broke
>>6161720
Re-read her post, the simple fact that you're sitting here stirring up shit because you think you're doing the "right thing" is what drove her off.
I remember, and I meant what I said, I didn't "prove" anything either. I never planned on anything happening with anyone and I never lied about anything.
You're free to think what you want and spread as much bullshit as you want, but my friends here and others know better at this point.
Get to know me or filter me and leave me alone.
>>6161724
I just like to make people happy, you know?
>>6161732
>MFW my testicles are so massive that tucking and tight clothing gives the appearance of having 2 penises.
Orchi when?
>>6161747
>Re-read her post, the simple fact that you're sitting here stirring up shit because you think you're doing the "right thing" is what drove her off.
>>6161736
ROFL OKAY THEN
>I remember, and I meant what I said, I didn't "prove" anything either. I never planned on anything happening with anyone and I never lied about anything.
I'd repost the image but it's been posted once this thread, so I'll link to it
>>6161669
>You're free to think what you want and spread as much bullshit as you want, but my friends here and others know better at this point.
You're free to think that but I know that people are starting to see =\
>Get to know me or filter me and leave me alone.
As soon as you stop lying and chasing in the thread. I'm gonna continue to call a spade a spade, so once you stop, then I will.
>>6161745
there are plenty of instructionals on it. i dunno how faye uses thongs, probably just tucks and thuses a thing to hold it in place, but for making your own gaffs you're basically cutting the waistband off an undergarment (hose waistbands aren't as heavy-duty as boxer waistbands, so are more comfy and low profile),
then you cut tube sections out of either the ankle portion of the hose, or the ankle portion of some socks, thread the waistband through, put legs through waistband either side of the tube, pull up, tuck, and then pull up further so the tube bits are basically pressing everything in.
i also just read that if crossdresser gaffs are unsuitable then mens dance belts are another option? desu they look too padded.
>>6161747
I'm sorry birdy. But even one chink of doubt is enough to qualify you as repressed
>>6161739
they're not bad per say, its just gross and dirty using a site for sexual fetishists, but i mean we all use 4chan so why not.
tights might be a bit stretchy so i use socks, the tube bit from blokes socks works p good because they're stretchy but tough so they leave things bulgeless and tight, with the standard pantyhose band threaded through method so its like a thong. when i'm at work i'm running around and squatting to get stuff from fridges, and carrying things, so the danger of popping out of pure pantyhose gaffs is a danger i've had happen before. my junk is that awkward size where its unnoticeable if i'm not tucked away through pants but hard to tuck. if it was even smaller i wouldn't bother. if it was big, there's be more to push back and easier to tuck with. i never am untucked though, i sleep in my gaffs, its a gross feel having it there. popping out while at work is a risk i can never have.
the best thing with socks is colors! plus when i wasn't out to everyone and got socks from distant relatives for christmas i got to upcycle them and not be an ungrateful piece of shit
>>6161763
>chink
Racist tbdesu. Get out of here
>>6161763
Its true.~ When i was repressing it was like. "Wellll, im a guy and i know that for sure but being a girl would have been nice maybe but im not a girl im not trans i cant be i cant be i cant be".
Also goodmorning everyone! How are you this morning?
>>6161752
Anyone who has estrogen pretty much
>>6161738
>You're a girl anon
i know others see me that way, just hard to see yourself that way, y'know?
>>6161741
>rhubarb
sometimes you can find it frozen if not fresh, but the fresh is way better.
>>6161755
>ROFL OKAY THEN
please stop involving me >,< why do you need to fight T,T i'm gonna go to bed now i think,>>6161747 i'm sorry i caused conflict everyone. I just cause problems everywhere I go.
>>6161741
i sent you an e-mail
>>6161748
My balls are so small, after tucking i have problems getting them out again
>tfw you push them up so far they become ovaries
>>6161752
estrogen... more like bestrogen
i'm gonna try and get an orchi before i move to the US because no cypro on script there and it took me long enough to get a script for it, i can't be doing with spiro so i guess snip snip
>>6161764
neat. i hardly ever leave the house so i hardly ever wear my gaff, but the first time i did i set myself a hell of a challenge. i did a partial tape tuck (pushed balls up inguinal canal and taped them in place) so the gaff was really only holding the dick in place.
i didn't wanna do a full tape tuck as i was travelling by train that day and was away for hours. i needed to go to the toilet twice.
but damn it was difficult. the tape ended up cutting into the crease between my leg and... i dunno, pelvis or something?
>>6161755
ready for the dmg control
>>6161769
Sorry cutie, he wanted to focus on that aspect a bit more. Rest your head. I know how hard it is to internalize those good feelings. I'm very truly sorry to you in this.
>>6161771
id just keep em there all day if they didnt come out after a while on their own
>>6161762
oh sure, it's just some people like some /pol/tards think you can just leave it at that and only consider the obvious stuff but not more indirect effects
>>6161784
Since i'm on AAs they just shrank to nothing
Kinda looks like i had a orchy
>>6161768
I like you
>>6161725
I only went after one person and I still regret it, other than that I only occasionally flirt for the fun of it and try to make more friends.
>>6161752
I might be pretty according to some people
but I ain't no girl
>>6161755
All people see is a confused little girl trying to incite drama over literally nothing at every opportunity.
and the friends that know me personally know better than to blindly follow the people that don't know shit, and that's all that matters to me.
>>6161769
You didn't do anything though, I made the mistake of trying to make a friend while bitterness incarnate was in the thread watching my every move :^)
>>6161789
jelly ;-; mine are still the same size as ever. srs when
>>6161771
2 cute!
>>6161768
so... all cismen as well?
>>6161767
I added u on Skype btw
>>6161792
Which one person? Grace? The anon you called a gf and had day long cams with? Elanna?
>>6161799
not the one bro with ceis
>>6161799
Sorry. I mean in the ratio of the dominant hormone. If you have more e or more t
>>6161792
damage control damage control damage control damage control damage control damage control damage control damage control damage control
>>6161794
you have to be smoothe af down there for it to work.
like i had shaved but i missed a few stray hairs round the edge cause i was in a rush and the tape gripped a couple of them and pulled at them. it was agonizing.
you also need strong enough tape. i don't know what you used but mine was fine. just 3M duct tape or whatever.
>>6161806
ceis is a thing?
I didnt know, but it makes sense
>>6161808
sowwy for being annoying :3
heellooooo
>>6161816
That's good.
So everyone, If I wanted to sing, would there be a service like unsee where I could temporarily host my voice?
>>6161823
Vocaroo or clyp it
>>6161814
there was only one case with it and he was not very healthy and i think sterile too
>>6161823
I don't know their takedown options, but clyp.it is popular for recording and hosting voice clips.
>>6161767
Regretting being up this early
>>6161812
i use medical tape and i epilate down there. my skin is just weird and i'm like some freaky lizard person
>>6161813
like this?
>>6161835
meine Dame
>>6161834
goof morning bby :3
>>6161835
should have been mein
ei makes a long I sound. ie makes an E sound.
hello
i am a baby girl in need of a mommy
please help
>>6161837
duct tape might be stronger than medical or sports tape.
the downside of having a strong tape is of course, it can irritate your skin.
>>6161839
good morning
>>6161844
well I just didn't correct the grammar. but phienchen is right, she's a native speaker
>>6161841
ageplay is repulsive
kill yourself, stefonknee
>>6161763
well when I was 13 I wanted to be a girl pretty bad :^)
>>6161802
I only had a "relationship" with one person here though and I've not gone after anyone since
>>6161846
〔´∇｀〕
>>6161834
Go back to bed~
>>6161844
d-do you not trust me
>>6161848
how very manly of you
>>6161841
kill yourself
>>6161854
I took Amy to an interview
Ill probably go back to sleep when I get home though
I was having an OK day until I looked in the mirror :D
I hate myself :D
>>6161568
What does this mean
>>6161860
I trust our personal führer with my life
>>6161856
i called you out on being a degenerate, AGP, ageplaying fetishist. that doesn't make me manly, i just wanna cover my ass.
the more freakshows like you that the press can latch onto and foist into the public eye as representative of trans people, the more at risk the rest of us are.
>>6161862
>looking in mirrors
you have only yourself to blame
are we talkng about tucks still? i use three pairs of tight underwear it rarely comes out of place enough for anyone to see it.
>>6161852
I know the girls since your relationship - note the lack of quotes, let's not pretend you didn't consider it one - thought you were going after them pretty hard.
It takes a real piece of shit to try to invalidate the feelings of others after you played with them.
>>6161862
do what i do and put all your mirrors in one room in your house. that's the reality room you go to when you feel too good about yourself
>>6161862
Based, how are you wearing your hair as of late?
>>6161872
B-But it was an accident! I tried not to. Welp looks like I'll be here for a while
>>6161873
That's because you are a sick fetishist.
>>6161866
It means you're fat.
>>6161886
>Imagelimit
>early
wut
>>6161894
Oh. I'm not really.
>>6161500
Hitler has only got one ball,
Göring has two but very small,
Himmler has something sim'lar,
But poor old Goebbels has no balls at all.
Sorry reminded me of the song. Congrats But is it just a referral or have you already seen the gender therapist? I got referred too like 3 months ago.
