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Last time>>6126201
First for angsty teenage rock.
pls recommend more
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoRxx9DmvnM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k3ChrdJoBCk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3exGGeeVJcU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BwTCjiuME48
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jE-Krlqi4fk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=frPyDQWAi7I
Daily reminder that BDD is a meme
>>6127287
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDl0LLH4q7I
>tfw you could pass if you lost weight probably
:333
>>6127268
I work in a despair factory. It's great we get free samples. Hopefully I can leave soon because gigs are picking up.
It could be a good idea, but if your gut is saying no, I probably wouldn't
>>6127291
I can think of 2 trips that easily have BDD
>you will never be a cute Japanese virtual idol
why live desu
>>6127287
I got you f a m:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VuoJHF6MjL4
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=7PdMAyLOjS4
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=oP-WT3apPwA
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=eavTraB-Xmc
>>6127299
And they are?
>>6127299
BDD isn't real, it's just a shit meme.
PSA: trading (You)s for head pats. Limited time offer!
>tfw you get hugboxed by everyone around you because you clearly look like a massive man
>>6127303
Elanna, Pleb, special mention for angie despite not being a trip
>>6127308
I would like one please
>>6127296
I fear that my bodybuilding and milk obsession in childhood has cursed me with a permanent superhero physique. If I get to a anorexic weight and still have big shoulders then I'm cancelling transition
>>6127310
But I don't have BDD.
Like here is my body.
Do I really have to point out the flaws?
>>6127310
Phienchen also has BDD, because she honestly looks pretty cis girl tier but still hates herself.
>>6127314
Ok your hideous. Now fuck off and kill yourself hon
>>6127307
Needs more Korn and SOAD. I know when I was an angsty teen that's all I listened to!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VAWjsVoDpm0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=239vHrwt8Rs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSvFpBOe8eY
Fuck chop suey. The God damn feels. I wish I could go back to '01 and do it all over again but better.
>>6127308
Hook an anon up please :3
>>6127309
Do you really? Or is it BDD and/or dysphoria talking?
You are not some limp-wristed, long haired, out of shape nerd? Just crazy and unable to process reality?
>>6127309
Worst feel.
>>6127313
>tfw 16" man shoulders
fug
>>6127314
no, everyone can see the tattoos
>>6127308
Like I needed incentive.
>>6127291
>>6127284
you got me :<
>>6127322
usually people just forget me, but not you.
I love you anon <3
>>6127313
>tfw never liked milk growing up except in cereal
turned me into a manlet desu
>>6127314
>that mother tattoo over the belly
how does that not trigger you?
i wanna jump into discussing the memehood of BDD and AGP but i'm still caught up in my musicing.
>>6127325
neat. i went through a korn phase for about 8 months when i was 13. but honestly, i shouldn't have posted linkin park or blink 182. i'm not after nu metal or pop punk, i'm looking more for grungey alt-rock
its not bdd if its true
>>6127308
I'll take one.
>>6127339
Only thing that triggers me is not having a Vigina and not being small
>>6127336
I won't forget you Phien. I'm not going to reveal my trip but long story short you are one of the only trips on here that I still like
>>6127312
>>6127326
>>6127332
good girl *head pats*
>>6127336
Soph I'm 109% better today and I wanted to say ilu <3
>drive home from university
>have to fill tank
>gas station dude hits on me
>tells me that a cute girl like me shouldn't be so tired
>gives me a redbull for free
topkek
>>6127314
We love u Angie! Just get a BBL and your body will be the bomb.
>>6127289
I know right! STDs!
Trangender dating sites have been shit for me.
>>6127297
Huh? Where do you gig? Also, am I supposed to deny myself the pleasures of the flesh? How do you dela with it?
Can anyone explain what this (you) meme is all about? I feel like an idiot not understanding all the fun you gals are having!
>>6127350
But she doesn't
You're just blind by the flaws
>>6127340
BDD is honestly the worst /mtfg/ meme.
>>6127341
>tfw mom says I would pass if I started wearing gril clothes and losing weight would help
>tfw other people say I pass already even though I don't
Trannies are by far the worst hugboxers though.
Never trust a tranny.
>>6127338
I say this with love here. You people really need to get outside more. Go to WalMart and just sit there on a bench out front. You will see women from every walk of life enter. You will also notice that all these features they complain about cis women have as well. Unless you're trying to be a super model there's nothing abnormal about narrow hips and broad shoulders.
Source: I don't work for WalMart but I work in them.
You know what it's good about being a girl? That you learn on your girly mistakes. What was a thinking!? That bleaching eyebrows would be good idea.
Thankfully my eyebrows grow fast in the mean time I will use brown pencil on it.
>tfw anything to do with early transitioners
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/magazine-36141165
FUCK FUCK FUCK
>>6127340
Oh my god maddie your exceptional good. Like wow, congrats!
>tfw shoulders
>>6127359
>eyebrows /lgbt/
>see this
>wonder why the fuck somebody would to anything to eyebrows
>>6127347
awww, youre SO NICE <3
Ilu <3
>>6127348
YAY! that makes phie happy :3
I also had a better day today than yesterday for some reason. shortly after leaving I caught my reflection in a bus window and actually looked ok for a change. dat confidence boost
>>6127329
I may resort to starvation so I can get bome wasting. I actually think I have above average bone density. Even as a child. I got my thumb jammed in a door hinge and the x-ray showed no fractures.
Fell from the roof once when helping dad clean the gutters. No broken foot or leg. No injury. Just a day of sprain.
Was capable at 12 years of age to take punches in the stomach like Houdini and ability that the other guys couldn't match.
Lost balance on a snowboard and landed at every bad angle possible. No injury.
Accidentally gave another kid a concussion with my skull in the playground after I ran into him. I was fine though.
To this day never suffered a bone break or injury to this day.
Extremely high pain tolerance. Was Indian burn champion because I never showed pain or yelled "uncle"
I am the real unbreakable.
>tfw ugly men don't always make pretty girls
>>6127358
>that time my psychiatrist said 'i dont think you need to worry about it so much, there are lots of ugly cis women'
lol thanks bitch
just finished
I like the result, just waiting on some leds, new mouse and pad, and some anime figurines
>>6127306
>>6127311
trying to deny the existence of a condition kinda makes it seem more like you're trying to repress something like the /pol/ shitposters who come here to obsessively deny the legitimacy of trannies and transition
>>6127322
cis girls hate themselves too anon
>>6127329
>tfw 16" man shoulders
>fug
srsly fuck off at this point
>>6127369
idk
pic related turned out pretty good
>>6127340
You gave me jealousy pangs
In teh spirit of not hugboxing, you're 89% there
>>6127375
well done kayla
>>6127353
(You)
pic related (at least for me)
>>6127359
Bleaching eyebrows is fine you can still pencil them in. You can clip and shave them too and pencil in the uneven areas.
>>6127340
O-oh. Hi.
>>6127378
>tfw have okay facial features for passing but the outer face silhouette ruins it
>>6127375
nice you should write a song for Pink guy about it
>>6127366
>dat confidence boost
You deserve those <3
>>6127366
woo hoo! Glad to hear it luv !<3
>>6127373
Wow, way to be rude for no reason. There's no fucking cis archetype. The world is nothing but variation. Focus on your voice, behavior and body language, and stop dwelling on your shoulders which aren't even that fucking bad to begin with...
>>6127381
for a 120 year old roll top desk it looks okayish, just wanted a comfy computer station for cheap.
>>6127350
I decided to go with the worst (read: most honest) pic I have so you can laugh the most
https://unsee
.cc/gasutori/
>>6127375
Don't forget a mechanical keyboard! It'll change your life. I 'll never go back.
>>6127382
Oooh getting replies and not being ignored? Thank u korra!
:3
>>6127367
That's neat, i've broken my arms 3 times.
>>6127387
It was a joke numb nuts
>>6127390
sorry, i was talking about my psychiatrist, i dont think you are being a bitch at all
>>6127392
hella qt
>>6127392
You look like you could be maddies sister
Also you look fine especially considering you just started hrt
>>6127388
awww <3 :3
>>6127389
yay!!!
I wonder if I can get myself to play more FF9 today, I am still in cleyra. everytime I start playing I start getting a lot of messages. and then Id rather talk to people than just play.
>>6127392
Holy fuck just looking at my face makes me want to kill myself. One eye i s like halfway down my face. My skin looks like it's melting. Jfc I had to delete it. Welp my day is ruined.
>>6127179
I don't think they took into account that in straight outta Moria
>>6127310
>>>imblyming
>>6127340
I've been trying to tell everyone this.
>>6127393
yeah when I can afford one, and a new computer. I have a new 30 inch monitor but I am keeping it in the box for when I move.
>>6127399
sorry I forgot even suicide is a joke to you
>>6127400
Now I feel like a butthole. Sorry. Tired, cranky, son has been cranky and not looking forward to work. I'm on a short fuse :(
>>6127392
I can never see your pics :(
>>6127407
lol I may be guilty of this :3
>>6127392
>deleted within 3 minutes
*pouts*
>>6127392
Yeah you cray-cray. I think you'll do just fine. You even look a lot like maddie, so there's someone ahead of you to compare your progress. You just need to put in the time and effort.
>F A G G O T S
>A
>G
>G
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>>6127411
oh its just lilly being an autist and posting screen caps out of context.
Well time to go for the day, you guys can have your precious lilly and rawr
>>6126411
You should probably get better taste in loved ones.
https://unsee.
cc/gepusota/
BDD only true for beautiful people like Phienchen or Cornflakes. It's not true for me
>>6127367
Fucking badass. Stay a man and become a superhero. The world needs you.
>>6127420
not everybody who knows you are full of shit is a disgusting man like larry or rawr you dumbfuck
did you or did you not post this BB shotgun in the context of "fuck this I am done with life" ?
>>6127424
my torso is less femme than that and it doesn't stop me from passing
>>6127421
We're all our own worst critics
But do try smiling. You'll be happier about your looks I'm sure
>>6127424
At least you are not overweight.
>>6127329
You either have untreated depression, or you're too lazy for words.
>>6127424
Iktf.
>>6127424
nice
gib pls
>>6127421
oh ;~; sowwy
Iktf tho. I dont take pictures anymore unless Its absolutely necessary. they just make me cry.
>>6127375
looks hella nice. I wish I had talent for something other than shitposting desu
>>6127416
thats okay, youre allowed to <3
>>6127432
Smiling is a great advice.
>born with penis
>"i-imma a g-girl"
LMAOing @ your lives
>>6127432
>But do try smiling
smiling is hard anon keep that in mind. But yeah you are right she should try.
>>6127432
My face looks fucked up when I smile desu
>>6127441
>>/int/
>>6127419
>Fucking electrode taking out my piplup.
I hate you
>>6127445
Fucking this. I have permanent bitch face and hate when people say to smile. It's terrifying when I do.
>>6127424
Blu u are going to be a pretty gryll
>>6127448
it does matter
we don't need disgusting fetishists like him or larry in here
>>6127439
Post a selfie. Like snap a pic and post it. Nao.
>>6127436
What do you mean, anon?
>>6127446
best board desu
>>6127409
That band you linked me yesterday - this land is now dead. - they're local! They're from a city 2 hours away from me.
I thought the production was kinda weird, though. I can see why they called it the haunted basement demo.
>>6127450
>>6127445
Practice in the mirror. You can get a good looking smile, it just might not be what you're naturally doing now.
And it's better than pouting, no matter how bad you think you look.
>>6127442
>>6127440
Everyone loves to see a smile! I hate mine because of my pointy chin but I still smile all the time.
>>6127424
Where are your hairs?! Like none at all? I still have full carpet after 3 years on HRT.
>>6127421
I luv u friend! No matter how bad you look, I'll be by your side to make you look beautiful by comparison.
>>6127457
maybe after ffs. I dont plan to take any more pictures before. and after, Idk, maybe.
>tfw you look more feminine when you look sad or tired than when you smile
>>6127462
I epilate my whole body
>>6127464
Oh come on. Just one. You know you want to.
>>6127423
How can u guys be so skinny? Being a fucking fatso is shit.
bored
insult me for still passing
thanks
>>6127353
That won't help my extremely large rib cage
>>6127358
Most people who shop at Walmart can't be classified as human.
This what average woman looks like.
It's pretty bad i'mo
>>6127377
Because BDD really doesn't exist.
Everytime my therapists have claim to say I have it, I've proven them wrong every single time.
Even my fellow employees tell me I'm still very masculine looking
>>6127470
no.
>>6127461
Meh I'll consider it. This is my closest to smiling that I do and it keeps people from talking to me. Anxiety defeated! Success
>>6127471
its called dedication
>>6127474
>>6127472
You have a fucked up eye.
>>6127432
Fine a very very very drunk smile
https://unsee
.cc/ganotimu/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H7HmzwI67ec
how can i be trans when i woke up happy today. hung out with my friends and got validated as a man and that made me feel happy. i only feel dysphoria when im alone. im not trans. im just lonely.
>>6127472
You look awful
>>6127479
Wow, you pass 100%. You look like my older sister's best friend.
>>6127488
Much better.
More smiles.
Less cries.
I look like a gross ugly hon
Also hormones made my crimson chin even more noticeable.
Someone pls kill me
>>6127488
10x better
And your rbf pic wasn't bad to begin with
>>6127498
Hrt made my face more masculine too ;_;M
>>6127493
this video reminds that i should repress harder and get a gf to see if this shit goes away.
i bet this trans stuff is just the result of internet porn and lonliness, and the trans feels in my childhood, lets just ignore that.
>>6127472
*insults*
>>6127483
w-why are you bothering me senpai...
do you want to make me sad?
>>6127504
Hrt and ffs made my face a lot more masculine
i always feel comfy when i link /pol/ to the general :^) keep me sane boys. dont let me turn into them.
>>6127495
Thanks. I hear it a lot but I still deal with a lot of anxiety about it. Plus just general social anxiety. No one has clocked me or made it aware that they have clocked me since I went full time 3 years ago but I from time to time just get these long dank stares from strangers. My wife it's because I'm 6'2 with a bitch face and I stand out for that but I really am not sure.
>>6127512
I'm the alpha male of mtfg tbqh
>>6127511
>tfw could've passed better at 3 months hrt than I do now at 3 years
>tfw look more manly than my dad and most guys my age now
Hrt a shit
>>6127517
step aside you puny omega manlet
>>6127456
oh so you're just shitposting, thanks for making that clear
are you the same anon who obsessively calls them larry in every thread they post in and like half the tranny threads in general?
also, again, not like them admitting any shit would change anything and banish them from the thread or whateves
>>6127473
>Because BDD really doesn't exist
>Everytime my therapists have claim to say I have it, I've proven them wrong every single time
yeah see trying to deny that a condition exists in general out of your personal anecdotes is the same kind of shit that anti-trans shitposters do and makes it seem like you might be repressing something
>Even my fellow employees tell me I'm still very masculine looking
ok? that doesn't rlly prove BDD doesn't exist
>>6127477
well ur definitely not worse off than EVERYONE here tho u do have some progress to make
if I can manage to pass then it's not really as hard as most here make it out to be
>>6127504
Same, everyone thinks I become more handsome and manly than before.
My body looked more feminine on T than it does now on E.
>>6127511
trip on nikky
>>6127518
>tfw hrt made me look like a faggot
>>6127521
My nose got bigger on hrt and now it's stopping me from passing.
>>6127510
I am not trying to make you sad. I just thought this might be a good confidence building exercise, since you are feeling good right now.
Guess I was wrong. I apologize for being pushy.
All memes aside I think I've progressed pretty well in the past 10 months
I don't hate my body as much
I don't hate my voice as much
Everything in general is just better
>>6127521
>>6127526
kek. freaks.
>>6127523
That's apengie
>>6127518
Iktf
my stupid manlet of a dad had one job and that was passing on his manlet genes but he failed to do even that
FUCK YOU DAD
>>6127472
you have a pretty masculine facial structure
>>6127517
>>6127519
NO! SPARTAN IS CHAMPION. REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. SPARTAN STRONK
>>6127531
Unfortunately reality disagrees with your delusions.
>>6127531
My life has gotten better in the last 2 years too. Life has become tolerable
still have crippling social anxiety and confidence issues tho
>>6127525
I just look like an average 23 guy.
>>6127537
>tfw dad and younger brother is taller than me but i'm 10 times more masculine
>>6127526
My chin got more squareish on hrt and i also am growing in height.
CAN SOMEONE FUCKING STOP THIS ALREADY???
I want some polfag to smash this ugly masculine body to ugly XY chromosome containing bloody mud.
>>6127517
You're not the male of anything, slut ;)! Hahahahaha
>>6127540
I know :)
and yet I pass
feels pretty good tbqh
>>6127520
Ok BDD exists for people certain people who actually have no flaws.
But when people say I have BDD, it annoyes me because they are wrong.
Example, people here have claimed my jawline is fine when in fact it is very masculine
>>6127542
their delusions about hating themselves less?
you rlly need to put a little more thought into your shitposting
>>6127545
I thought you were hyper masculine not average
>>6127543
then whats the fucking point. transition is a whole lot of work for little back. i can get more results just repressing. its easy to have confidence as a man. just get agressive and fight anyone who gets in your way.
>>6127534
And this person makes that I look like some ape but doesn't have biological evidence
>>6127545
I look more masculine than most guys my age too even with me being on HRT for 14 months already. I can physically outman any man even with 0 T.
>>6127555
Well had I not transitioned I'd probably have jumped off a bridge by now
>>6127557
Your face looks similar to that of a gorilla. What more evidence do I need?
>Got the flu
>All the coughing made my voice go super deep
>If I try to make my girl voice all that comes out is whispering
God I hate getting sick
>>6127546
My eyes got manlier on hrt tbhon and one of my eyes is deformed and fucked up now.
My ears are also masculine and huge now.
>>6127553
I am but I mean I just look like a 23 years old man.
>>6127558
>tfw 3 years hrt and more masculine than pretty much all men
>>6127528
its okay, youre a good person <3
pic related (I hope its the right one)
>>6127519
>>6127517
I am manlier than ALL of you easily
>>6127565
At least you're not korra.
Welp, sleep lag from insomnia is catching up now. Off to sleep.
CUL8R sluts!
i want to fight the jew doctors who thought it was a good idea for such a manly man like myself to take hormones tbqh
>>6127549
I'm pretty sure "have no flaws" isn't a requirement, everyone has flaws, it's about seeing a distorted view of yourself out of step with the reality everyone else sees
>But when people say I have BDD, it annoyes me because they are wrong.
ok but the way you reject it seems kinda suspicious tbqh, maybe it's just your frustration
my jawline is pretty masculine too, like more so than that, but a lot of women that are considered very attractive have masculine jawlines too, it's not like it's a death sentence
what the fuck is with all my vidya chars being depressed sacks of shit all the time?
>>6127561
Except you features you pointed out aren't found on an ape.
You're grasping straws by claiming something without any evidence.
>>6127571
Just stop taking hormones then
>>6127566
nope >>6127540 confirmed it
sorry mein führer
you can still be my eva tho if you want
>>6127559
i refuse to suicide. it makes me angry about losing.
>>6127572
Any masculine features on a woman is a major deal breaker.
Women should look soft, not rough
>>6127569
Korra is better off than me.
>>6127565
>My eyes got manlier on hrt tbhon and one of my eyes is deformed and fucked up now. My ears are also masculine and huge now.
my sides
>>6127571
im self medding pimozide in two weeks :)
>>6127582
Come on now.
>>6127578
>addicted to creating Japanese characters online
Fuck. Now I'm really depressed.
reminder that the only winning move in the tranny game is not to play
>tfw even christine-chan passes better than you now
>>6127584
Ecks dee my man.
>>6127587
He is better off than me, so is edgar and potc too.
>>6127581
I mean ur welcome to your opinion of course but more widespread ideas of attractiveness tend to disagree, look at actresses and models and how many of them that are considered very attractive have some androgynous or masculine features
>one of my eyes is deformed and fucked up now.
I'm going to a psychiatrist today, trying to get them pills to stop being sad. What should I expect? I've only been to psychologists. Will he just ask me what's up like a therapist or will he just go straight to the point and ask me what he needs to know to diagnose me? Hope it's the second one, I hate talking about myself too much.
i grew my hair out and now i hate it..there is no winning
>>6127607
lol I never noticed that
estrogen made me grow another penis ;-;
>>6127520
I know I just have to start working. At what point should hrt start changing the face enough to see?
>>6127577
I saw this band called Caust once at an Ethiopian restaurant. It was gnarly, I scraped my elbow in the mosh pit.
https://caustva.bandcamp.com/album/page-turner
QUESTIONS
1) What makes a butt a good butt?
2) Why does this board's trannies constantly tell chasers and femboys that they're repressed trannies? Is it so we don't feel so alone? Is it so we can snare some more hons to make us feel better about ourselves by comparison? I find the latter harder to believe though.
>>6127604
as in HRT or antidepressants? ymmv but SSRIs sucked for me and put me in an even worse space. I still have residual effects even having come off the 2nd lot months ago, which includes dissociation and panic attacks that I didn't get before.
>>6127609
iktf
i'm happier with short, no more experiments with length for a while
>>6127615
iktf
>>6127616
For me it went from about 6 months to a year I noticed the biggest differences. DESU my face didn't change a lot though so everyone's different
>>6127592
everyone is.
>>6127616
Until you see? Hard to say, depends on how objective you think you can be
Until others see? A few months probably.
>>6127599
And opinions are fine but who if a guy or woman is attracted to masculine features on a woman, they might as well just date a man
>TFW left mtfg because I had a horde of angry anons telling me I'm ugly and should die
>came back now
>everyone is depressed because of how they look
Gee, I wonder how that feels?
>>6127604
I've been going to a therapist and saw someone else for anti depressants last week.
They'll ask about your situation, what kind of medication you want, health questions, how the meds work, etc. total time was hour and a half. But no idea if it's like that in general
>>6127624
>untied shoe
Autism
>>6127424
How'd you get your nipples to look like that? It doesn't look like you have any breast tissue.
hehe. i have a get of jail free card for transition. this country doesen support trannies :)
>>6127624
me on the right
>>6127630
>tfw /mtfg/ thinks you look like chris-chan
>>6127616
your mileage may vary but for me it was like a year before I suddenly realized how much I'd changed in general
makeup and hair and skin care and style is a big part too
>>6127620
>2) Why does this board's trannies constantly tell chasers and femboys that they're repressed trannies?
we'll stop when it stops being true
>>6127629
again, you're free to think whateves but more majority ideas of attractiveness would generally disagree with you
they're STILL fucking. i should be enjoying this. why is this making my stomach turn so much.
>>6127645
no
>>6127642
Good luck anon. For what it's worth I'm on day 5 of Wellbutrin
>>6127578
The cotton ball thing is understandable - not to the point of running away, but the texture is so disgusting.
>tfw mtfg thinks you look like maddie
I'm OK with this
>>6127628
Yeah desu I don't see any difference here. This is like a year apart but two months on
https://unsee
.cc/temugida/
>>6127650
>thinks femboys are repressed trannies
fuck you and your prejudice mate
back to /pol/ with you
I'm glad I dropped trip. Now I can just wonder around as a bitter, heartbroken anon.
>>6127578
>you can still be my eva tho if you want
deal!
I still want to keep my title tho
>>6127654
You look like my old friend who was probably autistic but still got a lot of girls, are girls attracted to spergs?
I fucking hated that faggot.
>>6127663
a better, more attractive maddie/5
>>6127602
I know that feel. I noticed the supraorbital foramen, not the ridge but the part below the eyebrow and directly above the eye, extends slightly farther down on my right eye.
It's only noticable when my head is down and I'm looking up but fuck me; I'm deformed and now I can't not check it every time I'm in front of the mirror.
I am stopping HRT this time for real
I am going to be a masculine alpha male man I was born to be.
>>6127667
Deal:3
>>6127665
I don't think they all are nessesarily but many do end up transitioning and, aside from it being very sad, the amount of them that I've seen post that they plan to sudoku once their youthfulness/femininity fades strongly suggests deeper repression imho
>>6127677
You can be an alpha male without stopping hrt you know.
Hrt barely does anything anyway.
>>6127663
Wait....
Damn. How did you get from the left to the right? I only saw you when you started hormones. You're some dude on the left but I thought you were a cute faggot when you started hrt two months ago. Now you're an androgynous girl.
>>6127688
Uh Idk I didn't do anything reall. Just shaved and grew my hair. And no I do not look like a girl.
>>6127686
Yeah, you are right. I guess I'll stay put.
>>6127677
same. im not even gonna start. with more and more time goes by. i become more and more disgusted with myself.
>>6127700
What pictures is the other guy referring to?
>>6127700
An androgynous girl, not a girl-girl.
Maybe it's just the lighting, you look paler. I wonder how much of an effect plucking eyebrows has.
>>6127700
I honestly think you're wrong. I overlayed your photos and there was a big difference. I can share if you'd like.
>>6127703
Good.
I mean i'm pretty manly on hrt and with long hair, these things don't really matter.
>>6127710
i might remain here but ill never drink the koolaid
>>6127713
please no......
watch this retarded ugly man take hormones in a foolish futile hope he'll pass one day.mylife
#epic
>>6127716
Okay I will not. But I promise you there is a big difference :) It's there yo.
>>6127677
> not able to be alpha on HRT
Pretty weak, changing to make the world less mean to you by accepting its definition of you over yours, instead of changing the world. Is this the essence of the alpha?
>>6127718
Become either the greatest tragedy or the great success story. Become a legend.
>>6127723
The person who mentioned you looked like an androgynous girl said they saw a picture comparison; I was just wondering where the photo is
>>6127711
My brows were insane before. Even now the're too thick but I have to guy mode. My skin changed like immediately. By two weeks, the tone,colour, texture was completely different.
>>6127715
OK anon.
I ate a weed yesterday and I'm gonna eat a weed today!
>take lewd pics for your boyboy
>get slightly on the mood from doing it
Am i agp now
>>6127734
i'll kill myself. why should i become even more misrable.
>>6127731
Ohh. It was an unsee, I deleted it
>>6127732
What's your dosages, fempai? I'm at week 3 and I wish my skin was as flawless as yours. I don't think I've noticed shit.
I want to pass!
>tfw you just wanna sleep all day but you have responsibilities and people worry about you
>>6127743
>fempai
i-is this new? I love it!
>>6127747
Iktf
>>6127714
It kinda does feel amazing that I can outman any man, really.
Imagine the look on men's jelly faces when they found out I have no T and still be more manly than they ever will.
>>6127715
/pol/-chan, you are going to drink the koolaid sooner or later, bb
>>6127749
Fempai's from femgen, but why not appropriate a cute title?
>>6127749
slept like 10 hours last night and I still almost just fell asleep at my desk during my lunch break at work ;~;
What's the ratio of autistic or non-autistic roll players to actual people who are trans or suffering from dysphoria?
I see a few of the trip kids in the other threads saying stuff like they have a vagina or just generally lying. So I know for a fact at least some of the trannys on this forum (like most) are just spouting shit.
I'm also very curious on the age most seem to claim to have started HRT. It seems like a lot of false flagging happens here and not in a fun spirited way like /pol/
>>6127740
Do you think everyone here is more miserable than before they started transitioning?
Regardless, if you're trying to repress, lurking in an mtf thread might not be healthy for your sanity.
>>6127750
Yeah, people get more scared of me though and give me looks because i'm so intimidating.
>>6127741
Wow I kind of love femapi. I was low dose 2mg e, 50mg cypro for two weeks. the I moved up to 4mg. But that pic was at seven weeks.
When I started hrt, I have a pretty strict skincare thing too
>>6127757
>>6127754
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TSK2jDkQLDg
except i wont. because ill never pass. i live through the ones who do. i have no delusion that i can join in such things. it is was not meant for me. and when it becomes for me to bear. when the i can no longer live a lie.
i. will. die.
i have a firearm in my gun safe i can use any day i want. for the day when my strength fails. 1st Amendment ftw.
>>6127745
Me toooooo. Tfw ugly tittytoyboy forever
>>6127758
Not her, but I think everyone's vanity goes up and they become harder on themselves. They started a miserable dude and begrudgingly knew they shouldn't like what they see in the mirror. Now they're thinking they need to like it when a little self-acceptance probably needs to be prescribed as well.
>>6127771
2nd...?
>>6127774
>tfw man beast
;_;
>>6127758
maybe not for you. BUT for me. i know ill be more miserable.
even worse is that i fail and estrogen destroys my testosterone fuelled capacity to kill myself.
>>6127779
You arent though
Stop being a bully to yourself
>>6127778
i mistype. regardless. i have a way out.
>>6127308
hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi
>>6127781
Why do you think it's not for you?
>>6127783
I am though.
>tfw so useless I can't pass when people who are way worse off can
r i p
>>6127765
Yeah, I probably need to up my skincare routine. My skin is "better' now but it was shit before so better is "almost normal" now. There's plenty of "battle scars" from my acne as well.
2mg e is way better than what I'm taking. I was started on a 1.23 mg patch used for menopause. But it says it delivers "0.075mg/day" so it's basically just to counter the side effects of lowering my T I suspect.
Hopefully when I go back next week she'll increase one or both.
>super tall (6") like a proper man
>super big barrel chest like that of a proper man
>super big nose like that of a handsome male villian
>super big chin like that of a cartoon superhero
>super prominent brow bone like that of a handsome prehistoric man
>super narrow pelvis like that of a proper bipedal man
>body of a regular dad (one cannot be 100% perfect, can they) + gyno
>0 T
If I entered Mister Universe I would win.
how can I get cuddles irl
>>6127788
ive already explained this to my gender therapist who i walked out on and never went back to. hugboxing hon.
i wont pass. i am not expecting hrt to fix anything. its better to repress than be a digusting abomination who does not pass. its better this way. one day i'll wake up unable to function and ill pull the trigger and ill be done. i really dont care.
my coping methods keep me sane for the time being. i enjoy the little things in life. my work is stable.i go out and drink with the guys. im glad to enjoy these things before i go.
>>6127774
>tfw handsome alpha male with gyno forever
>>6127755
do you mean to say that its from mtfg?
we ve stolen it now, annexed it, integrated it. its ours.
>>6127756
oh, that sounds like exhaustion ;~;
are you stressed a lot lately?
Ive been sleepy mostly from not sleeping enough. only like 4-6 hours per night for days
Who here has a boyfriend? What's he like? Do you have cuddles after sex?
woa....
If dubs I kill myself tonight
>>6127788
The usual response is a supernatural power of precognition, allowing knowledge of the unknowable to absolve them of any responsibility for taking any action to improve their lives.
>>6127802
i wouldent know. i am a sociopath incapable of love.
>>6127802
I have a fiancée. She's wonderful and the best person in the world. Crazy intelligent, really creative and artistic. Great cook. We cuddle all the time anyway.
>>6127802
yes.
he's handsome and confident and for some reason he likes me. I think he just has bad taste in girls tbqh. not his fault
yes. not only after sex tho. I get extensive cuddles twice a day.
>>6127798
Is being a "disgusting abomination" worse than being dead? Don't you want to live? Don't you want to want to live?
>don't feel remotely trans
>99,99% okay with being a guy
>go hours upon hours without having any trans-related thoughts (including even thoughts about transistors or engine transmissions)
>speak to a trans friend
>they get me to the brink of transitioning
>i literally cannot stand the thought of not being a girl anymore
>this goes on for a while before i cut off communication and things go back to normal until i start feeling bad for leaving them without warning (forgetting the negative impact talking to them has on me)
>>6127804
you know what. fuck it. dubs i open my gun safe and shoot myself.
This thread is now /Mascgen/, I am your Host and King
Bow down to me ye unfaithful femme subjects.
>>6127802
Kill all men.
>>6127801
>are you stressed a lot lately
ummm not really... I don't usually get stressed by anything. idk it's weird. maybe its just the weather
>4-6 hours a night
that doesn't sound fun ;~; I would hate to miss out on that much sleep
>>6127802
I do! I love him he's so nice and protective and caring of me. it's long distance tho so kinda hard :\
we don't really have sex when we meet because I haven't had srs tho but we cuddled a lot last time we were together
>>6127794
Iktf
Idk how they pull it off. Like w enough friends that help with like dressing, make up and stuff^??
Barely know how to do brows and apply mascara n liner after 1.5years
>>6127817
Sssh sssh.
Everyone's going to be okay, Anon.
Go look at something peaceful for a while.
>>6127820
>not "kill all women"
A G P
G
P
Maddie is the cutest
tfw boobs aren't big enough
>>6127830
yes she is
>>6127828
what utter shite lel
>>6127814
newsflash, you're writing in /mtfg/... you're browsing this general. kinda self explanatory, don't you think? if you think you can carry on repressing then why are you hanging out here?
>>6127831
are the dreams in which youre dying the best you've ever had
>>6127830
Maddie is the cutest desu fempai
i hope i get to hug maddie someday
Who's your best friend(s) here mtfg?
>>6127827
Makeup and being delusional as hell I think.
I don't even look slightly feminine after 3 years.
>>6127829
B-but I want to get killed as well.
>>6127831
500 S&W, what a way to go.
Bye anon..
>>6127818
tfw no masc bf to beat me up and tell me I'm worthless
>tfw any my relationship with guys would be classified as a masc4masc relationship
>>6127845
I want to share a bottle of ketchup with Kayla.
>tfw both your gf and your sugardaddy have to get on viagra to have erections
>>6127845
for me that is an easy one:
phienchen
moap
ms leri
elanna (even tho we don't talk much in the threads)
marcy
that one anon
>>6127845
kari, beep and a swiss anon.
>>6127845
My best friend isn't from here but she woke me up with this pic this morning
>>6127845
Youuuu!! <3
>>6127800
._. It hurts when you realize it
Want to throw up just because how true it is.
>tfw you arent fat but have to wear huge hoodie to hide it all
>feel fat and more dysphoric than ever bcus of it
Accomplished nothiiing here
>>6127848
>delusional
Totally. Its so easy to just think you look like you do in your good pics. That are like taken from a tree above you
>>6127854
Worst feel.
>>6127822
yeah, changes in weather can cause that ;-;
or maybe you slept too much?
>that doesn't sound fun
my own fault, I just wanted to get up early to catch GSL finals last weekend, and proleague yesterday. its only bad when I feel too forced :3
>>6127845
uhm
Elanna, cornflakes, Korra, Fashionanon, Birdy, isla, spartan, Lily and probably some I forgot. my memory sucks
>>6127855
>that pic
h-hey, thats my avatar in steam and discord ;~;
>>6127870
Cybah! X}
>>6127817
>>6127831
>>6127852
now im sad. what if they could have really been a beautiful girl ;_;
>>6127845
no friends :D
;_;
>>6127863
I didn't even do anything
>tfw u get kicked out of the femgen skype group because they don't believe ur a femboy
Smh
anyway last day of class 2day, feeling very teacherly
>>6127831
is the alternate universe where kayla 2.0's gun doesent jam
>>6127871
>thats my avatar in steam and discord
Nobody fucking cares. Kys, my man.
>>6127883
>tfw not even feminine enough to be a femboy
>>6127883
you do realise is was Hannah who snitched on you, Kyutsket
>>6127870
I wasn't recommending .500 S&W, anon posted her gun earlier in the thread. Anon must wanna really say "fuck you" to her dysphoric brain, and her skull, and whatever is behind the wall in the path of the bullet
>>6127845
Hmm...
I like taking to Faye, Elanna, Korra, Maddie, Joan, and Edie the most. I feel like I'll have to get my Skype active if I want to get to know any of them better than just one-off conversations or playful lewds, though.
>>6127890
I tried, but its fucking hard. got any tips?
>>6127883
Why do you always stand in that stupid fucking pose that makes your upper body look even larger?
And why do you look 20 years older than you actually are while everyone else looks younger?
So much of a loser even the L is backwards
Good morning /mtfg/~
Friend brought wine to hang out yesterday o.o
3 bottles gone now though!
>>6127845
i don't do friends desu
i'm a lonely person by nature
>>6127903
pls leabe cisgurl
>>6127845
>you'll never be anyone's best friend here
>>6127871
>maybe you slept to much
I don't think that's possible for me...
either way I don't have that headache that I usually get after oversleeping. I'm just, tired.
>its only bad when I feel too forced :3
that's very true!! I used to stay up super late to play dota with my boyfriend a couple time zones over. missing sleep didn't feel as bad because it was worth it
>>6127845
Friends are for losers
All of my friends dropped me for being a hon piece of shit too.
>>6127903
LEAVE CIS GIRL REEEE
>>6127912
>calling me cis
gr8 fucking meme
im too ugly for that lmfao
>>6127854
I have a southern boy who does that for me :3
>>6127918
>>6127919
Sometimes I think "maybe I'll try posting in /mtfg/ today" but then I change my mind, always. I have been lurking this shit for 3 years now and I have only posted maybe a dozen times. I guess it's cool to see people becoming happy and stuff but like what am I doing with my life?
>>6127928
you are a pretty princess and a tall attractive male will bury his penis into yo uone day >=}
>>6127928
problem is, when you go fishing you usually need some bait
can't catch complements without bait
>>6127926
EXACTLY
>>6127931
why arent you transitioning?
>>6127917
It'll be OK. You'll make new friends who aren't bad friends.
>>6127931
Start making those first steps then anon! I'm sure you've seen people don't just start out at 100% done ^^
>>6127881
just being (You) is enough
>>6127314
Top lewd
>>6127938
not him. but because i hate myself and want to die and hormones wont fix me.
>>6127845
Just like in real life, I have no friends here. And everyone hates me now so what's the point
>>6127934
im not fishing.
I would be posting pictures where I ACTUALLY look good if I was.
These are shit meme pics like this one
>>6127933
oh great that sounds amazing
/endsarcasm
idk if i even want a man ;-;
>>6127915
I'm too shy to add anyone here ;-; a couple people have added me for some reason tho but I'm really boring so idk why they bothered
>>6127949
well what do you want? to be a girl or a boy?
>>6127949
ATLEAST YOUR FACE IS SHORT
MINE'S LIKE LONG LONG
>tfw ~3 more days till i leave
rip penis
Isla is way more feminine and beautiful than me
for real you trigger my dysphoria
>>6127931
/mtfg/ is extremely hugboxy so whats stopping you?
They even said I would be able to pass a long time ago when I asked.
>>6127939
Who needs friends when you have music and vidya?
>>6127960
me too. she looks really nice. i'm jealous.
>>6127960
your dick was the most feminine part of your body
>>6127921
tell me your secrets onee-chan
>>6127944
Korra pls!
>>6127955
You don't give yourself enough credit, you're much nicer to talk to than you think
I'm just worthless I guess
Nobody cares about me
I may as well not exist
my heart hurts again.
>>6127949
but even at your worse you look like a cis-female version of michael moore
some here look legitimately horrifying, even when they put in a reasonable amount of effort
>>6127845
Not telling, i like a lot of trips here.
>>6127960
Isla turned real qt real quick
(And she knows it)
She never really used to post on here
>>6127955
>wanting autistic tranny friends
geez dude
>>6127975
same
want to use each other as emotional crutches in a mutually self destructive relationship?
>>6127973
nooo nobody really knows who I am. some of the people who added me forgot I exist :\
and I care about you anon! you're not worthless at all. we all have a value that nobody else in the world can replace
>>6127956
i want to be a girl.
>tfw will never be a super super cute girl
>>6127958
:(
sorry anon
>>6127960
but you're so cute and nice and act so sweet and youre wonderful T_T
>>6127967
wtf
???
what???
im sorry????
idk
you can't be jealous of me im so weird and dumb
>>6127978
I don't look cis.
fact.
I do not look like a cis female.
>>6127980
i know that i dont look bad but i dont look great i mean
im kinda average...
and even at that I think i look disgusting anyways...
no matter how many compliments i get and no matter what people say to me i think i will always think im a gross abomination.
and i used to not post here frequently but i stopped using other websites and came here because friends...
and stuff
>>6127989
I dunno it was a pre-hrt pic so maybe it was hard to judge.
My delusions used to be really strong.
THIS PLACE IS JUST A GIANT HUGBOX REEEEEEEEE
>>6127983
my non tranny friends bully me for being trans :\ it's nice to have people who can relate to you
although I do try to avoid trans people irl. I have to make friends with them online to scout them out before I'd consider meeting them irl
>>6127988
I think I was talking to you last night. Nicenon? If so I know absolutely for sure I'm right. You're fun to talk to especially when I get you going about stuff you like.
As for me I'm just...
>>6128001
ikr
>>6127994
>>tfw will never be a super super cute girl
>>6127872
Oryx!
>>6127971
<3
>>6128002
I used to play Dota 2 with americans who bullied me for being a tranny but they were still nice and fun and I carried them even though my ping was like 130.
Almost all of my tranny friends have been horrible retards but I guess that's to be expected from mentally ill people.
>>6127987
ive never known what its like to hold another
>>6128014
Yea, trans ppl irl tend to be really lazy and selfish and not as cute as the pics
>>6127989
im not a girl. neither is he. im tired of pretending im anything other than a waste.
>>6128016
same. never known what it's like to be held by someone
>>6128006
nope that's not me, I haven't got a cute anon nickname. once upon a time I used a trip but nobody noticed me then either so I went back to anon. it's okay though! I like to try to be nice to everyone and help them feel better about themselves
I don't really know if I've talked to you before but I'm sure you're a really awesome person anon!! everybody has likable qualities, you just have to bring yours out!
>>6128014
the people who bullies me hardest are a neet canadian and an australian :\ luckily the people I dota with are nice
>>6128016
i envy you
life was easier when those feelings weren't memories
>>6128021
It sucks when they're asleep and you wanna roll over tbqh
Otherwise p good
>>6128002
Being friends with other trans people is usually just awful and full of complaining, sure it helps at times since you relate to each others problems but it's still so negative.
Like even being friends with a guy who thinks of having lewd with you every moment is better in the long run desu
>spend your whole life wishing you could wear a bra all day
>wear a bra all day because transgender
>dat feeling when taking off bra to go to sleep.
Ahh, trans really is a mental illness.
>>6128027
I feel shitty because I know it's hard to be friends with me because I'm always so negative. Nobody should be friends with me.
>
>>6127959
Are you going to get the hatchet wound?
>>6128020
I'm "him", faggot. Maybe you are a waste with that negative attitude but I sure as shit am not.
>>6128019
>always complaining about themselves even though they're fine and much better off than you
>delusional as fuck
>agp
>shit taste
>hugboxing
Every tranny friend ever.
>>6128022
>tfw stopped playing video games with people because I don't have a gurl voice
>tfw
...
>tfw I ran out of estrogen today so tommorrow i'll be a man so I can do this for Edie
>>6127814
Dat's some strong denial right there
>>6128035
good. get T-rage. give me a reason to fight again. this a mental illness. go fuck yourself freak.
>>6128037
nice bro
I <3 elanna
>>6128036
You forgot the autism and unemployedness
>>6128049
>you will literally never see a post like this about you
>>6128053
I <3 anon
>>6128037
Go to the pharmacy and get your hormones, bb.
What is it with trans girls and waiting until the last minute to get their prescriptions?
Otherwise, how are you doing today Faye?
>>6128053
Yup.....
I dunno
It's easier to be anonymous though
>>6128052
Why would I care if people are unemployed?
>>6128042
I don't have any T and I'm quite calm but okay. Whatever you need to tell yourself to make it easier, anon. I hope things improve for you.
>>6128059
Because roommates share rent....
My parents don't like me lol. No free rides
Hugboxers are scum.
>>6128058
I'm an insufferable trip, not anon
>>6128069
Ohhhh you're the ffs cutie
>>6128068
Passers are scum
Please kill yoursel've
>>6128061
fuck you. FUCK YOU ALL
>>6128069
wtf you aren't me
>>6128073
Wrong
Petitioning for a name change this week and it talks with my insurance about castration wish me luck please
>>6128068
i wont hugbox you
>>6128080
Then who?
>>6128083
good luck anon =b
>>6128085
then call me what i am
a gross bad fucking human boy who shoul dkill himself
>>6128056
It's mail order, you can't get injections around here locally ;-; it's been a few weeks already and it's been murder
>>6128086
Doesn't matter, you wouldn't know me, should have told you not to guess sorry.
>>6128091
ok i will
you are a sweet pretty pup girl who should live forever
>>6128075
I'm sorry, anon. Please be safe!
>>6128082
It's like being lied to, except you're convinced by it and really disapponted
>>6128091
*fishing intensifies*
>>6128091
Do you ever stop trying to get compliments?
Fucking autist
>>6128098
please dont bull shit me.
stop saying positive shit and lying to me
grr
>>6128104
>fishing
i literalyl think im an ugly piece of shit who should commit suicide.
not even kidding.
i would spoiler these posts if they weren't available so other people wouldn't be so mad but w/e
i hate myself.
>>6128103
it is literally people lying to your face and gettign away with it by false compliment
>>6128107
literally not fishing or trying to get compliments.
i fucking hate myself and think im an ugly piece of shit who should fuck off and die
kinda a stupid question but does taking only spiro have any feminization effects it does it only prevent any further masculinity?
I unironically hate compliments also.
>>6128117
idk but it helps with acne.
>>6128117
It has the slightest feminizing effect because you do have estrogen circulating naturally, it's just suppressed by t. That's if spiro represses your t production, which is a big if
>>6128116
maybe posting your butt will cheer you up Tbh
>>6128117
No its and its a retarded thing to do
>>6128117
i could explain things to you in more detail about specific hrt meds. i swatted up on a lot, because with self medding i wanted to know exactly what they were doing in my body and know the risks.
können wir ein neu faden machen?
>>6128135
deutschfaden?
>>6128136
Then kill yourself.
>>6128116
You're so beautiful! Don't kill yourself! You should be a model! Date me please.
>>6128139
i wish lol
ich kann nicht wirklich deutsch sprechen ;_;
>>6128117
lowers your blood pressure ummm and stuff
but it sucks compared to cypro
>>6128145
awwww
>>6128155
He wasn't German
New thread when
>>6128158
I love you
>>6127617
That sounds really cool desu. I'm at a work orientation thing rn, but I'll throw that on when I get out tho. The Ethiopian place by me never hosts shows ;-;
>>6128158
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rF5gt-EgH8
>>6128158
let's just stay here
fucking hell just start a new thread already
>>6128134
Pls explain spiro to me. I take 200mg daily and wanna know it it'll do anything or if I should bump it up to 300
>>6128181
add me on skype? it's easier than textwalling in thread.
>>6128178
Because you're beautiful and i wanna be in a relationship with you
>>6128181
Not that person but taking 300mg of spiro without any e sounds dumb.
>>6128181
bumping it up to 300mg is more dangerous than popping 12mg of E daily without checking your blood.
It doesn't only remove the T from your system lol
>>6128178
>genuinely thought that the pics were qt
haha not really
you were turbo ugly
please post more for mockery purposes when the new thread comes
actually, make sure they are hi-res too
i need to make a mockery mural and the canvas prints don't work if the picture is too small
fucking hell, I'll make it
>>6128183
i was trying to say germany is irrelevant lol
but okay
alles paletti m8
>>6128186
I'm at work rn so I can't ;_;
>>6128191
wow ur bitter
Who takes injections, they sent me 40 mg/ ml , 1 ml a week injections and I feel like that's a lot compared to the 20 mg/ml 2ml every two weeks I was doing
>>6128155
Herr Kurt Warnekros?
He was awesome! Though his medical knowledge was limited by the time in which he lived.
>>6128205
I take .1 ml of 20mg/ml oil every week
>>6128200
sssh you
this way i can build up my isla folder
gotta make that shrine some day
