cis girls that look trans edition
▶Informed consent providers:https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶Trans Info Dump:http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV (embed) (embed) (embed)
▶Beginner makeup resources:http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶Transition timelines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Let's see if whoever makes the next thread remembers to take this bit out
▶Voice Training:http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed) (embed) (embed)
▶HRT info:https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help:
http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶Discord: https://discord.gg/0qFz5Shp1aU3GsHK
▶Zeemaps:https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
>tfw no trans-looking gf
>tfw cop pulls you over
>excuse me ma'am
>sees your license
>oh im sorry sir
who cares I got a speeding ticket this is the best day ever
>>6120915
How wide are your shoulders? It looks good, and I'm kinda curious how bad my situation is at 17".
>>6120917
>mfw you didn't put money into ffs
>>6120918
>tfw no trans-looking gf
is that a new codeword for ugly
Tfw boobs so small that you don't need to wear a bra when you work out.
>>6120925
around 15"
!!! WEIGH IN !!!
!!! ON YOUR LOCAL DRAMA !!!
http://www.strawpoll.me/10109722
>>6120928
is that you?
>>6120925
Except I did and it really didn't help much cause I still a very heavy angular jaw, deep set eyes, still kinda squarish chin and high cheekbones wider than my jaw line
>cis girls that look trans
Who here compulsively tries to find masculine features on cis girls to clock them and feel better about yourself?
>>6120926
>tfw my bff says she wishes she was trans because trans girls are prettier than cis girls
....
>>6120930
fucking rude?
>>6120921
>How come there is no shoulder feminization surgery then :\
I don't know, but I wish it were a thing that existed. I'd get it done in a heartbeat.
>tfw got my pysch appointment to convince the NHS I need to go to a gender clinic in a week
>tfw looked up the dude I'm seeing on trans forums and stuff and he's your typical trans roadblock, asking "Are you sure you don't just hate your body because you're fat?" and stuff comes up a lot in anecdotes
I'm gonna have a whale of a time convincing him that my gender identity is because of dysphoria and nothing to do with how fucked up I am mentally
on the bright side, my parents cancelled, so hopefully I won't be seeing them again until the end of semester and I want to move straight from halls to a different house flat, not back to theirs first
then I can safely come out
>>6120895
Morning, Red! I woke up at 3 PM today lol, my sleep schedule is fuuuucked
>>6120931
Yep! I have long hair but it's up.
>>6120925
hii i think you're the person i asked about skincare a while ago but i might be wrong? and i might've said i was going to ask you about either your skincare routine or food related stuff next time i saw you? x.x;;
>tfw 16" shoulders and 5´10"
>>6120934
>Who here compulsively tries to find masculine features on cis girls to clock them and feel better about yourself?
I do it all the time! [spoiler]But I never feel better about myself ;_;[/spoiler]
>>6120918
She doesn't really look trans, more like a cis girl without any make up
>>6120930
A strawpoll is pretty disrespectful but I could do with a summary of wtf that conversation was about, my autistic mind couldn't wrap itself round all that talk of emotions
>>6120929
Please don't say your shoulders are wide. That's legitimately average for a girl.
>>6120943
staaaahp
>17" shoulders, 5'11"
>>6120932
rough
>>6120925
And here's proof of the jawline
>>6120943
Just kill me
>>6120950
I was fucked from the beginning
>tfw look like a 16yo scene skater kid
>little kids ask you if youre a girl but only because of your hair
>getting ready for bed
>notice how broad and masculine your shoulders and back are
Fuck it I didn't need to sleep anyways
>>6120934
yeah
it's one of my more effective coping mechanisms desu
Florence Welch (pic related) is deffo one of my fashion inspos, her hippy/boho kinda look is deffo what I'm aiming for eventually
>>6120930
cmon now :/
>▶Let's see if whoever makes the next thread remembers to take this bit out
ehehuhuheh
>>6120955
Little kids are stupid.
>tfw kid asks you what your name is randomly
>>6120956
mommy :( cheer up at least you pass
i look like a scene skater faggot boy
>>6120956
>getting ready for uni
>notice how broad and masculine your shoulders and back are
Iktf ;___;
you should still sleep though, Ill tuck you in and Ill hold you and pet you until you fall asleep
>>6120918
angelina jolie
>>6120943
15.5/16" (i have fat days ok) shoulders and 5'10", closer to 5'11" now because i grew a bit idk why. same shoulder width as my 5'8" sister
still look like a huge shouldered tranny
oh also
www.strawpoll.me/10107166/
MORE DATA NEEDED
>>6120956
rule number one of trannydom, NEVER look at yourself from behind
>>6120961
Florence pretty ruined ff xv for me with that god awful theme song
>>6120956
Aww. I want to give stressed, dysphoric trans girls free back/neck rubs and cuddles until they fall asleep.
It's may 2nd and I'm out of money for the month
>>6120979
dont spend it all on vidya!
>>6120965
i said 'yes' and she screamed 'NO YOURE NOT' then went to ask her mom about me or something
>>6120976
falling asleep with someone instead of being alone makes so much difference to my life, it's such a beautiful feeling
>>6120980
but robin you're like 8 inches thicker than me in the chest so honestly in comparison your shoulders aren't that bad
How to measure your own shoulders accurately?
>tfw I keep getting different measurements
>tfw all the measurements I get seem really high
Anyone else here never going to transition?
>>6120969
My mom has 16" shoulders too but she's old and mine still look huge.
>>6120980
rip lel
>>6120983
Get bullied.
>>6120976
Oh, yes, please :)
>>6120990
hrt but no social transition 4 life
today's kind of a "listen to music and lie in bed all day feeling sad" kind of day, so what music should I listen to today girls?
>>6120993
My mom and my sister both have shoulders just as broad as mine but on them they just look normal and on me super manly
Probably because i barely have boobs and my sister has like F-cups and hips so broad she barely fits through a door
>>6121002
open.spotify.com/user/11138003940/playlist/57FpVs98KxElNnRh0QvO5K
One of my favourite sad playlists.
>>6120939
the UK/nhs system just seems so fucky
im sorry robin
>>6120991
Please
You can't beat my jawline
>>6121006
>complaining about 15" shoulders
kill yourself my man
>>6121010
>tfw people look at you only because you're scary and manly
>>6120991
Well those two employees pointed out my shoulders, lack of hips, jawline, deep set eyes and hands
>>6120967
I eventually did ;_;
Just when I was starting to gain some confidence. Just takes so little for the illusion to be broken.
>>6120970
Starting to feel that this is true.
>>6120966
I'll try, mommy needs to put on a strong face.
Thanks anon :(
>>6120971
I still basically can't wear anything that exposes my shoulders or arms, no amount of hip fixes that.
>>6120976
Yes please ;~;
>talking to female older cousin
>always been super jealous of her because she basically looks like a cis, ginger, no-eyebags version of me
>"haha oh my little brother is so funny, you know what he used to think as a kid? he thought that I was born a boy and that when boys reach puberty they turn into girls! when he woke up on his 11th birthday and realised he was still a boy he was so upset; it was adorable!"
JUST
...now he's 17 and while not gruff at all (he's super not-masc in demeanor and everything which only adds to the concern) he's lanky as heck and fuck I hope I'm wrong 'cause it's not gonna be easy for him now if he is one of us
>tfw educating new parents about how to spot a potential tranny kid could make so much difference in preventing hons
>>6121017
ever tried taking a pic with a decent camera, you might be surprised
>>6120988
yeah I know
that doesn't make it better, if anything it's even worse than small torso w/ big shoulders
I'm never going to pass naked (even apart from the dick)
>>6120918
She doesn't look trans. She looks like she groomed her look to depend heavily on make-up, and so she looks like shit without it.
>>6121020
i-im not an anon im your d-d-daughter
>>6120999
ayyy you know it senpai
>>6121022
About what?
>>6121028
You're both my daughter and an anon.
>>6121014
the retarded thing is, they're excellent for physical health, it's just shit attitudes about mental health across society and the government means that mental health stuff doesn't get funded, or new blood professionals, so you end up with retardedly long waiting lists and a bunch of crusty old men complaining that you're not dressed like a barbie doll
>>6121020
My arms and shoulders look pretty manly too even when my shoulders aren't broad
It's pretty much a problem for anyone who transitioned after puberty
Still jelly of your hips though
>walking through store
>pass two employees walking side by side
>hand is down in pants, scratching pubes
>shameless
>hear one of the employees say "something something smoke pot"
>reflexively say 'yup, weed, mhm mhm'
>still scratching nuts
>look like a 16yo emo kid
>be 21 and buying alcohol
I love you all!
>>6121046
hi red
>>6121021
YES
omg my parents agree that "oh, you didn't wear dresses when you were a kid, so you must not be trutrans"
>>6121036
c-can I be your d-daughter? :3
>>6121037
This. They don't treat trans patients as at-risk or urgent in the UK.
>>6121046
I love you too red!
>>6121002
Here fampai
>>6121037
I forgot how brutal that process is, so I've heard.
ughhhhhh
After the third visit mine has the letter ready and waiting. She was wanting to after the second appointment but wasnt allowed til the third.
good morning sunshine sparkles
kinda down in the dumps again, I hate my looks so bad its got out of hand
>>6121065
i love you i wish you were my step sister
>>6121059
that's shitty. My therapist was the same way, but I managed to find a place that does IC.
alright, I've gotta go take a nap or I'm gonna fall asleep during one of my exams. (totally has nothing to do with certain people showing up)
>>6121068
Kill yourself
>>6121061
>tfw FYEB is one of my favorite music releases ever but I still haven't listened to The Brave Little Abacus
Guess how I feel?
I feel really pretty and confident!
>>6121075
same
I remember when I could load my bike up at any moment and take a 3 long trip to the desert to just forget about anything
>>6121075
your mind is even stronger now spartan, it just changed sides
>>6121078
HOLD ON LISTEN TO THAT NOW AND ILL CIRCLE THE ONES FOR YOU OK
>>6121079
How to become delusional?
>>6121071
There's no ic where i live :(
I'll get a second therapist though and someone told me she gives the letter out as soon as she sees you're really trans
>>6121079
Yayyy that's good! you deserve that ^^
>>6121080
no one of note or worth
b-but yes please make it happen
i need a big sis to bully me for looking like a scenie weenie and teach me how to put on makeup and be pretty
>>6121085
But I was gonna listen to Pig Destroyer
honestly that sounds nice, I haven't heard a lot of that stuff.
>>6121088
Wait I thought you were on HRT for a year now? Or are you self-medding? BTW, everyone abandoned ship so not sure if you saw but I mentioned my son saw your photo and asked what her name was. So lol
>>6121088
she should be legally bound to wait 6 months after the initial diagnosis
>be a girly as fuck kid, preferring to play shop than soldier, always ended up 'drafted' as a battlefield nurse/medic in boy games
>all friends girls
>get made up in toy makeup
>look mum i'm a girl
>i picked you flowers but got stung by a bee it hurts please love me
>what if i get hurt or muddy playing sport
>i-i'll just be the prince so i can be pretty too ok girls?
>what if we dress barbie in action man clothes and she drives a missile jeep, yeah thats cool
>no interest in clothes or hairstyles until some teenage autonomy, suddenly grow hair long and wear androgynous clothes
ignoring all the medical fuckery (which desu my parents did anyway) me coming out as transitioning to live as a woman was a surprise, they always thought i was just 'an individual'. because teenage girls couldn't enjoy playing video games or something idk lol
>>6121098
thats ok i dont really wanna be bullied
yes please omg
my hair wouldnt be as fun to braid now since it's no longer butte length
>>6121001
>It goes across each point where your collarbones end.
Oh, ok. So the tape measure would actually be across your front and not your back then?
I had a little trouble finding where my collarbones end, but if I did it right then I'm 16".
>>6121094
All you have to do is buy a gun and shoot yourself.
>>6121104
bullies r bad!!
am jelly of long hair >__< we can just wear cute hair bands instead...
>>6120982
I spend it on billllsssszzz
couldn't buy a cup noodle
>>6121101
What a heart wrenching & gripping story
>>6121116
ofc!! I hate hair >__< hairless is best !!
mines frizzy too omg
>>6120943
>tfw 5'8" with 17.5" shoulders
JUST
>>6121119
i bet mines frizzier though
literally just unkempt neet hair
idk how to take care of myself >.>
>>6121129
heh I'm a neet too >__<
we can compare frizzyniss and work on it together ^u^
>>6121128
Your shoulders look fine though
Why do mine look so xbox huge when they're 16" ;_;
>>6121128
Well, at least you're not tall
I have the hard stuff done on my battle station, now I have to fill the screw holes in, continue to plastic coat it and then I will install pink and blue leds hidden under all the main surfaces.
>>6120943
>tfw 18" shoulders and 6"
Can you get wet with arousal after srs or do you always need to use third party lube if you want to get fugged ?
>>6121132
oo-o-ok c: make me pretty pls
>>6121136
Wow that looks sick bro
>>6121139
Depends on surgeon and luck desu
>>6121137
>5'0
>16 inch shoulders
What's up ya cooches ?
>>6121139
depends on you and the surgeon
personally I don't rly use lube at all anymore unless I'm not in the mood when I gotta dilate
>She was trying to get dirt on him for the police.
y do ppl think this
It's over
>>6121139
From what i've heard it depends on the technique that's used and your age
And the surgeon of course
Some who do PI use urethra skin which can get wet
Suporn does something too so you could get wet
But it still needs luck
>>6121136
get out rich guy, reeeeeee
>>6121148
>implying 6 foot isn't as bad as 6.2'
>>6121154
depends on what you have and what you want
>>6121155
wut? its $10 bucks of wood and screws from the hardware store
when is $10 bucks rich?
>>6121154
Supporn I hear. Bowers is good too but she's a cunt with a God complex I've heard. She's trans and ironically one of the, if not the, most expensive surgeons.
>>6121154
I'd say brassard and suporn have the best reputation
>>6121160
I have a benis and wanna be a girl.
>all these <15" shoulders normies here
reee
>>6121116
Sure thing, rest well
>>6121046
hi red <3
give me realistic ways to m2f2m2f2m2f2m that don't end up in tumours
please its my fetish
>>6121117
its ok to be 'an individual' son, play with your dollies quietly now, mommy is busy kissing your other mommy
>>6121163
that asssssssssssssss
>>6121162
>was told bowers will use my insurance before I signed on
>now have insurance they said they won't cover bowers
>>6121148
6'2 as well :( I fucking hate being tall.
>>6121148
I bought shoes yesterday which make me 6'2" tall
I think i can never wear them
>>6121163
>me on the left
>the rest of society on the right
why did i have to be the only tall masculine superman in my familia
>>6121172
you wont find help here man iv ebeen lookin and they all encourage you to take the cancer pills
>>6121177
Unrelated curiosity. Did you live in Florida and then moved away?
>>6121172
>don't want to have tumors
pleb
>>6121172
>>6121163
>the nigger on the right in the mirror
>>6121183
>not knowing how shitty american health care is
>>6121185
5´6"
>>6121185
5'7"?
>>6121177
Miss Cock's Amazing Stories continue right after this break!
>>6121184
I live in southern cali, I never even went east of the Utah /colorado border in my life.
>>6121192
>"yeah we cover that"
>"no we don't jk"
either you are lying or you about to sue them for lying about what their insurance covers and get rich soon
if i squeeze my nips clear watery liquid comes out..it's not leaking or anything, but is this a normal side effect of hrt? has anyone else had this? a lil spooked
>>6121197
Oh okay lol I once knew a kayla and I know she frequented here
>>6121189
I am mtfttm. That's male to female to tumblr-tier male. I let most people see me as a girl and call me such but I have a short haircut and sometimes tell certain friends that I'm a boy.
>>6121201
thank you for the mental image of you squeezing your nips
>no really thanks its good because youre cute
~Official List Of Trips I Want To Cuddle With~
1. Red
2. Circe
3. Pookie (when you're older, no pedo)
4. Empress Jaye of /femgen/
5. Potatochan... major throwback I know kek but they're on hormones now and look qt
>inb4 "that's creepy"
yeah I know, I'm a freak duh
but I'm high and idc atm
>>6121101
iktf hard senpai, my parents are so heavily in denial my mum says "oh, he's just *unique*" to people
>>6121068
yo kayla wazzup
>>6121096
Oh here
Light green is emo/skramz or shit that's emo influenced.
Dark green is folk
Gray is post punk
Unmarked is industrial.
Its all rly good desu.
>>6121206
W-why >__<
im not cute!!
>>6121200
Not lying, everyone who works at my insurance place gave conflicting information because it has no central leadership, they just pay the bill for private doctors is all and I had to navigate everything myself. And no they wont cover it. If I had blue cross or kaisers I could have it but they are a $1,500 dollar a month premium.
>>6121185
fuck all, height being an issue is a meme, I'm 5 foot 11 and I know plenty of cis girls taller than me
incidentally I know a cis guy who is 6 foot 3 but could easily pass as model-tier female
>>6121207
>>6121200
insurance companies chance policies on stuff each year i'd imagine, depending on claims, new FDA approved drugs, costs etc, but i'm just guessing
>>6121201
i had that the other day when i kept thinking my nips were wet and they were. just entering a new growth phase and boob pain started up the next day. cypro yes. well that or its cancer
>>6121199
They're so cute
But i'll just tower over everyone
I wish i was 10cm smaller
>>6121209
yes u r sis
teach me how to be qt too
>>6121211
Worst trip.
>>6121216
U-uhmm
>//w//<
>>6121215
>buying wedges
>ever thinking that was a good idea
>>6121189
KEK
>tfw I know an actual nonbinary person
>tfw they used to be a total tumblrina in high school but since then they've grown up and even though they're still nb they can't fucking stand tumblr and actively troll people IRL when they bring stuff up, like, "WE ALREADY HAVE 'THEY' AS A GENDER NEUTRAL PRONOUN IN ENGLISH, FUCK OFF WITH YOUR ZE/ZIR BULLSHIT OH MY GOD"
snowflakes who aren't from tumblr can actually be really cool people
>>6121185
5'7
>>6121201
normal, lots of people here talk about it
it might turn into full-on lactation, it might not
>>6121226
>under 5'2 isn't on the list
>>6121209
yes you fucking are
>>6121226
This is accurate tbhon.
>>6121223
It's not a good idea, especially when they add 5"
But they're just the cutest shoes
>>6121213
HELP I CAN'T MAKE LIFE DECISIONS ON MY OWN
http://www.strawpoll.me/10110288/
>>6121220
y-yeah but I own it, right?
>>6121183
what if you're small and cut and don't have good sensation in your dick anyway?
>>6121226
>tfw 5'11''
>>6121226
Triggered
>>6121239
Go get a professional opinion
>>6121226
>tfw above the eternal hon height mentioned
I really shouldn't bother transitioning should I ?
>>6121236
100% AGP, congrats :^)
>>6121241
>tfw wanted to do girly shit but got screamed at for up to an hour at a time or had things confiscated if I was caught so totally repressed all fem urges and became a fat greaseball neckbeard instead because it hurt less than caring about my appearance and wanting to be fem
>>6121249
You can fix anything with effort : )))))
Good morning sunshine sparkles! I just wanted to share my progress with all you girls~
go away stalkers ew
>>6121208
Thanks. The past few days I've been in a hardcore mood, but I'll let you know if I end up listening to any of that.
>>6121248
Yeah, but there's something inbetween flat and 5 inches
It's just hard to get
>>6121251
Wouldn't I have to find it sexual attracting though? I am just jealous because I couldn't breast feed my kids like a normal mom. But then again I'm not a normal mom
>>6121254
oh no...
>>6121254
God dammit
>tfw indian man stares at you as you're walking past him
>keep walking, look behind me
>his rapey gaze follows you the whole time
>see reflection in shop window
>wearing a thin white t-shirt with nothing over the top yet again
>nips like saucers on increasingly puffy, rounded breasts
FUCK
and I'd only just got up so my hair was parted in a really guyish way that showed off my brow bossing and I hadn't shaved or anything too oh FUCK I'm a hon, total man with tits
>>6121246
BUT I DON'T WANT THE HAIRDRESSER TO KNOW I'M A TITTY MAN FAGGOT D':
I want to just go in, stick the money on the table and tell them what I want and get it over with as fast as possible
>>6121257
Pic related
>>6121262
Go to a doctor and try to get domperidon
It's off-label used to induce lactation whrn needed (in mothers after adoption for example)
>>6121226
I really wish these self-hate charts weren't so popular. Not like we need much outside assistance being unhappy, but there's so much of it available now that it's crazy.
>>6121225
Oh yeah I have an nb friend as well and like, yeah they are a little tumblr but not bad and as long as you're not being rude about it they don't care if you gender them female like they look, I think her case is a lot like many trans people where they feel too much like a fake woman so choose nb femme as a way to not offend those who in their mind feel more female than them.
IDK.
>>6121273
>BUT I DON'T WANT THE HAIRDRESSER TO KNOW I'M A TITTY MAN FAGGOT
this is the reason I haven't had my hair touched since getting it shaved off 15 months ago. I can't go to a hair salon without looking like a freak and they will probably fuck my hair up.
>>6121254
>my future.jpg
murder me, literally murder me this instant kek
existence is an unfunny joke without a punchline, I bet god is Seth McFarlane
>>6121274
No, it's more like you get flats or extreme shoes
You hardly get a normal heel length like 6cm or something
Money doesn't matter THAT much, i need to save some though
Maybe i'll sell my LV bag for more normal clothes
>>6121286
>I bet god is Seth McFarlane
That would explain the random assaults I get from men in chicken costumes.
>tfw 6' (dadbod in a tutu dress)
>tfw don't give two fucks
#honlyfe
#honacceptancemovement
#fugthehaters
>>6121276
Well my children are 3 and 5 so it's a little too late now. Or is it? I could just double-down on the not a normal mom angle.
>>6121284
i love you kayla
i wish i could help
>go outside
>still get gendered female
>still get hit on
Lmao I think I broke passing
>>6121254
seeing these pics fills me with primal fear
pass or hell
>>6121295
you're cheating with those x chromosomes tho
>>6121295
Why did you cut your hair so short D:
>>6121292
Ok, it's probably a bit late now
But if you ever need lactation at least you know what to do now
>>6121276
is that person trans or is this one of those ironically-cis-just-ugly pics?
>>6121254
to be fair they made some tangible progress
Day what feels like a millioan of being sober
>>6121254
How doea so many people take this b8
>>6121295
you look so gross
I'm going to be an ugly man forever >~<;;;;;
>>6121295
Who's the cute twink in your pic? Post boipucci
it's time to start a positive movement among us hons
- be proud of your dadbods
- be proud of your clownfeet
- be proud of your wife beater's arms
- be proud of your caveman's forehead
- be proud of your big irish nose
- be proud of your linebacker's shoulders
- be proud of your pancake flat butt
- be proud of your old guy's beer gut
- be proud of your enormous square-ish knuckles, elbows and knees
:^)
>>6121295
I don't think I'll ever get gendered male again either. At least I didn't get any comments when I showed my passport and boarding card... I was a bit worried about that.
>>6121303
Nope, actually Trans
Just google trans basketball player, there's some story too
>>6121303
Its a trans girl on a girl basket ball team kek
>>6121302
lol I will thanks for the info. I've been genuinely curious as to whether inducing lactation increases breast depth. At least I know what to look up
>>6121314
Because you looked cute with your hair longer
6 months on HRT :)
>>6121308
hi mado !!
>>6121314
>protection
KEK, here in america no one cares about each others health, its all about money. Free insurance wont pay for srs plain and simple.
>>6121310
I like it
Gf likes it
Anon dislikes it
Who of them isn't affecting my opinion ?
>>6121316
Have a bucket hon
>>6121273
> his rapey gaze follows you
oh the irony
>>6121291
>"you cut off your balls?! at least tell us you banked some sperm beforehand?!"
>>6121327
Sane people?
god I hate the word transmisogyny
>>6121309
Do you like many other post-hardcore emoish bands like I Hate Myself? I was just listening to Hoover last night. I really dig the sound that came from D.C.
Ever hear of Navio Forge?
>>6121325
Hiii pooks! I passes out and woke up way to early. How's you
>tfw more hon than edgar, potc and korra
aaa
>>6121334
hating the word 'transmisogyny' is actually a form of trans misogyny.
- be proud of your crimson chin
>>6121333
Sanity is vastly overrated.
>>6121330
ikr I was tempted to rapeface him back but I was worried he'd get the wrong idea and think I was reciprocating
>>6121332
>that jaw
>again, my future
ARRRRGHHHHHH
ARRRRGHHHHHH
NO
MAKE IT STOP
>>6121337
>Obnoxious tranny writing style 101
>>6121316
>mfw i have all of these things
>>6121343
Looks like Chris-chan with make-up and a wig
>>6121315
Ayy lmao
>>6121317
Neat :3
Where are you staying in Thailand ?
>>6121321
I disagree
>>6121326
Then why did you say they said they would cover it ?
If they did and you had written proof you could force them to pay
Now you are just a stupid schlock who doesn't cover her own ass
>>6121333
And you are sane ?
Cause I'm quite sure I have more documents proving my sanity than you
>>6121335
ignorance is the key
nothin but a hon thang, nigga
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0twahcMCgss
>>6121312
High heels always remind me of those fetishistic transvestites
Also tights
So I always feel strange when i wear any of those two
I always think people will think i'm just a drag queen or something
So i mostly wear sneakers and stuff 2bh
>>6121359
I'll be at the Bangkok Rama.
>>6121327
>Anon dislikes it
i like your hair, it's like mine but blue ;_;
>>6121354
I'll bully you, poo pookie
I'm 19.
If I transition now I can reap the benefits of transitioning relatively early but I will face strong backlash from my family(savage sunni muslims) and almost 100% be excluded from easy money from my father's business. I will have to struggle in society without safety nets and contacts and as a consequence will most likely be able to hold an average paying office job at best during my twenties and so not be able to afford the highest quality surgeries(and I think I'll seriously need those) for a long time.
If I delay transitioning a few years I will be able to get a fair amount of easy money saved up for surgeries in the future and build some professional contacts around the world while also developing independent social circles without the stigma of being a barely passable trans girl in progress. However I will lose the benefits of transitioning earlier.
What do you think is the better decision if I want to optimize my passing potential in the long run ?
I don't look particularly feminine so I think I will need to make the most efficient decision at every step of the process in order to help myself become a cute girl and not an ugly hon.
>>6121360
delete this photo of me RIGHT NOW
>>6121360
*movie trailer voice* bewwwwwwwwwbs
>>6121369
>tfw you look like chris-chan with brown hair
>>6121359
Norman people don't need documents proving their sanity. Also, I don't know how you would have such documents knowing you have a severe mental illness.
>>6121364
Gonna try and mail you something :)
>>6121369
beautiful tomgirl :)
>>6121346
Stay triggerd
>>6121354
I slept alright. Woke up suddenly cause I passed out and that never feels very good. Glad you're okays though
>>6121367
get on mones, think about when to come out etc. then
>>6121369
Delete this
>>6121367
Honestly, you're already nineteen. Testosterone damage at this point is slow. If you can manage to self-med with AAs and don't mind not being able to live your best years as a woman, waiting might be the best option given the picture you're painting.
>>6121359
>Then why did you say they said they would cover it ?
over the fucking phone when I first signed up.
>>6121390
>tfw look like chris chan when i look in the mirror
>>6121390
Literally me.
>>6121394
>>6121394
when I look in the mirror I see this
>>6121360
looks like me with short hair and an 30 lbs
not even joking
>>6121403
I like dresses/skirts a lot though
Why do people have to fetishize normal clothes though ...
God, i hate transvestites
>>6121332
I dunno desu. Its what most of my thoughts consist of so, it just sorta goes into my posts lol
>>6121336
i hate sex and father figure are like that! They're really good too,and I'm not too deep into it even tho I enjoy it. Like pg.99 and Orchid are really good. Swan of Tounela and Kaoru Nagisa are good too! The members of those bands have really good bands too now uhh so like a bit tbhm..
>>6121409
I wish i would see this after waking up ...
>>6121418
>tfw you wake up next to that
>tfw actually you just took a mirror in the bed
>>6121410
Me too. I need to play more yume 2ikki desu
does anyone from mtfg write songs? Yknow utilize all that sadness?
>>6121417
aight peep this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a02ACUIJNxE
>>6121427
No, i put all my hate into knitting hats and sewing clothes
>>6121427
I wrote some lyrics about dysphoria recently but I have yet to record a note of it
>>6121427
No but I draw, craperly
>>6121365
#notAllAnons
>>6121435
is that yours? not crappy at all
>>6121427
I try but anhedonia is a bitch
>>6121435
That's good, it's just her tears look like crumbs.
Keep it up though!
>>6121427
i used to just paint sad looking too-tall spindly women with angular faces and the future apocalypse like any other trans girl artist
>>6121444
bizarro me ?
>>6121294
>>6121331
whoops, meant to tag video
>>6121433
My fun is spoiled pretty easily
If i even have fun
Probably i'll wear my wedges to that big trans even this week, at least i won't be the tallest person there
I'd probably get lots of stares in the subway
And it's the first time in non andro clothes, so that's probably too much to beginn with
>>6121444
>>6121335
cannabis
>>6121363
Honestly, plenty of cis girls wear sneakers, absolutely wrong with it. High heels are tricky. You need more than a bit of training to walk elegantly in them and you have to be really careful about what you wear with them if you don't want to look trashy.
tfw you buy all the cake at the store but then realize you're only going to get to eat only a tiny bit a day to prevent weight..
>>6121456
Yeah that I don't get. It's normal for women to wear sneakers.
Alright, I'm back here again, so obviously I'm at rock bottom. Visiting my family sucks.
>>6121435
If that's yours, then it's not crappy. I can see a few problems, like you're moving the pencil with your fingers, which makes the lines messy, and you may be focusing more on line than you are shapes, but yeah, not shit.
>tfw pretty sure >75% of the general has filtered me at this point
feels bad man
>>6121442
Nooos these are pictures I spam cause idk. I still have a bit to go.
>>6121445
Aaaaaaa I wish. If I ever make anything worth sharing I'll do it here
>>6121456
I'm the queen of trashy
I'm the 90s incarnate
So I think i should just stay with sneakers
I've got nice Nike Air Max with neon pink accents i only started wearing today
So that's probably my shoe of the week
>>6121339
internal trans misogyny? I'm a next level shitlord
>>6121464
Heya, sorry to hear things are rough. You can do it though!
>>6121464
Again not mine but that's good tips. I usually go back and forth of focusing on those two
>>6121427
I write songs but they're mostly about how much I hate capitalism and the music industry. If do manage to pick up music as a hobby again I'm not going to be "that tranny who makes every one of their songs be about trans shit"
>>6121461
Shitty backwards stereotypes of femininity pushed by gatekeepers, really. Plenty of trans girls think they have to conform to that patriarchal crap if they want to transition. Indoctrination of the worst kind, seriously. No woman needs high heels to be a woman.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i squatted 220 lbs today!!!!! it's a shame i'm leaving for my cunny this weekend. rip gains
>>6121479
I feel bad that people feel that way. 4 years of HRT later and I've only worn a dress once to a wedding and never worn anything but sandles or sneakers (vans) and I've never had a problem.
>>6121427
co wrote this masterpiece https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w7FljAZlJxE
>>6121215
wedges are comfy
>>6121477
Thanks :)
I hope so too
I met some hon somewhere else on the net and she goes there too so i'll probably meet up with her so i'm not totally alone
And maybe i'll meet some trans people my age there too
And if not at least i get some useful information
>>6121472
There's no way to not do it at this point. I'm already there. Just gotta think about Saturday. Saturday I can leave.
>>6121475
Form/shape is the thing to worry about. If you're just putting lines without planning out the shapes, then your proportions are almost always going to be WAY off.
Here's something that I did not to long ago for /vp/
>>6121434
Hey if you paste bin those lyrics i'd love to try and put it to song. :)
>>6121435
That actually is super good. I wanna see a super bleak one you have done.
>>6121447
Can I maybe see a sad looking too-tall spindly women painting? Interesting to see dysphoria visually expressed.
>>6121443
It's not about feeling pleasure in writing, but bringing out the sadness and embracing it. Have you got any recorded stuff?
>>6121478
So you don't mind being that anti-capitalist who write about how shit capitalism is, but you won't be that trans who writes about trans stuff. You write your best when you can relate to what you are expressing.
>tfw not being held lovingly
i can't deal with this
>>6121482
even this fucking pollock gets a vag
>>6121501
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2BDMfjyfbOE
>>6121503
I'm getting one too!
>>6121482
post butt
>>6121494
do I not post about how poor I am often enough? let alone being the victim of privatised health services?
>>6121486
seems legit
>>6121503
squats are good for the soul 2bqh
>>6121512
no
>>6121513
I don't like wearing girl-only clothes like that because I like having andro boy as a fallback option if I get clocked.
>>6121502
It really seems like everyone's getting srs lately
I wish i could too :(
>>6121515
git gud
>>6121490
I'll keep that in mind thank you! /vp/ must have been proud.
>>6121494
I wish senpai. I'll show you and everyone when I've made something worth showing!
>>6121512
maddie i love you so much
>>6121513
>But other stuff like dresses and skirts are so cool and so comfy, i don't see why it would be a bad thing to wear them ?
Totally, don't get me wrong they are! I just don't personally wear them. I would I just never really clothes shop desu. I pretty much wear jeans, hoodie and vans 24/7. I have no variety. My wife and I look like the typical butch couple for sure.
>>6121502
don't forget CFH she's getting hers this month too
>>6121502
why would you cut up miss cock? she's a good girl.
>>6121531
hi anon <3
>>6121494
Nope, I compose my own music and hate for people to read my lyrics.
>>6121526
Oh oops meant to reply to >>6121502
>>6121526
hnng that back
>>6121525
That's what i do too
But that's not what i want to do
Also there's this point where i could pass with makeup
But if i start wearing makeup it destroys the "oh, that's just an androgynous boy" so i could just start wearing girl only clothes too 2bh
Maybe i never want to go back to andro mode after this week
Who knows
>>6121537
topkeks
tell me im a good girl and post headpat gifs pls i really need it rn
>>6121548
Good girl
just want help
What the fuck am i doing? I've had gender confusion since forever which became kind of a fetish which stopped and became depression at 18. I started hormones and therapy although that was short lived, just kept self medding. I knew i didnt want to come out i just didnt want to be a man. The changes made me happy but boobs became difficult to hide.
And now here i am, one year in, and i dont even know what the fuck my goal is. I want to be the gril but i cant do it, and i dont want to do it, but i'm so scared of just living my life as a man. I know if i dont figure it out i'll continue to be this asexual confused mess and look back on my 'prime years' with complete regret
Idk what to do anymore, idk how to win
>>6121548
Good pet
>>6121550
Sounds like you need to go back to therapy and sort stuff out.
>>6121533
I normally wear (most of the time white) hightop sneakers, cut up jeans and tanktops
Some friend who i'm not out to always asks me if i sing for poison
But i'd love to wear more femmy stuff i'm just too anxious and insecure
How old are you btw ?
>>6121541
Is there someone where we can listen to that music? Maybe it will help others here feeling the same way.
>>6121561
I'm 27. I'm new around here but so far I've got a feeling that makes me a grandma?
>>6121548
you sound like me
i love you
i hate you
>>6121544
I pass without makeup (or at least I get gendered female) so yea its like.. Why wear it when it risks getting violence when clocked. At least now I can just say "o-oh no I'm a boy" safely
>>6121550
Be a cute asexual and don't worry about nuffin. Do what'll make you happy senpai that's all that matters. And that picture made me miss my cat..
>>6121556
Its not easy when you're a better girl then you are a guy
>>6121556
You can be chad and be on hrt like me.
>tfw more manly than most men after 3 years of hrt
I just free styled this
always wanted to rap but I know its a stupid dream
https://clyp.it/pydyhusr
>>6121577
Kill yourself autist
>>6121570
I thought you were older when you have kids and stuff
I'm 22 and there are lots of 26yo olds here
And your writing style makes you seem older too
>>6121572
Idk if i pass because you rarely get gendered around here
If people gender me it's mostly female though
Makeup would do the trick to let me pass easily though
>>6120943
I know you know that this is just shitposting and makes people feel bad and by this point I can only assume that's what you're trying to do
>>6121133
because of your hips, we've been over this multiple times but you'd rather keep shitposting about shoulders and making people think that length let alone more is something to feel bad about
>>6121201
it means it's time to find someone to milk u
srsly tho if ur ever actually worried about something like that then ask your doc
>>6121457
or just eat all of it at once and then exercise and eat healthy for a week or two
a one day binge is a pretty small blip in the big picture and u already bought cake so u might as well enjoy it
>>6121556
>Repression is so much easier
>said every failed represser before they failed and transitioned anyway with worse results or killed themselves
>>6121577
kayla you are my favorite person in the world desu
never stop
<3
>>6121577
>https://clyp.it/pydyhusr
made me smile thank u
>>6121550
I'm two years in and have a somewhat similar story. I'd suggest therapy. That's what I'm doing
>>6121430
Ty for this! It's like I Hate Myself made a song for an early 00's skate video....
>>6121433
My parents say the same stuff as you.... I dunno it's hard because I can make any compliment backhanded with ease desu...
>>6121545
roose lookin qt as fuck
>>6121564
I have recordings on soundcloud but they're not overtly about dysphoria
I did a pretty sicc Black Flag cover though
https://soundcloud.com/shiishii
I hope people don't get tired of me constantly posting this link
>>6121577
>hit up mtfg for some cds and tgs with double dees
KEK
>you will never be as kool as kayla
>>6121530
It's where I spend most of my time, the drawthread anyway. The requests are fun and mos of the anons are pretty accepting, and since I'm there all the time, I usually end up talking about personal shit.
If you post some of your own stuff, I can give a few specific pointers.
>>6121577
Kek that was redick
>>6121594
Its overrated senpai
>>6121521
>the death of Osama Bin Laden was a 'tragedy'
Any death is a human tragedy, the things he did were pure evil but that doesn't mean you have to rejoice in the destruction of life
>describes terrorist groups Hezbollah and Hamas as 'friends'
diplomatic language, you're not going to get anywhere negotiating peace if you treat the different sides in a biased manner even if it's morally justified
>opposes Britain having nuclear defences
nothing wrong with that; spend the money on properly training and equipping our soldiers and improving mental healthcare for veterans when they return home instead
David Cameron is far more a traitor to British values and the British people than Corbyn ever has been
>>6121606
>kayla
>cool
is this a ruse or something
>>6121584
I don't like how I look when I've tried makeup. Guess I'm just not so good at it. My cis friend did mine once and it was okay, but not great. I was a nervous wreck when we went out after she did it tho so I never try anymore lol
>>6121584
lol well that makes me feel better! I started HRT at 23 so I can definitely relate to a lot of what you're going through. It definitely gets a lot better as far as anxiety etc.
>>6121599
Check out the album, I'm very fond of it.
One of the guitarists for Navio Forge was Sarah Kirsch, a trans woman. I didn't find that out for a while, she's dead now.
reply to join the kayla fanclub
>>6121608
That sounds nice I'll probably check that out. I'll post some in vp cause why not but in a bit cause I'm lazy rn
>>6121600
necrophile pls
>>6121624
do we all get free BB guns and 36 degrees ?
>>6121624
why not
i seriously love kayla so much
shes the best if you don't like kayla u have problems
>>6121629
that doesn't look like a bb gun
>>6121620
Kek drugs are pretty great
>>6121632
Please just stop.
>>6121628
Well unlike you I couldn't give a crap and sometimes I like how pooper peeved people get by looking at me. Makes me all giddy inside.
>>6121618
Me neither most of the time but now i found out if i only use eyeliner on top and mascara plus filling in eyebrows it actually looks good
>>6121621
Yeah, but you had support from your gf (?) and kids an everything at my age already
And i'm alone and no guy will ever want me and i can't have kids (and i wouldn't want to be "father")
Also started taking blockers at 20 and hormones at 21, so i the worst (the best ?) is already behind me hormone wise
>>6121413
Cuz its how normies operate.
>>6121558
I cant, im poor and scared desu
>>6121569
Thats kinda how i tried to be as a teenager from like 13 and i swear i was fucking good. I was like a slightly awkward robot, no emotional extremes. Didnt really feel much for anyone, except i guess acquaintances instead of friends and family. Really hurt when the facade broke at 18. Never been so depressed in my life, first ever suicidal episode, i was a mess, had absolutely no idea how to deal with emotions so i pretty much just slept, ate and cried in bed.
>>6121573
But what if i regret wasting my prime years like that?
>>6121574
The pitch of my voice is like that. I thought i was more manly than most guys my age, sincerely, but then mostly comments about my face not matching my voice, some guy said my face was all 'cherub like', guys in stores not sure whether they should card me cuz my face looks too young but my voice doesnt sound it
I kinda guess other people see a different me to what i do. Im positive i have really gross masculine browbone, forehead, jaw , shoulders, chest etc., that im uglier than most people, but actually others' opinions seem really different.
I think a lot of people who feel like this might actually see themselves differently. I wish there was a way to see what i actually looked like
>>6121593
Kinda scared to try therapy again. Always been scared of either outcome yknow? I dont want to accept being trans and be a gross laughing stock, but i dont want to just live as a man either and always be ugly
>>6121634
it is one
kayla confirmed it after faking that she was going to kill herself
>>6121622
That's pretty cool, I'm gonna d/l it when I get home
https://thislandisnowdead.bandcamp.com/album/haunted-mansion-basement-demo
You might like this tho.
>>6121627
Alright, I'll look forward to it. I use the same trip, so I'll be easy enough to find.
>>6121646
But fetishistic transvestites are probably the least normie people
>>6121648
Why would it be a waste if you're happy and doing what you want?
>>6121629
i quit watching got after 5
season 6 looks like ass from what ive seen. especially without roose
>>6121655
well how can we change public opinion on that? should we not mention genitalia at all and simply how a man wishes to present in female clothing?
>>6121654
Well okay! Then I'll probably see you later today
>>6121658
idk it's pretty good so far imo
>>6121656
pretty good and pretty good i think. kinda hyped for surgery because it'll more or less fix my genital dysphoria and recovery will give me an excuse to sleep all day.
>>6121662
See you then.
My mom wants me to get out of bed. Life's a drag, I'll be around later.
>>6121657
Because what if i change my mind and regret it?
>>6121658
So far I'm enjoying it more then so4. IRS kinda derpy but its great. You should give it a chance
>>6121644
Well the support from my GF came from time. I came out to her when I was 18 and she was basically like fuck off freak if you do that. Tried to repress. At 22 came out again, she was a little better. At that point she had escaped her southern baptist family and lived with me. She was okay with it until I got my letter for HRT and then she got really depressed and hated my therapist. A few months later she became my biggest cheerleader and now we're hear.
lol trust me guys will want you. In fact so many will you you'll have to weed out the chasers. My gf and I temp. split up for non-trans related reasons. It only lasted about a month, but I signed up for some dating sites and it was retarded the amount of chasers and guys were messaging me. You'll be fine lady I promise! You're pictures from what I've seen there's nothing that makes me think you won't do stunning!
>>6121644
Sorry about the poor and mis-wording. It's my day off so I just started day-drinking and WoW
>>6121669
you are a piece of shit to mock me then nonchalantly brag about getting srs, a surgery most who suffer in silence will never be able to afford
i'm done for the day, you guys can have rawr and lilly if thats who you all want so badly
>>6121644
Ooh well that's good. I should try doing more minimal stuff like that.
My brows are way too though to fill in tho lol. I have to get them threaded or something soon, I've been awfully lazy about fixing them myself
>>6121612
I was about to say "are you kidding I want to fit in more than I want almost anything else in life, who on earth wants to be a freak" when I realised it could just have easily been my dad saying the very same words, he says so much stuff like that all the time
fuck that's scary
i-is that why my dad's so angry and macho all the time? he's a repressed tranny too?
>>6121675
I take hormones, drink and smoke on a very regular basis. Its ok
When someone from your hs gets on the train and walks away from you.
#justhonthings
>>6121687
W-what server?
>>6121659
I don't really care
I don't really want to do anything with those people, i just want to pass and go stealth and never be related to hons or fetishists
But i'm sorry for other trans girls early in transition too
>>6121676
I mean i could get lots and lots of chasers
But that's not what i want, especially not being their fucktoys once while their wifes sit at home
I want a guy who loves me, who cares who i actually am
Who wants to spend his life with me
But that's nearly impossible when you're trans
I wish i could just have a normal family and adopt kids and stuff
>>6121688
are we not allowed to talk about our transitions or something? you really need to stop being a little bitch.
>>6121703
I take esctasy, damaging gym workout supplements, cocaine and heroin.
>>6121720
I don't know who you are but everyone says your an evil bald man who doxxes pretty people
>>6121716
Trust me, you will! I promise. I've had a couple coworkers who really liked me and when I revealed I was trans to them one it took about a week and then they were like who cares, and the other one didn't care at all. Don't listen to the internet. When you find a guy you really connect with chances are he may look past it.
>>6121710
Azgalor - Horde. I go through bouts of I hate WoW never again and then I come back months later and reroll lol
>>6121651
Looks interesting, I'll definitely check it out once I get home
But I gotta go meet someone to figure out my insurance situation, toodles
hello my fellow queers
>>6121731
i am a bald man tbqh
>>6121675
I always hoped for drugs to kill me but they never did
Once i drank 3 liters of wine and took 5 200mg ecstasy at a festival and i just woke up normally the next day, i didn't even have a hangover
Another time i OD on coke and i was totally knocked out for 5 hours
Afterwards i stood up and couldn't remember anything but nothing happened
Seems like drugs don't kill
I hope i'm not too late for the sad music time:
clyp.it/xh34j4kx
>>6121738
Hey Abby. Wie geht es dir?
>>6121753
>Wie geht es dir?
I'm going to assume that means How are you doing??
I'm doing well! Really nervous and excited about seeing this sorority girl. I also drove through a fucking tornado yesterday so that was fun
>>6121763
Ya it's German for that basically
gl with the girl! Glad that the tornado didn't kill you
>>6121610
>and i will die not as a laughing stock
why? if you have such pride/value in yourself then put it towards living the best life you can
>>6121615
>Any death is a human tragedy, the things he did were pure evil but that doesn't mean you have to rejoice in the destruction of life
There's also something to say for it being unfortunate that he could not be taken alive to be tried for his crimes. As satisfying as the story of the rugged hero killing the bad guy may be it's much more important for our personal identity and integrity as a modern nation that we we seek justice through the rule of law and not an act of vengeance whenever possible. That's part of how we differentiate ourselves from the bloody back and forth of different dictators and gangs.
>>6121656
didn't she like just recently flip out again? I wasn't rlly around for it but I noticed a bit of it afterwords
>>6121734
I hope you're right
I just wish i wasn't that lonely
>>6121763
Hello m'lady
>>6121774
I'm sorry. I'll try to be around if you need to talk :)
>>6121784
Well, it's not that kind of lonely
More like i want someone to love and hug me
I'm lonely in a romantic/sexual way, not platonic
I like it when people like me though :)
>>6121791
Yeah, but for how much longer ...
Well, maybe after FFS when i'm back at school
>get to store
>there are a lot of people here for a monday morning...
>wait in car for 10 minutes trying to convince myself its okay
>finally go in..people staring already
>get what i need..shaking at self check out
>person at door ignores me as i walk out
>>6121799
caaaaaaaaasuaal sexkcs X}
>>6121814
Leave sir
>>6121799
Maybe I've missed something but in that one photo I've seen, I see no reason for FFS unless it's something you really want. I think you look find.
I finally have a thousand dollars wow im going to kms before i can afford ffs.
>>6121826
Not if your father gets you first
>>6121828
Yeah
somebody end my futile existence
>>6121814
Yeah might as well. Im a never pass..
>>6121814
Why do you still post here? Just leave
>tfw desperately need headpats but don't see cuteboy again until wednesday
>>6121826
iktf fampai
>>6121844
Youre only one that gives a shit. Stop pretending this is a fucking clubhouse and if you dont like whose posting then go do something else for a little while.
I wish someone would kill me
>>6121852
He never stops posting his autistic garbage.
>>6121856
Try: Not reading
>>6121856
Please don't be bitter, sir
Hello
>>6121859
I can't.
>>6121873
F I L T E R
and move on
Where's those pesky thread starters when you need them...
there are only two types of people on /mtfg/
depressive whining anons
and ugly attention whore trips
where are the cool people I was promised
>>6121881
No I have to know how horrendous your disgusting life is.
Will working with the general public fix my social anxiety?
>>6121892
It will help yes. The only good thing about a retail job is that interacting with so many people will boost your confidence.
>>6121892
It will make you able to work with people, but making friends is still hard
>>6121892
That, or make it worse.
>>6121892
In my experience no. I just kind of developed an outgoing work personality but still felt like shit going in public outside of work. It's like the uniform became my shield mentally and without it I was anxious.
>>6121887
Lurkers and some of the anons. Sometimes you get a really cute or cool post from a random anon, it's like finding a diamond in the rough.
>>6121900
This isn't a retail position thankfully, it's public service, so less angry customers and more angry developers and architects. Actually, people might hate me more if I have to turn them away for not following procedure ;~;
>>6121902
This is my fear ;~;
>>6121901
I gave up on being able to make friends irl long ago.
>>6121906
Welp
>>6121892
It'll help you learn to fake it, for sure.
>>6121916
Is that not the same thing?
>>6121887
Aww... You think we're all ugly anon? I was going to post a pic, but image limit.
>>6121924
Pretty sure it is, I suspect a large portion of the "functional adult" population is anxious and insecure but good at covering it up.
Just make a new fucking thread pls
>>6121924
When I was good at faking extroversion I'd still go home and be completely worn out and want to cry. But nobody ever guessed that I didn't like people. They all thought I was such a people person
I'm going into online therapy again.
Let's see how badly I fuck this up.
