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"i want to be like her? or i want to be with her?"
>transbian edition.
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cute woman doctor here: 4chan.org/lgbt/thread/6049957
gem take me to jamba
NOW
someone in /mtfg/ read or watch jojo?
>>6051190
but I am le tired
>>6051183
I used to be a transbian like you. Then I took an injection in the butt.
>>6051198
no hoots given
how many of my dick pics should i have ready before i get started on tinder?
>>6051190
fuck i wanna go
>>6051204
4 pics of ur smile and one of ur flaccid peepee (sepia)
thats what i did
>>6051208
haha u watch jojo
8=D honk honk
i need to find out a way to stop chewing on the inside of my face
but my teeth are really sharp and it's really hard to avoid biting myself
Post your waifu's
>>6051200
if u got the reference and we watch it RN then maybeeeeee
>>6051204
24
transbians reeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
trutrans only
>>6051216
literally what??
im sick i need it... NEeD
Angie has died
Almobd kinda looks like Vera Famiga
>>6051211
>tfw u cant take frog and pookie to jamba
feels o no
>>6051222
Ok now im DEF not taking you to jamba until we watch the end of ze world
>>6051227
Yup
I'm dead
>>6051232
what the FART are u talking about ur fucking autisitc dude im going to fucking beat oy if yopu dont take me to jama rn i gotta soothe my tonils u dump ass fuckin bitch
>>6051233
thats the most important part senpai
>let trans girls on Facebook
>edie kinda talks about us and random people use it to attack me and make me feel uncomfortable
>they all talk about and do it to other people as well
>don't want to be part of it
>Edie's mad I blocked and deleted her along with everyone else
I mean I feel bad now that she's mad, but can I like not be allowed to feel safe, I grew up cis and normal, my people don't do this kind of stuff and I just don't want it interfering with other parts of my life
>>6051215
Ajee' Wilson
Chris Jericho
CM Punk
Eria the Water Charmer
Hatsune Miku
Johnny Depp
Lara Croft
Samus Aran
>>6051193
I love Jojo
I'm working through the part 3 anime rn
>>6051235
post thighs
>>6051215
pookie.png
>>6051221
-scream-
>>6051232
it ok i just ask my dad
oh wait my dad said he wouldnt buy me jamba...
ok real talk gem my dad wont buy me pricey food but my mom wont give me human rights
who2pick
>>6051216
gem let me make babies with you.
>>6051209
manly muscle men are good for fun poses and quality animes, and i admit i would a jonathan
>>6051211
my gf made me watch it and i ended up liking it, its like anirape but when you like it
>>6051233
feminine penises are the best penises, so thats a good idea
>>6051239
i really have no idea what happened with you two but im sorry it seems bad
>>6051242
working through part 3 was kind of a chore, but some of it was neato. part 4 is turning out really nice, but i think part 2 is still my favorite
>>6051239
i never understand anything u ever post desu
>>6051215
Waifu transbian only?
>>6051239
who attacked you on fb?
goodnight boys, girls, and Korra
<3
>>6051259
i would most definitely never an muscly man
>>6051239
If youre transitioning, like actually doing it, your only people are the ones who back you. Understandable if you arent out to everyone yet, and you should go at your own pace, but thats the reality of it.
>>6051265
w-why do i get special mention?
>>6051265
good night anon
>>6051250
pick me and ill be ur mom instead and take you to jamba ALL the TIME
>>6051268
naicu.
>>6051264
They were just taking boy mode pictures off to laugh at me in groups, a pic of my gf got posted somewhere, and then they were posting ugly photos of me tagged that they snuck after I asked hem not too because I'm not reall out yet.
I mean that's a shit ton of drama And most of that happened after one date
>>6051244
No
More
Anon
>>6051260
>>6051264
I don't mean to butt in but the way faye is explaining it is probably girls from the "network"
>>6051215
I'm my own waifu
>>6051275
if i kill all 3 of u i get the money and none of the trouble tho
>>6051252
i only want kids with my gf tho
but if you knock me up id be pretty happy unless like you're black or something
>>6051279
Huh?
>>6051282
this desu, only reason i transitioned
too bad i want a husbando now
>>6051281
ohh that makes sense but what's the network
I just want to go back to being normal and not having my gender be a thing in every relationship.
>>6051288
no body likes black ppl ;_;
i literally have a page that's just pictures on a 2 page thing but i'm still only half done
>>6051293
The network is a secret fb group consisting of the stealth trans girls or I think most are stealth.
They like to shit on each other a lot.
Think of it as the bullying in here but multiplied by 1000
>>6051290
Iktf, that backfired pretty badly
>>6051306
>tfw transitioned to trap straight boys
>fall for a girl
>>6051304
wow that's really poisonous i cant imagine someone being so vapid that they actually do something like that
>>6051309
>transitioned to live as a girl
>dress as and insist i'm a boy
>>6051309
>transitioned while thinking i'd still like girls
>want to whore myself to guys now
>>6051311
>i cant imagine someone being so vapid that they actually do something like that
on the replay, you can see the exact moment the crack in Korra's faith in humanity finally ruins everything
>>6051284
>tfw ywn fight frog to the DEATH
>ywn lie on the ground looking defeated
>frog wn offer you to say ur last words
>ywn say a SICK one liner and rise up.and get a good punch in
>ywn keep punching repeatedly until its over
>ywn lie on the ground and look up at the stars covered in blood as you think bad and ask yourself how it had to come to this
>ywn be hardened to life and dead inside that you had to take the life of someone close to you
so when do I snap out of this like that time I browsed gaygen and convinced myself I was straight
>>6051300
I just couldn't take being romantically or sexually involved with one desu, its like a preference thing
and I want white kids
>>6051303
S-sure o///o;
>>6051309
Heh
>>6051323
>tfw u start hormones and go from kissing girls to making out with guys in only a few months
Fug :DDD
>>6051311
As a prior member of those groups, it was awful to see people ripping each other apart.
Not everyone there is mean but a lot just wanted constant drama.
>>6051309
>transitioned to be my own gf
>have a bf now
/mtfg/ I keep getting super sweaty randomly, s-should I be worried? Apparently it can be a hormonal thing but I'm not sure if it's just for cis girls or not
>>6051316
Iktf
>>6051325
what the heck
>>6051300
I love everyone
>>6051304
I feel like that would be a horrible thing to be part of. The chances of getting pubically exposed as trans when your in something like that must be pretty high.
>>6051338
ik the feeling desu, im not super preferenced but i dont particularly care for most white girls or black girls surprisingly enough so i see where ur coming from but exceptions do exist
>>6051350
why should it matter if someone is trans or not
>>6051350
These are the type of groups that make you want to stay far away from the trans community as possible.
Are you familiar with the old trip Lydia
>>6051354
Well I literally got told they wouldn't prosecute my sexual assault and battery case because I was trans and we'd lose a jury trial
So it matters a whole fucking lot
>>6051354
It's something to be ashamed of.
If you pass. You go stealth.
If you don't say hello to suicide.
I know that I'm ashamed of simply having these thoughts and starting transition
>>6051358
She kinda contributed
>>6051359
I'll assault your breasts and batter you perenium with rubbies
>>6051345
Have you had your levels checked recently? Hot flashes and random sweating are sometimes due to low E
>>6051280
>>6051299
>>6051239
>my friend kristy takes one pic of us during our first kiss, never posts it anywhere or anything
>mercury is shady one time and shows your pics to 3 other girls cause she's talking about us dating, get mad at her and tell her off, she feels bad but no one knows about it
>an anon posts a pic of you that you posted on 4chan, people don't even know it's a pic of you
>sonic takes pics of us all together and posts them on 4chan even though i told her you'd hate it, but regardless of that you're blocking your face and only your chin at most is visible
>so you block every trans girl you're not really close with anyways off of fb including me and then basically tell me to let you have that space because of the fact that i talk about falling for you on 4chan
>say it's too much drama for you and you just want to feel safe and i tell you i understand that
>and then you go on 4chan and air all of the drama out while i've sat here saying nothing
>creating the drama yourself for everyone to see
like can you not...? the only thing i was bothered by was you blocking me as if i've ever posted a pic you didn't like anywhere and treating me like you couldn't trust me. i haven't talked about anything you didn't want me to and i kept quiet about this too to give you your privacy with it. like really????????? why are you blowing this up and making it into a huge thing for everyone to see????????????
>>6051304
>>6051281
>>6051304
it wasn't girls from the network or in a fb group. it was in one of those facebook IM chat group thingys with less than a handful of people and i heard about mercury being kind of shitty and told her off cause it was rude. and she knew it was rude and backed down.
How's your day going mtfg?
My dinner from last night, went to this chic sushi place last night, only 6 seats in an alley and not on the map, was pretty good!!!
>>6051354
well it ~shouldn't~ but it turns out that society is basically stuck in high school and the world is full of petty shitbags who will tear anyone apart to hide their own insecurities
>>6051364
Why should you feel shame for something that's a part of who you are, and that you have no control over?
>>6051359
>my sexual assault and battery case
by edie?
>>6051299
just be a femboi
>>6051368
>wasn't the network
Ok then my apologies.
>>6051377
its an actual thing and im sure it's not something she likes to discuss i think she told the story once
>>6051354
Oryx acting like I'm not here.
>>6051364
You just get over it eventually.
Otherwise how can you live with yourself.
>>6051376
Because I'm not an idiot.
The world isn't a hugbox and it never will be.
It's a cruel and nasty place and WILL beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it
It's only because I don't have the strength to repress and close to suicide anymore that I'm even transitioning and not pretending to pretend to be normal
>>6051368
you dont understand
>SOMEONE. POSTED. A. PIC. OF. HER. CHIN.
how could you be this stupid and insensitive?????????? you should be supporting faye through this tragedy not arguing with her!!!!
>>6051368
faye should set this as her facebook profile pic desu
>>6051364
I think you have to learn to live with getting clocked otherwise you'll drive yourself crazy, or just go back to easymode guy
>>6051390
desu its not as easy as be yourself and keep at it. its legal to be discriminated against because of being trans in a lot of places, and even where its illegal it still happens. its even downright dangerous in the wrong areas.
>>6051397
>that I want to be diiiiicked face
>all of this drama because sonic posted a pic of faye's chin
jesus fucking christ
i've really been trying to be level headed with this and everything but is this the kind of shit anyone should have to deal with??? all i wanted to fucking do was take some pics with the girl i like and who i think is beautiful aND WHO I TELL THAT TO ALL THE TIME because i wanted to be a couple and i miss her when i'm not around her and wanted some goddamn memories. none of this is fucking fair.
>>6051398
That's called being a hon.
That means transition failed and suicide is the only course of action then
>>6051303
Ye but what does naicu mean ;~;
>>6051395
The world is a cruel place and the world hates trans people. I'm not asking about the world though, I'm asking about you. What logical reason is there to feel shame about who or what you are?
The world can think whatever it wants, but it isn't always right.
>>6051376
speaking only for myself, i'm ashamed that i'm different in a way that makes people uncomfortable
like, i could come out on facebook and probably everyone i know would be supportive, but the fact remains that people exist who think i'm dangerous or sick or subhuman and need to be punished/"cured"/taught a lesson
i'm ashamed that i'm demonstrably incapable of sustaining an intimate relationship without hurting both parties
but mostly i'm afraid to be honest
>>6051390
them perverts need to be taught some manners
>>6051404
Edie, run with Faye
Take some time off from here
>>6051367
Well I didn't take my e for a couple of days, but the sweats started after I took my e again. I guess its prolly just that
>>6051404
idk some ppl rlly hate having their pic taken you should know that
>>6051395
The world being cruel doesn't mean you have to buy into the cruelty.
You don't actually have to accept the injustice of the world because you live in it.
>>6051364
I mean ya, I agree go stealth when you pass, but that doesn't mean you should be ashamed of being Trans. Don't feel bad about telling a couple close friends. Like in my experience living completely stealth even to your best friend is terrible, you're constantly dancing around your past and have to be careful about how you word things. Like, really being Trans isn't something to be ashamed of, is not something to be proud of certainly, and don't trumpet it to the whole fucking world, but don't be
>ashamed of simply having these thoughts and starting transition
>>6051417
*theirs
>>6051407
That's just who I have always been.
I've always felt ashamed of who I am.
Maybe one day I won't feel like that.
>>6051404
Ya but you're dating a Trans girl, inherent in that is massive insecurity. I completely agree and feel you're write, I think you two should talk about this via Skype call or pm somewhere cause talking about it here can only escalate the situation
i refuse to believe this drama isnt a meme by the mtfg illuminati
>>6051430
>Maybe one day I won't feel like that.
>>6051436
faye deleted me from facebook and i have been literally nowhere near any of this drama and haven't talked to her in like a month
hi thread
>so much drama, will it ever end?
>>6051443
she deleted me too but who cares
facebook is fuckin gayyy and for normies lad
>>6051382
I'd ask her where Mercury was posting pics of me, and where the girls were from,not that I'm part of her network, I can really only go on what she says
>>6051377
My uncle
>>6051397
Well at least it won't be tagged and he first pic everyone sees of me in girl mode
>>6051404
>insulting my chin
low tier tranny insult desu
I should get out before your brigade comes though desu
>>6051430
Probably once you've transitioned and are stealth you'll realize you're just a regular chick and there's no reason to be ashamed.
>>6051443
oh... me too :(
>>6051444
unfortunately never.
>>6051404
you're like the complete opposite of overly sensitive faye
I feel you though, I love pic too, b/c it's great to look back especially when you put all effort/money into travelling
>>6051410
i mean??? she's not leaving here, she's liveblogging everything going on here for attention, which is fine since we all attention seek every now and again, but to do it with THIS ISSUE after she basically told me that she's only feeling like this because i talk about how i feel about her on 4chan, and to do it after she blocked everyone from here including me on facebook....LIKE? to go and post everything on 4chan for everyone to see? who does that???
>>6051415
i don't like having my photo taken either but this is an overreaction to the greatest of extremes
>>6051417
we ditched the network awhile ago and the new group is a lot better honestly. not as shady and a lot more entertaining i think. but i think a lot of the shady girls miss when it was all catty all the time.
>>6051435
I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO!!! THAT'S WHY I DIDN'T TALK ABOUT IT HERE LMAO
and the thing is i told her on sunday night that i wanted to vid call her and talk to her on the phone more cause i miss her and it's important to me and she was literally like 'i'm dysphoric i don't like seeing myself on cam' and made me feel bad for asking. she's barely even responding to my texts today as it is, i've tried but i don't even know what else to do since she'll post here about everything but she won't fucking talk to me about it
>>6051447
I'M NOT INSULTING YOUR CHIN LMAO
I LOVE YOUR CHIN AND I'VE TOLD YOU THAT DOZENS OF TIMES. YOUR CHIN IS JUST THE ONLY THING SHOWING IN THE PICS!!!
>>6051239
>beautiful woman miles out of your league flies across the entire country just to spend a weekend having fun with you
>mistreat her while she's there, throw a self absorbed tantrum the second she leaves and block her because someone who has nothing to do with her posted a picture of your chin on 4chan
you're a selfish, self pitying, pathetic manchild who has no business being in the same room as other adults without the supervision of a minder from the VA who specializes in autism. edie is lucky that you went insane this early before she gave you the chance to really hurt her.
>>6051446
well i thought we were friends and its not like some internet friendship thing where it would be more understandable if she abruptly cut ties for no reason since we have met irl so it hurts my feelings
>>6051419
As an ex /pol/ack . I know the true extent of my cruelty and internalised transphobia
If I can be that hateful myself. Just imagine how bad those who are normal will be
>>6051459
word
>>6051430
I hope so too. I used to feel that way as well, shame kept me quiet about my feelings for years, and shame made me hate myself even after transitioning. Give it time, and remember that there's no shame in being who you are. Society as a whole may not be accepting of you, but you can still be accepting of you.
>>6051413
Probably yeh
>>6051409
Fear is normal, but given time, when life begins to settle down the fear will start to wane.
>>6051462
whatever, i won't say anymore bc this doesn't involve me.
>>6051462
dude
its facebook
u still have her on EVERYTHING else right?
facebook means fucking nothing
i used to purge my steam friends list and make new skype accounts all the time and i have like 50 facebook accounts
internet shit is pointless and dumb, as long as u keep in contact with the person it doesnt really matter, and u clearly still have avenues to communicate like text, this thread, skype, etc.
normies get out ree
>>6051458
Idk what to say.
We all attention whore for some reason. I guess it's because we are so lonely at times that we need to seek attention no matter how we get it.
elanna can you hug me im sad
>>6051450
>Probably once you've transitioned and are stealth
I'm doing this as one last resort to prevent suicide
I'll try my very best. But I doubt i will ever pass.
>>6051444
>more relationship drama
the show must go on!
>>6051470
i thought you said you werent going to post here anymore you nigger
>>6051454
I explained very carefully that it makes me sick to my stomach to look at pictures, and that I was nervous they'd be posted, and they both just kept doing it all weekend, I was just high strung and anxious and not allowed to have a good time and every ten minutes they shoved a phone at me trying to take a bad shot to make it worse all the while I literally paid for a lot of their stuff and tried to take care of them
>>6051451
>>6051446
>>6051443
Just contact me on skype, snapchat, text, whatsapp, tumblr or leave a message on my Yelp profile. I just can't parse who is going to do what when on there.
>>6051480
fuck off
>yume is back
well that didnt take long
>>6051477
being trans has made my life even harder because I'm consumed w passing
>tfw being a fem is more work then I ever imagined
ok i'm pretty sure i've officially broken again
>i've done like zero work in a week
>not falling asleep before 1am
>i'm not sleeping through the night
>extremely vivid dreams
>crushing depression
>excessive interest in socializing
>increasing dependence on caffeine
>daily migraines
i don't want to die again
>>6051458
I miss the FT group and wish I could get back in but I know the admins hate me.
Oh well
>>6051486
my steam account won't let me log in
everyone is dramaing
and i cant do anything with 90% of my friends
>>6051458
>I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO!!! THAT'S WHY I DIDN'T TALK ABOUT IT HERE LMAO
I'm sorry Edie =( you deserve to be treated way better than this, I hope you're able to work things out, I think you've been really respectful, idk what else you can do. I think Faye is a victim of spending too much on mtfg, probably other stuff too ;(, and as a result has -9000 confidence and has major anxiety even though she's really pretty.
Good luck working things out.
>>6051493
well i know youve been posting as anon, its just surprising youre gonna come back and make your identity obvious
>>6051500
it felt it was needed for the few posts i made desu
>>6051489
>tfw can't take other peoples problems for yourself
I don't want you to die either ;~;
>>6051345
That would happen to me some months ago. Hasn't happened in a while.
I'm pretty happy that the edie and faye thing is falling apart.
People in love make me bitter and jealous. So this is real bliss. No offence. But other people's happiness triggers me.
>>6051459
My league has been "everyone I've gone for ever in my entire life"
I guess because she went for me she would be out of my league.
>>6051512
trip on kayla
>>6051512
edge
today is a cheat day how many calories is a pizza?
>>6051462
ya and i was hurt because i've been going on dates with her and just flew to the other side of the U.S. to spend time with her and she treated me and i suppose you as well now like any other tranny she's vaguely spoken to once or twice. but i'm not allowed to be hurt by that i guess because that means i'm infringing on her happiness and safety.
>>6051471
there's nothing to say because this entire thing is fucking ridiculous lmao
>>6051484
i never posted any pics of you that you didn't like and you told me that we should take pics like that qt gaygen couple before i even got there. and i stopped taking pics of you at all after awhile. in the mean time sonic kept taking the pics of you and you went over and cuddled with her for like an hour and then she ended up posting them here not caring about how i felt, so. stop grouping me together with all of this shit when i haven't done anything wrong to you.
i don't fucking deserve any of this shit especially after i told you about my abandonment issues and confided in you about all of my insecurities. and i didn't deserve you posting me getting upset all over 4chan AFTER WE MADE UP either which is why i was practically crying in front of you after you did it. FUCKING STOP
>>6051498
i do deserve better than this, i feel fucking awful right now and i'm on the brink of tears and i haven't even fucking done anything wrong to her and i just keep getting punished over and over again for caring about her and wanting to be with her. this is too much
>>6051521
1k or something probably o-o
>>6051521
A whole pizza?
How big and where?
>>6051521
like 1200
i'm gonna drink more coffee
or eat something
i really need to start swimming again because i'm pretty sure it would solve half my problems
lmao this is fucking autistic as shit
>>6051520
I can't help it. It's not personal. It just comforts me knowing that the happiness that other people have doesent last forever.
>>6051521
the whole pizza?
idk just look it up on MFP wtf?
>>6051521
I think upwards of 1200 or so
>>6051515
I know how you feel but I hope this shit works out between you and edie, you guys are extra cute together.
>>6051530
im engaged and were getting married next year. just thought id let you know
>>6051524
you know why she is doing this
because she thinks she doesn't deserve to be happy
thats why she calls herself a boy constantly and why she lets her gf walk all over her
>>6051529
>>6051521
hi korra, i've found some results for you.
>>6051533
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>6051542
that is 5 times my daily intake holy fuck butts
>>6051535
It's doesent hurt as much in text form. It's pictures that hurt.
I'm really warped and bitter from watching other people have relationships all my life.
>>6051553
well lucky for you im not a pictures on 4chan type. you should really work through your issues though anon, its only hurting you
>>6051530
how is practicing the dark arts my friend
>>6051537
>>6051547
"self-fulfilling prophecy" and all that, i guess...
idk what else i'm supposed to do though..... it seems like my lot in life to repeatedly fall for people who are unavailable and end up hurting me. i don't know why i even try anymore.
>>6051537
Holy shit
My bf says the same thing to me.
That's why I'm so self-deprecating of myself
>>6051549
ur not supposed to eat an entire pizza
dumb tranny
>>6051542
Birdy is nice... =[
>>6051542
Ouch
>>6051542
just degrease it with paper towels
>>6051540
>>6051529
>>6051579
>i dont like pizza much
fuck off hon
>>6051579
>i dont like pizza much
well you can go fuck yourself with whatever pizza alternative you believe in
Hey, is it bad to wash your face more than twice a day? my skin is pretty greasy and by the afternoon I feel pretty gross. I still moisturize after.
>>6051495
:( I hope you feel better
I want to cry.
>>6051549
Why are you starving yourself?
>>6051588
>Hey, is it bad to
everything is bad
life is pain and misery and disappointment and nothingness and more pain and misery and shame and anxiety and hatred
>>6051524
My first post was about one little thing, do I need to feel bad for removing you from one social media sight during an anxiety attack
Yes your network is a group of mean girls laughing at each other and others (like me) I've seen some of it personally it's really bad
Yes some other stuff went down
I was asking for help dealing with one little thing
I told you it's BDD and that I have a bad reaction to it, and then you slam me and say I'm over reacting, telling me I can't have my own feelings over here
>>6051458
>>6051458
And then start saying you don't deserve to have to put up with your own girlfriends feelings, ones that you helped trigger, because you can't emotional relate to someone who is in pain and decide it'd be funny to push it
I don't understand this, you have my number and we're dating, I didn't repeatedly fuck with your disorder, I'm sorry I got shot at, had explosions go off near me, got sexually abused multiple times, and repressed for so long, we talked about making it better and taking small steps, and this just isn't that. This stuff has never been a problem with anyone I've dated ever, but it's like you're seeking out my small little PTSD/anxiety weakness and stabbing it
>>6051588
It's not bad, I usually cleanse twice a day too which seems to be a common enough routine.
Only 2324 calories okay I can deal with that. That's only like one day of work
>>6051597
So how nasty was lydia towards you?
>>6051560
oh i know these feels. they're familiar and recent.
i had a feeling this relationship would turn dramatic
Ok so here is the deal. I have been muscular for quite some time. But I want to go fem boy mode/possibly transition really really badly. But I'm also so attached to my current body because it too so long to build. I'm really conflicted on what to do. I'm considering ordering hormones to start the process but I can't make up my mind. Pic is me currently.
>>6051536
>2000 calories for a cheese pizza, more for more toppings
>>6051592
I'm not, I eat if Im hungry and I don't eat if I'm not hungry !!
>>6051607
Oh sweet jesus.
Welcome to my world fellow Homo Erectus
>>6051607
Full body pic. Sorry for lewdness. I just really need help deciding what path to choose from. I'm 19 btw.
>>6051615
daddy
>>6051607
well you have to ask yourself is this really what you want, and do the positives outweigh the many negatives ? will life be unhappy kr too difficult if you *dont* transiton? if the answer is yes then you should transition if no, then it might be a fetish thing (idk your story)
>>6051610
>not doing stuffed crust extra everything
Well dang.
There's GayexDollface drama, with all the gay undertones of a drag queen fight and I have to go to bed.
Alas!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2dBpR36VFQM
Does this trigger you men
>>6051615
transition quietly and let your musclebody consume itself in self-abasement
>>6051607
>tfw you have killer clavicles
Girls still go nuts for them and its honestly my most masculine feature.
Kills me every time.
>>6051590
>>6051598
I often cleanse 3x a day idk, Im a fucking noob at this shit
>>6051603
fug
>>6051593
Not Always!
>>6051607
the answer is always talk to someone about it
aka not 4chan and some professional that actually knows what theyre doing
>>6051607
My condolences.
If you're serious: Cut all proteins. Full skincare routine. Drink a gallon of water a day for hydration.
>>6051620
You said dominos though :^)
If you're going to get stuffed crust and extra everything then you're looking at a few thousand calories in a pizza
But hey, if it meets your macros!
>>6051606
What happened?
>>6051629
me too honestly x.x
>>6051626
no everything he said in the video is right
there is nothing wrong with these laws and they should be enforced federally
>>6051629
always and forever
i have never experienced something pure or good
>>6051626
as someone who is triggered by mewling retards, yes
>>6051576
ur cute yoom eyy
>>6051597
??? your first post was basically about how i didn't have the right to be upset about you blocking me off of fb and then you went on to tell everyone every little thing that's happened that i haven't talked about on purpose for your sake because i didn't want to make anything worse. and this was all after you made me feel bad for talking about us on 4chan. and i know you have BDD and all i've been doing this whole time is trying to help you and telling you it's ok and that the pics weren't bad and that you were barely in them and allll i asked about this whole time was why you were blaming me or blocking me. this isn't about not being able to relate to you?? this is about trying to talk to you while you respond with one word responses and block me off of fb, and then airing all of this out on 4chan!! why would you do that?! why would you liveblog all of this shit instead of just fucking talking to me about it especially after i told you how i felt about you doing that THE LAST TIME and THE TIME BEFORE THAT???? not to mention you repeatedly tell me that you're not my girlfriend and talk about the girl you ARE dating. who i'm sure you still have on facebook despite the sexual abuse you also talked about on here going down, who you are still in a relationship with.....
where are my feelings in ANY of this?? you didn't even tell me you blocked me on facebook i had to go find out for myself. why am i not worth thinking about at all with anything you're doing when you know i'll read it and be affected by it????
>>6051642
how the fuck did u know that post was me u fucking sicko
>>6051615
>>6051607
>Another muscle Anon falls to mtfg.
I'm Spartan. WELCOME TO HELL
pls don't fight..
Well, tonight's dinner went well. I kinda messed up cooking the pork for our tacos and stuff so my dad stepped in and helped me a lot, and together we made some really good tacos! My family actually liked it, my sister who's really harsh even enjoyed them and had seconds and stuff. I'm really really happy especially after I felt so anxious it was gonna turn out bad.
Thank you for reading my blog!
>>6051423
Is it a good nice or a bad nice?
>>6051620
They are kinda equal right now desu. I really really want to act and dress and be feminine and girly but I also like my strength I've gained. I think I'm just attached to this current body because it took years to build from the obese piece of shit I was. Pic related.
>>6051648
oryx pls dont fight
remember children
interpersonal relationships are hell
never make friends
>>6051656
apart from me, sadly yes.
>>6051515
you look like brendan fraser with tits
>>6051661
I love you Oryx
>>6051643
I mean I just had to find out you dropped me from that one chat group, just like you do with any other friend ever you didn't like, it's a good thing you keep control of all that so you never have to be accountable for your own actions.
>>6051629
yeah, my partner has oilier skin/hair so I know how much of a bitch it can be to deal with
try everything to see what works for you, washing less, washing more, different types of moisturizers/skincare/powders, u could try mixing up your diet
additionally u could get your labs re-done if u haven't recently cus hormone levels can effect stuff
>>6051626
No it doesn't trigger me per se. I look at it as an unfortunate era in social evolution and can only hope that as time goes on we as a people can better come to terms with things and behave with compassion as well as common sense. While it may be uncomfortable for others and myself I hope it will at least pave way through people seeing the error of the current situation and can better reform stuff for the future generations or even my own.
>>6051646
What the fuck do we do? It's like being stuck in limbo. But worse.
>>6051656
You mean kek and cock? Or am I thinking of the wrong person here?
>>6051661
I'm sorry Oryx but I don't want to talk about or to him.
>>6051654
You either lose the attachment to the muscles or you don't.
You'll find out what you truly want more in the end. I know what I want now.
>>6051665
The young ir the old one?
>>6051627
Would that work???
>>6051675
me too. when are you getting your jamba or are you gonna have to choke a bitch?
>>6051654
hey I remember you
didn't we tell you that repression never works out
>>6051682
sippin on it rn t bh lad
>>6051680
i mean
what constitutes "working"
I never came out but I have been on hormones for a year
And i think it's time to stop. The health effects are terrible, my body actually looks worse, it's harder to maintain good diet, and honestly I don't really look like a girl. On a good day I looked like a cute boy but that's it.
I think i'm done, i cut my hair pretty short and i'm gonna think about quitting HRT, i don't think any of this is worth it, I don't even know if im trans.
Kind of a long shot but... Anyone else know these feels?
>>6051650
Korra likes this. Subscribed. Commented
>ywn teach grace how to cook fancy Mexican food and reward her with hugs and headpats
;_;
>>6051654
I don't wanna push you in either direction its ur choice to make, but I will poiint out muslce girls exist and you wouldn't have to give up *all* your gains (but some would go) to be a girl if that's what you decide to do. Are you repressing in denial, or just confused?
>>6051675
I meant the hats you were trying to sell me last night, unless that wasn't you then I feel like a big idiot
