monday edition
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▶Voice Help:http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶Discord: https://discord.gg/0qFz5Shp1aVSTsTz
▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶Zeemaps:https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
If I continue taking hormones, will I eventually look like a femboy?
kill all men desu
>>6046345
What if I went all the way to girl but now I'm trying to go back to femboy just by calling people shitlords when they don't call me a boy?
Am I still welcome?
>>6046350
post face
>>6046350
OH GOD I JUST REMEMBERED I DONT THINK I TOOK MY MONES TODAY
>>6046345
>tfw monday is your friday
>>6046350
you literally just started hormones holy shit
>>6046361
DO THAT
>>6046367
>tfw monday is your monday
>>6045234
ten trillion hours in ms paint
well that was a waste of good adderall
remember last thread with the index finger? that again but with undies
>>6046345
Monday edition? you kidding me, you're in the past yo :P
>>6046371
I just did, now I have a mouth full of estrogen and thoughts full of depresion
nth for tfw no cummies in bummies
>>6046370
uh....
sry no...
face position is like... really weird...
>>6046350
Yes :3
>>6046380
I hate this meme
>>6046345
i deliberately dress and style myself androgynously to force people to gender me
>>6046384
I just want a black guy to cum in my ass. Is that too much to ask?
>literally an even split
wowowo
>>6046402
bugchasers pls leave
no gift givers here
>tfw there's no cock hardening inside your mouth right now
>>6046370
ladies
i have a penis and id be glad to help you all with your needs
>>6046411
pls make this the thread's theme and do it for all pics people post of themselves, that'd be 10/10
>>6046419
ok. go get srs i need a vag to fuck
>>6046409
https://discord.gg/0qFz5Shp1aU198m7
for ct,
https://discord.gg/0jQI89T7A8H7BBLx
for transcord
calzone is invite-only
Maddie is qt and both of her names are qt
>>6046325
aw yay! I'm barely on Skype is all, plus ur a cool kid and I'm lame
>>6046370
hrt and other work and you can't not pass I don't think
>>6046428
the qt-est
>>6046424
use my butt instead?
>>6046410
I don't like this feel ;~;
>>6046432
i have a wide jaw. is jaw reduction surgery painful?
>>6046361
I havent taken any the past two days or so
Its kinda nice because I dont really feel or give a shit about anything right now
what should I buy at the store w/ frog
>>6046440
but you poop from there
>>6046446
Gem pls no, go take them
>>6046384
Why would you want to use your butt when you have a vagina, though?
>>6046448
Buy a fumo.
>>6046449
id rather fuck a poop hole than an open wound
>>6046428
i think ur name is qter than mine desu >.<;;
>>6046445
You also need eye surgery to.... somehow enlarge them and i think not only does it not exist it will probably kill you.
>>6046405
>no boysclub
come on
yumes is the best
>>6046446
Estrogen usually makes me feel better when I take it though; you might want to take some just for that reason if nothing else.
>talking with faye about how people gender us and about being clocked etc
>"idk i mean i've never not been gendered female even when i know they've clocked me. which is kinda weird."
>well the thing is, people gendering you female is more of a subconscious thing
>"what do you mean?"
>like people don't regularly consciously gender you one way or the other in casual conversation
>the way people gender you a lot of the time is almost automatic and based on presentation
>even if they clock you, if you look like a woman to them they're not going to stop saying she
>even if you sound like a man, if you look completely female to them they're going to say she
>that's just how it is. humans don't have the capacity to constantly control every detail of exchanges with others at all times.
>so a lot of that stuff is just stored in your subconscious and it's almost a reflex
>that's why people will still a lot of the time gender me female even if i talk in a deep voice.
mtfg would you say this is true?
when we were first talking about it i was sort of just like 'ya tru' but thinking about it more now it actually makes a lot of sense. like i had the deepest voice ever at one point but because i was wearing makeup and women's clothes and looked ok to those around me i've never really been misgendered by ...anyone. and maybe that's also why a lot of girls who "try harder" will get gendered female even if they aren't flawless looking most of the time because unless they're around someone bigoted who is consciously trying to be like 'UR A MAN', if the presentation appears female enough, they're gonna stick to one pronoun....which i guess does mean that people judge you based on the way you look and present yourself, but i'd rather think that even if that's tru it's not the only thing that matters....
>>6046446
:(
I hope you feel better...
>>6046472
what the
Post your favourite song and waifu:
I've got two;
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tCYr5MD4ufE
and
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LOZuxwVk7TU
>>6046445
painful not really, but liquid diet for a few weeks since you can't move it much after surgery and also chewing will hurt for a bit
>>6046345
>MFW thought I was walking into another femgen, turns out I was getting pranked, again
>want to go up the street to get some clams
>too lazy to get on bike and cycle up to get some clams
someone in san francisco please get me some clams please
>>6046472
>8 inches
Someone likes them big~
[spoiler]but so do i[/spoiler]
>>6046408
Not all black people have aids t b h
>>6046476
You seem to focus on her posts a lot there for her being someone you dislike~
>>6046472
Being a size queen is
[spoiler]not so bad[/spoiler
desu
>>6046454
U-umm, I may have rediscovered how awesome having things stuck in your butt is the past two weekends that my ex has dropped by..
>looking at girl clothes on amazon
>check out pretty dresses
>get really tempted to buy one
>remember how i'd look in it and just close the tab
>>6046476
:P lol
>>6046485
i think like 7-8 is perfect length, after having conducted much science ^,^
>>6046472
forgot image on lat one
>>6046499
How many times does he have to fuck you before you stop calling him your ex?
>>6046505
>7-8 is perfect length
Good taste
>>6046468
yes
>>6046501
you would look qt! buy the dress
>>6046456
what's that
>>6046495
would you rather me notice you instead :^)
>tfw you will never be part of a harem.
Sigh.
Do cummies feel better in tummies or bummies
someone
enter
the
tiny
chat?7\
>>6046507
What do you mean?
>>6046529
No.
>>6046525
w-we should do an experiment
>>6046525
thats it cyba, take your pants off NOW
>>6046499
>>6046483
super cute undies, where did you get them?
nice BUTT too
>>6046468
I would say this is kind of true.
>>6046499
give us his number
>>6046467
Im probably going to when I get back from work but I know its just going to make me cry or something
Im just almost out of hormones and cant afford more until I get paid on friday
>>6046468
that makes a lot of sense actually
>>6046470
thanks
>>6046525
cyba [;please enter the tinychat
there's a creepy kid in there
>>6046468
I didn't make that up, it was as from a behavioral psychology class >.>
>>6046514
i really don't think so, im probably just better off buying like a tshirt and jeans or something
>>6046556
What did you major in?
>>6046531
So why aren't you two back to being a couple at this point?
>>6046472
>tfw you will never be part of a tranny harem.
>>6046521
I may be nearly full sub but I'd never be sub to a beta. :<
MechahonDyke82500 Reporting in from SF.
Chaser in the plane.
He stared the whole fucking time with a disgusting grin.
And at baggage claim.
He was:
>5'9"
>moderately city boy scrawny
>north face fleece pullover with khaki cargo pants & laceup brown leather work boots
>boots looked well walked in, never worked in
>ugly buzzed brown haircut
>cheap digital watch
Also, its nice to be called "auntie"
How are you mtfg
>>6046497
is that even being a size queen? lol, I guess so average penis size in Korea is 4.3" ;( it's why I only sleep with foreigners.
>>6046512
I suppose you know all about whats the right length, from your own research ;P
>>6046525
bummies, tbqh. unless you can deepthroat and and get the cummies straight into tummy. unless you're realllly a slut and like the taste of cummies.
>>6046535
good idea, we need men ;D
>>6046553
i'll come too
>>6046562
i bet you could pull that dress off if you got your make up done by your mom or a girl friend., ya it would suit your taller bod, but you'd need the right shoes for it.
>>6046556
damn, faye so smart.
>benisddddd: sry coffee but you'll never pass
rip
>>6046529
ok but idk how long I can stay
>>6046529
Oddish pls
>>6046578
Wanting to kill myself
>tfw I will never have a perfect flat girl tummy.
>>6046574
>beta
',:^)
>>6046583
stop worrying you giant babby
>>6046513
>>6046546
>>6046551
;__; sigh
what bothers me about that tho is like if that's tru then our happiness when it comes to being gendered properly is literally a hugbox. like people are referring to us in a way that's understandable to them based on what they see, not based on what they are. which goes along with my thoughts on the whole passing is a social construct thing, but still like.... if that's tru then what's the point?! lmao
like ur still gonna get clocked on something at some point in your life and you won't even know it if they just keep gendering you properly so why spend all ur money on trying to look flawlessly cis??? ;__;
>>6046556
i didn't say you made it up i said i was thinkin about the smart things you say!!!
>>6046591
Just starve yourself like all the cool people are doing
> tfw I no longer eat breakfast and lunch so I can where crop tops this summer
>>6046591
is this a girl tummy?
>>6046593
Well you are a beta. You should probably start going to /fit/ instead of luring here 24/7. Which reminds me that you're also probably a manlet.
I made it out alive
>>6046594
>like ur still gonna get clocked on something at some point in your life and you won't even know it if they just keep gendering you properly so why spend all ur money on trying to look flawlessly cis??? ;__;
Because Dysphoria
>>6046583
You don't believe that bullshit, do you?
>>6046604
But I already go to /fit/, and I'm 6'1 friend.
>>6046602
Yeah thats pretty close.
So I'm kinda concerned about this thing that keeps being said about passing not mattering very much and that I should just accept myself, like, somebody just said that whole deal in the kageshi directed at me, same as muff and Edie have done before, and I'm starting to get scared that there's something to it and I'm just not getting it for some reason. It'd be a lot cheaper and easier than surgery. But I don't know if I have the brain chemistry to alter my moods and thinking patterns by choice like flipping a switch. Is it just a meme or am I missing out on something somehow? Why would anybody physically transition if it was so easy to live with looking like a dude?????
>>6046361
>tfw still got a few spiro to use up before I start cypro
poop
>>6045234
ikr
vid.me/OwGq
<3
>>6046396
>tfw getting skincare products at Boots
>use self-checkout as usual to avoid interacting with cashier, because autism
>it fucks up and calls for assistance
>dude comes over
>practically stops in his tracks when he sees my face and almost flubs asking me if I need help
>clearly avoids gendering me the whole time he's dealing with me
>get incredibly embarrassed and try not to walk like quite as much of a faggot on my way out
fucking boyboobs
>>6046468
>just wear makeup and dress like a girl
>doesn't matter how well you pass you'll still be gendered female
Ive_discovered_women_get_called_faggot_a_lot.jpg
I'm not denying your experiences, but what the fuck reality do you live in where this can happen?!?!
>>6046501
Ironically my body actually looks surprisingly alright in dresses and skirts 'cause of my hips and thick thighs, as some of my oldest and cringiest pics on this website show, but my face just utterly utterly ruins it
>>6046607
How did it go!?
>>6046602
I have to lick it first..
>>6046567
Because it's just not going to happen. I'm enjoying the sex, and he is as well, but we're well past the point where a relationship is possible. Moreover, he doesn't even want one, at least not with someone crazy like me.
>>6046548
N-no ;~;
>>6046616
Why do I get the feeling that you just lie about everything in hopes to try and impress everyone?
>>6046578
Yeah keep telling yourself he was a chaser instead of laughing at your freak face
>>6046580
It's not super size queenish, but 8' is pretty much above average everywhere
>the average size is under 6'
How horrible
>>6046607
How do you feel?
You're all still faggots.
>>6046625
I dunno man that's on you
>>6046625
Because thats literally what every chaser does.
>>6046602
>mfw already have body hair thinning and fat redistrubution away from stomach at 5.5 months
>mfw I have girl tummy now
>mfw hon face
>>6046633
I love you sage <3
>robins here to shit up the thread with 12 hours of autism
>>6046595
y o u d i d n ' t w a n t t o w e a r a n y g i r l c l o t h e s
WHAT HAPPENED TO "I LIKE THAT U RESPECT MY BOUNDARIES" U SHITPOSTER
>>6046608
but i don't really have dysphoria about anything other than my giant nose and brow. i'd like bigger titties but i'm patient. and i like my dick.
am i a fetishist? is my transition done after mild FFS??? WHAT DOES THIS MEAN ANGIE
>>6046620
>what the fuck reality do you live in where this can happen
apparently this one cause i never get misgendered or anything even if people stare at me lots. altho someone apparently called faye a faggot once in SF and i was just a sissy hoe that men looked at, so
>>6046634
I look forward to you doing the exact same thing Kayla did before coming to terms with being trans. Regret and all.
Nice misgendering as well you really need to work on your negging game if you're going to land anyone else here for a skype relationship.
>>6046649
>I wonder if its the same Robin we once remade a whole skype group to get away from.
They're OlRapeyFace/Edgar/Noelle
>>6046645
>mild ffs
>>6046633
Yes and?
>>6046649
nah I've never been part of any skype group, I dipped into the femgen one very briefly a couple of weeks back but too many notifications thnx
I'm le edgar meme hon
>>6046645
But even with ffs, I still get dysphoria about my face especially on my body
>keeping your dick
If that makes you happy. I don't see an issue with it at all.
I don't think our transitions will never truly end
>>6046623
>N-no ;~;
but he's just your *ex*
>>6046623
Aww. : \ Well, enjoy what it can be, I guess; I don't doubt that you'll be able to find someone that you can have a relationship with if that's what you're interested in finding right now, in any case.
>>6046594
Families, groups of cis coworkers, social groups where they know you're trans, everyone who knows you and basically wants to tear you down based on you being trans for any slip up, it's hard to be socially trans if you aren't perfect
I literally ordered food at lunch and got called ma'am today, and then went to class and got called he the entire group discussion while my cleavage was showing.
This only works if they don't know you, or if you're close to passing perfectly anyway
>>6046655
Elanna I have a small situation. Could you help me please?
>>6046651
>misgendering
>commonly used gender neutral term
cis women dont care about this stuff
>>6046651
I'm all man, baby!
Also don't worry about me I learned my lesson, shit's not worth the crazyness, just gonna go back to my boyfriend.
>>6046671
I'm pretty sure the majority of us here aren't cis women though.
tfw faye feels awful about herself after hanging out with edie
>>6046618
ty
>>6046622
l-lewd .///.
>>6046637
at least having a nice tummy is nice.
>>6046675
ty
>>6046667
>cringey scottish autist
Theres no scottish autist robin its obviously the english robin with scat, and vomit fetishes.
>>6046679
cool so then im sure you wouldnt mind if people actually use male pronouns to refer to you?
>>6046676
shit's not worth the crazyness, just gonna go back to my boyfriend.
Wait, I've only been home 30 minutes.. when did you get a boyfriend? o.O Did you come out?
>>6046677
I should be easier the second time; in any case, you did well this time it seems, you'll get through the next session as well.
>>6046645
>telling people I got called a faggot while standing next to you
welp I'm going to go cry now
Also I was testing you about the boy clothes, to see if you wanted a boyfriend, and you obviously did, I offered to buy any dress you'd pick out with me, but we only ended up with a tshirt ;-;
>>6046687
just this instead next time
\\\-\\\
>>6046687
true
it sure beats the massive pod-belly I had in repression mode
>>6046693
*It
>>6046677
Yeah, the first appointment or two are the basics about you before you delve into your DEEP DARK ABYSS OF ISSUES
but nah, joan's right
>>6046693
it's gonna get easier the more you do it <3
>>6046692
what the heck, I'm pan.
I broke up with a boy to be with Grace.
>>6046696
I like it here though and you're really cute
>>6046649
holy crap, sage
and that was Robyn with a y, wasn't it?
>>6046692
He had a boyfriend that he dumped because his boyfriend was only interested in sex, then tried hooking up with someone here, then that fell apart and he's now saying that he's going back to his boyfriend while simultaneously continuing to hang out here and hit on anyone that gives him some attention. (He's been 'pansexual' all along, no orientation change occurred.)
>>6046689
Wasn't she scottish? I honestly never paid much attention to her.
>>6046714
Hello, I don't know, I don't pay attention to shit.
>>6046663
Thanks joan, I hope that I find someone. I'm enjoying it for what it is, and it's staving off the thirst at least a little, but I'm definitely looking for a new relationship with someone right now.
>>6046662
But I still wouldn't give out his number on 4chan ;~;
Besides, he very explicitly said once "I wouldn't date another trans girl after my experiences with you. You're fun, and I like you a lot, but holy shit you're crazy."
>>6046666
What's wrong?
>tfw abs and flat tummy
:3
>>6046720
she was scot ye
>look down at body whilst sitting
>literally looks like a girl's body, wow
>look back up again and catch my face's reflection in the window
>creepy thuggish-russian-looking drug addict man
why
neither of my parents look ugly like this but I have enough specific features it's clear I'm definitely their child
how can this happen, the probability must be so tiny
>>6046620
passing matters to an extent, but in reality being gendered female is mostly a matter of presentation. i look like a 700 pound former twink on my best days and people still call me she, the only time they dont is when they hear my voice first and then they usually just dont use a pronoun. makeup is probably one of the biggest things, along with hair and voice, then little things like how you walk and stand and such. its not a different reality, its just how people are. if you worked on your makeup and your hair and voice half as much as you post here you'd get gendered female most of the time too. theres always going to be asshats who think you might be male and call you that sometimes, cis girls have to deal with that too if theyre ugly, and thats where accepting yourself comes in.
>>6046426
>calzone is invite-only
24 hour invite or anyone interested
https://discord.gg/0jCp5pochwurPgaH
also
>>6046702
>abs and cardio are pretty good to flatten things
see pic, my tummy
>>6046699
>Is it good?
really depends on their age and diet, vegans taste best, than vegetarians, than so on so forth to alcoholics/high dairy intake/smokers
>>6046721
>What's wrong?
Her gender. Lmao
>>6046660
well that blows. i guess that just means we have to be deluded shemales to be happy with ourselves ;-;
>>6046665
that makes sense ye. i'm glad i don't live anyone i grew up with lol
>>6046694
STOP TROLLING LMAAAO. it's not like i told them about how hard u got when i called u a sissy or when i told you i could take you wherever, whenever i wanted.
PLUS you're uranus and i'm neptune remember? you're still a qt grill no matter what you're wearing. I'M JUST NOT GONNA FORCE FEMINIZE YOU TO FULFILL UR FANTASIES OK
>>6046722
>tfw slightly chubby and soft tummy
i need to lose weight and work out
>>6046732
Pan has a qt tummy
>>6046721
[spoiler]He sounds like a total pussy.[/spoiler]
>>6046721
It's about the job I got. I need help with something. It's kinda a private thing.
>>6046736
that just means you have soft hugs and cuddles! <3
>>6046729
British people are ugly even germans look slightly better than them.
Well. I can see things have been interesting.. hi everyone
>>6046732
>24 hour invite or anyone interested
doesnt work
>>6046699
y-yeah
>>6046717
I broke up with him after I met her, I saw no potential with him but now I really don't care anymore.
>>6046727
Yeah I'm honestly really sorry about all of it, our personal business should have never been brought into the thread but you know
>>6046724
It really does. You'll get more comfortable with her and things will start to flow. Seeing my therapist each week is like visiting a friend for an hour. Who charges me hundreds of dollars. And kicks me out at the end of the hour. lol
>>6046743
I guess but it's not like some flat belly i'd wanna show off here 'w'
>>6046697
\\\-\\\ t-thanks ... baka!
>>6046699
>>6046702
<3
>look in mirror
>upper chest is so shit and wide
>totally fucks up my body
tfw literally an upside down triangle and nothing can fix that.
>>6046732
your tummy is really awesome wow. pretty jelly desu
>>6046736
> tfw manly beer gut
I'm starving myself to kill it t b h
>>6046691
>tell hrt clinic male pronouns are still fine because you're not really presenting female at all
>at the end, after getting prescription one of the nurses who talked to you and was around during the pronoun talk says "it was nice meeting you, sir"
>cringe at "sir", she's obviously fucking with me
>tell support group I'm switching to female pronouns at group
>someone mentions mlp at group, I double check and underneath my jacket I'm wearing a pony shirt (because I'm just that kind of a faggot)
>I reveal my shirt, amused, the person who mentioned it doesn't see it
>"hey, did you see her shirt?"
>her
I look around at who she's pointing at, it's me
>her shirt
>my shirt
>feel good inside, even though she only did that because I explicitly asked for it
It didn't use to bother me at all, but now that I got it I want more of it.
>>6046750
the best hugs and cuddles are best experienced not shown off :3
>>6046735
Taking applications for someone to force feminize me into the girl I am and then mind break me on their dick because apparently Edie doesn't even want to meet me half way and even give me makeup advice
"Fragile X syndrome is a genetic condition that causes a range of developmental problems including learning disabilities and cognitive impairment. Usually, males are more severely affected by this disorder than females.
Affected individuals usually have delayed development of speech and language by age 2. Most males with fragile X syndrome have mild to moderate intellectual disability, while about one-third of affected females are intellectually disabled. Children with fragile X syndrome may also have anxiety and hyperactive behavior such as fidgeting or impulsive actions. They may have attention deficit disorder (ADD), which includes an impaired ability to maintain attention and difficulty focusing on specific tasks. About one-third of individuals with fragile X syndrome have features of autism spectrum disorders that affect communication and social interaction. Seizures occur in about 15 percent of males and about 5 percent of females with fragile X syndrome.
Most males and about half of females with fragile X syndrome have characteristic physical features that become more apparent with age. These features include a long and narrow face, large ears, a prominent jaw and forehead, unusually flexible fingers, flat feet, and in males, enlarged testicles (macroorchidism) after puberty."
This is like 90% me. What the fuck. I also fit most of the diagnostic criteria for Klinefelter. I'm not saying I have either of those, but I'm starting to think I possibly have SOME kind of X-chromosome disorder to have the number of comorbid developmental issues I have. I can't even swallow or breath properly without concentrating on it.
>>6046721
>"I wouldn't date another trans girl after my experiences with you. You're fun, and I like you a lot, but holy shit you're crazy."
I want to be disappointed in him for painting us all with a broad brush but honestly he's not wrong.
>>6046754
big boobs can mask it, it's what I'm hoping for
I've only got A cups and in shirts at least my torso already looks significantly better, and I measure 42-44 inches around under the armpits
>>6046768
id show off mine but I'm still running at the gym rn and im all sweaty '-'
>>6046763
>Taking applications for someone to force feminize me into the girl
Does this include teaching you how to get a grill voice?
>>6046594
I would post a good reply to all of these philosophical questions but unfortunately its 3 in the morning here and I have a headache.
But short answer is, we are all humans and there is no point in not trying just as much as there is in trying, only difference is that trying can potentially give us something, even if it just improves a little bit, it should be considerable to continue on and try.
Otherwise you may as well just lay down and die. And there is nothing good in dying, its cold and its lonely, and it will cause others to stop trying.
Social constructs, civil rights, economy, freedom etc. They are all just different examples of human effort and are no different than any other. We didn't build ourselves out of the stone age just to give up at the next buss stop because the driver recognized what we really are. All of us in this thread, of 420chan, at susans forums or whatever its called, the hons on youtube etc, we are all building this pyramid of progress and for every person who gives up the person next to him/her must pick up his stone and carry it to the top.
Edie, you climbed up the farthest of all of us. Don't you stop because you can only see other people still struggling below your steps.
Now I'm gonna stop for real though, Im not sure what I am replying to and I can't remember what I am writing past the last ten words and I have a captcha to fill in and some attention grabbing pic to go with it so that people itt might read it (just as long as you do its okay though).
STOPPING GOODNINGHT
can someone tell me why Weißensee is so boring
where's Lily
fuck
why did i take this german class
my face is ugly and masculine
there's been a lot more melanin involved in my sexual adventures lately and i'm pretty happy about that
>>6046766
I've never met a gay guy who wasn't a complete nut job, I'm completely sane but couldn't imagine even being friends with one
>>6046770
yeahhhh, I was looking at my "boobs" in comparison to chest and it is so bad lol. I think I have low set boobs incoming. which doesn't really help. A cup life though (if that)
I just don't know how I will be able to pull off clothes that show shoulders.
>>6046763
my dick doesnt work but ill do my best. i'll make you into my qt girlfriend and walk you on a leash ya sissygirl
>>6046778
Compliment fishing: the post
>>6046773
Yes! I want to talk to everyone really prettily and sweetly, I'd be nice all the time and would stop being so unhappy and broody and afraid of the world
>>6046740
I dunno, he put up with an awful lot from me, I was legitimately crazy as fuck and clingy as fuck for a good chunk of the time we dated (ie. when I was a functional addict on cyproterone). That said, if he couldn't deal with me as I am now I sort of agree. I do honestly feel that I could do better but I just havn't met a guy that fits the bill yet.
>>6046766
I don't think he's wrong either, but it still hurt like fuck to hear.
>>6046742
Message me~
>>6046778
Pretty and feminine you sillyhead
>>6046778
>pls give me attention i feed on it
>>6046594
This is basically the mindset to hons.
If they try hard enough to present female with female clothing, a pound of make up and a falsetto voice, it really doesn't matter how ugly and manly they are, people will "know" it's supposed to be a woman. Just an ugly, manly woman overcompensating.
I'm sure if you applied the same mindset to trannies who aren't so bad it would work just the same.
>>6046778
we know
>>6046790
For what it's worth I think you're one of the less crazy ones, haha.
STOP MAKING EARLY THREADS IVE BEEN SITTING IN THE LAST ONE FOR OVER AN HOUR REEEE
>>6046789
Just go to South Korea and get voice surgery, heck i think pan will let you stay at her place.
>>6046732
>tfw goals
>>6046803
Why don't you try not being a retard.
>>6046807
>Just go to South Korea and get voice surgery, heck i think pan will let you stay at her place.
ya, staying here is really cheap, food is cheap lodging/housing is cheap. idk if i'd advocate voice surgery though :?, i'm a strong proponent of just training it. idk though.
>>6046795
Uhm this is the same principle as to why some white people are put on edge by passing minorities, why men judge women's competency before knowing them, and why tall people get hired more, it's subconscious judgement fueling interactions, people don't think about how to gender someone
>>6046778
id date ur ugly ass holla <3
>>6046799
There's nothing wrong with wanting attention.
And, sometimes, everyone needs some.
>>6046811
>well you posted a pic of a pretty girl for sure
Nice hugbox bro.
>>6046785
>tfw only a week in on spiro and still get morningwood and a few random boners but have zero desire to masturbate
>can't tell if I'm just too fucking tired or if my sex drive was really that weak to begin with
It only lessens, doesn't it? I'm not sure if I'm worried or if I don't care.
>tfw a mean little dog scared me and chased me while barking on my evening bike ride and I fell over and a cute guy saw and came over to help me and we talked a lot and he asked for my number and now we're going out this weekend.
Well some of that story is true. ;~;
tfw u talk about how christianity is stupid and in front of ur parents then u remember that they actually believe in it
tears in my fedora desu
>>6046803
Lol i visualized that in my head, p funny.
>>6046818
Not bashing on red but the way she gets her attention is on a sexual addicted hourly basis.
>>6046775
> what a weird sentence but im serious lol
I know what you mean. Theres girl chubby and guy chubby, and i'm definitly the second one
>>6046763
if it wasnt for the fact that Im pretty sure I couldn't fuck anyone I would feminize the shit out of you
>>6046830
after i shave later im gonna have my friends rate my tummy passing i guess
>>6046821
In my case it was definitely that I just got to the point where I didn't care, probably because the sex drive stops being the same. (Not that it goes away exactly, it just changes.) If you want to keep it functional you need to keep using it regularly, otherwise it'll probably shrink and lose some functionality if you only use it when you feel like it. Which is fine for some people, of course, it just depends what you want.
>tfw u make a perfect shitpost
B)
>>6046730
have you seen my face
but erm
>hair
working on it, still picking a style, my hair's so flat and shapeless it's hard to decide what to do with it that would work, it grows back so sloooow too
>makeup
dyspraxia, and look like Arin Transon when my more skilled female friends do it, just no
>voice
working on it, it's harder for me though, given I can't even FEEL those muscles you're supposed to change the resonance with, thanks again nerve damage
>>6046821
no spiro plummeted my drive. youve got a while to decide if its right for you before everything stops working. youll probably notice you get turned on in a different way.
i guess i'ma go home and worry about this there
i wonder how badly i could fuck up and not fail
>>6046828
I'd do yoga but I have no idea how to do yoga. I wish the fit channel on tv didnt disappear they always had good daily yoga shows.
>>6046830
>when you see transwomen who have manly beer guts and all their limbs are jiggling with fat
It's terrifying.
I'm almost as scared of getting fat as I am of being manly.
>>6046801
That's oddly discouraging, I really don't feel particularly sane, and if I'm one of the saner ones ;~;
Thanks though joan
>>6046778
c u t e
c u t e
c u t e
>>6046844
oh god I've created a monster.
>>6046843
wanna come over sometime, tho
like not rn, tho
i'm sick
How do I get reincarnated as a girl?
>>6046833
ur an angel. sorry i dont talk much. im too afraid to get close to anyone bc it hurts.
>>6046844
I do have lots of sex.....
what/who did you do this weekend?
>tfw not a real person
>>6046854
but ur a girl
Boobies hurt
mkays first hour of cardio done and 580 calories burned, still have an hour to go. I'll try to hit 1200 burned total
>>6046735
But are we deluded or just aware of our short comings?
>>6046863
Thanks for the update and keeping on treating this place like its your Facebook status!
>>6046860
same
>>6046847
Well, maybe what I mean is that you come across as pretty sane here at least, haha; I don't know you in person of course. But from here at least you seem to be doing alright, I think.
>>6046868
make sure to like comment and subscribe friend!
>>6046872
gem likes this post
>>6046779
that's cool, I've only ever had sex with one non-white person but that's because rural England is very, very white, even in the universities
my high school had 2000 people, only a handful of whom weren't English, let alone non-white.
>>6046877
I lold
>>6046856
i guess you don't wanna talk to me then :/
sorry
i did kinda go off the rails
reply to this post if ur a girl
ignore if man
>>6046854
First you have to end it all dude.
>>6046886
gotta prove im a real girl
>>6046886
What if you're depressed and always teetering in between the two?
>>6046763
>mfw i picked out all of your makeup and helped with your outfits the past month or so
>mfw i told you that we should do more makeup on you and you said we couldn't before we went out
>mfw you wouldn't stop playing with my 'loaded gun' despite not wanting to let it go off
if you would have let me fuck you like i wanted to and that you were begging for we wouldn't be having this discussion now would we!!!!!
all you had to do was submit to me when i was on top of you with your legs wrapped around my waist, but noOOooOOoo... and you call yourself a sissy..........
>>6046774
this was really nice and well written ;_; thank you. it helps honestly.
>>6046854
Various religions have opinions on that, but as far as I know there isn't any evidence that this life isn't the only one we get. Sorry. : \
what if im neither?
>>6046376
plz?
jfc im so glad i pass well enough to use the women's bathroom and not get yelled at
can red call me cute?
that would be great
I was talking to this depressed autistic british dude and he just
well he is super depressed and its giving effecting me.
>>6046886
im a shota.
reply to this post if you're a manly man who don't need no estrogen
>>6046897
>loaded gun
that is fucking hilarious.
this is now the new girl tinkler
>>6046858
this one cutie guy, who had a hecka nice body, like big developed pecs and nice quads and hips and everything. Greek but i thought he was south american at first he was so dark, and his bodyhair was niiice and his face was SUPER cute and handsome. <3
We stayed up super late together and fucked like three times and fooled around twice more.
Tried topping him, too, but my noodle quit on me so i just . </3
Also got with this fucking adooooorable chick, half native american and she was, like.. really fit? A soccer player and her hip muscles were like ummph. Came home with me after a party and we just made out a lot and bit and scratched and writhes and grinded and tongued each other up real nice. We fingered each other, too, which was really the only penetrative part of our time together but for the most part we just enjoyed each other's bodies. Also we watched lots of Jojo's and they were super sweet and nice and comfy~ : 3c
>>6046879
Oh, yeah, there's alllll sorts of ethnicities where i live. I think the only real shortage i've had is with non-SEA asian guys but i guess that's just cuz they usually don't hit on me. </3
and its effecting me**
urk
>>6046904
hi cute girl~ it's always nice to see you! One day I'm gonna meet you and just spend the day with my attention on you, holding your hand, headpets, kissing!
>tfw everything is wrong
>terrified of what the near future holds
>guymode 24/7 is making you crazy
>no one irl to go to, always hiding and putting on a show
>tired of living like a rat but too much of a fucking coward to move forward right now
>>6046886
heres your (you)
>>6046620
sup
you are not getting it because you keep wanting to be someone you are not.
once you accept yourself and are more confident with yourself, then that whole passing thing loses meaning; you will see yourself how you are and you will notice people around you being normal.
achieve what you can, move past things you cannot and stop contrasting your life with others.
mainly that, do not be thayt fuck that goes " omg so jells ur luckey omg"
saw that a day ago
>>6046903
forgot link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHt7EBCgJnI
>>6046897
You should have manned up desu, I've met high school virgins who were better at getting into my pants then you, it must be a mix of your autism and my intimidatingly masculine body, because all you wanted to do was eat pizza and do your makeup for 3 hours every day and make us late for everything
>>6046893
okay, feminizing someone is literally my fetish though so if anything would make me capable of fucking someone itd be that desu
Im gonna do your make up and we're going shopping and Im finally gonna force you into a cute dress like you should've been in a long time ago >:3
You're going to be the prettiest girl by the time Im done with you
>>6046886
I'm probably a girl or whatever
>>6046917
thank you red <3
always nice to see you too ^_^
Promise we can hug a lot ?
I really like hugs and i also like you so it would be fun !!!
>>6046870
Thanks joan
I have actually been told that my self-image is a bit off, and that I come off less sane here than irl. I have my issues, but I'm probably not much worse than the average 24 year old anymore.
Do mtfs like guys like this?
>>6046926
Where can I sign up for this? Feminize me please.
>>6046904
>I was talking to this depressed autistic british dude and he just
well he is super depressed and its giving effecting me.
s-sorry
>>6046920
and not to be a dick
but dollbutt and I are probs the most reasonable, least self destructive people here.
maybe cause we give LESS of a FUCK
or because not everything in life happens in a basement on a computer talking to trannies
>>6046931
Eww, thats nasty tbvh
>>6046916
*affecting
>>6046922
Jesus Christ. Why.
>>6046925
I'M LITERALLY FUCKING SCREAMING
UR SUCH A SLUT I SWEAR WTF HAPPENED TO WAITING??? THAT ALL WENT AWAY WHEN I GAVE YOU A BONER IN THE ELEVATOR HUH
>>6046931
>stache tattoo
tryhard little bitch/10
>>6046931
He looks like a goomba from the super mario bros. movie.
>>6046915
That girl sounds really nice!
So, after skipping this party I was invited to, I asked to hang out with this one girl in my classes. She was femme and very nice, also we matched on tinder. Sooner or later it turned to kissing and feeling each other. Her tummy was so cute, I just had to blow raspberries on it
Later, I had this long extednded BDSM play session with this couple I know, this really smart bio lab tech who loves how submissive I am and this really fashionable and nice black lady. It was such a thrill to be shared, and they both LOVED hurting me and touching me. I got cum all over my face. Also, I'm now basically their live-in pet every weekend.
>>6046931
Depends how big his dick is
>>6046841
I've seen your face. It's not a conventionally pretty face, but thats something you have to accept. all the surgery in the world wont fix your self image issues, actually working towards being better will.
you dont need much time to pick a style, google hair style for blank length hair and pick one you like. then use it, go to a stylist if you need to. thats what they do.
your friends dont know shit about how you should look in makeup because they dont know you. learn what makeup does and how to apply and work towards using it to make yourself look good. thats what it for, its a tool for you to use to enhance, it wont fix everything but its part of a fashion you need to develop.
voice is hard for everybody, thats just how it is. youre making excuses and it doesnt matter if theyre valid because it doesnt change anything. if its harder for you then practice more, youve got hours of free time every day and you should spend as much as you can making yourself better so you can stop posting about how shitty you think you are all the time.
>>6046941
It's a prison tat but ok
>>6046867
hey kari ily. i took a picture of the water while thinking of you the other day. here.
>>6046884
no stop youre fine and you never did anything wrong and i love you. i was bullied out of the skype group and the people in there dont want me talking to you.
>>6046893
i dont like domming but ill do it for you faye
>>6046930
average 24 year old in Edmonton maybe
>lol
>>6046897
I honestly cant tell if this is half assed angry or sarcastic teasing. Its weird and slightly erotic, cute and kind of derpy.
This is a 90s transgender sitcom.
http://youtu.be/1NImu3Q9Qv4
>>6046931
Like I'm not particularly attracted to him, but the idea of dating a gang banger who beats me and treats me like an object while bringing in drug money is pretty appealing.
>apply for 1099 job w/ girl name because fuck it
>put in my social
>ohshitnigger
well fuck. time to go to the ssa. ;-;
>>6046926
P..lease (pic related)
>>6046939
WOULD YOU STOP TALKING ABOUT MY DICK LIKE A STRAIGHT GIRL
>tfw no gf
>>6046915
>>6046945
i envy u 2 when it comes to sex. i wish i could do anything like that
>>6046947
well like surgery could fix some specific stuff if ur realistic
like I accept not being pretty but I'd still like to change a few things
>>6046960
> tfw no bf
>>6046933
his name is lee and I know him from twitter, it upset me because he talks about the same thing over and over and it hurts.
>>6046931
That is honestly kinda gross
>>6046937
Thank you anon.
I always get those two confused and its an issue.
>>6046960
i wish i could have a gf or a bf but then i also realize that i am borderline and having a stable relationship for me personally is impossible
>>6046959
Alison is a super nice girl.
>>6046918
samantha
you're gonna pass fine, you already pretty much do already
you're an actor playing a role, what you're presenting to them to survive has got nothing to do with who you really are
keep taking the pills and hold on to a piece of yourself even if it's only on the inside, bury it deep and they can't take that away from you no matter how much they try to hurt you, and it's more important than anything material you own they can threaten to confiscate or break or any privilege they deny you as punishment
no matter what they do, they can't take away who you are
it's how I survived high school living with my parents and it's how I'll deal with working and saving up for FFS
I've been there, except I didn't have the advantage of grade A+ passing genes
You're going to be fine, I wouldn't say anything if there was nothing truthful and good to say
please try and find a way out of there but don't think less of yourself for putting on a front to survive, it's the sensible thing to do, not cowardice
you're moving in the right direction
>>6046954
both
>>6046959
I'M SORRY LET ME CORRECT MYSELF
DID YOU DECIDE THAT WAITING WAS THE WRONG DECISION AFTER I GRABBED A FIST FULL OF YOUR SOFT BROWN HAIR IN THE ELEVATOR AND CARESSED YOUR BREASTS AND YOUR PANTIES GOT SURPRISINGLY WET AND TIGHT?
Glad to see nothing has changed. Keep up the bad work :)
>>6046960
>>6046969
>ywn have a bf or gf
>>6046935
>I are probs the most reasonable, least self destructive people here.
weren't you talking about planning on killing yourself only a week ago?
>>6046945
oh, i had a long-time-coming hook up with this SUPER cute paramedic i know, he has a bucktoothed smile and it melts my heart (also he has nipple piercings just like mine~)
He called me an uber at like 1:30 AM and i got undressed at the foot on his stairs and straddled him in bed gently and woke him up with kisses. We had fun (with a small half hour break) from when i got there to about 6:30 or so. It was exhausting but surreal and amazing. It went from him worshipping me, to us getting really primal, to finally him just domming me, with lots of chatting in between and all.
But he said his wife was going to love me when she met me, and that maybe i could come over and be a pet for them when i was in the mood.
Also, he invited me to a kink convention they were going to and said i could stay with them during. : 3c
Also she waaaaaas like ugh, she was sooo adorable. The sounds she made, ugh.
>>6046940
not my fault brown skin is pretty
also >: puking is no good
>>6046962
it's not too hard to be a slut, all things considered
be at least decent looking
have a unique style
be flirty
eventually you build a reputation ad that helps, too
I really need to leave this place.
I just can't deal with life right now and want to just vanish
>>6046953
I don't see really how it's not a true statement or how I'm any worse off from anyone else who spent more than 6 years in school. I go to class, I get good grades, I have a social life (small as it may be), and I'm about to start applying for work with a stem degree that was hard earned. I could be a hell of a lot worse off.
>>6046920
>once you accept yourself and are more confident with yourself
>move past things you cannot
HOW
I sorely need this but I don't understand HOW
HOW do people do this, do they really do it or is it just an act? I don't understand what I have to do or think in order to make these things happen
I'm scared I'm just not capable of it, because of my brain problems
>>6046984
;__________;
>>6046985
that hardly counts if i am doing it within reason
>>6046975
>>6046959
you two are way too qt
>>6046989
but this desu
>>6046979
hi do you want to see my bird folder
>>6046975
where r u
>>6046998
what kind of deck does she play? i admit im curious now
>>6046996
find a fucking hobby other than being a tranny
have life goals other than beimg a tranny
>>6046993
me too.
>tfw u have to run to catch the elevator and ur not wearing a bra and it hurts
owwwie
>>6047007
We just played the blessed (tokens) vs cursed (removal delirium) set, it was cheap and just as fun as it needed to be
>>6046951
>i was bullied out of the skype group and the people in there dont want me talking to you.
Like, of the 26 people currently in that group chat I'd consider myself close friends to maybe 5 or 6 of them? And of them there is really only one person I would take as a friend over you if I really really had to, and I'm pretty sure maeve wasn't one to bully you out, and if she did i'd be upset to here before trying to rationalise it as being a result of her being on an ocd and bipolar with psychotic features hellride.
But even then put it this way. Nobody else decides who I get to speak to but me, and if someone really wanted to drive a wedge between me and someone else with a "it's me or them" line, even if that's maeve? let it be their decision not to talk to me anymore. i don't cave into ultimatums... ultimata... ultimatae?
>>6046998
Who snogs edie and sends her Lewds.
BTW, if you are a vurgin; snogging and groping us just as bad as sex until you aren't a virgin.
Goodonya tho
Idfk what you're even doing with your gt anymore tbqh.
>>6046996
You lose your fucking mind, snap, try to kill yourself, go on strong antidepressants, pretend everything is okay until you get ma'amd consistently.
....still waiting on that last bit.
i will poop in ur bed
>>6046391
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>>6046987
yeah tbqh I prefer darker skin, I was just teasing :p
sometimes I kinda prefer just puking and getting it over with instead of trying to fight it off unsuccessfully and feeling horrible in the meantime but I'm just tired of it all
>>6046951
Aww <3 That's such a great view omg!! I love your bike. I can't wait to go biking someday!
>>6046945
please say you got pics of you w/ your collar
I'm hopefully gona vape w/ my catboy friend this week or next, he's away for a 420 event this Wednesday which is when I normally see him but maybe this weekend or next Wednesday we're gonna meet up and watch Ghilbi movies and get stoned and lewd and I might dom him a bit :3
>>6047016
pls poop in my bed, jack black
>>6046845
Here's a great way to get started :D
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0o0kNeOyH98
>>6046886
(you) whore ;)
>>6046918
just play it safe, you're going to be able to move out soon, just a couple more months, you can do it sam. how's the exit plan going? do you need anything?
>>6046931
ehh, not really face is ugly, also looks like a massive douchebag.
>>6046960
>>6046969
>tfw no bf
>>6046975
>GRABBED A FIST FULL OF YOUR SOFT BROWN HAIR
>CARESSED YOUR BREASTS
holy shit sooo lewdddd
>>6047016
Nice, no poop on my bed tonight. Woo!
>>6046989
it's not like she slept naked in my bed last night or anything if that's what ur thinking...
and she definitely didn't tease me below the waist or pin me down when i tried to get up the other morning.
and she would NEVER tease me saying she wanted me to fuck her really badly while i was spanking her and pulling her hips into my pelvis.
nor would her precum get all over my belly while i fucked her mouth with my fingers and licked her nipples.
she'd never do those things. because she's a pure, nice girl who worships the lord and regularly attends church.
>>6046947
sure I won't ever be conventionally or cis-tier pretty, but I can still look a FUCKLOAD better than I do atm with surgery, enough to be able to cope with the lingering dysphoria
I don't expect to look perfect or even passing, just significantly better so I don't feel revolted at myself
>>6046996
humans are creatures of habit, fake it till ya make it
also utilize your support system
>>6046951
beep come biking with me one day!!
>>6046993
>>6047009
this place isn't really for anyone desu. everyone would do good to leave, but leaving is hard af.
>>6047026
i only poop in clean beds
hello
>>6046997
it's the worst feel possible.....
>>6047011
>tfw small enough tits you can run anywhere with zero pain
i am okay with this
>>6047008
hey muff do you need a bf at all let me know thanks
>>6047034
No bed making is a culture, at least everything is clean.
>>6046886
I'd like to think that I am but I'm probably just a beta boy with boobs, body dysmorphia and AGP.
>>6047033
don't quote me or my wife again
well i feel better but
guh idk so many people around me are in drama and upset.
this sucks because im being force dragged into it
goddamn
>>6047039
hi.
i am literally just a femboy with tits, i'll never actualy pass, everyone just hugboxes me and im upset because after two shitty haircuts that my hair is still growing out from, i asked a friend to style it with curling tongs because it looks shitty as a straight mess. it stayed all wavey for a day. now its just frazzled and wrecked. i just want to shave it all off
holy shit 1 hr 30 mins down still 30 to go @_@;;;;
>>6047049
how are you
>>6046776
wat
I loved weißensee
tbf tho I was there to climb and kajak around
>>6047049
Should just sit and watch shows with me, im pretty damn boring. Its nice.
>>6047025
She's just writing sissy fiction like she used to touch herself to when she was in highschool, don't believe her lies
>>6047008
I do, I have several, but the dysphoria is so strong I can't concentrate on them when I try to work on them and I'm failing horribly at all of them anyway
>>6047042
yee and a pizza
>>6047014
so basically just numb yourself with drugs until nothing matters anymore?
good, I'm on the right path then
>>6047046
aren't we all
>>6047065
I was just doing my laundry >.<
>>6047009
We all do, blind
>>6047033
We need to find our own path
>>6047051
Just be a femboy then.
You'll get all the boys and girls. People will call you a faggot everywhere you go but would they really be wrong?
>>6046959
Im going to put little bows in your hair and brush it for you, cutie :)
and thats only the beginning
>>6047011
tfw small enough chest you can wear thin shirts and people wont even think ur a girl
tfw dont even need to wear a bra at all
>>6046932
all it takes is to meet me irl senpai
unless you just wanted me to give you commands every day :)
>>6046998
Faye how the fuck are you a virgin seriously, I lost mine, to somebody who was gendering me female, when I was 19 and was still pretty fat and very unshaved, before I even started tripping
goddammit im tired for real today x.x
>>6047069
>aren't we all
>tfw only AAP in here
so lonely
>>6047063
well
you will figure it out eventually
i sometimes still get dysphoria, but it goes away quick and i never dwell on it
>>6047072
i can hold your tittays in place next time if you want fattie maddie
>>6047073
i wish i could hug you
>>6047049
Im numb to drama at this point tbqh
>>6047077
it isn't good enough because everyone calls me a girl but they're lying to my fucking face
>>6047066
if we ever meet candidly in person somehow ill offer to be ur bf
>>6047032
I don't have a support system
NHS is slow and shit and being around other hons as in local therapy groups makes me go all Tourettes-y and twitchy involuntarily
>>6047086
Me too blind
I don't see you on Skype much anymore
>>6047088
>clenching my butthole
release it and let the dildo free!
Who /nobras/ here?
>>6047079
>small enough chest
gem I thught you had really nice tits??
>>6047051
you look fine, why the fuck would I hugbox you
wear beanies
>>6047099
Who /nothingworthbraing/ here?
>>6047099
prove it by posting a pic of your bp
Do you sleep nude or clothed
if clothed, underwear or 'night clothes'?
>>6047099
erry day
>>6047078
I said I wouldn't be online for awhile, but I wrote it down to add when I actually get around to signing on
>>6047105
I wear boys clothes to bed :3
>>6047084
why do you want to an hero then? you didn't seem like you were kidding
>>6047105
I just wear boxers and a tee shirt to bed desu
Post celebrity crushes.
pls do it
im curious
>>6047082
aap?
>>6047090
yeah but its different people that I like to think I hold dear to me.
Idk, like i guess ill try and chill
>>6047088
ugh i should do that
>>6047099
I don't have one but I really need one.
>>6047105
Always nude, never anything else.
Well I slept with clothes when sharing a hotel room but other than that nude is the only thing comfortable.
>>6047097
i'm dead.
>>6047100
not at all no, I have the chest of a preteen holocaust survivor
I posted an unsee of it a few hours ago, just ask anyone that saw it and theyll confirm
>>6046982
i feel like a boy 80% of the time good luck
>>6047013
no she was nice to me the one time we talked. all the guys(?) didnt like me. idk sorry. if you want to talk we can but ive been very sad lately and idk if ill talk much (to anyone)
>>6047018
its really nice. theres that town right by the water and at the end theres this tiny park with a bench/fort made of driftwood people have put together.
>>6047033
id love to try. ny seems scary though. im not used to heavy traffic
>>6047080
faye and i are pure maidens saving ourselves for each other
>>6047028
>>/https://fictionmania.tv/
Stop being so g..ross
>>6047099
hey cyba just wondering, did you get big tits only with estrogen and no progesterone?
>>6047092
I'd lie, cheat and steal for you baby
>>6047085
thanks
>>6047115
Just because they're small doesn't mean they aren't really nice though.
>>6047114
Blind :(
>>6047124
hmm very molestable
>>6047104
>>6047120
Only estradiol. I'm on injections now. They are still growing
>>6047105
Nude
>>6047105
i believe the correct term is "jammies"
>>6047126
joji has best lips. i would give all my money to kiss them just once.
>>6047118
i send you a contact request regardless.
at least you commit to your meltdowns lmao, i went through my phase of trying to cut people off and jettison myself, but crawled back in what, a week? lmao
>>6047082
I'm a raging AAP and femboy chaser
>>6047124
np any way you want it
that's the way you need it
>>6047133
That's you in the gif?
If i wasnt super deeply closeted i'd admit attraction to you
>>6047140
>tfw aap as fuck
>tfw you have a dick and don't want to get rid of it
>>6047132
thats not your bp cyba that's your bops, please post your bp please
>>6047109
OHH
I thought you meant you won't be posting for a while my bad
ty tho <3
>>6047110
Waiting for it to be special is a disappointment
Like honestly, sexual interaction isn't special as fuck. If you romanticize it, you are setting yourself up for disappointment, trust me.
>>6047128
Oh, then probably yeah.
>>6047134
I isolate for the most part. Though yesterday I finally got outside after a while and did some socializing. It was great.
idunno though.
>>6047136
Me too
>>6047133
bed wetter
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>>6047133
you going to fuck my friend scott?
>>6047148
same
>>6047146
unsee cc gunomase
>>6047132
>tfw your tits grew for five months and they've stopped ever since
JUST
>>6047155
Growth happens in spurts anon
>>6047148
i miss you. sorry i'm dead.
>>6047159
tell me about it then
>>6047099
I want to wear bras and I like it but my girlfriend has told me repeatedly that I dont need to so I dont bother anymore
bras are for girls who actually have boob
>>6047105
panties and a t shirt/tank, unless its too hot then just panties
>>6047110
Im going to turn you into my cute little princess <3
>>6047113
when its people you care about then it hurts, iktf
also taytay, alison brie, and ryan reynolds
I named myself alison after alison brie (after marathoninh community) tbqhfam
>>6047154
>unsee cc gunomase
>tfw cyba has bigger boobs than you, and you've been on hrt 15 months T,T
fml fuck whole family of A cups and like one B cup who's fat
>>6047155
>tfw they grew for 3 months and then stopped
kill me
>>6047154
>unsee cc gunomase
that's a wonderful pic cyba but those are your bops still, please post your bp
>>6047138
believe me, I know a lot of people here are gonna yell at you to just come out and run away, but it'll be worth it if you can hunker down and make it through this last year and a bit of high school
leaving home on your own terms, with all of your belongings with you and a set of qualifications you can use to get a better class of job than if you drop out, will be so much more rewarding and less stressful. don't do it for them, do it for you, the real you you're gonna let take the reins once you break out of that awful place. wait and see, this is just going to be another chapter about your arduous fight to success to put in your ~inspirational~ memoir when you write it in 10 or 20 years time and you'll be so glad you didn't let them grind you down or give up, and kept yourself alive.
>>6047167
do you drink lots of soya milk?
>>6047154
l-lewd
>>6047144
yup
>>6047150
lolwut who
>wake up next to faye topless cuddling together
>holding her and kissing her neck while i whine about how early it is
>tell her i'm just going to wait one more minute with her in my arms before i start getting ready
>as i get up i feel her holding my right arm down to the bed
>she climbs on top of me and starts making out with me, pins me down
>sucks on my tits, teases3 me through my panties with her mouth
>i'm moaning loud af and pushing her head down on me so i can feel more of her wet warm mouth
>"WOW that's a sound i've never heard you make before! but what are you doing with your hand?!"
>push her onto her back and start to kiss her whole body
>whisper in her ear about how hot she is and how badly i want to fuck her
>grind up against her as i use my body to caress all of hers
>she's moaning softly and i lightly lick her nipples and choke her while i continue to grind into her
>my entire lower body is soaked in her precum
>fuck her mouth with my fingers while she moans through them getting even louder
>tell her how good of a girl she is and how often i want to fuck her in public
>she tells me how badly she wants me, how she can't wait until i'm inside of her
>pull her hair and direct her where i want her while i grope her tits and spank her ass
>lick her entire body so i can taste her soft skin while stroking her thighs
>"i just love that i can mess with you as much as i want and you won't do anything about it..."
>you know i'm only going to be able to wait so long before we have to do something or other you know...
>lay on top of her and make out for a bit, cuddle some more
>tell her i really need to get up but i don't know if i can now
>lay on my back with my eyes closed and she tells me she knows something that might help
>she raspberries me
>i scream loud af, my eyes shooting open
>"WELL THAT WOKE YOU UP, DIDN'T IT???"
>take a shower and get ready for the day
she's right nothing happened, yknow just some good old fashioned girl time nothin serious ha ha
>>6047147
I can cum from romantic not explicitly sexual contact if the person is caring and has the right moves, it's literally mind blowing, and then holding them after is just umphhhh
>>6047147
yeah i do it too much unless my roomate is around.
she's been in DC since saturday so i've been pretty bored and isolated and im worried that im too dependent on her but OH WELL
>>6047161
Please keep in contact with me over there my love
ITT: transbians
>>6047072
I usually go braless unless I'm worried about muh nips showing
supposedly it's healthier
>>6047078
>tfw it doesn't matter if people add u on skype cus u feel too worthless to ever talk to them anyway
>>6047088
>clenching my butthole real tight waiting for my roomate to get home tomorrow
do u need their help with it or something?
hope ur movie wasn't too long for u
I'm pretty bleh, so same as always
>>6047094
as shitty as it is /mtfg/ even counts as support
>>6047099
whooo!
well sometimes I'll throw something on if I'm self-conscious
>>6047105
clothed
I'm like rarely completely nude cus of dysphoria
for bed I usually just wear some looser underwear and some socks so I can stick my legs out without my feet getting cold, if I'm cold I have a few nighties and baggy shirts to throw on too
>>6047138
that's be a good feel desu. i'm not a good gf at all i think. or i wont be or howere you would pharse taht. also, like robin is sorta right i think? i fucking hate dropping out more than anything,but that's poorfag life. if you can stay in school do it. w/out a diploma yr p fucked for money desu....
>>6047047
gomen blind.
>>6047073
i'm going thatwork until i give up on life because i'm a hon route. i have the negativity that this place thrives on.
>>6047047
there are places that aren't cars and shit!
>>6047182
i've basically been asleep because my health is getting worse. i don't know what to use my mythril on in FFRK.
>>6047178
ayyyy scott, he wants to fuck your trap ass with his strong aryan cock
>>6047147
No no, it's my bad.
I mostly just post when I'm busy because it requires significantly less investment of time than skype or IRC. I've been pretty bad this term for being on skype, although mostly because for a good chunk of it I was just depressed and isolating myself.
>>6047184
at least they are attractive
>>6047184
be my girlfriend already slut
>>6047174
full fat organic milk, pref unpasteurised
i used to be a vegetarian but a trans friend 'guuuuuurl u are killing ur boobs' and i started eating meat and garbage and desu they stopped. i also increased my e dose and they just stopped. shoulda just left them to it. never trust a trans.
>>6047193
i fuck a lot of people but i don't think i want to fuck anyone who describes their dick in /pol/ terms
>>6047113
My crush
>>6047201
kaffir
>>6047198
but i dont even know who u are and im pure tyvm
>>6047184
>says the girl who isnt even straight
come on korra
I know you're not a transbian but dont act like you're above all this
>>6047201
that is my description. he is a lot less like me.
he just thinks you are cute and is unsure how to approach a conversation.
you should message him
>>6047210
so that's where all of /sug/'s shitposting comes from...
>>6047210
(its b8 shh dont blow it)
>>6047179
>waking up cuddling
>pinned down making out
>teasing with mouth through underwear
>whole body kissing
>whispered dirty talk
>GRINDING
>fingers in mouth (helloooooo oral fixation)
>hair-pulling and spanking
HNNNNNG
yeah this kinda reads as a list of my favourite things to do in bed lol
>>6047184
>tfw not a transbian itt
>re-reading "De bello gallico"
>mfw took me years to notice where Rome got their two protagonist's names from
>>6047222
iktf m88
>tfw no precum soaked penis to suck
>>6047164
They hurt for a bit and then get bigger. Sometimes there is an itchy feeling under the niggle.
>>6047174
Soy milk does nothing for boobs unless you mean using soy milk to get fat
>>6047166
I have been on mones 16.5 months (although 7 of those months were only 2mg). Weird thing is I am bigger than my mom.
>>6047168
Not tonight
>>6047175
... For you
>>6047222
Not yet. Mtfg turns everyone transbian eventually
>>6047226
/molests
>>6047179
You two make very good gal pals, it's wonderful that two heterosexual young ladies can feel comfortable enough in their sexuality to show friendly affection to one another, it's a same male social culture has such a phobia about physical intimacy being perceived as sexual in intent!
>>6047219
You could join us
>>6047233
im jealous.
>>6047230
rude!
>>6047225
fb
he is not shy, he is a over confident babe magnet snowboarder.
just never been attracted to a tranny before so he does not know how ti come off.
>>6047229
are you on progesterone? cypro?
>>6047229
do people notice you have boobs when your at work?
>>6047233
you fool! you've led edie right into his trap! he must have been planning this for years!
>>6047233
:^)
...
8^)
>>6047251
(yes please)
>>6047188
Practicing what?
>>6047233
I just realized that the part of your trip after the V. looks like a sbahj face
>>6047260
clenching my butthole till my lover gets back
>>6047254
how old are your parents? one trick I've learnt, when staying at home for holidays is that my parents are old and technophobic so whilst they root around under the bed and everywhere when they clean up, one place they never look is inside one of the deepest pockets of my laptop case. I pop out all the pills and put them in two multivitamin bottles that aren't common brands so they wouldn't immediately say "this isn't what these pills normally look like" if they did find them.
>>6046620
Because being treated like a girl by those who know and like you and openly identifying as a girl will help a lot. This mid-60s woman I know who only transitioned a few years ago is much happier, and she actually might pass half the time at some point eventually
>>6047244
I was on 4mg estradiol and 200mg spironolactone per day.
Now with injections I take 200mg spironolactone per day and inject .1ml estradiol valerate 20mg/ml oil into my butt every week
>>6047245
I think so but no one has said anything. People notice my voice more and my friend makes fun of me for it. He doesn't know I am trans yet. I get gendered female in boymode all the time and it's funny watching my coworkers silently freak out while I pretend I didn't hear anything
