The doctor...is IN!
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old >>6030219
tfw no f
>>6031470
im going to hug the heck out of you next time i see u
>tfw living with bf in 2 weeks edition
>>6031413
You've got gradient hair so you must be anime.
>>6031455
g-get on skype d-desu
Reply to this post if you want me to call you a girl
Twincest transbian love is the purest form of love desu
>>6031481
I wish I could get a bf
>>6031471
WHEN DID I GET MY OWN ROOM???
THIS IS AWESOME
ITS BIG TOO!!!
>>6031484
kinda hot sounding desu
>>6031484
>Twincest transbian love is the purest form of love desu
a l l e g e d l y
>>6031471
pleb is my f a m itd work out desu
>6031290
"Wow shes so cute" -my gf
Pls come to maryland and join our relationship cornflakess
>>6031422
i hope so lol
>>6031425
thanks
>>6031432
hopefully ill look like a cute girl soon, thanks :)
>>6031437
<3
>>6031439
eyebrows and voice were what I focused on before I could get hrt, thanks
>>6031440
thanks, come over anytime lol
>>6031454
thanks
>>6031455
Im pretty excited to see what hrt can do, thanks!
>>6031458
iktf
>>6031484
make me feel like a woman ;^)
>>6031471
Lol wonder if ill be included in shit like this at some point, or chill in obscurity forever.
If someone could add a tool shed on the side ill convert it. Small space is heaven.
>>6031471
If i shared a bedroom with kayla wed just be playing n64 and/or pokemon all day
thered also be lots of pizza
>>6031484
>tfw ywn have a twin to go shopping and play videogames and watch sad movies and do other fun girly things with
meh feel
Hey girls, been doing a lot of thinking tonight. Wondering if I really am just delusional in thinking/feeling like a woman. I have been living as a woman for years and couldn't be happier about it really, so before I go on, I want it to be clear I'm not considering detransition at all.
I have a pretty great life as a girl so far. Tons of friends, pass well, pretty much no one knows I'm trans outside of my boyfriend and a few very close friends, yet after grocery shopping today, it was a cloudy night and I found myself stopping to analyze everything about where my life had suddenly gotten to in what felt like a blip of time, which has in reality been years... I looked down at myself, at my female body which I've grown so fond of, thought about how it came to be and if this was all correct. It sure felt correct. In fact, thinking about it made me even happier. At the same time however, I just couldn't shake the idea that maybe I'm just feeding my own mental delusion, which is completely fine if so, as it makes me happy anyways, but still.
I think it's something to think about. Am I just feeding myself a false reality? When I ask myself if this is what I want, I say yes without hesitation, but when I ask if it is all real, I have trouble telling myself that it is.
Anyone else have any experiences with these sorts of contemplative moments regarding their transition? Is it normal to question it like this?
Just passing thoughts really, but I would be interested to know how you all feel about it.
>>6031497
go home alice you're drunk
>>6031497
>anons don't stop trying to repress, even when they pass
Is there truly no end to it? See here - if you're fond of your body, that means you're in the right body. If you felt horribly dysphoric and wanted to chop your tits off, and this was consistent, then you'd know you made a mistake. Don't trick yourself out of the happiness you have now, it's one a lot of people can't have and desperately want.
>tfw you actually felt decent about your appearance when you took this
never trust yr feels senpaitachi, unless they are negative.
>6031424
sorry.
>>6031447
nah, it's cool senpaitachi.
>>6031450
i'm probs gonna spend my paycheck on nitrogen if my insurance wont cover ffs lol.
>>6031490
SQUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDD
>>6031491
did you get my skype request?
>>6031497
I think that's just called self-doubt
I have none of it and that can be a good thing at times and a bad thing at others
>>6031501
as long as itd take for us to get drunk and play strip smash bros
>>6031491
aw ur a qt too
so far away tho and my guy is like my soulmate ;_;
>>6031497
are you happy? would you like living as a guy again? i think those are the most important questions to ask. you probably wouldnt like going back to a guy and at this point youre just a woman with a weird medical background
i think everyone has those passing thoughts. especially with major life events like transitioning. its normal!
Nth for who /drinking/ here tonight?!
>>6031482
>tfw your hair isn't going to be a gradient for much longer
It actually makes me sad :(
>>6031468
Thanks
Idk, most days I really don't see that though..
>>6031476
This took a very dark turn suddenly. ;~;
reposting skype
biohacked_tomboy
>>6031501
You know, I just might. Just read about it, but it sounds pretty accurate.
>>6031503
Yes anon, yes I am.
>>6031505
Suppose it would be a rather unhealthy approach, yeah.
>>6031508
Maybe I'm just a bit more insane than I thought.
>>6031510
Definitely happy, would not live as a guy again. Good to hear thinking like this is normal though.
>>6031514
well i will see it anyday
>>6031514
>tfw alcohol makes you horny af and no bf to relieve the pressure
>>6031514
oh and i was gonna get drunk but the big issue is i have nobody to drink and chat with
>>6031521
what a stupid and unrelated post
>>6031521
It sounds like she's already become a cute girl though, she's just having self-doubts about her motives for having done so.
>>6031514
>tfw tax return means I have money for alcohol again
haha time to drink and forget
>>6031497
Not the only one, at first i was really afraid of that i'm just feeding my delusions.
Still think like that but atleast i'm happier and totally love to feed these delusions even if its just for the sake of getting attention from boys and having prettier things.
Also yup that part where you suddenly stop and realize the difference between your body and what it was before. "ehe am i looking at myself?"
Wonder sometimes if i've lost my real self by living in my delusions and lies and such, that i'm just some self created fake thing. But that disappears p much during the day
>>6031471
so whos gonna take over yume's first aid station now that shes gone?
>>6031513
hes tall, smart, and we love each other a lot. whenever im feeling down i think about him and how much we love each other and how good our relationship is and it doesnt seem so bad anymore. we live together in our apartment but im staying with my parents for a bit for my orchie because stupid insurance and i live kinda far away from them then im gonna go back to himmm.
>>6031528
ayyy ty
>>6031484
Could you call be a boy though?
>>6031529
>so whos gonna take over yume's first aid station now that shes gone?
probably edie and faye new master bedroom, so they can pump out baby trannies, and have room to house them
>>6031528
>tfw spacegirl
>>6031507
you just look like a fat girl to me senpai
also I just want an excuse to post it desu, even if I know no one wants to see it because im as flat as a slab of granite
Wait, yume left? Why?
>>6031529
Aww thats so sweet c: im really excited for you and i hope everything works out. Ur an inspiration***
>tfw not kiwi
>tfw nobody to vent to so I have to miserypost here and probably scare her off
don't feel bad because of shits like me
>>6031544
bad girl
naughty girl
do i pass ladies
4yrs hrt
>>6031541
u should post it
>>6031543
-> >>6030346
>>6031545
me tooo. hope things are well on your end <3
>>6031552
theyre on kageshi and kageshi is full of chasers
miss the times it was just tinychat and people didnt invade for giggles
>>6031543
don't sweat it, they all come back
>>6031548
o-oh
now I'm crying again
>TFW YOU'RE SEEING PEOPLE ARRIVE, STAY FOR AGES, AND THEN LEAVE AND YOU'RE JUST STUCK HERE IN THE NETHER ZONE
>TFW IN PURGATORY FOR LIFE ACHIEVING NOTHING
fuck these feelings, I'm buying the magic flight box on amazon
>>6031552
its kill. ill join if other people join tho
>>6031558
it depends on the room. trains chat is really shit
>>6031558
>tinychat
>not being invaded for giggles
>>6031484
reply
>>6031554
S C R E A M
>>6031550
S-sorry do I need punishment?
>>6031555
>if u want to contact me u know where to find me lads. gonna go try and do something productive or something, start growing dope and get my life back on track.
oh god, thats p funny and nice way to say bye
>>6031563
like which ones
>>6031566
hey i dont remember that happening very often, the random brazilian guys come and go super fast.
once saw some shoe cd fetishist but that was p much it
>>6031574
>u fell for the me me
i'm so culturally incompetent, like, its fair to expect me to fall for about 90% of everything.
>>6031561
you'll be off living the dream with a boyfriend and passing before I do
>>6031582
me2 desu
>>6031585
naicu yo
>>6031555
Im supposed to be getting a new job but they havent called me back yet. I talked to the manager in person dressed as a boy but I could tell he kinda knew and im afraid hes not going to hire me bc im a prettyboy and he doesnt wanna seem gay to his employees.. so its a little scary..a lot of big changes are going to happen this year probably..gfs going to different school..really throws a wrench in me..im still pretty happy as a person though. Hrts going well..should schedule bloodwork soon, my boy parts and my hips have been aching a lot recently
>>6031527
Really glad to hear I'm not the only one. Thanks, everyone. :D
>>6031584
not with the annual salary I'm looking at
>>6031593
ilu elanna ty
>>6031584
also I wish I could give you a hug because your posts are pretty much always 100% relatable
>>6031578
i know.
>tfw people wont come into the tinychat late at night putting pencils and hotsauce in their pee hole, and hanging 15 lb weights to their genitals
>tfw weird fat mexicans wont eat their own cum before theyre banned
>tfw weird people from the dregs of society wont come out of the woodwork and entertain you
>tfw trolling randoms that dont know its a tranny room
tinychat is a circus... a fun circus. it seems pretty dead the past few days though. i think a lot of people didnt like it because it wasnt 100% trans focused a lot of the time but the random weird people made the room what it was
>>6031581
idk if its a sekrut or not
>>6031595
oooh that sounds like things are slowly going well. i hope your job situation gets better. also i hope my hips get better... theyre ok for now but i want big ones ><
>>6031604
u should add me back on skypeee
Magic Flight Launch Box, yes or no?
>>6031608
I did, silly
>>6031609
being straight is a meme
>>6031609
i cant do relationships ive learned, but thats something that wouldnt work.
>>6031615
that or buy me dolls
see u on 420chan btw
>>6031607
>tinychat is a circus... a fun circus
these feels, too stronk, ya i think the issue is people go, and then leave immediately if there aren't 8+ people on and people broadcasting, and its stigmatized in this community cause oddish started it so it won't go in the OP.
Essentially if you, me or cyba or some other girls went on people would come, but i've been enjoying firememes so i don't bother, and don't want to involve myself too much in oddish drama.
>>6031543
idk why but she texted me saying that shes been having a lot of fun bc she hasnt spent all day on mtfg
>>6031555
nevermind this was a terrible idea
I just feel really dysphoric now
Ill just do it when Im home in a couple hours and can take better pics
>>6031634
>unfortunately
wha ???
and also
ur awesum
>>6031607
Eek honestly im like 80% body hate and 20% face hate so i ktf..its supposed to be my last day at dominos tomorrow..and i plan on telling them in trans if they havent figured it out yet of course..i just hope things start getting together bc im supposed to be getting an apartment for the first time and i have to accept im growing up and stuff..i turned 23 on the 6th.
>>6031636
>wha ???
her straightness causes me sadness
>>6031617
>being straight is a meme
lol, okay. if being staight is a meme, being transbian is a meme too.
>>6031618
You totally can do relationships, you just haven't found the right guy. you're really an awesome person, you just need to find an equally awesome guy.
>>6031632
thickrick >,< oh gosh, honestly, it was the guys with microdicks that were the most in need of baninng.
>>6031634
>unfortunately
why unfortunately haha, your pool is so much bigger for dating, and being transbian has alot of hardship and stigma attached, i feel bad for lesbian trans girls, they've got it rough.
>>6031637
whats the non discrimination laws in your state look like?
>>6031633
huh fair
I feel people prolly get the impression I'm on 4chan way longer than I actually am because I come on it between lectures and stuff, so it's small chunks throughout the day
but it probably just looks like I'm here all the time
desu I'd probably miss lectures from being so depressed but on my degree ALL lectures are mandatory and registered
>>6031641
her straightness causes a lot if people sadness
shes probably cuter as the straight boylusting canuck that she is though
>>6031615
mflb is expensive trash >.> trust me. You're better off getting a cheap dry-herb vape pen.
>>6031632
ace was cool, and actually smart
so many interesting people
>>6031632
>>6031651
Imma go on tc rn
>>6031636
You too isla :3
And yeah, unfortunately. Being straight sucks. I like me some yuri, I love stories about girls falling for each other, and I can feel emotional attraction to girls, but I'm unable to be physically attracted to girls, it blows.
> You will never be short and adorable.
Fuck this gay world. I'm stuck at 5'8.5" forever.
>>6031654
let me try again
her straightness was a factor in breaking up with me
>>6031658
me too im interesting
aha get it
'interesting'
i found out my gender clinic was having a group thing tonight.... so i went....
how bad can it be?
i mean it cant all be old hons right?
it was all old hons.
goddamn it why am i so dumb
i feel so alone and embarrassed.
I know my life is a joke but im finding it hard to laugh, god
>>6031666
don't quit your day job, pepe
>>6031651
Pretty good overall..baltimore/nearby philly has a lot of lgbt history..the part im in just happens to be a little bad
>>6031659
lol, okay, i'll get in there too ^,^
also side note
>tfw you fail captcha 4 times in a row. :/
>>6031651
I meant that it's unfortunate that I'm not bi though. I don't really want to be lesbian.
>>6031672
im a neet until june desu
gotta try to enjoy this or ima die once summer hits i swear
>>6031673
waiiit, you're in b'more too? lol, i was there until like 2 months ago >,< i'll be back in september too!! Equality Maryland was working on passing this non discrimnation bill a couple years back, idk what happened with it, but i think it passed.
>>6031661
not that im doubting that you're straight or anything but thats exactly how I felt before I realised im bi
it wasnt until yume moved in with me that I realised how hot girls can be
hell even when we were dating (online) before she moved in I was only into her emotionally
>>6031665
oh right
Im sorry anon
>>6031677
>I don't want to be trans
being a femmy guy isn't so bad
s/o to DMV girls
>>6031674
>mfw flash mysteriously won't work
Ffs every other time i boot
>>6031657
o-okay... like what? what websites are best?
>>6031679
Aww cool i thought i was all alone here. What county are you in?? I think statewide trans discrimination bills were passed in 2014.
>>6031682
never again desu. it was so uncomfortable
but oh well at least there was free food.
>>6031681
tell that to frankwolf
>>6031658
i know... i had so much fun. maybe itll make a comback
>>6031664
ur fine bb
>>6031669
dont worry. i always feel absolutely disgusting when i go to trans support meetings. it just makes me feel gross being around people like that
>>6031637
good luck with the apartment! having one feels so nice. its so great when you have a home with someone you love that isnt your parents house
>tfw meeting cyba next month and she's going to abuse me
>>6031690
Only good part of trans groups.
btw its this sunday
right?
>>6031669
i was recommended one by my doc. it was at a community college, so there was a window on the door directly into the classroom.
90% old hons. turned and ran
it's not that i dislike hons, but honestly it just feels me with sadness and pity. because they bottled it up and repressed it they are just fucked
>>6031633
Tfw youll never deliver to gems gas station to hang out like in clerks
>>6031690
last group i went to had autistically separated jelly-bellies omg
what did I say about going to group meetings? I went once and never again because usually they are a cringe fest
>>6031696
that is a pretty bad feel
>>6031680
I understand that, and I was hoping that something similar would happen but it didn't. I'm straight, and that was not the outcome I expected or wanted. It just didn't work ;_;
>>6031682
Idk, are you physically attracted to girls though? I mean, ultimately sexual orientation boils down to sex.
do you guys think edie and faye are doing it right now
>>6031700
Nooo wayyy. Ugggh thats my dream school im so jelly rn :'( they have such a good physics department. If ur in med you might know one of my old friends shawn L.
>>6031711
It probably smells something fierce but you know i wouldnt be put off from it
>>6031711
nah desu
>>6031712
I'm an undergrad, East Asian Studies, haha. ya, I'll be back in Septermber for senior year, we can hang out at the harbor if you want. get food or drinks or whatever, whts your skype?
>>6031705
you of all people should not be throwing stones at non passers
>>6031711
i love u maddie <3
>>6031705
exactly.
>>6031710
i don't feel much sexual attraction or maybe i do
i definitely like girls as people more.
im a chaser i think because im mostly attracted to trans girls if anything.
but i am attracted to you AYYYYYOOO
>>6031717
You are automatically saying cringefest = not passing
not just cringe people acting cringe
my cheeks are on fire, why the fuck am I getting hot flashes
>>6031692
I shared a house with my gf and friend for a while..we were staying at some house that forclosed on someone..essentialy squatting by it was great.
>>6031661
>tfw even if you detransitioned you'd still be too un-masculine for Elanna to even consider you
>>6031692
yeah i mean i have sympathy for them but i just dont want to be around that.. just makes me uncomfortable. especially when some of them act all yaas gurl
>>6031695
EXACTLY. i dont hate them, i just pity and kinda fear them. they just make me feel really sad and hate myself.
>>6031694
yep this sunday, still good with me :)
now I'LL be the old hon in the room
>>6031697
thats pretty funny
>>6031716
Aaah wow! Ive never done that okay! Shlooppp
>>6031718
its time to sleep bb
>>6031725
>tfw neither pronouns comfortable and ur just a frog
tfw there will never be 30+ people in tc again, probs
>>6031725
>tfw elanna disrespects your boymode at every opportunity
Didn't hear much last night, so I'll try once more. Is Watashi still around? Otherwise I'll just assume she moved on and is happy now lol
>>6031723
you're just a lewd girl
>>6031737
Mostly no.
>>6031741
no, like I have been having it all day, my cheeks are on fire
>>6031732
ah fair
yeah it just seems to have a well-established rep is all, round here most people just smoke it or use volcanoes so I haven't got anyone to ask
tried on /b/ and they all said mflb
>>6031742
I'm the queen of /r9k/
>>6031749
im the queen of /r9k/ tho???
>>6031749
Used to main r9k since it was made. I prob know you lol
>>6031753
No.
[spoiler]You're the princess :3[/spoiler]
>>6031711
I think theyre [lewdspoiler]holding hands and softly staring into each others eyes[/lewdspoiler] rn
>Queen of /r9k/
>>6031721
I-isla I..
o///o;
>>6031725
Idk, considering how effeminate my ex of several years behaves I'm not entirely sure about that. Purely hypothetical, don't detransition pls :p
>>6031736
I'd like that, though; I really wouldn't mind being an 男の娘...
>>6031745
I would make your cheeks feel like they're on fire eh heh heh heh
>>6031758
but seriously you are cute.
if i was cis dude i would ask u to be my e-waifu for u to turn me down
>>6031755
r-really >.<
>>6031747
Ya I went back to just smoking it in glass tbqh >.> vaping is nice and efficient, but it's just not the same as combustion.
>>6031757
You jelly of my army of anime figurine collectors and stem majors??? Be jelly. Ho.
>>6031754
Maybe. I don't really know who you are. Refresh my memory?
>>6031764
Ofc babe
>>6031745
you're turning into a pikachu
honestly though hot flashes are either a post menopausal thing or you're like dehydrated or lacking a vitamin or something
>>6031767
Disgusting.
but whatsup
>>6031738
im not old in normie years, but im ancient in tranny years
>>6031705
i should have listened. i... im sorry... ive cringed a cringe i can never uncringe
im a pikachu
go out with me
let me
lick ur tummy
u can touch my butt whenever u want
(pls be a girl)
>>6031775
Well not ancient but middle aged
in tranny years
since a lot of trannies dont live past 35
>>6031763
W-why would I turn you down if you were a cisdude?
>>6031778
tru tru good point. this does feel like a mid life crisis
>>6031777
god, why do you look so molestable?
>>6031778
>tfw youre an old woman
>>6031777
can I catch you and dress you up and put you in pokemon contests
I can feed you treats and give you headpats if so
how are you doing tonight em tee ef gee~~!
>>6031778
I don't know why I bothered
I could have been dead for three years already
>>6031767
I've got severe asthma and a generally weak disposition so unfortunately smoking it isn't for me ;-;
>>6031791
you make me want to molest you 24/7
>>6031787
cut your wig down, cis girl would never have her hair like that
Tfw no bf
>>6031792
>im goign to have human interaction soon though
sex?
>>6031795
what about this new shirt?
>tfw you're surprised your code actually worked
How is everyone today?
>>6031791
>asking a submissive straight trans girl to make a qt gril like you her princess
Idk how this is going to work ;~;
>>6031791
can you follow me around all the time like in pokemon yellow
and (this one is VERY important) can we play pokemon games together???
>>6031808
hiro is a cute
>>6031813
*adds to collection*
is this a good image of me?
>>6031794
uh
huh
>>6031797
i dont think so
i really really do not think so
>>6031806
i only ironically like weeb shit.
I dont like figures n shit like that though
its kinda like nah
>>6031808
i meant to say it the other way around
x.x
>>6031812
>duh
and
>duh
> Tfw you will never be reborn as a 5'2" 90 lbs qtpie.
> Tfw you will never have a *real* vagina, ovaries, or womb.
> Tfw you will never be able to bear children.
WHY
>>6031818
you are so asking for it
>she's busy dealing with stuff going on in her life so she isn't available to chat or call for the next few days and I don't know what to do with myself because normally I'd be talking with her at this time of night, it's lonely now, I hope she's doing alright
NEVERMIND THOES DARK CIRCLES LOOOOL
holy shit neverMIND
>>6031819
each of those make me sad except for the children part
i do not like children
>>6031801
if you had a nude bra, can't wear dark bra on sheer top like that.
these 2 weeks are going to feel like forever
i just wanna be with my bf already
cuddling and watching movies together and doing couple things
cornflakes plox
>>6031820
sorry anon :(
>>6031827
its not wrong
heres a fun puzzle:
can u figure out why these two instructions are qt together?
yum:
xadd rax, rdx
loop yum
>tfw ds3 steals all your friends
;_;
>>6031836
sucks to be you, faggot
>>6031818
>someone to make me their princess
Y-yes plox o.o
>>6031820
wanna molest me instead?
Shit I'm growing out of mtfg
>>6031834
/molests
>>6031844
run from this place <3 gl out there.
>>6031844
finally
we wont have to deal with you anymore
>>6031819
>tfw your gf is 5'3
>tfw every time you hold her is a reminder that youll never be tiny and cute
>tfw youve become disillusioned from srs
>tfw youll never have a real vagina
>tfw you really want kids someday but you cant have them
>tfw your sister can but she wont because "muh overpopulation"
>>6031852
/gropes
>>6031853
once a person groped me in the line at the dmv
it felt super good but like
i felt violated and weird
would not want to happen again
>>6031857
/violates in public
just three little girls having a tea party
i get kind of dysphoric when i look at animal stuff s:
i never wanted to be a girl that bad, just more than i wanted to be a boy. am i so mentally ill? ill never be an animal. :(
a frog, a dog, i dont care. anything would make me happier than this body i took years to learn how to work. i couldnt walk until i was 6 and im so proud i can ride a bike. every night i have to sleep in a ball and its really hard for me to meet people because of my behaviors.
jk got u lmao
im a furry tho
>>6031859
yes! ur a top tier qt now anon
>tfw so autistic that i probably wouldnt date someone who couldnt figure out that question fairly quickly
>probably wouldnt do it if they werent proficient in c either
it cuts out the normies desu
>>6031860
Please don't do this.
>>6031862
>get too see what pan looks like
why do i fell disappointment?
#@justchaserthings
>>6031864
you will be a human girl some day froge
>>6031867
I bet you're soft and squishy
>>6031873
i hope i am.
but that doesnt matter
when ur not the two people i wan to be saying this stuff to me
>>6031869
cause i'm a hon and only pass at extremely specific angles, I post my pics all the time, tbhon. i've been told my ass redeems my face though.
>>6031875
>butt dimples
>>6031875
yeah it does i like your face though
>>6031874
/fondles
>>6031875
What happened to your back? Is that where you got hit with a cane?
>>6031875
Your back.. What happened?
>>6031881
stretch marks
i have em too
>mfw everybody else who was posting when I first started tripping eventually leaves and I end up the wise old empress of /mtfg/
>>6031880
more like, sliced with hockey skates by catholic middle school boys who thought I was a fag in the locker room. sorry >,< i'll delete pic, i try to hide them when I can :/
>>6031879
who are you tho
>>6031884
that sounds hot, story?
>>6031884
Oh jeez that's horrible anon. Why are you saying sorry?
skabii
>>6031884
that's my fetish.
>>6031883
sorry, kayla, faye, and edie will never stop posting
>>6031885
/nuzzles and pats
>>6031884
Holy fucking shit... I'm so sorry. You do have a nice body I was just curious.. I feel horrible for asking about it now.
>>6031883
At least you look better than this faggot.
>>6031882
I wish >,<,
>>6031886
hot, are you fucking kidding me... what the fuck is wrong with you. you're a monster...
>>6031887
cause they're gross. i'm pretty self concious about them.The district attorney/police called me last weekend and wanted me to testify cause they did it to other kids too but I don't want to get drawn back into stuff.
>>6031889
........
>>6031891
WHO ARE YOUUUUUUUU
>>6031897
must have been nice having cute boys tearing your clothes off and leaving love marks on your body
>>6031899
/snuggles
I've been off HRT for 4 days and feel fine. Am I cured?
>>6031883
I've seen like... three generation of trips come and go.
you've only been here for less than a year.
people who were on hrt six months ahead of me are getting srs and stuff now.
I won't be able to get srs ever.
can't even lose weight because I'm pathetic
>>6031890
kayla will move out, get a job and go full time and barely come here anymore.
edie and faye will both make eachother happy and won't have to come here anymore.
>>6031902
i reject your advances.
>>6031900
fuck off, i'm out, you're fucking disgusting... love marks
>>6031909
/runs hand over back
>>6031906
No.
>>6031906
no
you are low iq though
your dysphoria just lessened a bit because hormones are magical
>>6031910
where they your first?
did they make you cum?
how often did you have make love with them?
>>6031884
>>6031897
>The district attorney/police called me last weekend
What what, how recent was this? I thought you were in your 20s, why are you in middle school?
also yeah people are shit and schoolkids are some of the worst people there are
I've been hospitalised a couple of times by stuff but lucky the only scar I have from it is pretty small and hidden by an eyebrow
you might possibly be able to get them removed at some point via laser resurfacing if you get the money
>>6031915
im low iq AND low test..what do
>>6031911
sttooOOOOOPPP
>>6031908
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NoAzpa1x7jU
>>6031919
What what, how recent was this? I thought you were in your 20s, why are you in middle school?
omg.........
>>6031888
suppp
>>6031920
become a basic bitch
>>6031920
Doesn't matter, you're a girl now. If you're moderately attractive, you can suck dick like a champ, and you can handle all the chores, you're set.
>>6031925
ur gay LMFAOOOOOOOOOO
>>6031919
they wanted to get the school to settle for something, idk, i'm a junior in college, right now. this happened like 8 years ago.
>get them removed
i wouldn't, i might hate how they make my body look, but they're also a reminder of how far i've come.
>>6031916
don't be such a shit, idc if it's 'funposting', you don't know how badly this stuff can fuck you up unless you've experienced it
>>6031915
Just baiting :^)
It's okay, more are arriving next week.
>>6031921
/caresses and nibbles
>>6031928
wow, absolutely bodied
>>6031930
fair enough
I've scrapped pretty much everything connected to the negative aspects of my childhood where possible, the memories of how I was made to feel are enough for me.
>>6031933
AHHH RED
SKAABII
SOMEONE
HELP
>>6031937
/kisses lips and touches breasts
>>6031926
hehehehe
i am beyond basic......
i am beyond human.........
>>6031927
dude ican still become rich fuck u
and ill do all the chores :[[
i am a useful person
>>6031935
haha fag
>>6031937
-punches isla in panic-
ok im officially studying blade runner
just look at this production design. look at the composition. there is no wasted space
your focus is on harrison ford, but the whole room tells a story.
and the lighting!! it all feels so cold and bleak, except for harrison ford. he looks like the only thing not lt with a blueish light
im sorry, i know i was writin essays about it here last night. but im in love mtfg
>>6031934
ikr
fucking faggots dude GAS EM
>>6031935
check ur oven
smthing is burning
and it's ur ego
LMFAO
>>6031937
ill help you, m'lady!
*unsheathes katana*
*cuts off their head*
pssh... nothing personnel kid
dont mess around with pretty ladies
*tips fedora*
sorry you had to deal with that ruffian, miss
he wont be bothering you anymore
>>6031942
/fondles
>>6031827
This is blatantly untrue.
was mtfg always this stupid or is the current generation of trips particularly bad?
>>6031944
>and the lighting!! it all feels so cold and bleak, except for harrison ford. he looks like the only thing not lt with a blueish light
That's actually a really nice touch, I love when movies do stuff like that.
>>6031952
/starts pulling your shirt up
>>6031951
Yes.
>>6031951
THIS
Faye and I went to a speakeasy and we are REALLLLY DRUNk and she won't let me post the photos of us I took cause she's mean
also we haven't had sex yet O K stop being gossipy queens!!!
>>6031944
As a big film fan I honestly think it's the best-looking movie ever made. No CGI has ever equaled its effects.
>>6031962
>also we haven't had sex yet O K stop being gossipy queens!!!
so, how many condoms did you use or did you just go in raw
>>6031947
stop you can't just fondle and molest children, thats sexual harssment
>>6031941
>tfw you will never be so basic you ascend to a higher plane
teach me frog-senpai
>>6031962
holding hands is considered sex in some cultures
>>6031963
I mean shit, just look at that. It's fucking breathtaking. I'm so glad I saw it at a special screening in the cinema.
>>6031969
you are removing the panties of a corpse.
>>6031944
I was just listening to the soundtrack for this yesterday it's really good too.
>>6031973
/starts biting nipples
>>6031680
you only like you me because you me is a cute boy tbhon
>>6031977
>necrophiliac gross gtfo Isla body
>>6031981
/burst from isla's chest and kisses pan's lips
>>6031968
1. The Act Of Killing / The Look Of Silence
2. Brazil
3. Blade Runner
4. The Prestige
5. Trainspotting
Honorable mention: Fury Road. I genuinely think it's the best non-martial-arts action movie ever made. The editing/cinematography contributes more progress to the medium than any other movie from 2015.
it changes a lot though, ask me again in a week it it might be slightly different
I want to get into more non-english-language cinema but I've just not had the cash or the time during my degree
I'd have done film, creative writing or music for my degree if I wasn't so focused on employment and money for surgery right now
>>6031973
>tfw you will never slowly walk through islas ghost
>ywn hear her ghostly moans
>>6031984
please no >,< i'm not, just cause i'm single doesn't make this okay.
>>6031986
that is scary
>>6031989
/breath's on and kisses neck
>>6031991
/rapes u
>>6031993
I have like a shit ton of recordings lol.
Its a career path I wouldnt be too attested to
>>6031993
want to make out?
>>6031995
post it on clyp.it
>>6031953
>>6031963
>>6031972
hell fuckin yeahhh
>>6031968
ughhhhh so hard to say. my top 5 favorite movies include nostalgia answers like spiderman. i know Hook is one of them. and of course Blade Runner. probably toy story as well. oh and grizzly man. these are movies that have had a big impact on me at some time in my life.
>>6031976
YEP. every aspect of it is perfect
LIKE LOOK AT THIS SHOT. gorgeous. again no wasted space. again the composition, harrison ford right in between those buildings. and the fuckin lighting. contrast it to the bleak blueish city. in that last screenshot. the Tyrell corporation is lit with beautiful golden light. the building is shaped like a pyramid and this is designed like some kind of egyptian palace.
>>6031996
Sure, how are these lips for you?
>>6031999
great to put mine on
>>6031999
BLUE BOARD
>>6031997
https://clyp.it/j2mxivur
This is a clyp of one of my recordings where i turn into a retarded horse desu
like
nyeaheiehgheigh
>>6031999
Nice trips
>>6032002
how i imagine anon making out with me. lmao
>>6032005
its uhh
okkayyyy
>>6032005
you me is a boy alison
trust me dude i have insider knowledge
>>6032008
yes I would lick your nipples
>>6032013
uhhh, ya. that escalated quickly, no thanks. pretty sure that'd be gay.
>>6031985
I guess I should probably explain what I mean
There's a well-known trend in film where, since the 70s, the time between cuts has decreased steadily. Quicker and quicker shots, shorter and shorter, attention spans, often leading to more and more muddled action sequences culminating in atrocities such as the fight scenes in Nolan's Batman movies or that scene from one of the Taken movies where there's something like 16 cuts in 5 seconds just to show two guys jumping over a fence. Not only does it look ridiculous, it makes the action harder to follow, but modern audiences are also so used to shorter shots now that anything else is seen as resisting the march of progress and can alienate a mainstream audience's eye- action sequences made up entirely of long shots are something more often found in Hong Kong-style martial arts movies like John Wick, and a mix of the two would just not flow well.
George Miller and John Seale get around the muddying of choreography through the use of two techniques
-Reducing the need for the audience's eyes to track across the screen to find the action again by center-framing the majority of shots, and all shots in action sequences- see pic related for an example- most directors would put the tip of the pylon at one of the corners of the 'golden ratio' rectangles
-Speed ramping for coherence, rather than for emphasis- most movies e.g. Gladiator use speed ramping on one or two 'epic' shots for emphasis, whilst Fury Road either speeds up or slows down pretty much every shot during the action sequences, speeding up to show an entire action rather than cropping the length (giving us more time to register the whole action), or slowing down the length of a shot to make complex actions or actions where the camera is shrouded in sand or flames clearer
This marries the feel of modern cinema with more coherent action. Hong Kong style still works but if all good action movies were made that way they'd start to feel the same.
someone on twitter paid me to make this one btw
https://clyp.it/bbe4pfzb
well the original is 10 minutes but this is just one part.
>>6032018
hey Pan, I love you.
>>6032021
sing a song
>>6032024
Im tone deaf.
singing doesnt work
>>6031998
I love the swimmy lighting in that scene. It's a perfect example of atmosphere over realism, the camera angle switches round so that we never see the 'polarised filter' that is causing a static light source to produce such patterns but it fits the feeling of the scene so perfectly it doesn't matter.
>>6032026
sing!
>>6032022
uhh, thanks that makes one of us D:, i think... :P
>>6032025
I know the name but idk what he is. Director? Critic?
>>6032028
trust me it doesnt work
SKAABII TELL ANON KUN HOW MY SINging is TERRRIBLE
>>6032011
even if she was genderqueer I wouldnt care because I love her and want to spend the rest of my life with her
shes a girl though and wants to stay that way so all the better
>>6032031
critic
he's teaching a class at my school this semester that im taking
>>6032033
yeah but i have INSIDER information, pic related
>>6032029
I'm going to kiss you if you keep that up!
>>6032032
sing. sing!sing!sing!sing!
>>6032036
im a boy too t b h
>>6032043
insider info dispels this mystery once and for all
oh btw grey have you seen Danny Boyle's "Trance"? I find Boyle's sense of tone incredibly interesting because he seems to inject a sense of glee into even the most horrific moments of his work. Also, it manages to be a neo-noir despite replacing darkness and grit with garish colour and sickly sunshine, which is a very interesting way of presenting such a genre piece.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OCNT9By214
>>6032047
S i N g
i
N
g
>>6032047
beethoven was actually deaf. lmao
>mfw i meet my bf's parents for the first time and i look like a boy still
>>6032052
>mfw you pass as a girl and they don't even think about you being trans
>>6032044
be my gf
>>6032051
This, he had to put a drumstick between his teeth to feel the vibrations of the orchestra when working as a conductor.
>>6032053
that's an impossible feat to pass at nearly 7 months
it has to be like 2 years or something
no wasted space. he is perfectly framed in his world.
>>6032027
absolutely. and they do it a lot throughout the movie. its always a bold choice to willingly break reality like that, but like you said it suits the movie so well.
>>6032020
have you seen every frame a painting on youtube? they have a great video about jackie chan fight scenes versus modern fight scenes, all about the subject of cutting too much.
>>6032057
Then stop worrying. You're in a really good spot for 7 months and they again won't even think about it. You'll just be Dakoter and their son's new gf. :3
>>6032056
>My voice physically cannot use certain tones, always flat.
prove it...by singing!
>takes pics while Faye takes her own
she won't take photos wit me ;__;
>>6032061
NOOOO
>>6032059
Notice how he's off center too, they did great with the photogrpahy here.
i only sing for qt girls that i want to kiss
>>6032069
>tfw not a qt girl yet
>>6032070
sorry anon kun :c
>>6032054
lmao do you fulfill my, and my family's, check list
#1: wealthy
#2: educated
#3: white
#4: tall/handsome (this one is mine)
#5: ambitious
And the real question are you going to buy me $500 handbags?
>>6032069
can you sing for me? c:
>>6032071
one day!
>>6032062
okay, edie, why, why are you so perfect?
>>6032073
nope
>>6032065
YESsss!!!
(I'm a boy)
>>6032062
you have to use your powers to help faye overcome insecurities
>>6032079
sing to me someday when I can see you in person
then I can sing to you too and we can sing together <3
>>6032082
we can only try
well i will try
>>6032062
keep taking selfies until she "accidentally" gets in one
>>6032083
yo Pan
I made that dessert you mentioned earlier. It's not bad. I put too much whipped cream in though, I bet you make it way better. I whipped the cream by hand and it was soooo tiring.
hi
>>6032098
>>6032099
hoi
>>6032101
hoiiii
whats ur favorite kind of juice..
>>6032102
uhmm
I like
yummy juice >__<''
>>6032104
ill pick a good one <3
>>6032095
yaaaa, its hard work, if you have a kitchenaid mixer that makes it way easier ^,^. but the hard work just makes it that much more worthwhile!!! :D :D Glad you enjoyed it though.
>>6032062
>takes pics while Faye takes her own
>she won't take photos wit me
typical chaser is ashamed of his trans gf
>>6032106
u already have my fav tho o-o;;
>>6032122
corn?? >3<
>>6032125
>__<'' meanie
>>6032130
sry im low iq u___u"
is it apper juice
>>6032131
im gonna scream
its in ur body
faggot
>>6032132
ITS CUM
>tfw your insecurities get invalidated
>>6032139
Have you tried growing up?
same
time
>>6032143
E V E R Y N I G H T
>>6032144
CURRE N T Y YYY EAR
>>6032147
real nigga hours
smash that
MOTHAFUCKIN
like button
>>6032150
and IF you smash that moTHAFUCKIN LIKE BUTTON
then SUBSCRIBE TO MY BLOG
>>6032154
does ur blog have nudes on it???
link pls :))))
>>6032156
who are you and why would u want them
>>6032158
>not wanting nudes
pls
>>6032164
there are people who say they would rather bleach their eyes than see my body nude.
>>6032167
bleach tastes good
>>6032174
desu I'd be arrested
c:
>>6032174
uhhh idk.... am i supposed to say you should drink some??
>>6032184
this is getting weird dont u think
>>6032150
>>6032154
I came to bring the pain hardcore from the brain
Let's go inside my astral plane
Find out my mental, based on instrumental
Records hey, so I can write monumental
Methods, I'm not the King
But niggas is decaf I stick em for the CREAM
Check it, just how deep can shit get
Deep as the abyss and brothers is mad fish accept it
In your Cross Colour, clothes you've crossed over
Then got Totally Krossed Out and Kris Krossed
Who da boss? Niggas get tossed to the side
And I'm the dark side of the Force
Of course it's the Method, Man from the Wu-Tang Clan
I be hectic, and comin for the head piece protect it
Fuck it, two tears in a bucket, niggas want the ruckus
Bustin at me bruh, now bust it
Styles, I gets buckwild
Method Man on some shit, pullin niggas files
I'm sick, insane, crazy, driving Miss Daisy
Out her fucking mind now I got mine I'm Swayze
Is it real son, is it really real son
Let me know it's real son, if it's really real
Something I could feel son, load it up and kill one
Want it raw deal son, if it's really real
>>6032185
not really?
frooggyyy dont worry im not gonna take her away, i wouldnt allow that to happen u two are way too cute together for anything to come in between it ok
im just flirting around and enjoying myself but i can stop if it bothers you
>>6032187
i know you're not going to do that but please try to be normal now, sorry
>>6032188
sorry this is normal for me idk how you are like i guess asking me to act
:/
>>6032184
seems strange to me
>>6032186
And when I was a lil stereo (stereo)
I listened to some champion (champion)
I always wondered (wondered)
Will now I be the numba one? (Tical! hahaha)
Now you listen to de gargon (Gargon!)
And de gargon sound a reign
And any man dat come test me (test me)
Me gwanna lick out dem brains (it's like that)
Brothers want to hang with the Meth bring the rope
The only way you hang is by the neck nigga poke
Off the set comin to your projects
Take it as a threat, better yet it's a promise
Comin from a vet on some old Vietnam shit
Nigga you can bet your bottom dollar hey I bomb shit
And it's gonna get even worse word to God
It's the Wu comin through stickin niggas for they garments
5
Movin on your left, southpaw em it's the Meth
Came to represent and carve my name in your chest
You can come test realize you're no contest
Son I'm the gun that won that old Wild West
Quick on the draw with my hands on the four-
Nine-three-eleven with the rugged rhymes galore
11
Check it cause I think not when this hip-hops like proper
Rhymes be the proof while I'm drinkin 90 proof
Huh vodka, no OJ, no straw
When you give it to me aiy, give it to me raw
I've learned when you drink Absolut straight it burns
Enough to give my chest hairs a perm
I don't need no chemical blow to pull a ho
All I need is Chemical Bank to pay da mo'
What, basically that, Meth-Tical, '94 style
Word up we be hazardous
Northern spicy brown mustard hoes
We have to stick you
I'll fuckin, I'll fuckin cut your kneecaps off
And make you kneel in some staircase piss
I'll fuckin, cut your eyelids off
And feed you nuthin but sleepin pills
>>6032191
dude what song that shits edgy
>>6032184
yah CP ROFL
:3
>>6032190
why does it seem strange?
>tfw it's 3 am and i want to keep doing things and talking to people but im burning out fast
>>6032195
seems like that would be something people would want
What does a dream where you come out as trans mean?
>>6032194
Bring the pain, method man.
I like MSI's cover better.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8ipMzLz8zIc
>>6032194
;) cause i love MSI's jimmy urine
>>6032196
its real nigga hours
stay up and have fun
>>6032199
That your trans bb, time to order some mones.
>>6032199
Yes.
>>6032198
yah I do
used to get paid for it wtf?
>>6032200
>>6032206
yo I like piano music ok it doesn't sustain the hate within me like this ....
Why is Edie grouping me in the middle of a lesbian dance club rn
#appropriatingwomensspaces
>>6032213
Welcome to my youth. 15 years ago babe.
>>6032215
faye how did you get so cute im jealous
>>6032215
cause we are lesbeans
>>6032225
Finally! Tell faye to face that damn camera
>>6032221
because I never posted them!
I mean I could psot them now but i dont hav ea reason to
>>6032221
Keep in mind that its not a meme when i say i could be some of these trips mommy...
>>6032225
whoa
>>6032231
For your angsty bedtime songs
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zaTzD2lDpGs
Sadly i can sing this perfectly
>hon guyvoice4life
>>6032231
well of course it is but its not like i plan on posting them publicly ever
well at least not in a thread or antyhing
>>6032236
kelly u went from a domme poster to >tfw hon poster..
what changed..
wind is 70 miles an hour and I can't sleep, felt so terrified and toss and turned, I only got an hour of sleep in a 24 hour period
>>6032239
Im multi-talented. Been in the lifestyle for ~16 years.
>>6032241
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LuKzt7p-MnM
>>6032243
funkey
>>6032225
daww I dont find lesbeans usually this cute
>>6032241
Is the wind what's scaring you?
>>6032245
I dont think i look it though, yay conciliation prize.
>>6032247
how old?
>>6032249
u dunn
>>6032247
ur ok
>>6032247
what do u play
>>6032247
you have manly arms and no hips
>>6032247
You'll be fine. Don't worry about your hands, there's literally nothing you can do about them so it's just a waste of energy to stress about them. As for your legs eat more or stop skipping leg day.
>>6032247
hrt is going to be very good to you
>>6032248
its the sounds the wind is causing that's freaking me, plus since my dog is dead we basically have no outside guard to alert us during the night and our land lords old renters have been coming by during the night and fucking with shit so I am on edge
In wonder if edie is going to take my bp virginity rn ..
>>6032241
>ywn hold kayla close and protect her from storms as she shivers in fear
>>6032257
this is lewd as fuck
if she does you need to post a dress and makeup pic
>>6032258
I never used to be afraid of loud noises and the weather, thanks hrt for making me a total pussy
>>6032264
you're a girl you are allowed to be afraid of loud noises and stuff
you just need to get a boyfriend to protect you
and before you say it
yes you are pretty enough and pass well enough to get a bf
I just found a gem and wanted to share. I don't know if this is common knowledge here but Bicatulamide seems like the dream AA. No loss of sexual function, no permanent sterility, but it's expensive as fuck.
If you can shell out for it, though, wikipedia + people who used it (https://www.reddit.com/r/transhealth/comments/3axahm/looking_for_primary_sources_on_bicalutamide/) seem to agree that it's amazing.
>>6032256
Try your best to relax Kayla. There's nothing out there, especially not tonight. Nobody's trying to break in. Nobody's gonna fuck with your stuff on a windy night like this. It's all just the sound of the windy. Take a deep breath and get back in bed, close your eyes in comfort knowing when you wake up tomorrow everything will be as it should be, and you're safe like usual.
>>6032265
age doesn't determine whether you'll be fine or not
>>6032264
Care for a cheeto Kayla?
>>6032276
If you are past a certain age your hips are set and won't really change without surgery.
While she does also have posture issue, she should be fine.
>>6032274
>close your eyes in comfort knowing when you wake up tomorrow everything will be as it should be
>wake up tomorrow everything will be as it should be
if that was true I would wake up as a cis girl
>>6032279
The hips fusing isn't determined by age either, it all depends on the person.
>>6032281
True, but likeliness.
>>6032280
Don't overthink it lol. I wish that could happen for all of us, but what I was trying to say is you don't need to worry about something bad happening tonight.
>>6032278
what is this meme even?
>>6032280
You should have done my plan.
Repress and live a righteous life as a man in order to enter heaven as a girl when you die
Rather than live tantalisingly close to girlhood
>>6032286
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7oPYRdb2QvU
It's my lifelong dream to dress up as hitler, meet you by chance and offer you a cheeto
>>6032260
Wow, a lead guitarist! I've always been more comfortable as a member of the rhythm section, myself. What kinda genres do you like to play?
>>6032296
Truth is I'm already planning hrt.
I'm just trying to rationalise ways to cancel it
>>6032280
think about kitties and rainbows and flowers and ponies and butterflies and let yourself drift to sleep
>>6032263
>>6032261
>>6032265
Nope we're just washing our faces and passing out like good Christian women
nini thread.
>>6032301
lame.
>>6032301
>Nope we're just washing our faces
someone got splooged on
>>6032300
As a T blocked repressed male.
I have never been able to nor allowed myself to express any femininity.
It makes me embarrassed
>>6032295
I'm still pretty new at guitar, but I would say I play rock? Stuff like The White Stripes and Arctic Monkeys.
My goal is to play metal and metalcore though, I'm hoping to reach that level by the end of the year.
How about you?
>>6032306
eh do it
i know this isn't pol, and most of you guys love trump, but this is like. holy fuck, savage, sooo brutal
https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=30&v=LEv5zSF11q4
>>6032306
Same, no need to degrade yourself by being feminine
>>6032307
Punk rock for life, yo. I just potentially joined a '80s hardcore-influenced band as a drummer through a guy I met on Craigslist. But he said he'd text me so I had his number, but he hasn't yet. I'm kinda worried he was turned off 'cause I showed up in girl mode. I'll know by next week, since that's when he said we'd jam again.
>metalcore
Better get up to speed on your pedal riffing and palm muting.
>>6032316
>you
>a t blocked male
Faye. My pinkie finger has more masculinity than your whole being.
>>6032297
taking your first dose is the best feeling of fear and relief and excitement
the first time you have a hormonal cry you will laugh through your tears
>>6032315
desu they just repeated the same line 3 times I thought there'd be more
>>6032322
>laugh
I just ended up having a panic attack O.o
>>6031962
Lol
>>6032316
you exude femininity without even trying
shut up
>>6032322
I'm scared that one day I'll want kids and regret making myself infertile
That's the only part I fear losing. Despite the fact I'm more gay than straight
>>6032325
didn't realise that you were having a girl cry?
>>6032329
I felt the same way, then I realized I can't even support myself let alone a kid, plus seeing my brother be a dad I learned real quick having a kid is a death sentence.
>>6032324
They didn't tho
>>6032335
It's just the guilt of being the sole male in my family.
I have one sister.
But the name is carried on through my cousins.
It just feels so wrong to do this.
>>6032329
well like, you just need a surrogate and a lab that offers this
http://www.pinknews.co.uk/2015/02/23/babies-with-two-biological-same-sex-parents-could-become-a-reality-in-just-two-years/
>>6032331
Yup. Freaked right the hell out, why was i caring that much about something that happened in 1st grade? Lol
>>6032338
Fuck it, my parents should have had more children if they were so concerned about the name. What do names matter anyway, I'm already chanting my first.
>>6032338
hey I had guilt pushed on me on all sides but I still went for it because I don't want to die or have T in my body ever again
>>6032344
T is a deceptive emotional numbing agent for me.
But I know these feelings won't go away. And my repression will only lead to a drastic final outcome
Daily reminder that ediexfaye is just a meme
-raises hand-
>>6032349
-puts your hand down-
-hugs-
>>6032340
>w-what is this wet stuff coming from my eyes
>why do I f?feeeel?? better after its stopped?
>>6032351
Yeah that was pretty much how it went.
>>6032344
Eventually I came to "you can't be a parent if you kill yourself". I just wish I had a normal vagina. Reproductive dysphoria is the worst because we can't do anything but cry about it.
>>6032343
why not have a husband and son and gush over how cute he is and how much of a good father he is?
>>6032357
>this. Adopt or get a single dad.
I dunno im not huge on legacy and bloodlines.
>>6032356
well in a perfect world I could have been cis, had all my teens and early 20's to party and travel, then have settled down and been a mommy, but this is reality and I need to live my life for myself for once and have fun now rather than never.
>>6032357
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFqTJ34LyWo
I can't let go of the idea of having my own progeny
It conflicts greatly with my dysphoria and desire to be a girl.
And I don't have money to sperm bank
>>6032062
mfw edie will never be my gf. why live?
>>6032365
True guess you're right.
>>6032335
I think my dad is okay with it partially because he's told me several times while in anger with Mom "never get married".
I guess I get away with it too by having two other brothers who are way more typical guys who will probably do what Dad did and accidentally get their girlfriends pregnant and marry them to "do the right thing".
So I'm off the hook! ...still going to bank sperm though because I found a cheap as fuck place. Hopefully at two weeks into HRT my swimmers aren't too fucked.
>>6032374
>banking
>wanting to be a father
>>6032378
Yeah.
I'd feel ashamed to have a child as a tranny.
Like some kind of creepy pseudo mother.
>>6032378
I'm pretty indifferent to the idea. I don't want kids but I figured why the fuck not. Just in case let's save some sperm. If I -were- to have biological kids I'd be the biological father. I don't get to change that.
>>6032386
That's beautiful
>>6032386
>>6032386
>you can be the mother
In what way though? I'm not going to implant a uterus into my body. The potential complications are too great. I would be risking someone else's livelihood (the child's) just for my own fulfillment of being a mother.
If you mean turning stem cells into ovums and getting a cis woman carrier, then okay. But I can imagine turning sperm into ovums being just as easy; they're already haploids. Just undersized. If the technology to make "male ovums" is a real option before "stem cell ovums" I want to be able to utilize it.
Why is mtfg so dead? ;(
I want to earn more points, but nobody is on.
>>6032397
i'm on but i'm so fucking tired
>>6032397
>me and yume stop posting for a day
>thread is kill
>>6032397
got kik? im bored
>>6032405
are you a chaser? lol
god damn my boobs hurt, this is a good sign though, mega milks incoming
>>6032407
Post boobs
>>6032406
topcuck
no
>>6032411
post kik
>>6032414
glennznl
>>6032415
lol its the chaser who tried to chase phie too
kek
>>6032417
what if I tell you that trannies are better talking material than women, and I dont have any friends
imma try and go back to bed
>>6032421
there's plenty of men in the world mang
not having any friends sounds like a closet tranny tho
>>6032397
I'm lurking
/makes creepy sounds
>>6032426
talking with men is weird as fuck bruh. this is how it goes:
>ey hold up bruh
>"sup mane"
>you like csgo mane?
>"ya bruh"
>same bruh
thats about it
>>6032431
>all males are niggers
>>6032431
sounds like you're just talking to normies and/or CS:GO players desu
>July 5th, 2095
>my worst fear came true today
>Sam came home today with a letter from the school therapist
>they put him under monitering for a few months after he tried to join the girls in dress up
>he's gender dysphoric and stated he wants to be a girl and now if we don't let him transition we will be arrested for child abuse.
>I don't hate him for the way he feels, I just didn't want to lose my only son
>I'm just glad grandad isn't here to see this
>she's called Samatha now
>I hope she's happy at least
>>6032440
you're 80 years late m8
>>6032445
WHY COULDENT THEY HAVE MADE ME A GIRL WHENBI WAS LITTLE
>>6032440
>why are you so upset?
>its not like 80 years ago when gender dysphoric's had to archaically mutilate themselves to try to alleviate their horrible condition
>she will be essentially identical to any other woman right down to her chromosomes
>even if she changes her mind later in life she can just get it completely reversed
>infact there is no reason why she wouldn't be able to swap back and forth as many times as she wants
>>6032431
That's when you either ask them something related to the game or say something yourself, be it game-related or just whatever's on your mind. You gotta keep the conversation alive.
What if you're the one that's bad at conversation and the people you talk to are just good enough at it to keep it going without your help.
>>6032462
>But thankfully not too early where transitioning isn't an option in the first place.
if only I was born 10-15 years later...
or even born cis
either would be preferable to being the hon that I am
Oh my god
What have I done
>>6032440
>August 25th 2234
>Gender has completely broken down and fractured
>Men and Women now fight each other
>captured males become are forced to become Female by the Matriarchy and captured females are executed
>both sides reproduce using progenitor cloning machines and relieve sexual energy using mindless flesh clones of the opposite gender
"Good morning. In less than an hour, Men from here will join others from around the world. And you will be launching the largest gender battle in this history of mankind.
MANkind -- that word should have new meaning for all of us today.
We can't be consumed by our petty differences anymore.
We will be united in our common chromosome
Perhaps its fate, and you will once again be fighting for our freedom, not from tyranny, oppression, or persecution -- but from annihilation.
We're fighting for our right to live, to exist.
And should we win the day, it will be known as the day when the Male world declared in one voice:
"We will not go quietly into the night!
We will not vanish without a fight!
We're going to live on!
We're going to survive!"
Today, we celebrate our Masculinity!
>>6032466
I don't know if 10 years later would have been enough. That would have put my first "coming out" dangerously close to the Caitlyn Jenner shit. My family had a general negative reaction to that. There was definitely an elephant in the room about how they didn't ask me what I thought about it and I didn't share any opinion on it. I was in repression mode and disgusted that now this was going to be someone people thought of I transitioned then.
>>6032473
Can you please get a trip so I can spare myself this autism?
>>6032476
No. I believe in free speech. So you should be forced to see my posts
>>6032476
not them but its from independence day and the guy overzealously salutes at the end and practically knocks himself out
>>6032471
Blonde is pretty good. Dyed blonde hair is a decent female social cue. I kind of like it.
I want to go the other way and dye mine black though. Because I'm a fucking idiot.
>>6032474
To be fair Caitlyn Jenner is the only "famous" person I can think of to come out as trans. Blame the lack of famous trans people, now all the public has as an example is this crazy old hon.
>>6032478
forgot link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oj16vfbsM9A
>>6032482
I know what it's from. That anon keeps posting this retarded stuff.
>>6032481
jamie clayton, janet mock, kim petras.
>>6032485
Stay mad :^>
>>6032487
Out of those I only know Kim Petras and that's because I go around trans communities a lot, haven't heard her mentioned in a non-trans context.
Then again Caitlyn Jenner was also a literally who until they came out. Maybe the media just likes watching trainwrecks or something.
>>6032487
>jamie clayton
looking for the gif or webm of her looking at her hands realizing how big they are
>>6032487
The only one I recognize is Kim Petras and I doubt anyone older than me would know her. Googling Jamie Clayton I had an "oh yeah, her" thought. Dad wouldn't know that show though.
>>6032490
And that's the issue. People fucking love trainwrecks. Because Caitlyn is from a reality tv show it seems like transitioning is an attention seeking thing. But I'm terrified of the social repurcussions and just doing this for myself.
>>6032496
>and just doing this for myself.
Let me break that down a bit better. I know we're ALL doing it for ourselves, but I mean I'm going to take such a slow fucking time presenting female my therapist was almost unsure about me until we talked about it further. Going full-time including at work seems really far away.
My letter from my therapist I gave to the clinic even mentions this but says not to think of it as an issue because muh social anxiety.
this is the first asian tranny that doesn't pass
http://i.imgur.com/Zuz1VuU.jpg
this is my chest after 15 months hrt, how fucked am I mtfg?
https://unsee
.cc/mudoragi/
I look disgusting
>>6032511
she does she just needs to learn to makeup
>>6032514
up your dose
get cypro
get prog
how bad off am I?
>>6032521
That's a wig, right?
>>6032519
us, I cant get on cypro
I should get on prog though
>>6032525
yes
>>6032521
nice face
your features will all soften on hrt and you will grow bewwwwbs
who is your favorite disney princess and why is it ariel?
>>6032533
I'm hoping you're pre-hrt.
You could be worse.
If you want it do it.
>>6032514
>http://i.imgur.com/Zuz1VuU.jpg
Unfortunately the images were deleted as requested. desu tbqh
>>6032534
>you will grow bewwwwbs
no she won't
>>6032521
What's it feel like to wear that dress?
>>6032521
Lots of potential!
I have 3 questions
1) Is it worth taking pureria mirifica before I start HRT which will probably be in 4 months?
2) Is HRT less effective if you're losing weight?
3) How do I find a sugar daddy?
>>6032521
You look great sweetie!
no seriously, just get rid of your beard shadow and your masculine frown and you are better than 90% of trips here
>>6032548
1) Nope! Unless you also take AAs.
2) It's more effective actually if you put on weight afterwards.
3) Just bee yourself :^)
>>6032546
Yeah, you don't look female but you look feminine therefore it will only be a short hop to looking female for you. Body is slim and in proportion, nice eyes, jaw male but not huge, HRT will fix that and the muscles.
>>6031493
What manga? :o
Thanks <3
>>6032521
should be fine, dress is nice, stockings not so much. avoid fishnet unless its for work.
>>6032552
>Nope! Unless you also take AAs.
So if I take it with spiro it will work?
>It's more effective actually if you put on weight afterwards.
So I won't see change if I'm losing weight?
> Just bee yourself :^)
I should have said "where do I meet a sugar daddy?"
>>6032536
Mulan of course.
>>6032559
Yeah but be sure to get on "real" estrogen as possible
h-how bad is it mtfg? :(
https://unsee
.cc/posezitu/
>>6032540
sorry, im on my phone and I think it deleted it when I switched tabs
Ill just stay in it this time, see above
>>6032536
Cinderella. She was always the ringleader of the Princess gang in my dreams who would "force" me to become a princess like them
>>6032567
now you're sideways
still you're fine, try to gain some weight for boobage and better shape
>>6032567
shiiiit we got the same chest and same bob growth except my nipples are puffier and larger
i am 13 months HRT btw
>>6032567
You're scrawny as fuck. That's a good thi-
Oh wait, 15 months hrt.
Well shit, how big is your family? If they're rather small it's just genetics. You could get breast augmentation.
>>6032580
stfu sheen ur a qtie
Hello /mtfg/, I'm in a fantastic mood today :3
sup
>>6032580
>replying to me and making me click on your filtered post
baka
>>6032586
tell us more please, infect us with happiness :D
>>6032588
da sind wir wieder ;D
>>6032596
#gettingupearlyinthemorningat2.30pm
>>6032586
Post butt :3
>>6032586
that's good to hear, honnah!
>>6032598
you forgot to take your trip off, creepy transbian
>>6032597
Lol sauber, ich bin am 11:30 aufgestanden
>>6032613
Not even a transbian, just appreciate butts.
>>6032578
whats the cheapest way to gain weight?
I can barely afford to eat at all right now
>>6032579
theyre all pretty small
I guess im really not gonna have any other option at this rate :/
>>6032598
http://i.imgur.com/H3uZ15K.gif?1
d-do i pass, mtfg?
[pic of a masculine teenage boy with a visible brow ridge, adams apple, big nose, wearing a T-shirt of your favorite death metal band]
>>6032627
yeah they are
mine don't even have a defined breast look about them so yeah i am going to get implants
>>6032627
Eat before bed. Food is more likely to be metabolised into fat cells then
>>6032629
eww
>>6032629
Not bad bb.
>>6032642
oh you know the usual
just maxing, relaxing and passing
http://exhentai.org/g/924686/55eb3b0d8d/
average transbian
>>6032652
all I got is a picture of a panda
>>6032592
I'm sorry
I'm also pre emptively sorry for doing it again with this apology post.
>>6032651
oh sorry
Im just really out of it today
>>6032649
If life is so great for you, then why do you find the need to attack me all the time? Surely you have better things to do? :3
>>6032654
replace the "ex" with "g.e-".
also stop being such a newfag.
>>6032660
is it like illigal content or soemthing?
>>6032614
so early :3
>>6032663
No. Then it wouldn't be posted everywhere on 4chan.
Ex includes the more toxic material, so you need an account to access.
>>6032658
theyre crushing on u cause u so qt :33333333
>>6032667
it was a fucking virus you asshole
>>6032673
??
No it isn't, idiot. maybe you should stop using the internet?
>>6032673
bahahahaha
>>6032665
Ja und ich bin 4:30 nach Bett gegangen xd
>>6032652
>Mom and son have sexual training together [English]
>English
>>6032674
yeah it was, my screen turned blue and I had to shut my computer down, why would you post illegal content on a trans board you creep
>>6032678
Wir waren bis 6 wach, haben im Bett gelegen und nochn Film geschaut
>tfw your bf holds you close for 3 hours and pets your hips and shoulder
HNNNNNNNNNNNNNG
>>6032652
I wish I was an agp transbian like lalalilly
being dysphoria free must be nice
trutrans is life on hardmode
>>6032687
what the fuck is the image of since you are so secretive of hiding it?
>>6032683
IKR.
>>6032683
then youd have to cut off your dick and stop putting it in girls though, are you prepared to do that?
>>6032668
Good morning Phien <3! Thank you so much , but I don't know if I'm really qt
>>6032689
It's (bad)pornographic. this is SFW board.
There's no fucking way you aren't trolling though.
>>6032692
You can be agp transbian even after cutting off your dick. in fact, many agp tend to be more straightforwardly aiming for SRS than anything else in transition, more than non-agps.
Because their simplistic, sexual obsession give them tunnel vision.
>>6032682
Toll, ich schaue niemals films oder nach den Fernseher, es ist scheiss met 100 stunden Werbungen lol
Yes please. I want to be a good girl with a vagina.
>>6032704
for (you)
>>6032703
>Lilly cant be trans
Because she's a fetishist man-like creature ;)
>>6032703
>Also technically, Lilly cant be trans, since shes intersex :^)
so he says but he also said that his mom paid some dude to rape her
Robo Trans? Yay or Nay?
>>6032712
I actually think shes more trutrans than most of this general. she has a giant amount of confidence. I am happy for her about that, and also a little jelly.
>>6032714
Ich auch nicht. er sucht immer aus was wir schauen. Mir ist das egal solange ich cuddles bekomme
>>6032715
Idk about the latter part, I am pretty sure shes inter though. IIrc she showed me the chromosome test sheet on skype.
>>6032717
nay
>>6032707
T-thank you ;-;
>>6032717
I want to be beaten to death please.
... also couldn't find my weabum of that scene, so here, have this instead?
>>6032732
kinda same tbqh
I want someone to slap me until I cant feel anything
>>6032687
no i mean the english part
i am doubtful of that
pic related
MY SIDES
>>6032741
Well isn't that english?
I thought you meant how it's western.
>>6032721
Haha, das ist süss. Ich hoffe das ich auf einen Tag jemand habe Films mit zu schauen. Was machst du? Ich habe nichts zu machen. Vielleicht werde ich Bier trinken oder so
>gfs late for work and mad at me because we stayed up and drank hard cider together for the first time in months
>>6032745
>isn't that english
uh are you sure
>>6032750
if she is cis tell that cis scum to check her privilege and to take responsibility for her own actions
if she is trans tell her to man up and to take responsibility for her own actions
this feels wrong
>>6032748
chatting auf discord :3
später gehen wir mit dem Hund raus, danach Küche saubermachen und vielleicht kochen, mal schauen
>>6032753
well... it tries.
>>6032756
Was fur Art ist deinen Hund? Ich hatte ein Staffordshire bullterier aber er war super alt (16) und wir haben ihm ein Monat zuruck eingeschlafen
>>6032754
Right?? Noo though its totally my fault. I guess i forgot to plug her phone in for her..she should be okay. Her boss isnt too bad on her.
half in the bag is a good show.
>>6032764
ein mischling, golden retriever + Jack Russel + ?
er kam als Welpe zu uns :3 ist jetzt 20 Monate alt. So knuffig
Eigentlich hab ich angst vor hunden, aber mein freund akzeptiert keine widersprüche, und ich hab unser baby als teil der family zu akzeptieren und lieben gelernt.
wechsle aber immernoch die Straßenseite bei großen fremden Hunden
Ich bin ein Angstkeks ;_;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hj2vU2nr5Jw
REPRESSSSSS
good morning you goblins in adorable summer dresses :3
what's up ?
any plan for tonight ?
not sure yet if I'll go to a pub or not
>so many nazis in here
nett nett könn wir endlich alle normal schreiben
>>6032754
>tell her to man up and to take responsibility for her own actions
>mfw
new thread when?
>>6032777
YOU STOLE MY REPRESSION TRIPS
>>6032778
WHEN HELL FREEZES OVER
>>6032775
It is. What's bad about it? Fight me.
>>6032770
those hack frauds sold out to big fried chicken
>>6032773
Lmao. Ich bin mit mein Hund aufgezogen, ich habe nur Angst fur Pferden. Mein Hund hatte am endes seiner Leben kein Kontrolle uber seiner Blase, also musste ich 20 mahl pro Tage seiner Pisse sauber machen. Das war scheiss, lol.
>>6032777
Lucky trips, but I'm not a goblin... right?
>>6032798
Armer Doge ;-;
>>6032799
what if we all are goblins and what we call goblins are humans ?
>>6032801
why don't people like you lily? :/ I think you're pretty attractive person and good personality.
>>6032808
idk some people are bitter
some people jelly
and some just don't agree with what I say
at least that's my guess
>>6032808
you haven't got to know her yet
>>6032808
give it time
can I get a little insight?
Is it typical to try and back out of transition once you've decided to get Hrt In the future.
Do I just need to women up and take the plunge?
>>6032815
yes
>>6032815
you gotta grow a pair to loose it
pre hrt when everything is planned it quite often seems scary
>>6032819
>pre hrt when everything is planned
>>6032823
idk as soon as I started with therapy is started planning stuff like fulltime, voice,where to get srs and so on
>>6032827
in that order?
>>6032832
nope
>voice
>fulltime
>hrt
>srs
in that order since fulltime pre hrt was doable and sped things up
>>6032835
waiting list?
>>6032819
I'm afraid of the change. Of becoming vulnerable. Of becoming emotional. Of becoming a freak.
I'm so used to going through my life with no emotion.
my repression was the shield against the world.
going through stoically. Not anything that could hurt me except myself. Closed off from the world.
>>6032815
>>6032839
see below
>>6032835
Ya same order for me, same idea, definetely most scary was pre transition, once i had voice and fulltime down, it has been not too bad. life is actually much much better. I think you do need to take the plunge, its scary at first and you put yourself in a position of vulnerbility but nothing worth doing is easy, and this is especially true for transition, the greater the hardship the greater the reward. imho
Good luck, Anon!! I'll be cheering for you :D
>tfw lost two more lbs
this diet is going gr8
>>6032852
Well, you did burn like 2000 calories yesterday, and you're only eating 500/day, right? I'd be more surprised if it wasn't going well desu
>>6032844
It's crippling. My fear of femininity that I've built up after years of repression.
I get embarrassed and distressed when I try to practice girl voice when I'm in absolute privacy and no one is around for miles
>>6032852
It's intoxicating ain't it
>>6032855
Get a partner who you can talk with. I couldn't do it alone. I did voice training by going on omegle, chat roulette, tinychat and emulating YouTubers voices, I went on tinychat too. Haha. Essentially the fear is natural, but power through it cause the reward is super worth, having a good voice will be your best shield against getting clocked.
>>6032875
I eat a shit load of food and still weight the same.
i want to cuddle with someone RIGHT NOW
>>6032880
wru
>>6032869
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Oe1jCy2Fc8
>>6032881
new york
>>6032835
>SRS
>letting those evil thailand doctors take away your beautiful clitty
>>6032887
some countries require full time or something before hrt
>>6032879
you probs burn alot of calories naturally
>>6032887
lily! <3
>>6032890
well in mine it just speeds things up and saves you time in therapy
>>6032896
so full time was needed?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ps0UodUr_pM
I'm tired of being this scared little coward.
I'm going to fucking beat this out of me.
MEN DONT FUCKING FEEL FEAR
>tfw you want to play das3 but are too poor, not sure your pc could play it at 60 fps max graphics and don't want to buy it now when they'll re-release it later on with improvements like das2.
>>6032902
good good, let the anger flow through you
>>6032905
>paying for a shitty port
>>6032909
If I'm too poor to buy a shitty port I'm certainly too poor to buy a new console and the game.
>>6032913
obviously it helped with your need :^)
>>6032902
good thing you're a woman and not a man just do it you pussy
>>6032891
you think its stress related?
![029BF5C[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/wx2u7iI.jpg "029BF5C[1]")
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